I quite forget my self and be no more and act only in you and you in me in me manet ego in eo and continue thus Absorped in you all the days of my Life Being thus united with you I shall learn your secrets discover your purposes and see with you and your Lights the ways that you take to Love Honour and Glorifie your Father which he revealed unto you at the instant of your Incarnation Ever since that Happy minute you are become the Light of the World he that will follow you shall not walk in Darkness Who can know the Secrets of the Father better than the Son or his Designs and Thoughts than he who being equal to his Father is privy to all the Sacred Councels of the Divinity These he teaches us by word of Mouth he opens them to us by the comportment and examples of his Life Let us see approve imitate Herein consists the right Transformation The Grace bestowed on us in the Holy Communion principally tends to annihilate in us all inclinations of Nature and in their place introduceth others most conformable to those of Jesus Christ according to the measure that a Soul conforms to Jesus Christ proportionally she becomes more capable of Divine Communications For a Soul grows not more pure but in as much as she participates of the Spirit of the word Incarnate whose whole aim is to Crucifie us to all that is meerly according to the Inclinations of Nature How different is the judgment and discernment of true Christians from those of Worldly men How quite another thing are the Thoughts and Convictions of an Illuminated person and those of one who lives only according to Reason There are Souls upon which Jesus entring into them by way of Communion makes such admirable impressions that Lead turned into the finest Gold by the Philosophers-Stone would not be more changed than they are For in effect this Sacrament is the Mystery of the Omnipotence of God where the words of Consecration by a Miraculous Power change the substance of Bread and Wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ By which mutation we are instructed that under the weak and common Species lyes a secret Virtue which is able to transform the most Imperfect Souls into the greatest Servants of God One of the things in the World that most astonisheth me is that when we receive Jesus in the Holy Communion we are so little changed and his Presence so un-active in us We experience none of his wondrous operations He ought to be to the Soul a grain of good Seed that makes very great productions Jesus ought to do admirable things Jesus ought to form Jesus in us and produce by his Grace all his own Sentiments and fill our Life with all the States of his Yet he makes no change in me he does not strip me of my Humane Inclinations that I may live the Life of Jesus A thing which frights me very much and gives me reason to fear that I do not approach unto him with all the preparation requisite Whereupon I flee to the Mercy of God and beg it with all instance for in that alone is my Hope CHAP. X. The third Effect of Communion which is the Perfect and Consummate Vnion THe design of our Lord in giving us the Blessed Sacrament is layd open to us in the Prayer he made to God the Father while he was actually Instituting it Rogo Pater ut sint unum I ask you That they may be made partakers of the Vnion that is between us Wherefore the Union he enjoys with God the Father is the model of that which he desires we should contract with him by means of this Divine Sacrament Now He is so much one with his Father that whosoever sees Him sees also His Father And if we were transformed into Jesus Christ according to his intention in the Communion whosoever should see us would at the same time see Christ But this Consummate Alliance with God is not discernable in the most of those that receive the Communion Because that Consummation pre-supposes another which fails in the greater part of Communicants viz. The Consummation of the Soul in Jesus Christ which is then obtained when by the attractions of Grace she is wholly annihilated as to her Natural Inclinations and the Super-natural succeed in their place being cleared from all dispositions but those of the word Incarnate A Soul in this state receiving the Holy Communion ought to remain simply united to Jesus present and receive in quietness and tranquility such effect of Grace as he works in her which are to live no longer to or in her self but to enter effectively into the poor and abject state of Jesus to live like Him to live by his Spirit to live no longer as the World nor by the Spirit of the World Moreover the Union of the Divine and Humane Nature in the Person of Jesus Christ is another most expressive Image of the Union he assumes us to by the Virtue of this Sacrament For we assuredly believe that his Sacred Humanity is wholly absorpt and plung'd in the Divinity after such an unspeakable manner that there is no comparison which can be drawn from any Created thing may serve to illustrate it To compare it with the Stars which are lost and drowned in the Light of the Sun is a too weak and imperfect similitude and falls infinitely short for there is an immense distance and disproportion between Divine and Created things But the Soul needs not such allusions she is contented to behold it in God by the obscurer Light of Faith and thereupon falls into Acts of Admiration Adoration and Love and discerning that the intention of Jesus Christ by uniting himself to her in the Blessed Sacrament is to perfect her in himself she accepts of it joyfully and resigns her self entirely to the Divine operation and wishes she could say with St. Paul Vivo ego jam non ego vivit