in_o their_o hearr_n to_o engage_v they_o efficacious_o in_o his_o love_n and_o service_n so_o be_v it_o amen_n the_o content_n book_n i._o of_o the_o love_n of_o humiliation_n which_o be_v the_o solid_a foundation_n of_o all_o christian_a perfection_n chap._n 1._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o attain_v christian_a perfection_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o humility_n pag._n 1._o chap._n 2._o the_o foundation_n of_o christian_a humility_n 5_o chap._n 3._o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o 8_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o great_a saint_n have_v attain_v to_o perfection_n by_o a_o singular_a love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n 11_o chap._n 5._o that_o we_o have_v only_o so_o much_o of_o the_o true_a spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n as_o we_o have_v a_o inclination_n to_o abjection_n 14_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o sight_n of_o our_o own_o nothing_o inspire_v we_o with_o self-contempt_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 17_o chap._n 7._o that_o god_n be_v glorify_v by_o our_o annihilation_n 20_o chap._n 8._o that_o the_o soul_n be_v rich_a when_o she_o possess_v the_o love_n of_o self-contempt_n 23_o chap._n 9_o what_o profit_n we_o draw_v from_o humiliation_n 26_o chap._n 10._o the_o way_n how_o to_o arrive_v to_o perfect_a humiliation_n 29_o chap._n 11._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o leave_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n to_o become_v annihilate_v 32_o chap._n 12._o that_o we_o must_v renounce_v our_o sense_n and_o humane_a reason_n to_o love_v humiliation_n 34_o chap._n 13._o that_o the_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o we_o do_v annihilate_v we_o powerful_o 44_o chap._n 14._o that_o a_o soul_n espouse_v jesus_n christ_n espouse_n his_o cross_n and_o suffering_n 41_o chap._n 15._o that_o the_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o we_o do_v annihilate_v we_o powerful_o 44_o chap._n 16._o to_o be_v content_a with_o abjection_n after_o our_o fault_n repair_v the_o injury_n to_o god_n and_o make_v up_o our_o ruin_n 46_o chap._n 17._o consideration_n upon_o tho_o vileness_n of_o this_o corruptible_a body_n 51_o chap._n 18._o consideration_n upon_o the_o natural_a inclination_n we_o have_v to_o evil_n 54_o book_n ii_o of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o all_o true_a christian_n chap._n 1._o the_o idea_n or_o description_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 75_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o high_a esteem_n we_o ought_v to_o have_v of_o the_o christian_a life_n 60_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o ought_v with_o st._n paul_n to_o convert_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n 63_o chap._n 4._o of_o the_o alliance_n we_o must_v make_v with_o the_o holy_a folly_n of_o the_o cross_n 67_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o ought_v to_o conform_v our_o interiour_n to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ._n 70_o chap._n 6._o the_o sublimity_n of_o the_o christian_a life_n 74_o chap._n 7._o there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o this_o supertural_a life_n 77_o chap._n 8._o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 80_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o liberty_n we_o enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 81_o chap._n 10._o our_o great_a happiness_n on_o earth_n be_v to_o profess_v the_o way_n of_o christianity_n 87_o chap._n 11._o that_o truth_n be_v only_o find_v in_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n the_o rest_n be_v vanity_n 91_o chap._n 12._o there_o be_v many_o way_n in_o christianity_n all_o which_o be_v according_a