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if_o he_o apply_v himself_o to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n he_o will_v be_v more_o constant_a and_o persevere_v in_o it_o than_o the_o other_o three_o and_o so_o every_o one_o may_v be_v agreeable_a to_o god_n in_o the_o state_n and_o condition_n wherein_o he_o be_v produce_v provide_v he_o apply_v the_o talon_n which_o he_o have_v receive_v to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o the_o salvation_n of_o his_o soul_n therefore_o say_v david_n let_v all_o spirit_n praise_v the_o lord_n that_o â—s_v not_o as_o if_o he_o will_v say_v that_o the_o devil_n and_o wicked_a man_n praise_v the_o lord_n see_v these_o blaspheme_v he_o but_o he_o give_v to_o understand_v that_o all_o spirit_n that_o will_v become_v true_a christian_n praise_v the_o lord_n though_o they_o be_v all_o of_o divers_a natural_a complexion_n see_v god_n be_v no_o respecter_n of_o person_n and_o do_v not_o regard_n whether_o we_o have_v more_o of_o fire_n or_o of_o water_n or_o earth_n or_o air_n in_o our_o nature_n but_o with_o what_o affection_n every_o one_o will_v love_v and_o serve_v he_o which_o i_o regard_v also_o in_o write_v of_o solid_a virtue_n i_o mean_v not_o to_o make_v it_o heavy_a and_o difficult_a i_o will_v only_o make_v it_o know_v to_o they_o that_o will_v follow_v and_o practice_v it_o because_o i_o love_v such_o so_o i_o can_v leave_v they_o in_o ignorance_n nor_o let_v they_o perish_v amid_o their_o good_a will_n for_o want_v of_o know_v wherein_o true_a virtue_n consist_v that_o be_v it_o which_o have_v engage_v i_o to_o deduce_v that_o matter_n at_o length_n lest_o these_o soul_n which_o be_v so_o dear_a to_o i_o shall_v perish_v by_o ignorance_n as_o many_o have_v already_o who_o think_v they_o have_v acquire_v true_a virtue_n while_o they_o have_v only_o apparent_a one_o or_o curious_a speculation_n of_o virtue_n not_o know_v that_o it_o consist_v in_o the_o overcome_a of_o corrupt_a nature_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o voluntary_a poverty_n though_o jesus_n christ_n have_v so_o much_o teach_v it_o by_o word_n and_o work_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o follow_v in_o the_o practice_n for_o want_v of_o good_a explication_n and_o the_o light_n of_o the_o truth_n which_o god_n have_v give_v i_o i_o will_v willing_o impart_v it_o to_o other_o in_o send_v to_o light_v this_o first_o part_n of_o true_a virtue_n and_o with_o time_n and_o opportunity_n i_o shall_v present_v more_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o the_o salvation_n of_o soul_n who_o aspire_v after_o true_a virtue_n and_o perfection_n what_o i_o offer_v they_o at_o present_a be_v with_o good_a heart_n as_o a_o present_v come_v from_o heaven_n which_o shall_v show_v they_o the_o light_n of_o the_o truth_n and_o manifest_v the_o deceit_n of_o false_a virtue_n as_o also_o the_o mean_n to_o arrive_v at_o that_o which_o be_v solid_a and_o true_a this_o first_o part_n discover_v among_o other_o thing_n how_o the_o devil_n attempt_v always_o to_o divert_v soul_n from_o true_a virtue_n by_o so_o many_o wiles_n and_o different_a mean_n and_o final_o it_o be_v a_o school_n where_o you_o may_v learn_v to_o deny_v yourself_o take_v up_o your_o cross_n and_o follow_v jesus_n christ_n as_o he_o have_v teach_v unto_o all_o that_o will_v be_v his_o disciple_n in_o the_o perfect_a sense_n and_o true_a explication_n receive_v it_o therefore_o with_o as_o good_a heart_n as_o i_o present_v it_o you_o by_o christian_a charity_n who_o remain_v friendly_a reader_n your_o