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by_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n and_o prepare_v my_o soul_n to_o receive_v thou_o the_o great_a god_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n come_v holy_a jesus_n and_o take_v possession_n of_o my_o soul_n purify_v it_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n and_o dwell_v therein_o for_o ever_o amen_n immediate_o before_o receive_v grant_v i_o o_o bless_a lord_n so_o to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n christ_n jesus_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n that_o my_o sinful_a body_n may_v be_v make_v clean_o by_o his_o body_n and_o my_o pollute_v soul_n wash_v through_o his_o most_o preâ—ious_a blood_n ii_o o_o lord_n purify_v my_o heart_n and_o mind_n strengthen_v my_o faith_n and_o increase_v my_o charity_n for_o though_o i_o be_o weak_a though_o i_o be_o unworthy_a though_o i_o be_o unprofitable_a yet_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n lord_n hear_v my_o prayer_n and_o let_v my_o cry_n come_v unto_o thou_o iii_o o_o lord_n thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o 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thy_o spirit_n which_o so_o kind_o invite_v i_o to_o refresh_v my_o weariness_n i_o know_v and_o thy_o own_o sure_a word_n have_v tell_v i_o if_o i_o labour_v for_o thou_o here_o i_o shall_v rest_v with_o thou_o hereafter_o lord_n make_v i_o follow_v thou_o wherever_o thou_o go_v and_o strive_v and_o run_v to_o be_v first_o in_o thy_o presence_n there_o i_o shall_v meet_v a_o mercy_n that_o will_v regard_v and_o pity_v i_o there_o i_o shall_v find_v a_o goodness_n that_o will_v teach_v and_o relieve_v i_o ii_o write_v all_o thy_o holy_a truth_n in_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n and_o print_v thy_o love_n in_o the_o centre_n of_o they_o all_o there_o let_v it_o sit_v as_o sovereign_a governor_n and_o absolute_o dispose_v of_o all_o my_o interest_n let_v it_o command_v my_o tongue_n to_o confess_v thou_o and_o no_o fear_n of_o danger_n make_v i_o ever_o deny_v thou_o let_v it_o command_v all_o my_o power_n to_o serve_v thou_o and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o love_n find_v place_n in_o my_o heart_n 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i_o o_o make_v my_o faith_n be_v quick_a and_o active_a to_o thou_o in_o receive_v so_o great_a a_o salvation_n shall_v i_o go_v back_o and_o forsake_v my_o god_n because_o he_o humble_v himself_o to_o approach_v towards_o i_o shall_v i_o refuse_v to_o learn_v of_o my_o master_n because_o his_o lesson_n exalt_v i_o above_o my_o nature_n the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o too_o weak_a to_o serve_v thou_o in_o my_o natural_a power_n and_o not_o careful_a to_o improve_v the_o aid_n of_o thy_o spirit_n i_o be_o full_a of_o inconsideration_n and_o carelessness_n desirous_a to_o be_v account_v holy_a of_o man_n but_o careless_a of_o be_v so_o to_o thou_o my_o god_n i_o be_o unsteadfast_a o_o lord_n in_o all_o my_o way_n particular_n way_n here_o name_v the_o particular_n but_o enable_v i_o to_o confess_v my_o faith_n in_o despite_n of_o all_o the_o opposition_n of_o satan_n to_o publish_v thy_o law_n submit_v to_o thy_o dispensation_n and_o to_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n by_o holy_a 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