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shall_v find_v all_o thing_n forsake_v covetise_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v great_a rest_n print_v well_o in_o thy_o mind_n that_o i_o have_v say_v for_o when_o thou_o haste_v fulfil_v it_o thou_o shall_v well_o know_v that_o it_o be_v true_a lord_n this_o lesson_n be_v not_o one_o day_n work_n nor_o a_o play_n for_o child_n for_o in_o it_o be_v contain_v the_o full_a perfection_n of_o all_o religion_n also_o my_o son_n thou_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v turn_v from_o god_n nor_o to_o be_v any_o thing_n discourage_v from_o his_o service_n when_o thou_o hear_v the_o straight_a life_n of_o perfect_a man_n but_o rather_o thou_o ought_v to_o be_v provoke_v thereby_o to_o high_a perfection_n and_o at_o least_o to_o desire_v in_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v come_v thereto_o but_o will_v to_o god_n thou_o be_v first_o come_v to_o this_o point_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o a_o lover_n of_o thyself_o but_o that_o thou_o will_v keep_v my_o commandment_n and_o the_o commandment_n of_o he_o that_o i_o 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i_o shall_v not_o for_o thy_o love_n feel_v myself_o but_o thou_o only_o above_o myself_o and_o aobue_v all_o bodily_a thing_n and_o that_o thou_o visit_v i_o in_o such_o wise_a as_o thou_o do_v visit_v thy_o faithful_a lover_n now_o i_o oft_o mourn_v and_o complain_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n and_o with_o sorrow_n and_o woe_n bear_v they_o with_o right_a great_a heaviness_n for_o many_o evil_a thing_n happen_v daily_a in_o this_o life_n which_o oft_o time_n trouble_v i_o and_o make_v i_o very_o heavy_a &_o great_o darken_v my_o understanding_n they_o hinder_v i_o great_o and_o put_v my_o mind_n from_o thou_o and_o so_o encumber_v i_o many_o way_n that_o i_o can_v not_o have_v free_a mind_n &_o clean_a desire_n to_o thou_o nor_o have_v thy_o sweet_a embracing_n that_o to_o thy_o bless_a saint_n be_v always_o present_a wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o lord_n christ_n jesu_n that_o the_o sighinge_n and_o the_o inward_a desire_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o my_o manifold_a desolution_n 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till_o thou_o through_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n vouchsafe_v to_o visit_v i_o and_o to_o refresh_v i_o and_o to_o bring_v i_o again_o to_o liberty_n of_o spirit_n and_o that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o show_v thy_o favourable_a and_o love_a countenance_n unto_o i_o let_v other_o seek_v what_o they_o will_v but_o trulye_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o i_o will_v seek_v nor_o that_o shall_v please_v i_o but_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n my_o hope_n and_o everlasting_a health_n i_o shall_v not_o cease_v of_o prayer_n till_o thy_o grace_n return_v to_o i_o again_o &_o that_o thou_o speak_v inward_o to_o my_o soul_n &_o say_v thus_o lo_o i_o be_o here_o i_o be_o come_v to_o thou_o for_o thou_o haste_v call_v i_o thy_o tear_n &_o the_o desire_n of_o thy_o hart_n thy_o meekness_n and_o thy_o contrition_n have_v bow_v i_o down_o and_o bring_v i_o to_o thou_o and_o i_o shall_v say_v again_o lord_n i_o have_v call_v thou_o and_o i_o have_v desire_v to_o have_v thou_o ready_a 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&_o help_v i_o for_o vain_a thought_n have_v rise_v in_o my_o hart_n and_o worldly_a drede_n have_v trouble_v i_o very_o sore_a how_o shall_v i_o break_v they_o down_o how_o shall_v i_o pass_v unhurt_a without_o thy_o help_n i_o shall_v go_v before_o thou_o say_v our_o lord_n and_o i_o shall_v drive_v away_o the_o pride_n of_o thy_o hart_n then_o shall_v i_o set_v open_a to_o thou_o the_o gate_n of_o ghostly_a knowledge_n and_o shall_v show_v to_o thou_o the_o privity_n of_o my_o secret_n o_o lord_n do_v as_o thou_o say_v and_o then_o shall_v flee_v from_o i_o all_o wicked_a fantasy_n and_o true_o this_o be_v my_o hope_n and_o my_o only_a comfort_n to_o flee_v to_o thou_o in_o every_o trouble_n steadfast_o to_o trust_v in_o thou_o inwardlie_o to_o call_v to_o thou_o and_o patient_o to_o abide_v thy_o come_n and_o thy_o heavenly_a consolation_n which_o i_o trust_v shall_v short_o come_v to_o i_o amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o clarify_n of_o man_n mind_n the_o .27_o chapter_n clarify_v i_o 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o_o mercy_n o_o bless_a trinity_n to_o thou_o be_v laud_n honour_n and_o glory_n everlasting_o amen_n how_o all_o temporal_a honour_n be_v to_o be_v despise_v the_o 46._o chapter_n my_o son_n take_v it_o not_o to_o grief_n though_o thou_o see_v other_o man_n honour_v and_o exalt_v and_o thyself_o despise_v &_o set_v at_o nought_o if_o thou_o raise_v up_o thy_o hart_n to_o i_o in_o heaven_n the_o despite_n of_o man_n in_o earth_n shall_v little_o grieve_v thou_o o_o lord_n we_o be_v here_o in_o great_a darkness_n and_o be_v soon_o deceive_v with_o vanity_n but_o very_o if_o i_o behold_v myself_o well_o i_o shall_v open_o see_v that_o there_o be_v never_o any_o wrong_n do_v to_o i_o by_o any_o creature_n nor_o that_o i_o have_v nothing_o whereof_o i_o may_v righteoussie_a complain_v but_o for_o as_o much_o as_o i_o have_v oft_o sin_v and_o greevouslie_o offend_v against_o thou_o therefore_o all_o creature_n be_v arm_v against_o i_o to_o i_o therefore_o be_v due_a confusion_n and_o 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to_o i_o and_o for_o i_o he_o be_v to_o be_v belove_v how_o good_a and_o how_o profitable_a soever_o he_o seem_v unto_o thou_o in_o this_o life_n without_o i_o friendship_n be_v nought_o worth_a nor_o may_v not_o long_o endure_v nor_o that_o love_n be_v not_o true_a and_o clean_o that_o be_v not_o knit_v by_o i_o thou_o ought_v therefore_o to_o be_v so_o mortify_v in_o all_o such_o affection_n of_o worldly_a man_n that_o in_o as_o much_o as_o in_o thou_o be_v thou_o will_v covete_n to_o be_v without_o all_o man_n comfort_n so_o much_o a_o man_n draw_v near_a to_o god_n as_o he_o can_v withdraw_v himself_o from_o the_o world_n and_o from_o all_o worldly_a comfort_n and_o so_o much_o the_o more_o he_o ascend_v high_a to_o god_n as_o he_o can_v descend_v low_o in_o himself_o and_o as_o he_o can_v wax_v vile_a and_o abject_a in_o his_o own_o sight_n he_o that_o ascribe_v any_o goodness_n to_o himself_o withstand_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o let_v it_o to_o live_v in_o he_o for_o the_o 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