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be_v not_o able_a nor_o need_v to_o do_v that_o which_o he_o have_v do_v yet_o thou_o must_v enter_v whole_o into_o his_o process_n and_o therein_o die_v continual_o from_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o virgin_n sophîa_fw-la espouse_v not_o herself_o to_o the_o soul_n except_o in_o this_o property_n which_o spring_v up_o in_o the_o soul_n through_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n as_o a_o new_a plant_n stand_v in_o heaven_n the_o earthly_a body_n can_v comprehend_v she_o in_o this_o time_n life_n for_o it_o must_v first_o die_v from_o vanity_n but_o the_o heavenly_a image_n which_o disappear_v in_o adam_n viz._n the_o true_a seed_n of_o the_o woman_n wherein_o god_n become_v man_n and_o into_o which_o he_o bring_v his_o live_a seed_n the_o heavenly_a substantiality_n be_v capable_a of_o the_o pearl_n after_o the_o manner_n it_o come_v to_o pass_v in_o mary_n in_o the_o fill_n limit_n of_o the_o covenant_n therefore_o take_v heed_n what_o thou_o do_v when_o thou_o have_v 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the_o soul_n will_v not_o bite_v at_o the_o bait_n than_o he_o come_v with_o the_o soul_n nworthinesse_n and_o catalogue_n of_o sin_n and_o then_o thou_o must_v fight_v hard_a and_o here_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n must_v be_v set_v in_o the_o front_n or_o else_o the_o creature_n can_v prevail_v against_o the_o devil_n for_o in_o this_o it_o go_v so_o terrible_o with_o many_o that_o the_o outward_a reason_n think_v that_o person_n to_o be_v distract_v and_o poâ—ened_v with_o the_o devil_n the_o devil_n defend_v himself_o so_o horrible_o in_o many_o especial_o if_o he_o have_v have_v a_o great_a den_n fort_n of_o prey_n in_o he_o that_o he_o must_v be_v stout_o assault_v before_o
not_o of_o this_o world_n it_o will_v begin_v to_o die_v from_o without_o and_o from_o within_o from_o without_o from_o the_o vanity_n and_o evil_a deed_n of_o the_o world_n it_o will_v be_v a_o utter_a enemy_n to_o all_o pride_n and_o insolence_n from_o within_o it_o will_v die_v from_o all_o evil_a lust_n and_o envy_n and_o will_v get_v a_o mind_n and_o will_v whole_o new_a which_o will_v be_v continual_o direct_v to_o god_n and_o goodness_n the_o scholar_n 17._o but_o the_o world_n will_v hate_v and_o despise_v it_o for_o do_v so_o see_v it_o must_v contradict_v the_o world_n and_o lâ—ve_n and_o do_v otherwise_o then_o the_o world_n do_v the_o master_n it_o will_v not_o take_v that_o as_o any_o harm_n do_v to_o it_o but_o will_v rejoice_v that_o it_o be_v become_v worthy_a to_o be_v like_a to_o the_o image_n of_o our_o lord_n christ_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o bear_v that_o cross_n after_o our_o lord_n mere_o that_o the_o lord_n may_v bestow_v the_o influence_n of_o his_o sweet_a love_n upon_o it_o the_o scholar_n 18._o what_o will_v become_v of_o it_o when_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n from_o within_o and_o the_o wicked_a world_n from_o without_o shall_v assault_v it_o as_o happen_v to_o our_o lord_n christ_n the_o master_n be_v that_o unto_o it_o as_o unto_o our_o lord_n christ_n when_o he_o be_v reproach_v revile_v and_o crucify_v by_o the_o world_n and_o the_o priest_n he_o commend_v his_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o father_n and_o so_o depart_v from_o the_o anguish_n of_o this_o world_n into_o the_o eternal_a joy_n so_o also_o it_o will_v get_v forth_o from_o the_o reproach_n and_o anguish_n of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o penetrate_v into_o itself_o into_o the_o great_a love_n of_o god_n and_o be_v sustain_v and_o refresh_v by_o the_o most_o sweet_a name_n jesus_n and_o see_v and_o find_v in_o itself_o a_o new_a world_n spring_v forth_o through_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n then_o a_o man_n shall_v wrap_v his_o soul_n up_o therein_o and_o account_v all_o thing_n alike_o