ruined by any appearance of God nay nor by any appearance of the powers of darkness against God for the gates of Hell cannot prevail against the true Church And there is great advantage of errors heresies to the true Church for the life grows and gets ground by a fair tryal overcoming of them and the approved are thereby made manifest 1 Cor. 11.19 Now what kind of Church is yours which is in such danger of being ruined by that whereby the true Church was advantaged So that to plead that either you must suffer your Religion your souls your liberties to be made a prey of or take this course to defend them is very inconsequent and a strong argument against you that yours is not the truth which needs such a defence as the truth hath not been used to have but hath grown up been preserved and thriven not only without it but against the strength and force of it So likewise those considerations of the Shepherds defending the flock from Wolves and of the keeper of the vineyards maintaining the hedg against wild beasts c. are not proper to the thing in hand for the spiritual sheep the soul the liberty of the Church the true Religion the true vineyard are not outward nor to be defended after an outward manner but the defence is according to the nature of the thing which is to be defended To trust or look after an outward power for defending these is to betray the faith which is the sheild Therefore let them consider whether in looking out too much at these they have not lost the true weapon and the sight of the true thing which is to be defended which the arme of the Lord alone gathers and the arme of the Lord alone preserves This argument is yet further pressed from the present state of your own people too many of them being perillously disposed as ye say to receive their doctrine being already too much disaffected if not enemies to order c. Answ Alas alas have you had your order your Church government so long up and are the multitude among you yet so ready to be shaken Behold what a weak unstable settlement ye have attained to all this time by your outward force But search honestly and see who they are that are so ready to be shaken Are they the discontented and unconscionable multitude as ye speak or are they the most simple hearted most conscientious and zealous towards God amongst you for it is experienced here in Old England that the ground they gain is not upon the unconscionable but the conscientious If it be these that are somewhat touched with the sence of their doctrine it may make you fear that there is more of God therein than you are aware of Therefore do not proceed to argue thus violently against a thing before ye have tryed it but come to a deep serious inward consideration of the thing between God and your own souls not in the pride loftiness and self willedness but in the honesty humility and meekness of your Spirits and then perhaps ye may see beauty and the life of your souls in that which ye now so revile and persecute And though ye matter not how ye imagine and speak all manner of evil falsely against us yet do not also wrong the best among your selves by tearming them discontented and unconscionable because their Spirits are not hardened by your form but yet retain some tenderness towards God his truths and people But why do ye charge following the light within so deeply as to be a giving up of mens selves to their own inclinations and that it immediately canonizeth them for Saints dischargeth them from subjection both Civil and Sacred and from the Scriptures as the rule of life and by vertue of this their Saint-ship intitles them to the estates and dignities of all who are not of their minds c. Answ Surely if ye were guided by the light within ye would be preserved from such kind of injuriousness both to persons and principles Are your tongues and pens your own at liberty to speak and write any thing that will make for your advantage how manifestly false soever If it were but a natural light yet being of God it would not deserve this deep blame Have ye ever tryed it as we have done if not why do ye speak so against it before ye have tryed it We can upon much experience testifie that it is against our inclinations that it discovers them calls from them and is a daily cross to them upon following whereof we feel the bitter dying of the earthly part and the inclinations thereof pining away And from true subjection to that which truly is of God it never discharges but leads to obedience to what is lawfully commmanded by authority to patient suffering under what is unlawfully inflicted And as for the Scriptures it opens them in the life which gave them forth it fulfils them in us it makes them our own it makes us able to set our seal to the truth of them in the sight of God and to receive that for the rule which the Scriptures say is the rule the living word Christ the living way the word in the mouth and in the heart Rom. 10. the law in the mind the law of the spirit of life in Christ Jesus which is the word ingrafted into their hearts who are created anew in Christ And this is the honour which we give to the Scriptures namely to receive that which they testifie of to live and walk in that spirit which they call to us to live and walk in to take heed of painting the old nature and letting the old spirit live upon its imaginations which it gathers out of the Scriptures reading them in the oldness of the letter and not in the newness of the Spirit And we profess nakedly that we believe the truth of God not meerly because the Scripture hath said it for that which is out of the truth may thus believe but also because in coming to the thing and receiving the truth as it is in Jesus we have found it to be just as the Scriptures speak of it But what do ye speak as if following the light did intitle men to the estates and dignities of all who are not of their mind Nay the light teacheth not to covet not to desire earthly dignities or estates Let it be looked at over Old England which of us so much as mind these things Nay the Lord knows that the love of these things is daily rooted out of our hearts more and more and we are a people whom the World cannot charge with covetousness or love of the World wherewith all sorts of professors hitherto have been too justly chargeable O Rulers of New-England why do ye thus overturn the cause of the innocent if we were a bad people yet to lay things so notoriously false to our charge and to charge that principle in us with it which
then they are of whips prisons cruel usage in prisons and cutting off of ears Surely it had been a sweeter a more christian and safer course to have weighed the thing in Gods fear and dread before ye had begun any of your punishments But your own late relation confesseth that ye began with them upon reports from Barbadoes and England from good hands ye say and so they of Damascus might have said if they had received the letters from the High-Priest or relations from zealous and devout Jews and I have heard related from many hands which having drunk in prejudices from reports and begun with imprisoning of them might easily follow that they were never afforded a fair hearing but at your Courts questions put to entrap them and they not suffered to plead the righteousness and innocency of their cause but endeavours used to draw them to that and a watching to catch that from them which would bring them within the compass of some of your laws Your consciences know how true these things are will one day give in a clear and true testimony although ye should be able to bribe them at present 3. That their coming thither was upon no other grounds or occasion for ought that could appear then to scatter their corrupt opinions and to draw others to their way and so to make disturbance Ans Christ saith to his disciples ye are the salt of the earth and the light of the world and they are not to lie still and keep their light under a bushel but to lighten and season the world as the Lord calleth and guideth them And if the Lord doth see that New-England notwithstanding all its profession and talk of the things of God hath need of his salt to savour it with and of his light to inlighten them and so sendeth his messengers and servants among them they have no reason to be offended with the Lord for this or with his people or with the truths they bring They have long had a form up and it may have eaten out the power and they may not be so savoury now in their ease and authority in New-England as they were under their troubles and persecutions in Old England and God may in kindnesse to them send among them a foolish people to stir them up and provoke them to jealousie Now the coming thus is not to scatter corrupt opinions but by the power of truth to scatter that which scatters from the Lord nor is it to draw to their way but to the Lord to Christ his living way which they are exhorted to try and feel and certainly to know before they receive nor doth it make any disturbance but onely to that which is at ease in the flesh and fleshly forms of worship And Israel of old was often thus disturbed by the Prophets of God though they still could not bear it but were enemies to the Prophets for it notwithstanding they had received their way of worship certainly from Gods hand how much more may the Lord take liberty by his servants and messengers to disturb these who never so received it but have formed up a way out of the Scriptures whereof many that are truly conscientious doubt whether it be the way or no even as they themselves doubt and are ready to contend against the waies that others have formed Now those that pick a quarrel with truth and seek matter against it to persecute it do not call it truth but errour corrupt opinions the way of a Sect the making of disturbance or such like And persecutors for the most part do not only say this but bring forth their strong arguments insomuch as the persecutors is commonly just in his own eyes and the persecuted is blamed as the evill doer and cause of his own sufferings Were the Bishops without their plea nay did not he that was called Dr. Burgess in his book seem to carry the cause clear against the Non-conformists And why the Bishops might not establish their way by authority or the Presbyters their way as well as these accounted Independants their way not regarding the dissenters or tender-conscienced I confesse I see not but that they have justified the Bishops by their practising the same thing and so unjustly condemned them in words But how can ye say for ought that could appear when ye were so unfit through receiving of prejudices and reports and beginning so roughly with them to consider what might be made appear also so far from giving way to them to make what they could appear as is before expressed And doth not this also imply that there may be a just righteous and warrantable cause of their coming in relation to God and his service though it doth not yet appear to you and in a meeker and cooler temper when another eye is opened in you ye may see and acknowledge that cause who are the Lords servants whether they come in his name or no whether they are his truths or no which they bring with them these are things God opens to the humble to the meek to such as fear before him and wait for his counsel therein but those that can determine things by intelligence before hand from other parts and imprison persons so soon as they come and so proceed on with a stiff resolution against them how are these in any capacity to seek or receive counsel from God in a case of so great concernment So that at last even when they have drunk their blood they must be forced to say for ought that could appear this was their only end work and intent but whether it was so or no they do not certainly know Thus far is in answer to the account they give by way of preface to what led them to the making of this law of banishment and death Now the grounds and considerations themselves which they hold forth to clear this to be warrantable and just follow to be scanned which are in number six 1. The doctrine of this Sect of people say they is destructive to fundamental truths of Religion Ans For the making of this argument forcible two things are necessary if either of which fails it fals to the ground 1. It is necessary to make manifest that persons for holding or propagating doctrines contrary to fundamental truths of religion are by Christs institution punishable with dismembring banishment or death For Christ is the head King and Law-giver to his Church it is he that is the foundation of religion and the giver forth of fundamental truths of religion and he is the proper Judge of what punishent is fit for such as either will not receive his fundamental truths of Religion or afterwards start back from them and broach doctrines contrary thereto Now it is required in his name and authority of such Powers as will take upon them to inflict these kinds of punishments upon such kind of offenders Christs institution for this thing Christ was as faithful in his
