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possession_n of_o all_o real_a good_a but_o what_o be_v the_o consequence_n of_o this_o alliance_n the_o great_a humiliation_n that_o ever_o be_v what_o profit_v arrive_v to_o jesus_n christ_n thereby_o he_o become_v the_o most_o abject_a persecute_v despise_v of_o all_o creature_n and_o why_o all_o this_o because_o be_v so_o strict_o ally_v to_o verity_n he_o can_v not_o but_o have_v the_o possession_n of_o all_o veritable_a good_n belong_v to_o his_o mortality_n and_o be_v so_o intimate_o unite_v to_o the_o divinity_n he_o enter_v into_o a_o strict_a obligation_n to_o procure_v the_o interest_n of_o his_o father_n but_o the_o best_a mean_n to_o repair_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n offend_v by_o the_o pride_n of_o sinner_n be_v humiliation_n suffering_n annihilation_n the_o sacred_a humanity_n therefore_o will_v suffer_v and_o die_v to_o repair_v the_o injury_n do_v to_o god_n and_o to_o purchase_v soul_n for_o he_o that_o may_v adore_v and_o love_v he_o to_o all_o eternity_n this_o be_v 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jesus_n be_v bear_v in_o a_o poor_a stable_a under_o the_o appearance_n of_o the_o edict_n of_o augustus_n caesar_n nevertheless_o this_o be_v in_o verity_n the_o design_n of_o the_o eternal_a father_n hide_v under_o this_o edict_n the_o emperor_n execute_v his_o vanity_n and_o the_o eternal_a father_n at_o the_o same_o time_n execute_v the_o verity_n of_o his_o divine_a decree_n herod_n make_v jesus_n fly_v into_o egypt_n we_o judge_v he_o do_v it_o for_o fear_n he_o shall_v take_v his_o crown_n from_o he_o and_o it_o be_v in_o effect_n the_o eternal_a father_n who_o crown_v himself_o in_o bring_v about_o his_o sacred_a ordination_n by_o such_o mysterious_a proceed_n o_o how_o the_o exercise_n of_o a_o christian_a life_n and_o the_o study_n of_o its_o mystery_n discover_v to_o a_o soul_n admirable_a verity_n and_o beside_o this_o all_o be_v but_o vanity_n chap._n xii_o there_o be_v many_o way_n in_o christianity_n all_o which_o be_v according_a to_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n christ._n it_o be_v a_o great_a pity_n to_o see_v how_o we_o trouble_v our_o brain_n with_o nice_a subtlety_n and_o daily_o find_v out_o some_o pretence_n or_o other_o to_o excuse_v we_o from_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o supernatural_a life_n as_o have_v not_o proper_a qualification_n for_o it_o now_o there_o be_v no_o condition_n for_o which_o jesus_n have_v not_o form_v a_o model_n for_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 1._o for_o he_o himself_o have_v lead_v divers_a life_n on_o earth_n one_o be_v a_o life_n of_o a_o suffering_n chief_o at_o the_o time_n of_o his_o passion_n 2._o another_o be_v a_o hide_a unknown_a despise_a life_n almost_o all_o his_o day_n except_o the_o last_o year_n when_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o father_n and_o the_o salvation_n of_o mankind_n do_v necessitate_v his_o manifestation_n 3._o another_o be_v a_o illuminative_a life_n by_o his_o divine_a sermon_n when_o he_o preach_v as_o our_o doctor_n to_o instruct_v the_o people_n 4._o another_o be_v a_o liberal_a and_o charitable_a life_n as_o when_o he_o feed_v his_o auditor_n miraculous_o in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o heal_v all_o manner_n of_o disease_n 4._o another_o be_v a_o life_n of_o converse_n as_o when_o he_o treat_v with_o the_o jew_n to_o bring_v they_o to_o faith_n and_o repentance_n 6._o another_o be_v a_o life_n all_o of_o sweetness_n and_o extraordinary_a illumination_n as_o on_o mount_n tabor_n 7._o another_o be_v a_o life_n of_o contemplation_n as_o when_o he_o pass_v whole_a night_n in_o prayer_n 8._o another_o be_v a_o life_n of_o mortification_n and_o fast_v as_o when_o tempt_v by_o satan_n in_o the_o desert_n now_o jesus_n lead_v all_o these_o life_n so_o different_a to_o instruct_v christian_n who_o be_v his_o member_n and_o in_o they_o shall_v live_v to_o the_o world_n end_n so_o as_o they_o may_v true_o say_v with_o st._n paul_n vivo_fw-la ego_fw-la jam_fw-la non_fw-la ego_fw-la etc._n etc._n i_o live_v yet_o not_o i_o but_o jesus_n who_o live_v in_o i_o jesus_n have_v honour_v all_o these_o state_n of_o his_o life_n in_o his_o church_n on_o earth_n some_o have_v choose_v to_o honour_v his_o suffer_a life_n and_o in_o a_o manner_n it_o seem_v they_o be_v proper_a for_o nothing_o else_o other_o he_o choose_v to_o honour_v his_o abject_a life_n and_o in_o this_o they_o be_v excellent_a never_o cease_v to_o glorify_v high_o the_o abjection_n of_o jesus_n christ_n by_o be_v well-pleased_n with_o their_o humiliation_n for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n god_n have_v in_o his_o house_n those_o sort_n of_o servant_n who_o be_v think_v by_o some_o to_o be_v unprofitable_a be_v neither_o proper_a to_o suffer_v much_o nor_o procure_v the_o good_a of_o other_o spiritual_a or_o temporal_a and_o so_o be_v despise_v and_o of_o no_o repute_n but_o judge_v a_o charge_n to_o religion_n and_o nothing_o serviceable_a and_o it_o be_v think_v a_o mighty_a matter_n to_o endure_v they_o o_o divine_a light_n of_o abjection_n descend_v from_o heaven_n and_o enlighten_v poor_a soul_n what_o change_n will_v thou_o make_v in_o they_o what_o glory_n will_v they_o return_v to_o god_n o_o the_o blindness_n of_o some_o who_o be_v