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and_o conceive_v as_o well_o never_o a_o whit_n as_o never_o the_o better_a as_o they_o say_v etc._n etc._n in_o this_o case_n also_o reflect_v upon_o the_o holy_a habitual_a disposition_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o thou_o shall_v feel_v it_o thirst_v and_o long_v unfeigned_o that_o all_o the_o holy_a duty_n and_o good_a deed_n that_o ever_o pass_v through_o thy_o heart_n and_o hand_n have_v be_v do_v in_o answerable_a exactness_n to_o the_o rule_n of_o divine_a truth_n and_o if_o it_o have_v so_o please_v god_n with_o absolute_a freedom_n from_o all_o infirmity_n 3._o three_o thou_o may_v be_v trouble_v at_o that_o time_n because_o be_v perhaps_o as_o yet_o but_o of_o little_a stand_n in_o profession_n thou_o have_v do_v god_n so_o little_a service_n and_o in_o that_o short_a time_n have_v not_o stand_v on_o god_n side_n with_o that_o courage_n and_o life_n nor_o walk_v in_o his_o holy_a way_n with_o that_o watchfulness_n and_o zeal_n as_o thou_o may_v and_o it_o cut_v thy_o heart_n 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he_o hold_v the_o meet_a to_o magnify_v the_o glory_n of_o his_o mercy_n most_o and_o wisely_a to_o advance_v our_o spiritual_a good_a four_o and_o that_o which_o be_v best_a of_o all_o if_o the_o true_a convert_n rest_v his_o weary_a soul_n upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o promise_v of_o life_n shall_v be_v take_v away_o before_o he_o attain_v his_o desire_a comfort_n he_o shall_v be_v certain_o save_v and_o undoubted_o crown_v with_o everlasting_a blessedness_n for_o bless_a be_v all_o they_o that_o wait_v for_o he_o isa._n 30.18_o a_o man_n be_v save_v by_o believe_v and_o not_o by_o joy_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v salvation_n be_v a_o inseparable_a companion_n of_o faith_n but_o joy_n and_o peace_n accompany_v it_o as_o a_o separable_a accident_n as_o that_o which_o may_v be_v remove_v from_o it_o yea_o there_o be_v cause_n why_o it_o shall_v be_v remove_v the_o light_n will_v never_o be_v so_o acceptable_a be_v it_o not_o for_o that_o usual_a intercourse_n of_o darkness_n etc._n etc._n take_v here_o notice_n upon_o this_o occasion_n that_o as_o a_o true_o humble_v soul_n receive_v christ_n in_o the_o sense_n i_o have_v say_v have_v power_n give_v he_o thereby_o to_o become_v the_o son_n of_o god_n so_o he_o do_v draw_v also_o from_o that_o glorious_a object_n of_o faith_n so_o full_a of_o all_o amiableness_n excellency_n and_o sweetness_n 1._o sometime_o by_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n a_o very_a sensible_a stir_v and_o ravish_a joy_n unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n which_o though_o it_o be_v many_o time_n very_o short_a yet_o be_v unutterable_o sweet_a 2._o if_o not_o so_o yet_o a_o habitual_a calmness_n of_o conscience_n if_o i_o may_v so_o call_v it_o which_o though_o we_o do_v not_o mark_v it_o so_o much_o or_o magnify_v god_n mercy_n for_o it_o as_o we_o ought_v yet_o it_o make_v we_o differ_v as_o far_o by_o a_o comfortable_a freedom_n from_o many_o slavish_a guilty_a twitch_n &_o a_o universal_a contentedness_n in_o all_o our_o course_n and_o passage_n through_o this_o vale_n of_o tear_n from_o the_o world_n dear_a minion_n and_o most_o admire_a favourite_n as_o chrysost._n the_o high_a region_n of_o the_o air_n from_o the_o restless_a and_o rage_a sea_n especial_o if_o that_o unhappy_o happy_a wretch_n have_v a_o wake_a conscience_n 3._o or_o at_o least_o ever_o a_o secret_a heavenly_a vigour_n whereby_o the_o soul_n be_v save_o support_v in_o what_o state_n soever_o though_o it_o be_v under_o the_o continue_a pressure_n of_o most_o hideous_a temptation_n the_o tithe_n of_o the_o terror_n whereof_o will_v make_v many_o a_o wordling_n make_v away_o himself_o because_o he_o want_v this_o stay_n and_o suppose_v they_o shall_v last_v unto_o the_o last_o gasp_n even_o unto_o thy_o end_a hour_n nay_o entrance_n into_o heaven_n bâ—xtor_n yet_o notwithstanding_o thy_o spiritual_a state_n be_v not_o thereby_o prejudice_v but_o thy_o salvation_n be_v still_o most_o sure_o and_o thy_o first_o taste_n of_o those_o eternal_a joy_n shall_v be_v the_o sweet_a by_o how_o much_o thy_o