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place_n also_o in_o the_o book_n of_o god_n which_o be_v right_o handle_v and_o powerful_o apply_v seem_v to_o have_v a_o special_a keennesse_n to_o strike_v at_o and_o cut_v asunder_o the_o iron_n sinew_n of_o the_o most_o obstinate_a heart_n and_o of_o more_o aptness_n to_o serve_v for_o the_o rouse_a and_o awake_v of_o mere_a civil_a man_n formal_a professor_n pharisy_n and_o foolish_a virgin_n out_o of_o their_o desperate_a slumber_n of_o spiritual_a selfe-deceit_n such_o as_o these_o deut._n 29.19.20_o and_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v when_o he_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o this_o curse_n that_o he_o bless_v himself_o in_o his_o heart_n say_v i_o shall_v have_v peace_n though_o i_o walk_v in_o the_o imagination_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o add_v drunkenness_n to_o thirst_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o spare_v he_o but_o then_o the_o anger_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o jealousy_n shall_v smoke_v against_o that_o man_n and_o all_o the_o curse_n that_o be_v write_v in_o this_o book_n shall_v 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consolation_n do_v the_o distress_a sinner_n receive_v from_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o minister_n when_o he_o have_v compare_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n word_n faithful_o deliver_v by_o he_o with_o the_o work_n of_o god_n grace_n in_o his_o own_o heart_n according_a to_o that_o of_o elibu_n 33.23.24_o if_o there_o be_v a_o angel_n or_o a_o messenger_n with_o he_o a_o interpreter_n one_o of_o a_o thousand_o to_o declare_v unto_o man_n his_o righteousness_n then_o will_v god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o say_v deliver_v he_o from_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n i_o have_v receive_v a_o reconciliation_n 2._o too_o much_o a_o little_a aqua_fw-la vita_fw-la may_v happy_o revive_v and_o refresh_v the_o faint_a spirit_n of_o a_o swoon_a man_n but_o too_o much_o will_v kill_v a_o spoonful_n of_o cinnamon-water_n mingle_v with_o twelve_o spoonfuls_a of_o spring-water_n and_o one_o spoonful_n of_o rose-water_n etc._n etc._n may_v be_v sovereign_a against_o the_o sink_n of_o the_o heart_n 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afford_v he_o a_o moral_a change_n or_o a_o formal_a change_n or_o a_o mental_a change_n i_o mean_v it_o only_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o illumination_n and_o general_a grace_n or_o a_o temporary_a change_n of_o which_o see_v my_o direction_n for_o walk_v with_o god_n pag._n 310._o and_o yet_o continue_v he_o still_o within_o the_o confine_n of_o his_o curse_a kingdom_n and_o in_o a_o damnable_a state_n he_o do_v improove_v to_o the_o utmost_a as_o occasion_n of_o advantage_n be_v offer_v both_o the_o grissely_a shape_n of_o a_o foul_a fiend_n and_o the_o most_o allure_a light_n of_o his_o angelical_a glory_n to_o do_v we_o a_o mischief_n any_o way_n either_o upon_o the_o right_a hand_n or_o the_o left_a how_o many_o thousand_o ah_o pity_n even_o in_o this_o clear_a noontide_n of_o the_o gospel_n do_v he_o keep_v in_o a_o presumptuous_a confidence_n that_o they_o be_v convert_v and_o yet_o most_o certain_o his_o own_o still_o and_o in_o a_o willing_a slavery_n to_o some_o one_o or_o other_o predominant_a lust_n at_o the_o least_o be_v advise_v then_o in_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n whosoever_o thou_o be_v when_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n