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my_o own_o righteousness_n which_o be_v of_o the_o law_n especial_o reasins_z why_o we_o must_v deny_v ourselves_o in_o matter_n of_o salvation_n especial_o but_o that_o which_o be_v through_o the_o faith_n of_o christ_n the_o righteousness_n which_o be_v of_o god_n by_o faith_n and_o good_a reason_n for_o it_o he_o seek_v as_o our_o good_a so_o his_o own_o honour_n thereby_o and_o therefore_o enjoin_v we_o in_o our_o ministry_n by_o which_o man_n be_v convert_v and_o save_v to_o convince_v man_n to_o make_v they_o know_v and_o acknowledge_v all_o their_o abomination_n ezek._n 16.2_o to_o beat_v they_o out_o of_o themselves_o to_o take_v they_o off_o their_o own_o bottom_n and_o root_n that_o so_o we_o may_v engraph_v they_o into_o christ_n the_o true_a vine_n grace_n 1._o god_n glory_n even_o that_o of_o his_o free_a grace_n in_o a_o word_n by_o the_o law_n to_o make_v they_o know_v their_o sin_n and_o impotency_n that_o whether_o he_o save_v or_o pass_v they_o by_o yet_o every_o mouth_n may_v be_v stop_v and_o all_o the_o world_n may_v become_v guilty_a before_o god_n rom._n 3.19_o 20._o to_o 26._o or_o subject_n to_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n and_o that_o their_o justification_n may_v be_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v free_o by_o grace_n and_o not_o at_o all_o of_o work_n and_o as_o god_n on_o his_o part_n will_v have_v it_o thus_o for_o his_o own_o glory_n even_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o own_o free_a grace_n ephes_n 1.6_o so_o it_o be_v fit_a that_o we_o as_o we_o desire_v or_o expect_v the_o salvation_n of_o our_o soul_n do_v seek_v it_o out_o of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o for_o these_o two_o reason_n 2.8_o 2._o we_o be_v so_o to_o do_v because_o 1._o all_o the_o cause_n of_o salvation_n be_v without_o we_o act_n 16._o ephes_n 2.8_o first_o all_z the_o cause_n of_o salvation_n be_v without_o ourselves_o 1._o god_n the_o father_n be_v the_o author_n of_o it_o 2._o christ_n the_o purchaser_n 3._o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o apply_o an_o persuader_n of_o the_o 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prick_v in_o conscience_n though_o not_o all_o alike_o where_o four_o reason_n why_o sect._n 4._o who_o be_v more_o rough_o and_o who_o more_o gentle_o deal_v withal_o in_o their_o conversion_n which_o difference_n be_v show_v with_o respect_n of_o their_o different_a condition_n 1._o present_a 2._o past_a 3._o to_o come_v wherein_o god_n wisdom_n wonderful_o appear_v chap._n viii_o the_o demonstration_n of_o the_o former_a point_n with_o the_o reason_n both_o on_o man_n behalf_n and_o god_n why_o god_n will_v have_v all_o convert_v of_o age_n to_o be_v first_o bring_v under_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n chap._n ix_o of_o the_o order_n of_o conversion_n and_o 1._o as_o it_o depend_v on_o love_n in_o god_n where_o ten_o approach_n of_o god_n grace_n towards_o we_o all_o free_a chap._n x._o sect._n 1_o conversion_n be_v also_o a_o work_n of_o god_n power_n sect._n 2._o the_o order_n of_o conversion_n as_o it_o depend_v on_o power_n and_o first_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o person_n and_o mean_n employ_v in_o work_v of_o it_o which_o be_v only_o the_o word_n and_o no_o other_o mean_n without_o the_o word_n neither_o sacrament_n miracle_n