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that_o will_v do_v my_o will_n must_v learn_v to_o forsake_v and_o break_v his_o own_o we_o may_v be_v weary_v in_o the_o fight_n but_o after_o victory_n we_o shall_v be_v crown_v and_o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o gain_v life_n to_o die_v daily_o to_o ourselves_o and_o to_o mortify_v our_o affection_n where_o and_o in_o who_o they_o live_v there_o reason_n be_v dead_a and_o therefore_o holy_a david_n pray_v thus_o unto_o the_o lord_n 119._o psal_n 119._o open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o wondrous_a thing_n of_o thy_o law_n as_o if_o he_o shall_v have_v say_v i_o know_v o_fw-fr lord_n that_o in_o thy_o law_n be_v hide_v and_o contain_v great_a and_o sublime_a mystery_n but_o i_o be_o a_o poor_a sinful_a man_n cumber_v and_o press_v with_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o flesh_n subject_n to_o divers_a affection_n and_o lust_n neither_o be_o i_o ignorant_a how_o great_a be_v their_o power_n and_o strength_n they_o molest_v my_o thought_n and_o blind_a my_o understanding_n do_v thou_o therefore_o of_o thy_o goodness_n open_v my_o eye_n and_o dispel_v the_o mist_n of_o error_n which_o be_v spread_v in_o my_o foul_a by_o mean_n of_o my_o affection_n concern_v these_o rage_a passion_n seneca_n say_v not_o amiss_o 116._o ep._n 85._o et_fw-la 116._o it_o be_v far_o more_o easy_a to_o stop_v their_o beginning_n then_o to_o master_n or_o rule_v their_o violence_n for_o as_o the_o body_n that_o be_v cast_v down_o headlong_o from_o a_o high_a tower_n have_v no_o command_n of_o itself_o nor_o power_n to_o resist_v or_o stay_v its_o self_n before_o it_o fall_v to_o the_o ground_n even_o so_o the_o mind_n if_o it_o have_v throw_v itself_o upon_o any_o base_a passion_n if_o it_o have_v yield_v itself_o captive_a to_o any_o untamed_a