would you not think it very hard to be so dealt by Oh come and be tryed by your own Rule and read from the beginning to the end and see whether the Persecutors were not the false Worshippers in all Generations and the true Ones the Sufferers and were not they as high in their Wisdom and Learning as you are who crucified Christ and set your Original over his Head of Greek Hebrew and Latine and they counted him of too low a Degree for them to receive and they mocked and scoffed and derided him and thereby manifested their Enmity against him and his Followers then as you do yours now against us Come down you High-minded Persecutors and bow before the Lord and turn to his Witness in your Hearts which reprove you in secret and testifie for us and it hath made many of you to confess to our innocency and harmlesness notwithstanding the many false Aspersions that the Wicked have cast upon us and although we have a Witness in your Hearts for us yet your Mercies are still Cruelties towards us Oh do not think to hide your selves from the All-seeing Eye of the Lord for assuredly his righteous Judgments will find you out and then all false Coverings will be too narrow Do you think your Law will plead for you then or them who set it forth excuse you Oh no! then the righteous Law of God which you have violated and broken and disobeyed now will then rise up in Judgment and bear Witness against you therefore leave off all your false Coverings for your Persecution for they are but deceit and will deceive you and stand you in no stead when you come to account for your deeds done in the body And now you of my Neighbours and Country who resist the Spirit of the Lord and follow the Imaginations of your own dark Hearts and boast your selves in Wickedness As your Fore-fathers did so do you they boasted and said They had the Law and the Prophets and were Abraham 's Seed and had one Father even God and yet Christ told them plainly They were of their Father the Devil and his works they were doing and so are you now who are a striving against those who worship in the Spirit and in the Truth Oh do not strive to limit the Holy Spirit of the Lord which is but one in the Male and in the Female Were not the Scripture's Testimonies to be fulfill'd Oh! when will you witness that Saying fulfill'd which saith on this wise I will pour forth of my Spirit upon all Flesh and my Sons and my Daughters shall prophesie Mark It 's the Sons and Daughters of the Lord that are led by his Spirit and not the Persecutors Whilst I walk'd with you in the broad way which leadeth to Destruction you did not persecute me but when it pleas'd the Lord to turn me from Darkness unto Light and from Satan's power unto his own then your Enmity began But when I went along with you to your Worship I had what this World could afford of the Fatness and Fulness thereof but I must needs tell you I had Leanness in my Soul Oh search and try whether it be not so with you who have gone this many years For I went with as much Zeal as any of you therefore let not your blind Zeal deceive you I turn'd not from you through Enmity against you but because that dead Worship deceiv'd my Soul for when Christ Jesus through his Love unto my Soul did make known his Light in my Heart which shew'd me the narrow Way which leadeth unto Life then I chose rather to suffer with the People of God than to enjoy your Favour or all the Pleasures or Profits or Honour this World can afford And all you that think ye are a doing as you should do turn unto the Light that you may see what you are a doing and may become from Persecutors to be Sufferers even as Paul was through his obedience unto the Light and he thought when he was in Darkness and blind Zeal that he did as he should do Oh! therefore take you heed and be no longer deceiv'd but turn unto the Light before it be too late for the Time hasteneth and passeth away and there is nothing else that will stand you in stead when Time shall be no more O therefore be awakened and arise from the Dead that Christ Jesus may be your Light and your Leader as he was David's For what doth it profit you to read the Scriptures or to hear of the Promises or Mercies of the Lord unto the Children of Light This will stand you in no stead whilst you your selves are in Darkness and under the shadow of Death Oh do not heap up that unto your selves which you have no right unto for you are in the Darkness in the Persecuting state which was and is always blind And how dare you in such a state to appear before the Lord Do you think his all-seeing Eye doth not behold your Doings Yes verily and his Righteous Judgments assuredly will find you out and then all your talking of that you live not in will do you no good How often have you and your Teachers been reading and talking of loving Enemies and of walking in the Light as Christ is in the Light and many such like things and yet are found hating of your Souls Friends who are telling you the Truth and reproving you for Evil and you are so far from walking in the Light that you remain in your Sins and plead for so doing until the last Do you think that the Lord will be limited by you until the last Hour Oh turn to the Reproofs of his Light in your hearts which maketh manifest the evil of your ways whil'st the Day of God's Love lasteth unto you that through his precious Judgments your Souls may come to be redeemed for it 's through Judgment that Sion witnesseth Redemption and the honest heart loveth Judgment and if you will obey the Light it will lead you into Judgment and when you come to witness your Souls redeem'd thereby then you will witness David's state who said O Lord how I love thy judgments and he desir'd the Lord to send forth his Truth and his Light to lead him and it was his Law and he walk'd in it And if you would do so you would have the Royal Law of Love in your hearts and then you would have Fellowship with Jesus and feel the Effects of his Blood to cleanse you from all sin on this the Grave and then you will plead no longer to strengthen the Devil's Kingdom for if you die in your sins you will add greatly to his Kingdom for those that live and die in their sins do never inherit the Kingdom of Heaven for no unclean thing can come there but they are for the Lake that burneth for ever Written the 9 th Day of the 11 th Month 1670. By one that wishes well to all Souls Joan Vokins To
which our tender God hath spread over us that we may not be asham'd to bear the Cross and take heed lest any cause the Offence of the Cross to cease for such are Enemies to Christ Jesus let them profess what they will for there is no way to the Crown but by and through the Cross So in that which brings us into subjection do I remain present with you in Spirit though absent in Body your tender Sister in the precious Truth J. V. From Gravesend the 24th of the 12th Month 1679. Let this be read in your Womens Meeting or any where as a service is seen A Letter to her Husband Richard Vokins sent from Road Island Dear Husband MY Love and Life salutes thee with my dear Children and my Father and my brother O. S. and his Wife and my Brother D and his Wife and all the rest of my dear Friends and Heavenly Relations dearly desiring your Preservation and Prosperity in the ever blessed Truth and then I doubt not but our God will increase us in our outward store And dear Heart thou art often in my mind and the breathing of my Life is for thee as for my own Soul and I do believe that all our Trials will work for good if we love the Lord Jesus as we ought to do Those Trials that we have had and do now meet with I hope will fit us for greater and I do not know but I may come home again to suffer with you by the strength of the same Power that hath preserved us hitherto Oh magnified be it for ever saith my Soul for it hath done for me great things And dear Heart my service is greater here than it was there and I have pretty well clear'd my self in Long Island but at New-York I am not quite clear but I hope I shall ere long I am now at Road-Island going on to clear my self as fast as I may as the Lord makes way for me I intend to take the Meetings between this and Boston and when I am clear there I hope you may hear further from me or see me in some reasonable time as our tender God shall be pleased to order And by this you may all know that my tender God is with me and carries me through many sore Exercises and his mighty Power enables me to do his Service and his Reward is not wanting blessed be his Name for all his tender Mercies Friends are tender to me and I am better in Health at present than I have been but I have many Ailments attending my weak Body still So dear Heart let us breathe to our God together though outwardly far asunder yet if it stands with the Will of our Heavenly Father we may see one another again to his Honour and our Comfort and let us pray unto him Day and Night that we may be content to be at his dispose in Life or Death together or asunder that he may be honoured and our Souls comforted And dear Heart remember to have an Eye over our dear Children that they lose not the sense of Truth which my Soul hath so deeply travailled for when I was with them for it is my fear now I am from them that if thou do not supply my place in my absence that the Spirit of this World will prevail and hinder the Work of the Lord in their Hearts and in thine too and that will be to all our Sorrow The Lord God Eternal keep us faithful to him unto the end that we bare our Testimonies for his Truth with boldness at all times and in all places that we may not be asham'd to confess him before Men if we should come to be tried for