the Lord Almighty and to resist the work of his Grace now it may be there comes this fear and hand-writing against him and then he cryes These are my sins and these are the Plagues and Judgements threatned against them and therefore why may not I be damned why may not I be plagued Secondly the Lord pursues the soul and discharges that evil upon him which was formerly feared and now his Conscience is all on a flame and he saith to himself O I have sinned and offended a just God and therefore I must be damned and to Hell I must go Now the soul shakes and is driven beyond it self and would utterly faint but that the Lord upholds it with one hand as he beats it down with the other he thinks every thing is against him he thinks the fire burns to consume him and that the ayr will poyson him and that Hell-mouth gapes under him and that Gods wrath hangs over him and if now the Lord should but take away his life that he should tumble down headlong into the bottomless Hell Should any man or Minister perswade the soul in this case to go to Heaven for Mercy it replies in this maner Shall I repair to God O that 's my trouble Is not he that great God whose Justice and Mercy and Patience I have abused And is not he the great God of Heaven and Earth that hath been incensed against me Oh with what a face can I appear before him and with what heart can I look for any mercy from him I have wronged his Justice and can his Justice pardon me I have abused his Mercy and can his Mercy pity me What such a wretch as I am If I had never enjoyed the means of mercy I might have had some plea for my self but Oh I have refused that mercy and have trampled the Blood of Christ under my feet and can I look for any mercy No no I see the wrath of the Lord incensed against me and that 's all I look for SECT. 4. Sorrow for Sin THe next step is Sorrow for Sin concerning which are two questions 1. Whether it be a work of saving grace 2. Whether God work it in all alike To the first I answer There is a double Sorrow one in Preparation the other in Sanctification They differ thus Sorrow in Preparation is when the word of God leaves an impression upon the heart of a man so that the heart of it self is as it were a Patient and onely bears the blow of the Spirit and hence come all those phrases of Scripture as wounded pierced pricked in the passive voyce So that this Sorrow is rather a Sorrow wrought on me then any work coming from any Spiritual ability in me But Sorrow in Sanctification flows from a Spiritual principle of Grace and from that power which the heart hath formerly received from Gods Spirit so that in this a man is a free worker Now both these are saving Sorrows but they differ marvellously many think that every saving work is a sanctifying work which is false Those whom he calleth saith the Apostle them he also justifies and whom he justifies he glorifies You may observe That Glorification in this place implyes Sanctification here and glory hereafter now before Glorification you see there is Justification and Vocation and both these are saving To the second I answer Howsoever this work is the same in all for substance yet in a different maner it is wrought in most Two men are pricked the one with a pin the other with a spear two men are cut the one with a pen-knife the other with a sword so the Lord deals kindely and gently with one soul and roughly with another There is the melting of a thing and the breaking of it with hammers so there is a difference in persons for instance if the person be a scandalous liver and an opposer of God and his Grace Secondly if a man have harbored a filthy heart and continues long in Sin Thirdly if a man have been confident in a formal civil course Fourthly if God purpose by some man to do some extraordinary great work In all these four cases he lays an heavy blow on the heart the Lord will bruise them and rend the kall of their hearts and make them seek to a faithful Minister for direction and to a poor Christian for counsel whom before they despised But if the soul be trained up among godly Parents and live under a soul-saving Ministery the Lord may reform this man and cut him off from his corruptions kindely and break his heart secretly in the apprehension of his Sins and yet the world never see it In both these we have an example in Lydia and the Jaylor Lydia was a sinful woman and God opened her eyes and melted her heart kindely and brought her to a taste of his goodness here and glory hereafter But the Jaylor was an outragious rebellious wretch for when the Apostles were committed to prison he laid them up in stocks and whipped them sore now there was much work to bring this man home when the Apostles were singing Psalms there came an Earthquake which made the prison doors flie open and the prisoners fetters to fall off but yet the Jaylors heart would not shake at last the Lord did shake his heart too and he came trembling and was ready to lay violent hands upon himself because he thought the prisoners had been fled but the Apostles cryed to him Do thy self no harm for we are all