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he_o have_v do_v the_o confiscation_n of_o man_n estate_n be_v more_o beneficial_a than_o the_o charity_n of_o save_v their_o life_n or_o reform_v their_o error_n when_o all_o proportionable_a succour_n of_o the_o poor_a protestant_o in_o ireland_n who_o be_v daily_o massacre_v and_o over-borne_a with_o number_n of_o now_o desperate_a enemy_n be_v divert_v and_o obstruct_v here_o i_o be_v earnest_o entreat_v and_o general_o advise_v by_o the_o chief_a of_o the_o protestant_a party_n there_o to_o get_v they_o some_o respite_n and_o breathe_n by_o a_o cessation_n without_o which_o they_o see_v â—o_o probability_n unless_o by_o miracle_n to_o preserve_v the_o remnant_n that_o have_v yet_o escape_v go_v know_v with_o how_o much_o commiseration_n and_o solicitous_a caution_n i_o carry_v on_o that_o bnsinesse_n by_o person_n of_o honour_n and_o integrity_n that_o so_o i_o migâ—_n neither_o encourage_v the_o rebel_n insolence_n nor_o discourage_v the_o protestant_n loyalty_n and_o patience_n 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