our Lives for it 's a precious advancement to be a worthy Sufferer and if the Mighty God do bring me home again to partake of Suffering in my Native Land I hope those Exercises that I now go through will still sit me for greater and I hope this is the end for which thee and I am tried And so in the Love of that which is able to preserve us do I once more salute thee and remain Thy true and tender Wife J. V. From Road-Island the 14th of the 4th Month 1680. REmember my dear Love to my Children and bid them mind the Lord and to all Friends of our Meeting and let my Son R. tell them that I greatly desire their Faithfulness and I hope he will have an honest Testimony for God and I would have Mary see this Letter that she may be of a believing Heart that if the Lord should bring us together again it may be to his Honour and our great Comfort the Lord is as well able to preserve me home as he was hither and I hope he will in his time I must leave that to him and so I hope will you for if we be not contented with his Will it will not be well with us And therefore let 's learn Paul's Lesson for we have great need in every state to be content No more but dear Love being in haste J. V. To Oliver Sansom and his Wife Dear Brother and Sister WHom I dearly love in the Lord Jesus our Life who makes hard things easie bitter things sweet and bares up in the greatest Trials do I salute you with my Mary my Sister Margery and the rest of them earnestly desiring your Prosperity every way as for my own Soul And by this you may know that tho' fore Exercises and Travels attend on every hand yet I am alive to magnifie that Power that hath preserved in Dangers great and Difficulties many and is able to Preserve unto the end and therefore I desire that we may trust in it and obey it to the honour of it for it hath been manifest in my weak Body to the admiration of many of the upright in Heart and they are very Loving to me where ever I come And my tender Father hath strengthened me to do his Service in Long-Island and New-York and in Road-Island and Boston and New-Jersey and those parts of America and I was in hope to have come home when I was clear of New England but the Lord hath laid it upon me to go to Barbadoes and in his Strength I am going on in a Vessel that one George Fletcher is Owner and Master of who professes Truth Do you not think that a Line from you would be very precious to me I neither heard from nor saw one of my Native Land since I left it but I cannot blame you not knowing whither to direct it Remember my dear Love to all dear Friends of our Mens and Womens Meetings earnestly desiring their Faithfulness therein and in all things else that pertains to the life of Truth that we may bear our Testimonies in Uprightness unto the end that in the end God may be glorified and our Souls comforted for ever and evermore Dear Anne Lawrence's Children be in my Mind as well as my own I hope you will look
but all to be diligent that God's Plantation may flourish in every Heart that he may have the Fruit to his Glory for he is making manifest his great love to his tender Seed in those remote corners of the Earth and he will make his Power known and his Gospel-light is shining and he will multiply his Mercies and increase his Blessings both Spiritually and Temporally unto those who live the Gospel-life and keep to its blessed Order Oh the great love and tender dealings of our God that he is visiting those Islands which causes my Soul often to rejoyce for he have heard the Cry of the poor and is arisen for the help of the needy and have made many willing to leave their Native Land that are as Instruments in his hand for to build up in the pure victorious Faith which have long been the breathing of my Soul for you and for the Seed sake I have been concerned close with the God of my Life and the cry in me hath often been unto him to send forth more faithful Labourers amongst you that his Vineyard may be dressed and cleansed from all that hindreth its growth and he hath heard and answered in measure blessed be his Name Oh Friends let every one be concerned and none to be idle but all to the work of the Day lest Night come and prevent you For now is the day springing from on High visiting you and the affliction of Joseph and the troubles of Jacob the Lord have removed and for his Seed sake will yet more appear and work its deliverance in the hearts of all that are truly tender of it although the Serpent is very subtil and busie and always trying to betray Innocency yet the Watch being kept he is prevented and our Souls preserved Therefore dear Friends let us not forget that Command lest the Enemy should prevail Oh feel a necessity of watchfulness that we may keep our hearts diligently that we may feel the issues of Life that the inward Man may grow and be capable to act for God for we have every one both Male and Female a Service in our proper places and them that are diligent in doing their Duty shall be sure of a blessed Reward of Life and Peace therefore let all be encouraged that are poor and needy and feeble-minded Oh let them put on Courage yea the very hindermost of the Flock for our Captain is couragious he goes on Conquering and to Conquer victoriously and by his Power he brings great things to pass and is working deliverance for his suffering Seed that have breathed to him in secret and could not be satisfied but was without all hope of help until the ancient Power was brought to light and the Spirit of Truth revealed to help our Infirmities and to teach us to depart from Iniquity and to do the things that is well pleasing unto our God Oh the day of our convincement in which our hearts and souls were tendered and we made sensible of our states is never to be forgotten but the Ancient Power that tendered us then to be kept unto that we may do the work of the day for the Gospel-day calls for purity of Life to adorn it Oh that we may be as John said fearing God and giving glory to him for the hour of his Judgment is come and we and ours ought to fear him and stand in his awe and not sin against him Oh that we above all things may endeavour that our Families may be of his Family and our Assemblies crown'd with life that living Sacrifices may be offered in our Spiritual Worship for broken hearts and contrite spirits our tender God will never despise And therefore dear Friends let us keep low in the Valley of our Father's love where the Well springs of Life do flow that a living People we may be to the praise of our God and the promoting of Truth in Generations to come that our Off-spring may be encouraged by our good Examples successively to honour Truth when we are gone to our Rest that our Posterity may be blessed of the Lord and be to his praise and our everlasting comfort for ever and for evermore Amen Written in Barbadoes in the first Month 1681. An Epistle to some Friends in New England but it hath respect to the general state of Friends there T. and Ann Potter DEar Friends my Love do truly reach to you and your Children desiring your welfare every way even as for my own not forgetting your love to me when I was there but in a sense of that love that our God have shed abroad in our hearts do I salute you earnestly desiring that our Children may be his Children and that they and we may magnifie his power together though outwardly far asunder Oh that we and ours may truly endeavour after this for its the breathing of my Soul that we may feel one another in harmless hearts that we may breath one for another and be refreshed one in another though absent in body yet present in spirit serving our God and eying him that he may direct our hearts and keep our minds staid that when the winds do blow and the storms do beat we may be upon a sure foundation for all foundations shall be tried and the sandy buildings will not stand in the trying times and therefore we had need be builders up of one another in our most holy faith that we may be firmly established and as good souldiers enduring hardships unto the end for our Captain is on his way Glory to his worthy Name and he goes on triumphantly conquering and to conquer and he and his faithful Followers shall have the Victory and his love is sufficient to encourage the feeble ones for by his power we have been preserved in dangers many and very great and difficult and he hath been a present help in the times of our greatest need and though we have in our travel here met with many troubles yet he who is our God at hand delivers out of all Everlasting Praises be unto his Name for ever he hath made known the spiritual Armour Oh that we may rightly prove it that the Strong-holds of Sin and Satan may be pulled down and Righteousness and Holiness set up in the place thereof that our God may be honoured and his Truth exalted and his Children comforted for ever and for evermore Amen Mind my dear love to Elizabeth Hooten and to the Friend and her Husband that went with me to West Jersey and to William Aston and his Wife and Tho. Leeds and his Wife and let them know that I should be glad to hear that a Meeting were setled at Middleton and mind my love to S. Cooper and his Wife and Family and let them and other Friends know that I believe there would be great Service in establishing a Meeting there my love to R. Lippingcot William Shaddock and the Friend Warner and to all the rest of Friends for my love is truly
