betray_v it_o have_v be_v good_a for_o that_o man_n if_o he_o have_v never_o be_v bear_v mercy_n doct._n it_o be_v a_o grievous_a sin_n to_o despair_v of_o god_n mercy_n from_o whence_o we_o may_v gather_v this_o inctrustion_n that_o it_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a sin_n to_o despair_v of_o god_n mercy_n as_o that_o wretched_a kain_n do_v when_o hear_v the_o judgement_n which_o god_n have_v denounce_v against_o he_o for_o kill_v his_o brother_n he_o cry_v out_o in_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o soul_n my_o sin_n be_v great_a than_o can_v be_v pardon_v gen._n 4.13_o and_o indeed_o 5._o indeed_o quid_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la desperare_fw-la quam_fw-la deum_fw-la sibi_fw-la comparare_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr vera_fw-la &_o falsa_fw-la paenit_fw-la ca._n 5._o he_o that_o despair_v of_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o his_o sin_n what_o do_v he_o else_o but_o compare_v god_n to_o himself_o which_o be_v a_o great_a derogation_n from_o the_o lord_n that_o his_o high_a and_o glorious_a majesty_n 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or_o disperse_v the_o thick_a mist_n with_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n and_o the_o prophet_n micah_n express_v the_o same_o with_o great_a force_n of_o word_n say_v he_o will_v subdue_v our_o iniquity_n and_o cast_v all_o our_o sin_n into_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n cap._n 7.19_o where_o he_o allude_v unto_o that_o great_a overthrow_n which_o the_o lord_n give_v pharaoh_n and_o his_o host_n in_o the_o red_a sea_n give_v we_o thereby_o to_o understand_v that_o though_o our_o sin_n do_v march_v never_o so_o furious_o against_o we_o and_o exercise_v most_o cruel_a tyranny_n in_o our_o soul_n and_o conscience_n yet_o the_o lord_n be_v able_a to_o subdue_v they_o as_o he_o do_v pharaoh_n and_o his_o host_n who_o he_o overwhelm_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n to_o this_o purpose_n st_n augustine_n have_v a_o good_a say_n 1.9_o say_n qui_fw-fr de_fw-fr deo_fw-la non_fw-la praesumit_fw-la veniam_fw-la non_fw-la animadvertit_fw-la plus_fw-la peccato_fw-la svo_fw-la dei_fw-la posse_fw-la clementiam_fw-la si_fw-mi enim_fw-la sentiret_fw-la deum_fw-la magis_fw-la bonum_fw-la quam_fw-la se_fw-la malum_fw-la quicquid_fw-la in_o se_fw-la iustitia_fw-la non_fw-la inveniret_fw-la à _fw-la deo_fw-la magis_fw-la bono_fw-mi expectaret_fw-la et_fw-la quidem_fw-la diffidit_fw-la qui_fw-la summi_fw-la boni_fw-la bonitatë_fw-la maiorem_fw-la sva_fw-la nequitia_fw-la non_fw-la sentit_fw-la ille_fw-la enim_fw-la solus_fw-la diffidat_fw-la qui_fw-la tantum_fw-la peccare_fw-la potest_fw-la quantum_fw-la deus_fw-la bone_fw-la est_fw-la cum_fw-la sit_fw-la autem_fw-la nullus_fw-la qui_fw-la hoc_fw-la possit_fw-la qui_fw-la timet_fw-la de_fw-fr se_fw-la malo_fw-la praesumat_fw-la de_fw-la meliore_fw-la adbuc_fw-la qui_fw-la diffidit_fw-la &_o svam_fw-la nequitiam_fw-la dei_fw-la pietati_fw-la comparat_fw-la finem_fw-la imponit_fw-la divinae_fw-la virtuti_fw-la dans_fw-fr finem_fw-la infinito_fw-la &_o perfectionem_fw-la divinitatis_fw-la auferens_fw-la deo_fw-la aug._n de_fw-fr vera_fw-la &_o fall_v poenit_fw-la c._n 5._o 1._o pet._n 2.24_o isa_n 53.5.6_o collos_n 2.14_o 1_o job._n 1.9_o that_o he_o that_o hope_v not_o for_o pardon_n at_o god_n hand_n