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one_o moment_n in_o those_o flame_n what_o will_v we_o not_o to_o do_v avoid_v the_o least_o venial_a sin_n vi_o the_o abuse_n of_o god_n grace_n &_o favour_n be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o to_o be_v fear_v by_o how_o much_o the_o less_o it_o be_v apprehend_v there_o be_v no_o inspiration_n which_o cost_v not_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n much_o blood_n &_o pain_n and_o yet_o every_o moment_n we_o neglect_v &_o contemn_v they_o o_o how_o terrible_a will_v be_v the_o account_n which_o one_o day_n will_v be_v demand_v of_o they_o vii_o that_o we_o may_v be_v able_a to_o suffer_v with_o courage_n we_o must_v consider_v that_o we_o suffer_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o god_n &_o with_o god_n that_o the_o happiness_n of_o a_o christian_a upon_o earth_n consist_v in_o suffering_n that_o pain_n be_v the_o heart_n delight_n of_o jesus_n &_o that_o pure_a love_n be_v only_o find_v upon_o the_o cross_n wherefore_o we_o ought_v to_o suffer_v pure_o without_o consolation_n faithful_o 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reprehend_v for_o our_o fault_n before_o other_o &_o contradict_v in_o all_o our_o inclination_n if_o we_o do_v not_o endeavour_v to_o get_v this_o abnegation_n we_o may_v be_v assure_v that_o we_o shall_v never_o get_v solid_a virtue_n &_o that_o all_o our_o devotion_n will_v be_v nothing_o else_o but_o delusion_n x._o what_o a_o folly_n be_v it_o to_o have_v so_o great_a a_o affection_n to_o or_o concern_v for_o such_o good_n as_o in_o a_o moment_n will_v slip_v away_o from_o we_o &_o so_o great_a a_o indifferency_n for_o those_o that_o will_v remain_v with_o we_o for_o ever_o and_o this_o when_o we_o know_v that_o those_o be_v not_o so_o much_o as_o the_o shadow_n of_o these_o o_o my_o god_n be_v it_o reasonable_a that_o there_o shall_v be_v nothing_o but_o you_o which_o we_o can_v loose_v without_o displeasure_n or_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v less_o concern_v to_o loose_v a_o suit_n at_o law_n or_o displease_v a_o friend_n xii_o we_o ought_v to_o go_v to_o confession_n with_o a_o spirit_n of_o sorrow_n &_o to_o come_v from_o it_o with_o a_o spirit_n of_o sacrifice_n &_o oblation_n in_o offer_v ourselves_o entire_o to_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n &_o arm_v ourselves_o with_o a_o just_a desire_n of_o teveng_v on_o ourselves_o all_o the_o injury_n which_o we_o have_v do_v to_o god._n we_o ought_v moreover_o to_o remember_v after_o confession_n to_o apply_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o our_o die_a jesus_n for_o our_o sin_n offer_v they_o to_o his_o eternal_a father_n as_o also_o to_o present_v to_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n all_o the_o suffering_n which_o he_o shall_v please_v to_o send_v we_o till_o our_o next_o confession_n resolve_v to_o impose_v some_o penance_n on_o ourselves_o over_o and_o above_o what_o the_o confessor_n have_v enjoin_v we_o as_o some_o alm_n some_o restraint_n of_o our_o humour_n or_o passion_n or_o the_o like_a but_o above_o all_o we_o aught_o to_o take_v care_v not_o to_o dissipate_v or_o distract_v ourselves_o 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