unto any thing which the Lord leads him not into but rejoyce if thou find him in simplicity of heart startling at any thing for if he abide here faithful his guide will in due season appear to him and clear up his way before him but if he be too hasty he may follow a wrong guid and that guid will never lead him aright towards the Kingdom but intangle him further and further from it O how many have run a whoring from the Lord how many have first lost the guidance of his Spirit and then drowned their life in religious performances how many have drunk of the cup of fornication from the life at the hands of the fleshly wisdome how many have filled their spirits with New-Testament Idols and Images how many have even hardened their hearts and consciences by following the doctrines of men their imaginary meanings of Scriptures and the imaginations and dreams of their own hearts Is it not time for men at length to turn back towards the Lord to wait for the visitation and light of his spirit from whom they have gone a whoring and whom in all these things they have grieved And if ever any feel and enjoy the guidance of Gods spirit their conscience must be kept tender to it and ready to hear and follow his voyce who speaks in spirit to that which is born of him which insallibly knows his voyce and being kept clear cannot doubt concerning it My Sheep hear my voyce saith Christ they know it and the voyce of the strange spirit they know not so as to follow it but turn from it both in themselves and others But that which is not the Sheep but hath only got the Sheeps cloathing cries out how shall we know the voyce of the spirit We may be deceived Nay that which is born of God that which is the elect of God cannot be deceived Wait therefore for the birth of the Spirit to which the Spirit is given for a guide who infallibly guides it out of deceit All deceivers are out of this birth out of this spirit perhaps in some birth or other framed from the Letter and living in the imitation of some practises and Ordinances from the Letter under which cover they lie in wait to deceive but strangers to the life and power and to that wisdome which begets and bears to God Thus the Jews erred and deceived their proselytes before the coming of Christ Thus the Christians in name have generally erred all along the Apostasie and indeed for the generallity have not been true Christians but only a persecuted remnant amongst them whose life hath been nourished and preserved not by doctrines and observations which they have been taught by the precepts of men nor by the knowledge which they themselves have gathered but by a little bread dayly handed to them from the Father of mercies out of the Wilderness that was the thing which nourished their souls up to God though many of them knew not distinctly what it was that nourished them nor how they came by it Obj. But is not uniformity lovely and doth not the Apostle exhort Christians to be of one mind and were it not a sweet thing if we were all of one heart and one way Answ Yea uniformity is very lovely and to be desired and waited for as the spirit of the Lord which is one leads and drawes into one But for the fleshly part the wise reasoning part of man by fleshly waies and means to strive to bring about a fleshly uniformity which insnares and overbears the tender conscience this is not lovely nor spiritual nor Christian And the Apostle who exhorts Christians to one mind yet doth not bid them force one another into one mind but walke together sweetly so far as they had attained and wherein they were otherwise minded God in his due time would reveal more to them Philip. 3.15 16. He that hath to him shall be given And the intent and work of the Ministry with the several ministrations of it is to bring into the unity Ephes 4.13 as persons are able to follow and not to force all men into one practise or way that 's the way to destroy the faith and the true unity and at best can introduce but a fleshly appearance of unity in such a form of worship and godliness as eats out the power And for being of one heart and one way blessed be the Lord this is in measure known and witnessed The way is one Christ the truth of God and he that is in the faith and in the obedience to that light which shines from his spirit into the heart of every believer hath a tast of the one heart and of the one way and knoweth that no variety of practises which is of God can make a breach in the true unity This is the one way for every one to be subject to that light of Christs spirit which he hath received from Christ and every one keeping here there is also one heart kept in the midst of all the variety and diversity of practises And the unity being thus kept all will come into one outwardly also at length as the light growes in every one and as every own growes into the light but this must be patiently waited for from the hand of God who hath the right way of effecting it and who alone can do it and not harshly and cruelly attempted by the rough hand of man Some Considerations concerning the State of Things relating to what hath been now is and shortly is to come to pass warning all People to look about them and to wait on the Lord for the unerring light of his Spirit that they may know the times and seasons and the work which God is now about in the world which is great and wonderful and so may not be found fighters against God his Truths and the Witnesses of this Age and Generation more particularly lamenting over and exhorting England With a faithful Testimony concerning the Quakers 1. THat the Spouse of Christ the true Church which God built in the Apostles daies by his Spirit the Church against which the gates of hell could not prevail the Church which was the Temple of the living God the pillar and ground of truth the Woman which was cloathed with the Sun who had the Moon under her feet and was crowned with a crown of twelve Stars c. This Church at the close of the fight between Michael with his Angels and the Dragon with his Angels fled into the Wilderness into the place prepared of God for her Revel 12.6 having two wings of a great Eagle given her that she might fly thither to her place where she was to abide and be hid from the face of the Serpent and to be fed with the living nourishment from the hand of the Father all the time of Antichrists reign which is said to be a time times and half a time vers 14. or one thousand two hundred and
pretended Rev. 12.15 For the Dragon which persecuted her having now gained her ground had set up another woman fot the true Church and had decked her richly Rev. 17.4 insomuch as she was admired for her beauty by all the Kings and inhabiters of the earth ver 2. but she which was indeed the true woman was trampled upon and despised even by all the outward worshippers in the outward court all over the world Rev. 11.2 And if those of the Synnagogue of Satan could contend to be the true Jews and the true Church even while the true Church was standing Rev. 3.9 no marvel though they carry it clear in their several forms and disguises all the time of her flight and absence especially they appearing both in the place where she once was and in her very dress and here is the eye of Gods spirit and of the wisdom he gives to his babes tryed even to discern and fly from her here Let her paint never so often change her dresses in every hour of reformation come nearer and nearer into the likeness of the true Church yet that which is born of the truth espieth her and the young man whose care is kept open to the voice of wisdom which uttereth it self in the immortal seed escapeth her bed and is not defiled with the great Whore nor with any of her women or daughters who are borne of her after her spirit though they deny her and seem much to differ from her according to the flesh Rev. 14.4 Enter into the mistery of life from out of the reach of the spirit of witchcraft and read me here that in the true eternal light of all the living thou maist perceive the mistery of deceit and escape as a bird from the snare and live Now the true Church being thus fled what becomes of her seed they must needs be scattered they can no more be found in a body as before there is now but a remnant left which keep the commandments of God and have the testimony of Jesus Christ and those the Dragon applies himself still to manage the war against Rev. 12.17 And the Beast to whom the Dragon gave his power Rev. 13.2 and upon whom the false Church was found sitting even to the very last Rev. 17.3 did not only make war with the Saints but also overcome them and this power was given him over all kindreds and tongues and Nations ver 7. of chap. 13. So that the holy City was to be kept down and trampled under foot by the false worshippers under one form or appearance of Church-worship or other all the time of the Beasts reign Rev. 11.2 And as the Beast did kill them so the woman that sat upon the Beast drunk their blood Rev. 17.6 For mark the Dragon the first Beast the second Beast with the false Church are all in unity together drive on their war and design under disguises and appearances of truths Church-worship and discipline against the Lamb his followers against every appearance of Christ in his truth people And every where where he can get into any form without the power there he manageth his war by the form against the power Thus in Popery by crying up holy Church holy Church he knocks down al the springings up of truth there so in Episcopacy by crying up that form how did he knock down the buildings up of the true life and power there also And if he be driven out there then he stands ready to enter into the next form either of Presbytery or Independency that he may not want the advantage of a cover to keep his war on foot still against the Saints and the truths of Christ and here lies his strength and the liker his form is to that which once was true the better it serves to cover him and he has better advantage of fighting under it against Christ his truths and people than under another which is not so like But Antichrists reign who hath taken the name upon him without the nature and so persecuted the true nature being covered with the name is to have an end yea blessed be the Lord it is in part ended and the Lambs day is already begun the outstretched arme of the Lords everlasting power is revealed and revealing more and more yea Babylon is already discovered her waters are dryed up her nakedness under all her coverings is seen her very life and spirit is struck at her kingdom totters dayly the stakes also of Zions tabernacle are strengthening daily and the Lord is stretching out her curtains and inlarging her territories and the wrath issues out more and more from the Throne and dreadful woes and plagues are prepared for them who are either upholding any old likenesses of what once was true or setting up any new ones in this day of Gods power wherein he is redeeming and bringing forth the life it self Is it not plain that the Beast or Antichrist who sat in the Tem-of God ruling there as a Beast by outward force without the inward life and power 2 Thes 2.4 had power given him to continue his war against the Saints till the very expiration of the forty two months Rev. 13.5 and was not this power given him over all kindreds and Tongues and Nations ver 7. Did not the false Church or false woman till the very end of this time in one appearance or other under some form of worship or other sometimes in a grosser and more loathsome sometimes in a finer and more taking dress still goe for the true Church being upheld by the Kings and inhabiters of the earth who all drank of her cup of fornication Rev. 17.2 4. Was not the holy City or true Church trod under foot all this while in every kindred nation c. by the heathenish spirit of the Antichristian Christians therein who made a great shew of zeal and worship in the outward court Rev. 11.2 For while the holy City is to remain unbuilt he that will worship in it must sink into its ruins and lye desolate with it but he that will be building before Gods time rejects the corner stone which lies hid in the ruins of this City and so builds up a Babylon to which though he gives the name of Zion yet it is not so in truth but Zion lies underneath in the dust trampled upon and set at nought by him and his building Now shall the forty two months never have an end and shall the holy City never rise again from under the feet of the Antichristian professors and worshippers in the outward Court shall the walls of Zion never be built more or is it to be expected when the Lord begins to build her up and bring her forth that ever any of the false Churches should own her O fear therefore before the Lord every one entring into that in his own heart which being hearkened unto teacheth the fear and breaketh the pride loftiness and conceitedness of the high
