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A65152 God's mighty power magnified as manifested and revealed in his faithful handmaid Joan Vokins, who departed this life the 22d of the 5th month, 1690, having finished her course, and kept the faith : also some account of her exercises, works of faith, labour of love, and great travels in the work of the ministry, for the good of souls. Vokins, Joan, d. 1690. 1691 (1691) Wing V685; ESTC R9069 73,393 156

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and a cunning Hunter seeking for the precious Life and chased my poor Soul as a Partridge on the Mountains but my God had shewed me that the way to Rest was through many Troubles and that he would be at hand to Deliver out of them all by his Almighty Power but I could hardly trust it then but yet turning to it I found Preservation by it when the backsliding of some had like to have caused me to stumble but the unerring Spirit of Jesus shewed me that if thousands fall on the one hand and tens of thousands on the other that should not defile me and if all the rest were Righteous that should not justifie me if I did not obey the Truth now he had made known his Covenant of Life which I so deeply engaged to be faithful unto and then I turned my back on the World and all the friendship and glory of it that I might obtain the favour of Jesus who condemned me for my Self-righteousness as for my known Sins for I was cautious of Sinning against the Lord ever since my Youth and desired after the best Religion and Company and when I was very young in years I greatly delighted to go to Professors Meetings and could bring home the Text and repeat much of their Sermons but yet that brought no benefit to my poor hungry Soul And when I was in secret before the all-seeing Eye of the Lord he administred Condemnation upon it all and I had no Peace inwardly although none could condemn me for any misdemeanor as outwardly but when my own Righteousness became loathsome to me then was I made willing to part with all that had been near and dear unto me that I might feel and witness the Robe of Christ's Righteousness revealed and be cloathed therewith And as for my Husband and Children my true and tender Love was so great that I could have done or suffered much for them But if I had disobeyed the Lord to please them I might have provoked him to have withholden his Mercies from us all and to bring his Judgments upon us And then who shall excuse in the Day of Accompt Then if a Man as the Scripture says should give the Fruit of his Body for the Sin of his Soul it will not be accepted Then Husbands and Wives and Parents and Children and Servants shall all receive according to their doings and none that disobeys the Lord can be excused no more than Adam was when he said That the Woman gave him the forbidden Fruit and he did eat and so provoked the Lord that the Curse came upon himself and could not be excused And although Man and Wife should be helpful one to another in Righteousness yet too many there are since the fall that hinder and hurt each other for which an account must be given anavoidably And this did I consider many a time and earnestly endeavour to avoid notwithstanding the false Aspersions that might arise yet I still endeavoured to keep my Conscience clear in the sight of my tender God and none can lay any thing to my Charge except it be for serving the Living and True God though in that way that many may call Heresie yet I do worship him in Spirit and in Truth For as Christ Jesus hath said it is come to pass that our Heavenly Father seeketh such and always sought such to worship him in his own Spiritual way of Worship which shall stand when all Idolatry and invented Worships shall fall Written aboard the first Ship The 1st month 1680. as I went to New-England when none that saw me expected my life but the Lord was with me and relieved me and his blessed Power raised me as at many other times And I arrived at New York the 4th Day of the 3d Month 80 and a Maiden Friend whose Name was Sarah Yoklet went with me from England and travelled with me until I came to Oyster-Bay in Long-Island and the Lord so ordered it that when she left me another Woman-Friend that had a Testimony was my Companion several Months whose name was Lydia Wright Oh matchless Mercies of the Lord who can rightly consider them as they have been manifested and not be tendered as I am Oh how long did his tender Spirit strive with me before I gave up to go to Sea How did his long Patience wait and suffer Surely it 's worthy to be remembred for he might have cut me off in a disobedient Condition But blessed and magnified be his Heart-tendering Power it bowed me from Year to Year and brought me into Subjection when in a low Condition I could not help my self nor had no other to help me Oh then did it support me in Exercises sore both in Body and Spirit when my Mind hath been so dejected that my Faith almost failed then did my tender Father through the Son of his Love Christ Jesus yeild me sweet relief though in a weary Land and sweetly encouraged me to travel on and many sweet Promises which before he gave me as I stood singly resigned to obey his Commands and be at his dispose he was never wanting to fulfil but by Sea and Land hath multiplied his Mercies and renewed a right Spirit in me to the resolving of Doubts and casting out of false Fears everlasting Praises to his most holy Name for often did that cause Torment when the dark Reasoner was very busie Then did I cry unto the Lord and say Surely thou knowest all and I have none but thee to help and many Eyes are over me and great Difficulties surround me on every hand and I am the poorest and weakest that I do know and if I should fail by the way how would the Enemy rejoice and the Truth be reproached And much buffeting did I undergo in my long and sore Exercises but as I cast my Care upon him he hath cared for me and blessed be his Name he hath helped in my greatest straits and hath made hard things easie and what he shewed me by his pure Spirit of Light for my encouragement before I came forth he hath brought to pass Glory to his Name for ever may all those say with my Soul that love the Leadings of the Light of Jesus for though it leads through Tribulation yet it brings the Soul sweet Consolation and therefore worthy to be followed through the Self-denial for it 's through the daily Cross to obtain the Reward of the Crown and precious is the feeling of the Life of Jesus to the awakened and illuminated Soul and that made the roaring Sea and dry Land and lonesome Wilderness all one to me by Night and by Day and great was my encouragement to commit all that my Heavenly Father had given me to his keeping and to follow him and in taking up the daily Cross I found Power to preserve me from looking out at my affliction of Body when sorely exercised in Mind ready to sink under the oppression of it had not the Spirit of
Hearts let us be singly resigned unto our God for I can truly say his Love is most deeply of an engaging Nature for by it I have been preserved from great Dangers Perils by Sea and Perils by Land and Perils amongst false Brethren but out of them all his mighty Power delivered me and I am yet alive to magnifie it Glory and Honour and Everlasting Praises be unto his Name for evermore saith my Soul for he daily filleth my Heart therewith and makes me able to do his Service beyond Expectation and he is not wanting to communicate to my Soul Glory to his worthy Name but his Reward is in my Bosom which glads my Heart and refreshes my Soul and upholds my weak Body that I am not without hopes of seeing you again for I have cause to say There is nothing impossible unto my God I have been most of this Winter upon the roaring Seas Two Months at a time and saw no Land and my Clothes were not off Two Nights all that time so far as I can remember and there was no conveniency for my weak Body There were French and Dutch and Irish and Barbarians and English and I had fore Exercises amongst them both inwardly and outwardly but yet I had good Service also amongst them and they did confess to the Power of my God And altho they were most of them very wicked yet they were chained by it and the Passengers were kind to me for the Truth 's sake and when it pleased the Lord to bring us to Land we arrived at the Island of Antego in the West Indies and there I found a precious People and had Two Meetings a Day for a Week with White People and Blacks and on the 7th Day is their Childrens Meetings and they have also Mens and Womens Meetings and the Gospel-Order is established and establishing in those remote Islands Glory to God for ever And they teach their Children G. F's Catechism And we went aboard the Ship again designing for Barbadoes but that small Vessel was so heavy laden that we could not get from the West Indies but kept