spiritual_a not_o to_o know_v how_o to_o be_v content_a with_o the_o portion_n that_o jesus_n give_v they_o and_o live_v the_o life_n which_o he_o assign_v they_o it_o be_v decree_v in_o eternity_n that_o i_o shall_v live_v a_o life_n of_o abjection_n and_o i_o will_v needs_o live_v a_o active_a life_n not_o proper_a for_o i_o o_o christian_n whoever_o thou_o be_v it_o matter_n not_o what_o life_n thou_o live_v provide_v thou_o do_v honour_v the_o life_n of_o jesus_n if_o thou_o desire_v nothing_o but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n any_o one_o of_o his_o way_n will_v content_v thou_o if_o thou_o be_v well_o mortify_v and_o annihilate_v in_o thyself_o thou_o will_v be_v content_a to_o glorify_v god_n so_o much_o and_o in_o that_o manner_n as_o best_o please_v he_o a_o hide_a life_n glorify_v god_n as_o well_o as_o a_o active_a have_v a_o care_n in_o desire_v one_o for_o the_o other_o under_o a_o false_a zeal_n to_o do_v more_o for_o god_n perhaps_o herein_o thou_o secret_o seek_v after_o fame_n and_o splendour_n but_o this_o be_v rather_o to_o desire_v the_o honour_n of_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n than_o pure_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n christ_n a_o purity_n where_o nature_n can_v find_v what_o she_o desire_v o_o the_o happy_a state_n of_o denudation_n which_o ravish_v the_o angel_n with_o admiration_n a_o soul_n that_o have_v mount_v to_o this_o point_n have_v leave_v all_o creature_n below_o she_o and_o can_v true_o say_v with_o holy_a david_n quid_fw-la mihi_fw-la est_fw-la in_o caelum_fw-la aut_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la quid_fw-la volui_fw-la super_fw-la terram_fw-la god_n be_v the_o only_a object_n of_o my_o desire_n to_o be_v plunge_v in_o abjection_n be_v to_o find_v god_n pure_o
in_o their_o hearr_n to_o engage_v they_o efficacious_o in_o his_o love_n and_o service_n so_o be_v it_o amen_n the_o content_n book_n i._o of_o the_o love_n of_o humiliation_n which_o be_v the_o solid_a foundation_n of_o all_o christian_a perfection_n chap._n 1._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o attain_v christian_a perfection_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o humility_n pag._n 1._o chap._n 2._o the_o foundation_n of_o christian_a humility_n 5_o chap._n 3._o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o 8_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o great_a saint_n have_v attain_v to_o perfection_n by_o a_o singular_a love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n 11_o chap._n 5._o that_o we_o have_v only_o so_o much_o of_o the_o true_a spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n as_o we_o have_v a_o inclination_n to_o abjection_n 14_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o sight_n of_o our_o own_o nothing_o inspire_v we_o with_o self-contempt_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 17_o chap._n 7._o that_o god_n be_v glorify_v by_o our_o annihilation_n 20_o chap._n 8._o that_o the_o soul_n be_v rich_a when_o she_o possess_v the_o love_n of_o self-contempt_n 23_o chap._n 9_o what_o profit_n we_o draw_v from_o humiliation_n 26_o chap._n 10._o the_o way_n how_o to_o arrive_v to_o perfect_a humiliation_n 29_o chap._n 11._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o leave_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n to_o become_v annihilate_v 32_o chap._n 12._o that_o we_o must_v renounce_v our_o sense_n and_o humane_a reason_n to_o love_v humiliation_n 34_o chap._n 13._o that_o the_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o we_o do_v annihilate_v we_o powerful_o 44_o chap._n 14._o that_o a_o soul_n espouse_v jesus_n christ_n espouse_n his_o cross_n and_o suffering_n 41_o chap._n 15._o that_o the_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o we_o do_v annihilate_v we_o powerful_o 44_o chap._n 16._o to_o be_v content_a with_o abjection_n after_o our_o fault_n repair_v the_o injury_n to_o god_n and_o make_v up_o our_o ruin_n 46_o chap._n 17._o consideration_n upon_o tho_o vileness_n of_o this_o corruptible_a body_n 51_o chap._n 18._o consideration_n upon_o the_o natural_a inclination_n we_o have_v to_o evil_n 54_o book_n ii_o of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o all_o true_a christian_n chap._n 1._o the_o idea_n or_o description_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 75_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o high_a esteem_n we_o ought_v to_o have_v of_o the_o christian_a life_n 60_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o ought_v with_o st._n paul_n to_o convert_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n 63_o chap._n 4._o of_o the_o alliance_n we_o must_v make_v with_o the_o holy_a folly_n of_o the_o cross_n 67_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o ought_v to_o conform_v our_o interiour_n to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ._n 70_o chap._n 6._o the_o sublimity_n of_o the_o christian_a life_n 74_o chap._n 7._o there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o this_o supertural_a life_n 77_o chap._n 8._o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 80_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o liberty_n we_o enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 81_o chap._n 10._o our_o great_a happiness_n on_o earth_n be_v to_o profess_v the_o way_n of_o christianity_n 