case of return is well known in these parts but what induced them hereunto what just Grounds and Reasons they had for it many are not acquainted with but are very much dissatisfied concerning their proceedings therein fearing that they have dishonoured God brought a reproach upon the Name of Christ and his Gospel exceeded the limits of their power given an ill example of Persecution laid a foundation of hardening their hearts against God and of drawing his heavy wrath upon them all which they cannot but be deeply guilty of in case it should be proved that they have been mistaken and that these People upon a further search should appear to them to be of God as they already have to very many who have been exceedingly prejudiced against them till they came more meekly to hear and consider their case For there are many here in Old England and in other parts who once reviled reproached and thought they could hardly do bad enough against them who now in the singleness of their hearts can bless God for raising up such a People and that they themselves were not cut off in their blind zeal against them but in the rich mercy of God had a way made for the removing of their prejudices and hard thoughts and for the opening of their eyes whereby they came to see that these are indeed a pretious people of God begotten brought forth and guided by his power and that it is his living truth which they in obedience to his living power are drawn to bear witness to and to hold forth unto the World And one such testimony for them is of more weight and value in a true ballance than thousands of testimonies against them from such who are prejudiced and have not patience to consider things in equity and uprightness of heart and also whose interest lies another way Now meeting of late with a paper beginning thus At a general Ceurt held at Boston 〈◊〉 18th October 1659. wherein by way of preface there is first an account given of what induced them to make this law of banishment and death and then grounds and considerations laid down to clear it to be warrantable and just it was upon my heart to consider and examine these to see whether they did arise from the seed of God and from the true knowledge of the Scriptures by his spirit and so were weighty to the conscience which singly waits upon God for satisfaction about truth or whether they did arise from the fleshly part and from fleshly reasonings upon Scriptures and so were but chaffy and not able to satisfie the weighty considering spirit as in the sight of God And this I was the more induced to do because I found bowels rowling in me towards them and a sense of what might easily be their snare which hath overtaken and intangled many for many who have blamed others severely and really thought how well they themselves would have amended things if ever they came into place and power yet have failed and run into the very same errour when they have come to the tryal So these persons when they were formerly persecuted in England no doubt but thought and intended if ever they came to be free from it to lay a foundation against it yet when they come to the point and feel their condition changed in so much as it was now in their hand to determine what was the way of worship Church-government and order there lay a great temptation before them to set up what they judged to be right and to force all others to a conformity to it Yea now was their great danger and time to beware lest the same persecuting spirit did get up in them which their being persecuted was a proper means to keep down And if so if the same spirit which persecuted them got up in them then they who were once persecuted could not possibly forbear persecuting for that spirit will persecute wherever it gets up And having laid its foundation of persecution under a plausible cover then by degrees it more and more vails the eye hardens the heart and takes away the tenderness which was in the persons before while they themselves were persecuted Now I cannot but pitty those that fall into any snare of the enemy especially those who are taken in so great a snare and come to so great a loss of their tenderness towards God his truths and people and run so great an hazard and danger of the loss of their souls The Grounds or Causes expressed of their making that Law of Banishment are in substance these three 1. The coming of the Quakers from forraign parts and from other Colonies at sundry times and in several companies and numbers into the jurisdiction of the Massathusets Answ This of it self is far from any warrant for the Earth is the Lords and the fulness thereof and though they laim a propriety in it yet it is still more the Lords than theirs and he may send any of his servants into it at his pleasure upon what message or service it seemeth good unto him So that the great question to be determined here is this Whether these persons came from the Lord in his will and at his appointment or whether they came of themselves and in their own wills For if they came by commission and appointment from the Lord of Heaven and Earth their warrant was without doubt sufficient but if they came in their own wills and upon their own designs then they went out of the Lords counsel and protection and must bear their own burthen Now consider whether ye were tender in the due weighing of this before your imprisoning and dealing hardly with them for if at their first coming ye imprisoned them and engaged your selves against them ye thereby made your selves unfit for an equal consideration of the cause and God might justly then leave your eyes to be closed and your hearts hardned against his truths and people for beginning with them so harshly and unrighteously and not in his fear 2. Those lesser punishments of the house of correction and imprisonment for a time having been inflicted on some of them but not sufficing to deter and keep them away Why do ye omit cutting off of ears are ye ashamed to mention that amongst the rest indeed the remembrance of it strikes upon the Spirits of people here and perhaps in New-England also Answ They that are sent by the Lord and go in the guidance of his spirit cannot be deterred from obedience to him in his service and work either by lesser or greater punishments Punishments deter the evil doer but he that doth well is not afraid of being punished but is taught and made willing and inabled to suffer for righteousness sake Phil. 1.29 And ye will find your greater punishments as ineffectual to obtain your end as your lesser For they whose lives in the power of God are sacrificed up to the will of God are no more afraid of death
house as Moses and if such a course had been necessary for the preservation of his Church surely he would not have with-held it But Christ overcomes the Devils kingdom by his spirit by that he wins souls and gathers into and builds up his Church and by that he is able to defend them By his spirit he preacheth the truth and soweth the seed of the kingdome and by his spirit he upholds and maintains it This is his way of overcoming all the mists of darknesse and false doctrines and not a Magistrates sword The weapons of our warfare saith the Apostle are not carnal but mighty through God to the pulling downe of strong holds 2 Cor. 10.4 Are there strong holds of darkness are there false doctrines broached against the truths of Christ Who are the warriers against these Are they the civil state the Magistrate the earthly powers or are they the Ministers and servants of Christ And what are the weapons that are mighty to overthrow these Are they Stocks Whips Prisons cutting off of ears banishment death or are they of a spiritual nature The spiritual weapons are sanctified by God to this end and are mighty through him able to effect it throughly whereas the carnal weapons are weak and unsanctified and can reach only the carnal part but the strong hold remains untouched by these And it is only the carnal part which desires to have the use of such carnal weapons in the Church the spiritual man would conquer by his own weapon or not at all Christ came not to destroy mens lives nor never gave order to have men killed about his truths If his People be disobedient and broach doctrines never so contrary and destructive to his kingdom he hath a spiritual way of fighting with them now and hath appointed his servants to have his mighty spiritual weapons in a readinesse for the revenging every disobedience 2 Cor. 10.6 and he hath likewise a time of dealing with them hereafter but he hath no where appointed that his subjects if they could get the command of the sword in a Nation or Country should kill such Abundance of blood hath been shed upon this pretence which the Lord will make inquisition for it would at length be seriously inquired into what truth there is in this bloody doctrine for under this cover all the persecutions and sheddings of the Saints blood shelter themselves O consider at length how cruel and bloody men have made the Gospel of peace by this principle and what an advantage it gives to the carnal part in those that are persecuted if once they can get the command of the outward sword to forget their own sufferings and suddainly turn persecutors of such as differ from them though upon as weighty grounds if not more weighty than they differed from others upon But this they that are uppermost will not yield to that the grounds of such as differ from them are sufficient even as those that they differed from would not yield that their grounds were sufficient Thus still they whose arguments go forth under the shelter or by the command of the present authority they are looked upon as most weighty and the others cause is trampled upon though never so just innocent upright and weighty in it self and the meek of the earth the humble-hearted the tender-conscienced towards God they are still made the offenders and sufferers and their enemies are still made their Judges I do think these of New-England would have once thought it hard measure that the Conformists whom they differed from should have been the Judges whether their grounds were sufficient or no and yet they ever since they have had the power in their hands have taken upon them to be the judges of the sufficiency of the grounds of such as differ from them and have as freely condemned all that differed from them and been as sore a curb upon the tender conscience as ever the Bishops were So that it is plain that which they sought was their own liberty they did not like to be oppressed and inthralled contrary to their judgments but not the liberty of the tender conscience towards God but rather the yoaking inthralling of it to their judgments and arguments and interpretations of Scripture which he that differs from must be an offender with them even as they were once accounted offenders for differing from the Conformists and so are all become transgressors of the Law of God in doing that to others which they would not that others should do to them 2. It is requisite also to make manifest that the Doctrine of this sort of people is destructive to the fundamental truths of Religion For if it be not so then they are injured and mis-represented and both their banishment and death and all other punishments inflicted upon them on this account will prove to have been unjust There are four instances given or four particular fundamentals mentioned to which their Doctrines are said to be destructive First the sacred Trinity Secondly the person of Christ Thirdly the holy Scriptures as a perfect rule of faith and life Fourthly the doctrine of perfection Now for the making the thing clear and manifest to every sober mind it is requisite first to consider what the Quakers hold in these several particulars and then whether that which they hold in these respects be contrary to the truth of these things as they are plainly related in the Scriptures for if that which they hold be according to the naked voyce and proper intent of the Scriptures then they are not to be blamed but the blame will light on their accusers who might easily be found guilty of injuring both them and the Scriptures both in these and many other things were they not Judges 1. Concerning the sacred Trinity They generally both in their speakings and in their writings set their seal to the truth of that Scripture 1 John 5.7 That there are three that bear record in heaven the Father the Word and the holy Spirit That these three are distinct as three several beings or persons this they read not but in the same place they read that they are one And thus they believe their being to be one their life one their light one their wisdome one their power one and he that knoweth and seeth any one of them knoweth and seeth them all according to that saying of Christs to Philip He that hath seen me hath seen the Father John 14.9 Three there are and yet one thus they have read in the Scripture and this they testifie they have had truly opened to them by that very Spirit which gave forth the Scriptures in so much as they certainly know it to be true and own the thing from their very hearts But as for this title of Sacred Trinity they find it not in Scripture and they look upon Scripture-words as fittest to express Scripture-things by And surely if a man mean the same thing as the Scripture means the same