former_a temptation_n and_o trial_n have_v be_v the_o sore_a for_o we_o must_v ever_o hold_v fast_o this_o bless_a truth_n penult_n that_o we_o be_v justify_v by_o cast_v ourselves_o upon_o christ_n not_o by_o comfort_n by_o faith_n not_o by_o feeling_n by_o trust_v the_o sure_a word_n of_o god_n not_o by_o assurance_n but_o i_o desire_v to_o come_v yet_o near_o to_o thy_o conscience_n and_o to_o press_v comfort_n upon_o thou_o with_o such_o strong_a and_o unresistable_a argument_n which_o all_o the_o subtilety_n of_o the_o infernal_a power_n will_v never_o be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v thou_o say_v and_o i_o suppose_v so_o that_o thou_o be_v weary_a of_o all_o thy_o sin_n hunger_n and_o thirst_v after_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n prize_v he_o before_o all_o the_o world_n have_v cast_v thyself_o upon_o his_o truth_n and_o tenderheartedness_n for_o everlasting_a safety_n and_o yet_o thou_o feel_v no_o special_a sensible_a 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this_o blessedness_n comprise_v a_o absolute_a and_o universal_a confluence_n of_o all_o excellency_n perfection_n pleasure_n and_o felicity_n in_o this_o world_n and_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v begin_v in_o some_o measure_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n and_o make_v complete_a in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n through_o all_o eternity_n but_o i_o may_v thou_o say_v out_o of_o evident_a feel_n and_o experience_n find_v myself_o to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n therefore_o i_o be_o most_o certain_o bless_v and_o interested_n in_o all_o the_o rich_a purchase_n of_o christ_n dear_a blood_n and_o merit_n which_o be_v the_o full_a price_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o all_o the_o glory_n thereof_o etc._n etc._n whosoever_o be_v etc._n athirst_a have_v his_o part_n in_o the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n rev._n 21.6_o and_o 22.17_o joh._n 7.37_o isa._n 55.1_o but_o i_o may_v thou_o say_v can_v deny_v dare_v not_o belie_v myself_o but_o that_o my_o poor_a heart_n thirst_v unfeigned_o to_o be_v bathe_v in_o the_o heavenly_a stream_n of_o god_n free_a favour_n and_o christ_n sovereign_a blood_n therefore_o undoubted_o i_o have_v my_o part_n in_o the_o well_o of_o life_n everlasting_o whence_o what_o delicious_a stream_n of_o dear_a 556._o joy_n do_v sweet_o flow_v whosoever_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v may_v just_o challenge_v at_o the_o hand_n of_o christ_n rest_n and_o refresh_n mat._n 11.28_o but_o i_o feel_v all_o my_o sin_n a_o intolerable_a burden_n upon_o my_o wound_a soul_n and_o most_o willing_o take_v he_o as_o a_o saviour_n and_o a_o lord_n therefore_o i_o have_v my_o portion_n in_o his_o spiritual_a and_o eternal_a rest_n the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o name_n be_v holy_a and_o who_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n dwell_v also_o in_o every_o humble_a and_o contrite_a spirit_n
the_o disease_n be_v dangerous_o upon_o we_o for_o recovery_n there_o be_v give_v unto_o paul_n a_o thorn_n in_o the_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n 2.12_o if_o we_o will_v take_v the_o interpretation_n of_o some_o learned_a divine_n a_o wound_n in_o the_o spirit_n the_o sting_n of_o conscience_n press_v he_o down_o to_o the_o nethermost_a hell_n in_o his_o sense_n that_o be_v erst_o take_v up_o to_o the_o high_a heaven_n upon_o purpose_n lest_o he_o shall_v swell_v with_o spiritual_a pride_n be_v puff_v up_o and_o exalt_v above_o measure_n with_o the_o abundance_n of_o revelation_n if_o we_o well_o weigh_v the_o admirable_a story_n of_o that_o gracious_a and_o holy_a servant_n of_o christ_n mistress_n bretâ—ergh_n we_o may_v probable_o conceive_v that_o a_o principal_a end_n why_o those_o most_o grievous_a spiritual_a affliction_n of_o soul_n upon_o her_o last_o bed_n be_v lay_v upon_o she_o be_v in_o god_n just_a judgement_n to_o blind_v yet_o more_o those_o bloody_a papist_n about_o she_o 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abraham_n bosom_n do_v thus_o harden_v they_o be_v manifest_a by_o the_o event_n for_o as_o the_o reverend_a penman_n