here with that he fell down before them and said Men and brethren what shall I do to be saved For Conclusion give me a Christian that God doth please to work upon in this extraordinary maner and to break his heart soundly and to throw him down to purpose though it cost him full dear this man walks ordinarily with more care and conscience and hath more comfort coming to himself and gives more glory unto God Is it so that the soul of a man is thus pierced to the quick and run through by the wrath of the Almighty then let this teach all how to carry themselves towards such as God hath thus dealt withal Are they pierced men O pity them let our souls O let the bowels of commiseration and compassion be let out towards them let us never cease to do good to them to the very uttermost of our powers And to the performance of this Reason and Religion and pity me-thinks should move us Hear the cry Oh saith the poor soul will these and these sins never be pardoned Will this proud heart never be humbled Thus the soul sighs and mourns and says O Lord I see this sin and feel the burthen of it and yet I have not an heart to be humbled for it nor to be freed from it O when will it once be Did you but know this it would make your hearts bleed to hear him Oh! the sword of the Almighty hath pierced
in some measure To be truly humbled is the next way to be truly comforted The Lord will look to him that hath an humble contrite heart and trembles at his word The Lord will not onely know him he knows the wicked too in a general maner but he will give him such a gracious look as shall make his heart dance in his breast Thou poor humbled Soul the Lord will give thee a glimpse of his favor when thou art tired in thy trouble when thou lookest up to heaven the Lord will look down upon thee and will refresh thee with Mercy God hath prepared a sweet morfel for his childe he will revive the humble O be humbled then every one of you and the Lord Jesus who comes with healing under his wings will comfort you and you shall see the Salvation of our God Thirdly Humiliation ushers glory Whosoever humbles himself as a little childe shall be greatest in the kingdom of heaven He shall be in the highest degree of grace here and of glory hereafter for as thy Humiliation so shall be thy Faith and Sanctification and Obedience and Glory And now me-thinks your hearts begin to stir and say Hath the Lord engaged himself to this O then Lord make me humble Now the Lord make me and thee and all of us humble that we may have this mercy See how Everlasting happiness and blessedness looks and waits for every humbled Soul Come saith Happiness thou that hast been vile and base and mean in thy own eyes Come and be greatest in the Kingdom of heaven Brethren though I cannot prevail with your hearts yet let Happiness that kneels down and prays you to take mercy let that I say prevail with you If any man be so regardless of his own good I have something to say to him that may make his heart shake within him But Oh! Who would not have the Lord Jesus to dwell with him who would not have the Lord Christ by the glory of his Grace to honor and refresh him Me thinks your hearts should yearn for it and say O Lord break my heart and humble me that Mercy may be my portion for ever nay me thinks every man should say as St. Paul did I would to God that not onely I but all my children and servants were not onely thus as I am but also if it were Gods will much more humbled that they might be much more comforted and refreshed Then might you say with comfort on your deaths-bed Though I go away and leave wife and children behinde me poor and mean in the world yet I leave Christ with them when you are gone this will be better for them then all the beaten gold or honors in the world What can I say but since the Lord offers so kindely now Kiss the Son be humble yield to all Gods Commands take home all Truths and be at Gods disposing Let all the evil that is threatned and all the good that is offered prevail with your hearts or if means cannot yet the Lord prevail with you the Lord empty you that Christ may fill you the Lord humble you that you may enjoy happiness and peace and be lifted up to the highest pinacle of Glory there to raign for ever and ever CHAP. V. The Call on Gods part for the Soul to close with and to relye on Christ HItherto of our first general to wit The Preparation of the Soul for Christ The next is The Implantation of the Soul into Christ and that hath two parts 1. The putting of the Soul into Christ 2. The growing of the Soul with Christ As a graft is first put into the stock and then it grows together with the stock These two things are answerable in the Soul and when it is brought into this then a sinner comes to be partaker of all spiritual benefits The first part is The putting in of the Soul when the Soul is brought out of the world of sin to lie upon and to close with the Lord Jesus Christ and this hath two particular passages The Call on Gods part The Answer on mans part The Call on Gods part is this When the Lord by the Call of his Gospel