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misery_n love_n of_o god_n trust_v in_o his_o mercy_n praise_n of_o god_n thanksgiving_n for_o benefit_n receive_v desire_v to_o obtain_v true_a virtue_n effectual_a purpose_n to_o do_v good_a work_n and_o to_o change_v and_o amend_v our_o life_n resignation_n of_o ourselves_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n offer_v to_o do_v and_o to_o suffer_v whatsoever_o god_n shall_v ordain_v and_o dispose_v and_o other_o such_o like_a the_o which_o we_o call_v affection_n for_o that_o they_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o the_o affection_n and_o like_n of_o the_o will_n move_v by_o what_o the_o understanding_n have_v demonstrate_v unto_o it_o and_o in_o these_o consist_v that_o which_o we_o call_v substantial_a devotion_n from_o the_o which_o arise_v the_o spiritual_a peace_n and_o alacritye_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o to_o they_o as_o say_v s._n 24._o 2.2_o q._n 82_o art_n 3._o &_o q._n 180._o art_n 7._o ad_fw-la 1._o lib._n 3._o de_fw-la fide_fw-la orthodoxa_fw-la cap._n 24._o thomas_n be_v principal_o ordain_v meditation_n and_o contemplation_n and_o those_o other_o act_n of_o the_o understanding_n which_o be_v exercise_v in_o mental_a prayer_n for_o which_o cause_n s._n john_n damascene_fw-la say_v of_o it_o that_o it_o be_v ascensus_fw-la mentis_fw-la in_o deum_fw-la a_o ascend_v of_o our_o spirit_n to_o god_n join_v we_o with_o he_o by_o actual_a knowledge_n and_o love._n 4._o the_o four_o thing_n be_v to_o make_v petition_n to_o god_n our_o lord_n hold_v speech_n and_o conference_n with_o he_o in_o reason_n to_o ask_v of_o he_o what_o the_o will_n have_v desire_v and_o the_o understanding_n have_v see_v and_o all_o else_o that_o we_o have_v need_n of_o wherein_o consist_v that_o which_o we_o proper_o call_v prayer_n which_o be_v a_o humble_a confident_a and_o fervent_a petition_n of_o such_o thing_n as_o be_v convenient_a for_o we_o and_o we_o desire_v to_o obtain_v of_o our_o lord_n these_o petition_n and_o colloquy_n or_o speech_n be_v to_o be_v direct_v sometime_o to_o the_o 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be_v ignorant_a what_o shall_v become_v of_o thou_o to_o morrow_n for_o thy_o life_n be_v as_o a_o vapour_n which_o soon_o vanish_v away_o therefore_o it_o be_v fit_a thou_o shall_v say_v if_o our_o lord_n will_v and_o if_o i_o shall_v live_v i_o will_v do_v this_o or_o that_o for_o otherwise_o thou_o shall_v find_v thyself_o deceive_v if_o god_n have_v determine_v the_o contrary_n the_o second_o deceit_n be_v to_o promise_v to_o myself_o not_o only_o long_a life_n but_o also_o to_o assure_v myseffe_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v health_n strength_n and_o content_a with_o all_o the_o good_n that_o i_o possess_v and_o that_o they_o also_o shall_v last_v as_o long_o as_o i_o from_o whence_o it_o proceed_v that_o hereupon_o i_o exhort_v my_o soul_n say_v requiesce_v comede_fw-la bibe_fw-la &_o epulare_fw-la take_v thy_o rest_n eat_v drink_n and_o make_v good_a cheer_n give_v thyself_o to_o banquet_v and_o pleasure_n for_o thou_o shall_v want_v nothing_o and_o this_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a illusion_n for_o all_o this_o depend_v upon_o god_n who_o can_v take_v from_o i_o my_o good_n before_o my_o life_n be_v end_v and_o though_o he_o take_v not_o away_o they_o 5.18_o eccles_n 5.18_o he_o may_v as_o ecclesiaste_n say_v take_v from_o i_o my_o health_n and_o strength_n that_o i_o may_v not_o enjoy_v they_o the_o three_o deceit_n be_v to_o forget_v