confession_n o_o almighty_a god_n who_o nature_n and_o property_n be_v always_o to_o have_v mercy_n and_o to_o forgive_v receive_v these_o my_o humble_a petition_n make_v unto_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n and_o though_o i_o be_v tie_v and_o bind_v by_o the_o chain_n of_o my_o sin_n yet_o let_v the_o pittifulness_n of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n loose_v they_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o faith_n o_o almighty_a god_n who_o nature_n be_v above_o our_o reach_n and_o who_o secret_a operation_n no_o humane_a reason_n can_v conceive_v give_v i_o that_o faith_n without_o which_o no_o man_n can_v know_v thou_o and_o without_o which_o no_o soul_n can_v please_v thou_o lord_n i_o believe_v but_o to_o believe_v unto_o righteousness_n o_o god_n increase_v my_o faith_n concern_v the_o great_a sacrament_n of_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n i_o believe_v that_o in_o the_o same_o night_n that_o thou_o o_o lord_n jesus_n waste_v betray_v thou_o do_v give_v to_o thy_o disciple_n bread_n and_o wine_n which_o thou_o do_v call_v thy_o body_n and_o blood_n with_o a_o charge_n to_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o do_v the_o same_o in_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o for_o as_o thou_o be_v upon_o thy_o departure_n thou_o will_v leave_v they_o and_o i_o a_o sign_n of_o thy_o body_n a_o figure_n of_o thy_o blood_n and_o a_o memorial_n oâ—_n thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o bloody_a passion_n lest_o i_o shall_v forget_v thou_o who_o waste_v ready_a to_o lay_v down_o thy_o life_n for_o i_o who_o be_o the_o worst_a and_o vile_a of_o sinner_n ii_o therefore_o i_o take_v these_o element_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n for_o holy_a sign_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n believe_v that_o though_o they_o remain_v after_o the_o consecration_n in_o their_o substance_n both_o bread_n and_o wine_n yet_o they_o be_v more_o than_o common_a bread_n and_o wine_n be_v make_v by_o prayer_n and_o thy_o holy_a word_n the_o figure_n of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o blood_n which_o in_o the_o action_n and_o use_n of_o the_o sacrament_n be_v real_o and_o effectual_o take_v by_o the_o faithful_a so_o though_o i_o feel_v and_o taste_v bread_n and_o wine_n yet_o by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n i_o eat_v thy_o body_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n in_o remembrance_n that_o thou_o do_v die_v for_o i_o and_o for_o all_o mankind_n iii_o o_o then_o let_v the_o operation_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n apply_v to_o my_o soul_n the_o merit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n and_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v i_o love_v and_o die_v in_o this_o faith_n and_o never_o be_v ashamed_a to_o confess_v thy_o holy_a name_n who_o have_v suffer_v such_o a_o ignominious_a death_n for_o my_o redemption_n o_o let_v my_o soul_n live_v and_o it_o shall_v praise_v thou_o and_o magnify_v thy_o all_o glorious_a name_n thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n have_v eternal_a life_n and_o thou_o will_v raise_v he_o up_o at_o the_o last_o day_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o confirm_v my_o faith_n and_o grant_v that_o it_o fail_v not_o either_o concern_v this_o or_o any_o other_o point_n of_o holy_a mystery_n for_o thy_o alone_a sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o friday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n god_n alone_o who_o be_v the_o author_n of_o our_o life_n be_v likewise_o the_o object_n of_o our_o trust_n as_o be_v the_o fountain_n and_o fullness_n of_o all_o our_o comfort_n and_o strength_n all_o our_o grace_n and_o holiness_n all_o our_o glory_n and_o happiness_n wherefore_o o_o my_o god_n i_o trust_v in_o thou_o as_o a_o creator_n to_o sustain_v i_o as_o a_o lord_n to_o govern_v i_o as_o a_o guide_n to_o direct_v i_o as_o a_o rock_n to_o defend_v i_o and_o as_o a_o father_n to_o succour_v i_o all_o which_o relation_n thou_o have_v take_v upon_o thou_o in_o a_o merciful_a regard_n to_o my_o weakness_n and_o want_n that_o thou_o may_v the_o more_o