up and down another Month that the Passengers were all weary for Water grew scarce and stinking and I was very weak And when we came to another Island we that were Passengers were willing to go a-shoar but the Vessel did not enter there and then my Exercise was very great for I had great drawings to go there and then the Weight of my Service there remained with me And a few Days after we bore up and went to another Island where there was no Friends and there I went a-shore and some of the other Passengers and I knew no person there the Inhabitants were most part Irish and I was almost spent when I came there but the Lord was exceeding good and comforted me every way and I got a passage back again to Antego and it remained with me to go to the Island of Nevice and I could not be clear of the Weight of it and when I had been sweetly refreshed through the Love of my God amongst them again at Antego way was made for me to go from thence to Nevice and an honest Widow went along with me who was very helpful to me and we had good Service amongst the Blacks and Whites and she remembers her Love to you all and her Prayers are with mine unto the Lord for you And now we are clear of Nevice and going again to Antego and do hope the Lord will make way for me to be at Barbadoes ere long for I do understand it is but a Weeks Sail or Two at most if the Wind sit fair When we came from New York they spoke of but Three or Four Weeks Voyage to Barbadoes and we came out thence about the time called Michaelmas and I have not seen it yet I sent you many Letters from thence when I came away by which you may know my Service in New England and the time when I came away from thence I do not know whether you received any of my Letters but I have taken all opportunities I could both by Sea and Land to send I met with a Vessel upon the Sea the last Letter that I sent and she was bound for London I do long to hear of your Welfare but I do not blame you that I receive no Lines except you could tell whither to direct them I have not seen one of my Native Land that I knew since I came forth But the Lord is with me and unto his preserving Power I commit you with my self and all the tender ones that Amalek's Spirit may not hurt the hinder part of the Flock nor turn the weak out of the way Dear Hearts let 's be single unto God that our Understandings may be opened and kept open that no subtle Spirit may betray our Innocency And let us never forget the Watch and if we fulfil that Command God will be honoured and our Souls comforted for ever and for ever and for evermore Forget not your Family-Meeting on First Days at Evening let not any thing hinder Written in the Island of Nevice the 11th of the 11th Month 1680. J. V. And in the same Letter there were a few Lines added to her Son Thomas Vokins being then an Apprentice with William Gibson in London Dear Son T. V. MY Love salutes thee and thy dear Master and Mistriss and all the faithful in Christ Jesus earnestly desiring your Welfare as my own And dear Heart let thy honest Endeavours answer the Desires of my Heart for my Soul 's breathing is that thou maist be kept low and chaste that thou maist fear at all times that thou maist do as Joseph did that could not sin against his God Oh dear Son it is a precious thing to feel the Awe of the Lord upon thy Heart Oh that this may be thy State that thou maist be found watching unto Prayer and continue in the same that thou maist witness Preservation from all the Enemies Snares and that thy Mind may be stayed in the Light to wait for the Incomes of Life that thou maist live to God and seek his Kingdom and the righteousness thereof and then thou need'st not fear but all things else will be added And I hope thy Diligence and Faithfulness to God and unto thy Master and Mistriss will increase their Love to thee So hoping thou wilt take good Counsel and bring forth the Fruit thereof to the Honour of our precious God and to all our Comforts This is from thy tender Mother J. V. An Epistle to Friends of New York and there-away Dear and well-beloved Friends THese Lines are left to your weighty Consideration in this Season whilst opportunity doth present for Times and Seasons are in our Father's Hand and we know not how soon he may put a period to our days and therefore we are all concerned to seek the propagation of the precious Truth whose Excellency far exceeds the purest Gold and the
to the weak to help them on in the way of Peace and to watch over them for good and encourage them in well-doing and much delighted to see those that knew the Truth grow up into the Life and Nature of it to persevere in it in faithfulness but much lamenting the state of the unfaithful She had a godly care upon her for the Church of Christ in general but especially where she had laboured and been conversant Her tender Care was great She was a Nursing Mother over the Young convinced and in her own Family great was her Care and Endeavours for her Husband and Children that they might partake with her of the Everlasting Comfort and Celestial Consolation that is the Portion of the Righteous The Lord was very good unto her and blessed her with a Dispensation of the Gospel and gave her a Word in season to speak to their several states and conditions and the Lord blessed her Endeavours and made it effectual for their Benefit and her great Comfort and Satisfaction For she was a great Sufferer in the time of her first Convincement among her near Relations And she was a good Example among them that by her good Conversation by the blessing of God and assistance of his Grace they were won to the Truth her care was great for her Children that they might come to a sense of Truth that she said when she saw them cumbered and their Minds hurried with their worldly Business that she would call them together to sit down and wait upon the Lord and sit with them that he might compose their Minds into an inward Retiredness and said the Lord was with her in it and often refreshed her Spirit among them And the Lord let her live to see the Fruits of her labour and the desire of her Soul concerning them and the good effect that her Christian Motherly care had brought forth through the blessing of Almighty God among them to him be the Glory for he is worthy for ever Her Father and Husband and Children all came to receive the Truth and her Husband is now a Sufferer for Truth under that cruel Oppression of Tythes a Prisoner at Reading-Goal with her eldest Son for the same And when they were called to suffer she signified to me in a Letter that it rejoyced her Heart to see them willing to suffer in so good a Cause And her zeal and fervency for the holy Truth was such that she rejoyced to see her near and dear Relations suffer for it not that she was glad because they were Sufferers but because they were faithful to the Lord and did chuse rather to suffer than deny their Testimony against Tythes that Antichristian Yoke which the Nation groans under the weight of which the Lord will overturn in his own season and ease his own Heritage of that heavy Burden for he is a never-failing God to his faithful People These things are not written only for her sake that is taken from us but also for the sakes of them that remain in the Body that they may be like-minded with her and be found in the same Practice watching against evil in their Children and Families and encouraging them in a holy Life and judge down Pride and Vanity and all Superfluity and every hurtful thing that they may receive the same Blessing and sweet Satisfaction from the Lord as this our dear Deceased Friend and Sister did to the comfort of her Soul and renewing of her Zeal and Courage in the Work and Service of the Lord who in the Power of God went on to serve the Lord with all her Might offering up all that was near and dear unto her not sparing her weak Body which in appearance was fitter to keep her Chamber than travel as she did who left Husband and Children and all outward Enjoyments for the Truth sake and went over-Sea to answer the Lord and clear herself of the Service he had called her unto and he was with her and did support and uphold her by his mighty Power and made way for her to travel through several Islands and Provinces as may be seen more at large in the following account She came to visit me not long before she went last up to London and told me she had some Papers she desired might be made publick after her Decease expecting her time was not long to remain in the Body being well satisfied that she should lay down her Head in Peace with God let Death come when it would Her Trials and Exercises were many but that which was her greatest Grief and heaviest Burden and most grievous to be born was her suffering by false Brethren and Apostates who under the form and profession of Truth did make War and kick against the Life and Power of it but her Zeal