do_v not_o consider_v that_o god_n mercy_n be_v more_o powerful_a than_o his_o sin_n for_o if_o he_o think_v that_o god_n be_v more_o good_a than_o himself_o be_v evil_a whatsoever_o righteousness_n he_o find_v not_o in_o himself_o he_o will_v expect_v he_o from_o god_n that_o be_v better_a and_o sure_o he_o be_v distrustful_a that_o do_v not_o think_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n to_o be_v great_a than_o his_o wickedness_n for_o let_v he_o only_a distrust_n that_o be_v able_a to_o sin_n so_o much_o as_o god_n be_v good_a but_o see_v there_o be_v none_o that_o can_v do_v this_o let_v he_o that_o fear_v because_o himself_o be_v evil_a presume_v of_o he_o that_o be_v better_a moreover_o
spend_v and_o lose_v his_o strength_n can_v return_v but_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o his_o maker_n call_v he_o to_o repentance_n and_o forgive_a his_o sin_n for_o who_o can_v free_v a_o miserable_a soul_n from_o the_o body_n of_o death_n but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o again_o 15._o again_o ad_fw-la malum_fw-la eius_fw-la prio_fw-la est_fw-la voluntas_fw-la hominis_fw-la ad_fw-la bonum_fw-la verò_fw-la eius_fw-la prio_fw-la est_fw-la voluntas_fw-la creatoris_fw-la eius_fw-la sive_fw-la ut_fw-la eam_fw-la faceret_fw-la que_fw-la nulla_fw-la erat_fw-la sive_fw-la ut_fw-la reficiat_fw-la que_fw-la lapsa_fw-la perierat_fw-la aug._n the_o civet_n dei_fw-la lib._n 13._o cap._n 15._o si_fw-mi quando_fw-la steti_fw-la per_fw-la te_fw-la stâ—ti_fw-la sed_fw-la quando_fw-la cecidi_fw-la per_fw-la i_o cecidi_fw-la and_o semper_fw-la in_o luco_fw-la in_o cuissem_fw-la nisi_fw-la tu_fw-la i_o erexiss_v semper_fw-la caecus_fw-la fuissem_fw-la nisi_fw-la tu_fw-la i_o illuminass_n quando_fw-la cecidi_fw-la nunquam_fw-la surrexissem_fw-la nisi_fw-la tu_fw-la mihi_fw-la manum_fw-la porrexiss_n aug._n soliloqu_n cap._n 15._o to_o the_o evil_a of_o man_n his_o own_o will_n go_v before_o but_o to_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a the_o will_n of_o his_o creator_n go_v before_o whether_o it_o be_v to_o make_v that_o which_o be_v not_o at_o all_o or_o to_o renew_v and_o repair_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v by_o his_o fall_n and_o in_o another_o place_n 30.20_o place_n restat_fw-la ut_fw-la recte_fw-la dictum_fw-la intelligatur_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la volentis_fw-la etc._n etc._n ut_fw-la totum_fw-la deo_fw-la detur_fw-la qui_fw-la hominis_fw-la voluntatem_fw-la bonam_fw-la &_o praeparat_fw-la adiwandam_fw-la &_o adiwat_fw-la praeparatam_fw-la nolentem_fw-la praevenit_fw-la ut_fw-la velit_fw-la volentem_fw-la subsequitur_fw-la ne_fw-la frustra_fw-la velit_fw-la enchir._n cap._n 31._o act._n 9.1.2.3_o prou._n 30.20_o it_o remain_v say_v he_o that_o that_o speech_n of_o the_o apostle_n be_v well_o understand_v it_o be_v not_o in_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o in_o he_o that_o run_v etc._n etc._n that_o the_o whole_a work_n may_v be_v give_v to_o god_n who_o both_o prepare_v the_o good_a will_n of_o man_n that_o it_o may_v be_v fit_a to_o be_v holpen_v by_o grace_n and_o also_o aid_v it_o be_v prepare_v he_o prevent_v he_o that_o be_v unwilling_a that_o he_o may_v be_v willing_a and_o follow_v he_o that_o be_v willing_a that_o he_o may_v not_o will_n in_o vain_a and_o hereof_o we_o have_v very_o pregnant_a example_n both_o in_o