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he_o her_o sovereign_a good_a all_o her_o faculty_n have_v in_o he_o a_o taste_n of_o her_o repose_n their_o joy_n their_o satisfaction_n and_o blessedness_n god_n have_v create_v they_o for_o himself_o he_o be_v the_o only_a centre_n of_o the_o understanding_n as_o the_o sovereign_a verity_n he_o be_v the_o sole_a centre_n of_o the_o will_n as_o the_o sovereign_a goodness_n and_o the_o memory_n find_v in_o no_o other_o object_n full_a contentment_n all_o the_o several_a truth_n and_o goodness_n and_o beauty_n and_o perfection_n in_o the_o creature_n do_v but_o increase_v her_o thirst_n god_n alone_o can_v give_v her_o satisfaction_n and_o this_o she_o learn_v only_o by_o experience_n this_o experience_n be_v of_o marvellous_a efficacy_n to_o detach_v she_o from_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o god_n and_o when_o once_o she_o have_v have_v a_o relish_n of_o his_o sweet_n she_o will_v not_o return_v to_o creature_n nor_o to_o exterior_a action_n but_o with_o submission_n to_o his_o will._n how_o be_v such_o a_o soul_n crucify_v in_o this_o state_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o condition_n of_o this_o life_n in_o reference_n to_o corporal_a necessity_n and_o worldly_a affair_n passion_n aridity_n and_o distraction_n keep_v she_o off_o from_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v she_o to_o taste_v and_o enjoy_v he_o this_o much_o afflict_v she_o i_o know_v very_o well_o that_o the_o love_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o resignation_n to_o god_n will_v do_v comfort_v she_o and_o a_o indifferency_n to_o any_o state_n whatsoever_o keep_v she_o in_o peace_n and_o repose_n notwithstanding_o this_o she_o be_v not_o in_o her_o centre_n in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o she_o shall_v be_v eternal_o she_o be_v but_o tend_v thither_o and_o so_o be_v as_o yet_o in_o privation_n must_v needs_o be_v in_o a_o suffer_a condition_n accustom_v thyself_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v present_a with_o god_n in_o thy_o interiour_n quit_v all_o creature_n for_o this_o divine_a bridegroom_n will_v have_v no_o rival_n he_o must_v have_v all_o thy_o heart_n his_o grandeur_n and_o infinite_a perfection_n will_v not_o admit_v of_o other_o lover_n look_v upon_o he_o often_o with_o a_o eye_n of_o faith_n and_o he_o will_v lead_v thou_o into_o his_o closet_n to_o enjoy_v he_o in_o peace_n and_o silence_n o_o my_o soul_n it_o will_v be_v happy_a for_o thou_o if_o once_o thou_o do_v accustom_v thyself_o to_o have_v attention_n to_o the_o order_n of_o god_n manifest_v in_o thy_o interiour_n of_o his_o holy_a inspiration_n thou_o will_v then_o follow_v blindfold_a his_o divine_a conduct_n without_o much_o stand_n upon_o reason_n or_o humane_a prudence_n but_o give_v ear_n to_o god_n alone_o and_o follow_v his_o motion_n without_o any_o reflection_n on_o self-interest_n thou_o know_v that_o god_n be_v all_o goodness_n all_o wisdom_n all_o power_n and_o this_o be_v sufficient_a to_o banish_v all_o vain_a sollicitude_n i_o ought_v to_o live_v in_o peace_n and_o denudation_n of_o all_o creature_n rely_v upon_o god_n who_o alone_o aught_o to_o be_v all_o thing_n to_o i_o i_o ought_v to_o make_v it_o my_o consolation_n to_o live_v without_o consolation_n if_o god_n will_v have_v it_o so_o and_o be_v content_a with_o what_o portion_n of_o grace_n he_o be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o the_o more_o we_o participate_v of_o the_o state_n of_o annihilation_n of_o jesus_n it_o be_v better_a for_o we_o what_o though_o we_o want_v all_o thing_n else_o if_o god_n be_v with_o we_o a_o soul_n that_o have_v god_n in_o possession_n can_v value_v the_o absence_n of_o other_o thing_n chap._n ix_o where_o we_o may_v best_o find_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n if_o we_o will_v search_v for_o god_n as_o we_o ought_v we_o must_v not_o have_v recourse_n to_o the_o creature_n but_o we_o shall_v find_v he_o in_o the_o fond_a of_o our_o soul_n where_o he_o reside_v in_o a_o peculiar_a manner_n reign_v ordain_v and_o instruct_v we_o the_o soul_n by_o the_o help_n of_o faith_n find_v he_o there_o as_o also_o by_o some_o feeling_n and_o experience_n accompany_v with_o such_o a_o peace_n all_o the_o world_n can_v give_v she_o god_n alone_o do_v communicate_v this_o peace_n to_o a_o soul_n by_o his_o presence_n for_o his_o dwell_n be_v in_o peace_n which_o be_v a_o certain_a satisfaction_n the_o soul_n receive_v thereby_o with_o full_a contentment_n a_o soul_n that_o have_v find_v god_n have_v nothing_o else_o to_o do_v but_o to_o submit_v and_o commit_v herself_o whole_o to_o god_n both_o for_o the_o interiour_n and_o exterior_a and_o her_o fidelity_n consist_v in_o this_o perfect_a abandon_v and_o resignation_n because_o now_o be_v absorb_v in_o god_n she_o be_v to_o live_v out_o of_o herself_o and_o her_o own_o will_n and_o interest_n so_o as_o when_o god_n do_v all_o in_o a_o soul_n he_o do_v much_o in_o a_o little_a time_n and_o this_o be_v when_o she_o be_v annihilate_v as_o to_o her_o own_o strength_n and_o interest_n in_o a_o total_a dependence_n on_o the_o operation_n of_o god_n in_o this_o state_n she_o be_v free_a and_o indifferent_a to_o all_o thing_n and_o disengage_v from_o herself_o and_o all_o creature_n and_o whole_o take_v up_o with_o god_n who_o work_v in_o she_o what_o he_o please_v her_o principal_a devotion_n