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rod_n and_o taste_v of_o the_o honey_n his_o dim_a eye_n receive_v sight_n and_o his_o feeble_a body_n be_v strengthen_v o_o lord_n 8.46_o luc._n 8.46_o if_o i_o shall_v touch_v jesus_n by_o the_o rod_n of_o faith_n my_o dim_a eye_n shall_v receive_v sight_n and_o my_o feeble_a soul_n new_a strength_n o_o my_o lord_n be_o not_o i_o seek_v this_o strength_n of_o thou_o to_o bruise_v the_o head_n of_o the_o old_a serpent_n 3.15_o gen._n 3.15_o a_o swear_a enemy_n to_o thy_o kingdom_n deny_v not_o armour_n to_o thy_o own_o weak_a soldier_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n i_o may_v subdue_v that_o great_a dragon_n sin_n that_o it_o may_v be_v bear_v down_o and_o jesus_n his_o throne_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o the_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n sanctify_v my_o rest_n this_o night_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o when_o this_o weary_a body_n have_v receive_v its_o bodily_a refreshment_n i_o may_v rise_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o morrow_n to_o do_v thou_o better_a service_n 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but_o either_o when_o thou_o humble_a i_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o raise_v i_o up_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o mercy_n rather_o than_o i_o be_v senseless_a let_v i_o be_v sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n that_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v bewail_v it_o teach_v i_o now_o to_o mourn_v with_o thy_o child_n 1.7_o 2._o thess_n 1.7_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o rejoice_n cherish_v o_o lord_n those_o little_a sparkle_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o thy_o great_a mercy_n thou_o have_v kindle_v in_o my_o soul_n increase_v my_o faith_n
have_v be_v peter_n be_v teach_v this_o lesson_n of_o his_o saviour_n that_o he_o love_v much_o to_o who_o much_o be_v forgive_v and_o so_o be_v demand_v if_o he_o love_v he_o more_o than_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o disciple_n do_v he_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o his_o compassion_n bestow_v upon_o he_o refer_v the_o answer_n to_o his_o master_n 21.15_o john_n 21.15_o who_o he_o know_v do_v know_v all_o thing_n &_o know_v how_o much_o and_o in_o what_o degree_n he_o love_v he_o neither_o be_v this_o contradicent_fw-la to_o the_o word_n which_o say_v thou_o shall_v deny_v i_o thrice_o for_o christ_n say_v not_o thrice_o only_o but_o thrice_o and_o he_o that_o deny_v seven_o time_n deny_v also_o thrice_o peter_n have_v say_v before_o shall_v i_o forgive_v my_o brother_n seven_o time_n to_o who_o christ_n answer_v not_o seven_o time_n but_o seaventie_a time_n seven_o time_n christ_n favour_n to_o his_o own_o be_v above_o the_o affection_n of_o man_n or_o love_n of_o woman_n as_o david_n say_v of_o jonathan_n and_o according_a to_o his_o everlasting_a mercy_n do_v he_o so_o much_o more_o free_o and_o ready_o forgive_v yea_o this_o be_v also_o to_o strengthen_v peter_n that_o when_o he_o shall_v fall_v which_o christ_n do_v foresee_v he_o shall_v not_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o desperation_n but_o constant_o believe_v with_o a_o livelie_a and_o justify_v faith_n in_o the_o son_n of_o god_n as_o he_o have_v profess_v before_o his_o master_n to_o whâ—m_n shall_v we_o go_v 69._o john_n 6.68_o 69._o thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o we_o believe_v and_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v the_o christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n 16.16_o mat._n 16.16_o thus_o have_v we_o speak_v of_o these_o two_o disciple_n peter_n &_o judas_n their_o fall_n and_o repentance_n which_o be_v as_o different_a as_o heaven_n be_v above_o hell_n how_o be_v now_o the_o priest_n &_o elder_n of_o the_o people_n employ_v they_o be_v about_o the_o counsel_n for_o buy_v of_o the_o potter_n field_n because_o they_o will_v not_o put_v his_o money_n in_o their_o treasure_n narrow_a