manifest_o declare_v thy_o goodness_n and_o love_n which_o goodness_n and_o love_n now_o seal_v unto_o my_o soul_n by_o a_o communion_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n ii_o and_o the_o best_a way_n to_o strengthen_v our_o trust_n in_o god_n be_v by_o renew_v our_o resignation_n and_o when_o can_v we_o more_o seasonable_o do_v it_o than_o at_o our_o receive_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n in_o which_o we_o have_v exhibit_v the_o fullness_n of_o christ_n merit_n as_o the_o propitiatory_a sacrament_n and_o atonement_n for_o our_o soul_n by_o who_o we_o have_v access_n unto_o the_o father_n to_o receive_v a_o blessing_n of_o pardon_n and_o peace_n of_o life_n and_o salvation_n from_o he_o do_v we_o then_o with_o all_o humble_a devotion_n make_v this_o sincere_a resignation_n at_o the_o table_n of_o the_o lord_n even_o offer_v and_o present_v unto_o god_n from_o our_o heart_n as_o we_o profess_v with_o our_o tongue_n offer_v and_o present_v ourselves_o our_o soul_n and_o body_n as_o a_o reasonable_a holy_a and_o lively_a sacrifice_n unto_o he_o cast_v ourselves_o upon_o he_o in_o the_o mercy_n and_o truth_n of_o his_o promise_n in_o the_o wisdom_n and_o power_n of_o his_o providence_n iii_o and_o upon_o this_o total_a resignation_n he_o seal_v we_o this_o assurance_n that_o he_o will_v exercise_v those_o his_o property_n employ_v those_o his_o attribute_n for_o our_o comfort_n and_o protection_n for_o our_o support_n and_o salvation_n and_o this_o beyond_o what_o our_o wit_n can_v design_n our_o wish_n can_v desire_v or_o our_o thought_n can_v conceive_v and_o let_v not_o any_o penitent_a though_o a_o languish_a soul_n be_v discourage_v from_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o eucharist_n there_o to_o renew_v his_o resignation_n and_o strengthen_v his_o trust_n iv._o and_o here_o this_o treasury_n be_v open_a in_o this_o bless_a sacrament_n come_v and_o receive_v of_o this_o mercy_n of_o thy_o god_n dispense_v by_o the_o bountiful_a hand_n of_o thy_o jesus_n who_o with_o that_o mercy_n give_v his_o merit_n his_o benefit_n his_o spirit_n his_o whole_a fullness_n even_o himself_o wherefore_o rouse_v up_o thy_o soul_n to_o receive_v the_o bounty_n of_o thy_o god_n and_o of_o thy_o saviour_n with_o a_o humble_a a_o thankful_a and_o a_o devout_a heart_n not_o forget_v the_o price_n christ_n give_v for_o thou_o to_o redeem_v thou_o from_o the_o slavery_n of_o sin_n and_o satan_n a_o prayer_n for_o friday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n bless_a for_o ever_o be_v thy_o holy_a name_n o_o thou_o god_n of_o infinite_a compassion_n who_o be_v both_o truth_n and_o holiness_n itself_o in_o thy_o essence_n and_o therefore_o strict_o require_v truth_n and_o sincere_o in_o the_o heart_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n in_o their_o life_n and_o conversation_n look_v not_o upon_o those_o sinful_a fail_n of_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n but_o gracious_o behold_v i_o in_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n forgive_v i_o my_o many_o sinful_a compliance_n with_o nature_n abberation_n from_o grace_n and_o deviation_n from_o goodness_n which_o have_v cause_v these_o my_o sinful_a error_n which_o may_v thereby_o deprive_v i_o of_o present_a grace_n and_o hope_n of_o future_a blessedness_n ii_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o any_o long_o thus_o wretched_o to_o delude_v my_o own_o soul_n but_o make_v i_o true_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v a_o zealous_a and_o sincere_a christian_a that_o so_o my_o spirit_n which_o for_o those_o my_o sin_n thou_o have_v much_o break_v by_o affliction_n may_v much_o more_o abundant_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o by_o heavenly_a consolation_n lord_n accept_v of_o these_o my_o sinful_a desire_n and_o let_v my_o loss_n of_o tear_n repair_v my_o loss_n of_o truth_n and_o loss_n of_o time_n in_o thy_o service_n assist_v my_o weakness_n accept_v my_o willingness_n forgive_v my_o sinfulness_n cherish_v the_o bless_a motion_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n daily_o in_o i_o and_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n remove_v the_o danger_n of_o my_o