and work of his Spirit doth so clearly reveal the fulness of Mercy that the Soul humbled returns Answer In which observe the Means Cause whereby God doth Call 1. The Means is onely the Ministery of the Gospel the sum whereof is this That There is fulness of Mercy and Grace and Salvation brought unto us through the Lord Jesus Christ Hence the phrase of Scripture calls this Gospel or this mercy A treasury All the treasures of wisdom and holiness are in Christ not One treasure but All treasures not Some treasures but All treasures where the Gospel comes there is joy for the sorrowful peace for the troubled strength for the weak relief seasonable and suitable to all wants miseries and necessities both present and future If then sorrow assail thee when thou art come thus far look not on thy sins to pore upon them neither look into thy own sufficiency to procure any good there It is true thou must see thy sins and sorrow for them but this is for the lower Form and thou must get this lesson before-hand and when thou hast gotten this lesson of Contrition and Humiliation look then onely to Gods Mercy and the riches of his Grace in Christ 2. For the Cause The Lord doth not onely appoint the Means but by the work of the Spirit he doth bring all the riches of his grace into the soul truly humbled if you ask How First with strength of evidence the Spirit presents to the broken-hearted sinner the right of the freeness of Gods grace to the soul And secondly the Spirit doth forcibly soak in the rellish of that grace and by an over-piercing work doth leave some dint of supernatural and spiritual vertue on the heart Now the word of the Gospel and the work of the Spirit always go together not that God is tyed to any means but that he tyeth himself to the means Hence the Gospel is called The power of God to Salvation because the power of God ordinarily and in common course appears therein The waters of life and salvation run onely in the channel of the Gospel there are golden mines of grace but they are onely to be found in the Climates of the Gospel nay observe this when all arguments prevail not with corruption to perswade the heart to go to God one Text of Scripture will stand a man in stead above all humane learning and inventions because the Spirit goes forth in this and none else This may teach us the worth of the Gospel above all other things in the world for it is accompanied with the Spirit and brings salvation with it What if a man had all the wealth and policy in the world and wanted this he were a fool What if one were able to dive deep into
the secrets of Nature to know the motions of the Stars to speak with the tongues of men and Angels and yet know nothing belonging to his peace what avails it Why do we value a Mine but because of the gold in it or a Cabinet but because of the Pearl in it O this is that pearl we sell all for Wouldst thou know whether thou art carnal or spiritual observe then if thou hast the Spirit it ever came with the Gospel See then how the soul stands affected with the Gospel and so it stands affected to the Spirit Is it so may every soul reason with it self that I will not suffer the word to prevail with me then shall I miss of the Spirit then will Christ none of me O remember the time will come when you must dye as well as your neighbors and then you will say Lord Jesus forgive my sins Lord Jesus receive my soul But Christ will answer Away be gone you are none of mine I know you not Any man whether noble or ignoble let him be what he will be if he hath not the Spirit he is none of Christs His you are to whom you obey but Pride and Covetousness you obey Pride therefore will say This heart is mine Lord I have domineered over it and I will torment it Corruptions will say We have owned this soul and we will damn it You therefore that have made a tush at the Word This wind shakes no corn and these words break no bones little do you think that you have opposed the Spirit What resist the Spirit me-thinks it is enough to sink any soul under heaven Hereafter therefore think this with thy self Were he but a man that speaks yet would I not despise him but that is not all there goeth Gods Spirit with the Word and shall I despise it There is but one step between this and that unpardonable sin against the holy Ghost onely adding Malice to my Rage I oppose the Father perhaps the Son mediates for me I despise the Son perhaps the holy Ghost pleads for me but if I oppose the Spirit none can succor me CHAP. VI SECT. 1. The Answer on mans part for the Soul to close with and to relye on Christ HItherto of the Call on Gods part now we are come to the Answer on mans part No sooner hath the Gospel and Gods Spirit clearly revealed the fulness of Gods mercy in Christ but then the whole soul both the Minde that discovers mercy and Hope that expects it and Desire that pursues it and Love that entertains it and the Will that rests on it gives answer to the Call of God therein Mercy is a proper object of all these of the Minde to be illightned of Hope to be sustained of Desire to be supported of