them who are as yet rebellious deluing and digging about Luc. 13.8 dunging pruining of those trees which as yet are fruitlesse presenting himselfe to them in loue who absent themselues from him in disloyalty intreating and wooing them whom as a father his sonnes he might command as a Soueraigne his subiects he might inioine or a Lord his vassals he might compell they cannot towards them not behold him mercifull before their conuersion Note now the Echo of my accent in resounding his mercy and iustice in the very moment of his childrens change then he lets them see themselues plunged in the deuouring sea of their sinnes fettered in the Giues of their transgressions seruants to the rigour of the Law subiect to eternall death and slaues to the vnsatiable tyranny of Satan which being seene with feare is felt with sorrow for hereby their consciences do awake awakening accuse accusing arraigne conuict condemne them of vnkindnesse to so good of rebellion to so great a God then their hearts boile with throbs the sire of remorse is kindled in their soules and the flames breake out at their mouthes or at least is signified to be there by their sighs for either the tongue or the heart in the tongues silence cryeth out with the leprous I am vncleane Len. 13.45 I am vncleane and with the Apostle Paul Rom. 7.20 Wretched man that I am who shall deliuer me from the body of this death Thus hee appeares vnto them in the shape of a terrible Lion but lest they bee circumuented or too much endangered hee presently binds vp these wounds stops and staies these dangerous issues tendreth them a plaister compacted of his owne mercies and his Sonnes merits a salue compounded of his bounty and their Sauiours bloud and withall so inlightneth their vnderstanding that they looking vpon his good pleasure apprehend a possibility of their pardon he appeares in the meeknesse of a lambe In that therefore hee brings them by the mouth of Hell to the gates of Heauen causing them to condemne themselues lest they should bee condemned with the world 1 Cor. 11.31 then offring them the meanes of their amendment the occasion of their better change when hee might iustly leaue them in their misery and passe by them weltring in their polluted bloud then reuealing to them his grace Ezech. 16.6 when hee might righteously conceale from them his goodnesse then presenting them with a pardon when hee might duly inflict vpon them punishment yet so as first the horrour of their sinnes must seise vpon their soules and the hainousnesse of their iniquities set vpon their consciences that deepe impression of their deserts which afterward can bee defaced by no power but his owne spirit hee is iust and mercifull mercifull and iust to the good in the very instant of their change neither is hee otherwise after their change and in the continuance of their conuersion For sinners hating their apparant holinesse and Satan enuying their prepared happinesse assault the Fortresse of their faith batter the Castle of their confidence vndermine the Bulwarkes of their obedience and deface the Towers of their conuersation all which being built and semented with the rubbish of old corruption admit many breaches the Lust of the flesh 1 Iohn 2.16 the lust of the eyes and the pride of life carnall pleasures coueted profits enchanting vanities are as deceiuing baites whereon their flesh as the little fish too often greedily feedeth and their corruption as Tinder with these sparkes of Hell are set on fire and thus becomming sinners they suffer being to corruption affected with crosses they are afflicted and tainted with pollution are touched with punishment There is the Lords iustice Yet in that they are infested lest they should be more infected in that their miseries are mixt with ioyes and moderated according to what they are able to beare in that their suffrings are seasoned with heauens salt and salued with an happy successe they either taken from their trials or their tribulation remoued from them in that grace in the midst of misery is preserued in them and glory notwithstanding all calamity is reserued for them is manifest his mercy Doe then the good after their conuersion feele outward sorrow when they perceiue inward solace and are they perplexed with outward crosses as well as replenished with inward comforts though they be euer seized of many graces doe they yet suffer many grieuances and is not the Lord euen to them iust and mercifull iust he is not freeing corruption from calamity mercifull he is not leauing tribulation in perplexity Thus it is demonstrated by his works of mercy and iustice whether we looke on the place where or the persons on whom they are executed that the Lord as well beares a knife to cut as brings a salue to cure and hath as well a heart to raise vp as a hand to cast downe Let vs now attempt to confirme the same by reason taken from those absurdities which must be granted if this bee denied whether wee consider him our selues or others In him his