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the_o heavenly_a warfare_n o_o lord_n god_n my_o affliction_n be_v sometime_o full_a of_o horror_n they_o seem_v to_o come_v from_o the_o same_o justice_n by_o which_o thou_o cast_v the_o wicked_a into_o hell_n and_o they_o be_v to_o i_o like_o hell_n whilst_o they_o so_o dismay_v and_o terrify_v i_o and_o thou_o seem_v to_o have_v forsake_v i_o in_o my_o affliction_n and_o temptation_n and_o i_o have_v no_o hope_n that_o thou_o will_v ever_o remove_v they_o but_o that_o thou_o have_v send_v they_o to_o confound_v i_o and_o i_o can_v hardly_o refrain_v from_o the_o expression_n of_o the_o wicked_a cain_n that_o my_o affliction_n be_v great_a than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o bear_v and_o be_v at_o my_o wit_n end_n i_o be_o afraid_a that_o thou_o will_v not_o enable_v i_o to_o bear_v they_o and_o have_v reject_v i_o as_o thou_o do_v saul_n and_o have_v take_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o and_o that_o thou_o be_v my_o enemy_n &_o i_o fear_v i_o be_o unreconciled_a to_o thou_o because_o i_o do_v feel_v filial_a affection_n to_o thou_o when_o thou_o chastise_v i_o neither_o do_v i_o say_v thou_o have_v chastise_v i_o less_o than_o i_o deserve_v but_o i_o be_o ready_a to_o murmur_v and_o to_o have_v hard_a thought_n to_o think_v it_o more_o than_o i_o deserve_v because_o i_o think_v it_o great_a than_o any_o other_o man_n affliction_n also_o because_o i_o find_v thou_o have_v be_v more_o ready_a to_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o other_o for_o deliverance_n than_o thou_o be_v to_o hear_v i_o as_o that_o of_o hanna_n when_o she_o be_v despise_v for_o barrenness_n she_o pray_v to_o thou_o once_o and_o thou_o hear_v she_o and_o her_o countenance_n be_v no_o more_o sad_a and_o at_o the_o three_o time_n thou_o answer_v paul_n when_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o the_o thorn_n in_o the_o flesh_n and_o do_v give_v he_o grace_v sufficient_a for_o the_o temptation_n but_o as_o for_o i_o i_o mourn_v be_v desolate_a and_o take_v no_o comfort_n night_n and_o day_n and_o thou_o regard_v not_o but_o now_o that_o i_o consider_v that_o the_o man_n who_o be_v according_a to_o thy_o own_o heart_n when_o he_o have_v grieve_v the_o holy_a spirit_n as_o i_o pray_v god_n i_o never_o more_o may_v do_v cry_v out_o as_o i_o do_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n come_v about_o i_o the_o snare_n of_o death_n overtake_v i_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n rome_v i_o and_o again_o from_o my_o youth_n up_o thy_o terror_n have_v i_o suffer_v with_o a_o trouble_a mind_n and_o a_o horrible_a tremble_n have_v overwhelm_v i_o and_o my_o confusion_n be_v daily_o before_o i_o and_o the_o shame_n of_o my_o face_n have_v cover_v i_o i_o take_v it_o to_o be_v the_o portion_n of_o the_o saint_n to_o be_v much_o afflict_a and_o to_o go_v to_o heaven_n by_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n o_o show_v i_o lord_n wherein_o i_o may_v enjoy_v myself_o and_o find_v satisfaction_n and_o content_a without_o remorse_n regret_n or_o subsequent_a sadness_n if_o it_o be_v in_o any_o action_n or_o contemplation_n of_o i_o it_o must_v be_v in_o religious_a duty_n when_o i_o serve_v thou_o with_o a_o quiet_a undistracted_a well_o compose_v spirit_n and_o be_o sensible_a that_o i_o enjoy_v thy_o favour_n and_o approbation_n but_o certain_a i_o be_o that_o i_o can_v never_o enjoy_v myself_o so_o as_o not_o to_o be_v sensible_a of_o emptiness_n unprofitableness_n wearisomeness_n unsatisfactoriness_n desire_v of_o change_n tediousness_n and_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n in_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o the_o natural_a man_n can_v do_v think_v or_o speak_v or_o enjoy_v unless_o the_o spirit_n direct_v i_o in_o they_o to_o spiritual_a end_n to_o the_o honour_n and_o glory_n of_o god_n this_o therefore_o make_v a_o clear_a conviction_n that_o the_o happiness_n of_o man_n and_o the_o end_n for_o which_o he_o be_v make_v be_v to_o glorify_v god_n in_o keep_v his_o commandment_n with_o a_o upright_a heart_n and_o to_o love_v he_o with_o all_o the_o soul_n herein_o only_o can_v man_n find_v true_a joy_n content_n peace_n rest_n quiet_a satisfaction_n and_o enjoyment_n for_o his_o soul_n let_v i_o be_v always_o satisfy_v delight_a and_o ravish_v with_o these_o joy_n let_v my_o soul_n be_v satisfy_v as_o with_o