affliction_n etc._n etc._n without_o it_o sect._n 3_o the_o order_n of_o the_o work_n it_o self_n of_o conversion_n and_o first_o seven_o orderly_a work_n of_o the_o law_n sect._n 4._o eleven_o orderly_a work_n of_o the_o gospel_n chap._n xi_o contain_v anvse_n of_o trial_n as_o preparative_n to_o the_o rest_n chap._n xii_o use_v for_o such_o 1._o as_o have_v not_o be_v prick_v and_o first_o the_o danger_n of_o a_o false_a peace_n and_o the_o desperate_a estate_n of_o secure_a sinner_n chap._n xiii_o 2._o a_o large_a exhortation_n to_o the_o secure_a and_o motive_n urge_v they_o to_o be_v afflict_v and_o to_o mourn_v for_o sin_n chap._n xiiii_o contain_v mean_n of_o contrition_n and_o first_o a_o removal_n of_o let_n sect._n 1_o such_o let_v remove_v as_o hinder_v the_o word_n of_o god_n to_o pierce_v and_o they_o be_v six_o sect._n 2._o let_v we_o remove_v which_o make_v the_o soul_n senseless_a and_o first_o sensuality_n and_o worldliness_n sect._n 3_o three_o more_o let_v remove_v which_o be_v great_a sin_n little_a sin_n custom_n of_o sin_v sect._n 4._o two_o more_o let_n god_n secret_a vengeance_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n with_o the_o nature_n and_o danger_n of_o it_o and_o mean_n to_o prevent_v it_o chap._n xv._o 2._o of_o the_o mean_n of_o true_a compunction_n and_o sensibleness_n sect._n 1_o and_o first_o of_o god_n word_n hear_v recall_v and_o apply_v with_o the_o power_n of_o it_o in_o prick_v the_o heart_n sect._n 2._o of_o the_o consideration_n of_o sin_n original_a and_o actual_a in_o the_o aggravation_n of_o it_o sect._n 3_o god_n judgement_n on_o ourselves_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v shall_v humble_v we_o sect._n 4._o other_o suffering_n especial_o christ_n shall_v move_v we_o sect._n 5._o god_n high_a majesty_n well_o think_v on_o will_v abase_v we_o sect._n 6._o earnest_a prayer_n with_o god_n a_o mean_n of_o humiliation_n and_o a_o way_n to_o derive_v power_n from_o he_o when_o especial_o it_o be_v join_v with_o watchfulness_n sect._n 7._o a_o reproof_n of_o the_o secure_a with_o a_o exhortation_n and_o caveat_n chap._n xvi_o use_v for_o such_o second_o as_o have_v be_v wound_v sect._n 1_o and_o first_o that_o they_o return_v not_o to_o sin_n for_o which_o they_o former_o have_v smart_v sect._n 2._o that_o second_o they_o go_v on_o with_o the_o work_n of_o humiliation_n and_o that_o they_o seek_v not_o ease_v too_o soon_o sect._n 3_o a_o exhortation_n hereunto_o that_o we_o follow_v home_o god_n stroke_n till_o we_o be_v thorough_o humble_v and_o cure_v sect._n 4._o divers_a reason_n why_o man_n be_v not_o to_o take_v up_o with_o legal_a qualm_n till_o they_o
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repentance_n son_n 2_o son_n matth._n 4.17_o he_o so_o deal_v with_o the_o jew_n and_o with_o the_o woman_n of_o samaria_n joh._n 4_o 18._o comforter_n 3_o yea_o the_o comforter_n 3_o yea_o the_o first_o work_n of_o the_o comforter_n be_v to_o convince_v man_n of_o sin_n to_o their_o condemnation_n before_o he_o convince_v they_o in_o their_o judgement_n of_o righteousness_n in_o christ_n to_o their_o justification_n see_v john_n 16.8.9.10_o for_o indeed_o there_o be_v no_o true_a consolation_n but_o out_o of_o deep_a humiliation_n no_o true_a joy_n and_o comfort_n but_o such_o as_o issue_v out_o of_o strait_n of_o conscience_n if_o we_o speak_v of_o man_n capable_a and_o legal_a conviction_n