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but_o call_v i_o up_o by_o cast_v i_o further_o down_o and_o clothe_v i_o with_o thyself_o by_o strip_v i_o of_o myself_o and_o by_o dull_v my_o bodily_a sense_n to_o the_o meat_n and_o ease_v of_o this_o world_n have_v whet_v and_o sharpen_v my_o spiritual_a sense_n to_o the_o apprehension_n of_o thou_o by_o what_o step_n &_o degree_n soever_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o to_o go_v in_o the_o dissolution_n of_o this_o body_n hasten_v o_o lord_n that_o pace_n and_o multiply_v o_o my_o god_n those_o degree_n in_o the_o exaltation_n of_o my_o soul_n towards_o thou_o now_o &_o to_o thou_o then_o my_o taste_n be_v not_o go_v away_o but_o go_v up_o to_o sit_v at_o david_n table_n to_o taste_v 34.8_o &_o see_v that_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a my_o stomach_n be_v not_o go_v but_o go_v up_o so_o far_o upward_o towards_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lamb_n with_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n as_o to_o the_o table_n to_o the_o communion_n of_o thy_o saint_n here_o in_o earth_n my_o knee_n be_v weak_a 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and_o â—hen_o they_o can_v and_o we_o can_v tell_v that_o the_o rich_a man_n can_v sleep_v 5.12_o because_o his_o abundance_n will_v not_o let_v he_o 13.25.28.13_o the_o tare_n be_v sow_v when_o the_o husbandman_n be_v asleep_a and_o the_o elder_n think_v it_o a_o probable_a excuse_n a_o credible_a lie_n that_o the_o watchman_n which_o keep_v the_o sepulchre_n shall_v say_v 26.40_o that_o the_o body_n of_o thy_o son_n be_v steal_v away_o when_o they_o be_v asleep_a since_o thy_o bless_a son_n rebuke_v his_o disciple_n for_o sleep_v shall_v i_o murmur_v because_o i_o do_v not_o sleep_v 16.3_o if_o samson_n have_v sleep_v any_o long_a in_o gaza_n he_o have_v be_v take_v and_o when_o he_o do_v sleep_v long_o with_o delilah_n he_o be_v take_v 19_o sleep_n be_v as_o often_o take_v for_o natural_a death_n in_o thy_o scripture_n as_o for_o natural_a rest_n nay_o sometime_o sleep_n haâ—h_v so_o heavy_a a_o sense_n as_o to_o be_v take_v for_o sin_n itself_o 5.14_o as_o well_o as_o for_o the_o 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