well-affected_a in_o jesus_n christ_n antonia_n bourignon_fw-fr index_n of_o the_o content_n of_o the_o first_o part._n letter_n i._n we_o must_v learn_v of_o jesus_n christ_n meekness_n lowliness_n and_o humility_n of_o heart_n write_a to_o one_o desirous_a of_o true_a virtue_n also_o all_o the_o follow_a be_v address_v to_o the_o same_o show_v that_o to_o attain_v thereto_o we_o must_v have_v submission_n and_o obedience_n by_o which_o we_o may_v begin_v to_o learn_v meekness_n lowliness_n and_o humility_n of_o heart_n page_n 1._o ii_o we_o must_v learn_v of_o jesus_n christ_n meekness_n lowliness_n and_o humility_n of_o heart_n show_v wherein_o meekness_n and_o lowliness_n consist_v which_o be_v fruit_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o can_v be_v obtain_v unless_o we_o renounce_v our_o own_o will_n submit_v to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n p._n 10._o iii_o man_n can_v sufficient_o know_v the_o will_n of_o god_n if_o they_o will_v perform_v it_o show_v him_z that_o persuade_v himself_o that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v not_o manifest_a in_o every_o thing_n that_o we_o may_v accomplish_v it_o deny_v our_o own_o that_o it_o may_v be_v know_v and_o be_v sufficient_o manifest_v in_o the_o command_v of_o god_n which_o jesus_n christ_n propose_v so_o clear_o say_v learn_v of_o i_o for_o i_o be_o meek_a and_o lowly_a and_o humble_a of_o heart_n p._n 18._o iv._o humility_n be_v acquire_v by_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o show_v what_o humility_n of_o heart_n be_v what_o the_o mark_n of_o it_o and_o how_o we_o shall_v endeavour_v to_o attain_v it_o by_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o infirmity_n and_o misery_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o blindness_n of_o our_o mind_n p._n 25._o v._o humility_n be_v acquire_v by_o know_a one_o self_n show_v that_o the_o true_a knowledge_n even_o of_o thing_n most_o esteem_v by_o man_n aught_o to_o serve_v to_o humble_v they_o such_o as_o the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n that_o all_o these_o be_v vain_a disquiet_v unsatisfy_v and_o hurtful_a p._n 32._o vi_o humility_n be_v acquire_v by_o know_a one_o self_n admonish_v to_o learn_v humility_n by_o know_v the_o truth_n of_o our_o corruption_n and_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n of_o our_o five_o natural_a sense_n p._n 40._o vii_o he_o that_o serve_v the_o lust_n of_o his_o sense_n thereby_o actual_o renounce_v the_o love_n of_o god_n exhort_v to_o the_o effect_n of_o humility_n the_o renounce_n of_o our_o sense_n show_v that_o none_o can_v follow_v they_o but_o he_o thereby_o renounce_v the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v the_o end_n of_o our_o creation_n and_o the_o essence_n of_o true_a virtue_n p._n 47._o viii_o it_o be_v easy_a to_o love_n god_n than_o any_o thing_n else_o show_v that_o we_o must_v renounce_v the_o abuse_n of_o our_o sense_n and_o that_o the_o right_a use_n of_o they_o shall_v be_v refer_v to_o god_n that_o it_o be_v possible_a reasonable_a and_o necessary_a to_o love_n god_n with_o all_o our_o heart_n p._n 57_o ix_o it_o be_v easy_a to_o love_n god_n than_o any_o thing_n beside_o he_o show_v that_o it_o be_v most_o easy_a sweet_a profitable_a and_o honourable_a to_o love_n god_n and_o keep_v his_o command_n for_o he_o that_o will_v deny_v himself_o but_o that_o it_o be_v blasphemy_n to_o say_v that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o love_n god_n with_o all_o our_o heart_n p._n 65._o x._o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v