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great_a maker_n and_o master_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o the_o bailife_n man_n every_o one_o of_o we_o be_v we_o master_n or_o servant_n rich_a or_o poor_a who_o hold_v all_o that_o we_o have_v of_o that_o great_a landlord_n the_o good_n of_o our_o body_n the_o good_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o those_o of_o fortune_n all_o be_v he_o and_o all_o proceed_v from_o his_o bountiful_a hand_n we_o have_v the_o stewardshippe_n of_o they_o to_o work_v thereby_o our_o salvation_n but_o the_o property_n remain_v still_o he_o affection_n let_v we_o not_o then_o my_o soul_n mistake_v ourselves_o apprehend_v that_o we_o be_v lord_n and_o master_n while_o we_o be_v but_o indeed_o farmer_n and_o removable_a at_o pleasure_n of_o what_o seem_v to_o be_v we_o be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o to_o vaunt_v
christian_n know_v but_o too_o much_o to_o do_v solitle_o ignorance_n may_v some_o time_n excuse_v but_o luke_o warmness_n idleness_n and_o negligence_n can_v never_o we_o know_v what_o a_o dear_a price_n be_v put_v down_o at_o jerusalem_n for_o our_o ransom_n and_o what_o a_o inestimable_a reward_n be_v prepare_v for_o we_o in_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n we_o know_v what_o endless_a torment_n be_v threaten_v if_o we_o live_v not_o according_a to_o the_o knowledge_n and_o light_n of_o faith_n we_o have_v we_o know_v that_o this_o day_n be_v yet_o we_o a_o acceptable_a time_n a_o day_n of_o salvation_n wherein_o more_o may_v be_v do_v for_o a_o sith_o a_o tear_n a_o contrite_a and_o humble_a heart_n then_o can_v be_v purchace_v by_o the_o prayer_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n this_o day_n of_o our_o life_n be_v once_o past_a affection_n and_o be_v it_o yet_o possible_a my_o soul_n that_o after_o all_o these_o wholesome_a and_o certain_a knowledge_n we_o still_o live_v in_o a_o cold_a carelessnesse_n as_o though_o there_o be_v nothing_o after_o this_o life_n either_o to_o be_v fear_v or_o hope_v for_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o we_o dare_v idle_o spend_v this_o day_n of_o we_o lend_v we_o to_o work_v our_o salvation_n in_o and_o still_o make_v bold_a to_o take_v new_a day_n with_o god_n which_o be_v never_o promise_v we_o for_o our_o coversion_n be_v there_o any_o of_o we_o so_o resolute_a as_o will_v not_o weep_v be_v he_o assure_v that_o within_o three_o day_n he_o shall_v be_v cite_v before_o the_o dreadful_a tribunal_n of_o a_o wrathful_a judge_n and_o yet_o while_o we_o have_v but_o one_o day_n we_o can_v call_v we_o or_o one_o present_a hour_n according_a to_o s._n paul_n we_o dare_v pass_v it_o in_o laugh_v languish_a sleep_a etc._n etc._n which_o lead_v to_o death_n and_o be_v like_o those_o hazardous_a soul_n who_o spend_v their_o day_n in_o delight_n and_o in_o a_o moment_n descend_v into_o hell_n the_o second_o pointe._n because_o thou_o 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even_o insult_v at_o the_o poor_a publican_n who_o ask_v he_o be_v not_o like_o the_o rest_n of_o man_n except_v none_o extortioner_n unjust_a adulterer_n nor_o be_v he_o like_o that_o publican_n wherein_o he_o add_v rash_a judgement_n to_o his_o pride_n in_o fine_a half_n the_o law_n be_v but_o decline_v from_o evil_n and_o all_o that_o if_o you_o believe_v he_o he_o have_v perform_v affection_n beware_v my_o soul_n of_o this_o proud_a prayer_n which_o provoke_v god_n wroth_a upon_o us._n what_o have_v we_o of_o grace_n or_o nature_n which_o we_o have_v not_o receive_v and_o if_o they_o be_v god_n gift_n why_o do_v we_o vain_o glory_v in_o they_o as_o though_o we_o have_v not_o receive_v they_o why_o do_v we_o glory_v in_o they_o and_o prefer_v ourselves_o before_o poor_a sinner_n who_o we_o look_v upon_o with_o disdaigne_n who_o be_v haply_o far_o better_a than_o we_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n let_v such_o as_o stand_v look_v that_o they_o fall_v not_o let_v our_o eye_n be_v fix_v upon_o our_o own_o defect_n leave_v god_n to_o judge_v our_o neighbour_n to_o who_o he_o stand_v or_o fall_v the_o second_o pointe._n i_o fast_o twice_o a_o week_n i_o give_v tithe_n of_o all_o i_o possess_v etc._n etc._n consider_v that_o pride_n still_o ascend_v and_o gain_v ground_n the_o pharisee_n have_v already_o in_o his_o own_o esteem_n free_v himself_o from_o all_o stain_n of_o sin_n what_o rest_v for_o his_o pride_n but_o to_o preach_v his_o own_o virtue_n that_o so_o christian_a justice_n may_v appear_v accomplish_v in_o he_o i_o fast_a twice_o a_o week_n say_v he_o i_o give_v tithe_n of_o all_o i_o possess_v not_o of_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o earth_n only_o according_a to_o the_o prescript_n of_o the_o law_n but_o even_o of_o all_o without_o exception_n affection_n look_v upon_o this_o vain_a boast_n my_o soul_n with_o horror_n and_o careful_o strive_v to_o avoid_v that_o dangerous_a shelf_n of_o presumption_n upon_o which_o so_o many_o apparent_o devoute_a soul_n 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himself_o