to_o provide_v what_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o other_o life_n as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o more_o but_o this_o present_a and_o this_o be_v the_o most_o qualify_v folly_n of_o this_o scotfree_a man_n that_o have_v provide_v his_o soul_n of_o so_o much_o wealth_n to_o pass_v this_o temporal_a life_n he_o be_v alltogither_o oblivious_a to_o provide_v it_o of_o those_o necessary_a good_n for_o life_n everlasting_a for_o the_o which_o it_o must_v needs_o be_v that_o the_o unhappy_a soul_n that_o in_o this_o miserable_a life_n do_v eat_v drink_n and_o banquet_n must_v afterwards_o endure_v perpetual_a hunger_n and_o 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soul_n to_o work_n that_o be_v please_v unto_o thou_o that_o this_o day_n it_o may_v more_o and_o more_o separate_v itself_o from_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o offend_v thou_o amen_n the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o great_a loss_n they_o suffer_v in_o death_n that_o have_v be_v thus_o beguile_v all_o their_o life_n draw_v they_o from_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n to_o this_o scotfree_a man_n stulte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la animam_fw-la tuam_fw-la repetent_fw-la à _fw-la te_fw-la &_o quae_fw-la parasti_fw-la cvius_fw-la erunt_fw-la thou_o fool_n this_o night_n they_o require_v they_o soul_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v scrape_v together_o who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v touch_v four_o grievous_a loss_n 33.22_o psal_n 33.22_o for_o the_o which_o king_n david_n have_v great_a reason_n to_o say_v that_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n be_v very_o evil_a 1._o stulte_fw-la stulte_fw-la the_o first_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o his_o very_a folly_n without_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n thereof_o till_o it_o be_v past_a remedy_n for_o late_o or_o early_o both_o good_a and_o evil_a shall_v come_v to_o perceive_v their_o error_n but_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n for_o the_o wicked_a continue_v in_o their_o error_n until_o death_n and_o then_o with_o the_o experience_n of_o their_o torment_n and_o misery_n they_o fall_v into_o a_o reckon_n how_o much_o in_o their_o life_n time_n they_o be_v beguile_v 5_o sap._n 5_o call_v themselves_o insensati_fw-la man_n without_o wit_n or_o judgement_n but_o the_o good_a in_o their_o life-time_n perceive_v their_o error_n by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n &_o prepare_v themselves_o for_o death_n before_o death_n seize_v upon_o they_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o perceive_v thy_o own_o error_n take_v for_o thy_o mistress_n this_o divine_a light_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v the_o experience_n of_o eternal_a misery_n to_o be_v thy_o mistress_n and_o beware_v by_o other_o man_n danger_n before_o this_o loss_n light_n upon_o thou_o with_o thy_o own_o 2._o nocte_fw-la hac_fw-la nocte_fw-la the_o second_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v in_o the_o night_n that_o be_v by_o a_o sudden_a and_o hasty_a death_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o crime_n for_o oftentimes_o when_o man_n be_v healthefull_a &_o content_v as_o this_o scotfree_a man_n be_v god_n intimate_v unto_o they_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n and_o execute_v it_o with_o all_o pass_v from_o a_o temporal_a night_n to_o a_o eternal_a 8.12_o matth._n 8.12_o &_o from_o the_o interior_a darkness_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o the_o exterior_a of_o hell_n with_o this_o fear_n i_o will_v ask_v very_o earnest_o of_o our_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v in_o such_o manner_n advise_v i_o of_o the_o peril_n of_o my_o death_n that_o i_o may_v have_v time_n to_o dispose_v myself_o thereunto_o 20.1_o isai_n 38.1_o 4._o reg._n 20.1_o as_o he_o advise_v king_n ezechias_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o prophet_n isaias_n say_v unto_o he_o order_v thy_o house_n for_o thou_o shall_v die_v but_o to_o this_o end_n i_o be_o not_o to_o expect_v revelation_n from_o heaven_n but_o my_o prophet_n isaias_n must_v be_v the_o light_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o reason_n the_o inspiration_n of_o god_n the_o experience_n of_o the_o death_n of_o other_o the_o grievous_a sickness_n that_o assail_v i_o and_o the_o advice_n of_o the_o physician_n when_o he_o tell_v i_o i_o be_o in_o danger_n and_o general_o see_v i_o have_v no_o certain_a day_n of_o life_n and_o every_o day_n i_o may_v expect_v death_n it_o be_v wisdom_n to_o imagine_v that_o god_n say_v this_o day_n unto_o i_o order_n to_o day_n thy_o soul_n for_o to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v die_v &_o to_o do_v it_o present_o 3._o the_o three_o loss_n be_v to_o die_v by_o force_n repetent_fw-la repetent_fw-la and_o with_o violence_n require_v and_o pull_v out_o their_o soul_n in_o despite_n of_o they_o wherein_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o difference_n between_o the_o just_a unbeguil_v and_o between_o sinner_n beguile_v for_o the_o just_a offer_n themselves_o voluntary_o to_o death_n when_o god_n will_v be_v that_o they_o shall_v die_v and_o they_o say_v unto_o he_o with_o david_n 30.6_o psal_n 141.8_o psal_n 30.6_o deliver_v o._n lord_n my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o prison_n that_o it_o may_v praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n and_o into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n for_o thou_o redeem_v i_o o_o god_n of_o truth_n and_o although_o nature_n somewhat_o shun_v death_n yet_o grace_n prevail_v against_o it_o &_o when_o god_n require_v of_o they_o their_o soul_n they_o yield_v it_o with_o great_a resignation_n but_o the_o wicked_a abhor_v death_n and_o bear_v it_o very_o impatient_o &_o therefore_o it_o be_v say_v that_o the_o devil_n the_o minister_n of_o god_n justice_n do_v require_v and_o pull_v from_o they_o their_o soul_n against_o their_o will_n colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o eternal_a god_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v so_o unfleshed_a from_o all_o thing_n of_o this_o life_n that_o there_o may_v be_v no_o need_n to_o pull_v from_o i_o my_o soul_n perforce_o require_v it_o of_o i_o when_o thou_o will_v for_o i_o be_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o give_v it_o unto_o thou_o in_o what_o day_n soever_o thou_o require_v it_o the_o three_o point_n 1._o three_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o dreadefullnesse_n of_o that_o terrible_a question_n that_o god_n our_o lord_n make_v the_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v provide_v who_o shall_v they_o be_v wherein_o be_v represent_v the_o final_a losle_n of_o those_o who_o as_o have_v be_v say_v live_v forgetful_a of_o death_n which_o be_v sudden_o and_o with_o great_a grief_n to_o leave_v the_o good_n which_o they_o possess_v without_o enjoy_v they_o or_o dispose_v of_o they_o or_o know_v to_o who_o they_o shall_v come_v