to_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 94_o chap._n 13_o some_o maxim_n concern_v a_o supernatural_a life_n 98_o chap._n 14._o what_o content_a a_o soul_n receive_v in_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 101_o chap._n 15._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o humane_a prudence_n 105_o chap._n 16._o the_o conclusion_n that_o we_o ought_v to_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 108_o book_n iii_o of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o divine_a providence_n chap._n 1._o our_o first_o thought_n in_o the_o morning_n ought_v to_o be_v that_o god_n be_v present_a 111_o chap._n 2._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o the_o soul_n make_v we_o little_a value_n the_o absence_n of_o the_o creature_n 114_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o can_v and_o aught_o to_o conserve_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o occasion_n of_o extroversion_n 118_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n be_v clear_o see_v in_o a_o purify_a interior_a 121_o chap._n 5._o that_o our_o union_n with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n aught_o to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o our_o action_n 125_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o we_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o suffer_v and_o enjoy_v 128_o chap._n 7._o that_o the_o divine_a presence_n make_v we_o to_o love_v prayer_n or_o action_n as_o best_o please_v god_n 132_o chap._n 8._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n bring_v we_o into_o a_o disesteem_a of_o other_o thing_n 136_o chap._n 9_o where_o we_o may_v best_o find_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n 139_o chap._n 10._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o with_o divine_a providence_n 143_o chap._n 11._o to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o all_o thing_n but_o god_n good_a pleasure_n 146_o chap._n 12._o we_o ought_v to_o comport_v ourselves_o with_o a_o respectful_a reverence_n in_o god_n presence_n 149_o chap._n 13._o to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n 153_o chap._n 14._o how_o the_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o ourselves_o to_o god_n make_v we_o find_v a_o paradise_n upon_o earth_n 157_o chap_n 15._o how_o the_o beauty_n that_o be_v in_o the_o order_n of_o god_n content_n a_o soul_n 161_o chap._n 16._o the_o practice_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o the_o seven_o day_n of_o the_o week_n 163_o the_o first_o day_n the_o be_v of_o god_n 164_o the_o second_o day_n the_o omnipotency_n of_o god_n 166_o the_o three_o day_n of_o the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n 167_o the_o four_o day_n the_o patience_n of_o god_n 169_o the_o five_o day_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 174_o the_o six_o day_n the_o justice_n of_o god_n 172_o the_o seven_o day_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 173_o book_n iv_o of_o solitude_n and_o the_o practice_n of_o two_o excellent_a retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n chap._n 1._o of_o the_o beauty_n of_o christian_a solitude_n 175_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o necessity_n of_o solitude_n 179_o chap._n 3._o the_o difficulty_n of_o solitude_n 182_o chap._n 4._o the_o occupation_n of_o solitude_n 186_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o may_v put_v our_o soul_n and_o sense_n into_o a_o solitude_n 189_o chap._n 6._o a_o solitude_n or_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o infallible_a mystery_n of_o the_o sacred_a trinity_n 192_o first_o day_n 195_o second_o day_n 199_o three_o day_n 203_o four_o day_n 207_o five_o day_n 211_o six_o day_n 215_o seven_o day_n 219_o eight_o day_n 224_o nine_o day_n 