own_o corruption_n from_o i_o iii_o o_o lord_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o deserve_a shame_n i_o willing_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o most_o impure_a and_o sinful_a even_o in_o the_o very_o best_a of_o all_o my_o holy_a performance_n i_o therefore_o humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v gracious_o afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o sacred_a word_n to_o discover_v i_o unto_o myself_o so_o thou_o will_v also_o give_v unto_o i_o the_o sword_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o deliver_v i_o from_o myself_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o evil_a man_n o_o lord_n even_o from_o the_o close_a corruption_n and_o secret_a abomination_n of_o my_o own_o evil_a and_o corrupt_a heart_n lord_n pardon_n and_o pass_v by_o the_o many_o
secret_a and_o unknown_a error_n of_o my_o sinful_a life_n pass_v and_o gracious_o prevent_v the_o fail_n of_o that_o to_o come_v iv._o make_v i_o true_o and_o sincere_o holy_a and_o to_o embrace_v it_o neither_o for_o fear_n of_o punishment_n nor_o hope_v of_o reward_n but_o pure_o for_o thy_o sake_n who_o be_v holiness_n itself_o o_o let_v i_o never_o think_v myself_o holy_a enough_o but_o press_v still_o forward_o in_o thy_o holy_a race_n until_o at_o last_o i_o have_v attain_v unto_o that_o full_a measure_n of_o holiness_n which_o by_o thy_o gracious_a acceptation_n of_o it_o in_o christ_n will_v end_v in_o endless_a happiness_n bless_v these_o my_o holy_a desire_n with_o happy_a performance_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o perfect_a righteousness_n thou_o both_o gracious_o accept_a for_o i_o and_o willing_o impute_a to_o i_o amen_n meditation_n for_o saturday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n now_o to_o keep_v the_o soul_n in_o a_o even_a temper_n we_o must_v observe_v these_o follow_a direction_n first_o for_o the_o best_a order_v our_o life_n as_o to_o the_o safety_n and_o peace_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v the_o more_o servant_n the_o more_o importunate_a in_o your_o prayer_n when_o your_o lust_n be_v most_o eager_a and_o vehement_a in_o their_o desire_n for_o this_o we_o have_v st._n paul_n example_n for_o our_o imitation_n when_o he_o proportion_v the_o vehemency_n of_o his_o devotion_n to_o the_o violence_n of_o his_o temptation_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o messenger_n of_o satan_n 2_o cor._n 12._o 9_o do_v the_o more_o furious_o reiterate_v his_o buffet_n the_o more_o zealous_o do_v he_o renew_v his_o prayer_n and_o at_o length_n he_o receive_v this_o comfortable_a answer_n to_o his_o sorrowful_a complaint_n my_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o thou_o sufficient_a to_o cure_v thy_o wound_n and_o to_o pardon_v thy_o guilt_n sufficient_a to_o strengthen_v thy_o weakness_n and_o to_o perfect_v thy_o deliverance_n ii_o second_o entertain_v we_o no_o parley_n no_o treaty_n with_o our_o lust_n have_v no_o commerce_n or_o company_n with_o they_o silence_n their_o suggestion_n or_o if_o they_o will_v needs_o be_v suggest_v give_v they_o not_o the_o ear_n lest_o they_o make_v that_o the_o passage_n to_o the_o heart_n we_o betray_v ourselves_o to_o sin_n whensoever_o we_o treat_v with_o our_o lust_n conference_n with_o they_o be_v the_o way_n to_o be_v ensnare_v by_o they_o we_o must_v fly_v sin_n as_o a_o serpent_n not_o let_v in_o the_o head_n lest_o it_o draw_v in_o its_o body_n not_o yield_v to_o the_o first_o motion_n lest_o we_o be_v engage_v in_o its_o full_a commission_n iii_o three_o set_v we_o up_o the_o law_n of_o spirit_n and_o life_n in_o our_o heart_n rom._n 8._o 2._o and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n will_v be_v stir_v in_o our_o thought_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o let_v this_o royal_a law_n of_o christ_n spirit_n and_o life_n bear_v sway_n in_o our_o soul_n and_o to_o that_o end_n especial_o now_o in_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o bless_a eucharist_n renew_v we_o our_o purpose_n our_o vow_n our_o covenant_n renew_v we_o ourselves_o denial_n our_o total_a resignation_n thereby_o to_o obtain_v a_o further_a quicken_a in_o grace_n a_o further_o