be_v to_o have_v attention_n to_o god_n present_a and_o to_o receive_v his_o order_n and_o impression_n be_v it_o in_o prayer_n or_o the_o practice_n of_o virtue_n or_o other_o affair_n if_o business_n or_o the_o creature_n put_v she_o out_o of_o this_o state_n she_o present_o have_v a_o care_n to_o put_v herself_o in_o again_o by_o a_o perfect_a submission_n to_o god_n will_n god_n thus_o present_a in_o we_o conduct_n we_o by_o his_o illumination_n and_o instinct_n direct_v we_o correct_v we_o strengthen_v we_o do_v for_o we_o what_o he_o please_v if_o we_o be_v faithful_a to_o his_o motion_n but_o a_o soul_n yet_o attach_v to_o herself_o and_o the_o creature_n do_v not_o understand_v he_o nor_o perceive_v his_o direction_n for_o only_o pure_a peaceful_a soul_n be_v sensible_a of_o god_n act_v in_o they_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v free_a and_o in_o possession_n of_o god_n be_v diverse_o employ_v sometime_o on_o god_n and_o his_o perfection_n sometime_o on_o jesus_n and_o his_o mystery_n or_o on_o some_o christian_a verity_n sometime_o she_o be_v discourage_v with_o her_o defect_n and_o then_o again_o comfort_v and_o strengthen_v with_o the_o power_n of_o grace_n other_o time_n she_o feel_v interiour_n suffering_n and_o afterward_o be_v refresh_v with_o the_o enjoyment_n now_o in_o fervour_n of_o devotion_n and_o then_o again_o in_o aridity_n of_o spirit_n but_o always_o the_o same_o in_o dependence_n on_o god_n and_o submission_n to_o his_o will_n we_o ought_v therefore_o still_o to_o regard_n god_n in_o we_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n suffer_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o be_v possess_v by_o he_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o he_o without_o reservation_n lose_v ourselves_o in_o he_o by_o a_o happy_a forgetfulness_n god_n be_v in_o his_o creature_n and_o there_o we_o may_v find_v he_o but_o his_o presence_n in_o the_o interiour_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v in_o a_o more_o special_a manner_n there_o be_v his_o holy_a temple_n where_o he_o please_v to_o dwell_v and_o where_o the_o soul_n may_v see_v and_o taste_v god_n with_o a_o suavity_n transcend_v all_o sensual_a delight_n and_o pleasure_n a_o soul_n thus_o conduct_v by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n and_o attract_v with_o this_o divine_a sweetness_n seek_v to_o find_v god_n in_o this_o his_o sanctuary_n and_o converse_v with_o he_o in_o such_o a_o familiar_a manner_n as_o make_v the_o angel_n stand_v in_o admiration_n now_o it_o be_v when_o the_o soul_n can_v make_v pure_a prayer_n seeing_z here_o be_v nothing_o but_o god_n and_o the_o soul_n without_o the_o intermeddle_v of_o any_o creature_n god_n work_v all_o of_o himself_o without_o representation_n or_o discourse_n or_o sensible_a gust_n of_o devotion_n this_o supreme_a purity_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o capable_a of_o sensible_a thing_n the_o pure_a spirit_n only_o can_v possess_v it_o and_o god_n present_a communicate_v his_o illustration_n irradiation_n and_o all_o necessary_a motion_n to_o effect_v this_o pure_a union_n the_o time_n seem_v short_a in_o this_o happy_a and_o experimental_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n but_o the_o condition_n of_o this_o life_n afford_v no_o other_o where_o we_o must_v live_v with_o peace_n patience_n humility_n and_o cross_n leave_v for_o some_o time_n the_o sweet_n of_o this_o pure_a union_n for_o other_o affair_n to_o act_v and_o suffer_v and_o practice_v virtue_n o_o thrice_o happy_a that_o soul_n to_o who_o god_n be_v please_v to_o vouchsafe_v this_o experimental_a manifestation_n of_o himself_o of_o his_o goodness_n and_o sweetness_n o_o what_o peace_n arise_v from_o thence_o what_o high_a esteem_n and_o desire_v and_o love_n
indisposition_n of_o health_n i_o ought_v to_o value_v it_o and_o not_o forsake_v my_o usual_a devotion_n nor_o have_v recourse_n to_o such_o refreshment_n as_o satisfy_v sensuality_n but_o to_o take_v pleasure_n for_o once_o to_o make_v bold_a with_o my_o body_n that_o have_v often_o make_v bold_a with_o my_o soul_n notwithstanding_o this_o must_v be_v do_v with_o discretion_n 3._o i_o must_v rejoice_v at_o cross_n and_o difficulty_n which_o i_o meet_v withal_o as_o afford_v matter_n to_o practise_v many_o great_a virtue_n which_o prepare_v the_o soul_n for_o great_a grace_n and_o make_v her_o worthy_a of_o great_a love_n what_o god_n please_v to_o give_v oftentimes_o to_o his_o best_a friend_n in_o this_o life_n be_v fair_a occasion_n to_o suffer_v for_o christ_n sake_n by_o a_o generous_a renunciation_n of_o what_o the_o world_n most_o affect_v and_o nature_n most_o desire_n 4._o i_o ought_v to_o be_v strong_o persuade_v that_o i_o shall_v be_v so_o far_o rich_a in_o virtue_n as_o i_o shall_v be_v poor_a in_o worldly_a good_n provide_v i_o be_v faithful_a to_o the_o grace_n of_o my_o vocation_n which_o invite_v i_o to_o be_v dead_a to_o all_o thing_n but_o only_a god_n i_o must_v therefore_o have_v a_o care_v not_o to_o harken_v to_o the_o argument_n of_o humane_a prudence_n which_o still_o find_v pretension_n enough_o to_o shun_v contempt_n and_o suffering_n our_o sensuality_n do_v much_o retardus_n in_o the_o way_n to_o perfection_n but_o humane_a reason_n more_o be_v more_o subtle_a and_o powerful_a to_o persuade_v the_o only_a remedy_n be_v to_o abandon_v ourselves_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o