228_o ten_o day_n 232_o chap._n 6._o another_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o adorable_a person_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 236_o first_o day_n of_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n ibid._n second_o day_n jesus_n a_o infant_n 241_o three_o day_n jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a 245_o four_o day_n jesus_n the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n and_o piety_n 249_o five_o day_n jesus_n zealator_n of_o soul_n 253_o six_o day_n jesus_n contemplate_v and_o enjoy_v 257_o seven_o day_n jesus_n our_o exemplar_n and_o guide_n 262_o eight_o day_n jesus_n our_o light_n 266_o nine_o day_n jesus_n suffer_v and_o die_v 280_o ten_o day_n jesus_n rise_v from_o death_n and_o gloririous_a 285_o book_n v._o of_o communion_n and_o its_o effect_n chap._n 1._o of_o preparation_n before_o communion_n 291_o chap._n 2._o to_o communicate_v worthy_o we_o must_v put_v ourselves_o in_o a_o state_n conformable_a to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n 294_o chap_n 3._o to_o receive_v the_o communion_n worthy_o we_o must_v imitate_v those_o action_n which_o jesus_n christ_n practise_v when_o he_o institute_v it_o 298_o chap._n 4._o interiour_n entertainment_n during_o communion_n 303_o chap._n 5._o other_o entertainment_n to_o give_v thanks_o after_o communion_n 306_o chap._n 6._o another_o method_n of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 309_o chap._n 7._o the_o first_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o beget_v in_o we_o the_o love_n of_o cross_n and_o humiliation_n 313_o chap._n 8._o continuation_n of_o the_o same_o subject_n 316_o chap._n 9_o the_o second_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o transform_v we_o 319_o chap._n 10._o the_o three_o effect_n of_o communion_n which_o be_v the_o perfect_a and_o consummate_a union_n 323_o chap._n 11._o the_o four_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o confer_v the_o high_a love_n 327_o chap._n 12._o the_o five_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o give_v strength_n and_o perseverance_n in_o the_o service_n
eminent_a way_n but_o judge_v ourselves_o unworthy_a thereof_o and_o content_a with_o little_a our_o saviour_n shall_v please_v to_o give_v we_o we_o must_v cooperate_v humble_o and_o faithful_o with_o that_o small_a portion_n of_o grace_n we_o have_v already_o and_o not_o grow_v idle_a wish_v for_o those_o eminent_a grace_n wherewith_o perhaps_o our_o soul_n shall_v never_o be_v beautify_v this_o be_v one_o of_o the_o chief_a point_n of_o humility_n to_o be_v content_a with_o that_o little_a portion_n we_o have_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n and_o judge_v ourselves_o unworthy_a of_o god_n favour_n it_o be_v true_a there_o be_v nothing_o we_o ought_v so_o high_o esteem_v as_o grace_n and_o its_o increase_n in_o we_o and_o desire_v it_o of_o god_n with_o incessant_a prayer_n but_o this_o must_v be_v with_o perfect_a submission_n to_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n that_o we_o may_v not_o disturb_v the_o peace_n of_o our_o soul_n on_o one_o side_n i_o behold_v my_o extreme_a misery_n and_o i_o find_v myself_o so_o depress_v that_o all_o my_o natural_a strength_n and_o endeavour_n do_v what_o they_o can_v to_o the_o utmost_a can_v never_o bring_v i_o out_o of_o myself_o on_o the_o other_o side_n i_o burn_v with_o desire_n to_o be_v whole_o for_o god_n by_o live_v a_o supernatural_a and_o spiritual_a life_n it_o be_v to_o you_o o_o divine_a spirit_n i_o address_v my_o sigh_n the_o infinite_a source_n of_o all_o grace_n you_o know_v i_o have_v a_o longing_n to_o live_v this_o spiritual_a life_n in_o the_o exercise_n whereof_o i_o shall_v find_v the_o true_a practice_n of_o divine_a love_n by_o which_o i_o shall_v satisfy_v my_o