strengthen_v of_o the_o inward_a man_n and_o all_o by_o a_o near_a communion_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o fullness_n thus_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n shall_v seal_v unto_o our_o heart_n the_o comfort_n of_o this_o assurance_n that_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v we_o nor_o forsake_v we_o iv._o let_v we_o offer_v up_o to_o god_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o a_o break_a heart_n and_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n which_o sorrow_n of_o contrition_n must_v be_v like_o that_o of_o one_o mourn_v for_o the_o dead_a a_o funeral_n sorrow_n the_o deep_a of_o mourning_n like_o that_o of_o one_o mourn_v for_o her_o only_a son_n the_o sad_a of_o funeral_n and_o for_o our_o sin_n deep_a humiliation_n be_v 〈◊〉_d necessary_a whereby_o we_o confess_v the_o guâ—lt_n of_o our_o sin_n bewail_v the_o bitterness_n of_o distress_n deprecate_v god_n wrath_n and_o implore_v his_o mercy_n for_o a_o full_a and_o free_a pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n a_o prayer_n for_o saturday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o thou_o bless_a fountain_n of_o eternal_a sweetness_n who_o art_n infinite_o sweet_a to_o my_o weary_a soul_n than_o all_o earthly_a enjoyment_n in_o who_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o who_o right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o forgive_v the_o folly_n and_o infirmity_n of_o i_o thy_o sinful_a servant_n who_o have_v foolish_o prefer_v these_o transitory_a drop_n of_o insufficient_a joy_n which_o have_v be_v wearisome_a and_o burdensome_a unto_o i_o to_o those_o thy_o river_n of_o eternal_a pleasure_n in_o which_o thy_o bless_a saint_n do_v sweet_o bathe_v their_o happy_a soul_n where_o everlasting_a jâ—y_n be_v on_o their_o head_n and_o thy_o eternal_a comfort_n in_o their_o heart_n ii_o lord_n open_a my_o eye_n now_o at_o last_o that_o i_o may_v clear_o see_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o the_o fullness_n sweetness_n and_o all_o sufficiency_n of_o christ_n withdraw_v my_o affection_n from_o the_o world_n and_o fix_v they_o whole_o upon_o thou_o and_o thy_o kingdom_n lord_n sanctify_v my_o heart_n to_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o true_a sweetness_n but_o in_o goodness_n and_o that_o there_o can_v be_v no_o true_a goodness_n in_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v not_o subordinate_a to_o this_o sweetness_n which_o alone_o be_v in_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n the_o comfort_n of_o all_o earthly_a comfort_n and_o heavenly_a consolation_n iii_o almighty_a god_n when_o i_o look_v upon_o thou_o out_o of_o christ_n as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o i_o can_v there_o see_v nothing_o else_o but_o destruction_n to_o my_o body_n and_o amazement_n to_o my_o soul_n in_o thy_o essence_n light_a inaccessible_a unto_o which_o no_o mortal_a eye_n can_v approach_v in_o thy_o attribute_n terror_n unutterable_a from_o which_o no_o creature_n can_v escape_v thy_o wisdom_n try_v my_o corrupt_a heart_n and_o search_v my_o sinful_a vein_n thy_o justice_n most_o severe_a fearful_a in_o the_o pronunciation_n dreadful_a in_o the_o execution_n thy_o truth_n admit_v no_o alteration_n no_o judgement_n pronounce_v by_o thou_o but_o most_o precise_o fulfil_v yet_o such_o o_o lord_n have_v the_o folly_n of_o my_o false_a heart_n be_v that_o i_o have_v sinful_o depend_v on_o thy_o mercy_n in_o christ_n without_o either_o faith_n to_o receive_v thou_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v thou_o or_o love_v to_o delight_v in_o thou_o iv._o lord_n whither_o will_v thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o stray_v from_o thou_o how_o long_o lord_n will_v thou_o leave_v i_o in_o this_o sleep_n of_o sin_n lord_n seek_v i_o thy_o stray_n sheep_n or_o i_o be_o lose_v for_o ever_o open_v my_o sinful_a eye_n that_o i_o sleep_v not_o in_o death_n make_v i_o wise_o to_o remember_v that_o then_o only_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o when_o thou_o be_v true_o fear_v grant_v therefore_o dear_a father_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n that_o i_o may_v no_o long_o