easy_a and_o render_v all_o thing_n easy_a show_v that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v in_o itself_o most_o easy_a to_o be_v acquire_v whence_o the_o difficulty_n proceed_v which_o we_o find_v they_o and_o how_o they_o shall_v be_v remove_v that_o this_o love_n admirable_o make_v the_o inconvenience_n of_o this_o life_n and_o the_o keep_n of_o the_o command_v of_o god_n and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o gospel_n easy_a and_o pleasant_a p._n 74._o xi_o we_o must_v always_o proceed_v in_o virtue_n whatever_o impediment_n occur_v give_v encouragement_n in_o the_o way_n of_o virtue_n although_o the_o beginning_n be_v difficult_a because_o of_o the_o tentation_n by_o which_o the_o devil_n vex_v they_o that_o have_v resolve_v to_o embrace_v true_a virtue_n p._n 83._o xii_o the_o devil_n the_o enemy_n of_o true_a virtue_n oppose_v it_o by_o all_o manner_n of_o device_n that_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o know_v the_o
wiles_n of_o the_o devil_n which_o he_o oppose_v to_o virtue_n that_o we_o may_v evite_v they_o which_o be_v recite_v in_o this_o and_o the_o follow_a letter_n as_o 1._o that_o the_o devil_n mix_v himself_o in_o what_o be_v sensual_a in_o man_n 2._o that_o he_o accommodate_v himself_o to_o the_o inclination_n and_o impulse_n of_o every_o one_o leave_v all_o the_o rest_n in_o quiet_a p._n 93._o xiii_o whatever_o be_v sensible_a to_o nature_n be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o grace_n or_o virtue_n discover_v a_o three_o artifice_n of_o the_o devil_n whereby_o he_o persuade_v man_n that_o they_o may_v satisfy_v their_o sense_n in_o a_o slate_n of_o regeneration_n and_o praise_v god_n a_o 4._o by_o which_o he_o affix_n the_o heart_n to_o spiritual_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n wherewith_o the_o follower_n of_o virtue_n be_v affect_v p._n 102._o fourteen_o the_o devil_n transform_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n discover_v a_o 5._o and_o 6._o artifice_n of_o the_o devil_n by_o which_o he_o cause_v man_n to_o apply_v themselves_o to_o the_o study_n of_o the_o truth_n and_o mystical_a and_o spiritual_a thing_n 5_o that_o they_o may_v comprehend_v and_o understand_v they_o or_o 6._o that_o they_o may_v unreasonable_o instruct_v other_o p._n 111._o xv._n the_o devil_n instigate_v unto_o good_a that_o he_o may_v bring_v evil_a out_o of_o it_o a_o seven_o deceit_n of_o the_o devil_n be_v to_o carry_v we_o out_o of_o ourselves_o to_o compare_v our_o good_a work_n with_o other_o that_o we_o may_v draw_v vain_a glory_n from_o our_o virtue_n a_o 8._o whereby_o he_o excite_v we_o to_o immoderate_a mortification_n and_o maceration_n of_o our_o body_n and_o a_o 9_o whereby_o he_o excite_v we_o to_o immoderate_a spiritual_a good_a work_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n as_o to_o desire_v to_o instruct_v convert_v reprove_v or_o correct_v he_o unreasonable_o p._n 121._o xvi_o the_o devil_n mix_v himself_o in_o our_o good_a work_n a_o ten_o artifice_n of_o the_o devil_n in_o our_o corporal_a good_a work_n which_o the_o devil_n often_o turn_v to_o his_o own_o honour_n yet_o we_o must_v not_o therefore_o cease_v from_o they_o but_o join_v moderation_n and_o avoid_v human_a respect_n and_o consideration_n and_o pride_n which_o insult_v over_o we_o in_o this_o time_n of_o trial_n p._n 130._o xvii_o sin_n proceed_v from_o man_n free_a will._n a_o eleven_o tentation_n be_v propose_v by_o which_o we_o impute_v the_o guilt_n of_o our_o sin_n to_o the_o devil_n to_o excuse_v ourselves_o it_o be_v show_v that_o