and_o whether_o the_o body_n be_v in_o 〈◊〉_d hell_n or_o on_o earth_n yet_o his_o mind_n be_v in_o the_o great_a love_n of_o god_n the_o scholar_n 19_o but_o how_o will_v his_o body_n be_v maintain_v in_o the_o world_n and_o how_o will_v he_o maintain_v those_o that_o be_v he_o if_o he_o shall_v incur_v the_o displeasure_n of_o all_o the_o world_n the_o master_n he_o get_v great_a favour_n than_o the_o world_n be_v able_a to_o bestow_v for_o he_o have_v god_n and_o all_o his_o angel_n for_o his_o friend_n they_o protect_v he_o in_o all_o danger_n and_o necessity_n also_o god_n be_v his_o blessing_n in_o every_o thing_n and_o though_o sometime_o it_o seem_v as_o if_o god_n will_v not_o bless_v he_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o trial_n too_o he_o and_o the_o draw_v of_o god_n love_v that_o he_o may_v the_o more_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o commit_v all_o his_o way_n to_o he_o the_o scholar_n 20._o but_o he_o lose_v all_o his_o good_a friend_n and_o there_o will_v be_v none_o to_o help_v he_o in_o his_o necessity_n the_o master_n yes_o he_o get_v the_o heart_n of_o all_o his_o good_a friend_n into_o his_o possession_n and_o lose_v none_o but_o his_o enemy_n who_o before_o love_v his_o vanity_n and_o wickedness_n the_o scholar_n 21._o how_o be_v it_o that_o he_o get_v his_o good_a friend_n into_o his_o possession_n the_o master_n he_o get_v the_o soul_n of_o all_o those_o that_o belong_v to_o our_o lord_n jesus_n to_o be_v his_o brethren_n and_o the_o member_n of_o his_o own_o life_n for_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v but_o one_o in_o christ_n which_o one_o be_v christ_n in_o all_o therefore_o he_o get_v they_o all_o to_o be_v his_o fellow_n member_n in_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n for_o they_o have_v the_o heavenly_a good_n common_a and_o live_v in_o one_o and_o the_o same_o love_n of_o god_n as_o the_o branch_n of_o a_o tree_n spring_n from_o one_o and_o the_o same_o sap_n also_o he_o can_v want_v outward_a natural_a friend_n neither_o as_o our_o lord_n christ_n do_v not_o want_v such_o for_o though_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o potentate_n of_o the_o will_v will_v not_o love_v he_o which_o belong_v not_o to_o he_o nor_o be_v his_o member_n and_o brethren_n yet_o those_o love_v he_o that_o be_v capable_a of_o his_o word_n so_o likewise_o those_o that_o love_n truth_n and_o righteousness_n will_v love_v that_o man_n and_o associate_v themselves_o to_o he_o as_o nicodemus_n do_v to_o christ_n who_o come_v to_o he_o by_o night_n and_o in_o his_o heart_n love_v jesus_n for_o the_o truth_n sake_n yet_o outward_o fear_v the_o world_n and_o thus_o he_o shall_v have_v many_o friend_n that_o be_v not_o know_v to_o he_o the_o scholar_n 22._o but_o it_o be_v very_o grievous_a to_o be_v despise_v of_o all_o the_o world_n the_o master_n that_o which_o now_o seem_v hard_a and_o heavy_a to_o thou_o thou_o will_v afterward_o love_v it_o most_o of_o all_o the_o scholar_n 23._o how_o can_v it_o be_v that_o i_o shall_v love_v that_o which_o hate_v i_o the_o master_n though_o thou_o love_v the_o earthly_a wisdom_n now_o yet_o when_o thou_o be_v over-cloathed_n with_o the_o heavenly_a wisdom_n thou_o will_v see_v that_o all_o the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o world_n be_v but_o folly_n and_o that_o the_o world_n hate_v but_o thy_o enemy_n viz._n the_o mortal_a life_n and_o when_o thou_o thyself_o come_v to_o hate_v the_o will_v thereof_o than_o thou_o also_o will_v begin_v to_o love_v that_o despise_n of_o the_o mortal_a life_n the_o scholar_n 24._o but_o how_o may_v these_o two_o stand_v together_o viz._n that_o a_o man_n shall_v both_o love_n and_o hate_v himself_o the_o master_n in_o love_v thyself_o thou_o love_v not_o thyself_o as_o thy_o own_o but_o as_o give_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n thou_o love_v the_o divine_a ground_n in_o thou_o by_o which_o thou_o love_v