attributes or his office are disparaged The Attributes which should adde oyle to this Lampe and make the light of this truth shine more cleerely are his liberty his omnipotency his verity but his liberty is abridged his omnipotency obscured his verity falsified if either the mercy or the iustice of the Lord bee excluded his liberty is abridged For if wee say he is all mercy how is not his word controlled his will violently carried against it selfe with the inundations of the sinnes of men which not only in this world he must necessarily be content to winke at but also in the world to come willingly entertaine If he be all mercy those who are knowne to him to be branded in conscience to the Deuils to be marked in conuersation with the curse of hel must by him be acknowledged to haue right to and be made partakers of the blisse of Heauen On the contrary side if he be all Iustice how is not the same will of his enforced to leaue those hopelesse for whom hee had purposed to whom he hath promised happinesse If he had beene all Iustice he had left in the pawes of Satan that roaring deuouring Lion those who are redeemed by the precious bloud of his Sonne that immaculate Lambe Ioh. 3.8 The winde bloweth where it listeth and the winds Creator worketh as him liketh doing as saies the Prophet Dauid what pleaseth him in heauen and earth and in the depths which hee could not doe if he were not free Now confessing him to be free wee must acknowledge him to bee both iust and mercifull or else his liberty is abridged and besides a Cloud is cast ouer his power his Omnipotency is obscured seeing he must either suffer what he would not or not doe what he should Lib. 5. de ciu Dei cap. 10. Now Dicitur omnipotens faciendo quod vult non patiendo quod
men he vouchsafeth in the place and in the exercises by him appointed his house word meditation praier and Sacraments and though he be euery where so as if we would we cannot flye from his presence yet in that place in these ordinances it pleaseth him to conuerse with his children and his children are partakers of his spirituall presence In his word he manifesteth his glory in his Word he speaketh and powreth forth his mind to vs in prayers we familiarly talke and powre forth our hearts before him in the Sacraments hee giueth visible pledges of his fauour and we with the spirituall eye of our mind hand and mouth of faith looke vpon touch and taste the Bread of life in meditation wee enter into his priuy Chamber and he vouchsafeth vnto vs a sight and view of all his richest and rarest treasuries where wee may behold more pleasing more profitable obiects than could Berodach Baladan in the house of Hezekiah pretious things 2 King 20.12 13. where we may haue cause of greater admiration than had the Queene of Sheba in the hearing of the wisedome of Salomon which to heare she was content vpon the same of it to leaue her owne Country thereby testifying her desire to it and shall not we feeling the fruits of his presence who is greater than Salomon manifest our delight in it by our loue to his house and ordinances He that loues God glad will his heart be ioyfull his soule if he may conuerse with him at any time in any place or in any manner it shall please him to manifest himselfe vnto him Holy Dauid could not better expresse the greatnesse of that fire in his heart which could not be suppressed till it brake forth at his mouth and hee in admiration cried out O how amiable are thy Tabernacles Psal 84.1 2. O Lord of Hosts my soule longeth yea euen fainteth for the Courts of the Lord my heart and my flesh crieth out for the liuing God and yet in his exile hee might haue had the fruition of Gods fauour which lest wee thinke hee did not conceiue hee explaines his meaning to be this that his affections were fixed vpon the ordinances of God and therefore preferring the very Sparrow and Swallow before himselfe as linked to the Lord in a surer bond of loue addeth Yea the Sparrow hath found a house and the Swallow a nest for her selfe where she may lay her young euen thine Altars O Lord of Hosts my King and my God and holdeth them blessed not as though hee were accursed for how should he be but blessed who hath the Lord for his King and his God but herein he holdeth them more blessed than himselfe who dwelt in the Lords house from which hee was exiled and where the people of the Lord were made partakers of his will and performed his Worship And lest we should thinke that this loue of Dauid was only in the time of his banishment thus feruent to the place where the Lord in his ordinances did manifest his presence when he might and did serue the Lord free from all impediments and deliuered from the hands of Saul pleading in another Psalme his owne integrity in respect of his fauourable dealing with Saul thinkes that his innocency his confidence in trusting vpon God his keeping the affections and inward motions of his heart pure his abstaining from recompencing euill for euill in consideration of Gods louing