great_a mercy_n shall_v visit_v and_o vex_v thy_o conscience_n for_o sin_n by_o the_o pierce_a power_n of_o the_o ministry_n be_v sure_a to_o follow_v the_o direction_n and_o guidance_n of_o that_o bless_a hand_n without_o daub_v or_o diversion_n out_o of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o darkness_n through_o the_o pang_n of_o the_o new-birth_n into_o the_o holy_a path_n whole_o and_o for_o ever_o make_v sure_a work_n whatsoever_o it_o cost_v thou_o 188._o have_v never_o any_o thing_n more_o to_o do_v with_o the_o devil_n give_v over_o the_o trade_n of_o sin_v quite_o never_o more_o to_o turn_v again_n unto_o folly_n upon_o any_o term_n and_o if_o satan_n set_v upon_o thou_o with_o bait_n and_o allurement_n to_o detain_v thou_o in_o his_o spiritual_a bondage_n but_o by_o one_o darling_n delight_n to_o which_o thou_o have_v be_v 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they_o have_v be_v to_o hinder_v his_o hopeful_a access_n unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n for_o present_a pardon_n of_o they_o all_o or_o at_o any_o time_n afterward_o confound_v his_o comfort_n and_o confidence_n in_o god_n gracious_a promise_n thus_o no_o doubt_n the_o weary_a soul_n of_o this_o man_n of_o god_n wade_v further_o into_o those_o bottomless_a sea_n of_o mercy_n manifest_v and_o make_v good_a from_o time_n to_o time_n upon_o his_o servant_n his_o heavy_a heart_n may_v sweet_o refresh_v and_o repose_v itself_o upon_o the_o contemplation_n of_o god_n never-failing_a compassion_n in_o not_o cast_v off_o aaron_n everlasting_o for_o his_o fall_n into_o most_o horrible_a idolatry_n in_o not_o suffer_v the_o murmur_a and_o rebellious_a jew_n to_o perish_v all_o and_o utter_o in_o the_o wilderness_n consider_v their_o many_o prodigious_a provocation_n and_o impatiency_n etc._n etc._n but_o at_o length_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o the_o forecited_a psalm_n his_o soul_n set_v it_o triumphant_a selah_n upon_o that_o great_a and_o miraculous_a deliverance_n at_o the_o red_a sea_n one_o of_o the_o most_o glorious_a and_o visible_a miracle_n of_o mercy_n that_o ever_o shine_v from_o heaven_n upon_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o also_o a_o bless_a type_n of_o the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o penitent_a and_o perplex_a soul_n from_o the_o hellish_a pharaâ—â—_n and_o all_o infernal_a power_n in_o the_o red_a sea_n of_o our_o savioâ—â—_n blood_n how_o fair_o now_o and_o feel_o might_a theâ—e_n experimental_a instruction_n and_o this_o passage_n of_o proof_n tread_v and_o chalk_v out_o by_o this_o holy_a man_n illighten_v and_o conduct_v any_o that_o walk_v in_o darkness_n and_o have_v no_o comfort_n out_o of_o the_o like_a distract_a horror_n of_o a_o spiritual_a desertion_n let_v he_o in_o such_o a_o case_n first_o cast_v back_o his_o eye_n upon_o god_n former_a manifold_a merciful_a deal_n with_o himself_o if_o his_o god_n make_v his_o soul_n of_o the_o dark_a nook_n of_o hell_n as_o it_o be_v by_o reason_n of_o its_o sinfulness_n and_o cursednesse_n as_o fair_a and_o beautiful_a as_o the_o bright_a sunbeam_n by_o that_o sovereign_a blood_n which_o gush_v out_o of_o the_o heart_n and_o those_o precious_a grace_n which_o shine_v upon_o it_o from_o the_o face_n of_o his_o son_n that_o never-setting_a sun_n of_o righteousness_n he_o will_v undoubted_o in_o due_a season_n dispel_v all_o those_o mist_n of_o spiritual_a misery_n which_o overshadow_v the_o glory_n and_o comfort_n of_o it_o for_o a_o time_n if_o he_o uphold_v he_o by_o his_o merciful_a hand_n from_o sink_v into_o hell_n when_o he_o be_v a_o horrible_a transgressor_n of_o all_o his_o law_n with_o greediness_n and_o delight_n he_o will_v most_o certain_o though_o perhaps_o for_o a_o small_a moment_n he_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o he_o bind_v up_o