the_o dîvine_a wisdom_n god_n work_n of_o wonder_n and_o thy_o brethren_n but_o in_o hate_v thyself_o thou_o hate_v only_o that_o which_o be_v thy_o own_o wherein_o evil_a stick_v close_o to_o thou_o and_o this_o thou_o do_v that_o thou_o may_v whole_o destroy_v in_o thou_o that_o which_o thou_o call_v thou_o when_o thou_o say_v i_o or_o myself_o do_v this_o or_o that_o this_o thou_o will_v whole_o destroy_v in_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v become_v a_o ground_n whole_o divine_a love_n hare_v self_n or_o that_o which_o we_o call_v i_o because_o it_o be_v a_o deadly_a thing_n and_o they_o two_o can_v well_o stand_v together_o for_o love_n possess_v heaven_n â—c_z dwell_v by_o in_o itself_o but_o that_o which_o i_o call_v i_o possess_v the_o world_n and_o worldly_a thing_n and_o also_o dwell_v in_o itself_o and_o as_o heaven_n rule_v the_o world_n and_o as_o eternity_n rule_v time_n so_o love_n rule_v over_o the_o natural_a life_n the_o scholar_n 25._o love_v master_n pray_v tell_v i_o it_o wherefore_o must_v love_v and_o trouble_v friend_n and_o foe_n be_v together_o will_v not_o love_v alone_o be_v better_a the_o master_n if_o love_n dwell_v not_o in_o trouble_n it_o can_v have_v nothing_o to_o love_n but_o its_o substance_n which_o it_o love_v viz._n the_o poor_a soul_n be_v in_o trouble_n and_o pain_n it_o have_v cause_n to_o love_v its_o own_o substance_n and_o to_o deliver_v it_o from_o pain_n that_o itself_o also_o may_v be_v belove_v again_o neither_o can_v it_o be_v know_v what_o love_n be_v if_o it_o have_v not_o something_o which_o it_o may_v love_v the_o scholar_n 26._o what_o be_v the_o virtue_n power_n height_n and_o greatness_n of_o love_n the_o master_n it_o be_v virtue_n be_v that_o nothing_o whence_o all_o thing_n proceed_v and_o its_o power_n be_v in_o and_o through_o all_o thing_n its_o height_n be_v as_o high_a as_o god_n and_o its_o greatness_n be_v great_a than_o essâ—â—â—â—_n god_n whosoever_o find_v it_o find_v nothing_o &_o all_o thing_n the_o scholar_n 27._o love_v master_n pray_v tell_v i_o how_o i_o may_v understand_v this_o the_o master_n that_o i_o say_v its_o virtue_n be_v that_o nothing_o thou_o may_v understand_v thus_o when_o thou_o be_v go_v forth_o whole_o from_o the_o creature_n and_o be_v become_v nothing_o to_o all_o that_o be_v nature_n and_o creature_n than_o thou_o be_v in_o that_o eternal_a one_o which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o then_o thou_o shall_v perceive_v and_o feel_v the_o high_a virtue_n of_o love_n but_o that_o i_o say_v its_o power_n be_v in_o and_o through_o all_o thing_n thou_o perceive_v and_o find_v that_o in_o thy_o own_o soul_n &_o body_n when_o this_o great_a love_n be_v kindle_v in_o thou_o it_o will_v burn_v more_o than_o any_o fire_n can_v do_v thou_o see_v also_o in_o all_o the_o work_n of_o
if_o it_o will_v whole_o yield_v itself_o to_o death_n and_o cease_v to_o be_v a_o creature_n any_o more_o and_o so_o do_v yield_v itself_o to_o death_n and_o desire_v nothing_o else_o but_o to_o die_v and_o perish_v in_o the_o death_n of_o its_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v suffer_v such_o torment_n and_o death_n for_o it_o sink_v and_o in_o this_o perish_v it_o begin_v to_o sigh_v and_o pray_v in_o itself_o very_o inward_o to_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o to_o sink_v down_o into_o the_o mere_a mercy_n of_o god_n upon_o this_o there_o appear_v unto_o it_o the_o amiable_a countenance_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o penetrate_v through_o it_o as_o a_o great_a light_n by_o which_o it_o grow_v exceed_o joyful_a and_o begin_v to_o pray_v aright_o and_o to_o thank_v the_o most_o high_a for_o this_o grace_n and_o to_o rejoice_v exceed_o that_o it_o be_v deliver_v from_o the_o death_n and_o anguish_n of_o hell_n and_o there_o it_o taste_v of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o god_n 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