kindnesse towards him his shunning and hating vngodly assemblies and persons his resoluing with pure minde and holy conuersation as before still to seeke his God though these were excellent signes of a good and godly heart hee thinkes all these nothing vnlesse his loue which he continually had to Gods house be added Lord saies he besides all the rest I haue constantly loued the habitation of thy house Psal 26.8 and the place where thine Honour dwelleth And as hee loued Gods house and all religious duties there exercised so before and aboue the rest in Gods Word was he most delighted it had not the meanest but the chiefest place in his heart not the fewest but the most of his affections set vpon it it was his delight his ioy his staffe his stay his rest his loue as in the 119. Psalme euery where appeareth Hee that is affamished receiues not meat with more gladnesse than Ieremy did the Word of God Ier. 15.16 it was the ioy and the reioycing of his heart Come wee now to Prayer Oh the loue of the godly to this exercise Some haue prayed often in the day as Daniel some by prayer haue preuented the morning watch to pray night and day was to some delightsom as to Dauid some haue neglected no occasion that was offered as Paul It was the vsuall practise of our Sauiour hee that needed least prayed most teaching vs by his own patterne what we should practise no sooner had he ceased preaching but he fell to praying hee prayed in the Mountaine in the Garden in all places at all times he prayed on the Crosse when he was suffering Now for the Sacraments in them wee behold his passion in them we partake of his body and communicate of his bloud by them our faith is confirmed our soules strengthened and our consciences quieted with euery of which what Christian is not delighted Delighted with them were they in the Apostles times who at euery meeting did breake their bread with gladnesse of heart Act. 2. And as for meditation by it we see God in his Word behold him in his workes looke vpon him though in the highest Heauens by it is presented to our eyes his Maiesty to subiect vs that wee grow not proud his Iustice to feare vs that we bee not wanton his mercy to comfort vs that we doe not faint his wisdome to direct vs that we doe not erre and his power to defend vs that we do not doubt By Meditation is manifested before the eyes of our mind the greatnesse of Christs suffrings his sorrowing heart his heauy soule his bleeding hands and feet his pierced side his wounded heart and whatsoeuer else he endured for our misdeeds in which the Saints of God haue beene much exercised and that by reason of their loue vnto it Thus doth our loue of God breede in vs a desire of society in those exercises where God presents himselfe if they may be had if not a seeking them according to his will aboue all things in the world The Spouse of Christ the Church of God euery Christian soule saith of Christ I desire to sit vnder his shadow Cant. 2.5 and I am sicke of loue that is I faint if I want that fellowship with Christ my head which I so much desire according to his will as he hath appointed to associat himselfe with me in his Word Prayers Sacraments and Meditation Let this be the tryall of the truth of our loue Are we as Beares drawne to the stake to these ordinances Is the Word
to vs as a burden Looke we vpon the Lords Table with contempt as though some homely fare were offered neglect wee prayers meditate we neuer wee haue no testimony of our loue to God for our care and reuerence and respect to the meanes are the emblemes of our affections to and the demonstrations of our delight in his Maiesty who presents himselfe in his ordinances True loue begetting a desire of communion which is alwaies seconded with a likenes of affection at the least hating whatsoeuer he abhorreth and louing that in whatsoeuer he delighteth Now he to instance in three things especially loueth First the honour of his name Secondly the obedience of his will and thirdly the prosperity of his Church and on the contrary holds in detestation those that derogate from his glory disobey his statutes and hinder either the flourishing of his Church or the furthering of his Saints in their temporall or eternall good As for the first his name and the honour of it how hee doth prise it better cannot I decipher than from his owne mouth who when he would preserue it as his owne peculiar proclaimes it as in the eares of all That he will giue his glory to no other and lest any might encroach vpon his right the better to detaine it and the more to deter them from attempting it Exod. 20. hee affirmeth That he is a iealous God which word is though but one word yet as forcible as all the Arguments Inuention can afford if it be duely weighed and more perswasiue than all the flourishes Rhetorike can yeeld if it bee truly viewed to proue and paint out his delight in his glory and loue to his name for all griefes are either to be appeased with sensible perswasions or to be cured with wholsome