words will suffice to express it but the Papists and School-men having missed of the thing which the Scripture drives at and apprehended somewhat else in the wise imagining part have brought forth many phrases of their own invention to express their apprehensions by which we confess we have no unity with but are content with feeling the thing which the Scripture speaks of and with the words whereby the Scriptures express it Now whereas they call this a fundamental we do not find it so called in Scripture nor do we find the Disciples themselves understanding therein but knew not the Father John 14.8 9. and Christ going about to inform them does not tell them of another distinct being or person but hast thou not seen me and believest thou not that I am in the Father and the Father in me vers 10. And so the believers at Ephesus had not so much as heard that there was an holy Ghost Acts 19.2 So that if ye will make this a fundamental truth yet it is such a fundamental as true faith did stand without both in believers afore Christs death and in believers after This is the great fundamental that God is light and in him is no darkness at all 1 John 1.5 and the great work of the Ministry is to shew men where this light is and to turn men from the darkness wherein is the power of Satan unto this light wherein is the power of God Acts 26.18 And he that comes into this light and into this power is owned in the light and in the power wherein is the life of all the Saints and the true fellowship both with the Father the Son one with another 1 John 1.3 and 7. And the true trial of Spirits is not by an assent to Doctrines which the hypocrite may assent to on the one hand and the true believer may startle at on the other hand but by feeling of them in the inward vertue of the light in the Spirit and in the power This was the Apostles way of trial 1 Cor. 4.19 20. I will know not the speech of them which are puffed up but the power for the kingdome of God is not in word but in power A man may speak high words concerning the kingdome and get all the Doctrines about it and yet be a stranger to it and quite ignorant of the power and another may want divers Doctrines concerning it perhaps some of those which men call fundamentals and yet be a Citizen of it and in the power But now under the Antichristian Apostacy men wanting the feeling of the life and power wherein the true judgment is they own or disown one another upon an assent or dissent to such and such Doctrines and so fall into this great error of owning many whom Christ disowns and of disowning many whom Christ owns and if they find persons not assenting to or dissenting from any of those things which they call fundamentals then they think they may lawfully excommunicate and persecute them So by this mistake they cut off that which is green they persecute that wherein is the living sap and cherish the dry and withered That which is most tender towards God and most growing in the inward sensibleness which causeth it to startle at that which others can easily swallow lies most open to suffering by this kind of trial 2. Concerning the Person of Christ They believe that Christ is the eternal light life wisdome and power of God which was manifested in that body of flesh which he took of the virgin that he is the King Priest and Prophet of his people and saveth them from their sins by laying down his life for them and imputing his righteousness to them yet not without revealing and bringing forth the same righteousness in them which he wrought for them And by experience they know that there is no being saved by a belief of his death for them and of his resurrection ascention intercession c. without being brought unto a true fellowship with him in his death and without feeling his immortal seed of life raised and living in them And so they disown that faith in Christs death which is only received and entertained from the relation of the letter of the Scriptures and stands not in the living power and sensible experience of the begotten of God in the heart Now they distinguish according to the Scriptures between that which is called the Christ and the bodily garment which he took The one was flesh the other Spirit The flesh profiteth nothing saith he the Spirit quickneth and he that eateth me shall live by me even as I live by the Father John 6.57 and 63. This is the Manna it self the true treasure the other but the visible or earthen vessel which held it The body of flesh was but the vail Heb. 10.20 The eternal life was the substance vailed The one he did partake of as the rest of the Children did the other was he which did partake thereof Heb. 2.14 The one was the body which was prepared for the life for it to appear in and be made manifest Heb. 10.5 The other was the life or light it self for whom the body was prepared who took it up appeared in it to do the will Psal 40.7 8. and was made manifest to those eyes which were able to see through the vail wherewith it was covered John 1.14 Now is not this sound according to the Scriptures and is it not a good way to know this by unity with it by feeling a measure of the same life made manifest in our mortal flesh 2 Cor. 4.11 This we confess is our way of understanding these things and likewise of understanding the Scriptures which speak of these things And we have found it a far surer kind of knowledg namely to understand the Scriptures by experience of that whereof the Scripture speaks than to guess at the things the Scripture speak of by considering and scanning in the earthly part what the Scriptures speak of them Such a kind of knowledge as this a wise man may attain to a great measure of but the other is peculiar to him who is begotten of God whose knowledge is true and certain though it seem never so different from his who hath attained what he hath by the search of his wisdome 3. Concerning the holy Scriptures being a perfect rule of faith and life The new covenant is the covenant of the Gospel which is a living covenant a spiritual covenant an inward covenant and the law or rule of it cannot be written outwardly Read the tenour of the new covenant Heb. 8.10 I will put my laws into their mind and write them in their hearts If God himself should take the same laws and write them outwardly yet so written they are not the new covenant at most they would be but an outward draught of laws written in the new covenant And mark this is one difference given between the new covenant and the old
the laws of the one were written outwardly in tables of stone the laws of the other were to be written in the heart That is the book wherein the laws of the new covenant were promised to be written and there they are to be read So that he that will read and obey the Laws of the covenant of life must look for them in that book wherein God hath promised to write them for though in other books he may read some outward descriptions of the thing yet here alone can he read the thing it self Christ is the way the truth and the life What is a Christians rule is not the way of God his rule is not Gods truth his rule and is not the truth in Jesus where it is taught and to be heard and to be received even as it is in Jesus Ephes 4.21 Is not he the King the Priest the Prophet the Sacrifice the Altar the way to God the truth of God the life it self the living path out of Death yea all in all to the believer whose eye is opened to behold him The Scriptures testifie of Christ but they are not Christ they also testifie of truth and are a true testimony but the truth it self is in Jesus who by his living spirit writes it in the heart which he hath made living And so a Christians life is in the Spirit if we live in the Spirit let us also walk in the Spirit Gal. 5.25 The whole life and course of a Christian is in the volumn of that book as the Lord opens the leaves of it in him The gift of God the measure of faith given him by God that 's his rule that 's his rule of knowledge of prophesying of obedience Heb. 11. Rom. 1.4 and 12.6 if he keep there if he walk according to the proportion of it he errs not but out of the faith in the the error in all he knows in all he believes in all he does The new Creature that which God hath new created in the heart in which life breaths and nothing but life breaths which is taught by God and true to God from its very infancy that 's his rule whereby he is to walk the Apostle expresly calls it so Gal. 6.15 16. That which is begotten by God is a Son and the Son as he is begotten by the breath of the Spirit so he is preserved and led by the same breath and such as are so led are Sons and none else for it is not reading of Scriptures and gathering rules out thence that makes a Son but the receiving of the spirit and the being led by the Spirit Rom. 8.14 15. And being the whole worship of the Gospel is in the Spirit there is a necessity of receiving that in the first place and then in it the soul learns to know and wait for its breathings and movings and follows on towards the Lord in them The Spirit cannot be with-held from breathing on that which he hath begotten and that breath is a guide a rule a way to that which it breatheth upon Now this is most manifest even from the Scriptures themselves they expresly calling Christ the way the truth c. the new creature the rule the faith grace or gift given to be the rule testifying the heart to be that which God hath chosen to write his laws in but where do they call themselves a perfect rule of faith and obedience They are they saith Christ which testifie of me and ye will not come to me that ye might have life Iâ—â— 5.39 40. Life cannot be received from the Scriptures but only from Christ the fountain thereof no more can the Scriptures give the rule but point to the fountain of the same life where alone the rule of life as the life it self can be received The Scriptures cannot ingraft into Christ nor give a living rule to him that is ingrafted but he that hath heard the Testimony of the Scriptures concerning Christ and hath come to him must abide in him and wait on him for the writing of the law of the Spirit of life in his heart and this will be his rule from the law of sin and death even unto the land of life Now if men have mistaken in the night of darkness and put the Scriptures out of their place even into the place of the Spirit and so have become Ministers not of the Spirit but of the letter whereas the Apostles were made able Ministers of the new Testament not of the letter but of the Spirit 2 Cor. 3.6 Let them not be offended at the Spirit of God for teaching us otherwise nor at us for learning as the Spirit of God hath taught us the Scriptures also testifying that this is the rule but no where setting up themselves for the rule And it is the same Spirit which would now fix men in the Scriptures to keep men from Christ the living rule and only way to life eternal as formerly kept men by traditions from the Scriptures though it is hard for them who are intangled in this deceit to see it Now for the proof of these things thus barely here charged the reader is referred to Mr. Norton's as they stile him Tractate against the Quakers Concerning the validity whereof I refer the Reader to Francis Howgils Answer thereto wishing him to read both in the fear and dread of the Almighty waiting for his counsel to guide him in the true discerning which of them savours of mans wisdome and which of them writes from acquaintance with the truth it self In which Answer of his he recites such errors of that Norton as would make a great sound against the Quakers if any such could justly be charged upon them I shall mention only two or three of them viz That God is a distinct Subsistence from the Son and Spirit and That the Son is a distinct Subsistence from the Father and the Spirit and because it is said the Father shall give you another Comforter this another he saith is intelligible of the Essence Are there then three distinct infinite Essences or Beings That the Spirit of God without the Letter is no Spirit He was before the Letter he was never limited to the Letter he will be after the Letter and he is what he is without the Letter That Christs words John 17.21 give an uncertain sound where have any of the Quakers cast such a blemish upon any portion of Scripture Surely this man had more need to seek to have his own vessel cleansed than to accuse others of Errors or Blasphemy And if he have no other way to overthrow them than by maintaining such kind of things as these against them he will never get victory over them any other wayes than by the outward sword but by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of his testimony and not loving their lives unto the death they will easily overcome all such kind of Champions 4. The fourth and last instance which they give of the