the_o unregenerate_a before_o their_o conversion_n and_o also_o in_o the_o regenerate_a when_o they_o fall_v into_o sin_n after_o grace_n receive_v for_o the_o former_a what_o disposition_n be_v there_o in_o the_o apostle_n paul_n to_o further_a his_o conversion_n till_o the_o lord_n call_v unto_o he_o from_o heaven_n be_v he_o not_o post_v to_o hell_n as_o fast_o as_o he_o can_v be_v he_o not_o as_o opposite_a to_o god_n as_o may_v be_v for_o it_o be_v say_v he_o be_v breathe_v out_o threaten_n &_o slaughter_n against_o the_o disciple_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o have_v procure_v a_o commission_n from_o the_o high_a priest_n to_o bind_v all_o that_o be_v of_o that_o way_n and_o for_o the_o latter_a beside_o the_o example_n of_o the_o apostle_n peter_n in_o this_o place_n be_v it_o not_o evident_a in_o david_n who_o lie_v a_o long_a time_n after_o his_o fearful_a sin_n of_o adultery_n and_o murder_n &_o never_o think_v of_o repentance_n at_o the_o least_o for_o the_o space_n of_o three_o quarter_n of_o a_o year_n for_o the_o child_n that_o be_v beget_v in_o adultery_n be_v bear_v before_o there_o be_v any_o mention_n make_v of_o his_o repentance_n but_o even_o as_o solomon_n say_v of_o the_o adulterous_a woman_n she_o eat_v and_o wipe_v her_o mouth_n as_o though_o it_o have_v never_o be_v she_o and_o say_v 30.20_o prou._n 30.20_o i_o have_v not_o commit_v iniquity_n so_o do_v david_n set_v a_o good_a face_n on_o the_o matter_n and_o bear_v it_o out_o all_o this_o while_n as_o though_o he_o have_v never_o offend_v and_o as_o it_o be_v say_v of_o esau_n that_o after_o he_o have_v sell_v his_o birthright_n he_o rise_v up_o and_o go_v away_o never_o consider_v what_o he_o have_v do_v 25.34_o gen._n 25.34_o so_o for_o any_o thing_n we_o find_v to_o the_o contrary_a david_n never_o feel_v his_o hart_n to_o smite_v he_o for_o his_o sin_n but_o sleep_v secure_o in_o it_o till_o the_o lord_n send_v the_o prophet_n nathan_n by_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o word_n to_o awake_v his_o drowsy_a conscience_n use_v 1_o this_o doctrine_n serve_v first_o to_o refel_v a_o main_a point_n of_o popery_n concern_v freewill_n the_o papist_n do_v stiff_o maintain_v that_o there_o be_v in_o man_n will_n a_o natural_a power_n to_o that_o which_o be_v true_o good_a whereby_o of_o itself_o it_o cooperate_v with_o god_n grace_n in_o the_o first_o act_n of_o man_n conversion_n they_o say_v that_o god_n only_o first_o persuade_v the_o will_n as_o a_o man_n may_v persuade_v his_o friend_n to_o take_v a_o journey_n whereto_o he_o be_v unwilling_a but_o in_o the_o accomplish_n of_o any_o work_n god_n be_v only_o a_o assistant_n and_o man_n by_o his_o own_o power_n work_v together_o with_o he_o but_o this_o be_v injurious_a to_o match_v the_o do_n of_o man_n with_o the_o power_n of_o god_n indeed_o man_n have_v no_o power_n over_o the_o heart_n but_o draw_v only_o by_o persuasion_n but_o the_o lord_n by_o his_o divine_a power_n do_v not_o only_o persuade_v but_o also_o bend_v and_o turn_v the_o heart_n as_o it_o please_v he_o and_o therefore_o solomon_n in_o that_o excellent_a prayer_n of_o he_o desire_v the_o lord_n to_o bow_v their_o heart_n unto_o he_o that_o they_o may_v walk_v in_o his_o way_n etc._n etc._n 1._o king_n 8.58_o so_o that_o it_o be_v blasphemous_a to_o hold_v that_o the_o will_n of_o man_n shall_v work_v with_o god_n grace_n