the_o spirit_n before_o it_o comfort_n it_o shake_v a_o man_n and_o make_v he_o fear_v see_v hebr._n 2.14_o etc._n etc._n it_o be_v a_o course_n which_o god_n prescribe_v we_o his_o minister_n to_o use_v even_o to_o cry_v aloud_o and_o not_o to_o spare_v to_o tell_v man_n of_o their_o sin_n it_o 2_o god_n prescribe_v the_o use_n of_o it_o to_o cause_v they_o to_o know_v their_o abomination_n and_o to_o give_v they_o warning_n of_o their_o danger_n isa_n 58.1_o 2._o ezek._n 3.17_o and_o 16.2_o it_o 3_o he_o bless_v it_o 3_o last_o its_o that_o method_n which_o god_n most_o bless_v as_o in_o nathan_n plain_a deal_n with_o david_n thou_o be_v the_o man_n and_o in_o other_o prophet_n and_o in_o the_o baptist_n preach_v they_o use_v 1_o for_o minister_n thus_o to_o preach_v and_o to_o leave_v sting_n behind_o they_o matth._n 3.7_o 8.9.10_o or_o luk._n 3.7.8_o 9_o with_o 10_o 11_o etc._n etc._n &_o in_o his_o apostle_n preach_v here_o use_v 1_o it_o be_v for_o the_o direction_n of_o we_o minister_n who_o as_o occasion_n serve_v must_v be_v full_a of_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lord_n not_o preach_v please_a thing_n to_o tickle_v the_o ear_n but_o sound_v save_v and_o wholesome_a thing_n to_o prick_v and_o wound_v the_o heart_n leave_v sting_n behind_o we_o in_o man_n heart_n before_o we_o bring_v honey_n to_o please_v their_o taste_n first_o use_v corrosive_n by_o pour_v in_o wine_n than_o lenitive_n &_o oil_n to_o supple_a &_o heal_v the_o word_n of_o the_o wise_a say_v solomon_n be_v as_o goad_n and_o as_o nail_n fasten_v by_o the_o master_n of_o assembly_n whech_v be_v give_v from_o one_o shepherd_n 23.29_o eccles_n 12_o 11._o jer._n 23.29_o yea_o god_n word_n in_o the_o mouth_n of_o his_o servant_n be_v like_o a_o hammer_n not_o only_o to_o break_v the_o rock_n in_o piece_n but_o to_o drive_v in_o those_o nail_n even_o to_o the_o head_n into_o man_n not_o skin_n only_o goad_n pierce_v the_o skin_n but_o flesh_n and_o heart_n too_o thence_o to_o fetch_v and_o draw_v tear_n which_o saint_n augustine_n call_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o soul_n our_o manner_n of_o teach_v shall_v be_v such_o as_o not_o to_o seek_v applause_n to_o ourselves_o but_o sob_n and_o tear_n in_o you_o our_o praise_n shall_v be_v your_o tear_n your_o sigh_n not_o your_o hem_n not_o the_o clap_v of_o your_o hand_n hearer_n to_o wring_v tear_n from_o their_o hearer_n or_o plaudite_fw-la as_o at_o a_o play_n but_o the_o knock_n of_o your_o breast_n and_o plangite_fw-la as_o at_o a_o funeral_n it_o be_v say_v of_o one_o after_o a_o oration_n make_v to_o the_o people_n of_o athens_n that_o he_o leave_v certain_a sting_n in_o their_o mind_n so_o do_v peter_n here_o and_o so_o shall_v we_o send_v you_o home_o as_o much_o as_o we_o can_v weep_v to_o your_o closert_n pericles_n pericles_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n and_o danger_n and_o so_o shall_v we_o wield_v this_o sword_n of_o the_o spirit_n as_o to_o aim_v chief_o at_o your_o heart_n and_o so_o steadfast_o and_o strong_o follow_v home_o the_o thrust_n like_o master_n of_o defence_n as_o not_o to_o suffer_v you_o to_o put_v it_o by_o method_n and_o to_o convince_v 1_o sam._n 15.13_o 14._o etc._n etc._n though_o such_o conviction_n prove_v not_o save_v gen._n 4.7_o call_v to_o newcastle_n or_o method_n for_o discovery_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o minister_n