grace_n and_o fall_v in_o love_n with_o the_o folly_n of_o the_o cross_n chap._n xiii_o to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n we_o must_v not_o use_v violence_n in_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n by_o bind_v ourselves_o severe_o to_o this_o or_o that_o way_n but_o sweet_o follow_v the_o motion_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n we_o must_v row_v against_o the_o stream_n of_o our_o corrupt_a nature_n but_o not_o strive_v against_o the_o wind_n that_o come_v from_o heaven_n work_v we_o must_v but_o by_o follow_v god_n holy_a inspiration_n which_o be_v sensible_a enough_o to_o holy_a heart_n a_o soul_n accustom_v to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n do_v know_v his_o motion_n i_o can_v explicate_v this_o as_o i_o will_v but_o it_o be_v a_o assure_a truth_n she_o know_v they_o by_o experience_n i_o must_v whole_o depend_v on_o divine_a providence_n without_o any_o dependence_n on_o creature_n though_o holy_a cast_v myself_o into_o the_o arm_n of_o god_n as_o a_o infant_n that_o take_v no_o care_n but_o to_o lie_v in_o the_o mother_n bosom_n to_o suck_v the_o teat_n and_o delight_v therewith_o do_v love_v she_o dear_o i_o confess_v our_o bless_a saviour_n treat_v i_o after_o this_o manner_n for_o without_o any_o solicitude_n of_o i_o to_o nourish_v my_o soul_n with_o spiritual_a food_n or_o without_o any_o search_n into_o book_n for_o that_o end_n but_o only_o in_o his_o sacred_a heart_n i_o experience_n that_o i_o want_v nothing_o which_o sometime_o do_v strike_v i_o with_o admiration_n and_o fear_n that_o i_o have_v be_v negligent_a to_o do_v my_o duty_n but_o this_o fear_n do_v present_o vanish_v see_v god_n be_v please_v to_o provide_v for_o i_o before_o i_o think_v on_o it_o this_o make_v i_o know_v experimental_o that_o god_n will_v have_v i_o whole_o depend_v upon_o he_o without_o any_o support_n from_o creature_n for_o if_o i_o seek_v to_o they_o his_o care_n diminish_v and_o my_o soul_n fall_v into_o indigence_n find_v little_a succour_n from_o the_o creature_n she_o have_v recourse_n to_o which_o make_v she_o soon_o retire_v to_o the_o pap_n of_o providence_n and_o this_o suffice_v a_o mother_n sometime_o have_v milk_n in_o one_o pap_n and_o not_o in_o the_o other_o if_o the_o little_a infant_n will_v change_v he_o be_v deceive_v but_o find_v little_a help_n from_o the_o left_a pap_n he_o return_v to_o the_o right_n and_o now_o will_v not_o quit_v it_o be_v grow_v wise_a by_o experience_n my_o soul_n thus_o find_v little_a help_n from_o the_o creature_n return_v present_o to_o the_o pap_n of_o providence_n and_o there_o abide_v i_o fear_v sometime_o to_o have_v too_o many_o consolation_n in_o prayer_n but_o this_o do_v satisfy_v i_o that_o god_n will_v have_v i_o live_v as_o a_o infant_n that_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o such_o comfort_n he_o make_v choice_n of_o other_o soul_n for_o great_a performance_n that_o regard_v his_o glory_n if_o a_o infant_n shall_v leave_v the_o bosom_n of_o his_o mother_n to_o do_v her_o service_n he_o will_v fall_v and_o hurt_v himself_o and_o do_v no_o good_a he_o must_v then_o let_v other_o work_n and_o be_v content_a with_o his_o mother_n embrace_n wherefore_o what_o i_o have_v to_o do_v be_v to_o stick_v close_o to_o god_n and_o let_v other_o travel_v in_o great_a affair_n as_o more_o grow_v up_o in_o grace_n in_o comparison_n of_o who_o a_o little_a infant_n be_v nothing_o but_o weakness_n my_o perfection_n consist_v in_o my_o fidelity_n in_o a_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o myself_o to_o god_n which_o will_v increase_v as_o i_o advance_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n and_o his_o design_n i_o must_v therefore_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n passive_a and_o in_o my_o thought_n desire_n action_n disposition_n interior_a and_o exterior_a depend_v on_o the_o pure_a conduct_n of_o god_n and_o his_o pleasure_n a_o soul_n well_o illuminate_v love_v not_o the_o disposition_n she_o find_v in_o herself_o but_o god_n who_o give_v they_o and_o his_o will_n be_v the_o sole_a object_n of_o her_o complacency_n it_o be_v all_o one_o to_o she_o to_o be_v in_o this_o or_o that_o disposition_n as_o best_o please_v god_n and_o love_a nothing_o more_o than_o a_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o herself_o to_o his_o providence_n o_o dear_a abandon_v thou_o be_v at_o present_a the_o object_n of_o my_o love_n which_o by_o thou_o be_v purify_v 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lest_o we_o outrun_v our_o call_n and_o hurt_v ourselves_o while_o we_o will_v do_v good_a to_o other_o for_o our_o care_n must_v be_v to_o procure_v the_o good_a of_o other_o according_a to_o the_o grace_n confer_v upon_o we_o some_o in_o a_o active_a life_n by_o preach_v and_o instruct_v some_o by_o work_n of_o corporal_a charity_n other_o by_o offer_v up_o to_o god_n their_o contemplative_a life_n their_o solitude_n their_o austerity_n their_o suffering_n their_o prayer_n there_o be_v many_o way_n to_o be_v instrumental_a for_o the_o good_a of_o other_o let_v every_o one_o employ_v his_o proper_a talon_n our_o bless_a saviour_n be_v near_o his_o passion_n leave_v we_o as_o a_o legacy_n this_o divine_a commandment_n love_v you_o one_o
