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A91651 The Repenting sinner pardoned being a brief relation of the wicked life, and penitent pious death of James Wilson of Wolverhampton in Stafford-shire, who died February 21. 1668 / made publick by such as were ear and eye witnesses of the same, for a warning to such as live ungodly. Wilson, James, d. 1668. 1669 (1669) Wing R1046C; ESTC R42561 8,330 31

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and said that he did repent from the very bottom of his heart Oh said he do you think that I dare dissemble with God now now I am so near death and another world and many words to that purpose and shaking his head and looking on his Sister with a dreadfull eye earnestly said That for all manner of Roguery he was as wicked a man as ever lived and said that no sin came amiss to him when he was drunk and he had been so mad when he was drunk that he did not fear all the Devills in Hell he car'd not what he did And then his soul began to adore the Lord for his mercy to him in keeping him from the Devil when he was drunk and from committing Murther when he was near it when he had been in drink and also that God had kept others from murthering him and once from being drowned when he was in danger of it and that he was not swept away in his sin The sense of these mercies made him weep bitterly And his Sister added that it is a mercy never to be forgotten that after all his sins and wicked life God should wait to be gracious to him and exalt himself to shew him mercy at which his heart seemed to be wonderfully broken and then more earnestly than ever he desired Prayers both in publick and private and begging of every one that he thought to be godly to pray hard for him and did not cease but with the greatest earnestness did pray by himself And holding his Sister by her hand he said That if the great Jehova would spare him this time that where his Sister went to look after Salvation he would never forsake her company whilst he lived let his Companions jeer and scorn as much as they would and did also tell her that when he did jeer and scorn at her for going to the Meetings his Conscience did even then prick him and he thought he did not do well in reproaching her and he did most earnestly profess that it was his strong Resolution to break off with his old Companions and to close with the people of God and walk with them if God would spare him life His Sister asked him if such and such men had not been instruments of drawing him into sin and he said no none but himself drew him he was the worst instrument of his own damnation no one was so bad as he and if there was not great mercy for him he was utterly undone He asked his friend this Question Whether God made any one man to damn him his friend told him that God made man for himself and it was for sin which any committed and lived and died in that they were damned and because they would not come to Christ for life and salvation He was then exceedingly troubled about his sin that at night he could not lie in his bed but rose about eleven of the clock and fell to reading and weeping as he did before till about one of the clock when he had a great conflict with Satan for to his thinking he said he saw Satan telling him of all his evil wayes and bidding him swear and curse as he had done and he said avoid Satan avoid I am not now as I have been I have now an Interest in Christ and have forsaken my sin then the Devil bade him blaspheme God and he said he would not but bade him avoid and so he fell a praying and about two a clock Satan left him then he went to his friend in bed asked him if he should come to bed to him and he bade him come then he told him of the conflict he had with Satan and how he resisted him and that he was gone and thus they passed the rest of the night in heavenly discourse till the day broke on the Lord's day When he rose he told them that he should die before Dinner so lose the Prayers of the people of God that were to be put up for him which much afflicted him for he set much by Prayers and would ask his Sister if God would not remember the Prayers of those that are now dead that they put up in their life-time for he knew his Father and Grand-father were much in that Duty He asked a Neighbour that came to visit him to read by him a Book that was lately set forth of a young man in London that was a Murtherer and died for it and when he heard some pretious promises and that in particular when a sinner doth repent from the bottom of his heart God would have mercy on him he wept bitterly and said That so far as he knew his heart he did repent unfeignedly and often desired us to pray for him that he might have longer time to repent When it pleased God to lengthen out his life till after Dinner he was exceeding joyfull for that he was in hopes to enjoy the benefit also of the Prayers of those Christians who meet together on that day to worship God labouring to get acquaintance with him and his truth that knowing his will they may do it and in so doing find rest for their Souls And although such Assemblings were the scorn of this young man and reproach yet on this day he was glad to have the case of his Soul presented by them to the Father of Spirits and how glad would he have been to have been there in person But he desires his Sister to read by him good friends came to visit him Madam L. did the office of a Gentlewoman and a good Christian for his temporal and eternal good she brought and sent him things proper for him but such was the hand of God upon him that though he could eat yet he could not swallow Drink or such liquid things towards his end which was marvellous in our eyes When he was told that an ejected Minister that preached in the Town that day would come to visit him he was extreamly glad and longed for him and feared his breath would be stoped ere he could come in the evening he came to him as soon as he came to his bed side he was wonderfully raised in his Spirit that God had let him live to see his face and took him by the hand and kissed it again and again and said Oh Sir I have but two breaths to fetch in this world and I am gone Oh what shall I do to make my Calling and Election sure tell me quickly for I am afraid I shall not speak to you long The Minister thought at first that he was through want of sleep and the height of his distemper somewhat distracted he spake so eagerly and repeated things over so oft yet though the distemper might be something after we saw that the certain perswasion of the shortness of his time the nearness of death and judgement the wickedness of his life and the fears of condemnation made him so exceeding earnest in his expressions and prayer And in