dally_v with_o my_o precious_a soul_n by_o this_o my_o security_n in_o sin_n but_o sore_o upon_o thy_o mercy_n as_o to_o have_v a_o filial_a fear_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o from_o security_n in_o sin_n good_a lord_n deliver_v i_o amen_n meditation_n for_o saturday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o thou_o great_a creator_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o to_o see_v in_o what_o a_o posture_n i_o be_o in_o at_o this_o present_a i_o be_o cast_v down_o when_o i_o look_v into_o myself_o and_o make_v enquiry_n into_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n i_o can_v but_o behold_v my_o own_o vileness_n and_o baseness_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v receive_v sinner_n else_o how_o dare_v i_o approach_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n thou_o be_v he_o that_o say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o 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death_n and_o passion_n as_o a_o true_a token_n and_o pledge_n that_o he_o suffer_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o rise_v again_o from_o thâ—_n dâ—ad_v for_o my_o justification_n and_o now_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n make_v intercession_n for_o i_o to_o who_o be_v all_o honour_n power_n and_o glory_n adoration_n and_o subjection_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_o our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o monday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o lord_n supper_n show_v the_o necessity_n of_o receive_v of_o it_o i._o our_o bless_a saviour_n the_o wise_a physician_n have_v feel_v the_o pulse_n of_o our_o weakness_n ordain_v this_o most_o holy_a and_o divine_a sacrament_n and_o for_o this_o purpose_n have_v he_o institute_v the_o same_o in_o form_n of_o food_n that_o the_o very_a form_n wherein_o he_o do_v institute_v it_o may_v declare_v unto_o we_o the_o effect_n it_o work_v and_o withal_o the_o great_a necessity_n our_o soul_n have_v of_o it_o ii_o o_o most_o wonderful_a sacrament_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v of_o thou_o thou_o be_v the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o a_o medicine_n to_o heal_v all_o my_o wound_n what_o tongue_n be_v able_a to_o express_v the_o excellency_n of_o this_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n which_o thou_o o_o lord_n invite_v i_o to_o who_o be_o a_o vile_a and_o miserable_a sinner_n when_o i_o consider_v who_o thou_o be_v and_o what_o i_o be_o how_o rich_a and_o excellent_a the_o benefit_n be_v which_o thou_o prepare_v for_o i_o and_o how_o little_a i_o be_o dispose_v to_o receive_v they_o my_o soul_n be_v in_o trouble_n and_o i_o tremble_v to_o draw_v near_o to_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n iii_o thou_o be_v o_o lord_n without_o quantity_n great_a without_o quality_n good_a without_o measure_n wise_a and_o without_o time_n everlasting_a the_o star_n be_v dim_v in_o thy_o presence_n the_o pillar_n of_o heaven_n quake_v before_o thou_o the_o high_a of_o the_o 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concupiscence_n iv._o i_o be_o in_o a_o strait_a o_o lord_n on_o both_o side_n for_o if_o i_o absent_v myself_o from_o this_o holy_a table_n i_o be_o disobedient_a to_o my_o saviour_n who_o command_v i_o to_o set_v forth_o his_o death_n till_o he_o shall_v come_v again_o i_o keep_v at_o a_o distance_n from_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n i_o renounce_v the_o seal_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o the_o pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o if_o i_o come_v to_o it_o unworthy_o i_o be_o afraid_a i_o may_v eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n and_o draw_v upon_o myself_o thy_o heavy_a judgement_n if_o thou_o lord_n shall_v mark_v iniquity_n o_o lord_n who_o shall_v stand_v but_o there_o be_v forgiveness_n with_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n be_v from_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n for_o we_o have_v rebel_v against_o he_o but_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v thy_o grace_n have_v much_o more_o abound_v o_o lord_n my_o whole_a trust_n be_v in_o thou_o