it be a hard Exercise to me many a time now in my old age to part with so Dear a Husband but all is but a reasonable sacrifice for the Lord who is the preserver of our Souls that live in obedience unto his Will And this I can truely say and that to my great Comfort that when the Lord was pleased to call him from me upon the Truths Account whether in England or Scotland I never was his hindrance but was freely willing to give him up to the service that the Lord had called him unto for I have often bidden him take no care for any thing he left behind but have said perform thy journey as thou sees the Lord makes thy way which I know he did and that with faithfulness and that is his everlasting joy and my great comfort though I be left behind him in this World but my desire and â—â—eathing is to the Lord to preserve me and my two Daughters in his heavenly way to our lives end as he did my dear Husband who laid down his body as an innocent Lamb Saying often times I have not served the Lord unfruitfully and also said I have no trouble upon me and I am very sensible that all is well with him for he was a peaceable man to the very latter end of his daies Blessed and praised be the name of the Lord for evermore who hath received him unto his everlasting joy and felicity for evermore The 17th of the 11th Month 1682. Dorothy Wilson His Daughter Rebecca's Testimony concerning her Father THis is my Testimony concerning my dear and well beloved Father William Wilson he was a dear and tender Father towards me and that is the cause of my Shedding of tears many times but it is not without hope for I am Satisfied with many more who knew his Life and Conversation that he is entred into everlasting joy and felicity for evermore with his Maker And this I can truly say to my daily comfort he was a true director of Me and my Sister on the Spiritual Journey even Sion wards which he himself did travel on dayly and did bear a faithful Testimony for to the end of his daies both in England and other Nations where the Lord was pleased to call him tho through tryals and hardships but he thought all little enough for the Lord and his holy truths sake Oh blessed and praised be the name of the Lord for evermore for I can truly say my Father was raised up in a spiritual sence towards us his Family when he took his journey towards London and in much tenderness exhorted us with tears to keep in the true fear of the Lord that his name might be glorified by us with many more good and heavenly Exortations to us on this manner which was his last Testimony to us for he lived but two nights and one day after he came home from London and his outward body was much Spent but he was in a Sweet and heavenly frame of Spirit to his last breath and often said his peace was far above his pain And so lay down his head in peace where none can make him afraid Oh Lord God of Infinite love which hath broken my heart unto tenderness before thee thou hast been a Husband to my Mother and Father to Me and my Sister Oh Lord carry us on in thy heavenly way as thou didst my Father that thy name may be glorified by us in our little measures for it is the desire of my heart above all things to live in thy true fear that I may inherit the Crown of life as my Father doth Blessed and praised be thy holy name for evermore saith my Soul The 17th of the 11th Month 82. Rebecca Wilson Ruth Wilsons Testimony concerning her Father THis is my Testimony concerning my dear and faithful Father William Wilson who was a dear and tender Father over me which is the cause of my great lamentation when I heard of his decease for I was gone to Kendal to live and did never see him alive after he took his Journey towards London which was very hard for me to bear and went near my very life but in the Consideration of his holy and pure life that he lived in I am satisfied with many that did know him that he is in everlasting Joy and Eternity Blessed and praised be the name of the Lord for ever for he was ever instructing me on in that heavenly way that he himself travelled into his latter end and encouraging men in the way of the Lord often saying to my Sister and Me it would be the best portion that ever we could enjoy which we know now to be very true Blessed and praised be the name of the Lord for ever who hath made us sensible witnesses of it in our little measures and I desire at the Lords hand that I with many more may be preserved in the true fear of the Lord to my lacter end for I know my dear Father did often travel in Spirit for us his family when he was far separated from us outwardly sometimes in his Journey upon truths account and sometimes in his imprisonment for conscence sake and the Lord was with him in every needfull time and now he was pleased to take him out of this troublesome world into his everlasting joy where he hath laid down his head in peace where none can make him afraid and the desire of my heart is that I with my Mother and Sister may truely wait upon the Lord that we may know him to be as a Father unto the Fatherless and as a husband unto the desolate Widow for he is a strong Tower unto the upright in heart and a sure hiding place unto all his little ones O blessed and praised be his Holy Name for ever and evermore saith my Spirit Ruth Wilson William