know_v that_o my_o god_n be_v powerful_a who_o dwell_v in_o heaven_n this_o barrenness_n may_v peradventure_o be_v send_v i_o in_o mercy_n although_o so_o heavy_o i_o take_v it_o for_o a_o judgement_n it_o may_v be_v i_o shall_v fail_v in_o the_o duty_n of_o patience_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o travel_n or_o of_o love_n and_o care_n in_o the_o education_n of_o my_o child_n or_o i_o may_v be_v too_o fond_o guilty_a of_o dote_v on_o they_o &_o so_o idolatrous_o rob_v my_o god_n of_o his_o honour_n to_o confer_v it_o wicked_o on_o the_o issue_n of_o my_o loin_n moreover_o who_o know_v what_o time_n of_o trouble_n may_v come_v upon_o the_o land_n or_o what_o destruction_n and_o desolation_n may_v be_v send_v upon_o my_o country_n if_o persecution_n or_o war_n shall_v enforce_v i_o to_o flee_v i_o can_v the_o better_a escape_n now_o i_o be_o free_a from_o child_n for_o this_o very_a cause_n my_o bless_a redeemer_n foretell_v the_o destruction_n of_o the_o city_n of_o jerusalem_n say_v unto_o the_o woman_n daughter_n of_o jerâ—salem_n weep_v not_o for_o i_o 29_o lu._n 23.28_o vers_fw-la 29_o but_o weep_v for_o yourselves_o and_o for_o your_o child_n for_o behold_v the_o day_n be_v come_v in_o the_o which_o they_o shall_v say_v bless_a be_v the_o barren_a and_o the_o womb_n that_o never_o bear_v and_o the_o pap_n that_o never_o give_v suck_v so_o this_o barrenness_n may_v bring_v content_a in_o that_o it_o free_v i_o from_o care_n and_o various_a perturbation_n although_o if_o it_o may_v seem_v good_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o god_n most_o willing_o will_v i_o embrace_v the_o trouble_n that_o i_o may_v increase_v his_o kingdom_n i_o will_v resolve_v howsoëver_o to_o submit_v myself_o to_o the_o great_a disposer_n and_o will_v hope_v that_o it_o may_v be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o send_v i_o my_o desire_n time_n be_v when_o the_o gentile_n know_v not_o god_n which_o make_v the_o psalmist_n so_o magnify_v god_n for_o his_o mercy_n to_o israël_n 147.19_o ps_n 147.19_o when_o he_o say_v he_o show_v his_o word_n unto_o jacob_n his_o statute_n and_o his_o judgement_n unto_o israël_n 20_o vers_fw-la 20_o he_o have_v not_o deal_v so_o with_o any_o nation_n neither_o have_v the_o heathen_a knowledge_n of_o his_o law_n then_o have_v the_o gentile_n a_o spiritual_a barrenness_n for_o they_o be_v barren_a of_o religion_n and_o yet_o the_o prophet_n comfort_v they_o 54.1_o be_v 54.1_o say_v sing_v o_o barren_a thou_o that_o do_v not_o bear_v break_v forth_o into_o sing_v and_o cry_v aloud_o thou_o that_o do_v not_o travel_v with_o child_n for_o more_o be_v the_o child_n of_o the_o desolate_a than_o the_o child_n of_o the_o marry_a wife_n say_v the_o lord_n this_o prophecy_n be_v fullfil_v to_o the_o joy_n and_o rejoice_v of_o myself_o and_o many_o million_o more_o for_o the_o song_n do_v no_o long_o run_v in_o the_o phrase_n of_o the_o psalmist_n 2._o ps_n 76.1_o ve_z 2._o in_o judah_n be_v god_n know_v his_o name_n be_v great_a in_o israel_n in_o salem_n also_o be_v his_o tabernacle_n and_o his_o dwell_a place_n in_o zion_n no_o no_o 2.32_o lu._n 2.32_o he_o who_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o people_n israel_n do_v come_v to_o be_v a_o light_n to_o lighten_v the_o gentile_n thus_o the_o gentile_n which_o have_v not_o be_v a_o people_n 25._o rom._n 9_o 25._o be_v call_v to_o be_v the_o people_n of_o the_o most_o high_a god_n she_o who_o have_v not_o be_v belove_v do_v through_o his_o mercy_n become_v the_o belove_a of_o god_n and_o she_o that_o be_v barren_a through_o ignorance_n and_o infidelity_n grow_v the_o faithful_a spouse_n of_o the_o most_o high_a why_o shall_v i_o then_o give_v over_o my_o hope_n he_o who_o make_v a_o fruitful_a