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this_o poor_a soul_n toss_v with_o tempest_n may_v be_v calm_v and_o sweet_o comfort_v soul_n oh_o the_o ease_n and_o oh_o the_o peace_n and_o joy_n that_o i_o feel_v and_o find_v in_o thou_o and_o by_o thou_o sweet_a saviour_n oâ—_n what_o a_o mighty_a christ_n be_v this_o my_o christ_n that_o even_o satan_n that_o strong_a man_n himself_o must_v and_o do_v obey_v he_o the_o six_o conference_n wherein_o use_n be_v make_v of_o christ_n incarnation_n by_o faith_n against_o sin_n belieu._n how_o do_v thou_o now_o o_o my_o soul_n soul_n i_o shall_v do_v well_o enough_o be_v it_o not_o for_o sin_n that_o abominable_a thing_n believ_n we_o may_v not_o expect_v a_o absolute_a perfection_n here_o sin_n will_v ever_o 12.1_o ever_o heb._n 12.1_o cleave_v even_o to_o god_n dear_a child_n as_o long_o as_o they_o live_v and_o therefore_o let_v not_o that_o dismay_n thou_o soul_n if_o one_o do_v not_o give_v way_n to_o it_o it_o will_v not_o trouble_v i_o so_o but_o now_o i_o can_v but_o be_v 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thy_o faith_n o_o my_o christian_a soul_n that_o thou_o make_v such_o a_o fearful_a conclusion_n god_n speak_v there_o against_o irrepentant_a sinner_n who_o lie_v nothing_o to_o heart_n and_o revolt_v more_o and_o more_o v._o 3.5_o but_o thou_o on_o the_o contrary_n be_v not_o only_o sensible_a of_o fin_n and_o the_o danger_n of_o it_o but_o also_o strive_v against_o it_o more_o and_o more_o and_o therefore_o that_o place_n concern_v not_o thou_o so_o as_o that_o thou_o may_v est_fw-la bold_o come_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o time_n of_o need_n 12._o need_n si_fw-mi forte_fw-fr ex_fw-la humana_fw-la infirmitate_fw-la labimur_fw-la non_fw-la ideo_fw-la desperemus_fw-la sed_fw-la iterum_fw-la recurramus_fw-la ad_fw-la clementem_fw-la medicum_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n in_o scala_n parad_a c._n 12._o notwithstanding_o thiâ—_n thy_o sad_a condition_n heb._n 4.16_o soul_n do_v you_o say_v so_o theâ—_n i_o will_v adventure_v it_o again_o and_o say_v with_o the_o good_a 26._o good_a mat._n 15.22_o 23_o 24_o 25_o 26._o woman_n of_o canaan_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o lord_n thou_o son_n of_o david_n for_o i_o be_o grievous_o vex_v with_o the_o devil_n christ_n i_o be_o not_o send_v to_o be_v a_o saviour_n but_o to_o those_o that_o obey_v i_o who_o also_o may_v only_o expect_v salvation_n heb._n 5.9_o but_o thou_o have_v be_v disobedient_a and_o rebellious_a against_o i_o soul_n yet_o lord_n help_v i_o christ_n it_o be_v not_o meet_v to_o take_v the_o child_n bread_n and_o to_o cast_v it_o to_o dog_n soul_n truth_n lord_n yet_o the_o dog_n eat_v of_o the_o erumb_n which_o fall_v from_o their_o master_n table_n therefore_o if_o i_o may_v not_o obtain_v so_o much_o mercy_n and_o grace_n as_o other_o who_o have_v be_v more_o obedient_a and_o dutiful_a than_o i_o who_o