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damnation_n of_o hell_n you_o may_v see_v in_o mat._n 23._o paul_n think_v it_o his_o duty_n to_o tell_v elymas_n act_v 13.10_o that_o he_o be_v full_a of_o all_o subtlety_n and_o mischief_n the_o child_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o the_o enemy_n of_o all_o righteousness_n a_o perverter_n of_o the_o right_a way_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o peter_n think_v meet_v to_o tell_v simon_n magus_n that_o he_o have_v neither_o part_n nor_o lot_n in_o that_o matter_n that_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o right_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n that_o he_o be_v in_o the_o gall_n of_o bitterness_n and_o bond_n of_o iniquity_n act_v 8.21.23_o the_o charge_n of_o paul_n to_o timothy_n be_v plain_a and_o urgent_a 2_o tim._n 4.1_o 2._o i_o charge_v thou_o before_o god_n and_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o shall_v judge_v the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a at_o his_o appear_v and_o his_o kingdom_n preach_v the_o word_n be_v instant_a in_o season_n and_o out_o of_o season_n reprove_v rebuke_n exhort_v and_o to_o 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we_o to_o hearken_v to_o temptation_n to_o use_v sinful_a mean_n to_o come_v out_o of_o our_o suffering_n who_o will_v have_v think_v that_o faithful_a abraham_n shall_v have_v be_v so_o unbelieving_a as_o to_o equivocate_v in_o such_o a_o danger_n and_o expose_v the_o chastity_n of_o his_o wife_n to_o hazard_v as_o we_o read_v in_o gen._n 12.12_o 13_o 19_o and_o that_o he_o shall_v fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o on_o the_o same_o occasion_n gen._n 20._o to_o abimelech_n as_o before_o he_o have_v do_v with_o pharaoh_n and_o that_o isaac_n shall_v after_o he_o fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n in_o the_o same_o place_n gen._n 26.7_o the_o life_n oâ—_n faith_n do_v set_v we_o so_o much_o above_o the_o fear_n of_o man_n and_o show_v we_o the_o weakness_n and_o noâ—thingness_n of_o mortal_a worm_n and_o the_o faithâ—fulness_n and_o al-sufficiency_n of_o god_n that_o oâ—_n will_v think_v the_o frown_n and_o threaten_n 〈◊〉_d a_o man_n shall_v signify_v nothing_o to_o we_o whâ—â—_n god_n stand_v by_o and_o give_v we_o such_o ampâ—â—_n promise_n and_o security_n for_o our_o confirmâ—â—tion_n and_o encouragement_n and_o yet_o whâ—â—_n base_a dejectedness_n and_o sinful_a compliance_n be_v many_o bring_v to_o through_o the_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d man_n that_o before_o the_o hour_n of_o this_o tempâ—tation_n can_v talk_v as_o courageous_o as_o any_o this_o be_v the_o case_n of_o peter_n before_o mention_v and_o of_o many_o a_o one_o that_o have_v woundeâ—_n conscience_n and_o wrong_v their_o profession_n by_o too_o cowardly_a a_o disposition_n which_o if_o it_o be_v fore-known_a we_o may_v do_v more_o for_o our_o confirmation_n and_o shall_v betake_v ourselves_o in_o time_n to_o christ_n in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n for_o strength_n few_o turn_v their_o back_n on_o christ_n or_o a_o good_a cause_n in_o time_n of_o trial_n that_o be_v jealous_a of_o themselves_o before_o hand_n and_o afraid_a lest_o they_o shall_v forsake_v he_o few_o fall_n that_o be_v afraid_a of_o fall_v 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and_o want_n of_o grace_n â—nd_v lament_v their_o desert_n of_o misery_n they_o â—re_n oft_o cast_v down_o so_o much_o too_o low_a that_o they_o dare_v not_o own_o the_o title_n of_o god_n child_n nor_o any_o of_o his_o special_a grace_n but_o take_v themselves_o for_o mere_a unsanctified_a harden_a sinner_n and_o all_o that_o can_v be_v say_v will_v not_o convince_v they_o that_o they_o have_v any_o save_a interest_n in_o christ_n nor_o hinder_v they_o from_o pour_v out_o unjust_a accusation_n against_o themselves_o and_o all_o this_o be_v do_v by_o they_o in_o the_o uprightness_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o not_o dissemble_o and_o yet_o will_v you_o think_v that_o with_o all_o this_o humility_n there_o shall_v be_v any_o pride_n and_o that_o the_o same_o person_n shall_v lift_v up_o themselves_o and_o resist_v theâ—_n help_v to_o further_a