as_o by_o thy_o goodness_n thou_o give_v i_o thy_o blessing_n so_o by_o thy_o wisdom_n thou_o will_v instruct_v i_o how_o to_o receive_v they_o to_o salvation_n a_o prayer_n for_o monday_n evening_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n i_o take_v the_o boldness_n to_o approach_v unto_o thou_o o_o receive_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n banish_v from_o my_o mind_n all_o those_o earthly_a and_o carnal_a thought_n which_o disturb_v my_o devotion_n affect_v my_o sense_n with_o a_o pious_a veneration_n give_v unto_o i_o such_o humility_n and_o repentance_n such_o fear_n and_o reverence_n as_o so_o high_a a_o mystery_n do_v require_v i_o come_v not_o o_o lord_n to_o excuse_v but_o accuse_v myself_o i_o trust_v not_o o_o lord_n in_o my_o own_o righteousness_n neither_o have_v i_o any_o merit_n to_o be_v puff_v up_o with_o nor_o do_v i_o extol_v myself_o with_o the_o proud_a pharisec_n ii_o but_o o_o lord_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o as_o the_o poor_a publican_n with_o eye_n cast_v down_o as_o be_v ashamed_a of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o lay_v my_o hand_n on_o my_o breast_n say_v lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o with_o poor_a bartemeus_fw-la that_o i_o may_v receive_v my_o sight_n who_o be_o blind_a and_o lame_a i_o come_v as_o naked_a to_o thou_o the_o father_n of_o compassion_n as_o hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o righteousness_n to_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o bread_n of_o life_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n spring_v up_o from_o the_o well_n of_o eternal_a salvation_n iii_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n accept_v of_o mary_n magdalen_n tear_n the_o faith_n of_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o cross_n the_o repentance_n of_o st._n peter_n and_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o poor_a publican_n accept_v now_o of_o this_o my_o humiliation_n confirm_v my_o pardon_n seal_v my_o redemption_n cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o my_o pollution_n support_v my_o weakness_n and_o cover_v my_o nakedness_n o_o send_v i_o not_o away_o empty_a lest_o i_o faint_v by_o the_o way_n but_o satisfy_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o food_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a banquet_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v receive_v nourishment_n unto_o eternal_a life_n iv._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thou_o with_o pure_a lip_n and_o a_o penitent_a heart_n that_o thou_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o faith_n i_o may_v find_v myself_o strenghn_v comfort_v and_o my_o heart_n inflame_v with_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o then_o shall_v i_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o and_o acknowledge_v in_o the_o assembly_n of_o thy_o saint_n that_o it_o be_v thou_o alone_o who_o have_v comfort_v i_o and_o that_o there_o be_v no_o salvation_n in_o any_o beside_o thou_o v._o as_o thou_o prepare_v a_o table_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o enemy_n and_o fille_v up_o my_o cup_n and_o do_v anoint_v and_o wash_v thy_o poor_a guest_n pour_v upon_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o thy_o most_o fragrant_a oil_n wash_v not_o only_o my_o foot_n but_o also_o my_o hand_n and_o my_o head_n that_o i_o may_v have_v part_n with_o thou_o make_v i_o not_o only_a partaker_n of_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o covenant_n and_o of_o the_o pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o also_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v thyself_o with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n let_v my_o preparation_n which_o i_o now_o make_v be_v sincere_a and_o without_o lukewarmness_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n meditation_n for_o tuesday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o gracious_a manifestation_n of_o his_o goodness_n he_o be_v good_a in_o the_o graciousness_n of_o his_o promise_n and_o upright_o in_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o performance_n and_o this_o grace_n and_o truth_n