of_o that_o story_n report_v papist_n those_o of_o the_o romish_a faction_n brag_v as_o though_o a_o oracle_n have_v come_v from_o heaven_n to_o prove_v they_o catholic_n and_o we_o heretic_n prodigious_a folly_n damnable_a delusion_n it_o be_v so_o then_o that_o god_n in_o his_o inflict_v of_o affliction_n do_v not_o ever_o etc._n aim_v at_o sin_n as_o at_o the_o principal_a end_n and_o yet_o do_v not_o mistake_v though_o he_o punish_v sometime_o and_o not_o for_o sin_n yet_o never_o without_o sin_n either_o inherent_a or_o impute_v there_o be_v ever_o matter_n enough_o in_o our_o sinful_a soul_n and_o body_n and_o life_n to_o afflict_v we_o infinite_o the_o best_a of_o we_o bring_v with_o we_o into_o this_o world_n that_o corruption_n 9_o which_o may_v bring_v upon_o we_o all_o the_o plague_n of_o this_o and_o the_o other_o life_n every_o man_n have_v in_o himself_o sufficient_a fuel_n for_o the_o fire_n of_o god_n wrath_n to_o work_v upon_o still_o if_o it_o please_v he_o in_o justice_n to_o set_v it_o on_o flame_n as_o in_o the_o present_a point_n of_o spiritual_a terror_n and_o trouble_n of_o mind_n if_o god_n shall_v out_o of_o his_o just_a and_o causeful_a indignation_n put_v the_o full_a sting_n but_o into_o the_o least_o sin_n it_o be_v able_a to_o put_v a_o man_n into_o the_o very_a mouth_n of_o hell_n but_o i_o speak_v of_o god_n more_o ordinary_a way_n and_o deal_n with_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o so_o i_o say_v god_n may_v sometime_o for_o some_o hide_a and_o holy_a end_n see_v and_o seem_v good_a to_o his_o heavenly_a wisdom_n bring_v a_o less_o heinous_a sinner_n through_o extraordinary_a horror_n out_o of_o his_o natural_a state_n into_o the_o good_a way_n 2._o aggravation_n of_o horror_n be_v occasion_v terror_n and_o trouble_n may_v be_v multiply_v and_o enlarge_v in_o our_o enlargement_n from_o the_o state_n of_o darkness_n and_o chain_n of_o the_o devil_n by_o 1._o some_o precedent_n and_o preparative_n which_o god_n sometime_o in_o his_o unsearchable_a wisdom_n do_v immediate_o premise_v or_o suffer_v to_o fall_v out_o as_o 1._o some_o heavy_a cross_n and_o grievous_a affliction_n to_o make_v the_o power_n of_o the_o law_n more_o passable_a and_o fall_v more_o heavy_o upon_o our_o stubborn_a and_o stony_a heart_n this_o we_o see_v in_o manasses_n who_o be_v as_o it_o be_v fire_v out_o of_o his_o bloody_a and_o abomiable_a course_n by_o the_o heaviness_n and_o horror_n of_o his_o chain_n and_o so_o be_v humble_v great_o before_o the_o god_n of_o his_o father_n 33.11_o god_n extraordinary_a angry_a visitation_n make_v man_n many_o time_n cry_v with_o trouble_a and_o grieve_a heart_n come_v let_v we_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n he_o have_v wound_v we_o etc._n etc._n a._n strange_a terror_n sometime_o arise_v from_o external_a accident_n yea_o hide_a natural_a cause_n uncouth_a vision_n and_o apparition_n full_a of_o amazement_n and_o fear_n bodily_a distemper_n horrible_a injection_n hideous_a thought_n etc._n etc._n whereby_o they_o be_v mighty_o affright_v before_o hand_n and_o prepare_v to_o pass_v through_o the_o pang_n of_o the_o new-birth_n more_o terrible_o 3._o some_o heinous_a and_o cry_a sin_n which_o he_o suffer_v some_o to_o fall_v into_o and_o immediate_o upon_o it_o awake_v the_o conscience_n that_o almighty_a physician_n who_o be_v able_a to_o bring_v health_n out_o of_o poison_n death_n out_o of_o life_n light_v out_o of_o darkness_n heaven_n out_o of_o hell_n may_v by_o accident_n as_o they_o say_v prepare_v one_o to_o conversion_n by_o give_v he_o over_o to_o the_o height_n of_o some_o one_o or_o more_o abhor_a abomination_n and_o crimson_a sin_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o peter_n hearer_n act._n 2._o paul_n manasses_n the_o sinful_a woman_n publican_n and_o harlot_n leave_v to_o the_o kill_n of_o christ_n spill_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o saint_n those_o horrible_a outrage_n extreme_a filth_n extorsion_n pollution_n physician_n by_o ripen_a disease_n make_v way_n to_o heal_v they_o for_o sick_a matter_n be_v never_o more_o easy_o remove_v then_o when_o it_o exceed_v in_o ripeness_n and_o quantity_n 4._o lie_v long_o in_o ignorance_n sensuality_n &_o