church_n even_o of_o the_o heathen_a which_o know_v he_o not_o 54.3_o be_v 54.3_o can_v if_o he_o please_v make_v i_o a_o fruitful_a mother_n of_o child_n 5._o verf_n 5._o her_o maker_n be_v her_o husband_n the_o lord_n of_o host_n be_v his_o name_n and_o her_o redeemer_n be_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n the_o god_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n shall_v he_o be_v call_v i_o be_o one_o of_o the_o member_n of_o that_o church_n which_o have_v christ_n to_o her_o husband_n i_o will_v therefore_o never_o despair_n either_o of_o his_o power_n or_o mercy_n i_o dare_v not_o repine_v as_o rachel_n do_v when_o she_o bear_v jacob_n no_o child_n and_o envy_v her_o sister_n 2._o gen_n 34_o 1._o vers_fw-la 2._o i_o dare_v not_o say_v to_o my_o husband_n as_o she_o do_v to_o she_o give_v i_o child_n or_o else_o i_o die_v lest_o his_o anger_n shall_v be_v kindle_v against_o i_o and_o he_o shall_v answer_v i_o as_o jacob_n do_v she_o and_o say_v be_o i_o in_o god_n steed_n who_o have_v withhold_v from_o thou_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o womb_n i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n who_o give_v and_o i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n who_o withhold_v these_o mercy_n i_o dare_v not_o be_v too_o inquisitive_a into_o a_o reason_n in_o nature_n lest_o i_o dis-honour_n he_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o nature_n i_o may_v and_o i_o will_v desire_v this_o blessing_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o who_o give_v liberal_o 1.5_o jam_fw-la 1.5_o and_o upbraid_v not_o yet_o lest_o my_o petition_n shall_v be_v empty_a if_o they_o rise_v not_o with_o tear_n i_o will_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n which_o have_v cause_v his_o displeasure_n and_o yet_o i_o will_v weep_v in_o hope_n that_o he_o will_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o of_o every_o judgement_n i_o must_v find_v the_o cause_n in_o the_o wickedness_n of_o myself_o i_o want_v the_o comfort_n and_o content_v of_o child_n because_o i_o myself_o have_v be_v a_o child_n disobedient_a to_o my_o god_n but_o i_o will_v bewail_v my_o sin_n and_o bemoan_v my_o condition_n and_o although_o he_o can_v be_v ignorant_a of_o my_o servant_n desire_v yet_o i_o will_v lay_v open_a to_o he_o the_o grief_n of_o my_o heart_n 21._o gen_n 25_o 21._o isaak_n entreat_v he_o for_o his_o wife_n because_o she_o be_v barren_a and_o he_o be_v entreat_v of_o he_o and_o rebekah_n his_o wife_n conceive_v and_o she_o have_v two_o child_n which_o struggle_v together_o in_o their_o mother_n womb_n 22_o ver_fw-la 22_o at_o the_o prayer_n of_o elisha_n the_o good_a shunamitish_a woman_n conceive_v 17._o 2._o king_n 4.17_o gen_n 20_o 17._o and_o bear_v a_o son_n at_o that_o very_a season_n that_o elisha_n have_v say_v unto_o she_o according_a to_o the_o time_n of_o life_n faithful_a abraham_n pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o lord_n heal_v abimelech_n and_o his_o wife_n and_o his_o make_a servant_n and_o they_o bare_a child_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o for_o the_o lord_n have_v first_o close_v up_o all_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o house_n of_o abimelech_n because_o of_o sarah_n abraham_n wife_n the_o lord_n do_v promise_v unto_o israël_n upon_o obedience_n say_v there_o shall_v nothing_o cast_v their_o young_a 12._o ex._n 23.26_o deut._n 7_o 12._o nor_o be_v barren_a in_o thy_o land_n another_o promise_n be_v make_v unto_o they_o by_o god_n himself_o when_o he_o say_v it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v if_o you_o harken_v to_o these_o judgement_n and_o do_v they_o thou_o shall_v be_v bless_v above_o all_o people_n there_o shall_v