25._o §_o 8._o a_o method_n of_o meditation_n p._n 28._o §_o 9_o choice_n of_o a_o guide_n p._n 34._o §_o 10._o exercise_n in_o solitude_n p._n 39_o §_o 11._o distribution_n of_o time_n p._n 42._o a_o practice_n of_o ten_o day_n solitude_n j._n day_n voyage_n inducement_n to_o solitude_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n dignity_n of_o solitude_n p._n 49._o 2._o point_n innocency_n of_o solitude_n p._n 53._o 3._o point_n necessity_n of_o solitude_n p._n 56._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n god_n favour_n to_o we_o p._n 60._o 2._o discourse_n our_o return_v to_o god_n p._n 64._o ii_o day_n voyage_n entertainment_n in_o solitude_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n humility_n &_o austerity_n p._n 68_o 2._o point_n patience_n &_o obedience_n p._n 72._o 3._o point_n charity_n &_o perfection_n p._n 76._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n love_n of_o solitary_a place_n p._n 80._o 2._o discourse_n exercise_n in_o solitude_n p._n 84._o iii_o day_n voyage_n man_n in_o his_o sinful_a state_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n vileness_n of_o the_o body_n by_o nature_n p._n 90._o 2._o point_n wretchedness_n of_o the_o soul_n by_o sin_n p._n 94._o 3._o point_n ignorance_n of_o our_o future_a state_n p._n 98._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n our_o weakness_n to_o good_n p._n 102._o 2._o discourse_n our_o proneness_n to_o evil_n p._n 106._o iu_o day_n voyage_n man_n repair_v by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n institution_n of_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n p._n 111._o 2._o point_n fruit_n of_o the_o h._n sacrament_n p._n 116._o 3._o point_n intention_n in_o communion_n p._n 119._o a_o oblation_n before_o communion_n p._n 122._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n preparation_n to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n p._n 122._o advises_n for_o a_o general_a confession_n p._n 124._o philotheas_n covenant_n with_o god_n p._n 125._o 2._o discourse_n behaviour_n in_o receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n p._n 126._o v._o day_n voyage_n mortification_n of_o sensuality_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n mortification_n of_o the_o sense_n p._n 130._o 2._o point_n mortification_n of_o the_o passion_n p._n 134._o 3._o point_n mortification_n the_o property_n of_o a_o christian_n p._n 136._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n damage_n incur_v by_o immortification_n p._n 140._o 2._o discourse_n necessity_n &_o use_v of_o mortification_n p._n 144._o vi_o day_n voyage_n flight_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o god_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n flight_n from_o creature_n p._n 150._o 2._o point_n flight_n from_o ourselves_o p._n 153._o 3._o point_n flight_n from_o spiritual_a comfort_n p._n 156._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n vanity_n of_o creature_n p._n 158._o 2._o discourse_n spiritual_a indifferency_n p._n 161._o vii_o day_n voyage_n tranquillity_n of_o spirit_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n life_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 165._o 2._o point_n mental_a recollection_n p._n 168._o 3._o point_n union_n of_o the_o spirit_n with_o god_n p._n 172_o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n love_n trial_n p._n 176._o 2._o discourse_n love_n entertainment_n p._n 179._o viii_o day_n voyage_n god_n speak_v to_o the_o