87_o chap._n 11._o that_o truth_n be_v only_o find_v in_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n the_o rest_n be_v vanity_n 91_o chap._n 12._o there_o be_v many_o way_n in_o christianity_n all_o which_o be_v according_a to_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 94_o chap._n 13_o some_o maxim_n concern_v a_o supernatural_a life_n 98_o chap._n 14._o what_o content_a a_o soul_n receive_v in_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 101_o chap._n 15._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o humane_a prudence_n 105_o chap._n 16._o the_o conclusion_n that_o we_o ought_v to_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 108_o book_n iii_o of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o divine_a providence_n chap._n 1._o our_o first_o thought_n in_o the_o morning_n ought_v to_o be_v that_o god_n be_v present_a 111_o chap._n 2._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o the_o soul_n make_v we_o little_a value_n the_o absence_n of_o the_o creature_n 114_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o can_v and_o aught_o to_o conserve_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o occasion_n of_o extroversion_n 118_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n be_v clear_o see_v in_o a_o purify_a interior_a 121_o chap._n 5._o that_o our_o union_n with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n aught_o to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o our_o action_n 125_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o we_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o suffer_v and_o enjoy_v 128_o chap._n 7._o that_o the_o divine_a presence_n make_v we_o to_o love_v prayer_n or_o action_n as_o best_o please_v god_n 132_o chap._n 8._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n bring_v we_o into_o a_o disesteem_a of_o other_o thing_n 136_o chap._n 9_o where_o we_o may_v best_o find_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n 139_o chap._n 10._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o with_o divine_a providence_n 143_o chap._n 11._o to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o all_o thing_n but_o god_n good_a pleasure_n 146_o chap._n 12._o we_o ought_v to_o comport_v ourselves_o with_o a_o respectful_a reverence_n in_o god_n presence_n 149_o chap._n 13._o to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n 153_o chap._n 14._o how_o the_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o ourselves_o to_o god_n make_v we_o find_v a_o paradise_n upon_o earth_n 157_o chap_n 15._o how_o the_o beauty_n that_o be_v in_o the_o order_n of_o god_n content_n a_o soul_n 161_o chap._n 16._o the_o practice_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o the_o seven_o day_n of_o the_o week_n 163_o the_o first_o day_n the_o be_v of_o god_n 164_o the_o second_o day_n the_o omnipotency_n of_o god_n 166_o the_o three_o day_n of_o the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n 167_o the_o four_o day_n the_o patience_n of_o god_n 169_o the_o five_o day_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 174_o the_o six_o day_n the_o justice_n of_o god_n 172_o the_o seven_o day_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 173_o book_n iv_o of_o solitude_n and_o the_o practice_n of_o two_o excellent_a retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n chap._n 1._o of_o the_o beauty_n of_o christian_a solitude_n 175_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o necessity_n of_o solitude_n 179_o chap._n 3._o the_o difficulty_n of_o solitude_n 182_o chap._n 4._o the_o occupation_n of_o solitude_n 186_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o may_v put_v our_o soul_n and_o sense_n into_o a_o solitude_n 189_o chap._n 6._o a_o solitude_n or_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o infallible_a mystery_n of_o the_o sacred_a trinity_n 192_o first_o day_n 195_o second_o day_n 199_o three_o day_n 203_o four_o day_n 207_o five_o day_n 211_o six_o day_n 215_o seven_o day_n 219_o eight_o day_n 224_o nine_o day_n 228_o ten_o day_n 232_o chap._n 6._o another_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o adorable_a person_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 236_o first_o day_n of_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n ibid._n second_o day_n jesus_n a_o infant_n 241_o three_o day_n jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a 245_o four_o day_n jesus_n the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n and_o piety_n 249_o five_o day_n jesus_n zealator_n of_o soul_n 253_o six_o day_n jesus_n contemplate_v and_o enjoy_v 257_o seven_o day_n jesus_n our_o exemplar_n and_o guide_n 262_o eight_o day_n jesus_n our_o light_n 266_o nine_o day_n jesus_n suffer_v and_o die_v 280_o ten_o day_n jesus_n rise_v from_o death_n and_o gloririous_a 285_o book_n v._o of_o communion_n and_o its_o effect_n chap._n 1._o of_o preparation_n before_o communion_n 291_o chap._n 2._o to_o communicate_v worthy_o we_o must_v put_v ourselves_o in_o a_o state_n conformable_a to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n 294_o chap_n 3._o to_o receive_v the_o communion_n worthy_o we_o must_v imitate_v those_o action_n which_o jesus_n christ_n practise_v when_o he_o institute_v it_o 298_o chap._n 4._o interiour_n entertainment_n during_o communion_n 303_o chap._n 5._o other_o