the end God may be glorified and our Souls after all Trials and sore Exercises are ended may be everlastingly comforted Dear Friends By this you may see that I do not forget you though so weakly in body that I cannot visit you yet am with you in spirit and as long as we abide in the precious Truth the Spirit of Truth writes us as Epistles in one another's hearts that cannot be forgotten and in the same I dearly salute you and bid you farewel in the Lord Jesus though in this World ye have many besetments yet unto his tender compassionate care I commit our Cause and unto the Protection of his Almighty Power do I commend you with my own Soul henceforth and for evermore Your Sister in the heavenly Relation J. V. Chawlow 1st of the 6th Month. 1683. Concerning her Journey into Ireland Dear Friends BY this the blessed Truth and them that love it may be cleared that have unity with me in my Service for I have a witness in every heart that I may appeal unto but them that take no heed to the Spirit of God the true witness in their own hearts can have no experience of the work of it in others and therefore no marvel if they wonder and perish as said the Apostle though they say daily and weekly and year after year it is their duty to love and fear and obey God with all their hearts with all their souls and with all their strength yet so far are they from doing of it that they are ready to cast Aspersions on those that do and though it 's written in the Liturgy of the Church of England that it is their Duties yet they will not wait upon Jesus to receive power to perform their Duties and therefore they abide in unbelief and disobedience not considering their time is short and the work of Sanctification is great Oh how dangerous a thing will it be to have such a weighty work to do when there is no time to do it Well said the Apostle Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling was that the way then and is it become ridiculous now that so many are so much averse to it Oh where are the Mockers and Scoffers and Persecutors of our Age Who are hearing and reading the Scriptures without Understanding Oh that they would take heed to that which reproves for evil that their Understandings might be opened by it for that is the Spirit that the holy Men were inspired with that gave forth the Scriptures and until the hearts of People be turned to it their understandings are so darkened that they cannot see the state of their own Souls much less understand the holy Scripture and therefore we need not care what such can say or do against us who truly fear the Lord for our reward is from him and we have good cause to serve him and seek to exalt his blessed Truth by preferring it above all things though Relations may be near and dear yet to part with them and natural Life and all is but my reasonable Service if my God require it for I have found him a bountiful Master and no respecter of Persons but them that truly fear him and work righteousness do find acceptance with him and that is more to a Remnant then to find acceptance with all the Potentates of the World for their favour will not procure peace with God neither can those live in God's holy heart-cleansing fear that offends him to please Man and in vain will it be for any to hope to die in favour with God and not live so in his fear as not to offend him and notwithstanding all the talk of loving the Lord Jesus and fearing him yet there 's none doth it but them that leave off doing evil and learn to do well and such keeps his holy Commands which are not grievous but joyous to them when the Lord doth enlarge their hearts then can they run the way of his Commands with great delight but while Man or Woman standeth at a distance from that good Spirit that God hath in his tender love given them to profit withal they cannot be sensible of the Lord's enlarging their hearts nor of his working in them both to will and to do of his own good pleasure therefore let all have regard to the work of God's Holy Spirit in their own hearts that they may come to be sensible of the goodness of the Lord and the mighty works that he does for their Souls and from a living experience invite others to come and tast and see for themselves how good our God is for of a truth he is good unto his Israel that are of an upright heart in his sight and they can say of a truth That one day in his Courts is better than a thousand years in the Kings Palaces and in the presence of the Lord is the fulness of our Soul's joy and at his right hand is durable riches and pleasures for evermore and indeed it is weighty to consider how many are preferring the honour of Man before the honour of God and earthly riches before the heavenly treasure And how eagerly do Mankind press after outward gain and slightly esteems the gain of godliness though with content it is the greatest gain of all But my dear Friends you that can do nothing against the Truth but for the Truth I leave these lines with you that the weak may not be turned out of the way nor the feeble caused to stumble by any false Asperson that the Devil through his Instruments may be permitted to cast upon me for the Truths sake For I have given no just cause to any to speak evil of me but if any should take occasion to speak evil of the Precious Truth because of my serving it let them know that for this cause it was made known unto me that I might truly serve it and not my self and if they that are Carnally minded would do so they would then indeed know that to be Carnally minded is Death but to be Spiritual minded is Life and Peace and true Contentment And this I write as one that has had a woful experience of the enmity that lodges in the carnal mind and a good experience and priviledge that redownds to the Souls of the Spiritual Minded and do earnestly desire that those that are carnal and sold under Sin as the Apostle said may turn unto that which is to say the enmity for it is night unto every one it s the Word of the Lord which is the Sword of his Spirit and as a Hammer to break down the partition-wall of Sin which separates the Soul from the presence of the Lord and it must be known so to be before Men can be fit to receive the things of God and thus may People come to see between things that differ and not call good evil and evil good and put darkness for light and light for darkness as too many do by which
God's Mighty Power Magnified AS MANIFESTED and REVEALED IN HIS Faithful Handmaid JOAN VOKINS WHO Departed this Life the 22d of the 5th Month 1690 Having finished her Course and kept the Faith Also some Account of her Exercises Works of Faith Labour of Love and great Travels in the Work of the Ministry for the good of Souls 2 Cor. 4. 7. But we have this Treasure in Earthen Vessels that the Excellency of the Power may be of God and not of us 2 Cor. 12. 9. And he said my Grace is sufficient for thee for my Strength is made perfect in Weakness London Printed for Thomas Northcott in George-Yard in Lombard-street 1691. TO THE READER Friendly Reader THE following Papers and Epistles here Collected together and Printed for thy benefit were not written and given forth by the Will of Man or worldly Wisdom but by the Will and hidden Wisdom of God which is and ever was a Mystery to the Learned Scribes and wise Disputants of this World and as Foolishness to them Therefore if thou wouldst come to receive the comfort that is couched under the Words and Expressions and partake of the Sweetness of that Life from whence they proceeded then thou must turn in thy Mind to the Manifestation of the Spirit of Christ which doth enlighten thee and all Mankind and is in great Mercy freely given thee to profit withal which Gift of God is the only Key that opens the Mysteries of Life and Salvation and reveals the things of God which no Man can know or understand but by the Inspiration of that same Holy Spirit which I desire thou maist in Humility wait to feel to open and enlarge thy Heart by inspiring thee and thereby a good Vnderstanding maist obtain both to discern the things belonging to thy Peace and also to savour and taste thereof to thy Comfort and Satisfaction and so to have the Sense from the Witness in thy own Conscience from whence the following things came So requesting thee to read without Prejudice in the fear of that God that searcheth thy Heart that thou maist receive the Benefit which in true Love is heartily wished thee by Thy Sincere Friend O. SANSOM Note That the following Papers are not exactly placed as to the Dates which the Reader is desired to pass by An Account and Testimony concerning Joan Vokins from the Quarterly Meeting for Berkshire AS concerning our Dear Friend and well-beloved Sister in the Lord Joan Vokins this Account and Testimony Lives in our Hearts to give forth That she was one whom the Lord Called by his Grace and Endued with Power from on High to Preach the Gospel of the Kingdom of Heaven and according to her Measure her Labour and Exercise therein was Effectual to many and her Care and Diligence in her Service very Useful and Profitable in the Churches of Christ where she hath Travelled especially in those parts where her Residence was She was given up to Serve the Lord with her whole Might depending on the Sufficiency of his Power and did not count her Life nor any thing of this World dear unto unto her for the Works sake which the Lord had called her unto but with great Courage and Confidence trusting in him who was her sole support she chearfully exposed her weak Body to Travel enduring great Hardships both by Sea and Land in the Work and Service of the Lord when many Perrils and Dangers divers ways did attend her and tho outwardly Weak she was made Strong through Believing in God's Almighty Power And now having Fought a good Fight and Finished her Course here with Joy and laid down her Head in peace she is Crowned with endless Life and Glory to Sing