Love to be cheared Nay there is a full satisfactory sufficiency of all good in Christ that so the will of man may take full repose and rest in him therefore the Lord saith Come unto me all that are weary and heavy laden Come Minde and Hope and Desire and Love and Will and Heart they all answer We come The Minde saith Let me know this Mercy above all and desire to know nothing but Christ and him crucified Let me expect this Mercy saith Hope that belongs to me and will befal me Desire saith Let me long after it O saith Love let me embrace and welcome it O saith the Heart let me lay hold on the handle of Salvation here we will live and here we will dye at the footstool of Gods Mercy Thus all go Minde Hope Desire Love Joy the Will and all lay hold upon the Promise and say Let us make the Promise a prey let us prey upon mercy as the wilde Beasts do upon their provision Thus the faculties of the soul hunt and pursue this mercy and lay hold thereupon and satisfie themselves herein SECT. 2. A sight of Christ or of mercy in Christ BUt for a further discovery of these works of the soul we shall now enter into particulars And for their order First the Lord lets a light into the minde for what the eye never seeth the heart never desireth hope never expecteth the soul never imbraceth If the soul then seems to hang afar off and dares not believe that Christ will have mercy on him in this case the Spirit lets in a light into his heart and discovers unto him that God will deal graciously with him It is with a sinner as with a man that sits in darkness haply he seeth a light in the street out of a window but he sits still in darkness and is in the dungeon all the while and he thinks How good were it if a man might enjoy that light So many a poor humble-hearted broken sinner seeth and hath an inckling of Gods mercies he heareth the Saints speak of Gods love and his goodness and compassion Ah thinks he how happy are they blessed are they what an excellent condition are they in but I am in darkness still and never had a drop of mercy vouchsafed unto me At last the Lord sets a light in his house and puts the candle into his own hand and makes him see by particular evidence Thou shalt be pardoned and thou shalt be saved The maner how the Spirit works this is discovered in three passages First the Spirit of the Lord meeting with an humble broken lowly self-denying sinner he that is a proud stout-hearted wretch knows nothing of this matter it opens the eye and now the humbled sinner begins to see like the man in the Gospel some light and glimmering about his understanding that he can look into and discern the spiritual things of God 2. Then the Lord says before him all the riches of the treasure of his grace no sooner hath he given him an eye but then he lays colours before him the unsearchable riches of Christ that he may see and look and fall in love with those sweet treasures and then saith the soul O that mercy and grace and pardon were mine O that my sins were done away the Lord saith I will refresh them that are heavy laden then saith the soul O that I had that refreshing you shall have rest saith God O that I had rest too saith the soul And now the soul begins to look after the mercy and compassion which is laid afore it 3. The Spirit of the Lord doth witness or certifie throughly and effectually to the soul that this mercy in Christ belongs unto him and without this the soul of an humble broken-hearted sinner hath no ground to go unto Christ what good doth it an hungry stomack to hear that there is a great deal of cheer and dainties provided for such and such men and he have no part therein Take a Beggar that hath a thousand pounds told before him he may apprehend the sum of so much gold and so much silver but what is all that to me saith he if in the
the Tide the other puts his Boat upon the stream and sets up his sail and then he may sit still in his Boat and the wind will carry him whither he is to go Just thus it is with a faithful soul and an unbeliever all the care of the faithful soul is to put himself upon the stream of Gods Provividence and to set up the sail of Faith and to take the gale of Gods Mercy and Providence and so he goes on chearfully because it is not he that carries him but the Lord Jesus Christ whereas every unfaithful soul tugs and pulls at the business and can finde neither ease nor success Alas he thinks by his own wits and power to do what he would 2. Because faith sweetens all other afflictions even those that are most hard and full of tediousness and howsoever it apprehends all troubles and afflictions yet withal it apprehends the faithfulness of God ordering all for our good and that 's the reason why all our troubles are digested comfortably without any harshness at all When the Patient takes better Pills if they be well sugered they go down the easier and the bitterness never troubles him So it is with Faith it takes away the harshness of all inconveniencies which are bitter Pills in themselves but they are sweetned and sugered over by the faithfulness of God for the good