and_o straight_o be_v their_o conscience_n in_o small_a thing_n but_o room_n large_a &_o broad_a in_o great_a affair_n they_o be_v constrain_v to_o perfect_a the_o lord_n decree_n pronounce_v by_o the_o prophet_n zacharie_n it_o be_v impossible_a that_o the_o enemy_n of_o christ_n can_v stop_v the_o course_n &_o strength_n of_o the_o truth_n there_o be_v neither_o wisdom_n neither_o understanding_n 21.30_o pro._n 21.30_o nor_o counsel_n against_o the_o lord_n o_o prophetical_a certainty_n o_o great_a &_o unspeakable_a knowledge_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n he_o say_v not_o ten_o or_o twenty_o but_o preciselie_o thirty_o as_o if_o he_o have_v tell_v &_o deburse_v to_o they_o these_o piece_n of_o silver_n let_v nothing_o dissuade_v we_o from_o the_o certanty_n of_o god_n promise_n although_o there_o appear_v unto_o flesh_n and_o blood_n no_o reason_n how_o they_o shall_v be_v accomplish_v yea_o and_o that_o all_o thing_n tend_v to_o the_o flat_a contrary_n never_o do_v thou_o swerve_v nor_o shrink_v but_o believe_v against_o hope_n under_o hope_n 4.18_o rom._n 4.18_o many_o beautiful_a show_n of_o outward_a holiness_n do_v these_o represent_v they_o know_v unlawful_o purchase_v alm_n be_v displease_v unto_o god_n they_o know_v a_o care_n shall_v be_v have_v of_o the_o poor_a and_o stranger_n depart_v this_o life_n that_o they_o be_v bury_v and_o for_o the_o perpetual_a memory_n thereof_o do_v give_v the_o place_n a_o name_n here_o be_v their_o pharisaical_a hypocrisy_n they_o attend_v outward_a religion_n but_o lack_v internal_a worship_n of_o the_o mind_n which_o be_v not_o look_v to_o well_o say_v christ_n of_o they_o woe_n be_v unto_o you_o scribe_n &_o pharisee_n hypocrite_n for_o year_n like_a unto_o white_v tomb_n which_o appear_v beautiful_a outward_a 23.27.28_o mat._n 23.27.28_o but_o be_v within_o full_a of_o dead_a man_n bone_n and_o of_o all_o filthiness_n so_o be_v you_o also_o for_o outward_o you_o appear_v righteous_a unto_o man_n but_o within_o you_o be_v full_a of_o hypocrisy_n and_o iniquity_n yet_o the_o faithful_a shall_v not_o omit_v their_o duty_n of_o humanty_n to_o support_v the_o indigencie_n of_o their_o brethren_n while_o they_o live_v &_o duetiful_a care_n of_o they_o when_o they_o be_v dead_a neither_o not_o to_o pull_v the_o good_n from_o their_o heir_n unto_o themselves_o yet_o one_o thing_n here_o thou_o must_v learn_v poor_a soul_n of_o their_o hypocrisy_n to_o bestow_v thy_o charity_n and_o alm_n upon_o the_o poor_a of_o thy_o own_o lawful_a good_n for_o i_o the_o lord_n 61.8_o esay_n 61.8_o love_v judgement_n and_o hate_v robbery_n for_o burn_a offering_n and_o i_o will_v direct_v their_o work_n in_o truth_n &_o will_v make_v a_o everlasting_a covenant_n with_o they_o for_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v a_o abomination_n to_o the_o lord_n 15.8_o pro._n 15.8_o to_o present_v he_o in_o his_o member_n with_o such_o be_v to_o associate_v he_o to_o their_o villainy_n he_o that_o take_v away_o his_o neighbour_n live_v 11.12_o esay_n 1._o 11.12_o slay_v he_o and_o be_v that_o defraud_v the_o labourer_n of_o his_o hire_n 34.23_o eccl._n 34.23_o be_v a_o blood-shedder_n but_o here_o behold_v a_o everlasting_a monument_n raise_v by_o they_o of_o their_o impiety_n and_o malice_n against_o christ_n for_o while_o dissemblar_n will_v cover_v their_o wickedness_n than_o most_o of_o all_o it_o be_v make_v manifest_a by_o reason_n of_o aceldama_n but_o this_o be_v long_o time_n before_o figure_v in_o joseph_n who_o at_o the_o desire_n of_o juda_n be_v sell_v to_o the_o ishmaelite_n 6._o gen._n 47.5_o 6._o whereby_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o the_o land_n of_o goshan_n be_v give_v his_o brethren_n to_o dwell_v in_o so_o jesus_n sell_v and_o deliver_v to_o death_n 14.2.3_o john_n 14.2.3_o prepare_v a_o place_n for_o we_o where_o be_v deliver_v from_o all_o trouble_n 17.24_o john_n 17.24_o we_o may_v enjoy_v rest_n for_o ever_o remember_v my_o soul_n that_o thou_o be_v sell_v under_o the_o tyranny_n of_o sin_n but_o by_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v