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but_o as_o he_o never_o practise_v their_o church-gathering_a way_n so_o at_o last_o he_o be_v content_v to_o have_v unite_v on_o the_o term_n which_o be_v offer_v they_o and_o write_v his_o excellent_a book_n of_o heart_n division_n after_o this_o they_o increase_v and_o mr._n burrough_n be_v dead_a dr._n john_n owen_n arise_v not_o of_o the_o same_o spirit_n to_o fill_v up_o his_o place_n by_o who_o and_o mr._n philip_n nye'_v policy_n the_o flame_n be_v increase_v our_o wound_n keep_v open_a and_o carry_v on_o all_o as_o if_o there_o have_v be_v none_o but_o they_o considerable_a in_o the_o world_n and_o have_v a_o army_n and_o city_n agent_n fit_a to_o second_v they_o effectual_o hinder_v all_o remedy_n till_o they_o have_v dash_v all_o into_o piece_n as_o a_o break_a glass_n o_o what_o may_v not_o pride_n do_v and_o what_o miscarriage_n will_v not_o false_a principle_n and_o faction_n hide_v one_o will_v think_v that_o if_o their_o opinion_n have_v be_v certain_o true_a and_o their_o church-order_n good_a yet_o the_o interest_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n and_o of_o great_a truth_n shall_v have_v be_v so_o regard_v by_o the_o divider_n in_o england_n as_o that_o the_o safety_n of_o all_o these_o shall_v have_v be_v prefer_v and_o not_o all_o ruin_v rather_o than_o their_o way_n shall_v want_v its_o carnal_a arm_n and_o liberty_n and_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o tear_v the_o garment_n of_o christ_n all_o to_o piece_n rather_o than_o it_o shall_v want_v their_o lace_n §_o 148._o and_o it_o must_v be_v acknowledge_v also_o impartial_o that_o some_o of_o the_o presbyterian_a minister_n frighten_v the_o sectary_n into_o this_o fury_n by_o the_o unpeaceableness_n and_o impatiency_n of_o their_o mind_n they_o run_v from_o libertinism_n into_o the_o other_o extreme_a and_o be_v so_o little_a sensible_a of_o their_o own_o infirmity_n that_o they_o will_v not_o have_v those_o tolerate_v who_o be_v not_o only_o tolerable_a but_o worthy_a instrument_n and_o member_n in_o the_o church_n the_o reconciler_n that_o be_v rule_v by_o prudent_a charity_n always_o call_v out_o to_o both_o the_o party_n that_o the_o church_n must_v be_v unite_v upon_o the_o term_n of_o primitive_a simplicity_n and_o that_o we_o must_v have_v unity_n in_o thing_n necessary_a and_o liberty_n in_o thing_n unnecessary_a and_o charity_n in_o all_o but_o they_o can_v never_o be_v hear_v but_o be_v take_v for_o adversary_n to_o the_o government_n of_o the_o church_n as_o they_o be_v by_o the_o prelate_n at_o this_o day_n nay_o when_o in_o worcestershire_n we_o do_v but_o agree_v to_o practise_v so_o much_o as_o all_o party_n be_v agree_v in_o they_o say_v we_o do_v but_o thereby_o set_v up_o another_o party_n we_o tell_v they_o of_o archbishop_n usher_n term_n in_o his_o sermon_n before_o the_o king_n on_o eph._n 4._o 3._o but_o they_o will_v not_o hear_v the_o lord_n bacon_n in_o his_o three_o essay_n and_o his_o consideration_n mr._n hales_n in_o his_o treatise_n of_o schism_n and_o all_o man_n of_o sound_a experience_n and_o wisdom_n have_v long_o tell_v the_o world_n that_o we_o must_v be_v unite_v in_o thing_n necessary_a which_o all_o christian_n agree_v in_o or_o which_o the_o primitive_a church_n do_v unite_v in_o or_o not_o at_o all_o but_o nothing_o short_a than_o the_o assembly_n confession_n of_o faith_n and_o catechism_n and_o and_o presbytery_n will_v serve_v turn_n with_o some_o their_o principle_n be_v that_o no_o other_o shall_v be_v tolerate_v which_o set_v the_o independent_n on_o contrive_v how_o to_o grasp_v the_o sword_n they_o be_v still_o cry_v out_o on_o the_o magistrate_n that_o he_o be_v irreligious_a for_o suffer_v sect_n and_o because_o he_o do_v not_o bring_v man_n to_o conformity_n and_o now_o they_o can_v be_v tolerate_v themselves_o to_o preach_v nor_o scarce_o to_o dwell_v in_o the_o land_n