entertainment_n to_o give_v thanks_o after_o communion_n 306_o chap._n 6._o another_o method_n of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 309_o chap._n 7._o the_o first_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o beget_v in_o we_o the_o love_n of_o cross_n and_o humiliation_n 313_o chap._n 8._o continuation_n of_o the_o same_o subject_n 316_o chap._n 9_o the_o second_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o transform_v we_o 319_o chap._n 10._o the_o three_o effect_n of_o communion_n which_o be_v the_o perfect_a and_o consummate_a union_n 323_o chap._n 11._o the_o four_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o confer_v the_o high_a love_n 327_o chap._n 12._o the_o five_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o give_v strength_n and_o perseverance_n in_o the_o service_n
action_n chap._n iii_o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o our_o bless_a saviour_n give_v i_o so_o clear_a a_o sight_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o unworthiness_n that_o i_o be_o convince_v this_o be_v the_o place_n of_o my_o abode_n which_o i_o neither_o can_v nor_o aught_o to_o abandon_v when_o it_o please_v god_n to_o vouchsafe_v i_o no_o heavenly_a influence_n in_o my_o prayer_n and_o recollection_n i_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o complain_v if_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n mollify_v my_o heart_n they_o only_o flow_v from_o his_o pure_a mercy_n o_o how_o well-pleased_a be_o i_o with_o this_o view_n of_o my_o own_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n in_o this_o i_o acquiesce_v as_o in_o my_o centre_n if_o it_o be_v your_o will_n my_o god_n to_o leave_v i_o in_o this_o place_n i_o be_o content_a for_o this_o be_v only_o belong_v to_o i_o provide_v you_o be_v in_o your_o place_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v enough_o that_o be_v to_o say_v in_o your_o own_o be_v your_o power_n your_o grandeur_n your_o glory_n soli_fw-la deo_fw-la honour_n &_o gloria_fw-la o_o how_o well_o be_v you_o in_o your_o place_n and_o i_o in_o i_o rest_v there_o then_o o_o my_o god_n and_o if_o you_o vouchsafe_v to_o prevent_v i_o with_o any_o of_o your_o grace_n i_o will_v abide_v content_o in_o my_o place_n because_o i_o shall_v be_v surround_v with_o your_o mercy_n remain_v in_o my_o nothing_o my_o weakness_n and_o unworthiness_n see_v i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n pleasure_n that_o i_o continue_v in_o my_o place_n it_o be_v evident_a i_o can_v forsake_v it_o without_o displease_v he_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o abide_v fix_v in_o my_o nothing_o by_o a_o free_a acknowledgement_n that_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o can_v merit_v nothing_o for_o this_o be_v truth_n to_o forsake_v this_o and_o pretend_v to_o what_o i_o be_o not_o be_v but_o to_o live_v in_o deceit_n and_o vanity_n ut_fw-la quid_fw-la diligitis_fw-la vanitatem_fw-la &_o quaeritis_fw-la 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what_o be_v man_n in_o his_o sinful_a condition_n a_o abyss_n of_o pride_n of_o blindness_n of_o aversion_n from_o god_n and_o conversion_n to_o the_o creature_n a_o mass_n of_o corruption_n of_o poverty_n and_o inability_n to_o good_a what_o then_o ought_v he_o to_o do_v he_o must_v humble_v himself_o annihilate_v himself_o plunge_v himself_o into_o the_o abyss_n of_o his_o own_o nothing_o and_o live_v in_o perpetual_a fear_n of_o his_o own_o frailty_n we_o shall_v never_o find_v god_n unless_o we_o lose_v ourselves_o in_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n if_o in_o our_o retreat_n we_o profit_v so_o far_o as_o to_o rest_v convince_v that_o the_o true_a way_n to_o come_v to_o god_n be_v to_o follow_v jesus_n christ_n in_o poverty_n and_o abjection_n and_o abnegation_n we_o gain_v what_o can_v be_v get_v by_o recollection_n when_o i_o see_v god_n afford_v i_o no_o great_a occasion_n to_o suffer_v contempt_n or_o pain_n or_o poverty_n i_o ought_v to_o be_v humble_v in_o my_o own_o eye_n because_o this_o be_v a_o sign_n i_o be_o but_o little_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n who_o see_v here_o nothing_o of_o grandeur_n which_o have_v not_o a_o great_a conformity_n with_o christ_n crucify_v god_n have_v not_o design_v i_o for_o any_o great_a example_n of_o virtue_n because_o he_o give_v i_o so_o small_a a_o part_n in_o the_o profound_a abjection_n of_o his_o only_a son_n which_o be_v all_o the_o portion_n he_o give_v he_o here_o upon_o earth_n have_v reserve_v for_o he_o in_o heaven_n the_o full_a possession_n of_o his_o infinite_a grandeur_n and_o perfection_n chap._n iu._n that_o the_o great_a saint_n have_v attain_v to_o perfection_n by_o a_o singular_a love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n contempt_n and_o abjection_n be_v the_o dear_a delight_n of_o the_o friend_n of_o god_n although_o exterior_o they_o may_v possess_v riches_n yet_o their_o heart_n be_v well_o advance_v in_o the_o esteem_n and_o love_n of_o poverty_n if_o they_o live_v in_o honour_n it_o be_v but_o in_o appearance_n their_o heart_n have_v a_o affection_n to_o be_v despise_v nature_n indeed_o do_v not_o relish_v this_o kind_n of_o life_n because_o it_o fight_v continual_o against_o our_o sensual_a inclination_n human_a reason_n find_v little_a or_o no_o gust_n herein_o seek_v god_n only_o by_o she_o own_o