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velis_fw-la videri_fw-la melior_fw-la unde_fw-la videris_fw-la deterior_fw-la what_o thing_n can_v be_v more_o unreasonable_a then_o to_o desire_v to_o seem_v to_o be_v the_o better_a for_o that_o for_o which_o you_o seem_v worse_o what_o thing_n be_v more_o unworthy_a and_o absurd_a then_o to_o desire_v to_o seem_v good_a and_o to_o be_v hold_v for_o such_o even_o for_o the_o ill_a which_o you_o have_v say_v of_o yourself_o saint_n ambrose_n reprehend_v this_o say_v thus_o multi_fw-la habent_fw-la humilitatis_fw-la speciem_fw-la sed_fw-la virtutem_fw-la non_fw-la habent_fw-la multi_fw-la eam_fw-la soris_fw-la pretendunt_fw-la &_o intus_fw-la impâ—gnant_fw-la many_o have_v the_o appearance_n of_o humility_n but_o yet_o they_o have_v not_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n many_o seem_v exterior_o to_o seek_v it_o but_o interior_o they_o contradict_v it_o this_o pride_n and_o inclination_n of_o we_o to_o be_v esteem_v and_o value_v be_v so_o great_a that_o we_o seek_v a_o thousand_o 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indeed_o the_o thing_n which_o you_o be_v glad_a to_o here_o for_o if_o by_o accident_n he_o tell_v you_o plain_o of_o any_o fault_n you_o be_v not_o please_v but_o rather_o you_o will_v defend_v it_o &_o sometime_o it_o happen_v that_o you_o will_v judge_v he_o who_o tell_v you_o of_o it_o as_o not_o have_v so_o good_a a_o understanding_n and_o note_n in_o thing_n of_o that_o nature_n because_o he_o hold_v that_o for_o a_o fault_n which_o you_o conceive_v to_o have_v be_v well_o say_v all_o this_o be_v pride_n and_o desire_v of_o praise_n which_o you_o pretend_v to_o satisfy_v by_o this_o counterfeit_a humility_n at_o other_o time_n when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o conceal_v the_o fault_n we_o confess_v it_o very_o clear_o to_o the_o end_n that_o since_o we_o have_v lose_v a_o point_n
detraberis_fw-la ad_fw-la profundum_fw-la laci_fw-la god_n alsoe_o create_v man_n and_o instant_o the_o devil_n strike_v he_o with_o his_o own_o leprosy_n and_o poison_n eritis_fw-la sicut_fw-la dij_fw-la scientes_fw-la bonum_fw-la &_o malum_fw-la they_o fall_v gluttonous_o upon_o what_o he_o tell_v they_o namely_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v as_o god_n and_o then_o they_o break_v the_o divine_a comaundement_n and_o so_o become_v like_o the_o devil_n the_o prophett_n eliseus_n say_v to_o his_o servant_n giezi_n after_o he_o take_v the_o present_n of_o the_o leprous_a naaman_n thou_o have_v take_v the_o good_n of_o naaman_n and_o behold_v his_o leprosy_n shall_v alsoe_o stick_v to_o thou_o and_o to_o all_o thy_o descendants_n for_o ever_o this_o be_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n against_o man_n that_o since_o he_o will_v needs_o have_v the_o riches_n of_o lucifer_n which_o be_v his_o pride_n he_o shall_v also_o have_v his_o leprosy_n which_o be_v the_o punishment_n thereof_o you_o see_v therefore_o here_o that_o man_n be_v alsoe_o undo_v and_o make_v like_o the_o devil_n because_o he_o will_v needs_o be_v like_o god_n and_o what_o may_v now_o be_v fit_a for_o the_o son_n of_o god_n to_o do_v find_v his_o eternal_a father_n to_o be_v so_o jealous_a and_o careful_a to_o maintain_v his_o own_o honour_n ecce_fw-la inquit_fw-la occasione_n mei_fw-la creaturas_fw-la svas_fw-la pater_fw-la amittit_fw-la i_o see_v say_v he_o that_o by_o my_o occasion_n my_o father_n lose_v his_o creature_n the_o angel_n will_v needs_o be_v as_o i_o be_o they_o overthrow_v themselves_o man_n will_v alsoe_o be_v so_o and_o he_o be_v also_o overthrow_v they_o all_o have_v envy_n at_o i_o and_o will_v fain_o be_v such_o as_o i_o be_o well_o then_o ecce_fw-la venio_fw-la &_o talem_fw-la eye_v exhibeo_fw-la me_fw-it ipsum_fw-la ut_fw-la quisquis_fw-la in_o videre_fw-la voluerit_fw-la quisquis_fw-la gestierit_fw-la imitari_fw-la fiat_fw-la ei_fw-la aemulatio_fw-la ista_fw-la in_o bonum_fw-la behold_v say_v the_o son_n