unworthy_a to_o come_v near_o the_o altar_n he_o dare_v not_o so_o much_o as_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n because_o shame_v and_o confusion_n have_v cover_v his_o countenance_n to_o have_v offend_v so_o great_a a_o majesty_n he_o knock_v his_o breast_n where_o sin_n be_v conceive_v and_o seem_v to_o take_v revenge_n of_o himself_o he_o beseech_v god_n to_o be_v merciful_a to_o he_o a_o sinner_n expose_v his_o misery_n only_o for_o god_n mercy_n to_o magnify_v itself_o upon_o affection_n let_v we_o not_o my_o soul_n be_v ashamed_a to_o learn_v of_o this_o poor_a publican_n what_o disposition_n we_o ought_v to_o bring_v with_o we_o when_o we_o go_v to_o sue_v to_o the_o dreadefull_a majesty_n of_o god_n for_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n nay_o rather_o let_v we_o blush_v that_o after_o so_o long_o practice_v in_o spirituality_n we_o fall_v short_a of_o that_o poor_a sinner_n after_o so_o much_o light_n so_o many_o heavenly_a inspiration_n so_o many_o help_n and_o assistance_n which_o he_o never_o have_v and_o yet_o while_o our_o eye_n lie_v open_a to_o every_o distraction_n he_o with_o confusion_n be_v fix_v upon_o the_o ground_n not_o dare_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o heaven_n he_o take_v revenge_n upon_o the_o breast_n wherein_o sin_n be_v conceive_v and_o make_v humble_o confess_v misery_n alone_o plead_v for_o mercy_n the_o second_o pointe._n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n consider_v the_o contrary_a effect_n of_o the_o far_o contrary_a proceed_n of_o the_o proud_a pharisee_n and_o humble_a publican_n the_o pharisee_n come_v with_o his_o hart_n full_o swell_v with_o proud_a justice_n and_o return_v with_o his_o hand_n empty_a the_o publican_n come_v load_v with_o humble_a injustice_n and_o a_o empty_a hart_n and_o he_o return_v with_o
raise_v to_o life_n affection_n have_v we_o then_o my_o soul_n please_v ourselves_o in_o thought_n and_o consent_v to_o what_o wisdom_n prohibit_v hope_v in_o god_n mercy_n and_o by_o his_o assistance_n this_o death_n will_v rather_o prove_v a_o sleep_n than_o death_n itself_o the_o maid_n be_v not_o dead_a but_o she_o sleep_v or_o have_v we_o be_v unhappy_a enough_o to_o have_v commit_v in_o work_n what_o please_v we_o in_o thought_n all_o hope_n be_v not_o yet_o past_a the_o dead_a man_n be_v not_o yet_o bury_v god_n have_v power_n enough_o to_o say_v young_a man_n i_o say_v to_o thou_o rise_v or_o be_v we_o haply_o so_o extreme_o miserable_a as_o not_o only_o to_o have_v offend_v in_o thought_n and_o work_v but_o even_o to_o be_v dead_a bury_v and_o corrupt_v in_o a_o long_a and_o dissolute_a custom_n of_o sin_v enter_v not_o yet_o into_o despair_n neither_o lazarus_n who_o stunc_n ke_v in_o his_o grave_n be_v raise_v to_o life_n god_n neither_o want_v goodness_n nor_o power_n to_o pardon_v so_o we_o have_v resolution_n by_o his_o grace_n to_o quit_v our_o ill_a way_n etc._n etc._n resolution_n let_v we_o run_v over_o our_o life_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o our_o heart_n humble_a our_o self_n under_o the_o powerful_a hand_n of_o god_n and_o incessant_o beg_v for_o pardon_n for_o what_o be_v past_a and_o grace_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v the_o first_o meditation_n for_o the_o xvi_o sunday_n after_o whitsunday_n and_o they_o the_o parisy_n observe_v he_o luc._n 14._o consider_v that_o the_o parisy_n invite_v our_o saviour_n jesus_n chr._n to_o dinner_n not_o so_o much_o out_o of_o respect_n to_o he_o as_o with_o a_o malicious_a intention_n to_o pry_v into_o his_o action_n and_o to_o observe_v his_o word_n and_o comportement_n to_o censure_v he_o whence_o we_o may_v gather_v that_o it_o be_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o a_o christian_a but_o the_o proud_a and_o malicious_a humour_n of_o a_o pharisee_n to_o leave_v the_o care_n of_o ourself_o as_o be_v in_o self_n conceit_n above_o the_o pitch_n of_o other_o man_n to_o observe_v the_o word_n and_o action_n of_o our_o neighbour_n which_o concern_v we_o not_o especial_o those_o which_o be_v the_o worst_a or_o by_o our_o malice_n we_o turn_v to_o the_o worst_a affection_n let_v we_o not_o trouble_v ourselves_o my_o soul_n with_o what_o concern_v we_o not_o every_o one_o stand_v or_o fall_v to_o himself_o every_o one_o shall_v be_v judge_v according_a to_o his_o own_o not_o his_o brother_n work_n it_o behoove_v we_o then_o to_o have_v compassion_n of_o he_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o he_o not_o to_o censure_v he_o nay_o rather_o let_v we_o turn_v our_o zeal_n where_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v employ_v to_o weep_v upon_o ourselves_o and_o our_o own_o deffault_n that_o poor_a sinner_n who_o we_o reprehend_v be_v a_o saint_n for_o any_o thing_n we_o know_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o second_o pointe._n consider_v that_o though_o our_o b._n saviour_n who_o see_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n 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