counsell or to be releeued with bountiful gifts or by tract of time to be worne out Iealousie only excepted In that then he alledgeth his Iealousie he intimates that Prayers cannot preuaile against his displeasure sacrifices shall not expiate that sinne time will not wipe out that blot cast vpon his glory Hee therefore that loueth the Lord will be grieued at the soule to see and heare the name of God dishonoured his worship despised his truth reuiled his religion scorned and the profession of his Gospell neglected He who willingly endureth his friends reproach is a liplouer He who patiently putteth vp the disgrace of his captaine is either a bufaint or a debosht souldier He who carelesly passeth by the contempt of his Creator is through Satans cunning an hellish and deformed creature Moses in his owne matters is the mirrour of meekenesse Numb 12.3 but if the people in his absence practise idolatry oh how doth vexation enuiron his brest wrath weaken his memory and anger confound all the faculties of his soule What though the Tables of stone were written with the Lords owne finger his hands cannot hold them Cunning workmanship is not weighed Charity is not regarded if pietie suffer disparagement Their Idoll God shall be because a Calfe consumed in the fire grinded to powder Exod. 32.19 throwne into the water and the idolaters pallates be seasoned their bowels relisht with that sweetnesse which ashescorrupted water can afford Doth Rabshakeh blaspheme the liuing Lord How will Eliakin and Shebnah expresse the loue to their God 1 King 18.48 their loathing of that disloyaltie their bodies shall not continue couered when his name is cloathed with dishonour their garments shall not remaine vntattered when his glory was rent with so great disgrace Psal 119.136 Dauids eies in consideration of the great dishonour cast vpon Gods name through common iniquity gushed out riuers of waters To expresse the greatnesse of his griefe it is said they gushed out To manifest the multitude of his sorrowes they are called riuers of teares and all was because men kept not his law Hereby demonstrating his loue vnto God by that griefe which he had for the dishonouring of his name And truly for they that are sealed to saluation doe mourne and cry for all the abhominations that bee done in the midst of the places where they liue Ezech. 9.4 Is there such a mist drawne ouer our eies that we set not such a thicke cloud ouer our vnderstanding we marke not such a caule ouer our consciences wee feele not either in ourselues or others the abhominable blasphemies of his name the horrible contempts of his honour wherein he is so much delighted how can we loue him Loue begetting a likenesse of affection not only to his name but his Will also the obeying whereof is the badge of our true affection whence it is that the Prophet Dauid cals vpon all that are Saints to this duty Yee that loue the Lord Psal 97.10 hate the thing that is euill seeing he detests it ye may not desire it and our Sauiour Christ who can best describe his owne disciple though he gaue often loue as his liuerie yet he will not haue them ignorant of the infallible signe whereby the truth of the liuery is discerned Iohn 14.15 If ye loue me keepe my commandements Oh that we had hearts so enflamed that with him who was a man after Gods owne heart in the feeling of our defects euery one would crie out Psal 129. Oh that my waies were so directed that I might keepe thy Statutes and the palpable perceiuing our failing in not doing the things we should nay those we would cause vs cry out with him who was a chosen vessell Wretched man that I am Rom. 7.24 who shall deliuer me from the body of this death Neh. 13.14 and iustly plead with Nehemiah and Hezechiah our goodnesse and integritie Esay 38.3 then might our soules repose themselues in the sweet bed of peace assured of our vnfained loue to God But is the polluted puddle of iniquitie our bathes the actions of vngodlinesse our recreations the assemblies of the wicked our choisest company Is sinne our surest stay wicked counsells our best guides hellish drugs our wholesomest Physicke Sathans delights our sweetest potions Are we so farre from hating that we delight in couetousnesse pride malice profanation Is that most respected which God least regardeth or that contemned which he commendeth or that disobeyed which he enioyneth that heart and loue towards God is in a dangerous consumption Poore loue is that will forsake nothing at Gods prohibiting nor reforme any thing at his perswading nor performe any thing at his enioyning Can a woman prostitute her body to a varlet and yet truly say she loueth her husband or a childe pleade his loue to his Parents while he is vndutifull or any call himselfe a friend a member a sonne or daughter of the Lord disobeying his will and acting the workes of the deuill May the heart of a Saint neuer conceit it for true loue begets a likenesse of affection to his name and will yet if there it stoppeth it were like a