Rawes his Testimony concerning Will. Wilson COncerning our dear friend and brother William Wilson I have this Testimony to bear for him in true remembrance of him he was a man of a Meek and quiet Spirit which with the Lord is of great price he had also a good gift to declare the truth and was full of zeal and heavenly courage in the which he perform'd the same Also he was a good example and patern in his life and Conversation unto us by the which he preached truth unto us as well as by his words for he himself lived according to what he taught us for he was adorned with gravity and walked before us in humility yea he had a blamless conversation and was unspotted from the World so that his presence as well as his words was a strengthening and a comfort to the upright and honest-hearted he was a man that did suffer much for truth's sake both imprisonment often and spoil of goods which he took joyfully knowing that in Heaven he had a better and more enduring substance he patiently endured all saying he had counted the cost before he began to build
also at another time being one feast day in the Morning we were in his house at Langdal Chappel stile who then felt the Lord to move upon his spirit that he should go to Eshdal Steeple house in the County of Cumberland at which place he was Cruelly handled a few weekes before by one Priest Parker yet notwithstanding he was willing to go who witnessed that saying my people shall be a willing people in the day of my power said the Lord. And we went from his house within a Quarter of the ninth hour and we were in Eshdal Steeple-house within a quarter after ten between which places it being nine Miles and upwards of very rough way and Priest Fogo being there soon after we went in he went into the Pulpit during which time my brother stood silent And when he had done my brother spoke some words to the people concerning the Priest sayings and doings which made the Priest to rage And some of his hearers standing up being officers would have put my Brother forth but the Priest said let him alone then they sat down again very willingly expecting to hear a discourse between them but instead thereof the Priest came to him and took him by the Hair of his Head and by the same pulled him to the ground and drew him out of the Steeple-House while the Priest was thus exercised I said unto the people mind the fruits of your Priest the Scripture saith lay violent hands on no man which the Priest hearing came to me and in his rage and cruelty abused me in the beholding of which acts of Cruelty done to us the people was many of them set against the Priest which he perceiving got away home and then my brother had good service among the people a prety while but within a few months after the Priest met with a sharp reproof for his Cruelty when he was riding over some sands accompanied with several people he fell into a quick-sand and was immediately drown'd a just judgment of a persecutor And this in short is a true Testimony of some of the fruits of the Priests whom he in the light of the Lord went to reprove who made a great talk of Christ and Christianity yet notwithstanding proved as Cruel as the beasts of prey tearing wolves though covered with lambs skin And at several houses up and down the Country where we wrought he met with many envious spirits who also were great talkers of God and Christ and the Scriptures and the way to God but walked in their own wills and wayes and would not bow nor bend unto Christ the light and way to God they were climbed up so high in their imaginations and strengthned themselves in their self righteousness and came forth in the strength of the power of darkness to oppose the Truth and light of God which he bore Testimony unto yet in the name of the Lord he stopped the mouths of many gain-sayers and in the wisdom of God that was with him he caught the wise and crafty in their own snare And in a holy zeal and heavenly courage and living demonstration of the spirit of truth he declared the way of the Lord and his Exhortation was unto us who in some measure were turned to it that we should walk in the same and in it watch against that dark Envious proud haughty Spirit which lay near to draw from it and to do well and keep low in Gods holy fear and to deny our selves and take up the dayly Cross to our own wills and to be faithful in that little appearance of Light and Truth which we had already received and then the Lord would make known more unto us whose words many of us now are come to witness Blessed be the name of the Lord for evermore And this Testimony I have to bear concerning my dear Brother and it liveth in many and shall not dye that he was an Innocent man and lived in the fear of God and diligently sought the Exaltation of his holy way and his delight was to labour and travel that people might be gathered into the same and walk therein that in their day and time they might be an honour unto God for which end he made them and they who in this age do declare for the same and seeks to worship him in his own ordained way do meet with many hardships and cruel persecutions as did the faithful Servants of the Lord in former ages and as also did this innocent man But the Lord was near unto him in every strait and was unto him a present help in