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to_o the_o three_o sort_n of_o temptation_n the_o pride_n of_o life_n have_v long_o since_o heal_v i_o from_o the_o lust_n of_o revenge_a myself_o or_o of_o vindicate_v my_o reputation_n and_o integrity_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v forgive_v all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o iniquity_n 5._o psal_n 103.3_o 4_o 5._o and_o may_v heal_v all_o my_o disease_n and_o may_v redeem_v my_o life_n from_o corruption_n and_o crown_v i_o with_o love_a kindness_n and_o tender_a mercy_n and_o satisfy_v my_o mouth_n with_o good_a thing_n when_o thou_o have_v crush_v my_o pride_n with_o thy_o fear_n and_o tame_v my_o neck_n to_o thy_o yoke_n and_o now_o i_o bear_v it_o and_o it_o be_v light_a unto_o i_o because_o so_o thou_o have_v promise_v and_o so_o thou_o have_v make_v it_o and_o indeed_o so_o it_o be_v always_o but_o i_o know_v it_o not_o when_o i_o be_v so_o much_o afraid_a to_o undergo_v it_o but_o yet_o o_o thou_o lord_n who_o alone_o do_v lord_n it_o without_o all_o pride_n because_o thou_o only_o be_v the_o lord_n who_o have_v no_o other_o lord_n have_v this_o sort_n of_o temptation_n whole_o cease_v from_o i_o or_o can_v it_o cease_v at_o all_o in_o this_o life_n namely_o to_o desire_v to_o be_v reverence_v and_o to_o be_v love_v by_o man_n not_o for_o any_o other_o end_n save_v only_o that_o we_o may_v rejoice_v ourselves_o in_o it_o where_o be_v no_o cause_n of_o joy_n but_o such_o a_o life_n be_v true_o miserable_a and_o this_o boast_a full_a of_o shame_n for_o from_o this_o thing_n chief_o arise_v their_o not_o entire_o love_v thou_o and_o their_o not_o chastly-fearing_a thou_o 4.6_o jam._n 4.6_o therefore_o do_v thou_o resist_v such_o proud_a but_o give_v grace_v unto_o the_o humble_a and_o thou_o thunder_v over_o the_o head_n of_o the_o ambitious_a of_o this_o world_n and_o make_v the_o foundation_n of_o these_o mountain_n to_o tremble_v yet_o here_o because_o for_o the_o better_a perform_v several_a duty_n of_o humane_a society_n it_o be_v necessary_a both_o to_o be_v love_v and_o fear_v of_o man_n the_o adversary_n of_o our_o happiness_n press_v sore_o upon_o we_o in_o this_o matter_n strew_v on_o every_o side_n upon_o his_o snare_n euge_fw-la euge_fw-la that_o greedy_o gather_v up_o this_o we_o may_v be_v unaware_o catch_v by_o the_o other_o and_o may_v lay_v aside_o our_o joy_n in_o the_o truth_n of_o thou_o that_o we_o may_v place_v it_o in_o the_o falsehood_n of_o man_n and_o may_v covet_v to_o be_v love_v and_o fear_v of_o man_n not_o for_o thy_o sake_n but_o in_o thy_o stead_n and_o so_o be_v make_v like_o unto_o he_o he_o may_v also_o link_v we_o with_o he_o not_o in_o the_o union_n of_o love_n 14.13_o esas_fw-la 14.13_o but_o in_o the_o fellowship_n of_o punishment_n who_o strive_v to_o exalt_v his_o throne_n in_o the_o side_n of_o the_o north_n that_o he_o imitate_v thou_o in_o a_o opposite_a way_n his_o vassal_n contrary_a to_o the_o light_n and_o heat_n of_o love_n which_o thou_o enjoy_v may_v serve_v in_o cold_a and_o darkness_n but_o we_o o_o lord_n behold_v we_o be_v thy_o little_a flock_n keep_v thou_o still_o the_o possession_n of_o we_o stretch_v forth_o thy_o wing_n over_o we_o and_o let_v we_o fly_v under_o they_o be_v thou_o all_o our_o glory_n let_v we_o love_v and_o be_v love_v only_o for_o thy_o sake_n and_o let_v thy_o word_n only_o be_v fear_v in_o we_o he_o that_o belong_v to_o be_v commend_v by_o man_n when_o thou_o disapprove_v he_o shall_v not_o be_v justify_v by_o man_n when_o thou_o judge_v he_o nor_o rescue_v by_o man_n when_o thou_o condemne_v he_o and_o when_o vulg._n psal_n 9.29_o vulg._n not_o he_o that_o be_v a_o sinner_n be_v bless_v in_o his_o wickedness_n which_o he_o have_v do_v but_o a_o man_n be_v commend_v for_o some_o good_a which_o thou_o have_v give_v he_o and_o yet_o that_o man_n rejoice_v more_o within_o himself_o that_o he_o be_v commend_v than_o that_o he_o have_v from_o thou_o that_o gift_n for_o which_o he_o be_v so_o praise_v he_o also_o be_v commend_v whilst_o thou_o disallow_a and_o the_o better_a man_n be_v he_o that_o praise_v than_o he_o who_o be_v praise_v for_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n in_o man_n please_v the_o one_o but_o the_o gift_n of_o man_n namely_o praise_n delight_v the_o other_o more_o than_o that_o of_o god_n chap._n xxxvii_o which_o be_v not_o avoidable_o to_o well-doing_n assault_v with_o these_o temptation_n we_o be_v daily_o o_o lord_n 27.21_o prov._n 27.21_o without_o cease_v we_o be_v assault_v a_o daily_a furnace_n to_o try_v we_o be_v man_n tongue_n applaud_v we_o and_o thou_o command_v we_o also_o in_o this_o matter_n continency_n give_v what_o thou_o command_v and_o command_v what_o thou_o will_v thou_o know_v what_o groan_v my_o heart_n and_o what_o flood_n my_o eye_n concern_v this_o thing_n pour_v forth_o unto_o thou_o for_o it_o be_v no_o easy_a thing_n to_o i_o to_o know_v how_o much_o less_o or_o more_o pure_a i_o be_o from_o this_o plague_n and_o i_o dread_v my_o inward_a and_o secret_a erring_n which_o thy_o eye_n behold_v but_o i_o do_v not_o 19.12_o psal_n 19.12_o for_o in_o other_o kind_n of_o temptation_n i_o have_v some_o way_n of_o try_v myself_o but_o in_o this_o almost_o none_o at_o all_o for_o both_o in_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o sense_n and_o curiosity_n of_o science_n i_o perceive_v how_o much_o i_o have_v my_o mind_n wain_v from_o they_o whenas_o i_o happen_v to_o be_v without_o such_o thing_n whether_o voluntary_o when_o they_o be_v absent_a or_o upon_o necessity_n when_o they_o be_v also_o want_v for_o at_o such_o time_n i_o ask_v myself_o how_o much_o great_a or_o less_o trouble_v i_o have_v than_o former_o to_o be_v without_o they_o and_o so_o for_o riches_n which_o be_v covet_v to_o this_o end_n that_o we_o may_v by_o they_o serve_v some_o one_o of_o the_o forementioned_a lust_n or_o also_o two_o or_o all_o of_o they_o if_o my_o mind_n can_v life_n namely_o those_o 1_o jo_n 2.16_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n lust_n of_o the_o eye_n pride_n of_o life_n in_o the_o possession_n of_o they_o 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