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as_o self-hatred_n contempt_n of_o all_o temporality_n etc._n etc._n and_o aim_v o_o lord_n at_o thy_o holy_a love_n and_o union_n how_o clear_o do_v it_o appear_v to_o proceed_v from_o thyself_o the_o pure_a source_n of_o all_o sanctity_n and_o perfection_n alas_o how_o unproportionable_a be_v man_n weakness_n and_o wickedness_n to_o think_v of_o a_o doctrine_n so_o conformable_a to_o thy_o divine_a greatness_n when_o i_o also_o meditate_v on_o the_o mean_n whereby_o this_o faith_n be_v at_o first_o plant_v and_o soon_o after_o propagate_v to_o the_o utmost_a end_n of_o the_o world_n i_o clear_o behold_v a_o hand_n of_o heaven_n and_o a_o evident_a draught_n of_o thy_o infinite_a power_n and_o providence_n twelve_o apostle_n poor_a powerless_a creditless_a person_n propose_v thing_n contrary_a to_o man_n natural_a appetite_n and_o of_o most_o hard_a digestion_n to_o flesh_n and_o blood_n to_o give_v law_n to_o the_o whole_a world_n to_o conquer_v and_o convert_v the_o emperor_n and_o 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which_o be_v never_o want_v to_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o thou_o powerful_o support_v and_o shield_v i_o thy_o weak_a yet_o willing_a soldier_n with_o faithful_a courage_n and_o perseverant_a constancy_n in_o the_o day_n of_o battle_n and_o whensoever_o time_n or_o occasion_n shall_v exact_v a_o trial_n of_o my_o true_a fidelity_n thou_o o_o saviour_n jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o my_o faith_n who_o have_v call_v i_o seek_v i_o find_v i_o carry_v i_o home_o to_o thy_o fold_n and_o number_v i_o among_o thy_o sheep_n grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v lead_v a_o life_n correspondent_a to_o my_o faith_n and_o that_o my_o manner_n may_v be_v conformable_a to_o thy_o merciful_a illumination_n that_o after_o the_o imperfect_a and_o obscure_a knowledge_n of_o this_o world_n i_o may_v final_o arrive_v to_o the_o pure_a knowledge_n of_o thou_o in_o the_o other_o where_o with_o thy_o saint_n i_o hope_v to_o behold_v thou_o face_n to_o face_n by_o the_o light_n of_o glory_n in_o thy_o bless_a eternity_n 7._o a_o triple_a practice_n and_o the_o conclusion_n of_o these_o act_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o mean_a space_n i_o will_v by_o thy_o bless_a assistance_n o_o divine_a bounty_n daily_a and_o diligent_o prepare_v encourage_v and_o fortify_v my_o soul_n with_o these_o three_o pious_a practice_n 1._o since_o faith_n be_v the_o fountain_n of_o all_o grace_n the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o soul_n of_o my_o love_n the_o groundwork_n of_o my_o salvation_n the_o only_a eye_n by_o which_o i_o can_v view_v heaven_n through_o this_o veil_n of_o mortality_n the_o root_n of_o all_o that_o be_v true_o good_a desirable_a amiable_a and_o yet_o this_o so_o necessary_a a_o good_a o_o eternal_a goodness_n be_v thy_o free_a gift_n i_o will_v instant_o beg_v it_o of_o thy_o bounty_n and_o never_o cease_v cry_v out_o in_o imitation_n of_o thy_o apostle_n lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n 2._o since_o the_o want_n of_o this_o lively_a and_o active_a faith_n in_o such_o thing_n as_o concern_v thy_o divine_a honour_n o_o dread_a sovereign_n and_o my_o own_o happiness_n be_v the_o chief_a cause_n that_o i_o have_v pass_v and_o lose_v so_o many_o year_n day_n and_o hour_n of_o my_o short_a life_n without_o make_v any_o progress_n in_o thy_o love_n or_o profit_n in_o virtue_n my_o soul_n shall_v henceforth_o inhabit_v heaven_n my_o spirit_n shall_v be_v no_o long_o link_v to_o these_o sensible_a object_n but_o shall_v look_v upon_o thing_n to_o come_v as_o if_o they_o be_v present_a truth_n ah_o world_n what_o be_v thou_o to_o i_o who_o be_o make_v for_o a_o eternity_n o_o earth_n how_o i_o loathe_v thou_o when_o i_o behold_v heaven_n 