which_o be_v the_o habitation_n of_o his_o throne_n be_v the_o refuge_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o the_o sanctuary_n of_o the_o penitent_a ii_o and_o where_o o_o my_o soul_n can_v thou_o better_v taste_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n then_o in_o this_o bless_a eucharist_n the_o sacred_a feast_n of_o the_o lord_n goodness_n and_o as_o his_o goodness_n do_v invite_v thou_o so_o let_v his_o uprightness_n encourage_v thou_o for_o that_o faithful_a be_v he_o who_o have_v promise_v faithful_a to_o give_v according_a to_o his_o promise_n heal_v for_o thy_o wound_n strengthen_v for_o thy_o weakness_n comfort_n for_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o will_v give_v that_o which_o be_v the_o compendium_n of_o all_o spiritual_a good_a thing_n peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n iii_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o heavy_a o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o cast_v down_o within_o i_o be_v it_o because_o thou_o have_v
apparel_v in_o mockery_n with_o white_a and_o red_a garment_n for_o my_o sake_n thou_o be_v contenâ—ed_v to_o be_v tear_v with_o whip_n crown_v with_o thorn_n smite_v with_o a_o reed_n and_o to_o have_v thy_o eye_n cover_v with_o a_o veil_n to_o be_v condemn_v to_o death_n and_o to_o be_v lead_v to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n with_o that_o heavy_a cross_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n whereon_o thy_o bless_a hand_n and_o foot_n be_v nail_v thou_o be_v crucify_v between_o two_o thief_n and_o repute_v among_o the_o wicked_a thou_o have_v vinegar_n and_o gall_n give_v thou_o to_o drink_v and_o in_o the_o end_n put_v to_o a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n iii_o in_o this_o manner_n o_o lord_n with_o so_o many_o intolerable_a trouble_n pain_n and_o agony_n have_v thou_o redeem_v i_o but_o i_o a_o most_o vile_a and_o wretched_a sinner_n have_v show_v myself_o unthankful_a for_o all_o these_o benefit_n and_o have_v so_o often_o by_o my_o sin_n crucify_v thou_o afresh_o that_o without_o hearty_a contrition_n humiliation_n and_o repentance_n i_o can_v expect_v nothing_o but_o thy_o wrath_n and_o damnation_n i_o have_v love_v vanity_n more_o than_o truth_n and_o have_v esteem_v the_o creature_n more_o than_o the_o creator_n it_o be_v high_a time_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o shall_v now_o begin_v to_o weep_v and_o bewail_v for_o those_o heinous_a sin_n i_o have_v commit_v against_o thou_o iv._o this_o sorrow_n and_o grief_n for_o my_o sin_n be_v the_o thing_n which_o thou_o have_v so_o long_o look_v for_o at_o my_o hand_n even_o from_o the_o time_n thou_o first_o give_v i_o life_n thou_o have_v often_o call_v i_o and_o i_o have_v like_o the_o deaf_a adder_n stop_v my_o 〈◊〉_d and_o will_v not_o hearken_v to_o thou_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o long_a time_n to_o repent_v i_o of_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o have_v consume_v it_o in_o pride_n and_o vanity_n the_o more_o i_o have_v be_v chastise_v and_o cherish_v by_o thou_o the_o more_o have_v my_o heart_n be_v harden_v show_v myself_o unthankful_a towards_o the_o one_o and_o rebellious_a towards_o the_o other_o but_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o o_o lord_n since_o thou_o have_v suffer_v for_o my_o sake_n so_o many_o thing_n and_o have_v command_v i_o never_o to_o despair_v nor_o mistrust_v thy_o goodness_n i_o therefore_o refer_v myself_o whole_o to_o thy_o mercy_n and_o do_v beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v i_o grace_n to_o amend_v my_o life_n that_o from_o henceforth_o i_o may_v serve_v and_o please_v thou_o in_o holiness_n and_o newness_n of_o life_n and_o continual_o remain_v in_o thy_o grace_n and_o favour_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n meditation_n on_o wenesday_n morning_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n consider_v after_o this_o what_o trouble_v our_o saviour_n suffer_v in_o that_o doleful_a night_n when_o the_o soldier_n have_v he_o in_o custody_n mock_v and_o laugh_v he_o to_o scorn_v luk._n 22._o 63._o and_o use_v as_o a_o mean_n to_o pass_v away_o their_o drowsiness_n to_o scoff_n