marrow_n and_o fatness_n when_o my_o mouth_n shall_v praise_v thou_o with_o joyful_a lip_n let_v i_o sit_v under_o thy_o shadow_n with_o delight_n and_o let_v thy_o fruit_n be_v pleasant_a to_o my_o taste_n even_o thy_o only_a and_o let_v i_o be_v ravish_v with_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o house_n let_v the_o breast_n of_o thy_o ordinance_n satisfy_v i_o at_o all_o time_n let_v i_o be_v always_o ravish_v with_o thy_o love_n with_o joy_n let_v i_o draw_v water_n out_o of_o the_o well_n of_o salvation_n and_o make_v i_o joyful_a in_o the_o house_n of_o prayer_n let_v my_o soul_n thirst_n for_o thou_o and_o my_o flesh_n long_o after_o thou_o even_o as_o the_o â—art_n pant_v after_o the_o water_n brooks_n so_o let_v my_o soul_n long_o after_o thou_o my_o god_n let_v my_o delight_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o in_o those_o river_n of_o pleasure_n that_o be_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n for_o ever_o more_o let_v i_o set_v i_o set_v my_o affection_n on_o thing_n above_o where_o christ_n jesus_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o take_v of_o my_o affection_n from_o thing_n below_o and_o my_o conversation_n and_o let_v it_o be_v above_o let_v all_o my_o fresh_a spring_n be_v in_o thou_o at_o midnight_n let_v i_o rise_v and_o give_v thanks_o unto_o thou_o because_o of_o thy_o righteous_a judgement_n let_v i_o be_v a_o companion_n of_o all_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o and_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n let_v i_o be_v assure_v of_o thy_o love_n to_o i_o by_o all_o thy_o spiritual_a and_o temporal_a mercy_n and_o mean_n of_o grace_n and_o hope_v of_o glory_n and_o let_v i_o be_v assure_v of_o my_o reciprocal_a love_n to_o thou_o by_o my_o willing_a obedience_n to_o all_o thy_o commandment_n that_o i_o may_v know_v that_o my_o belove_a be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o and_o if_o at_o any_o time_n thou_o hear_v my_o prayer_n and_o grant_v my_o request_n let_v i_o consecrate_v those_o thing_n unto_o thou_o which_o i_o obtain_v by_o prayer_n as_o hanna_n do_v she_o son_n o_o bless_a lord_n jesus_n these_o sweet_a kiss_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n since_o all_o who_o will_v live_v godly_a must_v suffer_v persecution_n and_o it_o be_v say_v that_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o reign_v with_o he_o prepare_v fit_a and_o strengthen_v i_o to_o undergo_v all_o the_o trouble_n and_o affliction_n of_o this_o day_n and_o of_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n which_o satan_n and_o the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a man_n of_o the_o world_n shall_v contrive_v against_o i_o and_o let_v i_o expect_v every_o day_n affliction_n for_o christ_n sake_n and_o reproach_n and_o a_o cross_n and_o trouble_v in_o this_o world_n since_o our_o hope_n be_v not_o in_o this_o world_n but_o be_v reserve_v for_o we_o in_o heaven_n and_o in_o this_o world_n we_o be_v to_o be_v of_o all_o man_n most_o miserable_a therefore_o let_v i_o not_o expect_v bed_n of_o rose_n here_o but_o to_o go_v through_o many_o tribulation_n and_o a_o fiery_a trial_n patient_o wait_v for_o the_o time_n when_o the_o lord_n shall_v tread_v down_o satan_n under_o our_o foot_n and_o when_o the_o lord_n shall_v avenge_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o soul_n that_o lie_v slay_v under_o the_o altar_n cry_v for_o vengeance_n upon_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n remember_v that_o none_o of_o all_o these_o thing_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n but_o we_o
will_n of_o he_o that_o send_v i_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o divulge_v his_o miracle_n nor_o be_v make_v a_o king_n 12._o in_o his_o zeal_n it_o be_v say_v of_o he_o the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o house_n have_v even_o eat_v i_o up_o 13._o in_o his_o truth_n he_o say_v to_o this_o end_n be_v i_o bear_v that_o i_o shall_v bear_v witness_n to_o the_o truth_n 14._o in_o his_o obedience_n to_o his_o parent_n 15._o in_o his_o public_a spirit_n he_o be_v bear_v and_o die_v and_o rise_v again_o upon_o a_o public_a account_n sic_fw-la oculus_fw-la sic_fw-la ille_fw-la manus_fw-la sic_fw-la ora_fw-la movebat_fw-la those_o that_o be_v otherwise_o be_v not_o holy_a as_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v therefore_o let_v we_o press_v forward_o and_o