in_o resist_v the_o commit_v it_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v no_o less_o admirable_a that_o with_o humility_n confess_v well_o his_o sin_n than_o he_o that_o exercize_v other_o virtue_n these_o seven_o act_n so_o heroical_a accompany_v confession_n and_o make_v it_o of_o great_a merit_n before_o god_n and_o of_o great_a glory_n before_o the_o angel_n and_o before_o discreet_a and_o prudent_a confessor_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o to_o endeavour_n to_o exercise_v they_o with_o great_a spirit_n that_o the_o fruit_n and_o the_o grace_n may_v be_v more_o abundant_a 14.16_o eccles_n 14.16_o say_v to_o myself_o that_o of_o eccesiasticus_n give_v and_o receive_v and_o justify_v thy_o soul_n and_o see_v god_n be_v willing_a to_o give_v thou_o pardon_v of_o the_o seven_o deadly_a sin_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o seven_o gift_n thereof_o geve_v thou_o unto_o he_o these_o seven_o act_n wherewith_o thou_o may_v dispose_v thyself_o to_o receive_v they_o cry_v out_o seven_o time_n like_o the_o child_n who_o the_o prophet_n elizeus_fw-la raze_v from_o death_n bud_v out_o these_o seven_o affection_n 4.35_o 4._o reg._n 4.35_o that_o god_n may_v exalte_n thou_o to_o a_o new_a life_n and_o exalt_v thou_o to_o the_o height_n thereof_o the_o three_o point_n three_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o grace_n and_o favour_n that_o god_n do_v to_o those_o that_o confess_v themselves_o receive_v the_o sacrament_n with_o that_o disposition_n which_o be_v requisite_a the_o which_o we_o may_v reduce_v to_o three_o eius_fw-la ad_fw-la rom._n 14.17_o math._n 3.2_o exit_fw-la d._n aug._n in_o illud_fw-la ps_n 95._o confessio_fw-la &_o pulchritudo_fw-la in_o conspectu_fw-la eius_fw-la wherein_o s._n paul_n put_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n say_v that_o it_o be_v justice_n peace_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o kingdom_n be_v promise_v to_o those_o that_o true_o do_v penance_n first_o he_o grant_v they_o justice_n which_o be_v the_o grace_n of_o justification_n justify_v they_o of_o all_o their_o sin_n make_v they_o his_o friend_n and_o adoptive_a child_n and_o inheritor_n of_o his_o heaven_n and_o with_o this_o grace_n he_o give_v they_o charitye_n and_o virtue_n infuse_v and_o the_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o the_o true_a beauty_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o go_v together_o with_o humble_a confession_n and_o if_o they_o come_v to_o confession_n with_o justice_n there_o it_o be_v augment_v communicate_v unto_o they_o great_a grace_n and_o fulfil_n that_o which_o be_v say_v in_o the_o apocalypse_n 18.22_o apocal._n 22.11_o eccl._n 18.22_o he_o that_o be_v just_a let_v he_o be_v more_o justify_v endevor_v not_o to_o cease_v justify_v himself_o more_o and_o more_o until_o death_n 2_o second_o he_o grant_v they_o peace_n supernatural_a not_o only_o for_o that_o he_o reconcile_v they_o to_o himself_o but_o also_o for_o that_o in_o reward_n of_o the_o glorious_a victory_n which_o they_o obtain_v of_o themselves_o vanquish_a the_o difficulty_n of_o confession_n he_o give_v they_o three_o victory_n over_o their_o enemy_n destroy_v some_o put_v other_o to_o flight_n and_o subject_v the_o rest_n unto_o they_o he_o destroy_v sin_n cast_v they_o into_o the_o profundity_n of_o the_o sea_n &_o the_o devil_n with_o their_o temptation_n fly_v away_o for_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o more_o terrifi_v they_o then_o to_o manifest_v the_o