for God was against that Libertine back-sliding Spirit And the Lord bore up her Head and supported her at all times and brought her through it all and now hath taken her to himself out of all their reach where She rests from her Labours and her works do follow her And in her last Letter dated London in the 4th Month 1690. she signified now her Service was finished and said I could gladly have laid down my Body here among the Lord's Worthies yet seeing it is otherwise ordered I submit to the Will of my God and do think to go Homeward in a little time or to this purpose as if she had known her time to be near at Hand and it was very near indeed for she did not reach Home but dyed at Reading in Peace with the Lord and in Unity with all his faithful People And blessed be the worthy Name of the Lord she is now set free from all Sorrow Pain and Weakness of Body she was attended with And now the Lord hath taken her to her Everlasting Rest out of all Trials and her Peace is sure and her Rest Glorious Holy high Praises to the God of all our Mercies and Blessings who knows best what to do with us and in what season to take us out of the World and when it will be most for his Glory and our Good Although we feel the want of her and bewail our loss yet our loss is her great Gain She was very serviceable in the Country where she lived and elsewher they miss her and we all that were acquainted with her know the want of her yet can say in submission to the Will of God Thy Will be done O Lord. This is what was with me in a Testimony for my dear Deceased Friend and Sister in the Truth J. V. with whom my Spirit had true Unity And though her Body is removed yet her Life is with us Cirencester the 10th day of the 2d Month 1691. Theophila Townsend Mary Drewet's Testimony Concerning Joan Vokins COncerning our dear and well-beloved Friend and Sister Joan Vokins who was somtimes Conversant with us and when it pleased the Lord to order her way to Visit
would you not think it very hard to be so dealt by Oh come and be tryed by your own Rule and read from the beginning to the end and see whether the Persecutors were not the false Worshippers in all Generations and the true Ones the Sufferers and were not they as high in their Wisdom and Learning as you are who crucified Christ and set your Original over his Head of Greek Hebrew and Latine and they counted him of too low a Degree for them to receive and they mocked and scoffed and derided him and thereby manifested their Enmity against him and his Followers then as you do yours now against us Come down you High-minded Persecutors and bow before the Lord and turn to his Witness in your Hearts which reprove you in secret and testifie for us and it hath made many of you to confess to our innocency and harmlesness notwithstanding the many false Aspersions that the Wicked have cast upon us and although we have a Witness in your Hearts for us yet your Mercies are still Cruelties towards us Oh do not think to hide your selves from the All-seeing Eye of the Lord for assuredly his righteous Judgments will find you out and then all false Coverings will be too narrow Do you think your Law will plead for you then or them who set it forth excuse you Oh no! then the righteous Law of God which you have violated and broken and disobeyed now will then rise up in Judgment and bear Witness against you therefore leave off all your false Coverings for your Persecution for they are but deceit and will deceive you and stand you in no stead when you come to account for your deeds done in the body And now you of my Neighbours and Country who resist the Spirit of the Lord and follow the Imaginations of your own dark Hearts and boast your selves in Wickedness As your Fore-fathers did so do you they boasted and said They had the Law and the Prophets and were Abraham 's Seed and had one Father even God and yet Christ told them plainly They were of their Father the Devil and his works they were doing and so are you now who are a striving against those who worship in the Spirit and in the Truth Oh do not strive to limit the Holy Spirit of the Lord which is but one in the Male and in the Female Were not the Scripture's Testimonies to be fulfill'd Oh! when will you witness that Saying fulfill'd which saith on this wise I will pour forth of my Spirit upon all Flesh and my Sons and my Daughters shall prophesie Mark It 's the Sons and Daughters of the Lord that are led by his Spirit and not the Persecutors Whilst I walk'd with you in the broad way which leadeth to Destruction you did not persecute me but when it pleas'd the Lord to turn me from Darkness unto Light and from Satan's power unto his own then your Enmity began But when I went along with you to your Worship I had what this World could afford of the Fatness and Fulness thereof but I must needs tell you I had Leanness in my Soul Oh search and try whether it be not so with you who have gone this many years For I went with as much Zeal as any of you therefore let not your blind Zeal deceive you I turn'd not from you through Enmity against you but because that dead Worship deceiv'd my Soul for when Christ Jesus through his Love unto my Soul did make known his Light in my Heart which shew'd me the narrow Way which leadeth unto Life then I chose rather to suffer with the People of God than to enjoy your Favour or all the Pleasures or Profits or Honour this World can afford And all you that think ye are a doing as you should do turn unto the Light that you may see what you are a doing and may become from Persecutors to be Sufferers even as Paul was through his obedience unto the Light and he thought when he was in Darkness and blind Zeal that he did as he should do Oh! therefore take you heed and be no longer deceiv'd but turn unto the Light before it be too late for the Time hasteneth and passeth away and there is nothing else that will stand you in stead when Time shall be no more O therefore be awakened and arise from the Dead that Christ Jesus may be your Light and your Leader as he was David's For what doth it profit you to read the Scriptures or to hear of the Promises or Mercies of the Lord unto the Children of Light This will stand you in no stead whilst you your selves are in Darkness and under the shadow of Death Oh do not heap up that unto your selves which you have no right unto for you are in the Darkness in the Persecuting state which was and is always blind And how dare you in such a state to appear before the Lord Do you think his all-seeing Eye doth not behold your Doings Yes verily and his Righteous Judgments assuredly will find you out and then all your talking of that you live not in will do you no good How often have you and your Teachers been reading and talking of loving Enemies and of walking in the Light as Christ is in the Light and many such like things and yet are found hating of your Souls Friends who are telling you the Truth and reproving you for Evil and you are so far from walking in the Light that you remain in your Sins and plead for so doing until the last Do you think that the Lord will be limited by you until the last Hour Oh turn to the Reproofs of his Light in your hearts which maketh manifest the evil of your ways whil'st the Day of God's Love lasteth unto you that through his precious Judgments your Souls may come to be redeemed for it 's through Judgment that Sion witnesseth Redemption and the honest heart loveth Judgment and if you will obey the Light it will lead you into Judgment and when you come to witness your Souls redeem'd thereby then you will witness David's state who said O Lord how I love thy judgments and he desir'd the Lord to send forth his Truth and his Light to lead him and it was his Law and he walk'd in it And if you would do so you would have the Royal Law of Love in your hearts and then you would have Fellowship with Jesus and feel the Effects of his Blood to cleanse you from all sin on this the Grave and then you will plead no longer to strengthen the Devil's Kingdom for if you die in your sins you will add greatly to his Kingdom for those that live and die in their sins do never inherit the Kingdom of Heaven for no unclean thing can come there but they are for the Lake that burneth for ever Written the 9 th Day of the 11 th Month 1670. By one that wishes well to all Souls Joan Vokins To