ardent_a desire_n to_o be_v whole_o for_o jesus_n and_o shall_v live_v no_o more_o after_o my_o natural_a inclination_n and_o the_o maxim_n of_o human_a prudence_n but_o i_o see_v how_o impossible_a it_o be_v for_o i_o to_o attain_v this_o unless_o you_o vouchsafe_v to_o assist_v i_o with_o your_o illumination_n against_o my_o darkness_n with_o your_o strength_n against_o my_o weakness_n with_o your_o continual_a supply_n against_o my_o relapse_n for_o how_o often_o o_o divine_a spirit_n have_v i_o begin_v this_o supernatural_a life_n and_o fall_v from_o it_o conquer_v by_o my_o nature_n and_o worldly_a temptation_n draw_v i_o after_o you_o so_o powerful_o and_o continual_o that_o i_o may_v no_o more_o return_n into_o myself_o but_o may_v follow_v your_o attract_v with_o perseverance_n i_o will_v follow_v you_o dear_a jesus_n in_o the_o state_n of_o your_o mortal_a life_n in_o annihilation_n contempt_n poverty_n and_o suffering_n and_o if_o i_o lose_v the_o sight_n of_o you_o in_o those_o obscurity_n which_o sometime_o cloud_v my_o soul_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o lose_v courage_n provide_v i_o continue_v in_o your_o way_n that_o be_v in_o the_o esteem_n and_o love_n of_o the_o true_a christian_a life_n you_o will_v not_o be_v far_o from_o i_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o jesus_n annihilate_v and_o suffer_a shall_v not_o be_v near_o to_o a_o soul_n suffer_v and_o annihilate_v well_o then_o though_o we_o may_v lose_v the_o sight_n of_o jesus_n the_o light_n we_o have_v in_o prayer_n leave_v we_o though_o we_o feel_v he_o not_o by_o sensible_a influence_n yet_o we_o be_v assure_v that_o he_o be_v near_o we_o if_o we_o be_v in_o his_o way_n by_o self-denial_n and_o a_o love_n of_o humiliation_n for_o his_o sake_n o_o how_o happy_a be_v a_o soul_n to_o be_v content_a to_o follow_v the_o annihilation_n of_o jesus_n without_o the_o feel_n of_o his_o perfume_n and_o sweetness_n she_o do_v practise_v the_o purity_n of_o love_n in_o this_o condition_n for_o to_o be_v deprive_v of_o light_n and_o consolation_n which_o be_v very_o harsh_a to_o nature_n and_o suffer_v it_o content_o be_v one_o of_o the_o most_o excellent_a act_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n which_o consist_v chief_o in_o a_o perfect_a resignation_n to_o suffer_v as_o well_o inward_o as_o outward_o when_o god_n please_v i_o be_o very_o sensible_a by_o experience_n that_o there_o be_v a_o vast_a difference_n between_o think_v and_o do_v talk_v and_o live_v this_o true_a christian_a life_n when_o we_o meet_v with_o no_o repugnance_n we_o find_v it_o not_o difficult_a to_o practise_v virtue_n whereof_o the_o idaea_n be_v as_o sweet_a as_o the_o act_n be_v bitter_a of_o such_o as_o consist_v in_o privation_n and_o suffering_n i_o be_o in_o a_o state_n wherein_o i_o feel_v repugnance_n and_o be_o resolve_v thereby_o to_o humble_v myself_o the_o more_o and_o keep_v the_o peace_n of_o my_o soul_n by_o a_o entire_a confidence_n of_o the_o succour_n which_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n will_v vouchsafe_v unto_o i_o i_o consider_v that_o nothing_o be_v more_o seeble_a than_o the_o apostle_n before_o pentecost_n they_o hide_v themselves_o abandon_v their_o master_n in_o his_o suffering_n and_o peter_n deny_v he_o but_o after_o they_o have_v receive_v the_o holy_a ghost_n he_o infuse_v such_o strength_n into_o their_o soul_n that_o they_o become_v powerful_a and_o courageous_a to_o admiration_n chap._n xv._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o human_a prudence_n the_o supernatural_a life_n be_v a_o continual_a mortification_n of_o deprave_a nature_n 1._o for_o it_o be_v certain_a first_o that_o we_o can_v live_v this_o excellent_a life_n but_o by_o annihilate_v our_o sense_n and_o reason_n 2._o second_o that_o this_o life_n be_v