sell_v for_o thou_o thou_o be_v restore_v to_o liberty_n be_v then_o make_v free_a from_o sin_n we_o be_v make_v the_o servant_n of_o righteousness_n and_o as_o you_o have_v give_v your_o member_n servant_n to_o uncleanness_n 6.18.19.22_o rom._n 6.18.19.22_o and_o iniquity_n to_o commit_v iniquity_n so_o now_o give_v your_o member_n servant_n unto_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n that_o be_v fir_v from_o sin_n you_o have_v your_o fruit_n in_o holiness_n and_o the_o end_n everlasting_a life_n 13.18_o mat._n 13.18_o wherefore_o this_o field_n be_v the_o world_n the_o potter_n be_v god_n who_o make_v man_n of_o the_o slime_n of_o the_o earth_n 2.7_o gen._n 2.7_o the_o stranger_n be_v christian_n who_o have_v no_o abide_v city_n here_o 9.21_o rom._n 9.21_o but_o have_v renounce_v the_o world_n the_o burial_n place_n be_v 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my_o love_n and_o my_o light_n learn_v i_o to_o forget_v those_o thing_n that_o be_v behind_o i_o 3.13_o phi._n 3.13_o and_o follow_v hard_a towards_o the_o mark_n o_o lord_n open_v thy_o own_o treasure_n and_o send_v down_o of_o thy_o spiritual_a grace_n let_v i_o find_v a_o lift_n up_o virtue_n in_o thy_o spirit_n continual_o raise_v up_o my_o spirit_n speak_v peaceable_a thing_n to_o my_o soul_n this_o morning_n that_o all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o give_v i_o faith_n to_o apply_v the_o sweet_a promise_n of_o mercy_n make_v in_o thy_o worde_n hedge_n i_o so_o about_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o my_o secreet_a corruption_n break_v not_o out_o let_v my_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o walk_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o move_n towards_o thou_o 12.32_o john_n 12.32_o draw_v i_o every_o day_n somewhat_o near_o to_o thyself_o and_o deface_v the_o image_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o that_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o o_o lord_n a_o bulwark_n to_o thy_o servant_n that_o the_o violent_a spait_n of_o the_o corruption_n of_o this_o time_n dryve_v i_o not_o away_o save_v i_o that_o i_o communicate_v not_o with_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o man_n 5.22_o 1._o tim._n 5.22_o and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o own_o sin_n as_o this_o body_n of_o clay_n wear_v and_o waste_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o sin_n may_v wear_v and_o waste_v in_o i_o bring_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o grace_n to_o perfection_n and_o lead_v i_o from_o faith_n 1.17_o rom._n 1.17_o to_o faith_n and_o from_o feeling_n to_o feeel_v 13.12_o 1._o cor._n 13.12_o until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feell_v into_o a_o endless_a fellowship_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n with_o my_o bless_a head_n and_o husband_n jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n i_o bless_v the_o time_n wherein_o i_o be_v acquaint_v with_o thy_o majesty_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o send_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n 2.12_o 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fiery_a chariot_n so_o have_v thou_o shed_v i_o from_o the_o reprobat_fw-la sometime_o walk_v in_o one_o course_n with_o they_o i_o say_v with_o thy_o servant_n david_n not_o unto_o i_o 1._o psal_n 115._o 1._o not_o unto_o i_o o_o lord_n but_o unto_o thy_o name_n let_v the_o glory_n be_v give_v who_o be_v able_a to_o think_v aright_o of_o thy_o mercy_n all_o thy_o way_n be_v mercy_n &_o truth_n to_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o 25.1_o psal_n 25.1_o when_o i_o remember_v what_o i_o have_v be_v i_o be_o enforce_v to_o wonder_v at_o thy_o mercy_n if_o thou_o have_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o punish_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o be_v ready_a to_o commit_v sin_n i_o have_v have_v my_o portion_n amongst_o the_o damn_a spirit_n ere_o now_o what_o folly_n be_v there_o wherein_o i_o do_v not_o take_v pleasure_n