light_n but_o grace_n elevate_v a_o soul_n above_o sense_n and_o reason_n push_v we_o on_o to_o supernatural_a action_n jesus_n christ_n himself_o have_v resolve_v to_o embrace_v the_o folly_n of_o the_o cross_n do_v not_o do_v it_o but_o by_o a_o supernatural_a impulse_n as_o be_v manifest_a by_o his_o combat_n with_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o garden_n father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o those_o who_o seem_v to_o we_o most_o wonderful_a saint_n be_v such_o who_o have_v be_v supereminent_a in_o self-contempt_n and_o abnegation_n who_o do_v not_o admire_v the_o generous_a spirit_n of_o holy_a paula_n that_o 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frailty_n be_v the_o profit_n we_o ought_v to_o make_v of_o our_o imperfection_n how_o profitable_a be_v the_o discovery_n of_o my_o misery_n to_o i_o see_v it_o make_v clear_a unto_o i_o all_o these_o verity_n this_o be_v the_o truth_n of_o it_o i_o be_o nothing_o but_o infirmity_n and_o corruption_n and_o more_o than_o i_o can_v comprehend_v and_o for_o the_o love_n i_o ought_v to_o have_v for_o truth_n by_o a_o voluntary_a acquiescence_n i_o love_v and_o adore_v divine_a providence_n which_o have_v bring_v i_o to_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o i_o acknowledge_v myself_o to_o be_v miserable_a and_o be_o please_v the_o world_n shall_v know_v it_o and_o use_v i_o according_a to_o this_o verity_n it_o be_v true_a also_o that_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o complain_v of_o whatsoever_o injury_n be_v do_v we_o by_o word_n or_o deed_n for_o it_o be_v always_o less_o than_o we_o deserve_v it_o be_v the_o law_n of_o christianity_n and_o a_o great_a truth_n that_o we_o ought_v to_o 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herself_o to_o attain_v the_o perfection_n of_o great_a saint_n whereoâ—_n she_o acknowledge_v herself_o unworthy_a and_o if_o god_n be_v please_v to_o communicate_v unto_o her_o great_a grace_n she_o will_v not_o grow_v proud_a as_o well_o know_v she_o own_o weakness_n but_o rejoice_v in_o this_o that_o god_n thereby_o may_v be_v more_o honour_a it_o be_v true_a also_o that_o be_v convince_v of_o she_o own_o unworthiness_n she_o have_v no_o confidence_n in_o herself_o but_o in_o god_n alone_o to_o who_o entire_o she_o give_v up_o herself_o to_o deal_v with_o she_o as_o he_o please_v in_o mercy_n or_o justice_n she_o wonder_v not_o to_o see_v herself_o leave_v and_o abandon_v to_o sin_n because_o she_o know_v she_o deserve_v no_o better_a and_o then_o bless_v the_o divine_a mercy_n for_o not_o deal_v with_o her_o according_a to_o her_o merit_n it_o be_v true_a also_o that_o a_o soul_n grieve_v to_o have_v displease_v god_n will_v be_v content_a to_o be_v real_o reduce_v to_o her_o 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they_o become_v powerful_a and_o courageous_a to_o admiration_n chap._n xv._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o human_a prudence_n the_o supernatural_a life_n be_v a_o continual_a mortification_n of_o deprave_a nature_n 1._o for_o it_o be_v certain_a first_o that_o we_o can_v live_v this_o excellent_a life_n but_o by_o annihilate_v our_o sense_n and_o reason_n 2._o second_o that_o this_o life_n be_v whole_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n which_o can_v be_v but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o inspire_v the_o soul_n with_o his_o influence_n and_o sacred_a motion_n 3._o three_o that_o the_o soul_n which_o live_v this_o life_n must_v be_v elevate_v above_o sense_n und_fw-ge reason_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o prayer_n or_o the_o practice_n of_o virtue_n which_o can_v be_v do_v but_o by_o offer_v up_o herself_o to_o god_n as_o a_o continual_a sacrifice_n that_o though_o oftentimes_o w_n must_v do_v thing_n sensual_a as_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v yet_o these_o must_v be_v do_v as_o grace_n direct_v we_o and_o other_o thing_n according_a to_o reason_n as_o to_o love_v our_o relation_n and_o friend_n yet_o this_o must_v be_v only_o in_o god_n and_o as_o his_o oracle_n do_v dictate_v to_o we_o o_o life_n of_o grace_n how_o be_v thou_o a_o continual_a death_n and_o mortification_n who_o live_v christianly_o live_v a_o martyrdom_n tota_n vita_fw-la christiana_n crux_fw-la est_fw-la &_o martyrium_fw-la however_o it_o be_v a_o joyful_a martyrdom_n for_o solid_a joy_n can_v but_o make_v glad_a the_o soul_n where_o grace_n inhabit_v o_o that_o this_o fundamental_a truth_n of_o our_o salvation_n do_v once_o well_o sink_v into_o our_o heart_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o eternal_a king_n of_o glory_n leave_v the_o bosom_n of_o his_o father_n and_o become_v man_n to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o infinite_a humiliation_n jesus_n give_v we_o life_n by_o his_o death_n he_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n by_o ruine_v himself_o according_a to_o nature_n he_o purchase_v eternity_n for_o we_o by_o yield_v up_o his_o temporal_a life_n and_o the_o evangelist_n express_v his_o death_n do_v on_o set_v purpose_n use_v these_o word_n emisit_fw-la spiritum_fw-la he_o send_v forth_o his_o spirit_n without_o doubt_n he_o send_v it_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o faithful_a servant_n to_o the_o end_n they_o may_v learn_v to_o live_v by_o his_o spirit_n to_o