verò in me Christus I am no more I live no more but Jesus Christ is my Life and my Being Now it is evident that this high and Consummate Perfection is the effect of an eminent Love and that it cannot be raised to such a degree without destroying in the Lover every thing that is not God and by consequence it costs Nature dear and requires a firm and generous Soul and very Faithful to the impressions of Grace Light and Knowledge are ineffectual of themselves to this great work Nothing but the real and earnest practice of pure Virtue in the full extent of the Grace given us and as occasion shall afford the exercise can bring a Soul to this eminent Perfection Such a Soul cannot be more charmed and delighted than to observe the amorous inventions of the Wisdom and Mercy of God in deriving upon Christians the Fulness of his Divinity by means of the Blessed Sacrament where Jesus Christ presents us his Humanity to draw us into partake of his
ashamed to be so much attached to worldly things she is taken with the excellency of this admirable way and begins to be mortified to her self and the world aspiring after a profound oblivion and contempt of all Creatures and desiring to be in privations the better to curb her sensual inclinations and practice Virtue Thus the Soul proceeds in the purgative way of this supernatural Life The Soul thus purged advances to partake of the Divine Illuminations of this Life and becomes in a manner clear-sighted thereby her understanding receiving many illustrations and discoveries of its excellency and grandeur She sees the wonders couch'd in the mystery of Jesus poor suffering and annihilated She perceives the eminency of those sanctified Souls who have followed Jesus in his humiliations She begins to apprehend that a Soul which has no knowledge nor esteem of this life is buried in darkness She is amaz'd at the blindness of Christians in being besotted on empty vanities And lastly she perceives that there is enjoyment in suffering and that by crosses and privations we come to union with God The Soul thus illuminated enters into the Unitive state of this life and tends to a continual union with God whom she sees present in her Interiour Nothing can hinder this union as long as the Soul finds enjoyment in sufferings This proceeding of grace in a Soul is not extraordinary God behaves himself in a Soul as a King in a Kingdom newly conquer'd who kills and destroys all that oppose the establishment of his Dominion Notwithstanding the Prince hereby seems to put all things in disorder 't is but to procure peace and to rule without disturbance by the conquest of his Enemies God proceeds in like manner As soon as he enters into a Soul to set up his Kingdom he makes a havock of all his Enemies by penetential rigour to bring the Soul wholly to his Obedience Then he establishes the Maxims of his Policy and convinces the Soul how good and just they are by the following illustrations First That the greatest Treasure on Earth is to have part of the Poverty of Jesus Christ. Secondly That the greatest Glory is to be partaker of his abjections Thirdly That the greatest Joy is to suffer pains with him Fourthly That the Life of Christianity is to deny our selves take up our Cross and follow Jesus That when we cease to die to our selves and crucifie our Lusts we leave off to be Christians and die in a manner to Christianity because we lose the Spirit thereof Fifthly That there 's nothing more amiable more precious and more honourable in the world than to imitate Jesus poor and abject seeino this state was most precious in the eyes of God his Father Finally The Soul being persuaded of these verities which are in a manner evident unto her tho' by the obscure light of Faith has no love for any thing upon Earth nor any pretensions but those of Jesus Christ and these were only to suffer and be annihilated to perfect in his Person the designs of his eternal Father by dying on the Cross Then she absolutely forsakes her self to give her self up wholly to the Maxims and Spirit of Jesus Christ uniting and conforming her self as much as may be to his states and her thoughts are far different from others sentiments And this is not to be wondred at seeing St. Peter says of Christians that they are Gens sancta Genus electum regale Sacerdotium a holy Nation a chosen People a royal Priesthood to offer to God Sacrifices of good Odour which is by crucifying themselves with Jesus Christ who is a continual Sacrifice O the sublime state of a Soul in this supreme degree of a supernatural life Alas the sentiments of Nature do too much take up our hearts so that those of a supernatural life have little or no place in them What a misery is this CHAP. VIII The practice of a Supernatural Life WE without cause esteem our selves spiritual if we march not streight without reserve by the ways of Jesus Christ or pretend to any thing on Earth then to be conformable to him This does not consist in sole speculation for we can never do it better than when the occasions of abjection and contempt present themselves to embrace them heartily as the most necessary means to make us conformable to Jesus Christ God the Father cannot praedestinate us to be conform to the Image of his Son but he must prepare for us from all Eternity many occasions of contempt and abjection which time brings forth Our fidelity lies in complying with these occasions to follow Jesus without reserve by his Light and Power I will tell you how it must be done We ought before all things to have an eye to Jesus abject and despised repose our selves in his bosom abide there with delight and then make upon