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yet_o abide_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o darkness_n and_o the_o devil_n snare_n a_o most_o pollute_a carnal_a abominable_a wretch_n and_o effectual_o exercise_v its_o save_a power_n upon_o my_o soul_n both_o by_o the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n and_o of_o the_o gospel_n it_o be_v first_o as_o a_o hammer_n to_o my_o 29._o heart_n and_o break_v it_o in_o piece_n by_o a_o terrible_a cut_v pierce_a power_n it_o strike_v a_o shake_n and_o tremble_v into_o the_o very_a centre_n 16._o of_o my_o soul_n by_o this_o double_a effect_n 1._o it_o first_o open_v the_o book_n of_o my_o conscience_n wherein_o i_o read_v with_o a_o most_o heavy_a heart_n ready_a to_o fall_v asunder_o even_o like_o drop_n of_o water_n for_o horror_n of_o the_o sight_n the_o execrable_a abomination_n of_o my_o youth_n the_o innumerable_a swarm_n of_o lewd_a and_o lawless_a thought_n that_o all_o my_o life_n long_o have_v stain_v my_o inward_a part_n with_o strange_a pollution_n the_o continual_a wicked_a walk_v of_o my_o tongue_n the_o curse_a profanation_n of_o god_n bless_a sabbath_n sacrament_n and_o all_o the_o mean_n of_o salvation_n i_o ever_o meddle_v with_o in_o a_o word_n all_o the_o hell_n sink_n and_o sodom_n of_o lust_n and_o sin_n of_o vanity_n and_o villainy_n i_o have_v remorseles_o wallow_v in_o ever_o since_o i_o be_v bear_v i_o say_v i_o look_v law_n upon_o all_o these_o engrave_v by_o god_n angry_a hand_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o my_o conscience_n in_o bloody_a and_o burn_a line_n 2._o whereupon_o in_o a_o second_o place_n it_o open_v upon_o i_o the_o armoury_n of_o god_n flame_a wrath_n and_o fiery_a indignation_n nay_o and_o the_o very_a mouth_n of_o hell_n ready_a to_o empty_v themselves_o and_o execute_v their_o utmost_a upon_o my_o amaze_a and_o guilty_a soul_n in_o these_o restless_a and_o rage_a perplexity_n wherewith_o my_o poor_a soul_n be_v extreme_o scorch_v and_o parch_v with_o penitent_a pain_n his_o wrath_n who_o be_v a_o consume_a fire_n wring_v gospel_n my_o very_a 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many_o golden_a world_n more_o delicious_a than_o delight_n itself_o matth._n 11._o 28._o reu._n 21._o 6._o joh._n 7._o 37._o isa._n 55._o 1._o &_o 57_o 15_o 16._o ezek._n 18._o 30_o 31_o 32._o &_o 33._o 11._o so_o that_o at_o last_o o_o bless_a work_n of_o faith_n stay_n myself_o and_o rest_v my_o sink_a soul_n upon_o the_o rock_n of_o eternity_n and_o the_o impregnable_a truth_n of_o these_o sweet_a promise_n seal_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o as_o sure_a as_o god_n himself_o i_o throw_v myself_o into_o the_o merciful_a and_o meritorious_a arm_n of_o my_o crucify_a lord_n with_o this_o resolution_n and_o reply_n to_o all_o terror_n and_o temptation_n to_o the_o contrary_a that_o if_o i_o must_v needs_o be_v cast_v away_o they_o shall_v tear_v and_o rend_v i_o from_o the_o tender_a bowel_n of_o god_n dear_a compassion_n upon_o which_o i_o have_v cast_v myself_o if_o they_o will_v have_v i_o to_o hell_n they_o shall_v pull_v and_o hale_v i_o from_o the_o 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purpose_n he_o say_v in_o another_o place_n that_o he_o be_v fill_v with_o comfort_n and_o exceed_v joyful_a in_o joy_n all_o his_o tribulation_n now_o every_o sincere-hearted_n professor_n be_v bind_v to_o over-abound_a exceed_o in_o this_o joy_n as_o well_o as_o paul_n not_o so_o say_v the_o weak_a christian_a for_o paul_n have_v a_o strong_a faith_n than_o i_o and_o more_o grace_n it_o be_v true_a but_o yet_o thy_o faith_n be_v as_o true_a as_o he_o and_o it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o the_o muchness_n as_o the_o truth_n of_o faith_n which_o give_v right_a and_o interest_n to_o a_o crown_n of_o life_n comfort_n in_o all_o affliction_n and_o everlasting_a lightsomenesse_n therefore_o well_o say_v a_o worthy_a witness_n to_o the_o truth_n paul_n and_o peter_n be_v more_o honourable_a member_n of_o christ_n than_o i_o but_o i_o be_o a_o