dissolute_a life_n without_o profitable_a and_o powerful_a mean_n in_o this_o case_n upon_o the_o first_o awake_n and_o affright_v the_o conscience_n for_o sin_n it_o may_v be_v expose_v to_o many_o terrible_a perplexity_n and_o long_o continue_a terror_n for_o the_o light_n of_o natural_a conscience_n breed_v with_o they_o in_o their_o own_o bosom_n may_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n serve_v to_o enrage_v and_o torture_n as_o we_o see_v in_o many_o guilty_a heathen_n but_o there_o be_v no_o natural_a light_n to_o lead_v we_o to_o christ_n and_o evangelicall_n comfort_n the_o commandment_n have_v ground_n in_o nature_n but_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o gospel_n be_v whole_o supernatural_a we_o find_v it_o by_o manifold_a experience_n what_o a_o hard_a and_o heavy_a task_n it_o be_v to_o undertake_v a_o poor_a ignorant_a soul_n trouble_v in_o mind_n the_o cure_n be_v many_o time_n very_o difficult_a dangerous_a and_o long_o the_o darkness_n of_o their_o ignorance_n be_v now_o distress_v in_o conscience_n be_v very_o fit_a and_o fearful_a matter_n for_o satan_n to_o work_v in_o hideous_o and_o to_o play_v his_o pestilent_a prank_n of_o most_o gross_a imposture_n and_o much_o hellish_a cruelty_n his_o malicious_a main_a plot_n against_o such_o ordinary_o be_v and_o his_o utmost_a endeavour_n to_o drive_v they_o to_o selfe-destruction_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a before_o they_o get_v understanding_n in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n of_o we_o can_v get_v any_o competent_a light_n and_o comfort_n into_o their_o conscience_n 2._o some_o concurrent_a circumstance_n as_o 1._o the_o melancholic_a and_o sad_a constitution_n of_o the_o party_n that_o
tartness_n of_o the_o law_n case_n of_o conscience_n lib._n 1._o cap._n 7._o sect._n 5._o here_o remember_v by_o the_o way_n that_o the_o comfort_n minister_v usual_o and_o ordinary_o must_v not_o go_v alone_o but_o be_v mingle_v and_o temper_v with_o some_o terror_n of_o the_o law_n etc._n etc._n the_o minister_a of_o comfort_n in_o this_o distress_n will_v not_o be_v direct_a and_o present_a but_o by_o certain_a step_n and_o degree_n except_o only_o in_o the_o point_n of_o death_n for_o then_o a_o direct_a course_n must_v be_v use_v iâ—id_n cap._n 11._o sect._n 1_o matth._n 11.28_o james_n 4.10_o prov._n 28.13_o heb._n 12.14_o revel_v 3.19_o psal._n 9.17_o 9.17_o proprietates_fw-la dei_fw-la essentiales_fw-la sunt_fw-la realitèr_fw-la ip_n samet_fw-la dei_fw-la essentia_fw-la &_o nec_fw-la ab_fw-la essentiâ_fw-la dei_fw-la nec_fw-la inter_fw-la se_fw-la reipsâ_fw-la differunt_fw-la non_fw-la ab_fw-la essentiâ_fw-la quia_fw-la sic_fw-la sunt_fw-la in_o essentiâ_fw-la ut_fw-la sint_fw-la ipsa_fw-la essentia_fw-la non_fw-la inter_fw-la se_fw-la quia_fw-la quicquid_fw-la in_o deo_fw-la est_fw-la unum_fw-la est_fw-la à _fw-la primâ_fw-la autem_fw-la unitate_fw-la omnis_fw-la prorsus_fw-la differentia_fw-la omnisque_fw-la numerus_fw-la abesse_fw-la debet_fw-la polan_n syntag._n theol._n lib._n 2._o cap._n 7._o 7._o proprietates_fw-la dei_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d sunt_fw-la aequales_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d inaequales_fw-la alsted_n theol._n didactico_fw-la scholast_n sect._n 1_o cap._n 15._o 15._o now_o we_o his_o minister_n his_o almoner_n to_o distribute_v his_o comfort_n even_o as_o many_o as_o be_v in_o the_o scripture_n dare_v not_o lavish_a they_o out_o and_o promise_v they_o to_o such_o lazy_a indifferent_n as_o these_o but_o if_o we_o see_v any_o ready_a to_o faint_v for_o want_n say_v give_v i_o drink_v or_o else_o i_o die_v then_o we_o reach_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n to_o he_o and_o bid_v he_o drink_v of_o it_o neither_o dare_v we_o to_o give_v it_o to_o any_o other_o roger_n of_o dedham_n doctr._n of_o faith_n pag._n 186._o tit._n 2.11_o 12._o zech._n 13.1_o 13.1_o as_o concern_v sorrow_n see_v the_o cause_n still_o remain_v namely_o corruption_n and_o affliction_n therefore_o this_o sorrow_n must_v continue_v to_o our_o life_n end_v though_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n now_o mingle_v with_o comfort_n whereas_o the_o former_a before_o faith_n