soul_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n harken_v to_o god_n p._n 184._o 2._o point_n god_n speak_v by_o visible_a creature_n p._n 188._o 3._o point_n god_n speak_v by_o man._n p._n 192._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n god_n speak_v by_o his_o son_n incarnate_a p._n 197._o 2._o discourse_n god_n reveal_v himself_o p._n 201._o ix_o day_n voyage_n repose_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o god_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n the_o soul_n hide_v in_o god_n p._n 204._o 2._o point_n search_v of_o god_n in_o god_n p._n 208._o 3._o point_n the_o soul_n repose_v in_o god_n p._n 212._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n love_n ascent_n p._n 216._o 2._o discourse_n love_n descent_n p._n 219._o x._o day_n voyage_n high_a christian_n perfection_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n union_n with_o christ_n suffer_v p._n 226._o 2._o point_n expropriation_n of_o friend_n p._n 233._o 3._o point_n self-denial_n p._n 239._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n spiritual_a desolation_n p._n 244._o 2._o discourse_n philotheas_n choice_n p._n 248._o meditation_n upon_o the_o passion_n for_o every_o day_n of_o the_o week_n p._n 252._o philothea_n invite_v to_o begin_v her_o pilgrimage_n take_v leave_v philothea_n bid_v thy_o friend_n depart_v let_v nothing_o earthly_a now_o come_v near_o thy_o heart_n whilst_o thou_o retyre_a sigh_v all_o alone_a recount_v all_o the_o ill_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v this_o be_v god_n way_n to_o hear_v his_o voice_n in_o thou_o and_o search_v thy_o heart_n in_o inward_a privacy_n which_o fill_v with_o thought_n of_o heav'n-aspiring_a joy_n and_o lodge_v in_o shade_n exempt_a from_o vulgar_a noise_n wing_v with_o chaste_a desire_n &_o sacred_a vow_n upward_o do_v mount_v to_o meet_v her_o heavenly_a spous_n and_o hear_v love_n whisper_n charm_v up_o above_o to_o fix_v herself_o in_o the_o centre_n of_o her_o love_n from_o who_o embrace_n may_v she_o not_o depart_v but_o grasp_v that_o heavenly_a armful_n near_o her_o heart_n no_o gem_n no_o hide_a treasure_n like_o to_o this_o it_o be_v heaven_n delight_n alone_o man_n crown_n &_o bliss_n o_o bless_a day_n o_o pure_o sweet_a content_n while_o thus_o in_o paradise_n thy_o time_n be_v spend_v oh_o may_v such_o thought_n thy_o spirit_n always_o move_v thus_o may_v thou_o ever_o live_v to_o be_v in_o love_n it_o be_v heaven_n on_o earth_n thus_o sweet_o to_o discover_v heavn'ns_n joy_n on_o earth_n &_o have_v thy_o god_n thy_o lover_n rich_a bulstrode_n interior_n templ_n lond_n armig._n philothea_n pilgrimage_n to_o perfection_n the_o preface_n to_o philothea_n contain_v instruction_n for_o solitude_n §._o 1._o excellency_n of_o holy_a solitude_n since_o thou_o be_v in_o good_a earnest_n resolve_v my_o philothea_n to_o begin_v thy_o pilgrimage_n to_o perfection_n by_o enter_v holy_a solitude_n therein_o for_o a_o while_n to_o confer_v with_o the_o belove_a of_o thy_o soul_n touch_v the_o present_a &_o future_a state_n thereof_o how_o thou_o stand_v affect_v to_o piety_n &_o how_o thou_o may_v better_v thyself_o in_o thy_o progress_n towards_o heaven_n by_o cleanse_v thy_o heart_n entire_o from_o those_o stain_n &_o blemish_n which_o be_v incident_a to_o corrupt_v &_o frail_a nature_n &_o by_o strengthen_v it_o with_o pious_a consideration_n inflame_a affection_n &_o efficacious_a resolution_n to_o the_o redeem_n of_o lose_a time_n &_o reform_v such_o