every needful time and in a living sence of his eternal power did in time of his sickness declare several sweet and heavenly Exhortations and also saying I know it will be well with me I have not served the Lord for nought his presence I feel with me and also said my love is generally to friends and standing upon the floor between two Friends with difficulty of breathing said Oh that every one would mind the Lord that they might reap life and then he sat down and like a Harmless dove left this life and so drew breath no more JOHN DIXON'S Testimony concerning William Willson I Being a Neighbour unto W. W. therefore have had a certain knowledg of him being many times conversant with him though at the time of his Convincement I was but young in years and before his Convincement when I learnt at School I had this knowledge of him that in those times he was one that diligently sought the Lord to the utmost of his understanding And that with the chiefest of professors in those times he was one that took great pains in going from one professing Priest to another and for disputing about the things of God and the Scriptures was behind few of them Yet still there was something unsatisfied in him notwithstanding the great and high profession then made untill his mind was turned to the Lord who by his holy and heavenly Light and glorious power did shine into his heart by which Light he came to receive the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ Jesus And this Heavenly treasure he had in his earthen vessel and willingly he attributed the excellency of the power thereof unto God to whom it did belong being truely subject thereunto for he was a man that had made self then of little or no Reputation therefore did the Lord exalt him and give him Wisdom Corage and Boldness and that in the sight of his Enemies to the Confounding of them and raising the witness of God in many For soon after his Conversion he was moved by the living power of God to cry against deceit iniquity oppression and transgression which abounded both in Priests and people and was cruelly handled at several Steeple-houses often by the Priests and sometimes by the people for the Lord from whom nothing can be hid he knows and many peopel did see how that one Priest Parker
nor all Agents can never prevail against the Lord vvill hear the cry of his own and plead the cause of the innocent and release the distressed and set his own life and power at liberty which lies groaning under the burden of oppression where it must not lye the Lord hath spoken and therefore he will deliver he hath striken and he will strike and by his strokes we are healed he hath wrought and he will work and who can hinder if the wicked have his prey for his season yet the Lord will bring him to his end but Gods prosperity and truth shall never have an end neither in this World nor in the World to come Therefore my dear and loving Wife whom God hath given me and not man we may well be content and waite with much patience the Lords time in all things knowing that it hath been our best time we can never call to mind the things that are past since we knew this truth of God but we have had comfort therein and I can never desire it otherwise if I should be restrained of the liberty of my body all the dayes of my life Thine W. W. Dear and loving Wife I Have nothing to write unto thee as yet but only the remembrance of my unfained love unto thee and my Children hoping you are in Health as I am at this preesnt I praise the Lord of Heaven and Earth for it is reasonable well with me every way I bless the Lord for it and desire to know how it is with thee tho indeed it goes near me to ask how things is with thee because I cannot help thee and that is my heaviness sometimes But the Lord will in due time plead my Innocent cause who knows the uprightness of my heart and that one hair of my head shall not uphold the false profits wayes nor the hirelings wages who saith and doth not I have been often assaulted to have it payed for me but my uprighteousness is known to the Lord and I cannot dissemble with my God but this is a Mystery to the World and therefore they cannot receive it but unto thee my loving Wife is it given to understand And therefore am I much comforted and the Lord preserve thee and my little Children in the true fear of God for our way is not to look out and therefore I can inwardly beseech the Lord for you all thy dear and loving Husband W. W. My love to all our Family Kendal the 14th of the 10th Month 1672. Will. Wilson My Dear Friends and Brethren who are like to be fellow sufferers with me in this case of not yielding to satisfie the will of this unreasonable man who is persecuting us for not paying him tythes or reckonings as he calls them TO all you my faithful Friends this is the word of advice unto you all that you see and examine your selves well and see how ye stand in Gods righteousness that so my Dear Friends your sufferings may never become your burden but that your establishment may be felt in Gods Righteousness with you all for my friends you had better never have put your hand to this plow then to look back therefore my friends examine well your own selves how you are minded in this concern for the Lord knows my heart I wish you all well 〈◊〉 the