3._o since_o my_o faith_n be_v thus_o settle_a my_o conscience_n thus_o quiet_v my_o mind_n thus_o resolve_v upon_o such_o evident_a ground_n such_o infallible_a principle_n let_v hell_n vomit_v out_o all_o its_o malice_n by_o heretic_n mouth_n against_o these_o my_o tenant_n let_v all_o the_o dead_a arise_v from_o their_o grave_n to_o tell_v i_o i_o be_o deceive_v let_v the_o angel_n and_o saint_n descend_v from_o heaven_n to_o evangelize_n a_o new_a doctrine_n let_v all_o christian_n upon_o earth_n revolt_n against_o this_o and_o receive_v a_o contrary_a belief_n i_o will_v still_o remain_v steadfast_a in_o my_o choice_n and_o firm_a in_o my_o station_n not_o for_o the_o miracle_n which_o have_v confirm_v i_o and_o mark_n of_o truth_n which_o have_v seal_v my_o security_n and_o thy_o church_n infallibility_n but_o because_o thou_o my_o lord_n who_o have_v thus_o illuminate_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o supernatural_a light_n of_o faith_n which_o thy_o church_n teach_v i_o be_v the_o truth_n itself_o and_o can_v not_o possible_o deceive_v i_o lord_n i_o believe_v thyself_o and_o thy_o sacred_a church_n this_o be_v the_o sum_n of_o my_o belief_n this_o be_v my_o present_a profession_n and_o protestation_n before_o heaven_n and_o earth_n
reflect_v upon_o my_o sinful_a life_n i_o tremble_v at_o death_n memory_n and_o approach_n but_o o_o dear_a jesus_n when_o i_o consider_v thy_o infinite_a merit_n and_o mercy_n i_o be_o comfort_v i_o become_v confident_a and_o i_o remain_v content_a to_o die_v whensoever_o it_o shall_v be_v thy_o good_a pleasure_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n suffer_v death_n to_o give_v i_o eternal_a life_n 10._o how_o long_o be_v thou_o content_a to_o lie_v languish_v in_o sickness_n and_o after_o death_n to_o remain_v punish_v in_o purgatory_n even_o as_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n for_o in_o sickness_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n i_o whole_o resign_v and_o abandon_v myself_o to_o thy_o sacred_a will_n and_o disposition_n 11._o 1._o have_v i_o not_o be_v bountiful_a liberal_a and_o love_v to_o thou_o 2._o have_v thou_o well_o requite_v this_o my_o love_n and_o liberality_n 3._o what_o thanks_o do_v thou_o give_v i_o 4._o at_o lest_o what_o do_v i_o deserve_v from_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n thy_o liberality_n mercy_n goodness_n and_o love_n to_o i_o thy_o most_o ungrateful_a vassal_n have_v be_v excessive_a immense_a unmeasurable_a and_o alas_o i_o have_v never_o requite_v the_o least_o of_o thy_o benefit_n by_o any_o faithful_a service_n fervent_a affection_n or_o sincere_a gratitude_n but_o now_o o_o my_o royal_a benefactor_n behold_v i_o here_o 1._o render_v thou_o all_o the_o humble_a thanks_o benediction_n and_o praise_n i_o be_o able_a 2._o i_o hearty_o wish_v it_o be_v in_o my_o power_n to_o praise_v honour_n and_o love_v thou_o with_o that_o purity_n fervour_n and_o affection_n as_o thou_o deserve_v and_o i_o desire_v 3._o since_o i_o know_v myself_o to_o be_v altogether_o uncapable_a to_o pay_v what_o i_o owe_v thou_o therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o pay_v thyself_o out_o of_o thy_o own_o infinite_a stock_n of_o mercy_n and_o thy_o son_n immense_a treasure_n of_o merit_n 4._o thyself_o o_o my_o sovereign_n lord_n god_n be_v thy_o own_o praise_n and_o this_o i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n 12._o how_o much_o do_v i_o suffer_v on_o the_o cross_n 2._o for_o who_o 3._o what_o move_v i_o to_o it_o 4._o what_o do_v i_o thirst_v after_o in_o die_v and_o cry_v sitio_fw-la 5._o compare_v thy_o pain_n with_o i_o be_v there_o any_o proportion_n 6._o will_v not_o all_o this_o move_v thou_o to_o suffer_v a_o little_a sickness_n and_o death_n for_o i_o o_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o conceive_v much_o less_o to_o