he_o who_o die_v for_o they_o so_o say_v st._n paul_n misit_fw-la deus_fw-la spiritum_fw-la filii_fw-la svi_fw-la in_o corda_fw-la nostra_fw-la ut_fw-la qui_fw-la vivunt_fw-la jam_fw-la non_fw-la sibi_fw-la vivre_fw-fr sed_fw-la ei_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la ipsis_fw-la mortuus_fw-la est_fw-la what_o remain_v then_o but_o that_o we_o banish_v our_o carnal_a spirit_n which_o carry_v we_o on_o to_o sensual_a delight_n although_o sometime_o not_o sinful_a let_v we_o love_v the_o spirit_n of_o penance_n of_o suffer_v of_o self-denial_n and_o humiliation_n gerson_n have_v a_o excellent_a say_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o nature_n be_v mortify_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o grace_n be_v infuse_v we_o must_v often_o call_v to_o mind_n that_o the_o grain_n of_o wheat_n cast_v into_o the_o earth_n except_o it_o die_v can_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n if_o we_o do_v not_o die_v to_o ourselves_o and_o the_o world_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o nature_n we_o can_v never_o become_v perfect_a christian_n nor_o bring_v forth_o the_o fruit_n of_o divine_a love_n we_o must_v be_v as_o nothing_o before_o man_n that_o we_o may_v be_v something_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n why_o shall_v the_o disciple_n be_v above_o his_o master_n the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o nature_n do_v continual_o jar_v and_o war_n one_o against_o the_o other_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o spiritual_a life_n will_v afford_v we_o light_n to_o discern_v their_o different_a motion_n but_o when_o
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we_o must_v have_v a_o esteem_n of_o prayer_n and_o a_o desire_n to_o practice_v it_o be_v firm_o persuade_v there_o be_v nothing_o whereby_o we_o can_v better_o serve_v god_n or_o more_o profit_n ourselves_o in_o a_o spiritual_a life_n for_o my_o part_n i_o in_o some_o sort_n more_o value_n prayer_n though_o imperfect_a than_o the_o best_a action_n that_o carry_v more_o of_o outward_a splendour_n and_o and_o seem_v more_o glorious_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n we_o must_v therefore_o never_o be_v disgu_v with_o prayer_n nor_o quit_v the_o frequent_a exercise_n thereof_o because_o we_o to_o our_o think_n make_v little_a advancement_n therein_o but_o persevere_v faithful_o to_o practice_v it_o in_o the_o best_a manner_n we_o can_v and_o expect_v with_o patience_n the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n if_o we_o do_v our_o endeavour_n we_o have_v discharge_v our_o duty_n and_o obligation_n the_o servant_n that_o have_v but_o one_o talon_n be_v blame_v by_o his_o lord_n because_o he_o do_v not_o improve_v it_o by_o his_o industry_n when_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o in_o a_o temper_n for_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n i_o use_v short_a reflection_n to_o call_v to_o mind_n what_o be_v most_o distasteful_a to_o i_o and_o i_o make_v a_o resolution_n to_o do_v it_o or_o set_v upon_o it_o present_o if_o i_o can_v as_o to_o converse_v with_o one_o from_o who_o i_o have_v a_o aversion_n or_o make_v some_o visit_n where_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v be_v much_o mortify_v that_o i_o may_v conquer_v myself_o in_o those_o thing_n which_o raise_v a_o continual_a war_n within_o i_o i_o have_v oftentimes_o by_o this_o facilit_v the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n god_n be_v please_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o to_o dispose_v our_o heart_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o we_o offer_v violence_n to_o ourselves_o to_o surmount_v all_o difficulty_n chap._n viii_o how_o to_o pass_v from_o ordinary_a prayer_n to_o contemplation_n a_o soul_n that_o do_v not_o nourish_v in_o herself_o any_o voluntary_a imperfection_n have_v efficacious_a desire_n to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o jesus_n aught_o to_o be_v passive_a to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o aspire_v after_o great_a simplicity_n by_o give_v a_o check_n to_o the_o discourse_n of_o her_o understanding_n and_o multiplicity_n of_o act_n in_o her_o will_n and_o affection_n i_o be_o not_o ignorant_a that_o she_o ought_v to_o exercise_v herself_o in_o meditation_n and_o a_o low_a degree_n of_o prayer_n till_o god_n be_v please_v to_o raise_v she_o to_o contemplation_n but_o withal_o she_o must_v elevate_v herself_o as_o soon_o as_o she_o feel_v interior_a attract_v and_o shun_v a_o false_a humility_n which_o hinder_v we_o to_o follow_v the_o motion_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n who_o communicate_v his_o grace_n to_o the_o perfect_a to_o augment_v their_o purity_n and_o to_o the_o imperfect_a to_o purify_v their_o soul_n from_o terrene_a desire_n in_o my_o judgement_n it_o be_v of_o great_a importance_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n to_o receive_v with_o humility_n the_o impression_n of_o the_o ray_n of_o the_o divine_a sun_n who_o ride_v in_o the_o interiour_n of_o our_o soul_n it_o be_v he_o that_o can_v enlighten_v we_o without_o the_o succour_n of_o our_o discourse_n who_o inflame_v we_o with_o divine_a love_n without_o trouble_v our_o will_n with_o the_o production_n of_o a_o multiplicity_n of_o act_n and_o in_o a_o manner_n almost_o