Praises and Hallelujah's to the Lord for ever and evermore And through her Faithfulness to God in her day and Valour for his Truth and Courage and Constancy unto the End she hath obtained a good Report among all God's People that knew her in her Generation Her Conversation did Adorn her Christian Profession and was such as did become the Gospel so that she Practised what she Preached and was a Lively Pattern and good Example unto others in her day And seeing there are few that are in all things like-minded then surely the loss of such a Member in the Churches is great and her Work and Service wanted and missed much among us But seeing it is her great Gain that she is ceased from her Labours and our God's good pleasure to Receive her into everlasting Rest It is our Duty humbly to submit and say Thy will O God be done And O Lord do thou by thy own Power raise up more such Faithful Labourers and such Nursing Mothers in thy Israel as this was which thou hast now removed So for the Glorifying of our God and Magnifying of his Life and Power which through Christ Jesus was Revealed and Manifested in this our dear Friend and Sister in the Truth aforesaid we were free to give forth this short Account and Testimony with our Names Subscribed Signed at the Quarterly Meeting at Reading the 4th of the 3 d Month 1691. Paul Newman William Austell John Gidden William Cooper Oliver Sansom William Speakman Adam Lawrence John Knowles John May. William Lambole James Potter Edw. Lockey James Mathew John Jagger John Buy John Cotterell Abraham Bonifeild John Brown William Ballard The above-said Testimony being Read at the Womans Half years Meeting for the said County held at Reading on the self same day above Specified and in Witness of their Unity with their Brethren therein and truly owning the same did also set their Hands as followeth Martha Weston Jane Tull. Grace Hutchings Mary Sandilans Marjery Potter Elizabeth Addams Marab Farmborrow Mary Baker Mary Buy Margaret Chandler Damaris Burgis Mary Austell Deborah Mathew Joan Orpwood Rachel Nicholls Mary Cooper Jane Ballard Mary Cotterell Marjery Bunce Alice Glover Jane Sansom Elizab. Wightwick Elizabeth Bullock Ann Ball. Mary Brown Ann Truss Frances Wren Margret Fulbrook A Testimony concerning Joan Vokins by Theophila Townsend I Have a Testimony in my Heart to bear for that faithfull Servant and Hand-Maid of the Lord Joan Vokins That she was a vertuous Woman truly fearing God and one that was full of Zeal and Courage in her Testimony for the Lord and his blessed Truth in her Day and Time and did the Work of the Lord with boldness and holy Confidence and much Chearfulness She stood a Witness for the Truth in faithfulness unto the end of her days against all that did rise up in Opposition or sought to hinder the Prosperity of it where she was concerned I have known her above twenty years and have had a Correspondency with her by Letters and have been at her House and she hath been often with me whereby I had the knowledge of her Affairs relating to the precious Truth and of her godly Care and Diligence in the work of the Lord. She was of a tender Spirit ready to hold forth a Hand
to the weak to help them on in the way of Peace and to watch over them for good and encourage them in well-doing and much delighted to see those that knew the Truth grow up into the Life and Nature of it to persevere in it in faithfulness but much lamenting the state of the unfaithful She had a godly care upon her for the Church of Christ in general but especially where she had laboured and been conversant Her tender Care was great She was a Nursing Mother over the Young convinced and in her own Family great was her Care and Endeavours for her Husband and Children that they might partake with her of the Everlasting Comfort and Celestial Consolation that is the Portion of the Righteous The Lord was very good unto her and blessed her with a Dispensation of the Gospel and gave her a Word in season to speak to their several states and conditions and the Lord blessed her Endeavours and made it effectual for their Benefit and her great Comfort and Satisfaction For she was a great Sufferer in the time of her first Convincement among her near Relations And she was a good Example among them that by her good Conversation by the blessing of God and assistance of his Grace they were won to the Truth her care was great for her Children that they might come to a sense of Truth that she said when she saw them cumbered and their Minds hurried with their worldly Business that she would call them together to sit down and wait upon the Lord and sit with them that he might compose their Minds into an inward Retiredness and said the Lord was with her in it and often refreshed her Spirit among them And the Lord let her live to see the Fruits of her labour and the desire of her Soul concerning them and the good effect that her Christian Motherly care had brought forth through the blessing of Almighty God among them to him be the Glory for he is worthy for ever Her Father and Husband and Children all came to receive the Truth and her Husband is now a Sufferer for Truth under that cruel Oppression of Tythes a Prisoner at Reading-Goal with her eldest Son for the same And when they were called to suffer she signified to me in a Letter that it rejoyced her Heart to see them willing to suffer in so good a Cause And her zeal and fervency for the holy Truth was such that she rejoyced to see her near and dear Relations suffer for it not that she was glad because they were Sufferers but because they were faithful to the Lord and did chuse rather to suffer than deny their Testimony against Tythes that Antichristian Yoke which the Nation groans under the weight of which the Lord will overturn in his own season and ease his own Heritage of that heavy Burden for he is a never-failing God to his faithful People These things are not written only for her sake that is taken from us but also for the sakes of them that remain in the Body that they may be like-minded with her and be found in the same Practice watching against evil in their Children and Families and encouraging them in a holy Life and judge down Pride and Vanity and all Superfluity and every hurtful thing that they may receive the same Blessing and sweet Satisfaction from the Lord as this our dear Deceased Friend and Sister did to the comfort of her Soul and renewing of her Zeal and Courage in the Work and Service of the Lord who in the Power of God went on to serve the Lord with all her Might offering up all that was near and dear unto her not sparing her weak Body which in appearance was fitter to keep her Chamber than travel as she did who left Husband and Children and all outward Enjoyments for the Truth sake and went over-Sea to answer the Lord and clear herself of the Service he had called her unto and he was with her and did support and uphold her by his mighty Power and made way for her to travel through several Islands and Provinces as may be seen more at large in the following account She came to visit me not long before she went last up to London and told me she had some Papers she desired might be made publick after her Decease expecting her time was not long to remain in the Body being well satisfied that she should lay down her Head in Peace with God let Death come when it would Her Trials and Exercises were many but that which was her greatest Grief and heaviest Burden and most grievous to be born was her suffering by false Brethren and Apostates who under the form and profession of Truth did make War and kick against the Life and Power of it but her Zeal for God was against that Libertine back-sliding Spirit And the Lord bore up her Head and supported her at all times and brought her through it all and now hath taken her to himself out of all their reach where She rests from her Labours and her works do follow her And in her last Letter dated London in the 4th Month 1690. she signified now her Service was finished and said I could gladly have laid down my Body here among the Lord's Worthies yet seeing it is otherwise ordered I submit to the Will of my God and do think to go Homeward in a little time or to this purpose as if she had known her time to be near at Hand and it was very near indeed for she did not reach Home but dyed at Reading in Peace with the Lord and in Unity with all his faithful People And blessed be the worthy Name of the Lord she is now set free from all Sorrow Pain and Weakness of Body she was attended with And now the Lord hath taken her to her Everlasting Rest out of all Trials and her Peace is sure and her Rest Glorious Holy high Praises to the God of all our Mercies and Blessings who knows best what to do with us and in what season to take us out of the World and when it will be most for his Glory and our Good Although we feel the want of her and bewail our loss yet our loss is her great Gain She was very serviceable in the Country where she lived and elsewher they miss her and we all that were acquainted with her know the want of her yet can say in submission to the Will of God Thy Will be done O Lord. This is what was with me in a Testimony for my dear Deceased Friend and Sister in the Truth J. V. with whom my Spirit had true Unity And though her Body is removed yet her Life is with us Cirencester the 10th day of the 2d Month 1691. Theophila Townsend Mary Drewet's Testimony Concerning Joan Vokins COncerning our dear and well-beloved Friend and Sister Joan Vokins who was somtimes Conversant with us and when it pleased the Lord to order her way to Visit