to_o forsake_v not_o some_o but_o every_o sin_n every_o corruption_n every_o breach_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n whatsoever_o hieron_n in_o his_o three_o sermon_n upon_o matth._n 13_o 44._o what_o must_v the_o sinner_n sell_v all_o that_o he_o have_v what_o be_v that_o his_o good_n land_n child_n no_o these_o be_v none_o of_o his_o own_o god_n have_v but_o lend_v he_o these_o to_o use_v and_o some_o that_o will_v have_v christ_n and_o shall_v have_v no_o good_n to_o sell_v what_o then_o be_v our_o own_o our_o sin_n and_o nothing_o else_o he_o that_o will_v have_v part_n in_o christ_n must_v part_v with_o his_o sin_n he_o can_v have_v christ_n and_o keep_v any_o one_o of_o they_o roger_n in_o his_o doctrine_n of_o faith_n p._n 171._o etc._n etc._n qui_fw-la volit_fw-la pro_fw-la dignitate_fw-la suâ_fw-la astimare_fw-la donum_fw-la hoâ—_n quod_fw-la ossert_v christus_fw-la quantum_fw-la sit_fw-la necesse_fw-la est_fw-la jam_fw-la primum_fw-la de_fw-la peccatis_fw-la suis_fw-la &_o miseriâ_fw-la cogitet_fw-la sic_fw-la enim_fw-la siâ—t_fw-la ut_fw-la pluris_fw-la â—aciat_fw-la christum_fw-la quam_fw-la uniâ—ersum_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mundum_fw-la eumque_fw-la avide_n ad_fw-la se_fw-la cripiaâ—_n ad_fw-la justificationem_fw-la &_o salutem_fw-la svam_fw-la aeternam_fw-la rolloc_n in_o joan._n cap._n 6._o pag._n 376._o 376._o though_o a_o man_n dare_v not_o apply_v the_o promise_n to_o one_o only_o terrify_v by_o the_o law_n yet_o to_o one_o true_o thus_o humble_v by_o the_o gospel_n and_o contrite_a heart_a we_o do_v no_o other_o rogers_n ibid_fw-la pag._n 141._o 141._o heb._n 5.9_o 5.9_o hâ—c_fw-la ad_fw-la exilium_fw-la babilonicum_fw-la restringenda_fw-la non_fw-la esse_fw-la dixi_fw-la quia_fw-la patent_n latissimè_fw-la et_fw-la doctâ—inam_fw-la evangelij_fw-la comprehendunt_fw-la in_o qua_fw-la pâ—â—ecipuè_fw-fr est_fw-la vis_fw-la iâ—â—a_fw-la coâ—solandi_fw-la ejus_fw-la enim_fw-la â—st_fw-la erâ—gâ—re_fw-la â—fflictos_fw-la &_o prostiatos_fw-la â—â—ctios_n &_o serè_fw-la mortuos_fw-la recreare_fw-la maesâ—os_fw-la 〈◊〉_d tristitià _fw-la calvin_n quia_fw-la captivitas_fw-la &_o liberatio_fw-la illa_fw-la corporalis_fw-la 〈…〉_z captivitatis_fw-la &_o liberationis_fw-la spiritâ—â—â—is_fw-la non_fw-la in_o literâ—_fw-la haerendum_fw-la nobis_fw-la sed_fw-la ad_fw-la â—â—pliâ—itatis_fw-la spiritualis_fw-la sub_fw-la peccati_fw-la â—ugo_fw-la &_o aeternâ—e_fw-la mortis_fw-la metu_fw-la itemque_fw-la redemptionis_fw-la sempiternae_fw-la per_fw-la christum_fw-la factae_fw-la cogitationem_fw-la assargendum_fw-la erit_fw-la scult_a scult_a de_fw-fr spirituali_fw-la jerosolymâ_fw-la loquor_fw-la cujus_fw-la fundamentum_fw-la christus_fw-la 1._o cor._n 3_o 11._o scult_a in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la in_o that_o sense_n as_o i_o teach_v in_o my_o exposition_n of_o the_o last_o article_n of_o the_o belief_n faith_n in_o the_o first_o act_n make_v we_o christ_n reconcile_v we_o to_o he_o make_v we_o one_o with_o he_o and_o by_o he_o with_o god_n the_o father_n d.d._n d.d._n roger_n of_o dedham_n in_o his_o doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 63._o 63._o he_o make_v contrition_n to_o foâ—low_v legal_a terror_n and_o precede_v that_o repentance_n which_o be_v the_o