of_o god_n i_o will_v go_v in_o such_o a_o form_n that_o who_o soever_o will_v from_o hence_o forth_o become_v like_o i_o shall_v not_o loose_v but_o gain_n and_o for_o this_o come_v the_o son_n of_o god_n from_o heaven_n and_o make_v himself_o man_n o_o therefore_o let_v such_o a_o bounty_n and_o mercy_n be_v bless_v and_o praise_v and_o glorify_v which_o move_v almighty_a god_n to_o condescend_v to_o that_o so_o great_a appetite_n which_o we_o have_v to_o be_v like_o he_o for_o now_o we_o may_v be_v as_o god_n not_o according_a to_o falsehood_n and_o with_o a_o lie_n and_o according_a to_o what_o the_o devil_n say_v but_o according_a to_o truth_n and_o not_o now_o with_o pride_n and_o malice_n but_o with_o much_o sanctity_n and_o humility_n upon_o those_o word_n paruulus_fw-la natus_fw-la est_fw-la nobis_fw-la the_o same_o saint_n say_v studeamus_fw-la effici_fw-la sicut_fw-la paruulus_fw-la discamus_fw-la ab_fw-la eo_fw-la quia_fw-la mitis_fw-la est_fw-la &_o humilis_fw-la cord_n ne_fw-la magnus_fw-la deus_fw-la sine_fw-la causa_fw-la factus_fw-la sit_fw-la homo_fw-la paruulus_fw-la since_o god_n be_v so_o great_a make_v himself_o little_a for_o we_o let_v we_o procure_v to_o humble_v ourselves_o and_o make_v ourselves_o also_o little_a that_o so_o it_o may_v not_o be_v to_o no_o purpose_n for_o we_o that_o the_o great_a god_n make_v himself_o so_o little_a as_o to_o become_v a_o child_n for_o us._n quia_fw-la nisi_fw-la efficiamini_fw-la sicut_fw-la paruulus_fw-la iste_fw-la non_fw-la intrabitis_fw-la inregnum_fw-la caelorum_fw-la because_o if_o you_o become_v not_o like_o this_o little_a child_n you_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n of_o some_o humane_a consideration_n and_o reason_n whereby_o we_o be_v to_o help_v ourselves_o for_o be_v humble_a chapter_n xix_o from_o the_o very_a begin_n of_o this_o treatise_n we_o have_v be_v declare_v many_o consideration_n and_o reason_n which_o may_v help_v and_o 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in_fw-la oculis_fw-la dei_fw-la conscientia_fw-la non_fw-la accuset_fw-la think_v of_o augustine_n what_o thou_o will_v that_o which_o i_o desire_v be_v that_o my_o conscience_n may_v not_o reproach_v i_o in_o the_o sigh_v of_o god_n this_o be_v that_o which_o import_v the_o rest_n be_v soolery_n for_o it_o neither_o give_v nor_o take_v away_o this_o be_v that_o which_o that_o other_o saint_n say_v what_o be_v a_o man_n the_o better_a for_o be_v praise_v by_o another_o and_o as_o much_o as_o any_o man_n be_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n so_o much_o indeed_o he_o be_v and_o no_o more_o as_o the_o humble_a saint_n francis_n say_v or_o rather_o as_o be_v say_v by_o the_o apostle_n saint_n paul_n non_fw-la enim_fw-la qui_fw-la se_fw-la ipsum_fw-la commendat_fw-la illi_fw-la probatus_fw-la est_fw-la sed_fw-la quem_fw-la deus_fw-la commendat_fw-la saint_n augustine_n bring_v a_o good_a comparison_n to_o this_o purpose_n est_fw-la enim_fw-la superbia_fw-la non_fw-la magnitudo_fw-la sed_fw-la 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soul_n and_o let_v the_o dung_n and_o misery_n of_o your_o sin_n be_v cast_v round_o about_o it_o since_o you_o have_v such_o store_n thereof_o and_o so_o you_o shall_v be_v also_o fertile_a and_o bear_v fruit_n to_o the_o end_n that_o we_o may_v be_v the_o more_o animate_v to_o use_v this_o exercise_n and_o that_o no_o man_n take_v occasion_n to_o give_v it_o over_o through_o any_o vain_a apprehension_n we_o be_v to_o understand_v two_o thing_n the_o first_o that_o no_o man_n must_v think_v that_o this_o exercise_n belong_v only_o to_o beginner_n because_o it_o alsoe_o concern_v proficient_n and_o most_o perfect_a man_n since_o we_o see_v that_o they_o and_o even_o s._n paul_n himself_o do_v use_v it_o in_o the_o second_o place_n it_o be_v fit_a for_o we_o to_o understand_v that_o this_o exercise_n be_v no_o afflictive_a or_o melancholy_a kind_n of_o thing_n nor_o cause_n trouble_v or_o disquiet_v but_o