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the_o first_o degree_n of_o humility_n and_o from_o thence_o we_o must_v get_v up_o to_o the_o second_o so_o that_o it_o suffice_v not_o that_o you_o speak_v ill_a of_o yourself_o yea_o even_o though_o you_o speak_v it_o sincere_o and_o from_o your_o heart_n but_o you_o must_v procure_v to_o arrive_v so_o far_o as_o that_o you_o may_v be_v glad_a that_o other_o think_v that_o of_o you_o which_o you_o think_v and_o say_v of_o yourself_o and_o that_o they_o disesteem_v and_o despise_v you_o saint_n john_n climacus_n say_v he_o be_v no_o humble_a man_n who_o be_v content_a to_o abase_v and_o speak_v ill_a of_o himself_o for_o what_o man_n be_v he_o who_o can_v be_v content_a to_o bear_v with_o himself_o but_o that_o man_n be_v humble_a who_o can_v easy_o be_v glad_a to_o be_v ill_o entreat_v and_o despise_v by_o other_o it_o be_v well_o that_o a_o man_n shall_v ever_o be_v speak_v ill_o of_o himself_o and_o confess_v that_o he_o be_v proud_a and_o slothful_a and_o impatient_a and_o 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