comformity_n to_o all_o his_o state_n this_o divine_a light_n discover_v to_o i_o a_o great_a many_o verity_n very_o important_a for_o my_o direction_n and_o conduct_n 1._o that_o we_o be_v never_o to_o be_v without_o suffering_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n be_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o cross_n the_o grace_n that_o feed_v and_o support_v it_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o adorable_a bread_n so_o full_a of_o delight_n inspire_v no_o other_o sentiment_n than_o those_o of_o the_o cross_n venite_fw-la mittamus_fw-la lignum_fw-la in_o panem_fw-la ejus_fw-la 2._o that_o as_o jesus_n manifest_v the_o purity_n of_o the_o love_n he_o bear_v we_o by_o die_v for_o we_o upon_o the_o cross_n so_o ought_v we_o to_o prove_v the_o sincerity_n of_o we_o by_o nail_v it_o to_o the_o cross_n 3_o that_o he_o work_v our_o salvation_n by_o the_o only_a mean_n of_o suffer_v therefore_o it_o be_v a_o manifest_a deceit_n to_o hope_v that_o we_o can_v cooperate_v towards_o our_o salvation_n by_o any_o other_o mean_n than_o that_o of_o suffer_v 4._o that_o we_o must_v attend_v and_o harken_v very_o diligent_o to_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n within_o we_o which_o of_o itself_o sometime_o furnish_v we_o with_o cross_n of_o providence_n or_o else_o inspire_v we_o to_o seek_v they_o of_o ourselves_o we_o must_v embrace_v they_o all_o cheerful_o or_o search_v they_o amorous_o 5._o that_o no_o other_o soul_n but_o what_o be_v in_o love_n with_o cross_n can_v taste_v the_o way_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o its_o heavenly_a sweetness_n for_o god_n who_o mix_v the_o pleasure_n of_o worldling_n with_o wormwood_n and_o gall_n do_v often_o sweeten_v our_o suffering_n after_o a_o admirable_a manner_n moreover_o i_o be_v teach_v in_o the_o holy_a communion_n that_o jesus_n be_v a_o sun_n which_o be_v eclipse_v during_o this_o transitory_a life_n but_o now_o shine_v in_o heaven_n full_a of_o lustre_n and_o glory_n and_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n soul_n partake_v of_o his_o eclipse_n and_o darkness_n they_o shall_v proportionable_o share_v of_o his_o splendour_n in_o glory_n why_o then_o flee_v we_o poverty_n contempt_n and_o the_o cross_n for_o that_o which_o eclipse_v a_o soul_n with_o jesus_n christ_n be_v the_o seed_n of_o a_o immense_a glory_n in_o heaven_n what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o we_o see_v nothing_o but_o cross_n in_o church_n all_o the_o altar_n be_v adorn_v with_o the_o cross_n the_o priest_n go_v to_o celebrate_v wear_v the_o cross_n in_o his_o vestment_n while_o he_o be_v say_v mass_n while_o he_o be_v say_v mass_n he_o make_v a_o great_a many_o sign_n of_o the_o cross_n when_o he_o be_v about_o to_o communicate_v to_o we_o he_o first_o give_v we_o his_o benediction_n with_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o cross_n even_o the_o last_o action_n he_o do_v hold_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n in_o his_o hand_n and_o ready_a to_o present_v it_o to_o we_o be_v form_v the_o sign_n of_o the_o cross_n with_o the_o sacred_a host_n we_o be_v tell_v also_o that_o in_o ancient_a time_n when_o christian_n receive_v it_o in_o their_o hand_n they_o place_v they_o in_o form_n of_o a_o cross_n lay_v the_o right_a hand_n a_o cross_n over_o the_o left_a what_o can_v we_o learn_v from_o all_o this_o but_o that_o the_o christian_n who_o communicate_v aught_o to_o be_v crucify_a and_o that_o as_o he_o receive_v his_o god_n among_o cross_n so_o he_o shall_v take_v delight_n in_o pass_v his_o life_n among_o suffering_n my_o soul_n when_o shall_v i_o begin_v the_o practice_n of_o a_o life_n whole_o crucify_a a_o thorough_o christian_a and_o supernatural_a life_n when_o shall_v i_o love_v poverty_n contempt_n affront_v injury_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v begin_v this_o very_a day_n to_o serve_v you_o and_o trample_v upon_o all_o the_o sentiment_n of_o nature_n which_o ought_v to_o be_v continual_o upon_o the_o cross_n and_o therefore_o i_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v trouble_v at_o such_o thing_n as_o impoverish_v and_o ruin_v i_o the_o more_o poor_a the_o more_o dead_a one_o be_v to_o the_o world_n i_o ought_v even_o exterior_o if_o people_n will_v believe_v i_o to_o live_v poor_o and_o become_v vile_a and_o contemptible_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n follow_v the_o example_n of_o jesus_n christ_n who_o live_v thirty_o year_n in_o a_o shop_n like_o a_o servant_n therefore_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o tend_v contrary_a to_o all_o that_o which_o the_o world_n with_o its_o wisdom_n of_o the_o flesh_n esteem_v and_o that_o sudden_o for_o i_o be_o already_o grow_v old_a and_o have_v not_o yet_o begin_v in_o become_v wretched_a according_a to_o the_o opinion_n of_o the_o world_n i_o shall_v answer_v the_o grace_n of_o my_o vocation_n who_o be_o call_v to_o poverty_n and_o a_o solitary_a life_n i_o shall_v obtain_v peace_n and_o become_v a_o man_n of_o prayer_n assist_v i_o with_o your_o powerful_a grace_n o_o jesus_n and_o grant_v i_o perseverance_n let_v we_o follow_v jesus_n o_o my_o soul_n he_o from_o the_o very_a first_o instant_n of_o his_o life_n walk_v like_o a_o giant_n in_o the_o way_n of_o humiliation_n and_o suffering_n the_o way_n that_o his_o father_n appoint_v he_o all_o his_o concern_n be_v to_o cooperate_v with_o his_o father_n eternal_a purpose_n which_o regard_v himself_o let_v we_o walk_v courageous_o in_o the_o rough_a and_o holy_a path_n