of the soul and therefore it goes on cheerfully You will say if faith bring such ease how may a man that hath faith improve it to have such comfort by it I answer the rules are four 1. Labor to gain some evidence to thy own soul that thou hast a title to the promise The reason why poor Christians go drooping and are overwhelmed with their sins and miseries is because they see not their title to mercy nor their evidence of Gods love To the word and to the Testimonies Take one evidence from the word 't is as good as a thousand if thou hast but one promise for thee thou hast all in truth though all be not so fully and cleerly perceived 2. Labor to set an high price on the promises of God One promise and the sweetness of Gods mercy in Christ is better then all the honors or riches in the world Prize these at this rate and thou canst not choose but finde ease and be contented therewith 3. Labor to keep thy promises ever at hand what is it to me if I have a thing in the house if I have it not at my need If a man ready to sound and dye say I have as good cordial water as any in the world but I know not where it is he may sound and dye before he can finde it So when misery comes and thy heart is surcharged O then some promise some comfort to bear up a poor fainting drooping soul my troubles are many and I cannot bear them Why now Christ and a promise would have done it but thou hast thrown them in a corner and they are not to be found Now for the Lords sake let me intreat thee be wise for thy poor soul there is many a fainting and aguish fit and qualm comes over the heart of many a poor Christian persecutions without and sorrows and corruptions within therefore keep thy cordials about thee and be sure that thou hast them within reach take one and bring another and be refreshed by another and go singing to thy grave and to heaven for ever 4. Labor to drink in hearty draught of the promise bestow thy self upon the promise every hour whensoever thou dost finde the fit coming and this is the way to finde comfort Eat O friends and drink ye abundantly O welbeloved The Original is in drinking drink ye cannot be drunken with the Spirit as you may with wine drink abundantly were dainties prepared If an hunger-starved man comes in and takes onely a bit and away he must needs go away an hungred Think of it sadly you faithful Saints of God you may come now and then and take a snatch of the promise and then comes fear and temptation and persecution and all quiet is gone again it is your own fault brethren you come thirsty and go away thirsty you come discomforted and so you go away Many times it thus befals us Ministers when we preach of consolation and when we pray and confer we think we are beyond all trouble but by and by we are full of fears and troubles and sorrows because we take not full contentment in the promise we drink not a deep draught of it of this take heed too 1. Of Cavilling and Quarelling with carnal reason 2. Of attending to the parlies of Satans temptations if we listen to this chat he will make us forget all our comfort CHAP. VII The growing of the soul with Christ HItherto of the first part of the souls implantation to wit of the putting of the soul into Christ We are now come to the second which is The growing of the soul with Christ These two take up the nature of ingrafting a sinner into the stock Christ Jesus Now this growing together is accomplished by two means 1. By an union of the soul with Christ 2. By a conveyance of sap or sweetness all the treasures of grace and happiness that is in Christ to the soul First Every believer is joyned unto Christ and so joyned or knit that he becomes one spirit 1. He is joyned as a friend to a friend as a father to a childe as an husband to a wife as a graft to a tree as the soul to a body So is Christ to a believer I live not I but the Lord Jesus liveth in me Hence the body of the faithful is called Christ 1 Cor. 12. 12. 2. So joyned that the believer comes to be one spirit with Christ this mystery is great and beyond the reach of that little light I injoy Onely I shall communicate what I conceive in these three following Conclusions 1. That the Spirit of God the third person in the Trinity doth really accompany the whole Word but more especially the precious promises of the Gospel 2. The Spirit accompanying the promise of grace and salvation it doth therein and thereby leave a supernatural dint and power a spiritual and over-powering vertue upon the soul and thereby carries it and brings it unto Christ it is not so much any thing in the soul as a spiritual assisting and moving and working upon the soul by vertue whereof it is moved and carried to the Lord Jesus Christ 3. The Spirit of grace in the promise working thus upon the heart it causeth the heart to close with the promise and with it self in the promise and this is to be one spirit As it is with the Moon the Philosopher observes That the ebbing and flowing of the Sea is by vertue of the Moon she flings her beams into the sea and not being able to exhale as the Sun doth she leaves them