can_v have_v none_o whereas_o on_o the_o other_o side_n the_o sorrow_n that_o quite_o dry_v up_o be_v never_o sound_a as_o it_o be_v to_o be_v see_v in_o many_o who_o be_v once_o deep_o afflict_v and_o in_o great_a heaviness_n for_o their_o miserable_a state_n afterward_o come_v to_o some_o comfort_n be_v grow_v so_o secure_a and_o senseless_a that_o have_v no_o true_a grief_n or_o remorse_n for_o their_o daily_a corruption_n content_v themselves_o that_o they_o be_v once_o cast_v down_o who_o life_n as_o they_o be_v foul_a and_o full_a of_o blot_n so_o their_o end_n be_v oft_o fearful_a either_o senseless_a or_o uncomfortable_a so_o dangerous_a be_v it_o to_o quench_v the_o spirit_n in_o any_o pat_o culverwell_n in_o his_o treatise_n of_o faith_n pag._n 46.47_o certum_fw-la est_fw-la sine_fw-la sensu_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o miseriae_fw-la primùm_fw-la deinde_fw-la â—iberationis_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la jesu_fw-la â—â—_o eadem_fw-la illá_fw-la miseriá_fw-la nullam_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la esse_fw-la veram_fw-la consolationem_fw-la nos_fw-la quidem_fw-la hodierno_fw-la die_fw-la expectamus_fw-la non_fw-la primumillum_fw-la sed_fw-la secundum_fw-la christi_fw-la adventum_fw-la ut_fw-la igitur_fw-la eum_fw-la cum_fw-la aliquâ_fw-la consolation_n expectemus_fw-la danda_fw-la nobis_fw-la opera_fw-la est_fw-la in_o totâ_fw-la vitâ_fw-la ut_fw-la magis_fw-la magisque_fw-la in_o sensu_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o miseriae_fw-la nostrae_fw-la proficiamus_fw-la alioqui_fw-la proâ—ectò_fw-la tantum_fw-la aberit_fw-la ab_fw-la eo_fw-la ut_fw-la cum_fw-la consolation_n &_o gaudio_fw-la â—um_fw-la christi_fw-la adventum_fw-la expectemus_fw-la ut_fw-la è_fw-la contrà _fw-la cum_fw-la horroribus_fw-la aâ—iâ—i_fw-la &_o conscientiae_fw-la nâ—n_fw-la tam_fw-la expectemus_fw-la illum_fw-la diem_fw-la quam_fw-la eum_fw-la aversemur_fw-la rolloc_n in_o johan_n pag._n 346._o perpetuò_fw-la resipiscamus_fw-la in_o perpetuâ_fw-la luctâ_fw-la &_o perpetuâ_fw-la resipiscentiâ_fw-la simus_fw-la idem_fw-la ibid._n pag_n 337._o some_o be_v only_o slight_o humble_v and_o have_v get_v comfort_n be_v never_o more_o grieve_v whereas_o a_o true_a believer_n even_o after_o faith_n grieve_v still_o for_o his_o daily_a sin_n but_o these_o think_v it_o enough_o that_o they_o be_v once_o grieve_v and_o therefore_o now_o grieve_v no_o more_o for_o their_o foul_a sin_n roger_n of_o dedham_n doctr._n of_o faith_n pag._n 367._o cum_fw-la sèmper_fw-la nobis_fw-la agnoscenda_fw-la sint_fw-la peccata_fw-la nostra_fw-la &_o credendum_fw-la quòd_fw-la remittantuâ—_n nobis_fw-la peccatâ—_n propter_fw-la christum_fw-la senâ—imus_fw-la semper_fw-la etiam_fw-la in_o hâ—c_fw-la vitâ_fw-la nobis_fw-la agendam_fw-la esse_fw-la penitential_a harmon_n confess_v p._n 2._o wirtenbergica_fw-la confess_v de_fw-fr poenit_fw-la pag._n 153._o we_o be_v to_o note_v that_o repentance_n be_v a_o continual_a course_n of_o sorrow_n and_o if_o we_o have_v this_o in_o truth_n then_o may_v we_o bold_o seek_v for_o comfort_v out_o of_o god_n word_n and_o from_o his_o minister_n and_o look_v what_o comfort_n they_o give_v we_o on_o earth_n the_o same_o shall_v be_v seal_v also_o in_o heaven_n wherefore_o as_o it_o be_v requisite_a continual_o to_o till_o the_o ground_n if_o we_o will_v have_v fruit_n and_o daily_o to_o eat_v if_o we_o will_v live_v so_o in_o spiritual_a thing_n we_o must_v be_v humble_v with_o continual_a sorrow_n that_o we_o may_v be_v refresh_v with_o daily_a comfort_n in_o christ._n greenham_n serm._n 7._o of_o repentance_n i_o the_o rather_o quote_v these_o divine_n for_o this_o point_n to_o oppose_v the_o wicked_a and_o ignorant_a folly_n of_o some_o ill-tonged_a anti-nomists_a and_o other_o peevish_a and_o proud_a phantastic_o phantastic_o â—_o sam._n 7.6_o hauserunt_fw-la aquas_fw-la è_fw-la puâ—eo_fw-la cordis_fw-la svi_fw-la &_o abundè_fw-la lachrymati_fw-la sunt_fw-la coram_fw-la domino_fw-la resipiscentes_fw-la chald._a paraph._n est_fw-la quadam_fw-la precum_fw-la omnipotentia_fw-la luth._o luth._o quntum_fw-la prinâ—us_fw-la ego_fw-la lum_n hoc_fw-la ergo_fw-la apud_fw-la beatum_fw-la paulum_fw-la siduciae_fw-la &_o