prayer_n by_o all_o the_o minister_n at_o worcester_n where_o they_o desire_v i_o to_o preach_v but_o weakness_n and_o other_o thing_n hinder_v i_o from_o that_o day_n but_o to_o compensate_a that_o i_o enlarge_v and_o publish_v the_o sermon_n which_o i_o have_v prepare_v for_o they_o and_o entitle_v the_o treatise_n gildas_n salvianus_n because_o i_o imitate_v gildas_n and_o salvianus_n in_o my_o liberty_n of_o speech_n to_o the_o pastor_n of_o the_o church_n or_o the_o reform_a pastor_n i_o have_v very_o great_a cause_n to_o be_v thankful_a to_o god_n for_o the_o success_n of_o that_o book_n as_o hope_v many_o thousand_o soul_n be_v the_o better_a for_o it_o in_o that_o it_o prevail_v with_o many_o minister_n to_o set_v upon_o that_o work_n which_o i_o there_o exhort_v they_o to_o even_o from_o beyond_o the_o sea_n i_o have_v have_v letter_n of_o request_n to_o direct_v they_o how_o they_o may_v bring_v on_o that_o work_n according_a as_o that_o book_n have_v convince_v they_o that_o it_o be_v their_o duty_n if_o god_n will_v but_o reform_v the_o ministry_n and_o set_v they_o on_o their_o duty_n zealous_o and_o faithful_o the_o people_n will_v certain_o be_v reform_v all_o church_n either_o rise_v or_o fall_v as_o the_o ministry_n do_v rise_v or_o fall_v not_o in_o riches_n and_o worldly_a grandeur_n but_o in_o knowledge_n zeal_n and_o ability_n for_o their_o work_n but_o since_o bishop_n be_v restore_v this_o book_n be_v useless_a and_o that_o work_v not_o meddle_v with_o §_o 178._o 23._o when_o the_o part_n of_o the_o parliament_n call_v the_o rump_n or_o commonwealth_n be_v sit_v the_o anabaptist_n seeker_n etc._n etc._n fly_v so_o high_a against_o tithe_n and_o ministry_n that_o it_o be_v much_o fear_v lest_o they_o will_v have_v prevail_v at_o last_o wherefore_o i_o draw_v up_o a_o petition_n for_o the_o ministry_n which_o be_v print_v under_o the_o name_n of_o the_o worcestershire_n petition_n which_o be_v present_v by_o coll._n john_n bridges_n and_o mr._n thomas_n foley_n be_v accept_v with_o thanks_o and_o seem_v to_o have_v a_o considerable_a tendency_n to_o some_o good_a resolution_n §_o 179._o but_o the_o sectary_n great_o regard_v against_o that_o petition_n and_o one_o write_v a_o vehement_a invective_n against_o it_o which_o i_o answer_v in_o a_o paper_n call_v the_o defence_n of_o the_o worcestershire_n petition_n which_o by_o a_o oversight_n be_v maim_v by_o the_o want_n of_o the_o answer_n to_o one_o of_o the_o accuser_n query_n i_o know_v not_o what_o kind_n of_o person_n he_o be_v that_o i_o write_v against_o but_o it_o prove_v to_o be_v a_o quaker_n they_o be_v just_a now_o rise_v and_o this_o be_v the_o first_o of_o their_o book_n as_o far_o as_o i_o can_v remember_v that_o i_o have_v ever-seen_a §_o 180._o 24._o present_o upon_o this_o the_o quaker_n begin_v to_o make_v a_o great_a stir_n among_o we_o and_o act_v the_o part_n of_o man_n in_o rapture_n and_o speak_v in_o the_o manner_n of_o man_n inspire_v and_o every_o where_o rail_v against_o tithe_n and_o minister_n they_o send_v many_o paper_n of_o query_n to_o divers_a minister_n about_o we_o and_o to_o one_o of_o the_o chief_a of_o they_o i_o write_v a_o answer_n and_o give_v they_o as_o many_o more_o question_n to_o answer_v entiâ—uling_v it_o the_o quaker_n catechism_n these_o pamphlet_n be_v but_o one_o or_o two_o day_n work_v be_v no_o great_a interruption_n to_o my_o better_a labour_n and_o