the_o devil_n can_v bring_v man_n to_o sin_n nor_o do_v he_o any_o hurt_n without_o his_o own_o free_a consent_n p._n 139._o xviii_o the_o good_a and_o evil_a spirit_n be_v know_v by_o their_o fruit._n propose_v the_o sign_n to_o know_v whether_o we_o be_v rule_v by_o the_o instinct_n of_o the_o good_a spirit_n or_o of_o the_o evil._n a_o 12._o artifice_n of_o the_o devil_n by_o which_o he_o cause_v that_o we_o impute_v our_o vice_n to_o our_o natural_a inclination_n without_o suspect_v he_o to_o lurk_v therein_o that_o he_o may_v remain_v undiscovered_a p._n 149._o xix_o we_o can_v in_o this_o life_n be_v free_a from_o tentation_n show_v to_o he_o that_o be_v afflict_v that_o the_o devil_n have_v power_n so_o various_o to_o tempt_v we_o that_o a_o 13._o artifice_n of_o the_o devil_n be_v to_o break_v the_o firmness_n and_o strength_n of_o our_o mind_n by_o grief_n also_o that_o tentation_n be_v necessary_a and_o profitable_a to_o try_v and_o purify_v we_o p._n 158._o xx._n spiritual_a diligence_n be_v necessary_a to_o salvation_n a_o 14._o impediment_n of_o the_o devil_n more_o pernicious_a than_o the_o rest_n be_v spiritual_a negligence_n move_a also_o unto_o spiritual_a diligence_n by_o consideration_n of_o the_o care_n usual_o bestow_v in_o worldly_a thing_n which_o the_o child_n of_o this_o world_n manage_v with_o more_o prudence_n and_o care_n than_o the_o child_n of_o light_n do_v their_o business_n p._n 168._o xxi_o spiritual_a diligence_n necessary_a beyond_o all_o other_o virtue_n show_v how_o necessary_a spiritual_a diligence_n be_v for_o confirm_v the_o mind_n in_o virtue_n and_o to_o remove_v two_o more_o impediment_n of_o the_o devil_n viz._n 15._o sin_n of_o omission_n with_o which_o the_o devil_n tempt_v good_a man_n and_o 16._o self-love_n which_o insinuate_v itself_o in_o all_o and_o be_v a_o continual_a sin_n p._n 177._o xxii_o spiritual_a diligence_n necessary_a to_o salvation_n exhort_v unto_o spiritual_a diligence_n because_o without_o it_o none_o can_v persevere_v in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n nor_o overcome_v corrupt_a nature_n and_o self-love_n p._n 186._o xxiii_o spiritual_a diligence_n necessary_a to_o salvation_n show_v the_o necessity_n of_o spiritual_a diligence_n to_o watch_v over_o all_o the_o action_n of_o our_o corrupt_a nature_n and_o proper_a will_n and_o to_o acquire_v the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o that_o spiritual_a negligence_n be_v a_o fountain_n of_o all_o 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concern_v toleration_n that_o it_o ought_v never_o to_o go_v the_o length_n of_o communicate_v with_o sin_n direct_o or_o indirect_o of_o the_o essential_a and_o of_o the_o perfection_n of_o christianity_n of_o religion_n worship_n and_o ceremony_n and_o their_o use_n p._n 220._o some_o conference_n take_v out_o of_o the_o three_o part_n of_o the_o light_n of_o the_o world_n viz._n conference_n xi_o how_o we_o must_v be_v regenerate_v to_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o that_o we_o must_v return_v into_o the_o dependence_n of_o god_n which_o be_v the_o only_a thing_n which_o god_n require_v essential_o of_o man._n p._n 219._o conference_n xii_o that_o there_o be_v but_o one_o only_a thing_n to_o be_v do_v to_o be_v save_v p._n 226._o conference_n xvii_o be_v a_o collection_n of_o all_o the_o precede_a matter_n their_o end_n and_o use_v p._n 235._o conference_n xxvi_o declare_v the_o necessity_n of_o become_v a_o child_n to_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o 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