i_o stop_v my_o care_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n and_o hearken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o serpent_n the_o deceitful_a pleasure_n of_o sin_n ensnare_v my_o soul_n but_o thou_o 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as_o all_o the_o water_n run_v into_o the_o ocean_n so_o do_v all_o poor_a sinner_n pour_v out_o their_o complaint_n in_o thy_o bosom_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n of_o a_o weary_a soul_n to_o thou_o only_o do_v we_o fly_v in_o our_o great_a necessity_n and_o at_o thy_o mouth_n do_v we_o seek_v resolution_n in_o our_o most_o perplex_a affair_n i_o have_v many_o thing_n to_o lament_v to_o thy_o majesty_n but_o in_o special_a i_o lament_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o meditation_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o mix_v with_o impertinent_a cogitation_n lord_n this_o be_v a_o token_n of_o a_o confuse_a heart_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o the_o heart_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o dwell_a place_n of_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v be_v so_o preoccupy_v by_o earthly_a fleshlie_o and_o profane_a cogitation_n i_o may_v withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v not_o with_o draw_v myself_o from_o a_o profane_a heart_n where_o ever_o i_o go_v i_o carry_v a_o profane_a 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that_o room_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o more_o clearelie_o to_o my_o soul_n draw_v aback_o this_o curtain_n off_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o more_o sensible_o i_o crave_v light_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o light_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n faith_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o because_o that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n grant_v i_o may_v study_v to_o a_o growth_n until_o thou_o perfect_a thy_o own_o work_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n consider_v what_o i_o be_o
esteem_v all_o thing_n dung_n in_o respect_n of_o he_o let_v i_o feel_v sensible_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o root_v 2.20_o eph._n 2.20_o and_o build_v in_o he_o let_v virtue_n proceed_v from_o he_o to_o heal_v my_o disease_a soul_n in_o he_o lord_n be_v well_o please_v with_o i_o thy_o weak_a servant_n furnish_v i_o with_o grace_n to_o do_v every_o point_n of_o thy_o worship_n with_o some_o piece_n of_o good_a conscience_n that_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o i_o nor_o deny_v i_o not_o to_o be_v thou_o but_o may_v call_v upon_o i_o say_v come_v faithful_a servant_n 25.21_o mat._n 25.21_o enter_v into_o thy_o master_n rest_n unto_o the_o which_o rest_n o_o lord_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n bring_v this_o poor_a soul_n of_o i_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n what_o shall_v i_o render_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o his_o benefit_n bestow_v upon_o i_o a_o sinful_a worm_n 116.12_o psal_n 116.12_o i_o have_v find_v thy_o kindness_n in_o outward_a thing_n i_o have_v have_v a_o proof_n of_o thy_o favour_n in_o inward_a mercy_n if_o ruth_n 2.3_o ruth_n 2.3_o when_o she_o find_v favour_n with_o boaz_n in_o suffer_v she_o to_o gather_v corn_n on_o his_o field_n among_o his_o slave_n and_o give_v her_o bodily_a refreshment_n with_o his_o servant_n make_v such_o a_o humble_a confession_n say_v what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v have_v find_v favour_n in_o thy_o eye_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v know_v i_o see_v i_o be_o a_o stranger_n what_o may_v i_o say_v to_o thy_o majesty_n who_o albeit_o i_o be_v a_o stranger_n from_o the_o womb_n yet_o have_v thou_o o_o lord_n receive_v i_o to_o mercy_n and_o communicate_a of_o thy_o spiritual_a treasure_n to_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n thou_o hâ—st_v pour_v in_o life_n in_o my_o soul_n where_o death_n have_v take_v seize_v yea_o as_o thou_o