or no ye be faithful to what is manifest therein for I write unto you as unto them that know the Truth to stir you up to Faithfulness therein that the Father's drawings ye may more and more feel and through it come to Living Obedience while the Bowels of tender Mercies are open for if you slight his Loving-Kindness unto you is it not just with him to shut up his Bowels of Compassion Oh how largely hath the pure God of Heaven and Earth manifested his Loving-Kindness unto you through his Judgments and Mercies and through the Reproofs of his Instructions hath the way of Life been manifested largely unto you Therefore dear Friends be not forgetful of his large Love Oh let it never slip out of your remembrance for you can never prize it to the worth of it Therefore it concerns you all to be truly watchful the remainder of your Days that so you may see the appearances of his Love and with your whole Hearts joyn thereunto that no Reserve may be left therein to stop the Current of the pure Life from flowing into your Souls And dear Hearts it 's in my Heart to stir you up to feel after the pure Life if haply you may find it Whilst the Fountain is open be ye not negligent nor unfaithful but be faithful and obedient that so through the Faith that purifies the Heart you may draw Water at the Fountain of Life and feel its recourse into your Souls the Vertue whereof makes the Souls of the obedient fruitful and encreasing in God's Love and in their Unity with each other But where the Current is stopped and the Life hath not its free course there Death is over the Soul profess what they will yea though they may live in the very Form of Truth Therefore dear Friends I in God's Fear and in the Bowels of tender Love to your Immortal Souls do exhort you all to be diligent to keep your Meetings and assemble your selves often together let not the gain of the perishing things hinder you of the gain of that which will never perish For verily there 's none can witness a free recourse unto the Fountain of Life but those whose Hearts are gathered out of the perishing things and such do partake of the living Springs which do greatly refresh their immortal Souls and it 's more to me than I can express Therefore dear Hearts think not your time long neither let the World hinder but keep your Meetings frequently there to wait with sincere Hearts for those that so wait never lose their Reward therefore be ye encouraged to wait upon the Lord that in the pure refreshing Life your Souls may come to have an Habitation the which to know a dwelling and abiding in is more precious than words can demonstrate And let Patience have its perfect Work in your Hearts that all Prejudice may be kept out for where Envy and Strife is there is Confusion Therefore dear Friends it concerns you all to dwell in the Patience and in the Wisdom that comes from above which is first pure then peaceable gentle easie to be intreated full of Mercy and good Fruits without Partiality and without Hypocrisie And so the God of Peace establish your Hearts in his everlasting Truth and Righteousness for ever Amen I am Your Vnfeigned Friend J. V. The 3 d of the 11th Month 1669. This to be read amongst Friends A Loving Advertisement unto all those who joyn together to Persecute the Innocent PIlate and Herod consulted together in this abominable Work and were made Friends although before they were at enmity as you may see in Luke 23. And in the same Chapter you may read how Pilate called together the High Priests the Rulers and the People who had joyned together and falsly and vehemently accused the Innocent and when those Persecutors were come mark how Pilate's Words run Ye have brought this man unto me as one that perverteth the people Behold saith he I have examined him before you and I find no fault in him Notwithstanding their many Accusations as you may read of in that Chapter no nor yet Herod neither for Pilate sent him to Herod to be examined and they found no cause for what they did as Pilate himself confesseth no less than three times before them all as you may see in ver 22. and yet for all this those wicked Persecutors Enmity was so great against the Truth and their Love to Christ Jesus so small that they joyned together with Judas their Informer and crucified the Holy One Oh consider this you wicked Persecutors who have set your Hands to the Devil's Work did he not enter into Judas before he informed against Christ O consider whose Work you are a doing and see whether the Scriptures do not testifie against the same ever since Cain and Abel Oh be advised and do not slay God's Witness in your Hearts as Pilate and Herod and the rest of that wicked Crew did for you may see there was something in Pilate and Herod which let them see there was no fault in Jesus they had a Witness for him in their Hearts which if they had loved and obeyed they would not have slain the Lord of Life But they did then as you do now rebelled against it and counted it of no value and chose rather to please wicked Men who did then as you are now doing they brought their Law to cover their Wickedness and said By their Law he ought to die and so they violated the righteous Law of God which is Light which manifested in their Hearts there was no fault in him Oh! consider this you envious Persecutors and turn to the Light of Christ Jesus which shineth in your dark Hearts and read your States there and cease your evil doing before it be too late lest the God of this World blind your Eyes and harden your Hearts and bring you to destruction as he did Judas who was a Resister of the Light I shall appeal to the Witness for God in your Hearts and come let us be tryed by it Have you not done as bad as those before mentioned yea rather worse for you have reproachfully slandered and falsly accused us behind our back and caused many of us to suffer the loss of our Goods without Examination or Accusation to our Faces in this you out-stript the Cruelty of those before-named and the Heathen also for they permitted Paul to be examined and also to speak for himself as you may see in the Scripture which you call your Rule and yet do err not knowing the Scriptures nor the Power of God for if you did you would not wrong and persecute your innocent Neighbours who do you no harm but desire the everlasting Good of all even of our greatest Enemies Oh do you do by us as you would have us do by you Would you have us persecute and tear away your Goods because you go to your Worship or because you will not come to ours or
and a cunning Hunter seeking for the precious Life and chased my poor Soul as a Partridge on the Mountains but my God had shewed me that the way to Rest was through many Troubles and that he would be at hand to Deliver out of them all by his Almighty Power but I could hardly trust it then but yet turning to it I found Preservation by it when the backsliding of some had like to have caused me to stumble but the unerring Spirit of Jesus shewed me that if thousands fall on the one hand and tens of thousands on the other that should not defile me and if all the rest were Righteous that should not justifie me if I did not obey the Truth now he had made known his Covenant of Life which I so deeply engaged to be faithful unto and then I turned my back on the World and all the friendship and glory of it that I might obtain the favour of Jesus who condemned me for my Self-righteousness as for my known Sins for I was cautious of Sinning against the Lord ever since my Youth and desired after the best Religion and Company and when I was very young in years I greatly delighted to go to Professors Meetings and could bring home the Text and repeat much of their Sermons but yet that brought no benefit to my poor hungry Soul And when I was in secret before the all-seeing Eye of the Lord he administred Condemnation upon it all and I had no Peace inwardly although none could condemn me for any misdemeanor as outwardly but when my own Righteousness became loathsome to me then was I made willing to part with all that had been near and dear unto me that I might feel and witness the Robe of Christ's Righteousness revealed and be cloathed therewith And as for my Husband and Children my true and tender Love was so great that I could have done or suffered much for them But if I had disobeyed the Lord to please them I might have provoked him to have withholden his Mercies from us all and to bring his Judgments upon us And then who shall excuse in the Day of Accompt Then if a Man as the Scripture says should give the Fruit of his Body for the Sin of his Soul it will not be accepted Then Husbands and Wives and Parents and Children and Servants shall all receive according to their doings and none that disobeys the Lord can be excused no more than Adam was when he said That the Woman gave him the forbidden Fruit and he did eat and so provoked the Lord that the Curse came upon himself and could not be excused And although Man and Wife should be helpful one to another in Righteousness yet too many there are since the fall that hinder and hurt each other for which an account must be given anavoidably And this did I consider many a time and earnestly endeavour to avoid notwithstanding the false Aspersions that might arise yet I still endeavoured to keep my Conscience clear in the sight of my tender God and none can lay any thing to my Charge except it be for serving the Living and True God though in that way that many may call Heresie yet I do worship him in Spirit and in Truth For as Christ Jesus hath said it is come to pass that our Heavenly Father seeketh such and always sought such to worship him in his own Spiritual way of Worship which shall stand when all Idolatry