in_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a indeed_o as_o they_o be_v work_n and_o action_n so_o they_o proceed_v from_o the_o will_n of_o man_n but_o as_o they_o be_v good_a work_n they_o be_v only_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n as_o our_o saviour_n christ_n tell_v his_o disciple_n without_o i_o you_o can_v do_v nothing_o john_n 15.5_o and_o so_o say_v david_n of_o the_o work_n of_o prayer_n thou_o prepare_v their_o heart_n and_o bende_v thy_o care_n to_o they_o psalm_n 10.17_o and_o the_o prophet_n isaiah_n speak_v general_o of_o all_o good_a work_n thou_o also_o have_v wrought_v all_o our_o work_n for_o us._n isa_n 26.12_o and_o to_o this_o purpose_n the_o master_n of_o sentence_n have_v a_o good_a say_v a._n say_v paratur_fw-la voluntas_fw-la hominis_fw-la a_o deo_fw-la &_o a_o domino_fw-la gressus_fw-la eius_fw-la diriguntur_fw-la non_fw-la quia_fw-la hoc_fw-la sine_fw-la nostra_fw-la voluntate_fw-la agatur_fw-la sed_fw-la quia_fw-la voluntas_fw-la nostra_fw-la nil_fw-la boni_fw-la agit_fw-fr nisi_fw-la divinitus_fw-la adiwe_fw-mi tur_fw-la l._n 2_o di_fw-mi 26._o a._n man_n will_n be_v prepare_v of_o god_n and_o his_o step_n direct_v of_o the_o lord_n not_o because_o this_o be_v do_v without_o our_o will_n but_o because_o our_o will_n can_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a without_o god_n assistance_n and_o fulgentius_n be_v very_o plentiful_a in_o the_o proof_n of_o this_o point_n 29._o point_n nunquam_fw-la redire_fw-la velle_fw-la potest_fw-la ovis_fw-la errans_fw-la nisi_fw-la fuerit_fw-la boni_fw-la pastoris_fw-la inquisitione_n praeventa_fw-la &_o humeris_fw-la reportata_fw-la fulg._n the_o incar_n &_o gra_fw-mi chr._n c._n 22_o revera_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la velimus_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la praevenientis_fw-la illuminamur_fw-la dono_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la curramus_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la subsequentis_fw-la fulcimur_fw-la auxilio_fw-la ibid._n cap._n 18._o &_o 19_o gratia_n christi_fw-la gratis_o indignis_fw-la ita_fw-la tribuitur_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsa_fw-la in_o nobis_fw-la &_o exordium_n &_o profectum_fw-la bonae_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la operetur_fw-la ibid._n cap._n 1._o ne_o depute_v viribus_fw-la tuis_fw-la quod_fw-la viam_fw-la mandatorum_fw-la dei_fw-la currere_fw-la delectaris_fw-la haec_fw-la enim_fw-la omne_fw-la nullatenus_fw-la haberes_fw-la nisi_fw-la a_o deo_fw-la munere_fw-la gratuitae_fw-la donationis_fw-la haberes_fw-la non_fw-la hoc_fw-la homini_fw-la that_fw-mi natura_fw-la sed_fw-la gratia_fw-la fulg._n epist_n 6._o ad_fw-la theodorum_fw-la senat._n non_fw-la quisquam_fw-la hominum_fw-la sive_fw-la ad_fw-la cogitandum_fw-la sive_fw-la ad_fw-la operandum_fw-la quodcunque_fw-la honun_fw-la potest_fw-la esse_fw-la idoneus_fw-la nisi_fw-la fuerit_fw-la munere_fw-la gratuito_fw-la divinae_fw-la opitulationis_fw-la adiutus_fw-la phil._n 2.13_o 2._o cor._n 3.5_o ab_fw-la ipso_fw-la est_fw-la initium_fw-la bonae_fw-la voluntaâ—is_fw-la ab_fw-la ipso_fw-la facultas_fw-la boni_fw-la operis_fw-la ab_fw-la ipso_fw-la perseverantia_fw-la bonae_fw-la conversationis_fw-la fulg._n ad_fw-la probam_fw-la epist_n 4._o hominis_fw-la conatus_fw-la ad_fw-la bonum_fw-la &_o cassi_fw-la sunt_fw-la si_fw-la a_o gratia_fw-la non_fw-la adiwentur_fw-la &_o nulli_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la excitentar_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr gra_fw-mi &_o lib._n arbit_n spiritus_fw-la sanctus_fw-la est_fw-la