which_o jesus_n have_v trace_v out_o let_v we_o not_o fear_v our_o natural_a weakness_n since_o he_o do_v not_o fear_v his_o humanity_n but_o show_v himself_o obedient_a even_o to_o death_n and_o to_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n let_v we_o count_v every_o thing_n folly_n that_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o wisdom_n and_o let_v we_o quit_v one_o for_o all_o every_o thing_n else_o to_o follow_v none_o but_o he_o chap._n ix_o the_o second_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o transform_v we_o the_o follow_a consideration_n after_o communion_n entertain_v i_o long_o and_o continue_v a_o whole_a morning_n that_o the_o principal_a effect_n of_o 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be_v meritorious_a all_o merit_n proceed_v from_o a_o principle_n of_o grace_n and_o therefore_o no_o action_n but_o what_o have_v a_o influence_n from_o grace_n can_v dispose_v we_o to_o a_o union_n with_o god_n o_o how_o rare_a a_o thing_n be_v pure_a virtue_n that_o which_o seem_v best_a be_v not_o for_o the_o most_o part_n without_o some_o blemish_n those_o who_o have_v illustration_n from_o heaven_n discover_v these_o impurity_n other_o in_o the_o dark_a see_v nothing_o but_o grosser_n fault_n and_o imperfection_n from_o all_o this_o we_o may_v conclude_v that_o there_o be_v principal_o four_o great_a obstacle_n which_o hinder_v for_o the_o most_o part_n the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n 1._o to_o engage_v ourselves_o in_o worldly_a affair_n more_o than_o the_o order_n of_o god_n require_v 2._o to_o be_v too_o delicate_a and_o use_v very_o little_a corporal_a austerity_n 3._o to_o practise_v little_a either_o interiour_n or_o exterior_a retreat_n and_o to_o have_v no_o love_n for_o recollection_n and_o for_o solitude_n 4._o want_v of_o zeal_n and_o courage_n in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n and_o so_o live_v a_o life_n mere_o humane_a by_o follow_v our_o naetural_a inclination_n but_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v a_o man_n of_o prayer_n who_o do_v not_o live_v a_o supernatural_a life_n and_o practise_v all_o christian_a virtue_n with_o a_o faithful_a and_o generou_n resolution_n and_o bless_a be_v he_o who_o by_o his_o constancy_n in_o spiritual_a exercise_n have_v bring_v his_o soul_n to_o such_o a_o temper_n that_o it_o be_v in_o a_o manner_n as_o easy_a for_o he_o to_o pray_v as_o breath_n hic_fw-la accipiet_fw-la benedictionem_fw-la à _fw-la domino_fw-la &_o misericordiam_fw-la à _fw-la deo_fw-la salutari_fw-la svo_fw-la quia_fw-la haec_fw-la est_fw-la generatio_fw-la quaerentium_fw-la dominum_fw-la he_o that_o thus_o seek_v god_n while_o he_o may_v be_v find_v shall_v enjoy_v he_o there_o where_o he_o can_v never_o be_v lose_v chap._n
understand_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o book_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o author_n i_o have_v describe_v as_o much_o of_o the_o qualification_n of_o that_o excellent_a person_n as_o i_o can_v collect_v from_o the_o french_a preface_n the_o perusal_n whereof_o i_o assure_v thou_o good_a reader_n be_v worth_a thy_o pain_n and_o consideration_n the_o author_n life_n extract_v out_o of_o the_o french_a preface_n the_o worthy_a author_n of_o this_o excellent_a treatise_n be_v a_o person_n who_o life_n be_v answerable_a to_o his_o write_n a_o true_a interiour_n christian_n elevate_v by_o god_n holy_a spirit_n to_o sublime_a contemplation_n make_v it_o his_o business_n to_o have_v his_o conversation_n in_o heaven_n while_o he_o be_v upon_o earth_n it_o be_v say_v of_o moses_n that_o after_o he_o have_v converse_v familiar_o with_o god_n and_o descend_v from_o the_o mount_n that_o his_o face_n do_v shine_v with_o a_o extraordinary_a glory_n so_o this_o excellent_a christian_a come_v from_o his_o prayer_n as_o it_o be_v from_o heaven_n all_o inflame_a with_o divine_a love_n raise_v a_o holy_a fire_n in_o their_o breast_n who_o enjoy_v the_o happiness_n of_o his_o conversation_n but_o his_o goodness_n be_v more_o diffusive_a for_o many_o of_o his_o absent_a friend_n receive_v wonderful_a benefit_n and_o advancement_n in_o a_o spiritual_a life_n by_o his_o heavenly_a instruction_n and_o divine_a letter_n which_o be_v so_o many_o as_o that_o from_o those_o write_n be_v extract_v this_o interiour_n christian_n not_o long_o after_o he_o have_v leave_v man_n to_o live_v with_o angel_n by_o a_o person_n of_o worth_n and_o quality_n who_o be_v so_o touch_v to_o the_o heart_n by_o read_v some_o of_o his_o letter_n that_o he_o think_v himself_o oblige_v in_o charity_n to_o make_v they_o public_a for_o the_o common_a good_n especial_o in_o this_o corrupt_a age_n wherein_o alas_o we_o find_v more_o formal_a than_o interiour_n christian_n and_o doubtless_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o heaven_n this_o treatise_n shall_v not_o lie_v hide_v but_o be_v expose_v to_o the_o view_n of_o the_o world_n have_v in_o a_o short_a time_n enrich_v the_o heart_n of_o many_o with_o inestimable_a good_a who_o entertain_v it_o with_o great_a joy_n and_o satisfaction_n he_o be_v in_o the_o right_n who_o say_v loquere_fw-la ut_fw-la te_fw-la videam_fw-la if_o once_o i_o hear_v you_o speak_v i_o shall_v know_v what_o you_o be_v for_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o read_v this_o book_n without_o some_o knowledge_n of_o the_o eminent_a perfection_n of_o the_o author_n for_o