wound_n of_o the_o conscience_n to_o the_o physician_n 16.7_o prou._n 16.7_o that_o be_v to_o cure_v they_o and_o the_o passion_n of_o the_o flesh_n begin_v to_o yield_v themselves_o to_o the_o spirit_n for_o when_o the_o way_n of_o a_o man_n be_v please_v unto_o god_n he_o will_v make_v his_o enemy_n to_o be_v at_o peace_n with_o he_o 10.10_o exit_fw-la cassian_n collat_n 2._o c._n 10._o &_o 11._o d._n bonaven_n in_o speculo_fw-la disciplina_fw-la p._n 2._o c._n 3._o psalm_n 10.10_o and_o threfore_o it_o be_v a_o great_a mean_n of_o vanquish_a temptation_n and_o passion_n to_o manifest_v they_o to_o the_o confessor_n and_o spiritual_a father_n for_o while_o they_o remain_v conceal_v the_o devil_n be_v in_o peace_n and_o we_o in_o a_o terrible_a conflict_n but_o in_o discover_v they_o he_o fly_v and_o we_o remain_v in_o peace_n 3_o three_o he_o grant_v joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n banish_v the_o fear_n and_o heaviness_n that_o spring_n from_o a_o evil_a conscience_n replenish_n they_o with_o alacrity_n with_o the_o news_n of_o pardon_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o prophet_n david_n thou_o shall_v give_v to_o my_o hear_n joy_n and_o gladness_n and_o my_o humble_a bone_n shall_v rejoice_v for_o take_v from_o they_o the_o most_o heavy_a burden_n of_o their_o sin_n which_o weigh_v they_o down_o like_o lead_v and_o the_o spirit_n of_o sadness_n which_o wither_v and_o consume_v they_o they_o grow_v green_a again_o and_o lift_v up_o their_o head_n with_o the_o hope_n of_o pardon_n and_o with_o the_o pledge_n they_o receive_v of_o life_n everlasting_a 4_o with_o this_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o resolve_v myself_o to_o execute_v all_o that_o be_v necessary_a for_o confession_n how_o painful_a shameful_a and_o troublesome_a soever_o it_o seem_v remember_v that_o all_o be_v but_o little_a in_o comparison_n of_o the_o great_a good_a that_o god_n promise_v i_o and_o of_o the_o eternal_a evil_n from_o which_o he_o deliver_v i_o and_o if_o i_o consider_v what_o christ_n our_o saviour_n do_v for_o the_o pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n what_o dolour_n what_o ignominy_n and_o what_o pain_n he_o suffer_v for_o they_o that_o will_v soon_o appear_v but_o little_a unto_o i_o that_o god_n require_v for_o their_o pardon_n and_o again_o if_o i_o ponder_v how_o much_o god_n may_v require_v of_o i_o if_o he_o will_v extend_v his_o rigour_n see_v i_o merit_v dolour_n ignominy_n and_o eternal_a torment_n i_o shall_v present_o see_v that_o he_o require_v of_o i_o but_o very_o little_a and_o therefore_o i_o may_v imagine_v that_o the_o same_o word_n be_v speak_v to_o i_o 5.13_o 4._o reg._n 5.13_o which_o be_v speak_v to_o leprous_a naaman_n by_o his_o servant_n father_n if_o the_o prophet_n elizeus_fw-la have_v command_v thou_o to_o have_v do_v some_o very_a grievous_a thing_n to_o cure_v thy_o leprosy_n thou_o have_v reason_n to_o do_v it_o how_o much_o more_o have_v tell_v thou_o a_o thing_n so_o easy_a as_o to_o wash_v thyself_o seven_o time_n in_o jordan_n colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o my_o soul_n if_o god_n shall_v command_v thou_o many_o thing_n very_o sharp_a and_o heavy_a to_o heal_v the_o leprosye_n of_o thy_o sin_n it_o be_v reason_n thou_o shall_v do_v they_o with_o great_a promptness_n and_o speed_n how_o much_o more_o bid_v thou_o do_v a_o thing_n so_o easy_a to_o do_v as_o be_v confess_v thy_o sin_n and_o thou_o shall_v be_v heal_v wash_v thyself_o seven_o time_n in_o the_o jordan_n of_o penance_n accompany_v thy_o confession_n