which our tender God hath spread over us that we may not be asham'd to bear the Cross and take heed lest any cause the Offence of the Cross to cease for such are Enemies to Christ Jesus let them profess what they will for there is no way to the Crown but by and through the Cross So in that which brings us into subjection do I remain present with you in Spirit though absent in Body your tender Sister in the precious Truth J. V. From Gravesend the 24th of the 12th Month 1679. Let this be read in your Womens Meeting or any where as a service is seen A Letter to her Husband Richard Vokins sent from Road Island Dear Husband MY Love and Life salutes thee with my dear Children and my Father and my brother O. S. and his Wife and my Brother D and his Wife and all the rest of my dear Friends and Heavenly Relations dearly desiring your Preservation and Prosperity in the ever blessed Truth and then I doubt not but our God will increase us in our outward store And dear Heart thou art often in my mind and the breathing of my Life is for thee as for my own Soul and I do believe that all our Trials will work for good if we love the Lord Jesus as we ought to do Those Trials that we have had and do now meet with I hope will fit us for greater and I do not know but I may come home again to suffer with you by the strength of the same Power that hath preserved us hitherto Oh magnified be it for ever saith my Soul for it hath done for me great things And dear Heart my service is greater here than it was there and I have pretty well clear'd my self in Long Island but at New-York I am not quite clear but I hope I shall ere long I am now at Road-Island going on to clear my self as fast as I may as the Lord makes way for me I intend to take the Meetings between this and Boston and when I am clear there I hope you may hear further from me or see me in some reasonable time as our tender God shall be pleased to order And by this you may all know that my tender God is with me and carries me through many sore Exercises and his mighty Power enables me to do his Service and his Reward is not wanting blessed be his Name for all his tender Mercies Friends are tender to me and I am better in Health at present than I have been but I have many Ailments attending my weak Body still So dear Heart let us breathe to our God together though outwardly far asunder yet if it stands with the Will of our Heavenly Father we may see one another again to his Honour and our Comfort and let us pray unto him Day and Night that we may be content to be at his dispose in Life or Death together or asunder that he may be honoured and our Souls comforted And dear Heart remember to have an Eye over our dear Children that they lose not the sense of Truth which my Soul hath so deeply travailled for when I was with them for it is my fear now I am from them that if thou do not supply my place in my absence that the Spirit of this World will prevail and hinder the Work of the Lord in their Hearts and in thine too and that will be to all our Sorrow The Lord God Eternal keep us faithful to him unto the end that we bare our Testimonies for his Truth with boldness at all times and in all places that we may not be asham'd to confess him before Men if we should come to be tried for our Lives for it 's a precious advancement to be a worthy Sufferer and if the Mighty God do bring me home again to partake of Suffering in my Native Land I hope those Exercises that I now go through will still sit me for greater and I hope this is the end for which thee and I am tried And so in the Love of that which is able to preserve us do I once more salute thee and remain Thy true and tender Wife J. V. From Road-Island the 14th of the 4th Month 1680. REmember my dear Love to my Children and bid them mind the Lord and to all Friends of our Meeting and let my Son R. tell them that I greatly desire their Faithfulness and I hope he will have an honest Testimony for God and I would have Mary see this Letter that she may be of a believing Heart that if the Lord should bring us together again it may be to his Honour and our great Comfort the Lord is as well able to preserve me home as he was hither and I hope he will in his time I must leave that to him and so I hope will you for if we be not contented with his Will it will not be well with us And therefore let 's learn Paul's Lesson for we have great need in every state to be content No more but dear Love being in haste J. V. To Oliver Sansom and his Wife Dear Brother and Sister WHom I dearly love in the Lord Jesus our Life who makes hard things easie bitter things sweet and bares up in the greatest Trials do I salute you with my Mary my Sister Margery and the rest of them earnestly desiring your Prosperity every way as for my own Soul And by this you may know that tho' fore Exercises and Travels attend on every hand yet I am alive to magnifie that Power that hath preserved in Dangers great and Difficulties many and is able to Preserve unto the end and therefore I desire that we may trust in it and obey it to the honour of it for it hath been manifest in my weak Body to the admiration of many of the upright in Heart and they are very Loving to me where ever I come And my tender Father hath strengthened me to do his Service in Long-Island and New-York and in Road-Island and Boston and New-Jersey and those parts of America and I was in hope to have come home when I was clear of New England but the Lord hath laid it upon me to go to Barbadoes and in his Strength I am going on in a Vessel that one George Fletcher is Owner and Master of who professes Truth Do you not think that a Line from you would be very precious to me I neither heard from nor saw one of my Native Land since I left it but I cannot blame you not knowing whither to direct it Remember my dear Love to all dear Friends of our Mens and Womens Meetings earnestly desiring their Faithfulness therein and in all things else that pertains to the life of Truth that we may bear our Testimonies in Uprightness unto the end that in the end God may be glorified and our Souls comforted for ever and evermore Dear Anne Lawrence's Children be in my Mind as well as my own I hope you will look
but all to be diligent that God's Plantation may flourish in every Heart that he may have the Fruit to his Glory for he is making manifest his great love to his tender Seed in those remote corners of the Earth and he will make his Power known and his Gospel-light is shining and he will multiply his Mercies and increase his Blessings both Spiritually and Temporally unto those who live the Gospel-life and keep to its blessed Order Oh the great love and tender dealings of our God that he is visiting those Islands which causes my Soul often to rejoyce for he have heard the Cry of the poor and is arisen for the help of the needy and have made many willing to leave their Native Land that are as Instruments in his hand for to build up in the pure victorious Faith which have long been the breathing of my Soul for you and for the Seed sake I have been concerned close with the God of my Life and the cry in me hath often been unto him to send forth more faithful Labourers amongst you that his Vineyard may be dressed and cleansed from all that hindreth its growth and he hath heard and answered in measure blessed be his Name Oh Friends let every one be concerned and none to be idle but all to the work of the Day lest Night come and prevent you For now is the day springing from on High visiting you and the affliction of Joseph and the troubles of Jacob the Lord have removed and for his Seed sake will yet more appear and work its deliverance in the hearts of all that are truly tender of it although the Serpent is very subtil and busie and always trying to betray Innocency yet the Watch being kept he is prevented and our Souls preserved Therefore dear Friends let us not forget that Command lest the Enemy should prevail Oh feel a necessity of watchfulness that we may keep our hearts diligently that we may feel the issues of Life that the inward Man may grow and be capable to act for God for we have every one both Male and Female a Service in our proper places and them that are diligent in doing their Duty shall be sure of a blessed Reward of Life and Peace therefore let all be encouraged that are poor and needy and feeble-minded Oh let them put on Courage yea the very hindermost of the Flock for our Captain is couragious he goes on Conquering and to Conquer victoriously and by his Power he brings great things to pass and is working deliverance for his suffering Seed that have breathed to him in secret and could not be satisfied but was without all hope of help until the ancient Power was brought to light and the Spirit of Truth revealed to help our Infirmities and to teach us to depart from Iniquity and to do the things that is well pleasing unto our God Oh the day of our convincement in which our hearts and souls were tendered and we made sensible of our states is never to be forgotten but the Ancient Power that tendered us then to be kept unto that we may do the work of the day for the Gospel-day calls for purity of Life to adorn it Oh that we may be as John said fearing God and giving glory to him for the hour of his Judgment is come and we and ours ought to fear him and stand in his awe and not sin against him Oh that we above all things may endeavour that our Families