they_o all_o for_o they_o will_v have_v scoff_v at_o he_o but_o he_o betake_v himself_o into_o such_o a_o place_n where_o he_o may_v do_v it_o most_o free_o i_o do_v not_o deny_v but_o that_o god_n child_n many_o time_n do_v weep_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o other_o but_o it_o be_v because_o the_o abundance_n of_o their_o sorrow_n be_v such_o as_o they_o can_v otherwise_o choose_v as_o the_o woman_n that_o wash_v our_o saviour_n christ_n foot_n come_v into_o the_o pharisee_n house_n and_o weep_v before_o all_o that_o be_v at_o table_n and_o in_o public_a humiliation_n when_o the_o church_n meet_v together_o to_o prevent_v or_o turn_v away_o some_o judgement_n of_o god_n there_o be_v qublique_a and_o open_a weep_v but_o especial_o when_o a_o man_n be_v alone_o his_o tear_n have_v full_a scope_n then_o he_o pull_v up_o the_o sluice_n and_o floodgate_n of_o his_o eye_n and_o guive_v they_o free_a passage_n as_o we_o see_v in_o david_n who_o weep_v not_o so_o much_o in_o the_o day_n time_n when_o he_o be_v among_o other_o but_o when_o night_n come_v that_o he_o be_v alone_o in_o his_o bed_n than_o he_o weep_v so_o abundant_o that_o he_o water_v his_o couch_n with_o his_o tear_n 6.6_o psal_n 6.6_o and_o that_o good_a king_n hezekiah_n lie_v sick_a on_o his_o bed_n though_o he_o can_v not_o go_v from_o those_o that_o stand_v about_o he_o 38.2.3_o isa_n 38.2.3_o yet_o it_o be_v say_v he_o turn_v his_o face_n to_o the_o wall_n that_o he_o may_v weep_v as_o private_o as_o he_o can_v indeed_o it_o be_v a_o true_a say_n though_o it_o be_v speak_v with_o a_o profane_a mouth_n 34._o mouth_n ille_fw-la dolet_fw-la verè_fw-la qui_fw-la sine_fw-la teste_fw-la dolet_fw-la mart._n lib._n 1_o epigr._fw-la 34._o he_o sorrow_v ttue_o that_o have_v no_o witness_n of_o his_o sorrow_n no_o witness_n i_o say_v but_o god_n and_o his_o own_o conscience_n again_o we_o must_v not_o think_v that_o a_o little_a sorrow_n or_o a_o few_o tear_n will_v serve_v the_o turn_n but_o we_o must_v have_v great_a measure_n of_o grief_n and_o with_o peter_n in_o this_o place_n we_o must_v weep_v bitter_o lapsl_n bitter_o quam_fw-la magna_fw-la deliquimus_fw-la tam_fw-la granditer_n defleamus_fw-la alto_fw-mi vulneri_fw-la diligens_fw-la &_o long_fw-mi medicina_fw-la non_fw-la defit_fw-la paenitentia_fw-la crimine_fw-la minor_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la cypri_n serm._n 5._o the_o lapsl_n look_v how_o grievous_o we_o have_v sin_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d so_o great_o shall_v we_o bewail_v our_o sin_n a_o deep_a wound_n must_v have_v a_o large_a plaster_n and_o our_o repentance_n must_v not_o be_v less_o than_o our_o fault_n it_o be_v true_a it_o be_v no_o matter_n of_o merit_n for_o a_o man_n to_o weep_v more_o or_o less_o we_o may_v say_v in_o this_o case_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v of_o meat_n it_o be_v not_o our_o sorrow_n that_o make_v we_o acceptable_a to_o god_n 1._o cor._n 8.8_o but_o yet_o much_o sorrow_n be_v a_o token_n of_o great_a repentance_n and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n where_o there_o be_v but_o a_o little_a sorrow_n there_o