with_o the_o seven_o affection_n above_o name_v and_o thou_o shall_v be_v cleanse_v of_o the_o leprosy_n of_o thy_o sin_n vaunt_v 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man_n captive_v by_o the_o devil_n for_o my_o sin_n sick_a of_o diverse_a passion_n ignorant_a with_o many_o error_n weak_a poor_a &_o needy_a of_o sustentation_n for_o my_o soul_n &_o to_o have_v peace_n with_o my_o creator_n and_o to_o be_v govern_v protect_v and_o favour_v by_o my_o saviour_n and_o make_v comparison_n between_o he_o and_o i_o and_o beeweene_v his_o excellent_a office_n &_o my_o innumerable_a misery_n i_o will_v break_v out_o on_o the_o one_o side_n into_o affection_n of_o admiration_n and_o on_o the_o other_o into_o fervent_a desire_n of_o his_o come_n 4.34_o colloquy_n 3_o reg._n 16.21_o 4._o reg._n 4.34_o say_v unto_o he_o o_o god_n of_o immense_a majesty_n how_o be_v it_o that_o i_o be_o not_o beside_o myself_o consider_v this_o plot_n of_o thy_o infinite_a charity_n helias_n and_o heliseus_fw-la shrink_v up_o themselves_o join_v themselves_o to_o a_o dead_a child_n to_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n but_o thou_o restraine_v thyself_o much_o more_o to_o a_o morsel_n 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be_o to_o believe_v he_o with_o all_o assuredness_n much_o more_o than_o if_o i_o have_v see_v he_o with_o my_o bodily_a eye_n 2._o upon_o this_o foundation_n faith_n be_v to_o exercise_v her_o act_n deny_v the_o judgement_n that_o proceed_v from_o the_o sense_n and_o firm_o believe_v that_o under_o those_o species_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n be_v christ_n jesus_n true_a god_n and_o man_n with_o all_o the_o integrity_n glory_n &_o majesty_n that_o he_o have_v in_o heaven_n and_o as_o there_o he_o inviteeh_o and_o fill_v the_o bless_a with_o the_o clear_a sight_n of_o his_o divinity_n &_o humanity_n so_o here_o he_o will_v invite_v and_o fill_v our_o desire_n of_o good_a thing_n with_o the_o sight_n by_o
be_v replenish_v with_o god_n utter_v with_o her_o mouth_n this_o sovereign_a canticle_n full_a of_o affection_n of_o god_n which_o canticle_n have_v ten_o verse_n and_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o psalterion_n or_o harp_n of_o ten_o string_n like_v to_o those_o 143.9_o psal_n 42.4_o 91_o 4._o &_o 143.9_o which_o david_n command_v we_o to_o touch_v for_o to_o glorifye_v god_n and_o therefore_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v amiss_o to_o meditate_v all_o her_o word_n that_o we_o may_v know_v how_o spiritual_o to_o rehearse_v they_o to_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o virgin_n join_v to_o every_o word_n or_o verse_n some_o holy_a affection_n or_o joy_n of_o the_o virtue_n of_o this_o our_o lady_n with_o the_o petition_n and_o colloquye_v belong_v unto_o it_o my_o soul_n do_v magnify_v our_o lord_n in_o this_o first_o verse_n the_o sacred_a virgin_n teach_v we_o the_o spirit_n of_o praise_v god_n think_v high_o and_o magnificent_o of_o he_o &_o magnify_v that_o which_o be_v he_o in_o all_o that_o be_v possible_a that_o be_v his_o bounty_n and_o mercy_n his_o wisdom_n and_o charitye_n &_o the_o excellency_n of_o his_o government_n and_o this_o not_o only_o with_o corporal_a word_n but_o with_o the_o soul_n and_o all_o her_o interior_a faculty_n invite_v they_o with_o david_n to_o praise_v our_o lord_n 103.1.33_o psal_n 102.1_o &_o 103.1.33_o and_o she_o say_v not_o my_o soul_n do_v magnifye_v or_o will_v magnifye_v but_o do_v magnifye_v to_o signify_v that_o her_o principal_a office_n and_o perpetual_a