quicken_v lazarus_n his_o dead_a body_n 11.43_o john_n 11.43_o so_o have_v thou_o quicken_v my_o dead_a soul_n thou_o 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thy_o light_n do_v so_o delight_v the_o heat_n that_o it_o make_v we_o to_o forsake_v all_o that_o we_o may_v abide_v with_o thou_o i_o say_v to_o thou_o 1.16_o ruth_n 1.16_o o_o lord_n as_o ruth_n say_v to_o naomi_n where_o thou_o go_v i_o will_v go_v my_o dear_a lord_n strengthen_v my_o weak_a faith_n that_o day_n by_o day_n i_o may_v get_v a_o fast_a grippe_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o howbeit_o i_o continue_v not_o at_o all_o time_n in_o the_o like_a degree_n of_o feeling_n yet_o let_v never_o my_o faith_n fail_v i_o and_o whensoever_o i_o miss_v thou_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o seek_v thou_o with_o a_o sorrowful_a heart_n until_o i_o find_v thou_o lead_v i_o forward_o from_o faith_n to_o faith_n and_o feeling_n to_o feel_v until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feel_v in_o a_o perfect_a fruition_n of_o these_o supernatural_a joy_n which_o i_o long_o for_o and_o daily_a await_n in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o of_o the_o seven_o day_n it_o have_v please_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o separate_v this_o day_n from_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n for_o thy_o only_a worship_n lord_z in_o like_a manner_n separate_v i_o from_o my_o corruption_n and_o in_o some_o measure_n sanctify_v i_o this_o day_n to_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o may_v dedicate_v the_o same_o whole_o to_o thy_o service_n and_o not_o only_o cease_v from_o meddle_v with_o my_o worldly_a business_n but_o i_o may_v cease_v from_o sin_n and_o have_v all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n lift_v upward_o o_o lord_n warm_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o inslame_v my_o affection_n with_o the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o glory_n oh_o lord_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o dwell_v in_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n 120.5_o psal_n 120.5_o when_o shall_v this_o wearisome_a pilgrimage_n be_v end_v when_o shall_v that_o bless_a jubilee_n come_v when_o all_o thy_o saint_n shall_v be_v set_v at_o liberty_n and_o we_o to_o enjoy_v perfect_a rest_n with_o thou_o for_o ever_o here_o i_o be_o oppress_v with_o fear_n doubtinge_n deadness_n of_o spirit_n blindness_n of_o mind_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n sweet_a christ_n jesus_n leave_v i_o not_o in_o this_o place_n of_o my_o banishment_n for_o thou_o be_v light_a and_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v in_o darkness_n 8.12_o john_n 8.12_o thou_o be_v life_n and_o without_o thou_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o present_a death_n thou_o be_v the_o way_n and_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v in_o the_o broad_a way_n go_v thou_o before_o i_o my_o dear_a saviour_n then_o shall_v i_o cheerefulie_o follow_v thou_o let_v i_o see_v the_o way_n i_o shall_v walk_v into_o and_o lead_v i_o into_o that_o way_n make_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a and_o now_o o_o lord_n since_o i_o be_o to_o go_v to_o thy_o house_n to_o hear_v thy_o will_n out_o of_o thy_o word_n be_v thou_o my_o convoy_n and_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o take_v heed_n to_o my_o foot_n 5.1_o eccl._n 4_o 5.1_o when_o i_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n grant_v i_o may_v watch_v so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n and_o mind_n that_o i_o be_v not_o wander_v in_o time_n of_o thy_o worship_n make_v thy_o word_n comfortable_a unto_o my_o soul_n yea_o let_v it_o be_v sweet_a to_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n that_o i_o may_v return_v from_o thy_o service_n with_o a_o mind_n more_o illuminate_v and_o heart_n by_o grace_n better_o establish_v and_o affection_n better_o inform_v and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o a_o great_a measure_n