error_n &_o evil_a inclination_n as_o be_v insensible_o creep_v into_o thy_o soul_n i_o can_v more_o fit_o address_v myself_o to_o thou_o then_o with_o the_o hearty_a well-wish_n of_o holy_a toby_n to_o his_o son_n walk_v well_o god_n be_v in_o thy_o way_n &_o his_o holy_a angel_n accompany_v thou_o nor_o may_v we_o doubt_v but_o that_o the_o same_o divine_a clemency_n which_o have_v inspire_v thou_o with_o a_o will_v to_o undertake_v this_o holy_a voyage_n will_v enable_v thou_o with_o his_o blessing_n &_o make_v thou_o so_o to_o prosper_v &_o profitt_a thyself_o in_o the_o pursuance_n of_o this_o bless_a design_n that_o it_o will_v be_v unto_o the_o eternal_a honour_n of_o the_o divine_a majesty_n &_o a_o ample_a increase_n of_o piety_n &_o spiritual_a comfort_n in_o thy_o own_o soul_n if_o any_o employment_n be_v heavenly_a upon_o earth_n &_o do_v consequent_o belong_v to_o the_o duty_n of_o a_o good_a &_o upright_a christian_a it_o be_v the_o serious_a practice_n of_o retire_a solitude_n by_o which_o the_o soul_n do_v unspeakable_o promote_v herself_o towards_o the_o end_n of_o her_o creation_n which_o be_v to_o know_v god_n &_o to_o love_v he_o above_o all_o thing_n create_v in_o solitude_n we_o ransack_v our_o heart_n we_o discover_v our_o secret_a enemy_n there_o lurk_v in_o our_o breast_n &_o strong_o arm_a grapple_n with_o they_o expel_v they_o &_o prevent_v their_o reentrance_n into_o our_o soul_n by_o it_o we_o dissable_a ill_a custom_n settle_v ourselves_o to_o a_o eager_a use_n of_o mean_n to_o do_v well_o &_o fit_v our_o mind_n to_o all_o good_a duty_n &_o against_o all_o cross_a event_n by_o it_o we_o descry_v our_o natural_a weakness_n to_o virtue_n obtain_v redress_n prevent_v temptation_n cheer_v up_o our_o heart_n feeble_a &_o tire_v out_o with_o temptation_n &_o adversity_n temper_v our_o use_n of_o creature_n gain_v more_o light_n to_o our_o knowledge_n more_o heat_n to_o our_o affection_n more_o life_n to_o our_o devotion_n more_o vigour_n &_o courage_n in_o our_o calling_n &_o thereby_o we_o become_v stranger_n to_o the_o earth_n by_o a_o just_a estimate_n of_o earthly_a thing_n which_o be_v transitory_a &_o vain_a &_o enter_v into_o a_o sweet_a fruition_n of_o invisible_a comfort_n we_o therein_o contemplate_v jesus_n christ_n
feel_v in_o thy_o soul_n during_o thy_o holy_a retirement_n or_o at_o other_o time_n some_o delicious_a whisper_n of_o thy_o belove_a espouse_v yet_o be_v thou_o whole_o ignorant_a what_o will_v befall_v thou_o the_o next_o moment_n how_o long_o or_o short_a thy_o life_n will_v be_v when_o where_o by_o what_o disease_n or_o misfortune_n death_n will_v seize_v upon_o thou_o &_o in_o what_o condition_n of_o grace_n or_o sin_n it_o will_v summon_v thou_o before_o god_n bar_n thereto_o hear_v the_o sentence_n then_o to_o pass_v over_o thou_o &_o consequent_o that_o as_o long_o as_o thou_o be_v in_o this_o life_n thou_o be_v never_o certain_o assure_v of_o thy_o eternal_a salvation_n this_o aught_o to_o be_v a_o strong_a motive_n of_o humiliation_n unto_o thou_o almighty_a god_n have_v from_o all_o eternity_n choose_v some_o to_o be_v heir_n of_o his_o glory_n permit_v other_o yet_o do_v not_o any_o one_o know_v to_o what_o rank_n he_o belong_v when_o or_o by_o what_o mean_v he_o shall_v come_v thither_o till_o it_o please_v god_n to_o cite_v we_o forth_o this_o world_n &_o assume_v we_o to_o his_o heavenly_a paradise_n which_o evident_o lay_v open_v our_o great_a ignorance_n &_o prove_v our_o unchangeable_a dependence_n on_o