whole_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n which_o can_v be_v but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o inspire_v the_o soul_n with_o his_o influence_n and_o sacred_a motion_n 3._o three_o that_o the_o soul_n which_o live_v this_o life_n must_v be_v elevate_v above_o sense_n und_fw-ge reason_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o prayer_n or_o the_o practice_n of_o virtue_n which_o can_v be_v do_v but_o by_o offer_v up_o herself_o to_o god_n as_o a_o continual_a sacrifice_n that_o though_o oftentimes_o w_n must_v do_v thing_n sensual_a as_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v yet_o these_o must_v be_v do_v as_o grace_n direct_v we_o and_o other_o thing_n according_a to_o reason_n as_o to_o love_v our_o relation_n and_o friend_n yet_o this_o must_v be_v only_o in_o god_n and_o as_o his_o oracle_n do_v dictate_v to_o we_o o_o life_n of_o grace_n how_o be_v thou_o a_o continual_a death_n and_o mortification_n who_o live_v christianly_o live_v a_o martyrdom_n tota_n vita_fw-la christiana_n crux_fw-la est_fw-la &_o martyrium_fw-la however_o it_o be_v a_o joyful_a martyrdom_n for_o solid_a joy_n can_v but_o make_v glad_a the_o soul_n where_o grace_n inhabit_v o_o that_o this_o fundamental_a truth_n of_o our_o salvation_n do_v once_o well_o sink_v into_o our_o heart_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o eternal_a king_n of_o glory_n leave_v the_o bosom_n of_o his_o father_n and_o become_v man_n to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o infinite_a humiliation_n jesus_n give_v we_o life_n by_o his_o death_n he_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n by_o ruine_v himself_o according_a to_o nature_n he_o purchase_v eternity_n for_o we_o by_o yield_v up_o his_o temporal_a life_n and_o the_o evangelist_n express_v his_o death_n do_v on_o set_v purpose_n use_v these_o word_n emisit_fw-la spiritum_fw-la he_o send_v forth_o his_o spirit_n without_o doubt_n he_o send_v it_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o faithful_a servant_n to_o the_o end_n they_o may_v learn_v to_o live_v by_o his_o spirit_n to_o he_o who_o die_v for_o they_o so_o say_v st._n paul_n misit_fw-la deus_fw-la spiritum_fw-la filii_fw-la svi_fw-la in_o corda_fw-la nostra_fw-la ut_fw-la qui_fw-la vivunt_fw-la jam_fw-la non_fw-la sibi_fw-la vivre_fw-fr sed_fw-la ei_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la ipsis_fw-la mortuus_fw-la est_fw-la what_o remain_v then_o but_o that_o we_o banish_v our_o carnal_a spirit_n which_o carry_v we_o on_o to_o sensual_a delight_n although_o sometime_o not_o sinful_a let_v we_o love_v the_o spirit_n of_o penance_n of_o suffer_v of_o self-denial_n and_o humiliation_n gerson_n have_v a_o excellent_a say_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o nature_n be_v mortify_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o grace_n be_v infuse_v we_o must_v often_o call_v to_o mind_n that_o the_o grain_n of_o wheat_n cast_v into_o the_o earth_n except_o it_o die_v can_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n if_o we_o do_v not_o die_v to_o ourselves_o and_o the_o world_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o nature_n we_o can_v never_o become_v perfect_a christian_n nor_o bring_v forth_o the_o fruit_n of_o divine_a love_n we_o must_v be_v as_o nothing_o before_o man_n that_o we_o may_v be_v something_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n why_o shall_v the_o disciple_n be_v above_o his_o master_n the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o nature_n do_v continual_o jar_v and_o war_n one_o against_o the_o other_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o spiritual_a life_n will_v afford_v we_o light_n to_o discern_v their_o different_a motion_n but_o when_o