occupation_n be_v to_o magnifye_v god_n do_v on_o earth_n that_o which_o the_o angel_n do_v in_o heaven_n o_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v always_o magnifye_v our_o lord_n 43.30_o colloquy_n eccl._n 43.30_o o_o lord_n of_o infinite_a greatness_n little_o can_v i_o magnifye_v thou_o with_o my_o praise_n but_o as_o i_o may_v i_o praise_v and_o magnifye_v thou_o and_o confess_v that_o thou_o be_v great_a than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o say_v or_o to_o think_v o_o sovereign_a virgin_n 33.4_o 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but_o of_o those_o which_o he_o regard_v to_o use_v towards_o they_o his_o great_a mercy_n the_o root_n of_o our_o part_n be_v the_o acknowledgement_n of_o our_o lowelinesse_n by_o the_o which_o we_o may_v dispose_v ourselves_o to_o receive_v the_o gift_n of_o his_o divine_a liberallitye_n and_o so_o the_o bless_a virgin_n as_o illuminate_v by_o god_n join_v both_o these_o together_o magnify_v god_n for_o that_o he_o daign_v to_o regard_v the_o humillitye_n of_o his_o handmaid_n by_o the_o which_o word_n she_o confess_v not_o so_o much_o of_o herself_o that_o she_o have_v the_o virtue_n of_o humillitye_n as_o she_o exercize_v it_o for_o as_o a_o true_a humble_a one_o either_o she_o esteem_v not_o so_o herself_o or_o she_o will_v have_v conceal_v it_o but_o with_o humillitye_n she_o confess_v that_o she_o be_v lowly_a base_a and_o contemptible_a as_o a_o slave_n or_o a_o handmaid_n and_o that_o notwithstanding_o all_o this_o almighty_a god_n disdain_v not_o to_o regard_v she_o whereby_o 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in_o the_o high_a heaven_n 112.5_o colloquy_n psa_fw-la 112.5_o behold_v the_o lowelinesse_n of_o this_o thy_o vile_a slave_n and_o use_v towards_o he_o thy_o accustom_a mercy_n raise_v this_o beggar_n from_o the_o dust_n and_o this_o poor_a wretched_a one_o from_o the_o dunghill_n to_o place_v he_o with_o prince_n and_o to_o sanctify_v he_o aswell_o as_o they_o amen_n behold_v from_o henceforth_o all_o generation_n shall_v call_v i_o bless_v and_o this_o be_v the_o second_o respect_n that_o the_o b._n virgin_n have_v to_o magnifye_v god_n for_o that_o from_o that_o moment_n that_o he_o behold_v her_o humillitye_n and_o that_o he_o regard_v she_o all_o the_o nation_n of_o man_n that_o believe_v in_o christ_n aswell_o the_o present_a as_o those_o to_o
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to_o be_v resplendent_a in_o a_o lord_n of_o so_o great_a majesty_n behold_v he_o make_v a_o tender_a babe_n to_o make_v himself_o more_o amiable_a because_o babe_n ordinary_o be_v amiable_a i_o will_v melt_v myself_o in_o the_o love_n of_o so_o precious_a and_o beautiful_a a_o babe_n wanton_v with_o he_o as_o with_o my_o elder_a brother_n the_o heir_n of_o my_o father_n and_o so_o much_o i_o that_o he_o be_v bear_v for_o i_o and_o for_o my_o benefit_n behold_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o child_n burn_v in_o love_n and_o in_o desire_n of_o my_o salvation_n shed_v tear_n of_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o offer_v himself_o for_o they_o to_o the_o eternal_a father_n i_o will_v join_v my_o heart_n unto_o he_o that_o he_o may_v fasten_v unto_o it_o that_o love_n and_o that_o sorrow_n enter_v into_o discourse_n with_o he_o that_o he_o may_v join_v i_o unto_o himself_o so_o likewise_o behold_v his_o virtue_n his_o povertye_n humillitye_n meekness_n and_o patience_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v 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