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of_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n genes_n 32.10_o and_o thus_o holy_a job_n behold_v i_o be_o vile_a chap._n 40.4_o and_o thus_o likewise_o the_o psalmist_n lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o take_v knowledge_n of_o he_o or_o the_o son_n of_o man_n that_o make_v account_n of_o he_o man_n be_v like_a to_o vanity_n his_o day_n be_v as_o a_o shadow_n that_o pass_v away_o psal_n 144.3_o 4._o v._n what_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o what_o be_o i_o sure_o thou_o be_v the_o fullness_n of_o be_v but_o i_o be_o nothing_o 7._o by_o way_n of_o confidence_n and_o religance_n upon_o god_n thus_o can_v a_o woman_n forget_v her_o suck_a child_n that_o she_o shall_v not_o have_v compassion_n on_o the_o son_n of_o her_o womb_n yea_o thy_o may_v forget_v but_o god_n will_v not_o forget_v his_o people_n though_o my_o father_n and_o mother_n forsake_v i_o yet_o the_o lord_n will_v take_v i_o up_o though_o i_o perish_v yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o he_o he_o clothes_v the_o lily_n of_o the_o 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