our selves some short and sharp reflections Reflections that may form in us the Image of Jesus Christ without any great trouble to our selves These when done to the purpose are as so many powerful Thunderbolts to beat down our natural inclinations and destroy the Maxims of human Prudence according to which we commonly square our actions Such Reflections breath into us a supernatural wisdom which gives us a relish of the proceedings of Jesus Christ crucified so little known by worldly men But perhaps it would be better to regard nothing but the infinite beauty of Jesus in the state of his abjections without making any reflections on our selves or busying our selves with our own miseries considering only the example of Jesus expos'd to our view and the power we receive from his grace to follow him It is enough if he vouchsafe to cast a glance of his Divine rays on our natural repugnances to quell and conquer them O my Jesus I will regard you in your humiliations and then you will look propitiously upon me and that is sufficient O Jesus annihilated in your sufferings make me as it were lost in my self by suffering with you that I may be absorpt in you and by you in God Shall the men of this world be more provident than the children of Light What shall they have a care of their affairs and I neglect my business I will enrich my self as well as they with my own ruins and from my humiliations I will draw great aids and succours to follow Jesus for my resolution is to march after him absolutely without reserve To do any great matters in the ways of the world we must have much Wealth many Friends and good success To do great matters in the ways of God it will suffice to be poor and despicable to have Enemies and ill successes For the more a Soul suffers the more she does great matters in God's service the more she is deprived of the Creatures the more is she enriched with the Creator Therefore she must work as hard for poverty of Spirit and Self-denial as worldly men do labour to enrich themselves
him her Soveraign good all her faculties having in him a tast of her repose their joy their satisfaction and blessedness God has created them for himself he is the only center of the Understanding as the Soveraign Verity he is the sole center of the Will as the Soveraign Goodness and the Memory finds in no other Object full contentment All the several Truths and Goodnesses and Beauties and Perfections in the Creatures do but encrease her thirst God alone can give her satisfaction and this she learns only by experience This experience is of marvelous efficacy to detach her from all things that is not God and when once she hath had a relish of his sweets she will not return to creatures nor to Exteriour Actions but with submission to his Will How is such a Soul crucified in this state by reason of the condition of this Life in reference to Corporal necessities and Worldly affairs Passions Aridities and Distractions keeping her off from God will not suffer her to tast and enjoy him this much afflicts her I know very well that the love of the Cross and resignation to Gods will does comfort her and an indifferency to any state whatsoever keeps her in peace and repose Notwithstanding this she is not in her center in such a manner as she shall be eternally She is but tending thither and so being as yet in privation must needs be in a suffering condition Accustom thy self O my Soul to be present with God in thy Interiour quit all Creatures for this Divine Bridegroom will have no Rival he must have all thy heart His grandeur and infinite perfections will not admit of other Lovers Look upon him often with an eye of Faith and he will lead thee into his Closet to enjoy him in Peace and Silence O my Soul it would be happy for thee if once thou didst accustom thy self to have attention to the Orders of God manifested in thy Interiour of his Holy Inspirations Thou wouldst then follow blindfold his Divine conduct without much standing upon reason or humane prudence But give ear to God alone and follow his motions without any reflection on self-interest Thou knowest that God is all Goodness all Wisdom all Power and this is sufficient to banish all vain sollicitudes I ought to live in Peace and Denudation of all Creatures relying upon God who alone ought to be all things to me I ought to make it my consolation to live without consolation if God will have it so And be content with what portion of Grace he is pleas'd to give me The more we participate of the states of annihilation of Jesus 't is better for us What though we want all things else if God be with us A Soul that has God in possession cannot value the absence of other things CHAP. IX Where we may best find the Presence of God IF we will search for God as we ought we must not have recourse to the Creatures but we shall find him in the fond of our Soul where he resides in a peculiar manner raigning ordaining and instructing us The Soul by the help of Faith finds him there as also by some feelings and experiences accompanied with such a peace all the World cann't give her God alone does communicate this Peace to a Soul by his presence for his dwelling is in Peace which is a certain satisfaction the Soul receives thereby with full contentment A Soul that hath found God hath nothing else to do but to submit and commit her self wholly to God both for the Interiour and Exteriour and her Fidelity consists in this perfect abandon and resignation because now being absorpt in God she is to live out of her self and her own will and interests So as when God does all in a Soul he does much in a little time and this is when she