not_o be_v male_a or_o female_a barren_a among_o you_o or_o among_o your_o cattle_n again_o they_o be_v promise_v by_o the_o mouth_n of_o moses_n say_v it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v 28.1_o c._n 28.1_o if_o thou_o shall_v hearken_v diligent_o unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n to_o observe_v and_o to_o do_v all_o the_o commandment_n which_o i_o command_v thou_o this_o day_n 11_o vers_fw-la 11_o the_o lord_n shall_v make_v thou_o plenteous_a in_o good_n in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o cattle_n and_o in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o ground_n in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n swear_v unto_o thy_o father_n to_o give_v thou_o but_o i_o have_v not_o such_o a_o isaak_n to_o entreat_v for_o i_o as_o rebekah_n have_v nor_o such_o a_o elisha_n as_o the_o shunamitesse_n have_v nor_o such_o a_o abraham_n as_o abimelech_n have_v what_o then_o i_o have_v the_o promise_n of_o my_o god_n if_o i_o be_v a_o true_a israëlite_n indeed_o 1.47_o io._n 1.47_o such_o a_o one_o as_o nathaniel_n be_v in_o who_o be_v no_o guile_n if_o i_o obey_v my_o god_n and_o hearken_v to_o his_o judgement_n and_o do_v they_o if_o i_o harken_v diligent_o unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n to_o observe_v and_o to_o do_v all_o the_o commandment_n which_o he_o command_v i_o to_o do_v then_o i_o may_v expect_v the_o blessing_n which_o be_v promise_v unto_o israël_n the_o promise_n of_o god_n be_v make_v upon_o condition_n
and_o my_o petition_n to_o god_n must_v be_v likewise_o upon_o condition_n when_o i_o beg_v of_o he_o but_o temporal_a blessing_n his_o blessing_n descend_v not_o unless_o they_o be_v call_v down_o by_o my_o religious_a obedience_n nor_o may_v i_o pray_v for_o the_o blessing_n which_o concern_v this_o life_n but_o with_o this_o condition_n if_o they_o may_v stand_v with_o his_o pleasure_n in_o his_o power_n it_o be_v to_o grant_v the_o suit_n which_o so_o earnest_o i_o make_v i_o wish_v it_o may_v be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o fulfil_v my_o desire_n barren_a sarai_n be_v promise_v a_o son_n and_o isaak_n be_v bear_v 23_o gen._n 21_o 2.3_o lu._n 1.7_o vers_fw-la 57_o gen._n 29_o 31._o c_o 30.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o though_o zacharias_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v strike_v in_o year_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v barren_a yet_o they_o be_v bless_v with_o john_n the_o baptist._n though_o leah_n be_v hate_v by_o reason_n of_o her_o barrenness_n yet_o we_o read_v that_o the_o lord_n do_v open_v her_o womb_n god_n remember_v rachel_n and_o hearken_v unto_o she_o and_o open_v her_o womb_n and_o she_o conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o say_v god_n have_v take_v away_o my_o reproach_n the_o wife_n of_o manoah_n the_o danite_n be_v barren_a 14_o jud._n 13.2_o vers_fw-la 3._o vers_fw-la 14_o yet_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n appear_v unto_o she_o and_o say_v unto_o she_o behold_v now_o thou_o be_v barren_a and_o bear_v not_o but_o thou_o shall_v conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o the_o woman_n bear_v a_o son_n &_o call_v his_o name_n samson_n and_o the_o child_n grow_v and_o the_o lord_n bless_v he_o 1.10_o 1._o sam._n 1.10_o barren_a hannah_n be_v in_o bitterness_n of_o soul_n for_o want_n of_o a_o child_n when_o peninnah_n her_o fruitful_a rival_n provoke_v she_o sore_o to_o make_v she_o fret_v 20_o vers_fw-la 6._o vers_fw-la 20_o because_o the_o lord_n have_v shut_v up_o her_o womb_n and_o she_o have_v a_o son_n who_o she_o name_v samuel_n thus_o may_v god_n if_o he_o please_v look_v upon_o my_o reproach_n and_o send_v i_o a_o child_n