method_n by_o your_o shift_n evasion_n excuse_n extenuation_n justification_n no_o more_o if_o we_o have_v the_o skill_n than_o samuel_n will_v suffer_v king_n saul_n to_o evade_v he_o till_o he_o have_v convince_v he_o and_o bring_v he_o to_o confess_v his_o sin_n and_o this_o we_o must_v do_v though_o our_o reproof_n and_o conviction_n do_v not_o always_o prove_v save_v so_o do_v not_o samuel_n so_o do_v not_o god_n own_o reproof_n and_o conviction_n of_o cain_n and_o stephen_n reproof_n and_o conviction_n of_o the_o jew_n to_o be_v the_o murderer_n of_o christ_n have_v not_o the_o same_o effect_n with_o peter_n here_o it_o be_v the_o same_o sword_n or_o word_n of_o god_n but_o with_o the_o point_n it_o prick_v the_o one_o saving_o and_o with_o the_o one_o or_o both_o of_o the_o edge_n of_o it_o it_z be_v not_o kind_o receive_v cut_v the_o other_o to_o the_o heart_n and_o wonund_v they_o mortal_o word_n 2_o for_o hearer_n 1_o to_o submit_v meek_o to_o the_o reproof_n of_o the_o word_n but_o of_o this_o more_o elsewhere_o 2_o this_o teach_v you_o to_o desire_v such_o kind_n of_o teach_v not_o to_o be_v displease_v with_o such_o as_o so_o faithful_o deal_v with_o your_o soul_n and_o to_o learn_v of_o these_o here_o who_o though_o deep_o charge_v by_o peter_n yea_o prick_v and_o wound_v do_v not_o rise_v against_o he_o or_o say_v what_o or_o who_o be_v he_o this_o that_o thus_o bold_o charge_v we_o but_o meek_o receive_v the_o word_n of_o reproof_n and_o as_o guilty_a person_n convince_v of_o their_o sin_n what_o shall_v we_o do_v its_o true_a alas_o we_o indeed_o be_v guilty_a neither_o shall_v you_o show_v yourselves_o unwilling_a to_o have_v your_o wound_n search_v to_o the_o bottom_n etc._n 2_o therefore_o the_o law_n be_v now_o to_o be_v teach_v under_o the_o gospel_n 3_o it_o be_v a_o good_a sign_n to_o be_v prick_v treat_v on_o ezek._n 16.2_o or_o god_n charge_n to_o his_o messenger_n concern_v conviction_n of_o sinner_n p._n 237._o etc._n etc._n or_o to_o have_v your_o sin_n discover_v and_o bring_v to_o trial_n see_v all_o sin_n be_v a_o traitor_n to_o god_n and_o his_o glory_n and_o by_o your_o unwillingness_n to_o have_v it_o find_v and_o bring_v to_o judgement_n you_o make_v yourselves_o more_o guilty_a but_o of_o this_o as_o also_o other_o use_n concern_v the_o needfulness_n much_o more_o lawfulness_n of_o preach_v the_o law_n now_o in_o time_n of_o the_o gospel_n not_o to_o justification_n but_o to_o the_o conviction_n of_o sinner_n and_o to_o prepare_v and_o bring_v they_o to_o christ_n as_o also_o that_o it_o be_v no_o ill_a sign_n simple_o to_o be_v meet_v withal_o nettle_v prick_v and_o trouble_v in_o conscience_n by_o the_o word_n so_o that_o we_o seek_v or_o accept_v of_o ease_n and_o help_v by_o the_o word_n i_o say_v of_o these_o and_o such_o like_a use_n elsewhere_o more_o large_o and_o purpose_o chap._n v._o sect_n 3._o prick_a of_o heart_n consider_v as_o the_o fruit_n of_o sin_n and_o that_o sin_n carry_v a_o sting_n with_o it_o sin_n 2_o the_o second_o relation_n which_o this_o prick_a have_v be_v to_o the_o sinner_n themselves_o and_o to_o their_o sin_n the_o second_o relation_n that_o this_o prick_n have_v be_v to_o the_o sinner_n themselves_o and_o to_o their_o sin_n the_o fruit_n whereof_o we_o see_v be_v at_o best_a sorrow_n fear_n prick_v and_o wound_v of_o the_o heart_n and_o spirit_n the_o word_n they_o hear_v bring_v to_o remembrance_n their_o sin_n and_o their_o sin_n present_v they_o with_o wrath_n and_o so_o their_o heart_n be_v strike_v with_o horror_n fear_n amazement_n and_o confusion_n the_o conscience_n awaken_v will_v not_o suffer_v they_o any_o long_o to_o rest_n