be_v but_o a_o little_a repentance_n and_o therefore_o s._n augustine_n have_v describe_v repentance_n 2.13_o repentance_n est_fw-la paenitentia_fw-la quaedam_fw-la dolentis_fw-la vindicte_fw-la puniens_fw-la in_o se_fw-la quod_fw-la dolet_fw-la commisisse_fw-la de_fw-fr vera_fw-la &_o sal_fw-la paenit_fw-la cap._n 8._o 2._o cor._n 7.11_o magis_fw-la cord_n fundendae_fw-la sunt_fw-la quam_fw-la corpore_fw-la fulg._n ad_fw-la probam_fw-la epist_n 4._o joel_n 2.13_o to_o be_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o revenge_n whereby_o a_o sorrowful_a man_n do_v punish_v that_o in_o himself_o which_o it_o grieve_v he_o to_o have_v committ_v and_o saint_n paul_n say_v that_o revenge_n be_v one_o of_o those_o bless_a fruit_n that_o do_v accompany_v true_a repentance_n even_o a_o cruciate_a of_o all_o the_o body_n and_o a_o sob_a to_o make_v the_o heart_n to_o ache_v that_o the_o tear_n that_o a_o man_n shed_v in_o this_o case_n may_v seem_v to_o come_v from_o the_o heart_n rather_o than_o from_o the_o body_n and_o hence_o be_v it_o that_o the_o lord_n call_v the_o people_n to_o sorrow_n for_o their_o sin_n do_v not_o require_v some_o light_a sorrow_n or_o some_o small_a measure_n of_o grief_n but_o such_o a_o sorrow_n as_o shall_v even_o rend_v their_o very_a bearss_n and_o david_n say_v that_o a_o man_n heart_n must_v be_v contrite_a and_o break_a 51.19_o psal_n 51.19_o even_o beat_v to_o powder_n as_o it_o be_v with_o godly_a sorrow_n or_o else_o his_o repentance_n will_v never_o be_v acceptable_a to_o god_n this_o be_v not_o only_o require_v but_o have_v also_o be_v practise_v by_o god_n child_n for_o other_o man_n sin_n 2.7.8_o 2._o pet._n 2.7.8_o righteous_a lot_n have_v his_o soul_n vex_v with_o the_o unclean_a conversation_n of_o the_o wicked_a sodomite_n and_o the_o prophet_n cry_v out_o in_o like_a manner_n my_o leanness_n 24.16_o isa_n 24.16_o my_o leanness_n woe_n be_v i_o the_o transgressor_n have_v offend_v yea_o the_o transgressor_n have_v grievous_o offend_v he_o do_v so_o grieve_v at_o the_o transgression_n of_o the_o people_n that_o he_o beecame_v exceed_v lean_a withal_o as_o the_o double_n of_o the_o word_n import_v the_o prophet_n jeremie_n likewise_o be_v full_a of_o passion_n in_o this_o behalf_n 4.19_o jere._n 4.19_o sometime_o he_o cry_v out_o as_o if_o he_o be_v in_o great_a perplexity_n my_o belly_n my_o belly_n i_o be_o pain_v even_o at_o the_o very_a heart_n my_o heart_n be_v trouble_v within_o i_o i_o can_v be_v still_o etc._n etc._n 9.1_o &_o 9.1_o sometime_o he_o wish_v that_o his_o head_n be_v full_a of_o water_n and_o his_o eye_n a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n that_o he_o may_v weep_v day_n and_o night_n etc._n etc._n 13.17_o &_o 13.17_o and_o he_o tell_v they_o his_o soul_n shall_v weep_v in_o secret_a for_o their_o pride_n and_o his_o eye_n shall_v weep_v and_o drop_v down_o tear_n 119.139_o psal_n 119.139_o and_o david_n say_v that_o his_o eye_n do_v gush_v out_o with_o river_n of_o water_n 19.41.42_o luke_n 19.41.42_o because_o man_n keep_v not_o the_o law_n yea_o our_o saviour_n christ_n himself_o weep_v for_o jerusalem_n bewail_v the_o stubbornness_n of_o the_o people_n that_o will_v not_o be_v reclaim_v yea_o which_o be_v more_o the_o lord_n have_v absolute_o forbid_v the_o priest_n in_o the_o law_n 21.10.11_o levit._fw-la 21.10.11_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o