which_o i_o may_v dedicate_v to_o his_o service_n i_o will_v therefore_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o hannah_n the_o devout_a 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o i_o will_v weep_v with_o she_o and_o i_o will_v fast_o with_o she_o and_o with_o she_o will_v i_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o the_o lord_n who_o know_v but_o my_o tear_n may_v prevail_v through_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o redeemer_n and_o my_o sob_n and_o sigh_n may_v draw_v down_o a_o blessing_n 30.8_o ps_n 30.8_o on_o my_o knee_n therefore_o will_v i_o go_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o get_v i_o unto_o my_o lord_n right_o humble_o i_o will_v weep_v and_o pray_v and_o mourn_v and_o pray_v and_o sigh_v and_o pray_v and_o pray_v i_o will_v say_v the_o prayer_n heeavenly_a king_n father_n of_o mercy_n 72.5_o ps_n 72.5_o thou_o who_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n but_o have_v deny_v unto_o i_o the_o fruit_n of_o i_o vouchsafe_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o reproach_n of_o thy_o servant_n i_o know_v that_o my_o sin_n do_v stop_v the_o current_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o it_o be_v thy_o honour_n that_o thou_o be_v a_o forgiver_n of_o offence_n forgive_v my_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o thy_o curse_n and_o heal_v the_o barrenness_n of_o thy_o despise_a handmaid_n 1.11_o 1._o sam._n 1.11_o o_o lord_n of_o host_n if_o thou_o will_v indeed_o look_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o remember_v i_o and_o not_o forget_v thy_o handmaid_n but_o will_v give_v unto_o thy_o handmaid_n a_o manchild_n then_o i_o will_v give_v he_o unto_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o his_o life_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o a_o woman_n of_o a_o sorrowful_a spirit_n and_o out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o my_o complaint_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o grief_n do_v i_o pray_v unto_o thou_o send_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o samuël_n even_o such_o a_o child_n as_o i_o have_v ask_v of_o thou_o if_o it_o may_v stand_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o king_n that_o may_v bring_v honour_n unto_o thou_o and_o comfort_n unto_o thy_o petitioner_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v satisfy_v until_o thou_o hear_v my_o supplication_n 15._o pro._n 30_o 15._o either_o grant_v my_o desire_n or_o arm_v i_o with_o patience_n that_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o with_o quietness_n 4.28_o mat_n 4.28_o and_o content_a the_o earth_n thou_o have_v make_v to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o herself_o and_o it_o be_v as_o easy_a for_o thou_o to_o bless_v i_o with_o increase_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v in_o thy_o secret_a will_n howsoever_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v never_o conceive_v wickedness_n in_o my_o heart_n 5.4_o act_n 5.4_o to_o who_o thou_o deny_v the_o conception_n of_o a_o child_n 1.15_o jam._n 1.15_o let_v not_o lust_n conceive_v in_o i_o lest_o it_o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n when_o it_o be_v finish_v bring_v forth_o death_n say_v unto_o my_o heart_n as_o effectual_o as_o once_o thou_o do_v unto_o the_o figtree_n 11._o mat_n 21_o 19_o gal_n 5.