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a_o great_a measure_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n do_v not_o find_v or_o at_o least_o very_o weak_o in_o themselves_o here_o i_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v indiscreet_a in_o expect_v and_o require_v that_o from_o the_o law_n which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v but_o in_o the_o gospel_n but_o occasion_n the_o damp_a and_o cool_v if_o not_o utter_v quench_v those_o bless_a affection_n through_o despair_n of_o ever_o cause_v the_o stream_n to_o ascend_v so_o high_a and_o so_o furnish_v satan_n and_o man_n cowardly_a slothful_a heart_n with_o matter_n enough_o of_o temptation_n to_o apostasy_n this_o be_v a_o great_a evil_a to_o detain_v a_o soul_n long_o in_o the_o passage_n from_o death_n to_o life_n hos_fw-la 13._o 13._o 2_o an_n over_o hasty_a and_o inconsiderate_a application_n of_o comfort_n before_o the_o soul_n give_v evidence_n that_o it_o be_v true_o and_o sound_o humble_v and_o this_o be_v overhasten_v the_o birth_n which_o occasion_n many_o distortion_n weakness_n and_o 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of_o god_n goodness_n in_o hear_v prayer_n in_o such_o a_o needful_a time_n if_o a_o man_n can_v plead_v as_o david_n psalm_n 142._o 7._o bring_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o prison_n i._n e._n of_o spiritual_a trouble_n and_o the_o righteous_a shall_v compass_v i_o about_o and_o psalm_n 51._o 13._o deliver_v i_o from_o blood_n guiltiness_n o_o lord_n then_o will_v i_o teach_v transgressor_n thy_o way_n and_o sinner_n upon_o the_o report_n of_o thy_o mercy_n to_o i_o encourage_v they_o shall_v be_v convert_v unto_o thou_o so_o psalm_n 32._o 5_o 6._o for_o this_o shall_v every_o one_o that_o be_v godly_a prey_n unto_o thou_o in_o a_o time_n wherein_o thou_o may_v be_v find_v if_o he_o can_v plead_v thus_o lord_n give_v i_o and_o other_o of_o thy_o people_n a_o experiment_n upon_o which_o to_o trust_v thou_o with_o the_o more_o boldness_n for_o time_n to_o come_v it_o be_v true_a thy_o faithfulness_n need_v no_o such_o avoucher_n but_o my_o faith_n and_o that_o of_o other_o needs_o such_o 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