may be of his Family and our Assemblies crown'd with life that living Sacrifices may be offered in our Spiritual Worship for broken hearts and contrite spirits our tender God will never despise And therefore dear Friends let us keep low in the Valley of our Father's love where the Well springs of Life do flow that a living People we may be to the praise of our God and the promoting of Truth in Generations to come that our Off-spring may be encouraged by our good Examples successively to honour Truth when we are gone to our Rest that our Posterity may be blessed of the Lord and be to his praise and our everlasting comfort for ever and for evermore Amen Written in Barbadoes in the first Month 1681. An Epistle to some Friends in New England but it hath respect to the general state of Friends there T. and Ann Potter DEar Friends my Love do truly reach to you and your Children desiring your welfare every way even as for my own not forgetting your love to me when I was there but in a sense of that love that our God have shed abroad in our hearts do I salute you earnestly desiring that our Children may be his Children and that they and we may magnifie his power together though outwardly far asunder Oh that we and ours may truly endeavour after this for its the breathing of my Soul that we may feel one another in harmless hearts that we may breath one for another and be refreshed one in another though absent in body yet present in spirit serving our God and eying him that he may direct our hearts and keep our minds staid that when the winds do blow and the storms do beat we may be upon a sure foundation for all foundations shall be tried and the sandy buildings will not stand in the trying times and therefore we had need be builders up of one another in our most holy faith that we may be firmly established and as good souldiers enduring hardships unto the end for our Captain is on his way Glory to his worthy Name and he goes on triumphantly conquering and to conquer and he and his faithful Followers shall have the Victory and his love is sufficient to encourage the feeble ones for by his power we have been preserved in dangers many and very great and difficult and he hath been a present help in the times of our greatest need and though we have in our travel here met with many troubles yet he who is our God at hand delivers out of all Everlasting Praises be unto his Name for ever he hath made known the spiritual Armour Oh that we may rightly prove it that the Strong-holds of Sin and Satan may be pulled down and Righteousness and Holiness set up in the place thereof that our God may be honoured and his Truth exalted and his Children comforted for ever and for evermore Amen Mind my dear love to Elizabeth Hooten and to the Friend and her Husband that went with me to West Jersey and to William Aston and his Wife and Tho. Leeds and his Wife and let them know that I should be glad to hear that a Meeting were setled at Middleton and mind my love to S. Cooper and his Wife and Family and let them and other Friends know that I believe there would be great Service in establishing a Meeting there my love to R. Lippingcot William Shaddock and the Friend Warner and to all the rest of Friends for my love is truly
to them all as if I nam'd them and their Wives one by one And my servent desire is that the precious Truth may prosper amongst you and that faith and patience and love and life and all other spiritual graces and gifts may abound amongst you and that all that is wrong may be purged out Oh that all of you would wait to feel the renewings of the right Spirit that there might be no room in the heart to entertain the wrong Spirit to hinder or hurt innocency And the Lord God of my Life discover its subtilty and keep us all upon our watch that none of us may be taken in his snares for they are many and dangerous and therefore I commit you with my self and all that loves the Truth and lives in it to the never-failing God who is worthy to be feared and obeyed trusted in and depended upon by us and all that love him for ever and for evermore You would say that I have great cause so to declare if you did but know what he has brought me through since I left you but blessed be his Name he enabled me to do his Service every-where and Friends are kind and loving to me here at Barbadoes and so they were at the Leeward Islands No more but unfeigned Love and rest Your Friend and Sister in the precious Truth Joan Vokins From Barbadoes 14th of the 1st Month 1681. To Friends in West Jersey Dear Friend WIlliam Peachee after the Salutation of my Love to Thee and thy Wife and Friends This is to let thee and Friends there know that I cannot forget you but the Travel of my Soul is for you and the tender God of my Life has heard the Cry of his oppressed Seed and arrisen and will appear more and more for its deliverance although the Philistine Spirit do strongly strive and Amaleck lay by the way yet Israel is greatly encouraged and have great cause to travel on for the Captain of our Salvation is going on before us conquering and to conquer and he will gather his Sons from far and his Daughthers from the ends of the Earth and for this end he visits the Dark Corners and for his Seed sake he has appeared on your behalf and if you mind the Gospel-light and live the Gospel-life and keep the Gospel-order then will God's Plantation grow and bring forth Fruit to his praise and then you may expect his Blessings and Prosperity upon you and yours but if you slight the great Love of God and let in the Spirit of this World and get you other Lovers that will greatly provoke the Lord and cause him to withhold his Mercies from you and cause you to fail of your expectations This loving Caution sprung in my Heart unto you and in that which thinks no evil I leave it with you hoping that in the same you will receive it that in the reading our Lives may be refreshed together though in Person far asunder for it is exceeding precious to me and my life rejoyces at the feeling of a living Brother or Sisters growth in the truth and it 's that my Soul travels for who am a friend to it and as I feed with you in the Land of the Living we can sing together as the ransomed of the Lord and the breathing of my Soul is that all that are there may be preserved and that many thousands more may be gathered to the Honour of his great and worthy Name and our mutual Comfort for ever and for evermore Amen J. V. From Barbadoes 1st Month 1681. A short Testimony against that Spirit of Division that gave forth W. R 's Book stiled The Christian Quaker distinguished WHereas there is a Libertine Spirit at work very busie to darken the Hearts of them that touch with it I feel a necessity upon me and that from the Lord to bear my Testimony against it and to caution all the tender ones not to meddle with it lest they be tinctured and hurt by it for it is a subtil Spirit and seeks under fair pretences to betray Innocency and some there are that are come to a loss thereby as woful Experience do daily shew and therefore let it be considered how it is with those that are alive to God and how it is with those that are within the bounds of that Spirit which gave forth W. R's wicked Book and those that owns it are they not in a dying condition as to the pure Life of Jesus and let them whose understandings are not clear take heed how they read in it lest they bring a Vail over them again they know not how I may say from a certain sense that it is a dark Spirit and too many are groping therein and that is the cause they do not see wherein the difference lyes Oh that every such a one would keep to that which did at first convince them that they might have their understandings opened and kept open that they might see how far they are on their Spiritual Journey that this self-seeking Spirit might not betray in the Wilderness for there are howling Deserts and dangerous Places where this Spirit have lurking corners and creeps in at every turn if the watch be not duly kept And therefore let all take heed and beware of this destroying Spirit whatever it does pretend it 's no better than the inwardly ravening Woolf though cloathed outwardly like a Sheep and therefore deceives the more but the Lord will lay it open more and more for his own Seed sake that has long suffered and the upright hearted who are true to God shall have great encouragement to travel on but those that are looking out are in great danger of being ensnared by this Spirit which may make their Journey long and tedious by muddlement of mind and sometimes go backwards yet their way may be so hedged up that they cannot get quite back to Egypt again but may die in the Wilderness if they take not heed Oh that all while they have time may come into obedience to the Truth and feed together in the Land of the Living that in the feeling of Life we may sing together as the Ransomed of the Lord dwelling with him out of all strife in purity of Life cemented together in the bounds of his Love with our Affections fixed on things above J V. To Friends in New England and thereaway Dear Friend SAmuel Spicer my Love salutes thee and thy dear Wife and Father and Mother Tilton if yet alive and the rest of Friends of your Meeting and Friends at New York earnestly desiring your welfare in the Lord Jesus and breathing to the God of my Life that above all things Truth may prosper amongst you and that Faith and Love and Peace and Life may be multiplied amongst you that the Work of the Day may go on whatever you meet with to hinder though the Philistine Spirit do strive and Amaleck lye by the way yet good Encouragement have we as faithful Soldiers