what_o soul_n unless_o irradiate_v with_o extraordinary_a beam_n of_o heavenly_a light_n can_v make_v such_o discovery_n or_o give_v such_o direction_n in_o spirituality_n it_o be_v from_o hence_o that_o the_o humiliation_n and_o dolorous_a bloody_a suffering_n of_o jesus_n christ_n so_o terrible_a to_o nature_n do_v appear_v to_o he_o with_o a_o ravish_a beauty_n be_v take_v with_o nothing_o more_o in_o his_o devotion_n than_o jesus_n suffer_v for_o he_o have_v a_o singular_a devotion_n to_o the_o humiliation_n of_o jesus_n and_o think_v himself_o a_o person_n cull_v out_o by_o providence_n to_o honour_v his_o suffering_n he_o do_v much_o affect_v to_o lead_v his_o life_n in_o abjection_n and_o yet_o notwithstanding_o his_o profound_a humility_n he_o be_v much_o esteem_v and_o admire_v by_o all_o who_o have_v the_o happiness_n to_o know_v his_o virtue_n though_o he_o look_v upon_o himself_o as_o a_o unprofitable_a servant_n yet_o god_n be_v please_v to_o treat_v he_o as_o a_o faithful_a friend_n though_o he_o desire_v the_o bitterness_n and_o rigour_n of_o the_o cross_n yet_o god_n do_v oftentimes_o so_o visit_v his_o soul_n with_o extraordinary_a consolation_n that_o sometime_o he_o will_v cry_v out_o when_o then_o good_a jesus_n shall_v i_o suffer_v for_o you_o though_o he_o desire_v to_o follow_v jesus_n on_o mount_n calvary_n yet_o god_n be_v please_v to_o lead_v he_o to_o mount_n tabor_n and_o vouchsafe_v he_o the_o glimmering_n of_o glory_n on_o this_o side_n heaven_n though_o too_o many_o make_v it_o their_o business_n to_o find_v out_o way_n to_o please_v their_o sensuality_n he_o make_v his_o body_n a_o continual_a victim_n of_o mortification_n hardly_o abstain_v from_o austerity_n when_o his_o weakness_n require_v a_o relaxation_n he_o earnest_o desire_v that_o after_o the_o example_n of_o jesus_n he_o may_v finish_v his_o life_n on_o the_o cross_n and_o on_o the_o day_n the_o church_n celebrate_v the_o invention_n of_o the_o cross_n god_n be_v please_v to_o rob_v the_o world_n secret_o of_o so_o great_a a_o treasure_n lest_o if_o his_o sickness_n have_v be_v know_v public_o the_o holy_a importunity_n of_o many_o prayer_n may_v have_v prevail_v with_o heaven_n to_o defer_v his_o happiness_n he_o want_v no_o long_a preparation_n for_o his_o death_n by_o a_o languish_v disease_n but_o be_v fruit-ripe_a for_o the_o harvest_n of_o glory_n by_o the_o constant_a dew_n of_o heaven_n and_o fervour_n of_o charity_n upon_o short_a warning_n with_o wonderful_a content_a commend_v his_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o saviour_n he_o joyful_o embrace_v death_n to_o live_v eternaly_n this_o show_v the_o extraordinary_a triumph_n he_o have_v make_v over_o the_o world_n and_o himself_o by_o the_o power_n of_o grace_n for_o though_o some_o even_o great_a saint_n who_o have_v leave_v the_o world_n for_o christ_n sake_n to_o avoid_v its_o contagion_n seem_v timorous_a at_o their_o death_n yet_o he_o with_o a_o invincible_a generosity_n contemn_v the_o world_n without_o forsake_v it_o do_v conquer_v satan_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o temptation_n and_o smile_v on_o death_n as_o a_o friend_n to_o his_o happiness_n though_o he_o change_v not_o his_o secular_a habit_n yet_o he_o have_v full_o banish_v the_o world_n from_o his_o heart_n and_o without_o engage_v in_o any_o other_o profession_n than_o that_o of_o a_o perfect_a christian_a he_o spend_v his_o day_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o most_o austere_a religious_a and_o this_o be_v more_o admirable_a in_o he_o than_o in_o those_o fountain_n which_o conserve_v their_o sweetness_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o salt_n water_n because_o he_o do_v not_o only_o keep_v the_o purity_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n among_o the_o infection_n of_o a_o corrupt_a age_n but_o without_o any_o great_a noise_n he_o make_v notable_a conquest_n over_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n see_v by_o his_o pious_a endeavour_n he_o change_v many_o carnal_a man_n into_o spiritual_a christian_n we_o may_v say_v without_o vanity_n that_o the_o world_n never_o have_v a_o more_o dangerous_a enemy_n he_o stay_v in_o it_o the_o better_a to_o discover_v its_o design_n and_o convert_v worldling_n expose_v himself_o to_o combat_v its_o allurement_n that_o their_o weakness_n may_v be_v know_v and_o to_o testify_v to_o the_o world_n that_o one_o may_v be_v a_o perfect_a christian_a in_o despite_n of_o this_o great_a enemy_n of_o god_n and_o godliness_n his_o example_n have_v make_v it_o manifest_v to_o all_o person_n of_o quality_n that_o one_o may_v live_v like_o a_o hermit_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o a_o city_n and_o may_v love_v evangelical_n poverty_n though_o not_o practice_v it_o in_o the_o possession_n of_o riches_n and_o that_o true_a self-contempt_n be_v not_o impossible_a to_o such_o who_o birth_n or_o employment_n have_v advance_v they_o to_o honour_n and_o that_o without_o be_v a_o apostle_n or_o preacher_n one_o may_v be_v a_o evangelist_n and_o last_o that_o thorough_o to_o establish_v the_o maxim_n of_o christianity_n solid_a practice_n be_v more_o efficacious_a than_o thunder_a eloquence_n and_o though_o the_o grace_n which_o beautify_v his_o soul_n do_v most_o incline_v he_o to_o deep_a retirement_n and_o contemplation_n yet_o he_o be_v so_o wonderful_o dexterous_a in_o the_o affair_n of_o god_n service_n