sanctify_v final_o so_o rule_v i_o by_o thy_o good_a spirit_n this_o day_n that_o no_o part_n of_o it_o be_v steal_v away_o from_o thy_o service_n but_o that_o i_o may_v spend_v it_o so_o regiouslie_o that_o when_o the_o evening_n shall_v come_v i_o may_v reap_v the_o peace_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n the_o which_o peace_n be_v to_o i_o a_o arle_n penny_n of_o that_o endless_a peace_n i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o seven_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n although_o thy_o majesty_n know_v it_o be_v my_o purpose_n in_o the_o morning_n to_o have_v spend_v this_o whole_o day_n in_o thy_o service_n yet_o i_o have_v steal_v a_o part_n of_o it_o from_o thou_o my_o mind_n have_v go_v a_o whore_v after_o other_o vanity_n no_o i_o dare_v not_o but_o confess_v that_o even_o in_o the_o very_a hour_n of_o preach_v and_o prayer_n my_o heart_n have_v wander_v from_o thou_o oh_o lord_n it_o be_v easy_a to_o promise_v obedience_n but_o not_o so_o easy_a to_o perform_v i_o perceive_v by_o doolefull_a experience_n that_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a to_o such_o inconstancy_n that_o i_o can_v not_o keep_v it_o in_o the_o state_n with_o thy_o majesty_n no_o not_o the_o space_n of_o one_o day_n no_o lord_n not_o one_o hour_n yea_o scarce_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n i_o resolve_v well_o 7.18_o rom._n 7.18_o but_o practise_v nothing_o my_o desire_n be_v ever_o to_o walk_v with_o thou_o but_o alace_o every_o moment_n i_o wander_v from_o thou_o many_o be_v the_o change_n whereunto_o i_o be_o subject_a sometime_o i_o find_v the_o spirit-slightering_a upward_o incontinent_a draw_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n sometime_o delight_v to_o talk_v with_o god_n at_o other_o time_n weary_v of_o spiritual_a exercise_n sometime_o marveilouslie_o enlighten_v with_o a_o great_a light_n at_o other_o time_n plight_v with_o a_o palpable_a darkness_n 1._o â—_o pet._n 1._o sometime_o rejoice_v with_o
be_v a_o new_a burial_n place_n that_o he_o will_v be_v lay_v in_o so_o a_o renew_a heart_n by_o the_o spirit_n be_v his_o dwell_a place_n for_o he_o can_v not_o rest_v in_o the_o ludge_n of_o that_o soul_n that_o have_v sell_v itself_o to_o sin_n as_o he_o will_v have_v also_o a_o clean_a &_o a_o pure_a body_n as_o a_o winding-sheete_n to_o be_v wrap_v in_o as_o sweet_o smell_v savour_n of_o virtue_n faith_n repentance_n love_n patience_n etc._n etc._n join_v thereto_o to_o the_o mouth_n of_o this_o burial_n do_v they_o roll_v a_o great_a stone_n by_o the_o lord_n providence_n to_o stop_v the_o mouth_n of_o his_o enemy_n 1.19_o eph._n 1.19_o for_o it_o be_v he_o that_o raise_v he_o from_o death_n to_o life_n wherein_o most_o of_o all_o thing_n his_o power_n do_v appear_v and_o this_o be_v do_v in_o the_o preparation_n to_o the_o sabbath_n for_o as_o god_n the_o father_n perfect_v the_o work_n of_o creation_n then_o so_o the_o son_n have_v accomplish_v the_o work_n of_o redemption_n and_o do_v rest_v the_o sabbath_n from_o his_o work_n 15.24_o 1._o cor._n 15.24_o &_o shall_v give_v sweet_a security_n and_o peace_n to_o our_o body_n and_o soul_n now_o have_v thou_o woeful_a soul_n the_o accomplishment_n of_o the_o prophet_n concern_v his_o burial_n 16.9_o psal_n 16.9_o that_o his_o flesh_n shall_v rest_v in_o peace_n and_o the_o type_n of_o jonah_n perfect_v 53.9_o â—â—y_n 53.9_o and_o therefore_o see_v in_o christ_n &_o by_o christ_n our_o sin_n be_v bury_v let_v we_o not_o dig_v they_o up_o again_o of_o new_a 12.39_o math._n 12.39_o but_o since_o we_o be_v bury_v with_o he_o by_o baptism_n unto_o his_o death_n 6.4_o rom._n 6.4_o that_o like_a as_o christ_n raise_v up_o from_o the_o dead_a by_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o father_n so_o we_o also_o shall_v walk_v in_o newness_n of_o life_n and_o albeit_o our_o burial_n be_v a_o part_n of_o the_o punishment_n inflict_v to_o adam_n 3.19_o gen._n 3.19_o that_o he_o shall_v turn_v to_o dust_n yet_o now_o they_o be_v not_o 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