express_v the_o dismal_a torment_n thou_o endure_v at_o thy_o death_n 2._o yet_o i_o know_v it_o be_v all_o to_o redeem_v sinner_n and_o myself_o in_o particular_a 3._o and_o the_o only_a motive_n be_v the_o great_a affection_n thou_o have_v to_o save_v my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v love_v praise_n and_o enjoy_v thou_o eternal_o 4._o i_o believe_v thy_o thirst_n be_v after_o my_o love_n and_o salvation_n 5._o and_o i_o wish_v that_o i_o may_v be_v after_o thy_o only_a love_n and_o honour_n 6._o in_o thanksgiving_n for_o all_o which_o thy_o love_n favour_n and_o benefit_n and_o because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n i_o absolute_o resign_v myself_o to_o suffer_v and_o die_v when_o how_o and_o where_o it_o shall_v please_v thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n 13._o but_o what_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o of_o the_o number_n of_o my_o elect_n and_o that_o out_o of_o my_o severe_a justice_n i_o shall_v send_v thou_o into_o hell_n fire_n o_o my_o god_n i_o remit_v myself_o whole_o to_o thou_o and_o be_v i_o assure_v of_o that_o fearful_a separation_n from_o thou_o yet_o i_o will_v still_o endeavour_v to_o love_v thou_o serve_v thou_o and_o adhere_v to_o thou_o during_o this_o my_o pilgrimage_n on_o earth_n with_o all_o possible_a diligence_n sincerity_n and_o fidelity_n 14._o do_v thou_o not_o much_o desire_n in_o die_v to_o have_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o sacrament_n and_o the_o presence_n and_o prayer_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n and_o of_o my_o holy_a church_n this_o o_o my_o dear_a lord_n be_v my_o most_o hearty_a desire_n but_o i_o prefer_v thy_o bless_a will_n before_o both_o i_o care_v not_o how_o sudden_o death_n may_v seize_v on_o i_o so_o it_o find_v i_o not_o unprovided_a all_o this_o which_o be_v by_o i_o speak_v and_o answer_v to_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n with_o perfect_a use_n of_o sense_n and_o judgement_n i_o will_v by_o his_o divin_fw-fr grace_n never_o revoke_v or_o deny_v where_o and_o howsoever_o i_o lead_v and_o end_v my_o life_n of_o all_o which_o i_o take_v for_o witness_v my_o lord_n god_n himself_o in_o who_o presence_n i_o be_o and_o the_o whole_a court_n of_o heaven_n humble_o offer_v up_o these_o my_o desire_n intention_n and_o resolution_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o the_o divin_fw-fr mercy_n to_o be_v there_o ratify_v confirm_v and_o perfect_v by_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n christ_n jesus_n and_o by_o the_o intercession_n of_o he_o and_o my_o bless_a mother_n mary_n and_o hearty_o beg_v the_o 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faith_n in_o that_o sense_n and_o meaning_n which_o my_o holy_a mother_n the_o catholic_n church_n the_o spouse_n of_o christ_n and_o pillar_n of_o truth_n have_v and_o do_v propose_v they_o to_o be_v understand_v and_o believe_v 2._o also_o i_o protest_v that_o i_o do_v with_o all_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n detest_v all_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o life_n past_a humble_o beg_v pardon_n for_o all_o my_o commission_n against_o god_n my_o neighbour_n myself_o in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o for_o all_o my_o omission_n in_o observe_v the_o precept_n of_o god_n and_o his_o church_n the_o rule_n and_o constitution_n of_o my_o profession_n the_o work_n of_o mercy_n either_o spiritual_a or_o corporal_a as_o also_o for_o have_v abuse_v the_o sacrament_n refuse_v god_n grace_n reject_v his_o inspiration_n neglect_v his_o vocation_n be_v careless_a in_o the_o custody_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o sense_n scandalous_a in_o my_o life_n and_o manner_n tepid_a in_o tend_v to_o perfection_n and_o 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