abroad_o that_o his_o eye_n fix_v on_o heaven_n do_v not_o hinder_v he_o from_o afford_v a_o help_v hand_n to_o the_o good_a of_o his_o neighbour_n neither_o be_v his_o zeal_n herein_o confine_v to_o one_o only_a kingdom_n his_o piety_n be_v so_o ingenious_a that_o he_o find_v out_o way_n to_o be_v at_o the_o same_o time_n one_o of_o the_o great_a solitary_n and_o yet_o much_o engage_v in_o the_o labour_n of_o they_o who_o endeavour_v the_o enlargement_n of_o christ_n kingdom_n his_o way_n of_o express_v himself_o be_v conform_v to_o his_o thought_n and_o both_o of_o they_o to_o the_o gospel_n where_o such_o who_o chief_o hunt_v after_o eloquence_n and_o vain_a curiosity_n will_v find_v nothing_o that_o will_v please_v their_o palate_n but_o a_o soul_n which_o relish_v evangelical_n truth_n can_v but_o find_v a_o gust_n in_o the_o expression_n of_o this_o book_n which_o breathe_v forth_o nothing_o but_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n and_o god_n grant_v that_o they_o who_o take_v it_o into_o their_o hand_n may_v find_v it_o work_v
in_o their_o hearr_n to_o engage_v they_o efficacious_o in_o his_o love_n and_o service_n so_o be_v it_o amen_n the_o content_n book_n i._o of_o the_o love_n of_o humiliation_n which_o be_v the_o solid_a foundation_n of_o all_o christian_a perfection_n chap._n 1._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o attain_v christian_a perfection_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o humility_n pag._n 1._o chap._n 2._o the_o foundation_n of_o christian_a humility_n 5_o chap._n 3._o that_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v his_o own_o nothing_o 8_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o great_a saint_n have_v attain_v to_o perfection_n by_o a_o singular_a love_n of_o self-contempt_n and_o abjection_n 11_o chap._n 5._o that_o we_o have_v only_o so_o much_o of_o the_o true_a spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n as_o we_o have_v a_o inclination_n to_o abjection_n 14_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o sight_n of_o our_o own_o nothing_o inspire_v we_o with_o self-contempt_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 17_o chap._n 7._o that_o god_n be_v glorify_v by_o our_o annihilation_n 20_o chap._n 8._o that_o the_o soul_n be_v rich_a when_o she_o possess_v the_o love_n of_o self-contempt_n 23_o chap._n 9_o what_o profit_n we_o draw_v from_o humiliation_n 26_o chap._n 10._o the_o way_n how_o to_o arrive_v to_o perfect_a humiliation_n 29_o chap._n 11._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o leave_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n to_o become_v annihilate_v 32_o chap._n 12._o that_o we_o must_v renounce_v our_o sense_n and_o humane_a reason_n to_o love_v humiliation_n 34_o chap._n 13._o that_o the_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o we_o do_v annihilate_v we_o powerful_o 44_o chap._n 14._o that_o a_o soul_n espouse_v jesus_n christ_n espouse_n his_o cross_n and_o suffering_n 41_o chap._n 15._o that_o the_o experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n to_o we_o do_v annihilate_v we_o powerful_o 44_o chap._n 16._o to_o be_v content_a with_o abjection_n after_o our_o fault_n repair_v the_o injury_n to_o god_n and_o make_v up_o our_o ruin_n 46_o chap._n 17._o consideration_n upon_o tho_o vileness_n of_o this_o corruptible_a body_n 51_o chap._n 18._o consideration_n upon_o the_o natural_a inclination_n we_o have_v to_o evil_n 54_o book_n ii_o of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o all_o true_a christian_n chap._n 1._o the_o idea_n or_o description_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 75_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o high_a esteem_n we_o ought_v to_o have_v of_o the_o christian_a life_n 60_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o ought_v with_o st._n paul_n to_o convert_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n 63_o chap._n 4._o of_o the_o alliance_n we_o must_v make_v with_o the_o holy_a folly_n of_o the_o cross_n 67_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o ought_v to_o conform_v our_o interiour_n to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ._n 70_o chap._n 6._o the_o sublimity_n of_o the_o christian_a life_n 74_o chap._n 7._o there_o be_v divers_a degree_n of_o this_o supertural_a life_n 77_o chap._n 8._o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 80_o chap._n 9_o of_o the_o liberty_n we_o enjoy_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o supernatural_a life_n 81_o chap._n 10._o our_o great_a happiness_n on_o earth_n be_v to_o profess_v the_o way_n of_o christianity_n 87_o chap._n 11._o that_o truth_n be_v only_o find_v in_o the_o spirit_n of_o christianity_n the_o rest_n be_v vanity_n 91_o chap._n 12._o there_o be_v many_o way_n in_o christianity_n all_o which_o be_v according_a to_o the_o life_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 94_o chap._n 13_o some_o maxim_n concern_v a_o supernatural_a life_n 98_o chap._n 14._o what_o content_a a_o soul_n receive_v in_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 101_o chap._n 15._o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o live_v this_o supernatural_a life_n by_o humane_a prudence_n 105_o chap._n 16._o the_o conclusion_n that_o we_o ought_v to_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o supernatural_a life_n 108_o book_n iii_o of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o