and_o jest_n at_o the_o lord_n of_o majesty_n consider_v o_o my_o soul_n how_o thy_o sweet_a saviour_n be_v set_v here_o as_o a_o mark_n to_o receive_v all_o the_o stroke_n and_o buffet_n their_o malice_n can_v invent_v o_o cruel_a and_o unquiet_a night_n in_o which_o o_o sweet_a saviour_n thou_o take_v no_o rest_n nor_o thy_o adversary_n any_o repose_n but_o account_v it_o even_o a_o pastime_n and_o recreation_n to_o vex_v and_o torment_v thou_o ii_o the_o night_n be_v ordain_v for_o this_o end_n that_o all_o creature_n shall_v therein_o take_v their_o rest_n and_o that_o the_o sense_n and_o member_n that_o be_v weary_v with_o toil_n and_o labour_n of_o the_o day_n may_v be_v refresh_v and_o relieve_v but_o these_o wicked_a man_n use_v it_o now_o as_o a_o fit_a time_n to_o torment_v all_o thy_o member_n and_o sense_n strike_v thy_o body_n afflict_v thy_o soul_n bind_v thy_o hand_n buffet_n thy_o cheek_n and_o spit_v in_o thy_o face_n that_o at_o such_o time_n as_o all_o member_n shall_v be_v at_o rest_n all_o thy_o member_n be_v in_o great_a pain_n and_o anguish_n iii_o now_o let_v we_o consider_v the_o denial_n of_o saint_n peter_n who_o be_v so_o familiar_a a_o friend_n of_o our_o saviour_n that_o he_o choose_v he_o to_o see_v the_o glory_n of_o his_o transfiguration_n yet_o not_o once_o but_o three_o several_a time_n even_o in_o the_o very_a presence_n of_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n swear_v and_o for_o swear_v that_o he_o know_v he_o not_o o_o peter_n be_v he_o that_o stand_v by_o thou_o so_o wicked_a a_o man_n that_o thou_o account_v it_o so_o vile_a a_o shame_n only_o to_o have_v know_v he_o consider_v that_o this_o be_v a_o condemnation_n of_o he_o by_o thou_o before_o he_o be_v condemn_v by_o the_o high_a priest_n since_o by_o this_o denial_n thou_o give_v the_o whole_a world_n to_o understand_v that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o man_n that_o even_o 〈…〉_z self_n do_v 〈…〉_z great_a reproach_n and_o dishonour_n to_o thou_o ever_o to_o have_v know_v he_o iv._o our_o saviour_n hear_v this_o denial_n turn_v back_o and_o behold_v peter_n and_o cast_v his_o eye_n on_o the_o lose_a sheep_n with_o a_o look_v full_a of_o virtue_n mystery_n and_o signification_n peter_n understand_v right_o well_o the_o voice_n and_o language_n of_o that_o look_n and_o although_o the_o crow_v of_o the_o cock_n be_v not_o able_a to_o awake_v his_o spirit_n yet_o be_v this_o able_a as_o indeed_o it_o do_v for_o the_o eye_n of_o our_o saviour_n do_v not_o only_o speak_v but_o also_o work_v as_o it_o plain_o appear_v by_o the_o tear_n of_o saint_n peter_n which_o though_o they_o gush_v from_o the_o eye_n of_o peter_n yet_o do_v they_o much_o more_o proceed_v from_o the_o look_n and_o eye_n of_o christ_n v._o wherefore_o when_o thou_o be_v at_o any_o time_n awake_v out_o of_o thy_o sinful_a life_n and_o do_v with_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n call_v thy_o sin_n to_o remembrance_n wherein_o thou_o have_v offend_v almighty_a god_n think_v with_o thyself_o that_o the_o merciful_a 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if_o christ_n body_n and_o blood_n be_v exhibit_v unto_o we_o assure_o all_o other_o benefit_n by_o that_o most_o holy_a body_n and_o most_o bless_a blood_n be_v prepare_v for_o we_o how_o then_o can_v he_o that_o have_v give_v we_o great_a thing_n deny_v we_o the_o less_o he_o that_o have_v give_v his_o son_n to_o we_o how_o shall_v he_o not_o give_v all_o other_o thing_n with_o he_o rom._n 8._o 32._o let_v the_o spouse_n therefore_o be_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v for_o the_o time_n be_v at_o hand_n when_o she_o shall_v be_v call_v to_o the_o marriage_n supper_n rev._n 19_o 7._o let_v she_o put_v on_o precious_a apparel_n let_v she_o put_v on_o her_o wedding_n garment_n mat._n 22._o 12._o that_o she_o be_v not_o find_v naked_a this_o garment_n be_v the_o bridegroom_n righteousness_n which_o we_o put_v on_o in_o our_o baptism_n but_o our_o righteousness_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v a_o wedding_n garment_n that_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o filthy_a rag_n o_o let_v we_o endeavour_v to_o 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