the_o hide_a disposition_n of_o the_o divine_a will_n be_v not_o this_o enough_o to_o humble_v the_o haughty_a spirit_n in_o the_o world_n wherefore_o in_o whatsoever_o degree_n of_o contemplation_n virtue_n or_o spiritual_a greatness_n thou_o be_v thou_o must_v humble_o acknowledge_v thy_o universal_a dependence_n on_o god_n gracious_a inspiration_n &_o help_n and_o that_o therefore_o thou_o ought_v not_o to_o judge_v any_o one_o who_o through_o god_n permission_n thou_o may_v see_v fall_n into_o some_o abominable_a sin_n be_v thou_o be_v not_o thyself_o assure_v how_o long_o thou_o shall_v stand_v in_o thy_o duty_n to_o god_n or_o how_o soon_o that_o person_n may_v arise_v again_o through_o god_n grace_n aid_v to_o a_o timely_a &_o profitable_a repentance_n have_v a_o care_n therefore_o philothea_n thou_o stand_v fast_o in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n work_v thy_o salvation_n with_o a_o filial_a &_o humble_a fear_n reflect_v continual_o on_o thy_o own_o nothing_o &_o the_o straight_a dependence_n thou_o have_v on_o the_o grace_n &_o mercy_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v redeem_v thou_o from_o the_o tyranny_n of_o satan_n &_o make_v thou_o capable_a of_o life_n everlasting_a with_o himself_o will_v not_o be_v want_v to_o the_o complete_n that_o great_a work_n of_o thy_o eternal_a salvation_n if_o thou_o do_v humble_o trust_v in_o he_o say_v then_o with_o a_o lively_a faith_n in_o thou_o o_o lord_n have_v i_o hope_v &_o i_o be_o not_o confound_v i_o have_v put_v my_o trust_n in_o thou_o &_o have_v find_v help_n affection_n ah_o my_o soul_n wherein_o can_v thou_o now_o glory_n be_v thou_o place_v in_o the_o family_n of_o god_n servant_n have_v many_o good_a notion_n &_o divine_a motion_n in_o thy_o breast_n do_v thou_o through_o some_o strong_a help_n of_o heavenly_a grace_n delightful_o perform_v hard_a &_o painful_a duty_n all_o this_o be_v very_o good_a but_o alas_o thou_o know_v not_o how_o long_o this_o will_v endure_v whether_o for_o a_o year_n or_o a_o day_n or_o even_o the_o next_o moment_n whether_o thou_o be_v confirm_v in_o grace_n list_v among_o the_o number_n of_o the_o elect_n or_o worthy_a of_o love_n or_o hatred_n thou_o know_v nothing_o of_o all_o this_o even_o so_o it_o be_v for_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n be_v a_o most_o glorious_a &_o pure_a father_n of_o spirit_n &_o will_v still_o be_v worship_v in_o fear_n &_o tremble_a however_o although_o thou_o shall_v persecute_v i_o till_o death_n i_o will_v trust_v in_o thou_o even_o at_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n i_o will_v not_o abandon_v my_o hope_n in_o thy_o mercy_n resolution_n i_o will_v cast_v myself_o into_o the_o sea_n of_o god_n abundant_a mercy_n &_o therein_o fix_v the_o auchor_n of_o my_o hope_n rely_v firm_o on_o his_o undeceive_a promise_n &_o save_v help_n of_o grace_n &_o therefore_o i_o will_v annihilate_v myself_o in_o the_o consideration_n of_o his_o holy_a decree_n live_v in_o perpetual_a fear_n of_o his_o judgement_n concern_v i_o nor_o will_v i_o only_o become_v humble_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n who_o know_v the_o vileness_n of_o my_o body_n &_o wretchedness_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o whatever_o shall_v befall_v either_o for_o time_n &_o eternity_n but_o i_o will_v also_o willing_o become_v contemptible_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o creature_n content_v myself_o with_o the_o low_a place_n mean_a fare_n &_o vile_a employment_n account_v myself_o the_o unworthy_a of_o all_o &_o will_v ever_o say_v with_o the_o holy_a prophet_n i_o be_o a_o worm_n &_o not_o a_o man_n the_o outcast_n of_o man_n &_o the_o offcast_n of_o the_o vulgar_a the_o evening_n exercise_n first_o discourse_n our_o weakness_n to_o good_a if_o thou_o desire_v philothea_n to_o enter_v the_o depth_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o thou_o must_v make_v yet_o a_o further_a search_n into_o the_o motive_n of_o humble_v thyself_o before_o god_n wherefore_o have_v now_o wade_v through_o the_o vast_a sea_n of_o thy_o vileness_n in_o body_n wretchedness_n in_o soul_n &_o wonderful_a ignorance_n of_o thy_o future_a state_n of_o life_n &_o happiness_n discourse_v further_o on_o thy_o natural_a weakness_n to_o perform_v good_a &_o upright_a action_n ever_o since_o through_o our_o disobedience_n to_o god_n holy_a commandment_n we_o depart_v from_o his_o temple_n &_o sanctify_v city_n of_o jerusalem_n &_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o spiritual_a murderer_n we_o have_v have_v many_o deep_a wound_n and_o deadly_a sore_n in_o our_o soul_n whereof_o though_o some_o have_v beme_fw-mi oft_o cure_v by_o christ_n heal_a sacrament_n yet_o do_v they_o often_o break_v out_o &_o fester_v through_o the_o disorder_n of_o our_o sinful_a life_n other_o remain_v for_o ever_o uncurable_a during_o this_o mortal_a life_n whereby_o we_o be_v whole_o unable_a without_o the_o perpetual_a help_n of_o our_o charitable_a samaritan_n jesus_n christ_n either_o to_o discern_v the_o way_n that_o lead_v back_o to_o god_n or_o secure_o to_o walk_v towards_o he_o in_o this_o our_o pilgrimage_n to_o heavenly_a perfection_n our_o manifold_a doubt_n mistake_n &_o error_n in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o divine_a &_o even_o moral_a truth_n &_o action_n our_o passionate_a affection_n to_o present_v &_o sensible_a delight_n the_o variety_n &_o distraction_n of_o our_o fade_a &_o slippery_a life_n &_o the_o excellency_n of_o god_n way_n &_o those_o thought_n &_o work_n whereby_o we_o walk_v in_o they_o &_o purchase_v a_o blessedness_n which_o he_o alone_o can_v bestow_v on_o we_o show_v evident_o that_o god_n live_v in_o a_o unaccessible_a light_n not_o to_o be_v view_v with_o a_o eye_n not_o yet_o cleanse_v by_o divine_a faith_n nor_o to_o be_v aspire_v unto_o without_o that_o hope_n which_o he_o only_o can_v inspire_v into_o we_o nor_o in_o the_o least_o degree_n to_o be_v purchase_v or_o pretend_v to_o without_o the_o special_a gift_n of_o inherent_a sanctity_n &_o other_o supernatural_a help_n of_o clear_n light_n &_o cooperate_a grace_n bestow_v bountiful_o on_o we_o so_o that_o we_o can_v neither_o do_v any_o thing_n worthy_a his_o acceptation_n or_o think_v on_o he_o according_a to_o his_o majesty_n or_o even_o say_v one_o word_n of_o he_o as_o we_o ought_v in_o order_n to_o our_o everlasting_a happiness_n without_o his_o special_a inspiration_n conduct_v &_o assistance_n wherefore_o as_o thou_o be_v by_o nature_n a_o mere_a nothing_o &_o by_o sin_n worse_o than_o nothing_o so_o without_o the_o liberal_a gift_n of_o god_n aid_v grace_n thou_o can_v do_v nothing_o if_o then_o thou_o perhaps_o be_v sometime_o raise_v up_o in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o god_n his_o glory_n &_o those_o allure_a trace_n whereby_o he_o lead_v his_o servant_n to_o the_o love_n of_o eternal_a good_a thing_n yet_o may_v thou_o 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