daughter_n of_o faith_n and_o in_o order_n of_o nature_n follow_v after_o it_o see_v ibid._n pag._n 121.122_o 123.124_o see_v also_o master_n hooker_n preface_n to_o his_o book_n add_v in_o the_o second_o edition_n edition_n if_o any_o be_v trouble_v because_o he_o talk_v of_o hope_n joy_n etc._n etc._n before_o faith_n let_v he_o seek_v satisfaction_n ibid_fw-la pag._n 161.162_o and_o weigh_v well_o his_o distinction_n of_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n pag._n 125.126_o where_o he_o tell_v we_o of_o three_o kind_n of_o they_o first_o some_o common_a to_o elect_n and_o reprobate_n as_o knowledge_n in_o scripture_n prophecy_n tongue_n miracle_n and_o such_o like_a second_o some_o special_a belong_v to_o the_o elect_a only_o as_o faith_n by_o which_o we_o be_v justify_v a_o renew_a heart_n a_o good_a conscience_n the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o such_o like_a grace_n three_o some_o middle_a one_o wrought_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o those_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o actual_o the_o child_n of_o god_n yet_o certain_o shall_v be_v and_o which_o whosoever_o have_v wrought_v in_o they_o shall_v sure_o have_v faith_n and_o can_v go_v long_o without_o it_o such_o be_v this_o contrition_n and_o such_o disposition_n as_o be_v in_o man_n before_o faith_n which_o yet_o be_v wrought_v by_o the_o gospel_n these_o be_v better_o than_o common_a gift_n yet_o not_o actual_a grace_n and_o yet_o gracious_a inclination_n to_o faith_n which_o be_v in_o those_o that_o be_v to_o be_v justify_v and_o which_o if_o we_o speak_v proper_o can_v be_v wrought_v in_o any_o that_o shall_v perish_v see_v master_n hooker_n in_o the_o preface_n to_o the_o same_o book_n book_n as_o a_o great_a divine_a say_v of_o faith_n non_fw-la ex_fw-la gradu_fw-la aut_fw-la mensurâ—_n fidei_fw-la dependet_fw-la justificatio_fw-la sed_fw-la ex_fw-la verâ—â—aâ—e_fw-la justification_n depend_v not_o upon_o the_o degree_n but_o the_o truth_n of_o faith_n davenantius_n in_o expos_n epist_n ad_fw-la coloss._n pag._n 21._o so_o may_v we_o say_v proportionable_o of_o other_o grace_n in_o respect_n of_o comfort_n from_o they_o and_o yet_o that_o of_o austin_n be_v most_o true_a si_fw-la dixisti_fw-la sufficit_fw-la perijsti_fw-la if_o any_o say_v he_o have_v grace_n enough_o he_o have_v just_o none_o minimè_fw-la certè_fw-la bone_fw-la est_fw-la qui_fw-la melior_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la vult_fw-la bernard_n bernard_n sunt_fw-la quaedam_fw-la effecta_fw-la interna_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la sive_fw-la regenerationem_fw-la praevia_fw-la quae_fw-la virtute_fw-la verbi_fw-la spiritusque_fw-la in_o nondum_fw-la justificatorum_fw-la cordibus_fw-la excitantur_fw-la qualia_fw-la sunt_fw-la notitia_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la divinae_fw-la sensus_fw-la peccati_fw-la timor_fw-la poenae_fw-la cogitatio_fw-la de_fw-fr liberatione_n spes_fw-la aliqua_fw-la veniae_fw-la ad_fw-la statum_fw-la justificationis_fw-la in_fw-la quo_fw-la pacem_fw-la habemus_fw-la apud_fw-la deum_fw-la per_fw-la d.n._n jesum_fw-la christum_fw-la non_fw-la solet_fw-la gratia_fw-la divina_fw-la homines_fw-la perducere_fw-la per_fw-la subitum_fw-la enthusiasm_n sed_fw-la multis_fw-la praevijs_fw-la actionibus_fw-la ministerio_fw-la verbi_fw-la subactos_fw-la &_o preparatos_fw-la hoc_fw-la videre_fw-la licet_fw-la in_fw-la illis_fw-la qui_fw-la audiâ—á_fw-la petri_n concione_n peccati_fw-la â—nus_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la timent_fw-la