and invented Worships shall fall Written aboard the first Ship The 1st month 1680. as I went to New-England when none that saw me expected my life but the Lord was with me and relieved me and his blessed Power raised me as at many other times And I arrived at New York the 4th Day of the 3d Month 80 and a Maiden Friend whose Name was Sarah Yoklet went with me from England and travelled with me until I came to Oyster-Bay in Long-Island and the Lord so ordered it that when she left me another Woman-Friend that had a Testimony was my Companion several Months whose name was Lydia Wright Oh matchless Mercies of the Lord who can rightly consider them as they have been manifested and not be tendered as I am Oh how long did his tender Spirit strive with me before I gave up to go to Sea How did his long Patience wait and suffer Surely it 's worthy to be remembred for he might have cut me off in a disobedient Condition But blessed and magnified be his Heart-tendering Power it bowed me from Year to Year and brought me into Subjection when in a low Condition I could not help my self nor had no other to help me Oh then did it support me in Exercises sore both in Body and Spirit when my Mind hath been so dejected that my Faith almost failed then did my tender Father through the Son of his Love Christ Jesus yeild me sweet relief though in a weary Land and sweetly encouraged me to travel on and many sweet Promises which before he gave me as I stood singly resigned to obey his Commands and be at his dispose he was never wanting to fulfil but by Sea and Land hath multiplied his Mercies and renewed a right Spirit in me to the resolving of Doubts and casting out of false Fears everlasting Praises to his most holy Name for often did that cause Torment when the dark Reasoner was very busie Then did I cry unto the Lord and say Surely thou knowest all and I have none but thee to help and many Eyes are over me and great Difficulties surround me on every hand and I am the poorest and weakest that I do know and if I should fail by the way how would the Enemy rejoice and the Truth be reproached And much buffeting did I undergo in my long and sore Exercises but as I cast my Care upon him he hath cared for me and blessed be his Name he hath helped in my greatest straits and hath made hard things easie and what he shewed me by his pure Spirit of Light for my encouragement before I came forth he hath brought to pass Glory to his Name for ever may all those say with my Soul that love the Leadings of the Light of Jesus for though it leads through Tribulation yet it brings the Soul sweet Consolation and therefore worthy to be followed through the Self-denial for it 's through the daily Cross to obtain the Reward of the Crown and precious is the feeling of the Life of Jesus to the awakened and illuminated Soul and that made the roaring Sea and dry Land and lonesome Wilderness all one to me by Night and by Day and great was my encouragement to commit all that my Heavenly Father had given me to his keeping and to follow him and in taking up the daily Cross I found Power to preserve me from looking out at my affliction of Body when sorely exercised in Mind ready to sink under the oppression of it had not the Spirit of
what Church that was for I had spoken in the true Church many times amongst God's People and they did not hinder me and he said Paul spoke against a Womans speaking in the Church I asked him what Woman that was and what Church that was that she should not speak in and he did not answer me but went away and a Woman Friend that was with me took hold of him and said My Friend answer the Womans question and the Dutch People were coming from their worship the while but the Priest put off his Hat to us and busled away and afterwards endeavoured to send me to Prison but the God of Power who preserved me when much Evil hath been intended prevented him that he could not prevail with the Mayor but he endeavoured to harm the Friends of that place after that I was gone And after the first Day Meeting was over I went the beginning of the Week to some other Meetings and came again a fourth Day and God's Power was over all and Friends had no harm and we had another Heavenly Meeting and so I came away and left Friends peaceable and all was well blessed be the Lord and magnified be his preserving Power over all for evermore Amen saith my Soul J. V. I was informed that the Priest above specified did do his endeavour to stir up Persecution against Friends and put the Mayor to some trouble for not punishing me but therein he did nor could do no more than manifest his own Malice and what Birth he was of The Lord had set his Bounds J. V. IN all this long Journey this I can say to the Honour and Glory of my tender God and to the Praise of his Providential Power and be it known to all That altho' I had none to accompany me of my own or Friends providing yet the Lord so ordered it that I had still some honest Woman or Maiden Friend both by Sea Land In the first Vessel that ever I was in I had an honest ancient maiden Friend namely Sarah Yoaklet who was my Companion from London until I came to Long-Island And then in New-England one Lydia Wright another faithful Friend was willing to travel with me and did accompany me a considerable time and still the Lord so ordered it that when ever one left me that another was ready to take her place to be my Companion And when I returned home there came with me an ancient Maiden Friend who had been out in those Countries in the service of Truth six Years whose name was Margaret Kerby and on the 3d of the 4th Month 1681 I arrived safely at Dover in the County of Kent where I was three Weeks in the service of Truth And after that blessed and renowned be the Holy Name of Jesus I came to London and after a little time spent in visiting Friends at London I came safe home And as I pondered weightily and beheld the Preservation of me and mine and the manifold Mercies that we received when so far remote one from another my Heart was truly tendered in the sense of my Heavenly Father's Love and my Soul magnified the Preserving and Delivering Power and the cry run through me Lord God of my Life let me and mine never forget thy Goodness for it is wonderfully to be admired and thy unexpressible Love to be considered by all those unto whom it hath been so largely extended And as I consider our nothingness and thy tenderness towards us I cannot but abhor self and breath unto thee that I and mine may for ever hold self in no reputation and follow Jesus through the daily cross wherein I through tender Mercy have found power when of my self I could do nothing whereby to fulfil what was required of me but self was very ready to hinder me as the self-seeking Spirit is always those that are not aware of it And therefore I desire above all things that I and mine whom the Lord hath been so good unto may be watchful and in order thereunto I commit all unto that God of Power that hath preserved hitherto and is able to keep and preserve unto the end To whom be all Glory and Praise for evermore Amen J. V. A Letter writen at Gravesend to Friends of the Womens Meeting by J. V. when she was going to Sea for her long Journy The 24th of the 12th Month 1679. DEar and well-beloved Sisters my Love and Life Salutes you even in a sense of the tender Love of my Heavenly Father do I embrace you and greatly encourage you to keep your Womens Meetings and keep up your Testimonies every one in your places for every one hath a Testimony for the Pure God tho' not in Words yet in the Word of Life which hath quickened our Souls and powerfully operated thereon even in our Womens Meeting Hath not the sense of it been sufficient to engage our Hearts to serve him and to bare our faithful Testimony for him in Purity of Life and Conversation that his Name may be honoured and the precious Truth propagated For this you know how long hath been the travail of my Soul amongst you and I hope it will be the travail of yours in my absence that if ever we see one anothers Faces again it may be with Joy and not with Sorrow So let your Breathings be for my Welfare in the Lord Jesus as mine are for you for had it not been to keep Covenant with my God I could not have given up my weak Body to the Sea but in my long and sore Exercises I often promised the Pure God that I would give up my Life as a Sacrifice if he would accept of it and now he hath tried me and if he please to take it it is but my reasonable service to offer it up to him but I did intend you should have had more timely knowledge of it but that I could not tell whether it might have been taken of me therefore I forbore speaking of it publickly till at length I could not come back but now in the universal Love of God do I take my leave of you all not knowing whether I may see you again or not Remember my dear Love to the Brethren whose Labour of Love and Work of Faith is for the Propagating of the precious Truth And the Lord God Eternal keep us all close unto himself in that which neither Sea nor Land can separate for in it my Love doth truly reach unto you all being clear in the sight of my God of all service save only this which my Life lies engaged for Here I stand resigned to live or die in the Will of my God and so I desire him to keep me to the end And dear Friends be Valiant for the Truth that it may not be undervalued through a cowardly creeping Libertine Spirit for that hath done too much hurt already stand over it I beseech you all and quit your selves like faithful Soldiers fighting under the Banner of Love