is annihilated as to her own strength and interests in a total dependance on the operations of God In this state she is free and indifferent to all things and disingaged from her self and all Creatures and wholly taken up with God who works in her what he pleases Her principal devotion is to have attention to God present and to receive his orders and impressions be it in Prayer or the practice of Virtues or other affairs If business or the Creatures put her out of this state she presently has a care to put her self in again by a perfect submission to Gods will God thus present in us conducts us by his illuminations and instincts directing us correcting us strengthning us doing for us what he pleases if we be faithful to his motions But a Soul yet attach'd to her self and the Creatures do not understand him nor perceive his directions for only pure peaceful Souls are sensible of Gods acting in them A Soul that is free and in possession of God is diversly employ'd sometimes on God and his Perfections sometimes on Jesus and his Mysteries or on some Christian Verity sometimes she is discouraged with her defects and then again comforted and strengthned with the Power of Grace other times she feels Interiour Sufferings and afterwards is refresh'd with the enjoyments now in fervour of devotion and then again in aridities of Spirit but always the same in dependance on God and submission to his will We ought therefore still to regard God in us with the eye of Faith suffering our selves wholly to be possess'd by him giving our selves up to him without reservation loosing our selves in him by a happy forgetfulness God is in his Creatures and there we may find him but his presence in the Interiour of the Soul is in a more special manner There is his Holy Temple where he pleases to dwell and where the Soul may see and tast God with a suavity transcending all sensual delights and Pleasures A Soul thus conducted by the light of Faith and attracted with this Divine sweetness seeks to find God in this his Sanctuary and converses with him in such a familiar manner as makes the Angels stand in admiration Now it is when the Soul can make pure Prayer seeing here 's nothing but God and the Soul without the intermedling of any Creature God working all of himself without representations or discourse or sensible gusts of devotion This supreme purity of the Soul being not capable of sensible things the pure Spirit only can possess it and God present communicates his illustrations irradiations and all necessary motions to effect this pure union The time seems short in this happy and experimental enjoyment of God but the condition of this life affords no other where we must live with peace patience humility and crosses leaving for some time the sweets of this pure union for other affairs to act and suffer and practise Virtue O thrice happy that Soul to whom God is pleas'd to vouchsafe this experimental manifestation of himself of his goodness and sweetness O what peace arises from thence what high esteem and desire and love
indisposition of Health I ought to value it and not forsake my usual Devotions nor have recourse to such refreshments as satisfie sensuality But to take pleasure for once to make bold with my body that hath often made bold with my Soul Notwithstanding this must be done with discretion 3. I must rejoyce at crosses and difficulties which I meet withall as affording matter to practice many great virtues which prepare the Soul for great graces and make her worthy of great love What God pleases to give oftentimes to his best Friends in this life are fair occasions to suffer for Christs sake by a generous renunciation of what the World most affects and nature most desires 4. I ought to be strongly perswaded that I shall be so far rich in virtue as I shall be poor in worldly goods provided I be faithful to the Grace of my vocation which invites me to be dead to all things but only God I must therefore have a care not to harken to the arguments of humane prudence which still finds pretensions enough to shun contempts and sufferings Our sensuality does much retardus in the way to perfection but humane reason more being more subtile and powerful to perswade The only remedy is to abandon our selves to the conduct of Grace and fall in love with the folly of the Cross CHAP. XIII To give our selves up to the conduct of Gods Spirit WE must not use violence in the practice of a Spiritual Life by binding our selves severely to this or that way but sweetly follow the motions of Gods Holy Spirit We must row against the stream of our corrupt nature but not strive against the wind that comes from Heaven Work we must but by following Gods holy Inspirations which are sensible enough to holy hearts a Soul accustomed to the conduct of God's Spirit does know his motions I cannot explicate this as I would but 't is an assured truth she knows them by experience I must wholly depend on Divine Providence without any dependance on Creatures though holy casting my self into the arms of God as an Infant that takes no care but to lye in the Mothers bosome to suck the teat and delighted therewith does love her dearly I confess our blessed Saviour treats me after this manner for without any sollicitude of mine to nourish my Soul with Spiritual food or without any searching into Books for that end but only in his Sacred heart I experience that I want nothing which sometimes does strike me with admiration and fear that I have been negligent to do my duty But this fear does presently vanish seeing God was pleased to provide for me before I thought on 't This makes me know experimentally