rather_o bring_v with_o it_o great_a peace_n and_o rest_n yea_o and_o great_a contentment_n and_o joy_n for_o any_o man_n to_o consider_v &_o know_v himself_o how_o many_o defect_n and_o fault_n soever_o he_o commit_v &_o how_o perfect_o soever_o he_o understand_v that_o because_o he_o be_v so_o wicked_a he_o deserve_v that_o all_o man_n shall_v despise_v and_o hate_v he_o for_o when_o this_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o grow_v from_o â—rue_a humility_n that_o pain_n come_v accompany_v with_o such_o a_o kind_n of_o swavitie_n and_o contentment_n that_o a_o man_n will_v be_v sorry_a â—o_o be_v with_o out_o it_o other_o pain_n and_o trouble_n which_o some_o feel_v when_o they_o consider_v their_o fault_n and_o imperfection_n be_v temptation_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o on_o the_o one_o side_n procure_v by_o this_o mean_n to_o make_v we_o think_v that_o we_o be_v true_o humble_a and_o on_o the_o other_o will_v be_v content_a to_o make_v we_o distrust_v the_o goodness_n of_o god_n and_o to_o be_v dishearten_a and_o dismay_v in_o his_o service_n indeed_o if_o we_o be_v still_o to_o pause_v upon_o the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o own_o misery_n and_o weakness_n we_o shall_v have_v occasion_n enough_o to_o be_v afflict_v and_o sad_a yea_o and_o to_o be_v discourage_v and_o dismay_v but_o we_o must_v not_o stay_v there_o but_o pass_v on_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n and_o liberality_n of_o god_n and_o how_o much_o he_o love_v we_o and_o what_o he_o suffer_v for_o we_o and_o in_o this_o be_v we_o to_o place_v all_o our_o hope_n and_o so_o that_o which_o will_v be_v a_o occasion_n of_o dismay_n and_o sorrow_n by_o look_v upon_o ourselves_o serve_v to_o animate_v and_o encourage_v we_o and_o be_v a_o occasion_n of_o great_a comfort_n and_o joy_n when_o we_o lift_v up_o our_o eye_n towards_o god_n a_o man_n behould_v himself_o and_o see_v nothing_o buâ—_n cause_n of_o grief_n but_o look_v up_o to_o god_n he_o confide_v in_o his_o goodness_n without_o fearâ—_n of_o be_v forsake_v notwithstanding_o thâ—_n many_o fault_n and_o 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in_o thy_o great_a mercy_n of_o the_o second_o degree_n of_o humility_n and_o here_o it_o be_v declare_v wherein_o this_o degree_n consist_v chapter_n xiii_o the_o second_o degree_n of_o humility_n say_v s._n bonà uenture_o be_v when_o a_o man_n desire_n to_o be_v hold_v by_o other_o in_o small_a account_v amâ—_n nesciri_fw-la &_o pro_fw-la nihilo_fw-la reputari_fw-la desire_v to_o be_v unknown_a and_o disesteem_v and_o that_o no_o body_n may_v have_v you_o in_o account_v if_o we_o be_v well_o ground_v in_o the_o first_o degree_n of_o humility_n we_o shall_v already_o have_v make_v most_o of_o our_o way_n towards_o the_o second_o if_o real_o we_o esteem_v ourselves_o little_a it_o will_v not_o seem_v very_o hard_a to_o we_o that_o other_o shall_v alsoe_o esteem_v little_a of_o we_o yea_o and_o we_o will_v be_v glad_a thereof_o will_v you_o see_v that_o this_o be_v true_a say_v s._n bonaventure_n all_o man_n be_v natural_o glad_a when_o other_o conform_v themselves_o to_o our_o opinion_n and_o think_v the_o same_o that_o we_o think_v well_o then_o if_o this_o be_v so_o why_o be_v we_o not_o glad_a when_o other_o have_v we_o in_o small_a account_n do_v you_o know_v why_o because_o we_o esteem_v high_o of_o ourselves_o and_o we_o be_v not_o of_o their_o opinion_n s._n bonaventure_n upon_o these_o word_n of_o job_n peccavi_fw-la &_o veer_fw-la deliqui_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la eram_fw-la dignus_fw-la non_fw-la recepi_fw-la say_v many_o with_o their_o tongue_n speak_v ill_a of_o themselves_o and_o say_v that_o they_o be_v this_o &_o that_o but_o they_o believe_v not_o what_o they_o say_v for_o when_o other_o say_v the_o same_o yea_o and_o less_o than_o that_o tâ—â—y_n can_v endure_v it_o and_o these_o man_n when_o they_o speak_v ill_o of_o themselves_o say_v it_o