action_n chap._n iii_o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o our_o bless_a saviour_n give_v i_o so_o clear_a a_o sight_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o unworthiness_n that_o i_o be_o convince_v this_o be_v the_o place_n of_o my_o abode_n which_o i_o neither_o can_v nor_o aught_o to_o abandon_v when_o it_o please_v god_n to_o vouchsafe_v i_o no_o heavenly_a influence_n in_o my_o prayer_n and_o recollection_n i_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o complain_v if_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n mollify_v my_o heart_n they_o only_o flow_v from_o his_o pure_a mercy_n o_o how_o well-pleased_a be_o i_o with_o this_o view_n of_o my_o own_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n in_o this_o i_o acquiesce_v as_o in_o my_o centre_n if_o it_o be_v your_o will_n my_o god_n to_o leave_v i_o in_o this_o place_n i_o be_o content_a for_o this_o be_v only_o belong_v to_o i_o provide_v you_o be_v in_o your_o place_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v enough_o that_o be_v to_o say_v in_o your_o own_o be_v your_o power_n your_o grandeur_n your_o glory_n soli_fw-la deo_fw-la honour_n &_o gloria_fw-la o_o how_o well_o be_v you_o in_o your_o place_n and_o i_o in_o i_o rest_v there_o then_o o_o my_o god_n and_o if_o you_o vouchsafe_v to_o prevent_v i_o with_o any_o of_o your_o grace_n i_o will_v abide_v content_o in_o my_o place_n because_o i_o shall_v be_v surround_v with_o your_o mercy_n remain_v in_o my_o nothing_o my_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n see_v i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n pleasure_n that_o i_o continue_v in_o my_o place_n it_o be_v evident_a i_o can_v forsake_v it_o without_o displease_v he_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o abide_v fix_v in_o my_o nothing_o by_o a_o free_a acknowledgement_n that_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o can_v merit_v nothing_o for_o this_o be_v truth_n to_o forsake_v this_o and_o pretend_v to_o what_o i_o be_o not_o be_v but_o to_o live_v in_o deceit_n and_o vanity_n ut_fw-la quid_fw-la diligitis_fw-la vanitatem_fw-la &_o quaeritis_fw-la 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what_o be_v man_n in_o his_o sinful_a condition_n a_o abyss_n of_o pride_n of_o blindness_n of_o aversion_n from_o god_n and_o conversion_n to_o the_o creature_n a_o mass_n of_o corruption_n of_o poverty_n and_o inability_n to_o good_a what_o then_o ought_v he_o to_o do_v he_o must_v humble_v himself_o annihilate_v himself_o plunge_v himself_o into_o the_o abyss_n of_o his_o own_o nothing_o and_o live_v in_o perpetual_a fear_n of_o his_o own_o frailty_n we_o shall_v never_o find_v god_n unless_o we_o lose_v ourselves_o in_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n if_o in_o our_o retreat_n we_o profit_v so_o far_o as_o to_o rest_v convince_v that_o the_o true_a way_n to_o come_v to_o god_n be_v to_o follow_v jesus_n christ_n in_o poverty_n and_o abjection_n and_o abnegation_n we_o gain_v what_o can_v be_v get_v by_o recollection_n when_o i_o see_v god_n afford_v i_o no_o great_a occasion_n to_o suffer_v contempt_n or_o pain_n or_o poverty_n i_o ought_v to_o be_v humble_v in_o my_o own_o eye_n because_o this_o be_v a_o sign_n i_o be_o but_o little_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n who_o see_v here_o nothing_o of_o grandeur_n which_o have_v not_o a_o great_a conformity_n with_o christ_n crucify_v god_n have_v not_o design_v i_o for_o any_o great_a example_n of_o virtue_n because_o he_o give_v i_o so_o small_a a_o part_n in_o the_o profound_a abjection_n of_o his_o only_a son_n which_o be_v all_o the_o portion_n he_o give_v he_o here_o upon_o earth_n have_v reserve_v for_o he_o in_o heaven_n the_o full_a possession_n of_o his_o infinite_a grandeur_n and_o perfection_n chap._n iu._n that_o the_o great_a