but of the World this seed the World hates and the vessels in whom it bubbles up and through whom it giveth forth its testimony against the World Object But in the new Testament Luke stiles Theophilus most excellent and Paul speaking to Festus said most noble Festus which are terms or expressions of honour and reverence Answ Christ did promise his Disciples and Ministers that he would be with them and give them what to say Now if nobility and true excellency did appear in any persons and he led them by his Spirit to acknowledge it this is no sufficient warrant for men to do the like in their own wills or to give such titles to persons being in authority whether they be such persons or no. Luke knew Theophilus to be excellent and he was led by the Spirit of God to stile him excellent for by the Spirit of God he wrote that Scripture Luke 1.3 wherein he so stiles him And for Festus he that shall strictly observe his carriage will find it to be very noble in that he would not be won by the importunity and informations of the high Priest and chief of the Jews and of the multitude also against Paul but applyed himself to an upright consideration of the cause Acts 25.2 24. to the end The same Spirit which shewed the unworthy carriage and ignobleness of the high Priest zealous professing Jews might move Paul to set this mark of honour upon Festus The Lord loveth truth in the heart and truth in words and the following of the guidance of his Spirit into truth but to give a man high titles meerly because he is great and high in the outward without discerning that he is such and without the leading of Gods Spirit so to do this is of the flesh according to the will of the flesh out of the faith and not according to truth and righteousness and in the fear of the Lord there is a watch set over our spirits in these things lest we should esteem and honour men according to the will of the flesh and not in the Lord. Titles of office or of relations as master father c. we find freedome to give but titles which tend towards flattery or exalting man out of his place and the lifting up of his heart above his brethren we have not freedome in the Lord to use and Eliah also found a restraint upon him in this respect Job 32.21 22. Object It is noted as a brand and reproach of false teachers that they despise dominion and speak evil of dignities 2 Pet. 2.10 and Jude 8. Now it is well known that the practise of the Quakers is but too like those false teachers c. Answ It were worth a narrow search and enquiry what the dominion and dignities or glories are which the false teachers speak evil of or blaspheme c. Search the Scriptures where do ye find the false teachers speaking evil of the earthly authorities nay they still cling close to them exalt them get them of their side and cry them up and will be sure enough never to fail in pleasing the Magistrate with cringing and bowing or any thing of that nature But there is the dominion of the Lord Jesus Christ in the heart there is the rule of his spirit over the fleshly part there is the truth in the inner man there are spiritual dignities or glories these the false teachers in all ages did despise and were not afraid to speak evil of though they should have feared to speak evil of the movings and guidings and lowest appearings of the spirit of God which excel in nature and worth the greatest earthly dignities yet they have not but have blasphemed the holy life and appearances of God in his people nay they have not spared his more eminent breakings forth in his very Prophets holy Apostles or Christ himself Mark what they spake evil of they spake evil of the things they knew not vers 10. What were the things they knew not The inward movings and vertue of his spirit the inward power life glory and dominion of truth in the heart they knew not it was against Christ in his people their evil deeds and hard speeches were vers 15. But as for the high and great ones the dominions and dignities of the earth they knew them well enough and did not speak evil of them but had their persons in admiration because of the advantage they had by them vers 16. They have alwayes had a double advantage from these both of gain to themselves and of overbearing the lambs of Christ by their great swelling words The Lord hath still so ordered it in his wisdome both before the coming of Christ at his coming and since that the false Prophets and Teachers should still have the advantage of the outward authorities and his people be a poor afflicted despised persecuted remnant whose glory is inward and cannot be discerned by the outward eye no not of Gods Israel See the dignities particularly expressed Revel 13.6 The name of God his holy power in his people the Tabernacle which is sanctified and made honourable for him by his spirit them that dwell in Heaven who are redeemed out of the earth and have their conversation above these are dignities which the earthly authorities nay the false teachers themselves never knew the worth of and so they are not afraid to blaspheme them The first beast on which the false church rode with the second beast which are of the very race of these false teachers making an image to the first beast because of advantage all join together in blaspheming these dignities Rev. 13. and chap. 17. To open this a little further John said in his days that it was then the last time For there were many Antichrists then come 1 Iohn 2.18 From whence came they They went out from us saith he but they were not of us ver 19. They were sensual they had not the spirit and so could not abide the presence life judgement and power of the spirit but seperated themselves Jude 19. But whither went they when they went out from the true Church why they went out into the world 1 Ioh. 4.2 They got the form of godliness which would stand well enough with the lusts ease of the flesh and went and preached up that in the world And now speaking the things of God in the worldly spirit the world could hear them v. 5. Thus having got a great party into the form of truth now they blaspheme the power now they mock at the movings of the spirit the leadings of the spirit the living name the true tabernacle the true inhabitants of heaven who have their conversation above in the heavenly nature in the heavenly principle in the pure spirit of life for as they are begotten by the spirit so they live in the spirit and walk in the spirit This the false teachers who have got the form of doctrine and the form of discipline
upon pain of death yet if the Lord require them either to stay or return they know whom to fear and obey which delivers them from the fear of them who can only torture and kill the body and they had rather die in obedience to the Lord than feel the weight of his hand upon their souls for their disobedience It is not in this case as it is in ordinary banishment upon civil accounts where it is in mens will and power to abstain from the place from which they are banished but they must fulfil the will of their Lord not at all regarding what befals them therein 4. The fourth Ground or Consideration to justifie their Law of Banishment and Death against the Quakers is drawn from their right and propriety which every man hath in his own house and land and from the unreasonableness and injuriousness of anothers intruding and entring into it having no authority thereto yea and when the owner doth expresly prohibit and forbid the same And that if any presume to enter thus without legal authority he might justly be impleaded as a thief or usurper and if in case of violent assault he should be killed his blood would be upon his own head Whereupon it is argued thus that if private persons may in such case shed the blood of such intruders may not the like be granted to them that are the publick Keepers and Guardians of the Common-wealth have not they as much power to take away the lives of such as contrary to prohibition shall invade or intrude into their publick possessions or territories And that the Quakers do thus invade and intrude without authority they urge thus For who can believe that Quakers are Constables to intrude themselves invade and enter whether the Colony will or no yea contrary to their express prohibition If in such violent and bold attempts they lose their lives they may thank themselves as the blamable cause and authors of their own death Answ It is no invasion nor intrusion for any Messengers and Servants of the Lord to enter into any part of his earth at his command upon his errand and about his work And if any should be so sent to the house of a particular person to deliver a message from the Lord and the owner of the house instead of hearing and considering his message in meekness and fear whether it were of God or no should be rough and violent with him and command him off before he had delivered his message and either upon his not immediate going off or his return with another message for the Lord if he please may send him again should fall upon him and kill him upon whose head would this mans blood light 2. If men will needs have it go for an invasion it is an invasion of a spiritual nature and the defence from it cannot be by carnal weapons Killing of mens persons is not the way to suppress either truth or error How have the Papists been able to defend their Kingdome or suppress the truth by their bloody weapons They may prevail in their Territories against mens persons for a season but the truth will have a time of dominion and will in the mean time be getting ground in mens minds and consciences by the sufferings of the Witnesses to it Nay my friends if ye will defend your selves from this invasion ye must get better weapons 3. Is this your rule concerning any that shall come in the name of the Lord that if they be not Constables or other earthly-Officers ye will banish them and put them to death Is the Lord of heaven and earth limited to send none but Constables among you Well ye may judge by your Law while your day lasts but the Lord in his day will clear his Servants and Messengers though they have not been Constables and lay it upon the head of them who have unrighteously shed it 5. The fifth Ground or Consideration whereby they justifie their Law of Banishment and Death against the Quakers is this Corruption of mind and judgement is a great infection and defilement and it is the Lords Command that such corrupt persons be not received into the house which plainly enough implies that the houshoulder hath power enough to keep them out and that it was not in their power to come if they pleased whether the housholder would or no. And if the father of the Family must keep them out of his house the Father of the Common-wealth must keep them out of his jurisdiction they being nursing Fathers and nursing Mothers by the account of God So that what an housholder may do against persons that are infected with the plague or pestilence who may kill them if otherwise he cannot keep them out of his house a Magistrate may do the like for his Subjects And if Sheep and Lambs cannot be preserved from the danger of Wolves but the Wolves will break in amongst them it is easie to see what the Shepheard or Keeper of the Sheep may lawfully do in such a case Answ It is granted that Corruption of mind and judgment is defiling and infectious and therefore every heart that knows the pretiousness of truth is to wait on the Lord in his fear in the use of those means which he hath appointed for preservation from it but that killing the persons is one of the means God hath appointed this is still the thing in controversie and is still denyed to be either proper in it self or sanctified by God to this end The Apostle sayes there must be Hereticks that they which are approved may be made manifest 1 Cor. 11.19 but he doth not say hereafter when there are Christians Magistrates they must banish or cut off the Hereticks as fast as they spring up but God hath use of these things for the exercising of the spirits of his people and the truth gains by overcoming them in the faith and power of the spirit And so as touching Wolves the Apostle Paul called the Elders of the Church of Ephesus and told them that after his departure grievous Wolves should enter in among them not sparing the flock Acts 20.28 29 31. The Lord hath put into the hands of his Shepherd a sword which will pierce to the heart of the Wolf he standing faithful in the power of God in the life of righteousness need not fear any Wolf but by the power of the spirit and presence of the truth shall be able to preserve the consciences of his flock pure to God What kind of Shepherd is he that cannot defend his flock without the Magistrates sword but take away that the Wolf breaks in preys upon his sheep Surely the true Shepherd who knows the vertue of the sword God hath put into his hand will never call to the Magistrate for his sword of another nature which cannot touch the Wolf the Heretick the Seducer but only flesh and blood with which the Ministers of Christ never wrestled nor fought And this is