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their_o corruption_n ability_n to_o pray_v better_o etc._n etc._n but_o yet_o because_o they_o feel_v not_o that_o measure_n of_o sensible_a smart_n and_o anguish_n of_o heart_n in_o lament_v their_o former_a life_n as_o they_o desire_v because_o they_o have_v not_o their_o wish_a joy_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v because_o they_o can_v now_o pray_v as_o fervent_o and_o feel_o as_o they_o perhaps_o be_v former_o wont_n not_o with_o that_o freedom_n and_o heartiness_n as_o they_o will_v in_o a_o word_n because_o they_o be_v yet_o but_o smoke_a flax_n and_o bruise_a reed_n not_o full_a shine_a lamp_n and_o strong_a pillar_n in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n they_o will_v needs_o have_v all_o to_o be_v nought_o whereby_o they_o i_o will_v not_o say_v belie_v the_o spirit_n but_o most_o unworthy_o deny_v and_o in_o their_o conceit_n nullify_v his_o already_o wonderful_a glorious_a work_n upon_o their_o soul_n to_o their_o i_o know_v not_o how_o great_a spiritual_a hurt_n and_o hindrance_n for_o such_o intolerable_a unthankfulness_n may_v be_v just_o punish_v and_o pay_v home_o with_o long_a detainement_n upon_o the_o rack_n of_o distrustful_a slavish_a fear_n and_o under_o the_o bondage_n of_o legal_a terror_n it_o be_v a_o special_a point_n then_o of_o spiritual_a wisdom_n and_o of_o singular_a consequence_n for_o the_o soul_n quiet_a and_o welfare_n to_o discern_v weakness_n of_o grace_n from_o want_n of_o grace_n christ_n jesus_n declare_v in_o his_o heavenly_a sermon_n who_o be_v bless_v 5._o do_v not_o instance_n in_o the_o perfection_n excellency_n and_o height_n of_o christianity_n though_o all_o that_o be_v true_a of_o heart_n sincere_o pray_v for_o and_o press_v after_o they_o but_o in_o the_o least_o and_o low_a degree_n lest_o the_o smoke_a flax_n shall_v be_v quench_v and_o bruise_a reed_n be_v break_v he_o do_v not_o say_v bless_v be_v the_o sting_v in_o faith_n the_o full_a assure_v bless_a be_v those_o that_o take_v on_o for_o their_o sin_n as_o for_o their_o only_a son_n and_o for_o their_o first_o bear_v but_o bless_a be_v they_o which_o do_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n 2._o not_o always_o to_o make_v sense_n and_o feel_v the_o touchstone_n for_o the_o truth_n of_o thy_o spiritual_a state_n a_o man_n in_o a_o swoon_n or_o a_o sleep_n feel_v not_o his_o life_n and_o yet_o be_v a_o live_a man_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n to_o have_v grace_n another_o to_o feel_v grace_n one_o thing_n the_o life_n of_o faith_n another_o the_o life_n of_o sense_n 3._o not_o to_o disgrace_v thy_o own_o grace_n by_o cast_v thy_o eye_n too_o deject_o upon_o other_o christian_n perfection_n and_o precedency_n let_v it_o not_o fare_v with_o thou_o in_o this_o case_n as_o it_o do_v with_o one_o gaze_v too_o much_o upon_o the_o sun_n who_o look_v downward_o again_o can_v see_v just_a nothing_o whereas_o before_o he_o clear_o discern_v all_o colour_n about_o he_o look_v upon_o they_o for_o 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that_o when_o this_o penitent_a sorrow_n be_v once_o sincere_o on_o foot_n in_o a_o afflict_a soul_n so_o endlesse_o and_o on_o every_o side_n be_v we_o press_v with_o the_o policy_n of_o hell_n it_o be_v too_o often_o too_o forward_o to_o feed_v upon_o tear_n still_o and_o still_o too_o wilful_a in_o refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v satan_n then_o will_v be_v ready_a to_o say_v thou_o see_v now_o thy_o conscience_n be_v enlighten_v thy_o sin_n be_v so_o horrible_a and_o haiâ—…ous_a that_o they_o be_v too_o heavy_a a_o burden_n for_o thou_o to_o bear_v there_o be_v no_o way_n with_o thou_o but_o to_o sink_v into_o horror_n and_o despair_n but_o what_o say_v christ_n nay_o now_o be_v the_o season_n come_v unto_o i_o thus_o weary_a 2â—…_n and_o heavy_a lade_v with_o thy_o sin_n and_o i_o will_v refresh_v thou_o here_o now_o if_o thou_o will_v believe_v the_o