honour of Gods truth as mine own heart and therefore I would not have any of you all to go one step further then you feel the suffering seed of God Almighty to bear you up in your pure blessed minds that sees over all the sufferings that can happen in this present world For indeed Friends in this estate God will plead our cause and our suffering with him will bring a raigning with him and in this state friends you must look over Wife and Children which is near and dear unto you all but Gods righteousness is more then all and will bear you out over all and through all for the Lord alone will be your help and no man shall need to plead our cause but he will appear for us in his due time when he saith it is enough who shall be able to say Nay Therefore my friends feel your hearts purified from all double mindedness that single in God righteousness you may be found and so will his holy seed reign in your hearts and Gods blessing will be upon your Children that so you need not fear the want of any good thing unto them nor your Wifes the beloved of your Bosoms under God and therefore Friends in singleness of heart as having a sence of your Conditions I write these lines unto you for the bettering of your establishment in Gods Righteousness where you will never be made afraid to appear for the Lord and bear a single Testimony for his name and truth upon Earth for truly Friends this is the feeling of my heart and the full bent of my mind that if one hair of my head would serve in consideration of this task I could not give it I believe I shall not be a Hypocrite I would not be found out of Gods Righteousness doing mine own will but even the will of him that hath called me that his power might be more made manifest And therefore friends was this word of Exhortation the more in my heart unto you all that you might truly feel your own selves in that which will carry through or else as I said it were better never to step further then to faint by the way but hoping you are furnished with that heavenly spirit of life that will carry through to the end as need requries I take leave with you all and rest your loving Brother William Wilson And Friends LOok not back into Aegypt for help for it is in vain neither have we need so to do for the Lord is our helper therefore we need not fear what man can do unto us for Friends I dare not look out at any thing of any hand for if I do I am afraid and Gods witness would be against me and would be heavier then a thousand such as Ambrose the Priest could be and therefore that you eye and mind the Lord above all hireling Priests is the advice of your Friend and Brother Will. Wilson William Wilson being moved of and by the living power of God to travel into the North or remote parts of Scotland to declare what the Lord did then and there immediately reveal unto him during the time of which travail he wrote several letters into England to his Wife Coppies of which is as followeth Dear Wife IN the living truth of the Lord Jesus Christ doth the bowels of my unsained love salute thee in the unseparable life doth my dearest love reach unto thee in the unchangeable life of holiness where we cannot forget each other dear heart my life is often powred out before the Lord in consideration of thee my dear love the Lord thy God who hath seperated the from thy Mothers
turn your minds to within and see if the light will not judge righteously for the God of Isreal and will shew you plainly that he was a true Prophet whom your Fathers believed not and to this Prophet must you come before you know the God of Isreal even this word which is nigh in your mouth and in your hearts so none of you be ashamed to stoop to this word which is nigh did not the God of Isreal say that though the Children of Isreal were as the Sand of the Sea yet a remnant was to be saved so see which of you is of that remnant and what you are saved from for they who are saved are saved from sin and made clean by this word of Life but them who lives in sin and uncleaness are neither Children of Abraham no Servants to the God of Isreal but are a dishonour to the God of Isreal as also many are who profess Christ in words and lives not in the life of Christ such are a dishonour to his name and his woe is upon them but do not you stumble at them for their destruction is of themselves for though they be proud or lyers or coveteous they have not so learned of him for no such thing was found in him but the Light in you judges and condemns these things in both them and you and so to this we exhort you all which teaches truth in the inward parts and this is it the Lord requires W. W. We desire you English men to read this Paper ALL people repent and turn to the Lord God the Creator of all things in whose power we stand witnesses against all manner of evil as it doth appear and reproveth it as we are moved of the Lord and for this cause are we hated of the world but we marvel not for it hated him even Christ Jesus who is the Light of the world which lighteth every man that cometh into the world and this Light is in you all reproving you for sin and every evil work and all that is willing to be guided by it it leadeth out of the vanities of the world and not to Fashion our selves like unto this world and herein do we become a prey to