consolationis_fw-la accipite_fw-la fratres_fw-la ut_fw-la ad_fw-la dominum_fw-la iam_fw-la conversos_fw-la non_fw-la nimis_fw-la criâ—ciet_fw-la praeteritorum_fw-la coâ—scientia_fw-la delictorum_fw-la sed_fw-la tantùm_fw-la bumâ—lieâ—_n vos_fw-la sicut_fw-la &_o ipsum_fw-la ego_fw-la sum_fw-la inquit_fw-la minimus_fw-la apostolorum_fw-la qui_fw-la non_fw-la sum_fw-la dignus_fw-la vocari_fw-la apostolus_fw-la qui_fw-la sum_fw-la persecutus_fw-la ecclesiam_fw-la dei._n ita_fw-la &_o nos_fw-la humiliemur_fw-la sub_fw-la potenti_fw-la manâ—_n dei_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n col._n 225._o 225._o et_fw-la si_fw-la preces_fw-la quotidiè_fw-la quotidiè_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agaâ—_n quoth_v in_o antiquis_fw-la domibus_fw-la facere_fw-la solemus_fw-la cum_fw-la fuerint_fw-la putrefactae_fw-la putrida_fw-la subtrahimus_fw-la &_o supponimus_fw-la nova_fw-la &_o à _fw-la continuâ_fw-la curâ_fw-la nunquam_fw-la desinimus_fw-la chrysost._n ad_fw-la pop_n antioch_n hom._n 80._o 80._o if_o any_o doubt_n how_o godly_a sorrow_n and_o spiritual_a joy_n may_v consist_v together_o at_o the_o same_o time_n in_o the_o same_o subject_n let_v they_o take_v satisfaction_n even_o from_o philosophy_n de_fw-fr dolore_fw-la &_o gaudio_fw-la dupliciter_fw-la loqui_fw-la possumus_fw-la uno_fw-la modo_fw-la secundum_fw-la quod_fw-la sunt_fw-la passiones_fw-la appetitus_fw-la scusitivi_fw-la et_fw-la sic_fw-la nullo_n modo_fw-la possunt_fw-la essè_fw-la simul_fw-la eo_fw-la quòd_fw-la sunt_fw-la omâ—inò_fw-la contrariae_fw-la velex_n parte_fw-la obiecti_fw-la put_v à _fw-fr cum_fw-la sunt_fw-la de_fw-la eodem_fw-la vel_fw-la saltem_fw-la ex_fw-la parte_fw-la motus_fw-la cordis_fw-la nam_fw-la gaudium_fw-la est_fw-la cuiâ—_n dilstatione_fw-la cordis_fw-la tristitia_fw-la verò_fw-la cum_fw-la constrictione_fw-la et_fw-la hoc_fw-la modo_fw-la loquor_fw-la philosophus_fw-la eth._n 9_o â—â—io_fw-la modo_fw-la possumus_fw-la loqui_fw-la de_fw-la gaudio_fw-la &_o tristitiâ_fw-la secundum_fw-la quod_fw-la consistunt_fw-la in_fw-la simplici_fw-la actu_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la cui_fw-la aliquid_fw-la placet_fw-la vel_fw-la displicet_fw-la et_fw-la secundum_fw-la hoc_fw-la non_fw-la possunt_fw-la babâ—â—â—_n contrariâ—tateâ—â—_n nisi_fw-la ex_fw-la parte_fw-la object_n putà _fw-la cum_fw-la sunt_fw-la de_fw-la codem_fw-la &_o secundum_fw-la idem_fw-la 〈◊〉_d non_fw-la possunt_fw-la 〈◊〉_d esse_fw-la gaudium_fw-la &_o tristitia_fw-la quia_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la simulideâ—s_fw-la secundum_fw-la idem_fw-la placene_n &_o displiâ—â—re_a 〈◊〉_d verò_fw-la gaudiuâ—â—_n &_o tristitia_fw-la sic_fw-la accepta_fw-la non_fw-la sint_fw-la de_fw-fr eodem_fw-la sâ—â—â—â—dumidem_fw-la sed_fw-la vel_fw-la de_fw-la diversis_fw-la vel_fw-la de_fw-la eodem_fw-la secundum_fw-la diversa_fw-la sic_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la contrarietas_fw-la gaudij_fw-la &_o tristitia_fw-la vnde_fw-la nihil_fw-la probebent_fw-la hominem_fw-la simul_fw-la gandere_fw-la &_o tristari_fw-la putà _fw-la si_fw-la videamus_fw-la iustum_fw-la affligi_fw-la 〈◊〉_d placet_fw-la nobis_fw-la eiâ—â—_n iustitia_fw-la &_o displicet_fw-la aâ—flictio_fw-la et_fw-la hoc_fw-la modo_fw-la simul_fw-la potest_fw-la alicui_fw-la displicere_fw-la quòd_fw-la peccavit_fw-la placere_fw-la quòd_fw-la hoc_fw-la ei_fw-la displicet_fw-la cum_fw-la spe_fw-la veniae_fw-la ita_fw-la quòd_fw-la ipsa_fw-la tristitia_fw-la sit_fw-la
turpissimarum_fw-la cogitationum_fw-la veluti_fw-la in_o obsidione_fw-la urbium_fw-la vel_fw-la castrorum_fw-la fieri_fw-la consuevit_fw-la cum_fw-la stercoribus_fw-la cloacarum_fw-la aut_fw-la â—ùm_fw-la terret_fw-la repentino_fw-it strepitu_fw-la quempiam_fw-la vel_fw-la horrorem_fw-la immittâ—t_fw-la quasi_fw-la inopinatè_fw-la prout_fw-la similitor_fw-la bombardarum_fw-la toâ—â—â—ruo_fw-la impugnatores_fw-la munitionum_fw-la agere_fw-la consueverâ—nt_fw-la &_o quemadmodum_fw-la ioculatores_fw-la &_o trâ—fatores_fw-la pveris_fw-la horrorem_fw-la inusâ—â—at_fw-la be_v suis_fw-la gestibus_fw-la incutere_fw-la nouêrunt_fw-la intendant_a inquam_fw-la quòd_fw-la talia_fw-la non_fw-la curent_fw-la neque_fw-la mulâ—um_fw-la cum_fw-la his_fw-la