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read_v any_o of_o god_n love_n and_o beauty_n and_o let_v not_o the_o cloud_n that_o lie_v on_o i_o hinder_v you_o from_o search_v and_o embrace_v what_o be_v here_o assert_v in_o faithfulness_n and_o love_n for_o your_o service_n that_o you_o may_v by_o other_o mistake_n learn_v to_o stand_v fast_o and_o to_o keep_v close_o to_o god_n to_o christ_n and_o to_o his_o truth_n follow_v of_o the_o lamb_n in_o this_o latter_a day_n with_o that_o love_n faith_n and_o patience_n that_o the_o day_n and_o work_v of_o the_o day_n call_v for_o that_o you_o may_v be_v so_o i_o commend_v you_o and_o my_o own_o soul_n to_o god_n and_o the_o word_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o remain_v you_o in_o that_o love_n of_o which_o christ_n be_v the_o life_n p._n h._n a_o table_n of_o the_o particular_n that_o in_o this_o book_n i_o have_v speak_v to_o 1._o the_o first_o be_v to_o show_v the_o condition_n i_o be_v in_o when_o i_o first_o come_v into_o prison_n and_o how_o god_n do_v meet_v i_o and_o support_v i_o and_o from_o what_o scripture_n god_n do_v hand_n out_o comfort_v to_o i_o when_o i_o come_v in_o first_o and_o the_o particular_a censure_n that_o be_v cast_v upon_o i_o page_n 1._o to_o 12_o 2._o the_o second_o general_a head_n be_v the_o gain_n and_o advantage_n saint_n reap_v by_o suffering_n which_o be_v by_o the_o lord_n show_v i_o from_o matth._n 16.25_o lay_v down_o in_o nine_o particular_n page_z 9_o to_o 12_o 3._o ground_n why_o saint_n have_v no_o cause_n to_o fear_v suffer_v for_o christ_n and_o his_o cause_n pag._n 14-16_a 4._o when_o man_n be_v say_v to_o suffer_v and_o yet_o not_o true_o suffer_v as_o saint_n and_o when_o and_o who_o be_v true_a sufferer_n with_o the_o ground_n for_o saint_n to_o suffer_v rather_o than_o to_o save_v themselves_o by_o accuse_v other_o p._n 17-20_a 5._o the_o moving_n of_o my_o go_v beyond_o sea_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o my_o return_n insert_v the_o sad_a scandal_n that_o be_v cast_v upon_o i_o with_o my_o answer_n to_o they_o p._n 21_o 22_o 6._o be_v eight_o query_n relate_v to_o the_o primitive_a appointment_n of_o our_o lord_n whether_o they_o be_v now_o as_o then_o to_o be_v enjoy_v p._n 23-27_a 7._o be_v five_o query_n as_o to_o the_o spirit_n and_o principle_n of_o man_n in_o this_o day_n whether_o they_o be_v fit_a to_o meet_v god_n in_o his_o dear_a appointment_n yea_o or_o no_o and_o the_o sad_a evil_a improvement_n some_o make_v of_o these_o query_n and_o my_o ground_n why_o i_o do_v propound_v they_o p._n 27-29_a 8._o the_o character_n of_o a_o covetous-minded_n richman_n in_o five_o particular_n with_o the_o description_n of_o a_o covetous_a mind_n in_o poor_a man_n in_o four_o particular_n p._n 31-33_a 9_o several_a useful_a observation_n for_o all_o that_o fear_v god_n and_o in_o particular_a to_o my_o child_n both_o as_o to_o the_o nature_n of_o prayer_n and_o resist_a sin_n and_o the_o deceit_n of_o false-love_n and_o the_o property_n of_o true_a love_n and_o who_o they_o be_v that_o be_v to_o be_v love_v and_o what_o love_n be_v p._n 34-46_a 10._o direction_n for_o my_o child_n how_o to_o love_v and_o who_o to_o trust_v and_o with_o what_o prudence_n they_o shall_v behave_v themselves_o in_o the_o world_n p._n 49_o 50_o 11._o what_o deceit_n there_o be_v in_o mourner_n or_o in_o mourn_v though_o it_o may_v seem_v to_o be_v for_o sin_n with_o the_o true_a property_n of_o a_o true_a mourner_n p._n 50_o 51_o 12._o a_o discovery_n of_o false_a joy_n and_o peace_n and_o listing_n up_o from_o heat_n of_o duty_n and_o eloquence_n etc._n etc._n and_o not_o from_o presence_n p._n 52-55_a 13._o the_o true_a sign_n of_o a_o soul_n enjoy_v the_o promise_a spirit_n and_o they_o be_v ten_o in_o number_n p._n 55_o 56_o 14._o how_o a_o soul_n may_v know_v when_o god_n withdraw_v whether_o it_o be_v only_o the_o dissertion_n