the Lord hath been and is greatly provoked and his precious Truth vilified and his Children daily reproached as evil doers and that by all sorts and Sects it is now as it was in the days past among the twelve Disciples there was one Judas but he did not defile the rest but he went to the High-Priests and Rulers and so sided with them that loved not the appearance of Jesus and so do these now that loves not his spiritual appearance and can no more understand the work of his Power in his Children than they could that said they were Abraham's Seed when Christ told them plainly that they were of their Father the Devil and his works they were a doing though they were very high in the World's esteem at that time and he very low in theirs and he told them the truth and they hated him and we have read what became of them and of Judas when he could not find Repentance though he sought for it O therefore let the harms of those make all the disobedient and gainsayers beware in time and seek to honour God by their subjection to the Spirit of Christ Jesus who is come to save his People from their sins by his spiritual appearance in their hearts that their Souls may have the Heavenly Sentence pronounced at last by the Righteous Judge Well done good and faithful Servants enter into the Joy which is prepared for all them that believes in Christ and suffers with him while on the Stage of this World for theirs is the blessed Reward in the World that is to come and they that suffer with him here shall reign with him for ever And in a living sense of his Almighty Power that hath been already manifested is my heart encouraged to go on in his Service not looking at weakness or any outward thing that might by Natural Reason hinder for who so poor who so simple who so weak who so unworthy as I Surely the Lord God of Love is manifesting his Almighty Power in contemptible Vessels that it may be the more magnified and let all that takes up the daily Cross and follows Jesus magnifie his Power for unto such it is daily manifested to supply all their needs and thereunto do I commit all for ever and evermore Amen Written by one that breathes for the prosperity of Sion and desires the welfare of all People 27. of the fifth Month 1686. J. V. To Friends in Antegua and Nevice-Islands in the West-Indies DEar Friends in the Heavenly Relation which is nearer than that of Blood in which the God of all our Mercies keep us near unto himself and one unto another that as he renews his Mercies we may renew our Obedience unto him and our love one to another that while we remain here we may breath one for another that we may be refreshed together though outwardly far asunder that as Children of one Father we may feed together at one Table and be nourished with the Feast of fat things that our Heavenly Father hath provided for his sincere ones unto whom his love hath been so largely extended as to preserve in dangers deep and made his wonders known even unto a poor despised remnant that he hath daily provided for Glory to his worthy Name and magnified be that Almighty Power that hath been so largely manifested in all our troubles and helped us when we could not help our selves and had none to help Oh how hath it wrought deliverances many unexpectedly Surely we have cause to trust in it and to depend upon it for I have cause to say to the honour of it there is nothing too hard for it to do I have proved it and saw its mighty works to admiration and it is daily marvellous in my eye for it is strength in the midst of my great weakness and a present help in times of my great need and in the blessed enjoyment thereof I am sweetly encouraged to go on in my place of Service though in much weakness of Body and outward Affliction yet by this you may know that since Friends Sufferings in England ceased there was way made for my coming to Ireland I had gone sooner but Sufferings were so great that I could not leave Friends while it was so and as soon as ever Friends came out of Prisons I came for Ireland before I could get strength over my long weakness but least I should not live to come I came forth in great weakness because it remained with me to come and I have had a good experience of the tender dealing of the righteous God who never required me to do any thing but he gave me of his never-failing Power to perform it and in the strength thereof I Travel on in my Heavenlyh Progress wherein the Lord God of all our Comforts and Consolations preserve us all unto the end whatever we have yet to meet with that nothing may be able to separate us from the enjoyment of our Heavenly Father's love nor the seasonedness of his heart-cleansing fear nor the refreshings of his daily supplies of Soul-nourishing Life and supporting Power but through the feeling of the same we may renew our watchfulness and faithfulness and continuation in well-doing for he is a never-failing God and from him all good proceeds and therefore worthy to be waited upon all the days of our appointed time for praises to the Name of Jesus we have good cause to wait and not to be weary for certain it is that he accepts of sincere waiting and he renews the inward strength of them that truly waits and diligently observes the dictates of the right Spirit and joyns not with any thing that is wrong these receive ability to do that which is right in the sight of God and in and through Christ Jesus such comes to partake of the daily renewings of Life whereby the heads of a Remnant have been born up in great Tryals and sore and various Exercises Glory and Honour be unto our God through his Son Christ Jesus our Saviour for he hath saved us when much evil hath been intended against us and hath filled our Cups and caused them to overflow praised and honoured and renowned be his Holy Name for it is worthy and that for evermore Amen J. V. Written in Ireland 7th Month 16●6 To the Women's Meeting in the Vale of White Horse in Berks. DEar and well beloved Sisters whom I cannot forget but in that love that reacheth over Sea and Land do my Soul dearly salute you hoping that the pure mind will be stirred up in every one of you to consider the matchless Mercies of our tender God which I do here put you in remembrance of Oh how hath he manifested his Almighty Power when we have been together in our Women's Meetings and how have we been relieved and born up over all Oppositions both inwardly and outwardly and in the Gospel-light have seen the great goodness of the Lord and with the Gospel-power been strengthened when
door keeper in the house of my God then to dwell in the pleasantest palace of the Wicked For until I through tender mercy had unity with Jesus in his divine Spirit of Light my Soul could have no true satisfaction though never so self-righteous but when the heart-searching Light made manifest my condition my heart was so affected with it that I still desired the operation of the power of it and as I came to watch in the measure of it I became aware of the enemy and through Faith in Christ Jesus obtained a waiting state which could not be obtained by me but as I felt the Almighty Power to rebuke the subtil enemy that lies so nigh but as we are commanded to watch we find great benefit by keeping that command And magnified be that wonderful power that has preserved in dangers deep and difficulties many there is nothing too hard for it to do it has often rebuked the destroyer and helped the helpless and strengthen the weak and supported the needy and as we have waited for it we have been partakers of the arising of it to our comfort when our Souls have been in a desolate condition when we cold not help our selves nor had none to help us Oh! how hath it wrought by Sea and Land among false Brethren it hath so signally preserved and wrought deliverances many somtimes by ways unexpected surely its worthy to be trusted in and depended upon and magnified as it hath been manifested my Soul hath cause to say to the Honour and Renown of it for its perfect strength hath been my support in every great weakness and in its strength I have travelled many thousands of Miles by Land