dolent_a liberationem_fw-la desiderant_fw-la spem_fw-la aliquam_fw-la ventae_fw-la concipiunt_fw-la quae_fw-la omne_fw-la exillis_fw-la verbis_fw-la colligi_fw-la possunt_fw-la act._n 2.37_o quùm_fw-la haec_fw-la audivissent_fw-la compuncti_fw-la sunt_fw-la cord_n svo_fw-la &_o dixerunt_fw-la ad_fw-la petrum_fw-la &_o reliquos_fw-la apostolos_fw-la virisratres_fw-la quid_fw-la saciemus_fw-la hoc_fw-la ipsa_fw-la rei_fw-la natura_fw-la requirit_fw-la nam_fw-la sicuti_fw-la in_o generatione_n hominis_fw-la naturali_fw-la multae_fw-la sunt_fw-la praeviae_fw-la dispositiones_fw-la quae_fw-la formae_fw-la inductionem_fw-la praecedunt_fw-la ita_fw-la &_o in_fw-la spirituali_fw-la per_fw-la multas_fw-la antecedanea_n gratiae_fw-la actiones_fw-la ad_fw-la spiritualem_fw-la nativitatem_fw-la pervenitur_fw-la hoc_fw-la denique_fw-la apparet_fw-la ex_fw-la instrumentis_fw-la quibus_fw-la utitur_fw-la deus_fw-la ad_fw-la homines_fw-la regenerandos_fw-la vtiturenim_fw-la ministerio_fw-la hominum_fw-la &_o instrumento_fw-la verbi_fw-la 1._o cor._n 4.15_o per_fw-la evangelium_fw-la ego_fw-la vos_fw-la genui_fw-la quod_fw-la si_fw-la deus_fw-la immediatè_fw-la vellet_fw-la hominem_fw-la impium_fw-la regenerare_fw-la &_o justificare_fw-la nullà _fw-fr cognition_n nullo_n dolore_fw-la nullo_n desiderio_fw-la nullâ_fw-la veniae_fw-la spe_fw-la praeparatum_fw-la nec_fw-la hominum_fw-la ministerio_fw-la nec_fw-la verbo_fw-la praedicato_fw-la hanc_fw-la ad_fw-la remopus_fw-la esset_fw-la nec_fw-la ministris_fw-la verbum_fw-la dei_fw-la rectè_fw-la secantibus_fw-la cura_fw-la incumberet_fw-la apt_a prudenterque_fw-la auditorum_fw-la conscientias_fw-la primò_fw-la legis_fw-la terroribus_fw-la sauciandi_fw-la deinde_fw-la evangelicis_fw-la promissis_fw-la erigendi_fw-la ac_fw-la eosdem_fw-la hartandi_fw-la ad_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la fidemquâ—_n à _fw-la deo_fw-la per_fw-la preces_fw-la &_o lachrymas_fw-la petendam_fw-la suffrag_v colleg._n theologorum_fw-la magnae_fw-la britanniae_fw-la de_fw-la quinque_fw-la controversis_fw-la remonstrantium_fw-la articulis_fw-la de_fw-la antecedaneis_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la thes._n 2._o 2._o yates_n in_o his_o model_n of_o divinity_n lib._n 2._o ca._n 26_o 26_o neither_o let_v any_o dream_n that_o these_o be_v any_o production_n of_o free_a will_n i_o hearty_o abhor_v popery_n pelagianisme_n and_o all_o enemy_n to_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n but_o know_v that_o they_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o the_o word_n and_o spirit_n sunt_fw-la quaedam_fw-la effecta_fw-la interna_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la sive_fw-la regenerationem_fw-la praevia_fw-la quae_fw-la virtute_fw-la verbi_fw-la spiritusque_fw-la in_o nondum_fw-la justificatorum_fw-la cordibus_fw-la excitantur_fw-la qualia_fw-la sunt_fw-la notitia_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la divinae_fw-la sensus_fw-la peccati_fw-la timor_fw-la poenae_fw-la cogitatio_fw-la deliberatione_n spes_fw-la aliquâ_fw-la veniae_fw-la suffrag_v colleg._n theologorum_fw-la mag._n britan._n etc._n etc._n de_n anticedanâ—is_fw-la ad_fw-la conversionem_fw-la thesi._n 2._o 2._o quod_fw-la nam_fw-la sit_fw-la hoc_fw-la donum_fw-la ipse_fw-la exponit_fw-la verbis_fw-la sequentibus_fw-la &_o quis_fw-la sit_fw-la qui_fw-la dicit_fw-la tibi_fw-la donum_fw-la igitur_fw-la est_fw-la ipse_fw-la christus_fw-la silius_fw-la quem_fw-la dedit_fw-la nobis_fw-la pater_fw-la rolloc_n in_o johan._n pag._n 196._o zach._n 13.1_o 13.1_o vidisti_fw-la ulcus_fw-la