the wicked and a gazing stock to the Nations in this day of the Lord but we have found him faithful that promises in obediance to him we shall eat the good of the Land and now we know him made manifest in the flesh destroying he works of the Devil and giving victory over the world and the Lusts thereof and truly people this is in love to all your Souls to whom it may come to be read and to this turn your minds that would redeem your Souls out of death the Light of Christ which Comprehendeth all them that live in wickedness be they never so high or low it searcheth the heart and tryeth the reins and is a sure witness for God and Condemns all the proud and wanton ones and the high and lofty ones and will bring them down to the ground and this hath been revealed by his Son to us and we are bold to declare is among you that God may be clear in all his judgments for he is just in all his doings and hath not brought destruction upon any without warning them aforehand so prize your time you know not your hour and make no mock at sin nor scorn not the Lords doings it is of his own good will that he hath revealed these things unto babes and sucklings and hid them from the Eyes of the wise and prudent and thus do we witness in our measures and do return him praise to whom all praise and honour doth belong and he will not give it to any other and he hath ordayned the foolish things of this world to confound the wisdom of the wise and to bring to nought the understanding of the prudent and all that would be wife let them first become Fooles that they may grow wise for the wisdom of God is fool shness to the world and mans wisdom must be destroyed before ever he know the wisdom of God for man by wisdom knows nor God for what as may be known of God is manifest in you and so friends to the Light of Christ Jesus the only Son of God the Father of life turn your minds and with it search your selves honestly and see how ye stand justified in the sight of God and aproved in his Light which doth never aprove of any evil but condmns all unrighteousness in whomsover it doth arise yea the very thoughts and intent of your hearts are seen in this Light and comprehended so all be warned and take heed how ye despise them who are sent of the Lord singlely and simplely to fore-warn you of the evil to come though they be never so simple yet faithful to him who hath called and is willing to waite in his council not fearing what man doth unto us but are willing to suffer any thing for righteousness sake knowing that sufferings was ever the Saints portion whosoever killed them thought they did God service therefore take heed to the Light and see what you do for we are not ashamed to bear our Testimony for Jesus before any for it is Truth and that never makes ashamed and our lives is not in our own hands neither dare we fly from the Lords Conucil to feed the wisdom of man but to that of God in you all do we hope to be made manifest though it is cross to the first nature at present yet upon your beds consider and in the Light examin whether you did see us act or speak any thing that was not of the truth and we desire to be convinced of it by Scripture otherwise be ashamed to speak against us if you find us not according to the Scriptures nay glory to God it is for no evil you can hate us but because we cannot follow to the same excess of Riot therefore you speak evil of us now to that of God in you all let it judge between you and us whether you do not love a drunkard better then be that reproves him ye or nay or a swearer or lyer or a conereous prophane proud Persons or they who are in the Fashiens of the world which is vain better then them who are redeemed out of them and stands witnesses against them yea or nay all these are works of darkness which the Children of God have no fellowship with but are to reprove them hath the God of this world so far blinded your Eyes that you cannot see these to be the works of the Devil and is not this a dishonor to our Nation that such cursed fruit as pride and haughtyness lightness and vainness as doth appear in many of you should be brought out of it to wit our Nation think it not strange if the Lord smite you with a curse for these things nor count us not deceivers because we cannot speak peace to you for there
unto another and the Lord harkered and heard it and a book of rememberance was written for them that feared the Lord and thought upon his name as we are Witnesses of is those days though we be hated of men not knowing the Scriptures and as we have believed Christ and the Scriptures so do we keep his commands who saith he that loves me keeps my sayings who saith Swear not at all and in obediance to this very thing we stand who suffers here in Lancaster Castle because we cannot Swear nor break the Commands of Christ which if we should it were a shame to us and below our honour and Scollarship which we have learned in Christ that never Swear and so taught his Disciple who sufferred for his Doctrin in their days as we do more in our days with much Joy of heart that we are counted worthy to suffer for his sake and bear our Testimony to all the world that God is true and every man a lyer who doth not truth and so remaines in his sins which truth sets free from and so we trample upon those