and many thousand Leagues by Sea through many and sore exercises both inwardly and outwardly and it hath raised my Soul from Death and my Body many times from the brink of the Grave oh let it have the honour of its own Works saith my Soul for it is worthy for it will make the strong to bow and the weak to be as David and it is worthy to be extolled in a wonderful manner for no heart can be too much affected with it there is al-sufficiency in it to relieve the poor and to incourage the feble though there be much to be met with in our Heavenly prayers yet here is a sure defence in stormy times wherein glory unto it I have found shelter when many times in a weary condition by reason of exercise of Soul and Spirit and weakness and pain of Body Oh! how many hundred Miles have I travelled in this the Land of my Nativity and thousands elsewhere in such a condition not having many well Days in many Years together but yet have good cause to say to the honour and renown of the sanctifying power of the God of my life blessed be the Lord Jesus his Rod and Staff has comforted me and he is always with me and I have cause to admire the tender dealing of my Heavenly Father for he hath exercised me in the deep and made his wonders known And I have cause to speak well of his worthy Name for it hath been as oyntment powred into my poor wounded Soul and it was also so much comfort and strength to my weak body that I can tenderly invite others to come and tast and see how good that name is that brings salvation that those that desire for it may obtain it for as the heart comes to be bowed unto the powerful Name of Jesus and the Soul and Spirit comes to be gathered into a sense of the great love of God there will then be felt a necessity to serve and obey the God of all our Mercies And this was with me when in great weakness when temptations came in as a flood and the buffetings of the enemy was ready to overcome Oh Blessed and Magnified and Renowned over all be that Everlasting Power that wrought a resignment so effectually and caused me to cast my care upon him that always careth for his children who is the holy one and dwelleth in the highest Heavens and takes regard to them of low degree for he has been more to me then all that this World can produce and hath fulfilled many precious Scriptures and hath not been wanting as a tender Father but his mercies of old and the continuation of his favours and the renewing of his tender dealing have deeply obliged me to glorifie him unto the end and in the end for evermore for he is worthy for he hath redeemed my Soul from out of the grave of Sin and Death and now may I say to the praise and honour and renown of his powerful Name that to live is Christ and to die is so much gain that my soul is deeply affected in a true Consideration of the same oh that my posterity and friends for whom my soul hath so long breathed and travelled may be so concerned that every one may be made partakers of the like precious faith with me while on the stage of this World that we may leave a faithful Testimony behind that the generations to come may be induced thereby to fear and serve the Lord for he is a sure rewarder of all them that are diligent in so doing not only in this Wor●● but in that which is to come with Life ●●●●●●sting World wtthout end Amen Joan Vokins This was written a few Months before her decease about the 1st Month 1690. To William Cooper and his Wife dwelling in West-Jersey near Delaware-River not far from Burlington These are DEar and tender friends William Cooper and M. my love in the unchangable Truth salutes you and in the same I still desire your welfare as my own with all that holds fast their integrity and retains their first love they are as near and dear unto me as ever and my entire love truly reaches to them all and so I desire thou mayest let them know if they have received my Letters and Epistles for I have sent several but my kindsman dying by the way makes me question whether what I sent did ever come to any of your hands for I sent to you and to S. Spicer and to Lidia Wright as was and to her Husband and to her Sister Mary Andrews and to several others in Pensilvania side as well as on that side and I should be very glad to hear of your welfare in the Lord Jesus for that my soul still travels as truly as when I was amongst you Oh that your faithfulness and living obedience may ingage our Heavenly Father to answer the breathing desires of my Soul for you in those remote places for I cannot forget you but the cry often runs through me for your preservation and prosperity every way and that the honour of Truth and the good one of another may be preferred far more then all other things that our nearness and dearness unto our tender God and one unto another may be felt and witnessed that we may praise his
Truth the Comforter helped my Infirmities and taught me I had never known how to pray as I ought but I often read That the Prayers of the Lord's Children avail much with him and in these latter Days according to his Promise his are taught by him and in Righteousness they shall be established and great shall be their Peace and this is the Effect of our Heavenly Father's great unspeakable Love to those that watch unto Prayer and continue in the same for I know not how any can expect a Child's Portion that breaks his Father's Commands and does not repent and who is it but knows that watching and waiting is generally commanded Surely it is a Duty that ought to be performed by every one that is come to an Understanding and by believing in Jesus the Light and Power of God all may receive strength to perform it and for want of Understanding how nigh he was to me in Years that are past I was long in a desolate Condition and could not be satisfied without acquaintance with the Teachings of his Spirit which is light But I was then in darkness and under the shadow of Death longing after the countenance of the Lord to shine upon my Tabernacle for if it should be dissolved I was not sensible of a better Building eternal in the Heavens though I read of them that had yet I knew not their Foundation and whatsoever I builded it came to loss till I knew Christ Jesus the Rock and sure Foundation of the Heavenly Building And blessed be his Name the Inspiration of his Spirit is very precious without which none can have a right Understanding and I could not find peace with God while I did err for want of this good Understanding And my Cry was often to the Lord to give me an understanding Heart that I might discern between things that differ for the crooked Serpent who is very subtle in his Workings endeavours by Flattery and Threatnings Temptations Buffetings and false Accusations to darken the Heart and enfeeble the Mind and if he cannot prevail so he can transform himself into the likeness of an Angel of Light to hinder the travelling ones whose Understandings begin to be opened yet watching in the Light they come to see his Snares then he bestirs him as a strong Man armed indeed as by Experience much might be spoken since I was first exercised about going this Voyage but I shall omit as much as I can having nothing in my View but Truth 's Prosperity and preferring it above all because it 's better to me than all I can do no less than bare my Testimony unto all People That it's Excellency far exceeds the choicest Gold and the precious Pearls and the Spirit of Truth comforts the comfortless and strengthens the weak and relieves the needy Oh what can be compared to its Power for it works a change of the Heart and preserves from sinning against the Lord all those that follow the Leadings of the Light thereof unto amendment of Life and honours the Lord by ordering their Conversation aright according to the Dictates of his Spirit Oh I had rather mourn away all my Days than grieve it or walk contrary to it whatever Reproach I suffer for I have had a blessed Reward when I have observed it and obeyed it and I hope I shall never forget how the Power of it brought me into Subjection and made me willing to be disposed of by it and when it had wrought me into a single Resignment then was my weighty Concern touching my Journey to New England taken off and a Service laid upon me to go back and labour for the Settlement of our Womens Meetings in our County of Berks which was no small Cross to take up But as I daily followed Jesus honoured be his worthy Name he endowed me with his eternal encouraging Power and also strengthned the weak and hindermost of the Flock though Amalek lay in wait by the way and the opposite Spirit did strongly strive yet our good Shepherd did visit his Handmaids and blessed be his Name filled us with his overcoming Power when the Mothers in Israel were so dismayed as we were likely to have lost our Womens Meeting but Praises Honour and Renown be ascribed unto that Almighty Power that hath set