mourn_v upon_o any_o occasion_n no_o not_o for_o the_o death_n of_o their_o father_n and_o mother_n but_o they_o must_v even_o overcome_v their_o own_o natural_a affection_n in_o that_o case_n and_o when_o god_n have_v fearful_o slay_v nadad_n and_o abihu_n 10.2.6_o &_o 10.2.6_o the_o son_n of_o aron_n with_o fire_n from_o heaven_n for_o offer_v strange_a fire_n upon_o the_o altar_n aron_n be_v command_v that_o for_o his_o life_n he_o shall_v not_o mourn_v nor_o show_v any_o token_n of_o sorrow_n for_o they_o and_o yet_o mark_v they_o that_o may_v not_o weep_v for_o any_o worldly_a matter_n 2.17_o joel._n 2.17_o be_v command_v not_o only_o to_o weep_v but_o even_o to_o howl_v and_o cry_v for_o their_o own_o sin_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n if_o this_o be_v require_v of_o we_o for_o other_o man_n sin_n much_o more_o must_v we_o strive_v to_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o sorrow_n for_o our_o own_o sin_n our_o sin_n shall_v be_v our_o great_a sorrow_n nothing_o in_o the_o world_n shall_v come_v so_o near_o our_o heart_n as_o they_o and_o therefore_o the_o lord_n say_v that_o when_o man_n be_v once_o bring_v to_o a_o true_a sight_n of_o their_o sin_n they_o shall_v mourn_v for_o they_o even_o as_o one_o that_o mourn_v for_o his_o only_a son_n 12.10_o zech._n 12.10_o and_o be_v sorry_a at_o one_o be_v sorry_a for_o his_o first_o bear_v as_o nothing_o more_o wound_v the_o heart_n of_o a_o tender_a father_n then_o to_o loose_v his_o only_a son_n the_o image_n of_o his_o name_n and_o the_o hope_n of_o his_o house_n so_o nothing_o shall_v pierce_v the_o heart_n of_o a_o man_n so_o deep_o as_o the_o consideration_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o hence_o be_v it_o that_o all_o the_o penitentiaries_n in_o the_o scripture_n be_v not_o bring_v in_o with_o a_o sigh_n or_o a_o tear_n or_o two_o but_o with_o exceed_v great_a sorrow_n to_o give_v we_o to_o know_v that_o slender_a sorrow_n in_o repentance_n be_v but_o hypocrisy_n the_o people_n of_o israel_n that_o lament_v after_o the_o lord_n for_o their_o sin_n be_v say_v to_o have_v pour_v out_o bucket_n of_o tear_n 7._o 1._o sam._n 7.2_o 7._o as_o it_o be_v unto_o the_o lord_n 6.6_o psal_n 6.6_o and_o david_n say_v that_o he_o weep_v in_o such_o abundance_n as_o he_o cause_v his_o bed_n to_o swim_v and_o water_v his_o couch_n with_o his_o tear_n in_o both_o which_o place_n
do_v not_o take_v advantage_n against_o we_o but_o still_o mercy_n please_v he_o as_o the_o prophet_n speak_v etc._n etc._n this_o doctrine_n serve_v to_o admonish_v we_o to_o take_v heed_n of_o this_o fearful_a sin_n of_o desperation_n and_o to_o trust_v at_o all_o time_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n for_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o our_o sin_n for_o as_o we_o have_v hear_v god_n be_v as_o ready_a to_o forgive_v as_o we_o can_v be_v to_o ask_v forgiveness_n and_o therefore_o bernard_n say_v well_o 38._o well_o tardius_fw-la videtur_fw-la deo_fw-la veniam_fw-la peâ—â—tori_fw-la dedâ—sse_fw-la quam_fw-la illi_fw-la accâ—passa_fw-la isa_n 30.18_o sic_fw-la â—â—â—m_fw-la festinat_fw-la misâ—ricors_fw-la deus_fw-la absolâ—cre_fw-la reum_fw-la à _fw-la tormento_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la suae_fw-la quasi_fw-la plus_fw-la cruciet_fw-la misericordem_fw-la deum_fw-la compassio_fw-la miseri_fw-la quam_fw-la ipsum_fw-la