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o heb._n 12_o 11._o let_v no_o such_o fruit_n grow_v on_o thou_o hence_o forth_o for_o ever_o but_o let_v i_o always_o produce_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n against_o which_o thy_o apostle_n assure_v i_o that_o there_o be_v no_o law_n let_v this_o thy_o chasten_n yield_v unto_o i_o the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n since_o i_o be_o exercise_v therein_o so_o shall_v i_o willing_o submit_v to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v i_o comfort_v and_o joy_n in_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o a_o happy_a woman_n even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n the_o twelve_o subject_n tear_n of_o a_o child-bearing_a woman_n 1_o at_o the_o time_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n 2_o after_o her_o delivery_n i_o st_o her_o tear_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o three_o part_n viz_o 1_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n 2_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o pang_n hazard_n and_o fear_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n 3_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o her_o travel_n the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o the_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o david_n confess_v his_o actual_a crime_n he_o forget_v not_o the_o guilt_n of_o original_a corruption_n &_o therefore_o he_o profess_v say_v behold_v i_o be_v shape_v in_o iniquity_n 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o and_o in_o sin_n do_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o by_o the_o corruption_n of_o nature_n even_o saint_n paul_n himself_o be_v not_o without_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o that_o which_o 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be_v well_o know_v even_o unto_o those_o two_o possess_v with_o devil_n 28._o mat._n 8_o 28._o in_o the_o country_n of_o the_o gergesenes_n which_o meet_v my_o redeemer_n as_o they_o be_v come_v out_o of_o the_o tomb_n exceed_v fierce_a so_o that_o no_o man_n may_v pass_v by_o that_o way_n for_o they_o cry_v out_o say_v 29_o vers_fw-la 29_o what_o have_v we_o to_o do_v with_o thou_o jesus_n thou_o son_n of_o god_n be_v thou_o come_v hither_o to_o torment_v we_o before_o the_o time_n o_o let_v the_o time_n of_o vengeance_n put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o what_o i_o have_v deserve_v just_o by_o they_o 25._o mat_n 13_o 25._o yet_o lest_o satan_n shall_v sow_v tare_n among_o my_o wheat_n lest_o he_o shall_v tempt_v i_o to_o despair_n when_o i_o prepare_v to_o repent_v let_v i_o as_o well_o consider_v that_o god_n have_v a_o time_n of_o love_n too_o as_o hatred_n of_o mercy_n as_o of_o fury_n thus_o the_o apostle_n tell_v i_o 4.4_o gal_n 4.4_o when_o the_o fullness_n of_o time_n 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away_o like_a as_o it_o be_v a_o moth_a fret_v a_o garment_n these_o mark_v in_o my_o flesh_n do_v cause_n a_o tremble_a even_o in_o my_o spirit_n 86.16_o rev_n 13.17_o ps_n 86.16_o lord_n grant_v that_o upon_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o find_v the_o mark_n of_o the_o beast_n but_o the_o mark_n of_o thy_o son_n that_o he_o may_v own_v i_o for_o he_o o_o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o give_v thy_o strength_n unto_o thy_o servant_n and_o save_v thy_o distress_a handmaid_n show_v now_o some_o good_a token_n for_o good_a 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o that_o it_o may_v appear_v unto_o the_o world_n that_o thou_o lord_n do_v help_v i_o and_o comfort_v i_o but_o if_o in_o thy_o secret_a purpose_n thou_o have_v decree_v at_o this_o time_n to_o gather_v i_o unto_o my_o father_n make_v i_o with_o joy_n &_o comfort_n to_o render_v my_o account_n unto_o thou_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n &_o earth_n look_v not_o upon_o the_o sin_n and_o offence_n of_o my_o mislead_v life_n but_o 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iniquity_n 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o