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etc._n god_n be_v a_o single_a spirit_n far_o excel_v the_o singleness_n of_o any_o angel_n for_o a_o angel_n as_o also_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n or_o woman_n have_v three_o want_n of_o perfect_a singleness_n first_o in_o every_o angel_n there_o be_v a_o be_v for_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a several_a thing_n there_o be_v also_o in_o the_o same_o angel_n a_o possibility_n to_o be_v change_v into_o some_o other_o thing_n yea_o into_o nothing_o because_o the_o angel_n be_v under_o god_n and_o god_n can_v do_v unto_o it_o whatsoever_o he_o will_n but_o there_o be_v no_o possibility_n of_o change_n in_o god_n because_o he_o be_v under_o none_o second_o every_o angel_n be_v that_o which_o it_o be_v in_o several_a and_o thereby_o he_o differ_v and_o be_v know_v from_o all_o other_o angel_n and_o yet_o the_o same_o kind_n of_o nature_n whereby_o he_o be_v that_o which_o he_o be_v be_v also_o in_o other_o angel_n but_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n whereby_o he_o be_v that_o which_o he_o be_v be_v 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pure_a clear_a and_o pierce_a light_n yet_o many_o sundry_a virtue_n be_v in_o this_o light_n it_o shine_v it_o heat_v it_o quicken_v man_n beast_n foul_a fish_n fruit_n yea_o it_o seem_v to_o work_v contrary_n as_o soften_a wax_n harden_v clay_n these_o and_o many_o other_o thing_n work_v the_o single_a light_n of_o the_o shine_a sun_n much_o more_o excellent_a be_v the_o god_n that_o make_v the_o sun_n in_o his_o most_o single_a nature_n be_v all_o virtue_n ability_n and_o efficacy_n his_o name_n be_v bless_v amen_n god_n be_v a_o durable_a spirit_n not_o only_o without_o end_v for_o so_o have_v he_o make_v angel_n and_o soul_n yea_o and_o so_o he_o will_v make_v the_o body_n of_o man_n woman_n and_o child_n to_o be_v after_o the_o resurrection_n but_o also_o the_o lord_n god_n be_v without_o beginning_n therefore_o david_n say_v unto_o he_o psalm_n 19.2_o from_o everlasting_a to_o everlasting_a thou_o be_v god_n god_n be_v unmeasurable_a that_o be_v of_o such_o a_o exceed_a infinitenes_n that_o he_o fill_v yea_o &_o surpass_v the_o whole_a compass_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n jer._n 23.24_o 2._o king_n 8.27_o yet_o not_o so_o that_o one_o part_n of_o he_o be_v one_o where_o and_o a_o other_o else_o where_o but_o god_n be_v whole_o in_o all_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o whole_o in_o every_o part_n and_o place_n of_o the_o world_n then_o why_o be_v it_o say_v that_o god_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o why_o be_v we_o will_v to_o lift_v up_o our_o heart_n towards_o heaven_n when_o we_o pray_v unto_o he_o because_o his_o pleasure_n be_v to_o manifest_v himself_o in_o glory_n chief_o in_o heaven_n and_o from_o heaven_n why_o do_v the_o bible_n say_v that_o god_n be_v with_o good_a folk_n and_o not_o with_o bad_a because_o he_o do_v gracious_o acquaint_v himself_o with_o those_o that_o serve_v he_o but_o he_o will_v not_o be_v know_v that_o he_o be_v in_o the_o company_n of_o naughty_a people_n because_o he_o hate_v their_o behaviour_n yet_o he_o be_v where_o 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