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lose_v in_o their_o inner_a man_n by_o the_o omission_n hereof_o as_o to_o my_o own_o part_n i_o be_o utter_o ashamed_a to_o behold_v myself_o now_o a_o old_a minister_n of_o forty_o year_n stand_v in_o the_o ministry_n so_o far_o out_o strip_v by_o so_o young_a a_o man_n not_o attain_v the_o three_o part_n of_o my_o age_n and_o so_o private_a a_o christian_n as_o a_o apprentice_n will_v to_o god_n we_o can_v all_o young_a and_o old_a minister_n and_o people_n imitate_v this_o pattern_n of_o piety_n call_v our_o faithless_a heart_n to_o a_o faithful_a account_n daily_o and_o ever_o keep_v upon_o our_o watch-tower_n etc._n etc._n this_o will_v be_v a_o bless_a mean_n to_o keep_v in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n all_o the_o day_n prov._n 23.17_o to_o live_v much_o more_o in_o a_o little_a time_n as_o he_o do_v from_o 1678._o to_o 1683._o to_o be_v neither_o ashamed_a to_o live_v nor_o afraid_a to_o die_v like_v he_o who_o live_v his_o little_a short_a life_n with_o christ_n in_o this_o low_a 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out_o of_o door_n as_o sarah_n do_v hagar_n gen._n 21.10_o etc._n etc._n this_o the_o anti-type_n typify_v by_o the_o fret_a leprosy_n that_o can_v not_o be_v scrape_v out_o of_o the_o wall_n of_o the_o house_n infect_v with_o it_o until_o all_o the_o stone_n and_o timber_n thereof_o be_v take_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n levit._fw-la 14.45_o 44_o 45._o as_o vltimus_fw-la morborum_fw-la medice_fw-la est_fw-la mors_fw-la death_n heal_v all_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n so_o peccatum_fw-la erat_fw-la obstetrix_fw-la mortis_fw-la &_o mors_fw-la erit_fw-la sepulchrum_n peccati_fw-la sin_n be_v the._n midwife_n to_o death_n and_o death_n shall_v be_v the_o sepulchre_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o soul_n a_o believe_a soul_n be_v not_o take_v away_o in_o his_o sin_n as_o john_n 8.21_o but_o from_o his_o sin_n till_o then_o we_o be_v all_o bind_v to_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n which_o make_v we_o cry_v out_o o_fw-la wretched_a man_n that_o wc_n be_v etc._n etc._n this_o bring_v down_o with_o 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