saint_n have_v attain_v to_o perfection_n by_o a_o singular_a love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n contempt_n and_o abjection_n be_v the_o dear_a delight_n of_o the_o friend_n of_o god_n although_o exterior_o they_o may_v possess_v riches_n yet_o their_o heart_n be_v well_o advance_v in_o the_o esteem_n and_o love_n of_o poverty_n if_o they_o live_v in_o honour_n it_o be_v but_o in_o appearance_n their_o heart_n have_v a_o affection_n to_o be_v despise_v nature_n indeed_o do_v not_o relish_v this_o kind_n of_o life_n because_o it_o fight_v continual_o against_o our_o sensual_a inclination_n human_a reason_n find_v little_a or_o no_o gust_n herein_o seek_v god_n only_o by_o she_o own_o light_n but_o grace_n elevate_v a_o soul_n above_o sense_n and_o reason_n push_v we_o on_o to_o supernatural_a action_n jesus_n christ_n himself_o have_v resolve_v to_o embrace_v the_o folly_n of_o the_o cross_n do_v not_o do_v it_o but_o by_o a_o supernatural_a impulse_n as_o be_v manifest_a by_o his_o combat_n with_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o garden_n father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o those_o who_o seem_v to_o we_o most_o wonderful_a saint_n be_v such_o who_o have_v be_v supereminent_a in_o self-contempt_n and_o abnegation_n who_o do_v not_o admire_v the_o generous_a spirit_n of_o holy_a paula_n that_o roman_a lady_n who_o be_v enamour_a on_o the_o poverty_n and_o humiliation_n of_o jesus_n forsake_v rome_n and_o all_o her_o relation_n to_o embrace_v a_o poor_a and_o abject_a life_n she_o that_o can_v have_v do_v very_o much_o for_o other_o with_o her_o riches_n in_o that_o capital_a city_n do_v prefer_v the_o stable_a at_o bethlehem_n before_o sumptuous_a palace_n elegi_fw-la abjectus_fw-la esse_fw-la in_o domo_fw-la dei_fw-la alexius_n may_v have_v do_v god_n good_a service_n in_o a_o marriage_n life_n yet_o he_o be_v so_o ravish_v with_o the_o beauty_n of_o a_o life_n hide_a and_o despicaple_n that_o he_o forsake_v father_n mother_n wife_n friends_z possession_n honour_n which_o may_v be_v keep_v with_o a_o good_a conscience_n but_o have_v a_o divine_a call_n to_o the_o eminency_n of_o a_o abject_a life_n by_o a_o wonderful_a miracle_n of_o grace_n he_o amid_o his_o dear_a relation_n will_v not_o suffer_v natural_a though_o lawful_a affection_n to_o take_v a_o lodging_n in_o his_o heart_n he_o afflict_v himself_o with_o hunger_n in_o a_o house_n which_o belong_v to_o he_o he_o become_v the_o scorn_n and_o sport_n of_o those_o servant_n to_o who_o he_o be_v master_n his_o heart_n continue_v constant_a and_o faithful_a to_o desire_v nothing_o but_o abjection_n and_o no_o battery_n of_o human_a reason_n can_v conquer_v or_o weaken_v his_o resolution_n o_o how_o this_o way_n be_v elevate_v above_o the_o low_a design_n of_o our_o nature_n which_o be_v too_o much_o enamour_a on_o flatter_a vanity_n many_o fly_v from_o abjection_n and_o suffering_n think_v to_o glorify_v god_n in_o a_o more_o noble_a manner_n by_o action_n more_o glorious_a and_o profitable_a to_o other_o but_o this_o be_v rather_o to_o follow_v our_o own_o inclination_n than_o the_o example_n of_o jesus_n christ_n for_o we_o ought_v to_o serve_v he_o after_o his_o model_n and_o not_o according_a to_o our_o fancy_n and_o we_o see_v his_o life_n be_v a_o life_n of_o suffering_n and_o humiliation_n it_o 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poverty_n abandonment_n and_o cross_n so_o that_o whatsoever_o be_v agreeable_a to_o nature_n seem_v whole_o contrary_a to_o grace_n why_o do_v you_o not_o dear_a saviour_n bring_v man_n to_o his_o nothing_n in_o a_o moment_n by_o your_o omnipotency_n to_o make_v he_o thereby_o a_o new_a creature_n why_o will_v you_o that_o he_o must_v annihilate_v himself_o and_o contribute_v to_o his_o own_o destruction_n o_o how_o