after them in my Absence that we may have comfort of their Growth in the Truth if ever we are present again and if they grow in the Truth and Knowledge and Love of God then will the Desire of your tender Sister be answered And so in that which satisfies our Breathings I remain Your Tender Sister J. V. The 1st of the Eighth Month 1680. For Friends at Gravesend in Long-Island and else-where Dear Friends MY Love and Life salutes you and in that which unites unto our God and endears us in the Heavenly Relation you are often in my Remembrance and my Souls desire is that we may feel each other in a living growth in that Life and Love of God which reaches over Sea and Land and satisfies our Souls and causes us to rejoyce together in Spirit as present though absent in Body joyning in the God of our sweet Salvation though in this World we meet with many bitter Exercises yet blessed be his holy Name his sweet Salvation out-ballances all and as in the Light we behold it we have great cause to magnifie that Name that bringeth it For there is power to make the Weak strong and to establish the Feeble-minded and we have sufficiently partaken of its Preservation and Deliverance Glory and Honour and Praises over all be returned thereunto our Souls have cause to say for all his Mercies and great Loving Kindness both Spiritual and Temporal for his wonted Favours and renewings of Mercies daily Who can consider it and not be bowed into Tenderness before him The consideration thereof melts my Heart even at this time And the breathing of my Soul is to the God of my Life that we may all keep low in the Valley of our Fathers Love where the Well-spring of Life doth overflow that our Souls through its sweet Refreshings may live unto him that through its arising we may magnifie his Name and celebrate his Praises for Death and Darkness cannot And therefore we had need be all watching in the Light and waiting for the arisings of Life that Death and Darkness may be subdued out of our Families and out of our Assemblies that our Families may be seasoned with the Heart-cleansing and preserving holy Fear that they may be of God's Families and our Assemblies crown'd with Life that Truth may be promoted thereby in our Generation and our Posterity blessed in the Generations to come For this end the Lord hath taken Compassion on us and raised us up of all the Families of the Earth and if we do not answer the requirings of his Love he may lay us by and raise up whom he pleases Oh! dear Hearts feel his Love for it requires Love my Soul can truly say Oh! what manner of Love is this as one said in his day that he hath Loved us with that when we were afar off and Strangers to him he made known his precious Truth unto us and revealed a measure thereof in us to help our Infirmities and to teach us when we could find no comfort of all the Teachings of the Idol Shepherds nor no help for our Infirmities Oh how precious was his voice and comely was his Countenance and how tenderly were our Hearts affected therewith in the day of our Convincement Oh it was a day of Love never to be forgotten And how hath he surrounded us by his Power ever since Surely his Fatherly Love hath been and is sufficient to oblige us to Obedience for he is not wanting to his tender Seed but is appearing for the Affliction of Joseph and to work Deliverance for Jacob and to relieve the travailing Seed in the remote corners of the Earth There are many going and gone out of Old England to Pensilvania and New Jarsey that have been as Instruments in the Hand of the Lord for the promoting his Truth here and I hope they will be so there to the Honour of his great Name and the Comfort of his Children in the Neighbouring Islands for the Lord will exalt his Truth though the Wicked grow worse and worse Therefore let our Hearts magnifie his Name and our Souls and all that is within us return Praises and Thanksgiving unto him for he is worthy who is God blessed for ever and evermore Amen saith my Soul who am a Traveller in Spirit for the tender Seed and a Rejoycer in its Prosperity Joan Vokins This Epistle it s supposed was Written soon after her return home Let this Epistle be Copied and sent to Matinicoke to M. Pryer and Friends thereaway to be read among them Here follows the Copies of some more Letters that she wrote and sent when she was in America To her Husband and Children the 11th of the 11th Month 1680. from Nevice Dear Husband and Children MY endeared Love in the Love of my tender God doth dearly salute you and the breathing of my Soul is unto my tender God that you may be faithful and obedient to your Measures received that you may grow in the Knowledge and Love of God and of his Son Christ Jesus whom to know is Eternal Life which is better than Natural Life or any thing that thereunto belongeth Oh dear Hearts consider of it and forget not the goodness of the Lord for unutterable is his Love towards us My Heart is tendered in the feeling of it and I cannot forget his tender dealing with us and the cry runs often through me to the God of my Life That you may not forget his Goodness nor slight his tender Love nor neglect your Duties to him for dear Hearts he is not an hard Master but his Reward is sufficient to engage our Hearts to his Service Therefore let our Hearts be encouraged to continue in well-doing and to watch against the Enemy that he may not prevail to draw out your Minds from waiting upon the Lord Surely there is great danger does attend you my dear and tender ones Oh let your Hearts be diligent to seek the Honour of God and the Exaltation of his Truth above all things then I shall have the desire of my Soul answered For I am greatly concerned for you and my Prayers are for you Night and Day that your Souls may live to God whatever your Bodies endure But for your comfort I put you in mind of the sweet Promises of him that said First seek the Kingdom of Heaven and the Righteousness thereof and all things else shall be added And I am truly satisfied he is never failing to fulfil his sweet Promises unto them that keep his Commandments and if we love him let it be manifest by our keeping his Commands for he is worthy to be feared and trusted in and depended upon and had in remembrance continually The Lord God of my Life stay your Minds that you may wait upon him that in his own time and upon his own terms you may partake of the fulfilling of his sweet Promises which are attained unto by loving the Light and living the Life of Truth And so dear
Gain thereof far transcendeth all earthly Treasure Oh let it be our greatest care to be affected with it that we may say with the Apostle in a living sense thereof That Godliness with contentment is the greatest Gain for we right well know that no other Gain is profitable for our everlasting welfare neither will any thing else stand us instead when our God calls for an Account of our Talents and therefore let it be the bent of our Hearts and the inclinations of our Minds to improve them that we may give our Account with joy that our God may be honoured and our Souls comforted when this momentary Pilgrimage shall be ended and all our Troubles and Exercises forgotten where the fulness of that which we have already the earnest of being an hundred-fold better than any thing we have parted with for it and if we should be yet tried to part with all even Life and all it 's but our reasonable Service to give it up all to him from whom we have received it for what have we that is good but what we have received of him and what is it that he is not worthy of Is not his Love sufficient to engage our hearts to his Service Have he not delivered us in Dangers deep and Difficulties great and brought us through many and sore Distresses And hath he not made us Partakers of many precious Promises Endless Praises be to his most holy Name saith my Soul The feeling of his sweet refreshing Life that he communicates to my Soul is a hundred-fold better than Husband and Children or any other outward Mercies that he hath made me partaker of though very near and dear unto me And now dear Friends the Scriptures are a fulfilling in us therefore let our earnest that we have received engage our hearts to our Master's work that we may receive the fulness of that which we already have an earnest of for we have not a hard Master to serve but behold he comes and his reward is with him Oh let 's wait for him to enlarge our hearts more and more then shall we love to propagate his Truth and run the way of his Commandments with joy and great delight that we may all witness the fulfilling of that sweet Promise of a hundred-fold in this life and afterwards the great and double reward of the Faithful which is the joy of the Soul in the Life which is everlasting And so dear Friends let us all keep a narrow watch over our hearts that the Spirit of this World do not creep in to draw the Mind from that which did at first convince us for that is as precious as ever and never waxes old and therefore let our zeal for it never wax cold but let us prize all opportunities to assemble together that we may feel our hearts enclin'd singly to wait that we may receive a further dispensation of life that a growing People we may be that love unto our God and unto one another may abound amongst us that the Way of our God may not seem unpleasant nor his Commands grievous unto any of us neither that given way unto which would lead into the liberty of the flesh again for that is a dividing Spirit that will separate from God and uncement and break the Unity of the Body it is of a creeping nature and enmity lodges in it whatever it may pretend and because it hath already wrought in a Mistery and brought dishonour to the worthy Name of our