it_o and_o it_o confound_v we_o with_o shame_n to_o find_v ourselves_o so_o much_o worse_a than_o we_o imagine_v it_o overwhelm_v the_o soul_n with_o despair_a thought_n to_o find_v itself_o so_o bad_a when_o it_o think_v it_o have_v be_v better_a it_o breed_v endless_a suspicion_n and_o fear_n when_o we_o find_v our_o former_a opinion_n of_o ourselves_o confute_v and_o that_o contrary_a to_o our_o expectation_n we_o be_v surprise_v where_o we_o think_v we_o have_v be_v safe_a we_o be_v still_o ready_a to_o think_v what_o ever_o we_o discern_v that_o be_v good_a within_o we_o that_o we_o may_v as_o well_o be_v mistake_v now_o as_o we_o be_v before_o and_o thus_o our_o present_a self-ignorance_n when_o discover_v may_v hinder_v all_o the_o comfort_n of_o our_o life_n 3._o last_o not_o know_v ourselves_o and_o our_o particular_a sin_n and_o want_n and_o weakness_n do_v keep_v we_o from_o a_o particular_a application_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o from_o seek_v those_o particular_a remedy_n 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sincerity_n oâ—_n their_o love_n to_o he_o and_o to_o make_v they_o believe_v that_o they_o be_v dear_a to_o god_n when_o they_o loaâ—â—_n themselves_o how_o hard_o be_v it_o to_o persuade_v theâ—_n that_o the_o riches_n of_o christ_n the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o saint_n belong_v to_o they_o and_o the_o reason_n among_o otherâ—_n be_v principal_o these_o 1._o the_o remnant_n of_o sin_n be_v so_o great_a and_o so_o active_a and_o troublesome_a as_o that_o the_o feel_n of_o these_o contrary_a disposition_n do_v hinder_v â—hem_n from_o observe_v the_o operation_n of_o â—race_n it_o be_v not_o easy_a to_o discern_v the_o sincerity_n of_o faith_n among_o so_o much_o unbelief_n â—r_o the_o sincerity_n of_o love_n where_o there_o be_v so_o â—uch_o averseness_n or_o of_o humility_n where_o â—here_o be_v so_o much_o pride_n or_o of_o repentanceâ—nd_a â—nd_z mortification_n where_o there_o be_v so_o much_o concupiscence_n and_o inclination_n to_o sin_n especial_o when_o grace_n by_o its_o enmity_n to_o sin_n do_v â—ake_v the_o soul_n so_o suspicious_a and_o sensible_a of_o 〈◊〉_d as_o that_o the_o observation_n of_o it_o turn_v their_o â—ind_n from_o the_o observation_n of_o the_o contrary_a â—â—od_n that_o be_v in_o they_o health_n be_v not_o observe_v in_o other_o part_n when_o the_o feel_n of_o the_o â—one_n or_o but_o a_o toothache_n take_v we_o up_o the_o â—â—oughts_n be_v call_v all_o to_o the_o part_n affect_v â—nd_v sickness_n and_o wound_n be_v feel_v more_o sensible_o than_o health_n the_o fear_n of_o misery_n by_o 〈◊〉_d be_v easily_o excite_v and_o be_v more_o passionate_a than_o love_n and_o hope_n and_o all_o the_o â—_z that_o be_v employ_v in_o the_o prosecution_n of_o good_a and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d be_v hard_o to_o feel_v the_o matter_n of_o our_o joy_n â—ear_n be_v a_o tyrant_n if_o it_o exceed_v and_o will_v not_o â—ermit_v we_o to_o believe_v or_o observe_v the_o causeâ—f_a â—f_z hope_n quod_fw-la nimis_fw-la metuunt_fw-la miseri_fw-la hoc_fw-la â—â—cile_fw-la credunt_fw-la &_o nunquam_fw-la amoveri_fw-la putant_fw-la â—ith_o seneca_n what_o we_o too_o much_o fear_n we_o too_o â—â—sily_o believe_v and_o hardly_o believe_v that_o it_o be_v go_v and_o the_o danger_n past_a these_o fear_n be_v useful_a to_o our_o preservation_n but_o they_o too_o often_o pervert_v our_o judgement_n