and_o can_v heal_v my_o disease_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n 31.5_o ps_n 31.5_o for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o lord_n thou_o god_n of_o truth_n the_o spirit_n and_o the_o bride_n say_v come_v 22.17_o reu_fw-fr 22.17_o therefore_o let_v i_o who_o now_o hear_v it_o say_v come_v let_v i_o hear_v thy_o voice_n o_o god_n 3.8_o gen_n 3.8_o in_o the_o cool_a of_o the_o day_n not_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o thou_o o_o my_o jesus_n who_o for_o such_o sinner_n be_v make_v a_o sacrifice_n on_o the_o altar_n of_o the_o cross_n how_o down_o thy_o ear_n as_o thou_o do_v upon_o the_o tree_n and_o hear_v and_o fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o thy_o wound_a supplicant_n come_v o_o jesus_n and_o embrace_v i_o in_o thy_o arm_n hide_v i_o in_o thy_o wound_a side_n from_o the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n in_o thou_o alone_o do_v i_o trust_v to_o thou_o alone_o do_v i_o flee_v succour_v i_o help_v i_o save_v i_o o_o christ_n the_o world_n i_o leave_v to_o thou_o i_o come_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n do_v i_o knock_v i_o call_v i_o cry_v lord_n protect_v i_o jesus_n comfort_v i_o strengthen_v my_o faith_n and_o confirm_v my_o hope_n as_o my_o earthly_a body_n draw_v near_a to_o the_o earth_n so_o do_v thou_o draw_v my_o soul_n up_o near_o unto_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o spirit_n 9_o heb_fw-mi 12_o 9_o o_o god_n make_v speed_n to_o save_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v haste_n to_o help_v i_o finish_v soon_o these_o day_n of_o sin_n and_o then_o let_v i_o enter_v into_o thy_o celestial_a paradise_n and_o that_o for_o his_o sake_n in_o who_o alone_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a mediator_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n subject_n 16_o the_o sixteenth_o subject_n tear_n of_o a_o mother_n for_o the_o sickness_n of_o her_o child_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v say_v moses_n to_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o hearken_v to_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n 28.15_o deut_n 28.15_o to_o observe_v to_o do_v all_o his_o commandment_n and_o his_o statute_n which_o i_o command_v thou_o this_o day_n that_o all_o these_o curse_n shall_v come_v upon_o thou_o and_o overtake_v thou_o 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o curse_a shall_v thou_o be_v in_o the_o city_n and_o curse_v shall_v thou_o be_v in_o the_o field_n curse_v shall_v be_v thy_o basket_n and_o thy_o store_n 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o yea_o curse_a shall_v be_v the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o body_n etc._n etc._n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o what_o all_o these_o curse_n from_o heaven_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o poor_a distress_a mortal_n o_o what_o a_o multitude_n of_o evil_n do_v our_o sin_n deserve_v what_o punishment_n do_v not_o 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of_o all_o the_o earth_n do_v right_a the_o prophet_n ezekiel_n tell_v i_o from_o god_n that_o the_o son_n shall_v not_o bear_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n 9.20_o eze_n 18_o 20._o mich_n 7_o 6._o jer_n 9.20_o neither_o shall_v the_o father_n bear_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o son_n but_o the_o soul_n that_o sin_v it_o shall_v die_v else_o the_o daughter_n may_v rise_v up_o against_o her_o mother_n as_o say_v the_o prophet_n and_o the_o woman_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o vengeance_n due_a for_o their_o sin_n may_v teach_v their_o daughter_n wail_v 4._o c_o 31.29_o rom_n 3_o 4._o if_o the_o sour_a grape_n