God and reproach upon the precious Truth Therefore it doth deeply concern us to double our diligence in doing our Duties to honour him in the propagating of the Truth Oh Friends let us for ever have this before the view of our Minds let no other beloved hinder for if we love any thing more than this it will not go well with us for our God will search the Camp and if there be a Babylonish Garment or a Wedge of never so precious Gold yet if the Work of the Lord be hindered thereby his Wrath will surely come upon it and consume it for a clean Camp the Lord will make that his Truth may be renowned and the day of purifying is come and coming more in which the Hypocrites shall be tryed and the upright in heart comforted although there may be many that were first come to be last and some Judas-like betray their Master yet the Lord will spread his Truth in the Nations and magnifie his own Power by staining the glory of all flesh and by laying Self low before him that it may be had in no reputation for he will not give his glory unto another the Adulterer nor the Idolater shall not be decked with his Jewels for where Self is decked the Lord is provoked but where Self is denied and the daily Cross taken up there the low appearance of the Son of God is bowed unto which seems contemptible unto them who causes the offence of the Cross to cease and settles upon their Lees and sits down in a state of carelesness thinking themselves secure without the performance of their Duty in Obedience to the measure of Truth received that should bring into a Disciple's state Oh Friends we all know that rest is polluted let us all up and be doing that our Lamps may be trimmed and we all may be ready to meet the Bridegroom of our Souls that we may enter in while the Door is open but if we delay until the Door is shut then it will be in vain to seek we shall not be able to enter when the Door is shut against us then what will the profession of Truth do for us Therefore let us with one heart and mind labour together and let our breathings be one for another that the possession of Life may be more and more inherited amongst us that we may be refreshed one in another when together or asunder that a sympathizing one with another we may have as Members of one Body to the honour of Christ our holy Head from whom we receive nourishment to keep us from withering and to make us to grow and be useful all in our measures that one cannot say unto another I have no need of thee for if we are cemented together as Members of one Body we must needs be all concerned for the honour of our Head and the comfort of one another I remain Your unfeigned Friend in the precious unchangeable Truth JOAN VOKINS This to be read amongst Friends at New York or else-where as in the Wisdom of God it may be seen meet Written in the Island of Antegua in the Movings of the Spirit of Truth and in the sence which that gave me of the state of Friends there J. V. Here follows a LETTER that she wrote on Board the first Vessel going for America directed and sent to some Women-Friends in London Dear Friends I Cannot forget your labour of love and sisterly care concerning me and do return the acknowledgment
us it was very Acceptable and Edifying to the Sincere Hearted that Loved the Truth Her Innocent Life and Conversation lives in our Remembrance and the sense of the Loving Kindness of the Lord is worthy to be retained and kept in mind by all his People which was largely and admirably manifested in preserving and upholding of her through many and great Exercises and Tryals in her Service and Travels in the Work of the Lord even when great Pains and Weaknesses of Body were upon her which did very much attend her all along since and sometime before the Lord was pleased to call her forth in his Service but being born up by his Spirit she was given up in his Will to be at his Dispose and did not look at her own Weakness but was preserved in the true Patience having her Faith standing in the Blessed Power of the Lord that failed not her Afflictions being Rightly Sanctified unto her so that she was made able tho in many Pains and Weaknesses of Body to undergo and perform the Service the Lord called her unto with Chearfulness and it was her Joy to see Friends prosper in the Truth and altho her bodily Presence and Speech did seem Weak yet her Testimony and Writing was Weighty and Powerful for the Lord in the riches of his Love had made her a partaker of Heavenly Treasure in her Earthen Vessel which I have heard her often acknowledg taking nothing to her self but Ascribed the Glory and Excellency of the Power to be the free Gift of God through Jesus Christ our Lord. Her care was great concerning the young Generation Exhorting them to be inwardly staid in their Minds that they might grow up in the Love and Life of Truth so as to feel the work of it effected in their own Hearts that they might come up to serve the Lord and succeed their Heavenly minded Parents who had finished their Course and weare at Rest in the Lord. And so now seeing it hath pleased the Lord to take unto himself this our dear Friend who hath done the work of her day in Faithfulness and is entred into everlasting Rest and Peace with the Lord to Sing praise and Hallelujah's to his Holy Name for ever and for ever more So desiring that we who are left a little behind may prize our time so as to walk in the Foot-steps of the Faithful that are gone before who have sought a City as Faithful Abraham did whose Builder and Maker is the Lord. Cirencester the 11th of the 2d Month. 1691. Mary Drewet Concerning our Dear and Tender Mother Joan Vokins who departed this Life the 22 d of the 5th Month 1690. at Reading in the County of Berks at our Friend John Buy 's House SHE being come from London homewards it pleased the Lord to put a stop to her Journey and take her to himself out of all Troubles and from her many sore Pains which her poor Body was afflicted with She was one that did truly fear the Lord and sought the Prosperity of his precious Truth above all the Glory and Honour of this World Whensoever the Lord was pleased to send her forth in his Service she went without murmuring believing the Lord would carry her through it though weak in Body who did enable her to bear a faithful Living Testimony to his Name in this her Native Land and in places remote beyond the Seas as in Barbadoes and in other parts of America and in Ireland through great Exercises in Patience and Chearfulness it being as Meat and Drink to her to do his Will She was one that had a great Care in her Family of us her Children that we might be nurtur'd and brought up in the Fear of the Lord and have a true Regard unto him and his precious Truth above all things in this World This was her earnest Desire and Prayer to the Lord for us That we might be his Children that so we might truly answer the End for which we were created And now though we cannot but sorrow for the loss of so near and dear a Mother as she was to us both inwardly and outwardly in giving us good Counsel to Edification from our Childhood But since it hath pleased the Lord to take her to himself and considering she hath laid down her Head in the Faith and full Assurance of Eternal Happiness it doth out-ballance all she having ceased from her Labours is at rest with the Lord who is worthy of Praises and Honour for evermore Richard Vokins jun. Hopeful Vokins Samuel Burgis Elizabeth Vokins Mary Lockey Sarah Lawrence Hannah Burgis An Account given by Richard Vokins junior of some Words that his dear Mother spoke to him on her Dying Bed Viz. SON MY Weakness is great and my Pains very strong but the Lord is large in his Love to me and good to me he gives me Patience to bear my Pains which are strong Ah Son I have learned a good Lesson Paul's Lesson in all States to be content and now I have nothing to do but to die So putting forth her Hand to take her Leave of me further said Son Remember the Lord and he will remember thee And remember my Love to thy Wife and to all my Children And after a little stop being weak and her Speech low spoke these Words again Remember the Lord and he will remember you and be you faithful to him and he will bless you and you shall be blessed Richard Vokins This is my Testimony concerning my dear Sister Joan Vokins SHE was a True and Faithful Labourer in the Churches of God where it was her Care that all Things might be kept Sweet and Clean Decent and in Order as becomes the Blessed Truth she having chosen the One thing needful which is the better part that shall never be taken away and being given up to follow the Lord faithfully in his Work and Service Her Prayer often in Publick was That the Lord would subdue Death and Darkness out of our Meetings and Families and we might come to witness him to be a Fountain of Life unto us She was very tender-hearted kind and Loving willing to do good unto all and hath left a good Savour behind her who though dead yet liveth Daniel Bunce An Epistle to Friends writ first of all which came to hand after the fore going was thus collected together UPON the Third Day of the Eleventh Month 1669 as I lay very sick in my Bed I felt the everlasting blessed powerful Life to arise and spring up in my Heart which gave Dominion over my bodily weakness and caused me to write these few Lines unto you that so we may consider the large Love of our God and praise his holy Name together Dear Friends the tender Bowels of God's Love dearly yearns towards you all and in his Light hath he made it manifest therefore it greatly concerns you all with the pure Light to make diligent search into the very bottom of your Hearts whether