miserum_fw-la compassio_fw-la svi_fw-la de_fw-fr conscient_fw-la aedis_fw-la cap._n 38._o it_o seem_v long_a to_o god_n to_o give_v the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n than_o it_o do_v to_o a_o sinner_n to_o receive_v it_o according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o prophet_n the_o lord_n stand_v wait_v that_o he_o may_v have_v mercy_n upon_o us._n for_o the_o merciful_a god_n do_v make_v such_o haste_n to_o absolve_v a_o sinner_n from_o the_o torment_n of_o his_o conscience_n as_o though_o the_o merciful_a god_n have_v more_o compassion_n of_o a_o poor_a wretch_n than_o he_o have_v of_o himself_o and_o saint_n augustine_n say_v 23._o say_v non_fw-la possum_fw-la terreri_fw-la multitudine_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la si_fw-la mors_fw-la domini_fw-la in_o metem_fw-la venerit_fw-la quoniam_fw-la peccata_fw-la illum_fw-la vincere_fw-la non_fw-la possunt_fw-la extedit_n brachia_n tua_fw-la in_o cruse_n &_o expandit_fw-la manus_fw-la svas_fw-la paratus_fw-la in_o amplexus_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la august_n manual_n cap._n 23._o i_o can_v be_v terrify_v with_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n if_o i_o can_v but_o call_v to_o mind_v the_o death_n of_o our_o lord_n because_o my_o sin_n can_v overcome_v he_o he_o have_v stretch_v out_o his_o arm_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o spread_v abroad_o his_o hand_n as_o be_v ready_a to_o embrace_v poor_a sinner_n so_o that_o dom._n that_o quecunque_fw-la necessitas_fw-la coâ—â—t_fw-la ad_fw-la poenitudine_fw-la nec_fw-la quantitas_fw-la criminis_fw-la nec_fw-la brevitas_fw-la teporis_fw-la nec_fw-la horae_fw-la extremitas_fw-la nec_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la enormitas_fw-la si_fw-la vera_fw-la contritio_fw-la si_fw-la pura_fw-la suerit_fw-la voluntatii_fw-la mutatio_fw-la exclud'_v a_o venia_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o amplitudine_fw-la sinus_fw-la svi_fw-la mater_fw-la charitas_fw-la prodigos_fw-la suscipit_fw-la revertetes_fw-la &_o omni_fw-la sepore_fw-la dei_fw-la gratia_fw-la recipit_fw-la poenitetes_fw-la cypr._n ser_n de_fw-fr coen_n dom._n as_o another_o father_n say_v whatsoever_o necessity_n drive_v a_o man_n to_o repentance_n neither_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o sin_n nor_o the_o shortness_n of_o the_o time_n nor_o the_o extremity_n of_o the_o hour_n not_o the_o enormity_n of_o the_o life_n past_a if_o there_o be_v true_a contrition_n and_o a_o holy_a change_n of_o his_o will_n do_v exclude_v he_o from_o pardon_n but_o the_o mother_n charity_n admit_v her_o prodigal_a child_n into_o the_o largeness_n of_o her_o bosom_n when_o they_o return_v and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n at_o all_o time_n receive_v sinner_n when_o they_o repent_v for_o the_o scripture_n witness_v that_o he_o despise_v not_o the_o thief_n that_o confess_v his_o sin_n nor_o marie_n magdalene_n that_o wash_v his_o foot_n with_o her_o tear_n nor_o the_o woman_n of_o canaan_n that_o beseech_v he_o for_o her_o daughter_n nor_o the_o woman_n that_o be_v take_v in_o adultery_n nor_o matthew_n sit_v at_o the_o receipt_n of_o custom_n nor_o his_o disciple_n that_o deny_v he_o nor_o paul_n that_o persecute_v his_o disciple_n nor_o the_o wicked_a jew_n that_o 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