and_o hindeâ—_n our_o due_a consolation_n qui_fw-la insidias_fw-la timet_fw-la iâ—_n nullas_fw-la incidet_fw-la nec_fw-la cito_fw-la perit_fw-la ruina_fw-la qâ—â—_n rvinam_fw-la timet_fw-la semper_fw-la metuendo_fw-la sapiens_fw-la viâ—tat_fw-la malum_fw-la say_v seneca_n he_o that_o feareâ—â—_n snare_n do_v not_o fall_v into_o they_o nor_o do_v 〈◊〉_d quick_o perish_v by_o ruin_n that_o fear_v ruin_n 〈◊〉_d wise_a man_n escape_v evil_a by_o always_o fear_v it_o and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v prov._n 28.14_o happy_a be_v the_o man_n that_o fear_v always_o but_o he_o that_o harden_v his_o heart_n shall_v 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still_o think_v that_o thing_n he_o fear_v be_v upon_o he_o or_o come_v upon_o he_o the_o fear_n of_o a_o unrgenerate_a unpardoned_a state_n do_v make_v he_o think_v he_o be_v in_o it_o and_o that_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n do_v make_v he_o think_v that_o he_o be_v under_o it_o and_o the_o fear_n of_o damnation_n make_v he_o imagine_v he_o shall_v be_v damn_v it_o be_v wonderful_a hard_a in_o a_o frightful_a state_n or_o indeed_o in_o any_o passion_n that_o be_v strong_a to_o have_v the_o free_a use_n of_o judgement_n for_o the_o know_v of_o ourselves_o and_o to_o discern_v any_o grace_n or_o evidence_n or_o mercy_n which_o be_v contrary_a to_o our_o fear_n especial_o when_o the_o feel_n of_o much_o corruption_n do_v turn_v our_o eye_n from_o the_o observation_n of_o the_o good_a and_o we_o be_v still_o take_v up_o with_o the_o matter_n of_o our_o disease_n 2._o another_o cause_n that_o we_o hardly_o know_v our_o grace_n be_v because_o they_o be_v weak_a and_o small_a and_o therefore_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o much_o corruption_n be_v ofttimes_o hardly_o discern_v from_o none_o a_o little_a faith_n even_o as_o a_o grain_n of_o mustard_n seed_n may_v save_v we_o a_o little_a love_n to_o god_n that_o be_v sincere_a will_v be_v accept_v and_o weak_a desire_n may_v be_v fulfil_v but_o they_o be_v frequent_o undiscerned_a or_o their_o sincerity_n question_v by_o those_o that_o have_v they_o and_o therefore_o bring_v but_o little_a comfort_n peter_n little_a faith_n do_v keep_v he_o from_o drown_v but_o not_o from_o doubt_v and_o fear_v he_o shall_v be_v drown_v nor_o from_o beginning_n to_o sink_v mat._n 14.29_o 30_o 31._o he_o walk_v on_o the_o water_n to_o go_v to_o jesus_n but_o when_o he_o see_v the_o wind_n boisterous_a he_o be_v afraid_a and_o beginning_n to_o sink_v he_o cry_v say_v lord_n save_v i_o and_o immediate_o jesus_n stretch_v forth_o his_o hand_n and_o catch_v he_o and_o say_v unto_o he_o o_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n wherefore_o 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of_o holiness_n to_o be_v as_o they_o be_v and_o the_o sincere_a to_o be_v sincere_a and_o the_o renew_a soul_n to_o be_v indeed_o renew_v the_o same_o light_n must_v show_v the_o excellency_n of_o sanctification_n and_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n the_o glory_n of_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o deformity_n of_o that_o spiritual_a death_n which_o be_v its_o privation_n it_o must_v show_v the_o righteous_a to_o be_v more_o excellent_a than_o his_o neighbour_n prov._n 12_o 26._o and_o help_v man_n to_o discern_v between_o the_o righteous_a and_o the_o wicked_a between_o he_o that_o serve_v god_n and_o he_o that_o serve_v he_o not_o mal._n 3.18_o we_o must_v not_o be_v like_o the_o miserable_a ungodly_a preacher_n that_o can_v describe_v the_o state_n of_o grace_n with_o clearness_n and_o feel_o because_o they_o never_o know_v it_o or_o that_o dare_v not_o discover_v the_o unsanctified_a lest_o they_o detect_v themselves_o nor_o judge_v they_o accordidg_v to_o their_o 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