litigent_fw-la sed_fw-la potiùs_fw-la irrideant_fw-la dicentes_fw-la cum_fw-la illo_fw-la patre_fw-la in_o vitis_fw-la patrum_fw-la in_fw-la talibus_fw-la experto_fw-la immunditia_fw-la tua_fw-la super_fw-la te_fw-la daemon_n dominus_fw-la mihi_fw-la adiâ—tor_fw-la non_fw-la te_fw-la timâ—bo_fw-la quia_fw-la enim_fw-la immundus_fw-la spiritus_fw-la es_fw-la immundiâ—ia_fw-la opus_fw-la tuum_fw-la est_fw-la item_n terrores_fw-la tuos_fw-la non_fw-la timeo_fw-la quâ—a_fw-la â—um_fw-la qui_fw-la venture_n est_fw-la iudicare_fw-la vivos_fw-la &_o mortuos_fw-la &_o seculump_a ignem_fw-la defensorem_fw-la habâ—o_fw-la gâ—rs_n reme_v â—ontr_n pusill_a si_fw-mi autem_fw-la nec_fw-la sic_fw-la infernales_fw-la tale_n musâ—ae_fw-la pungitivae_fw-la pacem_fw-la permiserint_fw-la optimum_fw-la remedium_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la homo_fw-la nihil_fw-la de_fw-la eye_n ampliùs_fw-la curet_fw-la sed_fw-la sub_fw-la divina_fw-la confidenâ—iâ_fw-la patieâ—â—iam_fw-la habeat_fw-la &_o sit_fw-la securus_fw-la quòd_fw-la non_fw-la ei_fw-la nocebunt_fw-la idem_fw-la de_fw-la modo_fw-la se_fw-it hâ—ben_fw-it cont._n mal._n 〈…〉_z frequentèr_o have_fw-mi cogitationes_fw-la meliùs_fw-la vincuntur_fw-la si_fw-la eas_fw-la nihili_fw-la pendimus_fw-la aut_fw-la cuâ—amus_fw-la sed_fw-la alijs_fw-la in_o rebus_fw-la occupamus_fw-la animum_fw-la quam_fw-la si_fw-la eas_fw-la vinitamur_fw-la propellere_fw-la idem_fw-la de_fw-la diver_n tentat_fw-la tentat_fw-la est_fw-la autem_fw-la hâ—ec_fw-la sor_n sanctorum_fw-la ut_fw-la noâ—_n be_v in_o singula_fw-la momâ—nta_fw-la tentattoâ—ibus_fw-la exerceantâ—r_fw-la neque_fw-la illis_fw-la iâ—ducias_fw-la longâ—s_fw-la permittit_fw-la satan_n qui_fw-la ex_fw-la nostra_fw-la perditione_n maximum_fw-la vulâ—ptatem_fw-la capere_fw-la â—â—nsuâ—_n vit_fw-mi et_fw-la quamvis_fw-la non_fw-la ignâ—râ—t_fw-la â—â—cclorum_fw-la finem_fw-la omninò_fw-la everti_fw-la non_fw-la puss_n iucundum_fw-la â—amen_fw-la illi_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la â—os_v aliquá_fw-la ex_fw-la parte_fw-la tâ—rreri_fw-la &_o labascere_fw-la videat_fw-la gvalt_n in_o luc._n cap._n 8_o hom_n 84._o 84._o if_o your_o atheist_n will_v not_o believe_v his_o own_o eye_n behold_v the_o strange_a judgement_n of_o god_n in_o other_o but_o will_v rather_o give_v his_o own_o sense_n the_o lie_n then_o acknowledge_v the_o truth_n of_o the_o godhead_n let_v he_o but_o by_o some_o injurious_a deed_n or_o contumelious_a word_n provoke_v some_o witch_n of_o endor_n that_o have_v the_o temporary_a power_n over_o some_o spirit_n upon_o condition_n that_o he_o shall_v have_v eternal_a power_n over_o she_o and_o it_o be_v like_a enough_o he_o be_v void_a of_o all_o faith_n and_o sense_n of_o god_n and_o so_o out_o of_o his_o protection_n that_o he_o shall_v feel_v to_o his_o cost_n and_o confess_v to_o his_o shame_n that_o there_o be_v a_o power_n over_o and_o beside_o the_o ordinary_a course_n of_o nature_n gent._n indeed_o these_o atheist_n that_o deny_v god_n do_v also_o deny_v that_o there_o be_v either_o devil_n or_o angel_n and_o i_o think_v will_v confosse_v they_o all_o as_o soon_o as_o any_o one_o morton_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n cap_n 1_o pag._n 34._o i_o quote_v this_o only_a to_o infer_v that_o when_o satan_n do_v thus_o cleaâ—â—ly_o â—â—sâ—over_v himselfe_o accident_n and_o consequent_a he_o banish_v all_o thought_n of_o atheism_n or_o offer_v at_o least_o to_o any_o understand_a man_n a_o evident_a argument_n against_o it_o it_o cum_fw-la cogitatio_fw-la huiusmodi_fw-la mala_fw-la horrenda_fw-la grossa_fw-mi tâ—â—pis_fw-mi &_o nefaria_fw-la importune_v occurrerit_fw-la non_fw-la terreatur_fw-la nec_fw-la triftetur_fw-la persona_fw-la devota_fw-la proptereà _fw-la nimiùm_fw-la neque_fw-la credat_fw-la se_fw-la propter_fw-la talem_fw-la à _fw-la deo_fw-la derelictum_fw-la sed_fw-la maiorem_fw-la siduciam_fw-la se_fw-la pertinendi_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la inde_fw-la accipiat_fw-la gers._fw-la de_fw-la mod_fw-la se_fw-la habendi_fw-la contr_n mal_fw-fr immis_fw-la quidam_fw-la putant_fw-la se_fw-la esse_fw-la desertos_fw-la à _fw-la deo_fw-la quia_fw-la non_fw-la that_o eye_v quietem_fw-la à _fw-la