be_v thorough_o convert_v chap._n viii_o show_v the_o reason_n why_o god_n will_v have_v all_o convert_v of_o age_n to_o be_v first_o bring_v under_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n these_o reason_n i_o reduce_v to_o these_o two_o general_a head_n profit_n 3_o the_o demonstration_n or_o â—_z of_o the_o main_a doctrine_n and_o why_o god_n will_v bring_v all_o convert_v under_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n this_o he_o do_v with_o respect_n 1_o to_o their_o good_a 1_o to_o their_o profit_n 1_o man_n own_a good_n 2_o god_n glory_n 1_o god_n will_v in_o his_o providence_n have_v our_o heart_n to_o ache_v by_o bring_v we_o in_o some_o measure_n under_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n and_o have_v we_o thus_o wound_v at_o least_o prick_v before_o he_o receive_v we_o for_o our_o own_o good_a who_o otherwise_o will_v neither_o know_v ourselves_o aright_o nor_o acknowledge_v our_o want_n and_o need_v of_o christ_n whilst_o we_o miss_v he_o not_o nor_o prize_v he_o aright_o for_o method_n sake_n know_v the_o good_a which_o god_n intend_v his_o elect_a by_o thus_o deal_v with_o they_o be_v according_a to_o that_o usual_a division_n of_o good_a profitable_a comfortable_a honourable_a 1_o the_o profit_n of_o this_o method_n which_o god_n use_v with_o his_o so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v to_o be_v reap_v in_o this_o life_n may_v be_v refer_v to_o their_o justification_n and_o sanctification_n 1_o god_n thus_o bring_v home_n to_o himself_o wander_v sinner_n as_o he_o do_v the_o prodigal_n justification_n 1_o to_o their_o justification_n who_o never_o have_v any_o thought_n of_o return_v to_o his_o fathter_n till_o all_o outward_a mean_n and_o succour_n fail_v he_o and_o till_o he_o see_v himself_o destitute_a of_o money_n friend_n food_z yea_o of_o very_a husk_n the_o mean_a of_o meat_n he_o like_v a_o man_n out_o of_o his_o wit_n and_o not_o himself_o never_o come_v unto_o himself_o neither_o thought_n of_o come_v or_o return_v to_o his_o father_n till_o then_o luk._n 15._o now_o in_o this_o prodigal_a every_o wander_a sinner_n who_o prove_v a_o true_a convert_n be_v mean_v who_o be_v also_o compare_v to_o a_o lose_a or_o wander_a sheep_n after_o which_o the_o shepherd_n send_v out_o his_o dog_n to_o bring_v it_o into_o the_o fold_n particular_o god_n will_v have_v we_o feel_v somewhat_o of_o our_o own_o burden_n and_o see_v as_o it_o be_v the_o flash_n of_o hellfire_n particular_o particular_o and_o so_o he_o turn_v the_o law_n loose_v upon_o we_o a_o while_n both_o in_o the_o strict_a command_n of_o it_o guiltiness_n 1_o to_o cause_v they_o see_v their_o own_o guiltiness_n as_o also_o in_o the_o curse_n annex_v to_o the_o transgressor_n of_o it_o 1_o that_o we_o may_v acknowledge_v see_v and_o be_v convince_v of_o our_o own_o guiltiness_n and_o of_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o our_o desert_n and_o debt_n which_o our_o saviour_n signify_v unto_o we_o in_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o debtor_n who_o ought_v his_o master_n ten_o thousand_o talent_n which_o howsoever_o 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