which_o the_o parent_n have_v eat_v shall_v set_v their_o child_n tooth_n on_o edge_n but_o let_v god_n be_v true_a and_o every_o man_n a_o liar_n that_o he_o may_v be_v justify_v in_o his_o say_n and_o may_v overcome_v when_o he_o be_v judge_v he_o it_o be_v who_o have_v threaten_v to_o visit_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o the_o child_n unto_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n of_o they_o that_o hate_v he_o the_o sin_n be_v i_o 20.5_o exit_fw-la 20.5_o but_o the_o punishment_n be_v my_o infant_n &_o again_o the_o sin_n be_v my_o infant_n and_o the_o punishment_n be_v i_o and_o yet_o far_o the_o sin_n be_v of_o and_o from_o both_o and_o the_o punishment_n be_v inflict_v upon_o both_o his_o sufferance_n be_v my_o sorrow_n and_o his_o pain_n my_o distress_n lord_n what_o a_o due_a reward_n of_o sin_n be_v punishment_n my_o child_n as_o yet_o it_o may_v be_v know_v not_o sin_n and_o yet_o be_v he_o punish_v
be_v as_o my_o own_o soul_n the_o sad_a loss_n of_o who_o still_o do_v and_o still_o will_v sit_v cold_a &_o heavy_a upon_o my_o wound_a heart_n some_o comfort_n indeed_o i_o have_v in_o that_o sweet_a odour_n he_o leave_v behind_o he_o from_o whence_o every_o christian_n may_v receive_v a_o aromatic_a perfume_n of_o learned_a profit_n and_o content_n yea_o even_o those_o who_o too_o unkind_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o put_v salt_n water_n upon_o that_o sweet_a wax_n whereby_o the_o taper_n be_v extinguish_v to_o these_o loss_n &_o affliction_n i_o may_v add_v many_o many_o more_o beside_o my_o present_a condition_n among_o stranger_n and_o foreigner_n and_o my_o continual_a heartquake_n at_o the_o strict_a menace_n of_o the_o ruin_n and_o desolation_n of_o my_o poor_a bleed_a gasp_a country_n yet_o while_o there_o be_v life_n there_o be_v hope_n even_o that_o he_o who_o have_v make_v our_o land_n to_o tremble_v 60.2_o ps_n 60.2_o and_o have_v break_v it_o will_v in_o his_o own_o due_a time_n heal_v the_o breach_n thereof_o for_o it_o shake_v in_o this_o manual_a thou_o shall_v find_v no_o author_n quote_v but_o the_o best_a of_o all_o and_o no_o language_n but_o english_a the_o whole_a book_n be_v in_o thy_o mother_n tongue_n and_o all_o the_o proof_n except_v a_o very_a few_o be_v scripture_n â—8_o luc_n 23_o â—8_o the_o weep_a daughter_n of_o jerusalem_n love_v best_a to_o be_v comfort_v in_o the_o language_n of_o canaan_n 19.18_o be_v 19.18_o here_o i_o â—ould_v a_o ewer_n nay_o a_o fountain_n of_o â—ater_n to_o those_o that_o need_v it_o for_o the_o reâ—eshing_n of_o their_o soul_n yet_o i_o hinder_v â—…ne_v from_o turn_v their_o own_o cock_n â—…d_v let_v they_o run_v if_o any_o conâ—emne_v the_o work_n as_o needless_a in_o these_o right_a time_n for_o so_o they_o be_v â—ought_v to_o be_v set_v form_n of_o prayer_n beâ—…g_v by_o many_o dash_v quite_o out_o of_o counâ—mance_n let_v they_o know_v that_o these_o be_v â—…t_o intend_v for_o they_o but_o for_o those_o 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the_o best_a so_o thou_o ought_v to_o be_v charitable_a in_o thy_o censure_n of_o the_o rest_n consider_v what_o i_o say_v 2.7_o 2._o tim._n 2.7_o and_o the_o lord_n give_v thou_o understanding_n in_o all_o thing_n thy_o servant_n in_o he_o 2.7_o phil_n 2.7_o who_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n for_o we_o john_n featley_n from_o my_o house_n in_o flushing_n april_n 17._o 1646._o a_o table_n of_o the_o particular_a content_n the_o first_o subject_n tear_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n or_o devout_a melancholy_n wherein_o a_o flexible_a disposition_n apt_a to_o weep_v employ_v those_o tear_n in_o a_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n the_o soliloquie_n p._n 1_o the_o