the_o method_n of_o your_o wisdom_n be_v admirable_a your_o design_n be_v hereby_o to_o bring_v man_n to_o love_v you_o but_o he_o can_v never_o do_v this_o more_o generous_o than_o by_o the_o strong_a effort_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o annihilation_n human_a reason_n prompt_v we_o to_o self-love_n and_o self-esteem_a divine_a reason_n inspire_v we_o with_o self-contempt_n and_o abnegation_n abraham_n sacrifice_v his_o son_n do_v foolish_o in_o the_o judgement_n of_o human_a reason_n as_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o himself_o and_o his_o whole_a family_n but_o this_o be_v a_o action_n of_o wonderful_a prudence_n in_o the_o judgement_n of_o divine_a reason_n show_v thereby_o that_o he_o love_v god_n more_o than_o himself_o and_o his_o dear_a relation_n come_v then_o o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o strive_v to_o be_v dead_a to_o all_o thing_n but_o god_n and_o to_o annihilate_v ourselves_o for_o his_o sake_n i_o see_v a_o unspeakable_a beauty_n in_o the_o horror_n of_o mortification_n and_o suffering_n see_v they_o be_v the_o source_n from_o whence_o purity_n flow_v into_o the_o soul_n chap._n xiii_o that_o self_n denial_n and_o annihilation_n be_v better_a learn_v by_o practice_n than_o speculation_n i_o know_v now_o better_o than_o ever_o that_o abjection_n be_v the_o way_n wherein_o we_o must_v march_v to_o advance_v assure_o to_o the_o perfection_n we_o aim_v at_o all_o other_o way_n be_v liable_a to_o deceit_n but_o self-denial_n be_v without_o delusion_n o_o how_o few_o do_v consider_v the_o proceed_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o few_o dive_v into_o and_o 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but_o thou_o will_v not_o find_v i_o any_o where_o on_o earth_n but_o there_o where_o i_o have_v be_v in_o the_o station_n of_o my_o mortal_a life_n in_o solitude_n and_o silence_n in_o poverty_n and_o suffering_n in_o persecution_n and_o reproach_n in_o cross_n and_o annihilation_n the_o saint_n find_v i_o in_o heaven_n in_o the_o splendour_n of_o glory_n and_o joy_n ineffable_a but_o this_o be_v after_o they_o have_v find_v i_o on_o earth_n in_o disgrace_n and_o pain_n i_o be_o thorough_o convince_v of_o this_o truth_n and_o humble_o thank_v our_o bless_a saviour_n for_o make_v it_o so_o clear_a unto_o i_o and_o i_o beseech_v his_o infinite_a goodness_n so_o to_o imprint_v it_o in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v practise_v it_o without_o delay_n alas_o how_o long_o shall_v i_o behold_v the_o excellency_n of_o humiliation_n by_o divine_a irradiation_n dart_v into_o my_o soul_n and_o practise_v they_o so_o little_a divine_a jesus_n take_v from_o i_o this_o rebellious_a heart_n if_o it_o refuse_v to_o be_v conformable_a to_o you_o in_o your_o annihilation_n open_v my_o breast_n and_o take_v it_o from_o i_o for_o i_o have_v rather_o have_v none_o at_o all_o and_o die_v than_o have_v a_o heart_n that_o have_v other_o maxim_n and_o affection_n than_o what_o you_o have_v teach_v i_o o_o my_o belove_a jesus_n i_o do_v not_o in_o this_o desire_n cruelty_n to_o myself_o but_o a_o signal_n favour_n the_o eternal_a father_n who_o behold_v you_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n with_o complacency_n will_v not_o be_v offend_v with_o this_o bloody_a spectacle_n o_o my_o jesus_n what_o a_o love_n have_v i_o for_o your_o cross_n and_o humiliation_n the_o view_n of_o their_o beauty_n so_o well-pleasing_a to_o your_o eternal_a father_n do_v at_o present_a so_o ravish_v and_o transport_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v become_v as_o it_o be_v a_o fool_n i_o shall_v lose_v my_o sense_n and_o speak_v i_o know_v not_o what_o unless_o dear_a jesus_n you_o put_v a_o stop_n to_o your_o divine_a 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