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job._n so_o james_n speak_v jam._n 5.12_o therefore_o whatever_o your_o grief_n be_v turn_v they_o into_o prayer_n and_o cry_v to_o god_n for_o relief_n and_o then_o your_o grief_n have_v a_o sanctify_a end_n and_o you_o will_v at_o last_o learn_v to_o say_v after_o david_n in_o that_o high_a strain_a string_n of_o faith_n and_o experience_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o be_v afflict_v that_o i_o may_v learn_v thy_o statute_n psal._n 119.71_o and_o ver_fw-la 67_o of_o that_o psalm_n before_o i_o be_v afflict_v i_o weâ—t_v astray_o but_o now_o i_o have_v keep_v thy_o word_n and_o therefore_o what_o though_o your_o affliction_n be_v outward_a affliction_n see_v god_n be_v please_v merciful_o to_o bless_v they_o unto_o your_o spiritual_a and_o eternal_a good_a but_o i_o further_o observe_v that_o sundry_a of_o your_o expression_n do_v hold_v forth_o a_o spiritual_a sorrow_n for_o your_o sin_n and_o a_o fear_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o flee_v from_o and_o 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