not the way to preserve the hearts and consciences of the flock it may perhaps strike terror into the fleshly nature but their consciences are so much the more apt to be wrought upon by the doctrines patience and sufferings of those who are thus dealt with The Magistrates sword being thus used doth not at all preserve that which is tender but hurts it dis-ingages it stirs up a Witness in it against those that thus go about to defend that which they call truth that build up their Jerusalem with blood and govern their flock with force affrighting them from that which they call errors and affrighting them into that which they call truth with an outward sword whereas the true Temple is built in peace governed in peace maintained in peace defended by peace and Errors and Hereticks dispelled by the power of the spirit manifesting the deceit to the conscience and not by the sword of the Magistrate dealing with them as with worldly Malefactors Now this I say as before the Lord The true Shepherd who hath received the sword of the Spirit and hath tried the vertue of it cannot distrust it cannot desire the Magistrates help by outward force against errors or heresies he that looketh upon it as insufficient and calleth to the Magistrate for his sword plainly discovers that he hath not received or knoweth not the vertue of the true one and dishonoureth both his Masters work and weapon For that place of 2 John 10. It is one thing for a man not to receive a man into his house and another thing for him to kill that person who offers to come against his will Do ye believe in your hearts that the Apostles intent was to direct the Christians to whom he wrote to keep them out by violence and to kill them if they could not otherwise keep them out Though the parrallel is not proper for God hath often sent his Servants into countries cities places of resort against the will of the rulers Priests and false Prophets but never to break violently into any mans house The Magistrate keeping in his place cannot but be a nursing Father to the Church for let him draw out his sword against that wickedness which is proper for him to cut down it will exceedingly help to nurse up the Church but where hath the Magistrate commission to meddle with any of the spiritual shepherds work Nay his sword was never appointed to cut down errors or heresies or hereticks but the sword of the Spirit in the hand of the spiritual Shepherd God hath set up an hedge between these two powers which he that breaketh down layeth both waste as to their true use vertue and order and this Antichrist hath long done in many appearances The bringing of these two to rights setting each in their proper place will give such a wound to his kingdome as he will not be able to recover And mark this by the way Antichrist hath all along made use of the Magistrates sword to slay the Lambs under the name of Hereticks Sectaries Wolves Blasphemers but Christ comes with the spirit of his mouth to slay Antichrist 2 Thes 2.8 That 's the sword all the Hereticks Seducers and false Prophets were slain with in the Apostles dayes before the Apostacy and that 's the sword that Antichrist who hath made use of the other sword against Christ all along the Apostacy shall be slain with after the Apostacy When Christ comes to fight against Antichrist who hath cruelly torn rent and butchered his people under the name of wolves he will take his own sword which is the words of his mouth That did the work at first that must do the work again But in the middest between these two seasons there hath been bad work made with the Magistrates swords the witnesses upon every appearance and breaking forth of Gods truth in them having been liable to feel the smart of it 6. Their sixt and last ground and consideration whereby they justifie their law of banishment and death against the Quakers is this It was the commandment of the Lord Jesus unto his Disciples that when they were persecuted in one City They should flee unto another and according it was his own practise and the practise of the Saints who when they have been persecuted have fled away for their own fasety This they say reason requires that when men have liberty unto it they should not refuse so to do because otherwise they will be guilty of tempting God and of incurring their own hurt as having a fair way open for the avoyding thereof but they needlesly expose themselves thereto Whereupon they argue thus If therefore that which is done against the Quakers were indeed persecution what spirit may they be thought to be acted and led by who are in their actings so contrary to the commandment and example of Christ and of his Saints in the case of persecution which these men suppose to be their case Plain enough it is that if their case were the same their actings are not the same but quite contrary So that Christ and his Saints were led by one Spirit and these people by another for rather than they would not shew their contempt of authority and make disturbance amongst his people they chuse to go contrary to the express direction of Jesus Christ and the approved example of his Saints to the hazard and peril of their own lives Answ Afflictions tribulations tryals persecutions are not to be fled from but to be born and passed through to the Kingdome into which the entrance is through many of these Acts 14.22 and Christ saith he that will be his Disciple must take up his cross daily and follow him Luke 9.23 Now persecution for Christ is part of the cross which the Disciple must not run away from but take up and follow Christ with Yea the Apostle is very express 2 Tim. 3.12 Yea and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution It is the portion of all and all must bear it The World hateth and persecuteth in some degree or other all that are not of the World and all must be content with their daily portion thereof waiting on God for strength to bear the cross not flying it and the Apostle commends the Hebrews for enduring the great fight of afflictions Heb. 10.32 33 34. The Jews were zealous for the Law and Ordinances of Moses and grievous persecutors of the Christians especially of such as had been of them before now the Christians are commended for standing the shock for bearing the brunt for not fearing the loss of name goods life or any thing but eyeing the heavenly treasure So Christ warning of persecution bids the Church to fear none of those things which she should suffer but be faithful unto the death and he that thus overcometh should not be hurt of the second death Revel 2.10 11. and the Apostle Peter sayes if ye suffer for righteousnest sake happy are
of the Lord of what comes forth in his name And who walk thus walk not in the faith nor in the order of the Gospel which doth not suddenly reject any thing but first throughly tries both doctrines and spirits whether they be of God or no. He that rejects that which is of God cannot thrive or prosper in his spirit and he that tries in the hastiness of the flesh and not in the patience and meekness of the spirit is in great danger of rejecting what ever of God appears But can they not enjoy there own liberty and walk in the order of the Gospel and mannage the sword of the spirit against errors and spiritual enemies according to the order of the Gospel which is mighty through God to cut down the flesh unless they get the Magistrates sword to cut down every appearance of truth and every person holding forth any truth but what they themselves shall own Cannot the spirit of God lead into further truth than they were led into when they went into New-England and may not the Lord take his own time to discover it to them and to lead them into it So that when first it appears it may be hid from them and will nothing serve them but the Magistrates sword to cut it down so soon as ever it appears Did not the Bishops of England think theirs to be the Gospel order and cryed against the non-conformists that they could not live peaceably for them but they disturbed the order of the Church and drew mens minds from matters of faith and edification Surely the desire of such a kind of peace as may stop the breaking forth of light to the people of God for their further leading out of Babylon is not good This is rather a fleshly case than true peace which the Lord hath not allotted to his people but they are to wait for the pouring down of his spirit and the opening of the deep mysteries of his life in the latter daies and to try what comes forth in his name whether it be of him or no that they may not lose the good as it breaks forth nor be deceived with the evil as it gets into and appears in the shape and likeness of the good Now the drift of the argument lies in this that this liberty they cannot enjoy without a non-tolleration of others Tolleration of any but themselves and their own way disturbs their peace their faith their order Answ The true liberty the true faith the true order of the Gospel was enjoyed formerly without this power of suppressing others by carnal weapons and violent Lawes Yea this power of suppressing others and of compelling to a way of Religion and Worship came up with Antichrist and that power which came up with Antichrist is not of Christ The Dragon gave his power to the beast Rev. 13.4 and another beast riseth up with horns like a Lamb ver 11. and this Beast compelleth ver 12. Mark the beast which appeared with horns like a Lamb as if it had Christs power and maketh fire to come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men and who can deny these to be of God that can do such things this very beast compelleth or causeth to worship as ver 12 So this beast which appears like a Lamb joines with the first beast whom it had set up under another appearance and both compel to the worshipping of an Image of the truth of such an image of the truth as they think good to advance and so from the truth it self And he that will not be deceived with their image with their likeness with that which they call the truth and way of God or order of the Gospel and so shall refuse to bow thereto he shall not he permitted either to buy or sell ver 16 17. There is no living as men within their bounds unless they will bow to their image But the true Lamb doth not compel but calls to wait on the Fathers drawings till the Father by his spirit make willing And though by the Lamb Kings Reign and Princes decree justice Pro. 8.15 yet they never had any commission from him to force men to that way of Religion and worship to which the Spirit of the Lord alone can make them willing nor to fall upon them because they were unwilling This is from the Dragon where ever it is found This then is the great matter of controversie you account it your liberty not to tollerate and here stands your peace and Religion which was a liberty the true Christians never had and you cannot with patience hear any to testifie against you and so ye now fall upon any that come to witness against you even as ye your selves once suffered when ye were witnesses But how can ye manifest that God shall reveal no truth but what he reveals to you or if he do that ye have liberty not to tollerate it or the persons that hold it forth Wherefore consider seriously whether this be a right liberty ye have aimed at for if your aim hath been at a liberty which is not granted of God at such a liberty as will not stand with the liberty of his spirit in his people no marvail though ye have run into indirect means to attain it and so from step to step have been led to the utmost degree of violence and persecution and being engaged in it are now forced to seek for arguments to maintain it This argument is further enforced by proposing the inconsiderableness of the Quakers suffering of a non-tolleration compared with a manifest and greatest hazard of a tolleration unto the country Their absence from hence is no detriment to them their presence here threatens no less than the ruine of all to us c. Answ As for outward detriment the Quakers do not consider that in cases of this nature but that in them which is born of God hearing and receiving his command presently obeys waiting for his presence and power to carry through and doth not at all mind the hardships to be met with But the inward detriment arising from disobedience to God is very great even the loss of his sweet presence life and power at present besides the utter hazard of the soul for that which draweth back from obedience to the spirit of the Lord the Lord hath no pleasure in they have known the terrors of the Lord to the disobedient therefore they may not please men in forbearing to go where he sends them nor standing in his counsel and power do they fear them which can kill the body but they exceedingly dread the death and losse of their Souls and him who hath the power thereof And as for their presence threatning the ruin of all to you that 's but a miss apprehension It may indeed be ruine to that part in you which is wise and strong without the presence of the life of God but the elect which is built upon the rock cannot be