imperceptible_o make_v all_o virtue_n to_o grow_v ripe_a in_o we_o and_o arrive_v to_o perfection_n if_o a_o soul_n make_v it_o her_o work_n to_o mortify_v all_o her_o imperfection_n and_o desire_n to_o live_v a_o suffer_a life_n for_o prayer_n she_o need_v not_o much_o trouble_v herself_o god_n will_v do_v her_o work_n for_o she_o and_o in_o a_o manner_n above_o her_o hope_n and_o understanding_n god_n do_v not_o work_v this_o but_o in_o such_o a_o soul_n that_o free_o put_v herself_o into_o his_o hand_n with_o all_o submissive_a humility_n to_o be_v guide_v by_o he_o in_o this_o state_n of_o prayer_n the_o subject_n prepare_v for_o our_o exercise_n sometime_o may_v be_v useful_a sometime_o god_n suggest_v some_o other_o matter_n as_o he_o see_v best_o and_o the_o soul_n must_v peaceable_o comply_v with_o his_o communication_n we_o can_v give_v certain_a rule_n to_o such_o who_o be_v in_o this_o state_n of_o prayer_n god_n work_v in_o they_o as_o he_o please_v in_o different_a manner_n all_o the_o counsel_n can_v be_v give_v be_v to_o keep_v themselves_o in_o a_o entire_a indifferency_n to_o illustration_n or_o privation_n to_o sweetness_n or_o rigour_n nevertheless_o i_o believe_v we_o may_v profitable_o descend_v to_o a_o low_a degree_n of_o prayer_n when_o we_o have_v no_o overture_n to_o one_o more_o elevate_v but_o this_o be_v not_o to_o be_v do_v till_o we_o often_o knock_v at_o the_o gate_n of_o mercy_n with_o a_o holy_a importunity_n but_o if_o the_o bridegroom_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v not_o please_v to_o vouchsafe_v we_o a_o kiss_n of_o his_o lip_n by_o contemplation_n let_v we_o keep_v ourselves_o at_o his_o foot_n by_o converse_v with_o he_o in_o meditation_n it_o will_v much_o conduce_v to_o elevate_v a_o soul_n to_o a_o more_o perfect_a union_n with_o god_n to_o have_v in_o memory_n many_o universal_a verity_n of_o the_o divinity_n and_o sacred_a humanity_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 1._o as_o that_o god_n be_v omnipotent_a and_o a_o infinite_a goodness_n 2._o that_o his_o love_n to_o we_o be_v from_o eternity_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o divine_a providence_n be_v watchful_a over_o we_o to_o conduct_v we_o to_o happiness_n 3._o that_o god_n be_v love_n require_v nothing_o of_o we_o but_o love_n and_o affection_n 4._o that_o god_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o our_o soul_n which_o can_v find_v no_o true_a repose_n but_o in_o he_o alone_o 5._o that_o grace_n and_o truth_n be_v
by_o jesus_n christ_n there_o be_v no_o other_o mean_n to_o attain_v salvation_n 6._o that_o the_o sacred_a trinity_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o perfect_a knowledge_n and_o pure_a love_n of_o the_o divine_a person_n be_v the_o true_a model_n of_o perfect_a prayer_n these_o deep_o consider_v be_v very_o instrumental_a to_o elevate_v a_o contemplative_a soul_n to_o so_o high_a a_o pitch_n that_o sometimos_fw-la she_o in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n participate_v of_o that_o life_n eternal_a which_o be_v in_o god_n himself_o i_o have_v make_v a_o resolution_n to_o desire_v of_o god_n that_o my_o prayer_n may_v be_v altogether_o intellectual_a to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v not_o feel_v such_o sensible_a gust_n of_o heavenly_a consolation_n which_o prejudice_n nature_n these_o be_v but_o sweet_a baiâ—s_n for_o self-love_n which_o sully_n the_o purity_n of_o prayer_n and_o diminish_v the_o contemplative_a attention_n which_o continue_v more_o strong_a and_o vigorous_a when_o keep_v on_o the_o point_n of_o the_o spirit_n whereby_o the_o fire_n of_o divine_a love_n burn_v bright_a and_o with_o more_o constant_a flame_n this_o be_v that_o continual_a union_n which_o be_v the_o object_n of_o perfection_n and_o whatever_o hinder_v this_o aught_o to_o be_v suspect_v as_o be_v sensible_a gust_n of_o devotion_n in_o inferior_a nature_n o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o therefore_o entire_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o god_n in_o prayer_n to_o receive_v from_o he_o such_o impression_n as_o he_o think_v best_o let_v our_o chief_a care_n be_v full_o to_o submit_v ourselves_o to_o he_o and_o to_o be_v disengage_v from_o all_o worldly_a thing_n and_o accept_v with_o thankfulness_n whatever_o he_o give_v we_o if_o he_o give_v we_o nothing_o let_v nothing_o content_v we_o and_o peaceable_o acquiesce_v in_o union_n with_o his_o divine_a will._n a_o soul_n faithful_a in_o the_o state_n of_o privation_n will_v soon_o or_o late_a as_o god_n see_v best_a be_v raise_v to_o pure_a union_n and_o enjoyment_n on_o the_o lofty_a wing_n of_o contemplation_n chap._n ix_o of_o the_o prayer_n of_o faith_n this_o prayer_n be_v a_o bare_a reflection_n or_o simple_a remembrance_n of_o god_n who_o be_v believe_v by_o naked_a faith_n as_o he_o be_v see_v and_o know_v by_o the_o light_n of_o glory_n it_o be_v the_o same_o object_n here_o and_o there_o but_o know_v by_o the_o soul_n in_o a_o different_a manner_n the_o way_n of_o know_v god_n here_o be_v but_o learned_a ignorance_n earth_n be_v the_o land_n of_o believe_v heaven_n of_o see_v to_o see_v god_n as_o we_o be_v see_v of_o he_o and_o understand_v all_o divine_a mystery_n be_v reserve_v for_o the_o light_n of_o glory_n here_o we_o must_v walk_v by_o the_o obscurity_n of_o faith_n this_o faith_n must_v