things which is below if we bear our Testomony unto death as some of our friends and brethren have already done in these nasty holes and stinking Prisons where men may easily get their death I could gladly find to be with thee that we might reason together upon the things of which so greatly doth concern our everlasting peace and honour in the Lord which is far above all the honour in this world in my Eye it is above the hat and knee which men may throw in the mire and where lyes it then but that honour which is from above is placed in the heart and is there to remaine for ever and if it were about other things as matters concerning the Kings service I could relate unto thee my sufferings to be great as to me and none of you took care for me then I might then do as I could for you and I have sufferred since in Clivers days for that service and I was in Prison for my Conscience sake at Carlile and that unjustly too what is it I am born to do to suffer still and that unjustly too both then for the King and now by his friends and never had as much as a penny pay to this day cannot that I believe was was Casten and gathered in their days for me as Edward Benson of Hyclose John Midlefel of Langdale knew them but the times turned so their minds turned and kept what they had for ought I know and little regarded my Imprisonment and poor coming home which made me think it of my self being so poor and knew not how to mend it when others mockt at me and I might have gotten away as they did which shewed their Lovalty to the King to be but small when mine was made manifest so I think it were little enough if I had my pay now to help mee in Prison and I hope pity will now in thy heart towards towards my Wife and little Children that they may not want or else what Charity lives with thee so it s for my Religion that I suffer here which I love to reason for with Ministers or Magistrates or any men that fears God of Heaven and loves the Seriptures which is useful to desid Controversies about Religion and this is the thing that is settled in my heart and my desire is that I may labour in the fear of the Lord and not be chargable to any man and live a Godly life and lay open wickedness and deceipt to the view of the whole world as the eternal God move it in my heart unto whom I stand in obediance and dare not swear at all Thy friend and Neighbour Willam Wilson and a lover of thy souls and everlasting peace and if I could Swear I should take that Oath as soon as any that you set much by Lancaster Castle the 9th of the 12th Month 1663. A Letter to Edward Stanley of Dalegarth in Eshdale EDward Stanley I desire the read this paper over to the end with patience if thou canst E. S. thy ungodly deeds shews thee forth to be an ill example amongst thy Neighbours and they that fears not God learns at thee and loves thy evil deed and thy ungodly ways is a strength to to those that fears not God but with thy self would not have God nor good men to live among you but strives with strength and cruelty to shut the Contry of them that fears the Lord and worships his most holy name which ungodly men and cursed Swearers is not fit to name the Lord remembers all thy doings that thou hast done against his people that fears his name and he will not forgit thy cruel doings that thou did unto John Gunson his wife and little Children and James Stanton and his Innocent life in which he lives unto God and darest not be offenced in Christ for all the world if thy weight had been ten times greater then that thou hast already laid on him he hath so truly learned Christ Oh the Lowing of John Gunsons Beasts when he caused their Ears to be cut off shall rise up in Judgment against thee and the harmless Sheep thou took from James Stanton shall plead his innocent cause and condemn the to thy face and every Fleece of Wool thou took from him shall cry out against thee and all their goods thou so evilly got shall do thee nor thine no good and they shall live and praise the Lord when thou shall fear and shame to hear of thy ungodly deeds the very name of God shall fear thy Soul and good men thou shall shun and Hills and Mountains shall thee fly O whether wilt thou run we are not afraid to Worship God his Truth will bear us out it is no other thing we suffer for and therefore we are stout and doth not fear the loss of all that ever we possess the Lord will plead our harmless cause and will deliver us And all our Foes will scattered be as dust upon a Hill When he will gather his Lambs that doth his holy will Remember how thou went about to do his People wrong VVho in his fear together met though not contemning long The Lord considered well their cause and knew the need they had And brought them home again in time which made the needful glad And therefore we are not to fear the worst that man can do For serving of so good a God that will consider so I have believed the God of heaven that maketh all mankind And do not fear to worship him who ever be left behind Consider well the Poor mans state that liveth near to thee And do him good if that thou canst it will thy comfort be For he would do to thee no harm I fully do believe Nor wrong the things belongs to thee whatever one would him give Or say to him in such case the Lord hath taught him so To Pray for