that will rest upon the persecutors though they use never so much art to make the Lambs appear guilty and themselves guiltless Their Spirit Nature manner of fighting which is with Lamb-like weapons which hurt not flesh and blood their whole course and conversation and manner of suffering c. manifests them to be Lambs this is of much more force than a bare saying they are Lambs None of this is mentioned on their behalf but only that they say they are Lambs But let us see how fairly that is overthrown Against this that place John 5.31 is alledged If I bear witness of my self my witness is not true whereupon it is said thus Had not Christ been God the reason of the Jews had been good against him Answ Doth not the Spirit of God dwell in the Sons of God and doth not the spirit of God bear witness in them that they are his Children and is not this witness true Iohn saith We know that we are of God 1 Ioh. 5.19 Was not this witness true in John because John was not God Was not the Prophets testimony true that they were his Prophets and that God had sent them and that it was his message which they brought because they were not God Shall the spirit of God work wonders in the heart and shall he not testifie concerning his own work at his pleasure Ah friends how do ye understand Scriptures and raise inferences from it thus to condemn the generation of the righteous Search the Scriptures do not the Prophets still testifie that the Lord sent them and that it was his word which they spake though they themselves were not God but persons moved by the spirit of God who stirred in his servants under the Law but dwelleth resteth and abideth in his people under the Gospel and what he testifieth is true though fleshly wise Israel who seem to themselves very skilful in the Law and letter of the Scriptures could not receive his testimony either then or now Ah friends ye had need take heed and consider lest the bastardly birth in you hath taken up an habitation in the letter without knowing the mind of the spirit whose presence killeth the carnal part and shutteth out the wisdome of the flesh from medling with the Scriptures And whereas you seem to refer all to the tryal of the Scripture both station doctrine and practise surely if ye had done so in truth ye would have more patiently heard their testimony according to the Scriptures Every man pretendeth Scripture but none truly honour it but they who are guided by that spirit which it testifieth of And they who are not guided by that spirit walk not according to the Scriptures but according to reasonings of the fleshly part which windeth it self into the letter of the Scriptures that by some kind of conformity thereto it may avoid the dint of the spirit And this is the way of Antichrists revilings by getting the form crying up that winding his own fleshly spirit into that and sheltering it self under that Thus the Jews cryed up the Temple of the Lord the Sabbath the Law of Moses and writings of the Prophets and under this cover with great zeal persecuted Christ he was looked upon as a blasphemer as one against Gods Temple his Sabbath his Ordinances c. And since the daies of Christ the Antichristian spirit speaks great words of Christ his Death Resurrection Ascention Intercession c. and of Church-order and discipline that under this cover it may fight against the comforter the spirit of truth who alone can lead into truth and which is the proper way of Gods Ministration since Christs ascention And this hath been the way of opposing truth ever since and still is and here is the Antichrist he that holds these in the wrong part and by these fights against the true spirit But if there be any truth in this that ye are willing to be tryed by the Scriptures let it yet come to a fair tryal this way and let them have free liberty to manifest among you what they have to say from the Scriptures why your Church your Ministry your order and government your whole way of teaching and worship is not of God nor according to the Scriptures but an invention and imitation set up in the way of resemblance of what once was truly so If this cannot be made good against you ye will have much advantage of shaming them and of setling your people much firmer than by prisons whips cutting off of eares banishment and death which no mans heart seriously considering it in true soberness can possibly believe to be the proper engines of setling or preserving the Gospel of peace But that the Scripture is the rule of tryal under the Gospel I read not in Scripture but that the things of the spirit are to be known in by the spirit 1 Cor. 2.12 The Apostle John speaking of Antichrists seducers and erring spirits which were to be tryed doth not bid them try them by the words which he wrote or by the other Apostles words or by the Prophets words but by the anointing which keeping close to they need fear no seducers 1 John 2.26 27. The word which was in the beginning being received abode in and kept close to tries all words and spirits That which begets to God is the spirit the great gift which is given to him which is begotten is the spirit and this being given is to become the fountaine of life to the believer John 7.38 And in this spring of life he is to live and receive milk and knowledg and here he is to walk and here he is to try all other waters even by this water And this is more to a believer and more enableth him to try than all the words of truth that ever were written though he that hath this cannot despise or undervalue any thing that the spirit ever wrote but yet the spirit it self is more to him and more certain then any words concerning the spirit Men may make false glosses and mudd and make void the Scriptures by their reasonings and interpretations and traditional apprehensions but this water ever runs fresh clear no foul spirit can defile it Moses gave the Law which directed to and ended in Christ Christ in the flesh finished the work which the Father gave him to do and directed to the comforter to be the leader into all truth yea the spring of life to the believer and here the believer is safe but the Antichristian spirit ravening from this cries up the letter in the stead of this and doth not see how the letter points to and centers in this God hath made us able Ministers of the new Testament saith the Apostle not of the letter but of the spirit 2 Cor. 3.6 he overlooked the letter that was not the thing he was chiefly to minister but the spirit the power to turn men from darkness to light that they might feel him that is
parts of this distinction back upon you for if ye had not been very grosly ignorant ye could never have thus put darkness for light and light for darkness casting such odious reproaches upon the truth to make it appear what it was not had ye not been ignorant of the Scriptures ye would have known the movings of the life and spirit of it in others but through ignorance of the eternal power from your dark reasonings and conceivings about the letter ye are ready to call Christ Beelzebub not knowing the anointing in the members no more than the Scribes and Pharisees did in the head And had not your ignorance also been too much affected ye would have took more pains about the tryal and not have run into such mistakes all along both about them and their Doctrines as ye have done That Christ referred himself either to Pilates or the Jews tryal of him by Scriptures is a gross mistake at best The Jews did try him by Scriptures and according to their understanding therof found him a Sabbath breaker against Moses Law and that he could not be the Messiah Joh. 7.27 and 52. and chap. 12.34 but by their law ought to die John 19.7 There is no trying of the things of God by considering of Scriptures in the carnal mind in the wise reasoning part but in the Spirit which wrote the Scriptures in the understanding which God gives 1 John 5.20 in the wisdome which is bestowed on the babe who lives in the simplicity and pure innocency that is in Christ there the truth it self and also the Scriptures which testifie of it are clear Now Christ did not refer himself to them to be tryed by the Scriptures for he knew what was in man and he knew after what manner they would try him thereby but he bid them search the Scriptures which testified of him that so they might come to know and receive him John 5.39 40. and none knew him but those to whom the Father revealed him So the case of Pauls appealing to Cesar doth not prove that Cesar was a proper judge in cases of Conscience but he was at that time a proper defence against the malice of the Jews who most unconscionably persecuted Paul under a pretence of zeal for God and defence of their Church and Ordinances And were ye not in power but an equal Heathen Magistrate over us both the Quakers durst refer their cause to tryal that they have done you no injury no more than Paul did the Jews Indeed Paul preached that which was the end of the law and the overturning of the Jewish state and if their Priests and Rulers had had him to judge they would have made him as great an offender as ye now make the Quakers Now if your religion stand upon such a bottome as theirs did and not upon the rock in the faith and by the Spirit ye may well fear us it is not without a cause for this we certainly know that all professions of God and of Christ imitations and practises from the letter which stand in mans will and wisdome will not be able to abide the breath of this suffering seed who love the testimony of Jesus and service to his name above their lives And as for an erring conscience there lies the dispute whose conscience errs yours or theirs Ye say they have erred from the letter the Order and Ordinances of the Gospel they say ye have erred from the Spirit and therefore must needs have erred from the letter also and this they are ready to prove according to the Scriptures if ye dare stand to a fair tryal and also that ye are in a knowledge faith worship wisdome c. which stands in the will and carnal part and keeps the carnal part alive This deserves a meek and serious consideration in the fear of him who can destroy the soul and not such a bloody and fiery tryal as your proceedings and writings too much savour of 5. That a regular defence of the truth by the Godly Orthodox Magistrate and others respectively is not persecution Answ To bring the sword of the Magistrate into the work of Christs Spirit and power this is irregular and it doth execution irregularly cutting down the person and not the sin whereas the sword of the Spirit cuts down the sin that the person may be saved Christ came not to destroy mens lives but to save and if any man receive him not or speak against him he calls not for fire from Heaven or for a Magistrates sword but waits to be gratious and by the power of his Spirit having once convinced and gathered doth he defend his truths and people Let but the Magistrate stand still with his sword the Spirit of Christ will soon get the victory over error and a sweeter and better victory than the Magistrates sword can effect Truth sprang up without the Magistrates sword yea against it so it grew so it conquered The Magistrates sword here though never so favourable to truth doth more hurt than good putting the true sword out of its place and keeping down that tenderness of Spirit wherein the truth alone can spring That coercion was instituted for restraining of evil we grant this is the same with the first argument but he that appointed two kinds of coercion set each their limits which they are not to transgress See Answer to the first argument But whereas ye say that tares and ill weeds need no more than being let alone to overrun and spoil the corn That is directly contrary to Christ who said expresly let both grow together until the harvest Mat. 13.30 Sure he would not have his wheat in danger of being destroyed all the time till harvest but he judged that plucking up the tares would more indanger the wheat than letting them alone vers 29. Man may easily mistake and pluck up an ear of wheat instead of a tare and better it were to let many tares alone than pluck up one ear of wheat Ye have long been busied in New-England about plucking up of tares are ye sure ye never plucked up any wheat nay have ye not weeded out the wheat and left the tares standing Undertaking a work so directly contrary to Christs direction and so without the guidance of his Spirit ye might easily thus err Now what the tares are is afterwards expounded they are such persons which grow among the wheat but are not wheat but are to be gathered from the wheat with Christs sickle and bound up in bundles for the burning in the day of his harvest Your comparisons of a Gangreen and the like I wish ye knew how to apply The power of Gods truth in the Spirits of his people is no Gangreen but the form without the power is a Gangreen like Pharaoh's lean cattle soon eats up the fat And he who hath lost his own tenderness and freshness soon turns persecutor of such as remain tender and seek to preserve their freshness In the