up and setled this Womens Meeting saith my Soul for it hath been a good Reward to me and fitly furnished me for the Service that was required and wonderfully upheld me therein unto admiration and I can truly say my Reward is sufficient and can give in a true Testimony that the Lord owns our Womens Meetings and hath manifested and magnified his excellent Power therein to the gladding of our Hearts and the refreshing of our Souls wherever I came Glory to his Name and magnified be his preserving Power for ever He is a God of Wisdom unto the Foolish and Strength unto the Weak and honours his Power in contemptible Vessels that it may have its due for all Honour belongs thereunto But those that are in the Wisdom of the World which comes from beneath and have many Arts and Parts and mind not the Wisdom that comes from above they take that to themselves which belongs to God and that provokes him to Wrath and he is angry with such as seek Honour one of another and do not seek his Honour more than their own Interest and Honour to Man for that hath been the overthrow of many for God is jealous of his Glory he will not give it to another nor his praise to graven Images but the secret Arm of his Power is stretched out to overturn them and he is on his way and it 's in vain for Flesh to strive against him before whom all Nations are but as the drop of a Bucket for out of the Mouths of Babes and Sucklings he will perfect his praise both in Males and Females that give up to serve him and he brings great things to pass contrary to Man's Wisdom or Expectation that no Flesh might glory in his Presence For when I was exercised about setling the Womens Meeting I little thought to be concerned again with going for New England but after a short time it was more weighty than ever and my Exercises more than before and this I do write that no one should murmur and say No Exercise is like mine and this followed me until the Hand of the All-wise God was so heavy upon me that I could no longer stay at home although both sick and lame and much to undergo both inwardly and outwardly yet did not dare to plead with the Lord any longer or to make any Excuse but truly gave up all both Life and all that he had given me when he required it and he brought me to be as Clay in the hand of the Potter He filled my Vessel with his Heavenly Treasure and fulfilled that Scripture that testifies that he hath said I honour them that honour me and blessed be the Lord
Gain thereof far transcendeth all earthly Treasure Oh let it be our greatest care to be affected with it that we may say with the Apostle in a living sense thereof That Godliness with contentment is the greatest Gain for we right well know that no other Gain is profitable for our everlasting welfare neither will any thing else stand us instead when our God calls for an Account of our Talents and therefore let it be the bent of our Hearts and the inclinations of our Minds to improve them that we may give our Account with joy that our God may be honoured and our Souls comforted when this momentary Pilgrimage shall be ended and all our Troubles and Exercises forgotten where the fulness of that which we have already the earnest of being an hundred-fold better than any thing we have parted with for it and if we should be yet tried to part with all even Life and all it 's but our reasonable Service to give it up all to him from whom we have received it for what have we that is good but what we have received of him and what is it that he is not worthy of Is not his Love sufficient to engage our hearts to his Service Have he not delivered us in Dangers deep and Difficulties great and brought us through many and sore Distresses And hath he not made us Partakers of many precious Promises Endless Praises be to his most holy Name saith my Soul The feeling of his sweet refreshing Life that he communicates to my Soul is a hundred-fold better than Husband and Children or any other outward Mercies that he hath made me partaker of though very near and dear unto me And now dear Friends the Scriptures are a fulfilling in us therefore let our earnest that we have received engage our hearts to our Master's work that we may receive the fulness of that which we already have an earnest of for we have not a hard Master to serve but behold he comes and his reward is with him Oh let 's wait for him to enlarge our hearts more and more then shall we love to propagate his Truth and run the way of his Commandments with joy and great delight that we may all witness the fulfilling of that sweet Promise of a hundred-fold in this life and afterwards the great and double reward of the Faithful which is the joy of the Soul in the Life which is everlasting And so dear Friends let us all keep a narrow watch over our hearts that the Spirit of this World do not creep in to draw the Mind from that which did at first convince us for that is as precious as ever and never waxes old and therefore let our zeal for it never wax cold but let us prize all opportunities to assemble together that we may feel our hearts enclin'd singly to wait that we may receive a further dispensation of life that a growing People we may be that love unto our God and unto one another may abound amongst us that the Way of our God may not seem unpleasant nor his Commands grievous unto any of us neither that given way unto which would lead into the liberty of the flesh again for that is a dividing Spirit that will separate from God and uncement and break the Unity of the Body it is of a creeping nature and enmity lodges in it whatever it may pretend and because it hath already wrought in a Mistery and brought dishonour to the worthy Name of our God and reproach upon the precious Truth Therefore it doth deeply concern us to double our diligence in doing our Duties to honour him in the propagating of the Truth Oh Friends let us for ever have this before the view of our Minds let no other beloved hinder for if we love any thing more than this it will not go well with us for our God will search the Camp and if there be a Babylonish Garment or a Wedge of never so precious Gold yet if the Work of the Lord be hindered thereby his Wrath will surely come upon it and consume it for a clean Camp the Lord will make that his Truth may be renowned and the day of purifying is come and coming more in which the Hypocrites shall be tryed and the upright in heart comforted although there may be many that were first come to be last and some Judas-like betray their Master yet the Lord will spread his Truth in the Nations and magnifie his own Power by staining the glory of all flesh and by laying Self low before him that it may be had in no reputation for he will not give his glory unto another the Adulterer nor the Idolater shall not be decked with his Jewels for where Self is decked the Lord is provoked but where Self is denied and the daily Cross taken up there the low appearance of the Son of God is bowed unto which seems contemptible unto them who causes the offence of the Cross to cease and settles upon their Lees and sits down in a state of carelesness thinking themselves secure without the performance of their Duty in Obedience to the measure of Truth received that should bring into a Disciple's state Oh Friends we all know that rest is polluted let us all up and be doing that our Lamps may be trimmed and we all may be ready to meet the Bridegroom of our Souls that we may enter in while the Door is open but if we delay until the Door is shut then it will be in vain to seek we shall not be able to enter when the Door is shut against us then what will the profession of Truth do for us Therefore let us with one heart and mind labour together and let our breathings be one for another that the possession of Life may be more and more inherited amongst us that we may be refreshed one in another when together or asunder that a sympathizing one with another we may have as Members of one Body to the honour of Christ our holy Head from whom we receive nourishment to keep us from withering and to make us to grow and be useful all in our measures that one cannot say unto another I have no need of thee for if we are cemented together as Members of one Body we must needs be all concerned for the honour of our Head and the comfort of one another I remain Your unfeigned Friend in the precious unchangeable Truth JOAN VOKINS This to be read amongst Friends at New York or else-where as in the Wisdom of God it may be seen meet Written in the Island of Antegua in the Movings of the Spirit of Truth and in the sence which that gave me of the state of Friends there J. V. Here follows a LETTER that she wrote on Board the first Vessel going for America directed and sent to some Women-Friends in London Dear Friends I Cannot forget your labour of love and sisterly care concerning me and do return the acknowledgment