divine_a providence_n chap._n 1._o our_o first_o thought_n in_o the_o morning_n ought_v to_o be_v that_o god_n be_v present_a 111_o chap._n 2._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o the_o soul_n make_v we_o little_a value_n the_o absence_n of_o the_o creature_n 114_o chap._n 3._o that_o we_o can_v and_o aught_o to_o conserve_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o occasion_n of_o extroversion_n 118_o chap._n 4._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n be_v clear_o see_v in_o a_o purify_a interior_a 121_o chap._n 5._o that_o our_o union_n with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n aught_o to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o our_o action_n 125_o chap._n 6._o that_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o we_o put_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o suffer_v and_o enjoy_v 128_o chap._n 7._o that_o the_o divine_a presence_n make_v we_o to_o love_v prayer_n or_o action_n as_o best_o please_v god_n 132_o chap._n 8._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n bring_v we_o into_o a_o disesteem_a of_o other_o thing_n 136_o chap._n 9_o where_o we_o may_v best_o find_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n 139_o chap._n 10._o that_o we_o ought_v to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o with_o divine_a providence_n 143_o chap._n 11._o to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o all_o thing_n but_o god_n good_a pleasure_n 146_o chap._n 12._o we_o ought_v to_o comport_v ourselves_o with_o a_o respectful_a reverence_n in_o god_n presence_n 149_o chap._n 13._o to_o give_v ourselves_o up_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n spirit_n 153_o chap._n 14._o how_o the_o perfect_a abandon_v of_o ourselves_o to_o god_n make_v we_o find_v a_o paradise_n upon_o earth_n 157_o chap_n 15._o how_o the_o beauty_n that_o be_v in_o the_o order_n of_o god_n content_n a_o soul_n 161_o chap._n 16._o the_o practice_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o the_o seven_o day_n of_o the_o week_n 163_o the_o first_o day_n the_o be_v of_o god_n 164_o the_o second_o day_n the_o omnipotency_n of_o god_n 166_o the_o three_o day_n of_o the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n 167_o the_o four_o day_n the_o patience_n of_o god_n 169_o the_o five_o day_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 174_o the_o six_o day_n the_o justice_n of_o god_n 172_o the_o seven_o day_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 173_o book_n iv_o of_o solitude_n and_o the_o practice_n of_o two_o excellent_a retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n chap._n 1._o of_o the_o beauty_n of_o christian_a solitude_n 175_o chap._n 2._o of_o the_o necessity_n of_o solitude_n 179_o chap._n 3._o the_o difficulty_n of_o solitude_n 182_o chap._n 4._o the_o occupation_n of_o solitude_n 186_o chap._n 5._o how_o we_o may_v put_v our_o soul_n and_o sense_n into_o a_o solitude_n 189_o chap._n 6._o a_o solitude_n or_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o infallible_a mystery_n of_o the_o sacred_a trinity_n 192_o first_o day_n 195_o second_o day_n 199_o three_o day_n 203_o four_o day_n 207_o five_o day_n 211_o six_o day_n 215_o seven_o day_n 219_o eight_o day_n 224_o nine_o day_n 228_o ten_o day_n 232_o chap._n 6._o another_o retreat_n of_o ten_o day_n upon_o the_o adorable_a person_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 236_o first_o day_n of_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o incarnation_n ibid._n second_o day_n jesus_n a_o infant_n 241_o three_o day_n jesus_n poor_a and_o abject_a 245_o four_o day_n jesus_n the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n and_o piety_n 249_o five_o day_n jesus_n zealator_n of_o soul_n 253_o six_o day_n jesus_n contemplate_v and_o enjoy_v 257_o seven_o day_n jesus_n our_o exemplar_n and_o guide_n 262_o eight_o day_n jesus_n our_o light_n 266_o nine_o day_n jesus_n suffer_v and_o die_v 280_o ten_o day_n jesus_n rise_v from_o death_n and_o gloririous_a 285_o book_n v._o of_o communion_n and_o its_o effect_n chap._n 1._o of_o preparation_n before_o communion_n 291_o chap._n 2._o to_o communicate_v worthy_o we_o must_v put_v ourselves_o in_o a_o state_n conformable_a to_o that_o of_o jesus_n christ_n in_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n 294_o chap_n 3._o to_o receive_v the_o communion_n worthy_o we_o must_v imitate_v those_o action_n which_o jesus_n christ_n practise_v when_o he_o institute_v it_o 298_o chap._n 4._o interiour_n entertainment_n during_o communion_n 303_o chap._n 5._o other_o entertainment_n to_o give_v thanks_o after_o communion_n 306_o chap._n 6._o another_o method_n of_o thanksgiving_n after_o communion_n 309_o chap._n 7._o the_o first_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o beget_v in_o we_o the_o love_n of_o cross_n and_o humiliation_n 313_o chap._n 8._o continuation_n of_o the_o same_o subject_n 316_o chap._n 9_o the_o second_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o transform_v we_o 319_o chap._n 10._o the_o three_o effect_n of_o communion_n which_o be_v the_o perfect_a and_o consummate_a union_n 323_o chap._n 11._o the_o four_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o confer_v the_o high_a love_n 327_o chap._n 12._o the_o five_o effect_n of_o communion_n be_v to_o give_v strength_n and_o perseverance_n in_o the_o service_n