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together_o as_o we_o say_v in_o many_o person_n that_o be_v real_o godly_a of_o who_o a_o man_n may_v say_v as_o the_o apostle_n paul_n of_o divers_a of_o the_o chief_a man_n in_o the_o church_n of_o jerusalem_n gal._n 2._o 6._o those_o who_o seem_v to_o be_v somewhat_o in_o conference_n add_v nothing_o to_o he_o and_o therefore_o let_v this_o be_v the_o first_o difference_n there_o be_v a_o mighty_a odds_o between_o a_o man_n divine_o assure_v and_o rational_o assure_v in_o the_o vigour_n and_o activity_n of_o all_o those_o fruit_n wherein_o it_o show_v itself_o as_o you_o may_v see_v in_o matter_n of_o knowledge_n a_o man_n that_o be_v assure_v of_o a_o truth_n teach_v it_o with_o far_o more_o life_n and_o authority_n than_o a_o man_n who_o see_v it_o only_o in_o a_o rational_a probable_a light_n 2._o in_o a_o mere_a rational_a assurance_n there_o be_v formido_fw-la oppositi_fw-la as_o in_o a_o opinion_n that_o a_o man_n hold_v mere_o on_o probable_a ground_n though_o a_o man_n may_v 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