tentationibus_fw-la quùm_fw-la potiùs_fw-la tentatio_fw-la signum_fw-la divini_fw-la amoris_fw-la sit_fw-la multiplicatio_fw-la tentationum_fw-la signum_fw-la est_fw-la quòd_fw-la aliquis_fw-la de_fw-la manibus_fw-la daemonum_n evaserit_fw-la dum_fw-la aliquit_fw-la est_fw-la in_o carcere_fw-la unicum_fw-la habet_fw-la custodem_fw-la vel_fw-la duos_fw-la si_fw-la verò_fw-la evaserit_fw-la omnes_fw-la eum_fw-la insequuntur_fw-la sic_fw-la dum_fw-la aliquis_fw-la captus_fw-la est_fw-la à _fw-la diabolo_fw-it non_fw-la tantùm_fw-la eum_fw-la daemon_n per_fw-la sequuntur_fw-la quantùm_fw-la quum_fw-la ovaserit_fw-la gregor_n quis_fw-la pertinens_fw-la ad_fw-la christum_fw-la non_fw-la varijs_fw-la tentationibus_fw-la agitatur_fw-la &_o quotidiè_fw-la agit_fw-fr cum_fw-la illo_fw-la diabolus_fw-la &_o angeli_fw-la eius_fw-la ut_fw-la pervertatur_fw-la qualibet_fw-la cupiditate_fw-la qualibet_fw-la suggestione_fw-la aut_fw-la promissione_n lucri_fw-la vel_fw-la terror_fw-la damni_fw-la vel_fw-la promissione_n aquavitae_fw-la vel_fw-la terror_fw-la mortiâ—_n aut_fw-la alicuius_fw-la potentis_fw-la inimicitijs_fw-la aut_fw-la alicuìus_fw-la potentis_fw-la amicitijs_fw-la omnibus_fw-la modis_fw-la instat_fw-la diabolus_fw-la quemadmodum_fw-la deijciat_fw-la august_n in_o psal._n 62._o hostess_fw-la noster_fw-la adhuc_fw-la in_o hac_fw-la vitâ_fw-la nos_fw-la positos_fw-la quantò_fw-la magis_fw-la nos_fw-la sibi_fw-la rebellare_fw-la conspicit_fw-la tantò_fw-la amplius_fw-la expugnare_fw-la contendit_fw-la eos_n enim_fw-la pulsare_fw-la negligit_fw-la quos_fw-la quieto_fw-la jure_fw-la possiderese_n sentit_fw-la contra_fw-la nos_fw-la verò_fw-la eo_fw-la vehementiùs_fw-la incitatur_fw-la quò_fw-la ex_fw-la cord_n nostro_fw-la quâ—si_fw-la exiure_fw-la propriae_fw-la habitationis_fw-la expellitur_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la dominus_fw-la sub_fw-la quadam_fw-la dispensatione_fw-la sigâ—guravit_fw-la qui_fw-la diabolum_fw-la non_fw-la nifi_n post_fw-la baptisma_fw-la se_fw-la tentare_fw-la permisit_fw-la ut_fw-la signum_fw-la nobis_fw-la quoddam_fw-la futurae_fw-la conversionis_fw-la innueret_fw-la quòd_fw-la mombra_fw-la eius_fw-la post_fw-la quam_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la proficerent_fw-la tunc_fw-la à criores_fw-la tentationum_fw-la insidias_fw-la toleranent_fw-la post_fw-la primam_fw-la igitur_fw-la vicem_fw-la moeroris_fw-la atque_fw-la laetitiae_fw-la quam_fw-la unusquisque_fw-la per_fw-la studium_fw-la conversionis_fw-la agnoscit_fw-la haec_fw-la secunda_fw-la suboritur_fw-la quia_fw-la ne_fw-la securitatis_fw-la negligentiâ_fw-la dissolvatur_fw-la impulsu_fw-la tentationis_fw-la efficitur_fw-la et_fw-la quidem_fw-la cuique_fw-la in_o ipso_fw-la conversionis_fw-la initâ—o_fw-la magnâ_fw-la plerùnque_fw-la excipitur_fw-la dulcedine_fw-la consolationis_fw-la sed_fw-la durum_fw-la laborem_fw-la post_fw-la modùm_fw-la experitur_fw-la probationis_fw-la gregor_n in_o cap._n 33._o job._n exit_fw-la quâ_fw-la re_fw-la nobis_fw-la factus_fw-la est_fw-la adversarius_fw-la diabolus_fw-la nisi_fw-la ex_fw-la hac_fw-la quia_fw-la videt_fw-la hiberos_fw-la quos_fw-la tenebat_fw-la antè_fw-la captivos_fw-la quia_fw-la videt_fw-la sanos_fw-la quos_fw-la suis_fw-la iaculum_fw-la prostraverat_fw-la valneratos_fw-la qui_fw-la videt_fw-la vestiri_fw-la dennò_fw-la immortalitate_fw-la quos_fw-la nudaverat_fw-la propinando_fw-la iniquitatem_fw-la quia_fw-la muscipulâ_fw-la eius_fw-la comminutâ_fw-la &_o nos_fw-la eruti_fw-la sumus_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr symb_n ad_fw-la catechum_fw-la lib._n 2._o cap._n 1._o quod_fw-la ad_fw-la sanctorum_fw-la gloriam_fw-la proficit_fw-la malignis_fw-la spiritibus_fw-la crescit_fw-la in_o damnationis_fw-la augmentum_fw-la de_fw-fr omni_fw-la quidem_fw-la malitia_fw-la suâ_fw-la daemon_n in_fw-la aternâ_fw-la poenâ_fw-la â—unientur_fw-la in_o congressione_n quidem_fw-la occulti_fw-la certaminis_fw-la quando_fw-la electi_fw-la vincunt_fw-la mala_fw-la quae_fw-la repellunt_fw-la suis_fw-la hostibus_fw-la tribuunt_fw-la quia_fw-la isti_fw-la tanquam_fw-la aurum_fw-la in_o furnace_n probantur_fw-la illi_fw-la verò_fw-la pro_fw-la reprobâ_fw-la suggestione_fw-la puniuntur_fw-la greg._n in_o 1._o reg._n cap._n 9_o