prayer_n p._n 7_o tear_n from_o the_o heart_n the_o soliloquie_n confistnig_v of_o 3_o part_n viz_o 1_o the_o wickedness_n of_o a_o corrupt_a heart_n p._n 11_o 2_o alamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o a_o honest_a heart_n p._n 23_o 3_o grief_n for_o a_o old_a and_o sinful_a heart_n and_o a_o earnest_a desire_n of_o a_o 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travel_n 2_o after_o her_o delivery_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o 3_o part_n 1_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o forrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o thâ—_n sorrow_v p._n 324_o 2_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o pang_n hazard_n and_o fear_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n p._n 332_o 3_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o her_o travel_n p._n 340_o the_o prayer_n p._n 343_o 2_o tear_n of_o a_o woman_n after_o her_o delivery_n from_o the_o pain_n of_o childbearing_n p._n 346_o the_o prayer_n p._n 351_o 13_o tear_n in_o time_n of_o pestilence_n the_o soliloquy_n conse_v of_o 6_o several_a part_n treat_v of_o 1_o mourn_v by_o example_n in_o a_o public_a calamity_n p._n 354_o 2_o several_a cause_n of_o god_n visitation_n p._n 368_o 3_o sin_n especial_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o pestilence_n p._n 381_o 4_o several_a example_n of_o dreadful_a pestilence_n p._n 388_o 5_o god_n threaten_v before_o his_o visitation_n p._n 395_o 6_o the_o duty_n of_o a_o 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labour_n the_o mid_a wife_n say_v unto_o she_o 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v have_v this_o son_n also_o 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o and_o she_o have_v her_o son_n and_o call_v he_o ben-oni_n the_o soon_o of_o her_o sorrow_n but_o his_o father_n call_v he_o benjamin_n the_o son_n of_o his_o right_a hand_n yet_o she_o die_v the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o that_o die_v in_o childbirth_n increase_v my_o fear_n and_o add_v to_o my_o affliction_n i_o be_o so_o dismay_v between_o the_o pang_n which_o i_o suffer_v and_o the_o suspicion_n of_o death_n which_o possess_v my_o soul_n that_o i_o be_o i_o know_v not_o how_o divide_v and_o forlorn_a one_o while_o i_o resolve_v to_o submit_v to_o my_o god_n another_o while_o i_o suspect_v that_o i_o shall_v not_o possible_o endure_v the_o severity_n of_o my_o torture_n my_o tear_n be_v many_o my_o pang_n increase_v and_o double_a and_o treble_v themselves_o upon_o i_o one_o o_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o cry_v but_o as_o if_o my_o short_a 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the_o depth_n of_o my_o sufferance_n i_o be_o all_o most_o bereave_v of_o my_o sense_n with_o the_o violence_n of_o the_o pain_n and_o at_o time_n of_o intermission_n i_o be_o half_o distract_v with_o these_o doubt_n and_o fear_n 3.2_o act_n 3.2_o sometime_o i_o think_v of_o the_o man_n that_o be_v lame_a from_o his_o mother_n womb_n and_o be_v faint_a to_o be_v carry_v who_o they_o lay_v daily_o at_o the_o gate_n of_o the_o temple_n which_o be_v call_v beautiful_a to_o ask_v alm_n of_o they_o that_o enter_v into_o the_o temple_n and_o then_o i_o be_o jealous_a that_o either_o my_o child_n may_v be_v a_o cripple_n or_o else_o a_o beggar_n at_o other_o time_n i_o think_v of_o the_o man_n at_o lystra_n 14.8_o c_o 14.8_o impotent_a in_o his_o foot_n who_o be_v likewise_o a_o cripple_n from_o his_o mother_n womb_n and_o never_o have_v walk_v and_o present_o i_o fear_v that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o too_o again_o sometime_o my_o anxious_a thought_n fix_v upon_o the_o man_n who_o be_v blind_a 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