great ones there are Princes and these great ones these Princes they Lord it over the inferiour ones exercising authority and dominion over them but it shall not be so among you The Gentile-state was a shadow even as the Jews state was a shadow The one of death the other of life the one of darkness the other of light The one was the Image of Satan the Prince of Wickedness the other of Christ the Prince of Righteousness and Peace They were both vails under which the two Kingdoms were hid Now in this Gentile-state there were Nations Princes Laws Governments Dominions Authorities c. but all in the fall all in the darkness all in the transgression from the life The whole state was corrupt and there must be no imitation from hence no likeness of any such thing in the Kingdome of Christ no such kind of Law no such kind of Government no such kind of Authority no such kind of anger with persons that transgress no such kind of dealing with any no such kind of detriment or hurt to any There is nothing to hurt in the Mountain of Gods holiness but there is a righteous Scepter a sweet Scepter a spiritual Scepter which reacheth the Spirit in the power of life but toucheth not the outward man Two things are here excluded by Christ from whence all the mischief ariseth in the Church all the tyranny and oppression of mens consciences and of their persons estates and liberties for conscience sake first greatness secondly the exercising dominion and authority by those that would be great therein Such a kind of greatness as is in the world it s the destruction of the life of Christ and such a kind of dominion and authority as is among the Nations is the direct overturning of the Kingdome of Christ It sets up another power than Christs another greatness than Christs another kind of authority than Christs and so it eats out the vertue and life of his Kingdom and makes it just like one of the Kingdoms of this World It shall not be so among you This Spirit must be kept out from among you This aspiring Spirit this lofty ruling Spirit which loves to be great which loves to have dominion which would exalt it self because of the gifts it hath received and would bring others into subjection this spirit must be subdued amongst Christs Disciples or it will ruin all The Lord gives grace and knowledge for another end then for men to take upon them to be great and rule over others because of it And he that because of this thinks himself fit to rule over other mens Consciences and to make them bow to what he knows or takes to be truth he loseth his own life hereby and so far as he prevails upon others he doth but destroy their life too For it is not so much speaking true things that doth good as speaking them from the pure and conveying them to the pure for the life runs along from the vessel of life in one into the vessel of life in another and the words though never so true cannot convey life to another but as the living vessel opens in the one and is opened in the other Quest But how shall this spirit be kept out or kept down that it may not hurt the disciple in whom it ariseth or if it do that the hurt may remain to himself and may not prejudice the Church Answ When this spirit begins to arise up in any so soon as ever he perceives it in that that discovers it he is to fight against it laying himself so much the lower by how much he finds this evil spirit raising him up He is to hearken to that which presents the Cross to it and so to come down and subject himself in serving and ministring to those who are little in his eyes Instead of reigning over them let him lye beneath them Let him watch and know the life even in the meanest and serve it for that is his place That which would rule is to serve that which would be great is to be little and the little one is to become a Nation That which is low is to rise and thou art not fit to rise with it further than thou canst serve it both in thy self and others Therefore if ever thou beest aspiring if ever thou have a minde to rule if ever thou think thy self fit to teach because of what thou hast received sink down lye low take up the Cross to that proud spirit make it bend and serve let the life in every one rise over it and trample upon it and afterwards that in thee may arise which is fit to teach yea and to rule in the Lord and so long as that hath the dominion thou maist be serviceable to the Lord and to his truth and people but if ever the other get up again thou must presently come down againe or the wrong spirit will get dominion over thee which with force and cruelty will rule over the life both in thy self and others Thus if a man be faithful to Christ this evil aspiring spirit at its first appearance may be dealt with and kept down but if it be cherished given way to and once let up it will be hard bringing of it down afterwards Therefore the disciples or the Church of Christ they are to watch over every such spirit to beat it down to testifie against it to turn from it to lay it flat to put it in its proper place that is beneath all to minister to all and so not to suffer it to rise see ver 26. Let him be your Minister This is his place this is his work by the authority of Christ He that would be great he that would rule let him minister Own him there if he will lye low there if he will be faithful there ye may have unity with him But in that his aspiring temper in his ruling in his teaching by what he hath gained or what hath been given to him formerly if out of the present life he is to be denyed and turned from If this rule of Christs had been kept to Antichrists power could never have got up nor the poor innocent Lambs so often have been worried by the wolves Ah poor hearts how simply do they come thither where they once tasted refreshment to find wholsome advice not suspecting what is got up there since but give the dominion to a wrong thing and so take directions from a wrong spirit and betray their own simplicity Christ urgeth this upon his disciples from his own pattern even as the Son of man came not to be ministred unto but c. ver 28. If any had right to be great surely Christ it any had right to exercise authority surely Christ If any was to be advanced because of any gift received or because of any presence of the spirit with him surely Christ Yet Christ took not upon him this kind of greatness nor did exercise this kind of
imagining mind which first builds up with apprehensions about Church Religion and worship without the spirit and then is offended with that which cannot bow to those images But be it known unto you O Nations and Powers of the Earth that the Lord hath raised up a people whose knees can alone bow at the name of Jesus and whose tongues can alone confess to him And if Nebuchadnezzars spirit should heat a furnace of affliction seven times hotter then it hath yet been heated all this dâ—y of the cruel sufferings of Gods dear people and threaten all with it that will not bow to the image or form of worship which he sets up yet this we know assuredly that the Lord hath begotten a seed which he can deliver and which we do not doubt but he will deliver let Antichrists Sea Waves roare never so loud against them But however bow to any image they cannot for they have tasted of the living truth it self which hath made them free from such images and idols wherein they were before intangled and the spirit of the Lord calleth aloud to them to stand fast in the liberty wherewith Christ hath set them free and not to receive any more the yoke of bondage upon their necks but to draw under the sweet gentle yoak of his Spirit O England England how sad is thy state how great mighty things hath the Lord done in thee but thou still overlookest his hand and art offended with the work of his Spirit because it sutes not with thy fleshly desires and interests O England England what will become of thee the Lord hath kindled his sire and thou addest fewel daily The Lord is arisen to make inquisition for the sufferings and blood of his people and thou instead of repenting of what thou hast done art greedy of more Thou hast deeply drunk of the whores cup of fornication and that makes thee thus thirsty after the Saints blood Thou cryest out against those that put the Martyrs to death as the professing Jews did against those that put the Prophets to death and yet persecutest their Spirit wherever it appears in further prosecution of the work of reformation at this day even as the Jews did persecute the Spirit of the Prophets in Christ and his Apostles O mourn to the Lord to open thine eyes that thou maist not thus stand any longer in his way Let him bring forth his Church let him set up his truth let him advance his people and do not thou go about to limit the spirit of the holy one in them There 's none of these will harm thee but bring blessings upon thee Let thy Governors keep within their bounds and be a defence upon all people in their just rights and liberties and see if from that day he do not bless thee But if there be one thing in the Lords heart concerning his people and another thing in thine if he resolve to bring them forth to his praise and to give them their liberty in their obedience to his Spirit thou resolve they shall come under thy yoaks and bonds how can ye agree your wrath by this means must needs be kindled against each other and he that hath most strength will carry it For as the day of your wrath is come to see the people of God so increase and grow bold in his truth and power so the day of his wrath is come to see his people so reproached hated hunted and persecuted for his names sake Revel 11.18 And take heed lest upon that spirit which in this generation still continues persecuting the sufferings persecutions and blood of all the Saints and Martyrs shed all the time of Antichrists raign be not required The blood of all the Prophets from Abel to Zacharias was required of that great professing generation of the Jews who spake such great words of Moses and the Prophets but persecuted Christ and his Apostles Mat. 23.35 And the blood of all the souls that lie under the Altar crying how long O Lord holy and true dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth They were bid to rest a little season and then the blood of all that ever was slain since the Apostles dayes is to be required on that generation of professors who are found even to the very last in the persecuting spirit Revel 6.10 11. I do not write this to reproach any sort of professors but in true love and bowels of compassion that such among them as ever had any tast of God and of his sweet meek spirit but are now grown hard and found smiting their fellow servants may if it be possible hear the Lords voyce which yet tenderly calls after them that they may not be cut in pieces and receive their portion of wrath with Babylon Mat. 24.49 50 51. Revel 18.4 As for me I am poor and weak a worm and no man one who hath been a mourner and wanderer in a strange land all my dayes yea I have been that fool who though I have often been very neer yet still knew not the way to the city of my God Eccles 10.15 and at present I am very unworthy and unfit to be an instrument in the Lords hand for the reclaiming of any man from his wanderings Yet this I can in truth and uprightness say concerning the Lords gracious dealings with me that in the bowels of his mercy he hath visited me and turned my face towards his Zion and in his life and Spirit as he pleaseth to keep me fresh and open I know both my way and my leader and also that which is mine enemy which continually endeavoureth to betray and devour me And I speak the truth in Christ I lie not I know also what I have felt wrath and misery upon and that what the Lord hath so long and so severely smitten in me he will not spare in others O that men could hear and avoid my bed of torment where I suffered a most dreadful and terrible hell for many years bear with me for I cannot call it less though without either guilt upon my Spirit or fear of wrath being justified before God in my own conscience till afterwards under long continuance of misery and thick darkness some guilt was contracted and having a secret root of hope concerning good from God if once I might appear in his presence to plead my cause there Who can possibly believe the misery I endured if it were related and yet it had not the least mixture of either of these in it for a long time But after this through the ignorance and thick darkness wherewith I had been long overwhelmed not knowing what had been and still was present with me the tempter by his subtilty got in and led out my mind from what had visited and sought after me all my dayes to wait and hope for some great appearance to set me to rights and here my loss was very great my soul being hereby