as_o they_o be_v of_o small_a worth_n so_o also_o of_o small_a cost_n the_o same_o minister_n of_o our_o country_n that_o be_v now_o silence_v be_v they_o that_o the_o quaker_n most_o vehement_o oppose_v meddle_v little_a with_o the_o rest_n the_o marvellous_a concurrence_n of_o instrument_n tell_v we_o that_o one_o principal_a agent_n do_v act_v they_o all_o i_o have_v oft_o ask_v the_o quaker_n late_o why_o they_o choose_v the_o same_o minister_n to_o revile_v who_o all_o the_o drunkard_n and_o swearer_n rail_v against_o and_o why_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o our_o assembly_n come_v down_o thou_o deceiver_n thou_o hireling_n thou_o dog_n and_o now_o never_o meddle_v with_o the_o pastor_n or_o congregation_n and_o they_o answer_v 1._o that_o these_o man_n sin_n in_o the_o open_a light_n and_o need_v none_o to_o discover_v they_o 2._o that_o the_o spirit_n have_v his_o time_n both_o of_o severity_n and_o of_o lenity_n but_o the_o truth_n be_v they_o know_v than_o they_o may_v be_v bold_a without_o any_o fear_n of_o suffer_v by_o it_o and_o now_o it_o be_v time_n for_o they_o to_o save_v their_o skin_n they_o suffer_v enough_o for_o their_o own_o assembly_n 181._o 25._o the_o great_a advancement_n of_o the_o popish_a interest_n by_o their_o secret_a agency_n among_o the_o sectary_n seeker_n quaker_n behmenist_n etc._n etc._n do_v make_v i_o think_v it_o necessary_a to_o do_v something_o direct_o against_o popery_n and_o so_o i_o publish_v three_o disputation_n against_o they_o one_o to_o prove_v our_o religion_n safe_a and_o another_o to_o prove_v their_o religion_n unsafe_a and_o a_o three_o to_o show_v that_o they_o overthrow_v the_o faith_n by_o the_o ill_a resolution_n of_o their_o faith_n this_o book_n i_o entitle_v the_o safe_a religion_n §_o 182._o 26._o about_o the_o same_o time_n i_o fall_v into_o troublesome_a acquaintance_n with_o one_o clement_a writer_n of_o worcester_n a_o ancient_a man_n that_o have_v long_o seem_v a_o forward_a professor_n of_o religiousness_n and_o of_o a_o good_a conversation_n but_o be_v now_o pervert_v to_o i_o know_v not_o what_o a_o seeker_n he_o profess_v to_o be_v but_o i_o easy_o perceive_v that_o he_o be_v either_o a_o juggle_a papist_n or_o a_o infidel_n but_o i_o more_o suspect_v the_o latter_a he_o have_v write_v a_o scornful_a book_n against_o the_o ministry_n call_v ius_n divinum_fw-la presbyterii_fw-la and_o after_o two_o more_o against_o the_o scripture_n and_o against_o i_o one_o call_v fides_n divina_fw-la the_o other_n be_v title_n i_o remember_v not_o his_o assertion_n to_o i_o be_v that_o no_o man_n be_v bind_v to_o believe_v in_o christ_n that_o do_v not_o see_v confirm_v miracle_n himself_o with_o his_o own_o eye_n by_o the_o provocation_n of_o this_o apostate_n i_o write_v a_o book_n call_v the_o unreasanableness_n of_o infidelity_n consist_v of_o four_o part_n the_o first_o of_o the_o extrinsic_a witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n by_o miracle_n etc._n etc._n to_o which_o i_o annex_v a_o disputation_n against_o clement_n writer_n to_o prove_v that_o the_o miracle_n wrought_v by_o christ_n and_o his_o apostle_n oblige_v we_o to_o believe_v that_o do_v not_o see_v they_o the_o second_o part_n be_v of_o the_o intrinsic_a witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o christ_n and_o scripture_n the_o three_o be_v of_o the_o sin_n or_o blasphemy_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o the_o four_o be_v to_o repress_v the_o arrogancy_n of_o reason_v against_o divine_a revelation_n all_o this_o be_v intend_v but_o as_o a_o supplement_n to_o the_o second_o 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