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answer_v yea_o assure_o oh_o lord_n christ_n be_v the_o way_n to_o believe_v in_o and_o come_v to_o god_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o mat._n 25._o christ_n say_v to_o the_o wicked_a depart_v you_o curse_v i_o say_v god_n may_v just_o say_v so_o to_o i_o and_o send_v i_o to_o eternal_a death_n but_o i_o earnest_o cry_v to_o god_n oh_o god_n set_v i_o into_o the_o right_a way_n and_o give_v i_o christ_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o walk_v with_o christ_n for_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o weak_a and_o christ_n promise_v that_o what_o we_o ask_v he_o will_v grant_v and_o i_o say_v let_v god_n do_v with_o i_o what_o he_o will_v but_o i_o beg_v mercy_n in_o christ_n only_o i_o desire_v to_o pray_v to_o god_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v john_n speen_n this_o i_o confess_v that_o i_o assure_o be_o a_o great_a sinner_n before_o the_o lord_n but_o now_o i_o beseech_v god_n to_o help_v i_o oh_o christ_n lead_v i_o in_o the_o right_a way_n that_o i_o may_v speak_v that_o which_o be_v right_a this_o i_o 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of_o god_n i_o remember_v my_o vain_a pray_n to_o god_n and_o consider_v what_o to_o do_v i_o confess_v my_o sin_n before_o god_n and_o beg_v pardon_n for_o christ_n his_o sake_n i_o do_v find_v i_o can_v not_o deliver_v myself_o but_o christ_n only_o be_v my_o deliverer_n and_o my_o heart_n desire_v to_o believe_v and_o pray_v to_o he_o and_o yet_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v nor_o how_o to_o please_v god_n and_o get_v pardon_n only_o i_o pray_v oh_o christ_n deliver_v i_o because_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n and_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v then_o i_o remember_v that_o god_n lay_v on_o we_o two_o death_n in_o this_o world_n first_o the_o soul_n be_v dead_a and_o we_o be_v make_v guilty_a of_o adam_n sin_n and_o have_v lose_v god_n image_n and_o hereby_o my_o soul_n be_v a_o fool_n and_o hereby_o my_o soul_n be_v dead_a and_o a_o man_n dead_a can_v do_v nothing_o nor_o speak_v nor_o go_v nor_o stand_v and_o very_o so_o be_v my_o soul_n dead_a and_o i_o shall_v fall_v to_o eternal_a damnation_n by_o sin_n therefore_o now_o i_o cry_v to_o god_n to_o help_v i_o for_o i_o be_o thorough_o a_o sinner_n after_o i_o hear_v that_o god_n pardon_v penitent_a believer_n and_o i_o remember_v the_o word_n of_o jonas_n when_o he_o be_v almost_o cast_v off_o he_o repent_v and_o god_n make_v a_o whale_n to_o eat_v he_o up_o and_o then_o he_o look_v to_o god_n and_o cry_v for_o mercy_n and_o then_o i_o see_v that_o if_o i_o cry_v for_o mercy_n and_o believe_v i_o shall_v have_v pardon_n i_o hear_v that_o christ_n heal_v all_o manner_n of_o disease_n therefore_o i_o believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n able_a to_o heal_v and_o pardon_v all_o now_o i_o confess_v i_o know_v nothing_o almost_o nothing_o at_o all_o again_o christ_n say_v he_o that_o be_v not_o with_o i_o be_v against_o i_o my_o heart_n say_v true_a it_o be_v so_o so_o must_v i_o do_v i_o must_v be_v with_o christ_n and_o he_o that_o gather_v not_o scatter_v i_o say_v so_o it_o be_v with_o i_o i_o 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deliverer_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n that_o they_o that_o be_v well_o need_v not_o the_o physician_n but_o the_o sick_a my_o heart_n say_v true_a i_o do_v even_o so_o i_o seek_v not_o help_v when_o i_o be_v well_o but_o now_o i_o remember_v my_o sin_n and_o now_o my_o soul_n be_v dead_a and_o now_o i_o desire_v that_o my_o soul_n may_v live_v and_o i_o desire_v the_o physician_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o heal_v i_o and_o christ_n will_v not_o in_o vain_a heal_v soul_n but_o such_o as_o convert_v from_o sin_n and_o believe_v in_o christ_n their_o sin_n christ_n pardon_v this_o my_o soul_n do_v earnest_o beseech_v of_o christ_n and_o else_o i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v again_o i_o hear_v that_o christ_n die_v for_o our_o sin_n when_o we_o be_v sinner_n again_o mat._n 26._o christ_n say_v this_o be_v my_o blood_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o many_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n my_o heart_n say_v yea_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v so_o for_o my_o soul_n and_o let_v i_o not_o be_v a_o stranger_n any_o more_o before_o thou_o i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v lord_n help_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v wash_v from_o all_o my_o filthy_a sin_n and_o to_o be_v baptise_v as_o a_o sign_n of_o it_o i_o be_o as_o a_o dead_a man_n in_o my_o soul_n and_o desire_v to_o live_v ponampam_fw-la a_o little_a i_o shall_v speak_v i_o be_v young_a about_o 8_o year_n old_a when_o my_o father_n live_v i_o do_v play_v as_o other_o child_n do_v and_o my_o father_n do_v chide_v i_o for_o play_v i_o wonder_v at_o it_o for_o he_o say_v we_o shall_v all_o die_v i_o wonder_v and_o sit_v amaze_v about_o half_a a_o hour_n but_o i_o soon_o forget_v it_o that_o winter_n the_o pox_n come_v and_o almost_o all_o our_o kindred_n die_v i_o and_o my_o mother_n come_v to_o the_o bay_n and_o there_o dwell_v till_o we_o pray_v to_o god_n but_o i_o do_v nothing_o but_o sin_n as_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o world_n do_v then_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n i_o hear_v that_o from_o the_o 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