that_o be_v proper_a to_o saint_n or_o final_o forsake_v p._n 57_o 58_o 15._o a_o discovery_n of_o the_o sad_a deceit_n that_o attend_v conversion_n what_o they_o be_v and_o who_o they_o be_v that_o be_v deceive_v and_o that_o in_o seven_o soul-destroying_a deceit_n be_v lay_v down_o p._n 58-60_a 16._o some_o deceit_n that_o attend_v man_n and_o woman_n in_o their_o external_a walk_v or_o worship_n p._n 60_o 61_o 17._o be_v a_o answer_n to_o a_o christian_a friend_n letter_n as_o to_o four_o thing_n 1._o the_o head_n of_o what_o i_o do_v deliver_v from_o john_n 3.16_o about_o god_n love_n in_o give_v christ_n 2._o be_v to_o prove_v the_o soul_n immortal_a 3._o whether_o the_o peace_n that_o be_v purchase_v by_o christ_n be_v a_o particular_a grace_n or_o a_o state_n 4._o be_v the_o difference_n between_o the_o two_o covenant_n viz._n the_o covenant_n of_o work_n and_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n p._n 62-104_a 18._o be_v fifty_o one_o text_n of_o scripture_n that_o i_o former_o speak_v from_o with_o the_o doctrine_n that_o be_v observe_v and_o my_o ground_n why_o i_o do_v insert_v such_o a_o breviate_v of_o they_o in_o this_o book_n p._n 105-116_a 19_o be_v to_o show_v a_o way_n to_o prove_v there_o be_v a_o god_n without_o make_v use_n of_o the_o bless_a scripture_n in_o answer_n to_o some_o atheist_n p._n 117_o 125_o 20._o be_v a_o answer_n to_o another_o letter_n in_o answer_n to_o three_o question_n 1._o how_o to_o answer_v the_o roman_a catholic_n in_o point_n of_o transubstantiation_n 2._o how_o to_o prove_v to_o the_o jew_n and_o that_o unanswerable_o that_o christ_n be_v come_v and_o 3._o how_o many_o way_n the_o word_n gospel_n be_v take_v and_o what_o be_v in_o truth_n the_o gospel_n p._n 126-132_a 21._o i_o have_v insert_v one_o of_o the_o hymn_n i_o make_v
and_o do_v sing_v fince_n i_o come_v hither_o and_o my_o ground_n why_o i_o do_v insert_v it_o p._n 133-138_a 22._o a_o little_a brief_a account_n of_o my_o imprisonment_n with_o the_o sorrow_n and_o censure_n that_o do_v attend_v i_o in_o these_o suffering_n p._n 138-140_a 23._o some_o account_n of_o my_o imprisonment_n in_o the_o tower_n and_o of_o my_o be_v bring_v before_o the_o king_n and_o the_o business_n relate_v to_o his_o father_n will_n leave_v with_o i_o p._n 140-142_a 24._o the_o ground_n of_o my_o willingness_n to_o go_v beyond_o sea_n if_o i_o may_v p._n 143-147_a 25._o a_o letter_n from_o a_o friend_n and_o my_o answer_n p._n 148-151_a errata_fw-la reader_n in_o regard_n of_o the_o author_n condition_n &_o distance_n from_o the_o press_n some_o fault_n have_v escape_v the_o great_a whereof_o be_v the_o title_n over_o the_o head_n of_o the_o page_n viz._n innocency_n though_o under_o a_o cloud_n clear_v which_o relate_v only_o to_o some_o part_n of_o the_o book_n the_o 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witness_v my_o innocency_n before_o he_o to_z 〈…〉_o leave_v my_o cause_n and_o as_o for_o my_o too_o much_o love_n or_o too_o great_a to_o some_o which_o be_v so_o sad_o censure_v 〈◊〉_d answer_n and_o that_o in_o faithfulness_n before_o the_o loâ—â—_n there_o be_v so_o few_o that_o do_v or_o still_o do_v either_o faithful_o love_v i_o and_o in_o my_o state_n and_o strait_n faithful_o tender_a or_o sympathize_v with_o i_o that_o where_o i_o do_v or_o do_v find_v it_o i_o be_o even_o overcome_v with_o it_o and_o it_o be_v with_o i_o towards_o they_o as_o it_o be_v with_o david_n love_n to_o jonathan_n for_o sure_a it_o be_v jonathans_n sympathize_v love_n which_o beget_v that_o endearedness_n between_o they_o and_o make_v they_o as_o one_o soul_n so_o it_o be_v and_o be_v with_o i_o it_o be_v true_a at_o first_o in_o my_o sad_a and_o unheard-of_a suffering_n and_o censure_n i_o look_v about_o i_o and_o see_v as_o david_n do_v psal_n 142.4_o and_o then_o i_o be_v too_o ready_a to_o 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