be_v naked_a without_o image_n or_o representation_n simple_a and_o without_o discourse_n universal_a without_o a_o distinct_a consideration_n of_o particular_n the_o operation_n of_o the_o will_n be_v conform_v to_o that_o of_o the_o understanding_n naked_a simple_a universal_a spiritual_a independent_a on_o the_o sense_n we_o must_v expect_v great_a combat_n in_o this_o way_n from_o our_o spirit_n which_o will_v still_o be_v work_v and_o rely_v on_o creature_n but_o though_o it_o be_v much_o distaste_v by_o the_o understand_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n yet_o she_o must_v strive_v to_o die_v to_o her_o own_o operation_n and_o willing_o entertain_v what_o help_v she_o in_o this_o combat_n as_o aridity_n privation_n desolation_n which_o at_o last_o leave_v the_o soul_n in_o exercise_n of_o pure_a faith_n whereby_o god_n be_v know_v in_o a_o high_a manner_n than_o those_o light_n which_o serve_v as_o a_o medium_fw-la between_o god_n and_o the_o soul_n for_o this_o union_n of_o our_o spirit_n with_o god_n by_o pure_a faith_n be_v immediate_a and_o so_o more_o elevate_v the_o will_v also_o must_v die_v to_o what_o ever_o be_v not_o god_n to_o live_v only_o in_o he_o and_o to_o he_o by_o pure_a love_n for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o will_n be_v this_o death_n and_o this_o death_n be_v not_o ordinary_o wrought_v but_o by_o privation_n this_o kind_n of_o prayer_n be_v uniform_a and_o not_o much_o liable_a to_o alteration_n nor_o bring_v any_o damage_n to_o the_o body_n for_o nature_n have_v nothing_o to_o do_v in_o it_o be_v not_o procurable_a by_o great_a endeavour_n of_o humane_a industry_n but_o depend_v pure_o on_o the_o will_n of_o god_n who_o alone_o give_v it_o when_o and_o to_o who_o he_o please_v it_o be_v true_a this_o pure_a and_o naked_a contemplation_n of_o god_n by_o faith_n be_v give_v but_o rare_o and_o to_o those_o who_o have_v pass_v through_o many_o purgatory_n and_o state_n of_o penance_n to_o fit_v they_o for_o it_o in_o the_o beginning_n it_o dart_v into_o the_o soul_n but_o transient_a irradiation_n like_o flash_n of_o lightning_n if_o at_o any_o time_n they_o continue_v about_o half_a a_o hour_n it_o be_v very_o much_o however_o they_o work_v in_o the_o soul_n very_o great_a effect_n one_o of_o the_o principal_n be_v that_o this_o light_n of_o faith_n discover_v to_o we_o the_o verity_n of_o divine_a mystery_n imperfection_n and_o the_o perfection_n we_o want_v and_o practical_a virtue_n and_o all_o this_o at_o once_o not_o successive_o one_o after_o another_o by_o discourse_n which_o can_v never_o arrive_v to_o produce_v a_o knowledge_n so_o clear_a and_o universal_a but_o indeed_o the_o understanding_n have_v much_o ado_n to_o die_v to_o its_o own_o operation_n and_o not_o act_v by_o humane_a light_n by_o be_v whole_o give_v up_o to_o the_o obscurity_n of_o faith_n however_o this_o must_v be_v do_v to_o be_v right_o dispose_v for_o divine_a operation_n there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o contemplation_n but_o what_o god_n be_v please_v to_o give_v we_o must_v be_v receive_v with_o submissive_a thankfulness_n while_o we_o live_v in_o mortal_a body_n we_o shall_v have_v always_o something_o to_o purify_v and_o therefore_o always_o something_a to_o suffer_v three_o part_n of_o our_o life_n pass_v away_o in_o a_o suffer_a condition_n in_o a_o state_n of_o obscurity_n the_o soul_n be_v intimate_o unite_v to_o god_n although_o she_o be_v not_o sensible_a thereof_o i_o be_o much_o take_v with_o the_o way_n of_o pure_a faith_n in_o prayer_n whereby_o the_o soul_n know_v god_n as_o much_o as_o she_o can_v do_v in_o this_o life_n and_o though_o it_o be_v obscure_a it_o matter_n not_o be_v sure_a and_o certain_a for_o my_o part_n take_v as_o much_o as_o you_o will_v of_o my_o light_n of_o reason_n if_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n increase_v thereby_o o_o how_o beautiful_a be_v pure_a and_o naked_a faith_n it_o much_o conduce_v to_o spiritualise_v a_o soul_n to_o live_v continual_o by_o faith_n to_o esteem_v and_o love_v nothing_o but_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o esteem_v and_o love_n man_n rare_o will_v relinquish_v his_o reason_n and_o nevertheless_o he_o must_v raise_v himself_o above_o it_o or_o drag_v on_o the_o earth_n with_o imperfection_n faith_n be_v a_o participation_n of_o the_o eternal_a wisdom_n she_o only_o conduct_n we_o with_o true_a assurance_n for_o her_o light_n though_o dark_a be_v certain_a and_o their_o obscurity_n do_v incomparable_o transcend_v the_o clear_a evidence_n of_o natural_a reason_n moreover_o to_o make_v prayer_n more_o intellectual_a and_o that_o nature_n may_v have_v no_o hand_n in_o it_o we_o must_v leave_v off_o some_o thing_n which_o usual_o do_v raise_v our_o heart_n to_o god_n with_o a_o sensible_a devotion_n as_o music_n rich_a ornament_n devout_a picture_n in_o church_n and_o the_o like_a this_o be_v good_a and_o profitable_a in_o the_o begin_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n and_o some_o time_n after_o but_o when_o a_o soul_n have_v attain_v purity_n of_o prayer_n there_o be_v no_o need_n to_o take_v her_o nourishment_n that_o be_v her_o knowledge_n and_o love_n but_o from_o pure_a faith_n and_o supernatural_a light_n infuse_v into_o she_o when_o we_o take_v not_o good_a heed_n we_o 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