pray_v that_o we_o may_v receive_v of_o his_o fullness_n grace_n for_o grace_n the_o last_o mean_n but_o not_o the_o least_o be_v repentance_n the_o same_o which_o be_v the_o first_o not_o a_o slight_a confession_n of_o our_o sin_n only_o with_o sorrow_n for_o a_o day_n as_o the_o prophet_n isaiah_n express_v it_o isa_n 58.5_o to_o hang_v down_o our_o head_n like_o a_o bulrush_n for_o a_o day_n wicked_a ahab_n do_v more_o than_o so_o thy_o stony_a heart_n will_v endure_v more_o malliate_a than_o one_o day_n contrition_n and_o not_o be_v break_v but_o such_o sorrow_n as_o may_v work_v a_o change_n as_o that_o of_o the_o ninevite_n jonah_n 3.8_o 10._o they_o turn_v from_o their_o evil_a way_n clothe_v themselves_o in_o sackcloth_n and_o cry_v mighty_o to_o god_n and_o since_o notwithstanding_o our_o repentance_n our_o corruption_n and_o our_o spiritual_a enemy_n do_v sometime_o prevail_v against_o we_o we_o must_v as_o oft_o as_o we_o fall_v rise_v again_o by_o repentance_n and_o mourn_v over_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o our_o nature_n as_o david_n do_v psal_n 51._o in_o sin_n have_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o and_o paul_n when_o i_o will_v do_v good_a evil_a be_v present_a o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o and_o this_o we_o shall_v have_v cause_n to_o do_v as_o long_o as_o we_o live_v and_o this_o cause_v we_o to_o iterate_v our_o repentance_n which_o we_o first_o make_v upon_o our_o conversion_n as_o it_o do_v in_o holy_a david_n and_o job_n call_v to_o mind_v the_o sin_n of_o their_o youth_n for_o i_o conceive_v the_o method_n of_o the_o argument_n of_o the_o penitent_a be_v that_o he_o believe_v that_o his_o sin_n be_v sharer_n in_o procure_v those_o bitter_a suffering_n to_o his_o saviour_n which_o he_o can_v think_v of_o without_o grief_n and_o break_v off_o those_o sin_n and_o that_o grief_n lead_v he_o to_o believe_v that_o christ_n in_o his_o suffering_n have_v respect_n to_o his_o sin_n that_o afford_v comfort_n meditation_n of_o repentance_n mot._n the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v a_o trouble_a spirit_n psal_n 51._o when_o i_o have_v fall_v into_o any_o sin_n i_o immediate_o perceive_v my_o loss_n of_o my_o innocency_n as_o our_o first_o parent_n do_v and_o the_o injury_n do_v to_o god_n and_o then_o i_o loathe_v myself_o and_o will_v give_v all_o i_o have_v to_o be_v restore_v to_o my_o guiltless_a state_n again_o if_o i_o can_v but_o undo_v that_o which_o i_o have_v do_v and_o i_o resolve_v to_o spend_v all_o my_o life_n in_o weep_v fast_a and_o prayer_n if_o so_o be_v the_o lord_n will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v my_o sin_n and_o not_o destroy_v i_o than_o i_o see_v that_o nothing_o i_o can_v do_v or_o suffer_v can_v make_v atonement_n to_o god_n for_o my_o sin_n but_o my_o steadfast_a resolution_n be_v that_o i_o will_v never_o sin_v more_o o_o lord_n give_v i_o the_o same_o mind_n now_o and_o ever_o that_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v ever_o in_o my_o sight_n to_o bewail_v the_o loss_n of_o my_o innocency_n and_o the_o injury_n do_v to_o thou_o to_o loathe_v my_o sinful_a self_n to_o endeavour_v night_n and_o day_n to_o undo_v those_o sinful_a act_n by_o tear_n of_o repentance_n mourning_n humble_a confession_n prayer_n fast_v charity_n and_o severe_a watchfulness_n against_o my_o corruption_n the_o duty_n of_o mortification_n and_o self-denial_n and_o to_o renew_v my_o vow_n and_o resolution_n never_o to_o sin_v more_o and_o for_o the_o remainder_n of_o my_o day_n to_o abstain_v from_o the_o least_o degree_n of_o every_o sin_n and_o not_o to_o go_v as_o far_o as_o i_o think_v i_o may_v lawful_o do_v in_o the_o satisfy_n of_o my_o sense_n and_o passion_n lest_o i_o be_v draw_v in_o one_o degree_n too_o far_o that_o the_o lord_n may_v behold_v my_o grievous_a sorrow_n and_o repentance_n as_o he_o do_v peter_n and_o david_n and_o may_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v i_o and_o not_o destroy_v i_o and_o take_v his_o holy_a spirit_n utter_o from_o i_o as_o he_o do_v from_o saul_n o_o lord_n though_o my_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_a do_v thou_o wash_v i_o thorough_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o saviour_n which_o only_o can_v purge_v my_o sin_n and_o be_v the_o only_a propitiation_n to_o atone_v thy_o wrath_n and_o to_o 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