that God will have me wholly depend upon him without any support from Creatures for if I seek to them his care diminishes and my Soul falls into indigence finding little succour from the Creatures she had recourse to which makes her soon retire to the Paps of Providence and this suffices A Mother sometimes has milk in one Pap and not in the other if the little Infant will change he is deceiv'd but finding little help from the left Pap he returns to the right and now will not quit it being grown wise by experience My Soul thus finding little help from the creature returns presently to the Pap of Providence and there abides I fear sometimes to have too many consolations in Prayer but this does satisfie me that God will have me live as an Infant that stands in need of such comforts He make choice of other Souls for great performances that regard his glory If an Infant should leave the bosome of his Mother to do her service he would fall and hurt himself and do no good He must then let others work and be content with his Mothers embraces Wherefore what I have to do is to stick close to God and let others travel in great affairs as more grown up in grace in comparison of whom a little Infant is nothing but weakness My perfection consists in my fidelity in a perfect abandon of my self to God which will increase as I advance in the ways of God and his designs I must therefore be in a manner passive and in my thoughts desires actions dispositions interiour and exteriour depend on the pure conduct of God and his pleasure A Soul well illuminated loves not the dispositions she finds in her self but God who gave them and his will is the sole object of her complacencies it being all one to her to be in this or that disposition as best pleases God and loving nothing more than a perfect abandon of her self to his Providence O dear abandon Thou art at present the object of my love which by thee is purified augmented and enflamed whosoever possesses thee does know and tast the amiable transports of great liberty of Spirit A Soul loses her self happily in thee after having lost all Creatures for the love of abjection and finds her self no where but in God being dead to all things besides him O dear abandon Thou art the disposition of dispositions and all other do refer to thee Happy are they that know thee being of more worth than all other graces A Soul in abandon hath a pure regard to God and is not concern'd but for his Interests yea desires not abjection nor any thing else but Gods good pleasure Few words cannot explicate the great effects that it works in the Interiour to establish a Soul perfectly in God 'T is abandon that makes her insensible in all kinds of accident and nothing but the loss of abandon can afflict her You are admirable O my God you are admirable in your holy operations and assentions that you make in Souls whom you conduct from light to light by your Divine Providence which is not known but by experience Sometimes it seem'd to me that the grace to love abjection was the highest pitch but now I see that abandon mounts the Soul to a more elevated state O dear abandon Thou doubtless wilt be the ultimate disposition I desire nothing but thee and death as the gate whereby to enter into an eternal abandon Dear death how pleasant and lovely dost thou seem unto me What allurements do I see in thee Deliver me from my captivity that I may fully enjoy my well-beloved However if thy coming will interrupt my abandon come not for thou art nothing in comparison and all thy delights will be bitter to me O dear abandon Thou art the beloved of my heart which ardently breaths after thee But when shall I know that I possess thee perfectly This shall be when the Divine will shall raign perfectly in me For my Soul shall be established in an intire indifferency to all events and means of perfection when she shall have no other joy then in God no other content no other felicity Our blessed Saviour sayes often to a Soul abandon'd to his will Think upon me and I will think upon
to require it of us My third Prayer pass'd on in these Thoughts that the most Sacred Trinity being Eternally Knowledge and Love Substantial my Soul ought to endeavour to produce in her self an actual knowledge and love of God the better to resemble this adorable Trinity A Soul in the state of Contemplation renders this honour to God in a more peculiar manner enjoying God by the guift of Prayer in as transcendent a manner as Mortality permits 'T is true the prospect I have of this Divine Life here below draws my Soul Powerfully after it and I love it better than formerly But I see that to persevere therein we must be very poor in Spirit that is not only free from exorbitant Passions but all distracting Images which pass by the senses that are not Mortified News attended with curiosity or the eyes attached to sensible objects or such like immortifications fill the Soul with unprofitable Images which make her uncapable of Divine impressions by corresponding to which we most benefit our selves and most glorifie God In my fourth Prayer I was taken up with a view of those amorous complacencies and those Infinite joyes wherewith the three Divine Persons replenish the Souls of the blessed in Heaven It seem'd to me that the Happiness of the Saints was the clear vision of the Ineffable Mystery of the most Sacred Trinity and to be made partakers of that knowledge and love which is reciprocal among the Divine Persons To see God clearly is the Beatifical Vision Alas how ought we to be humbled to consider how Infinitely we fall short in our Devotions of the continual Hallelujahs of the Saints in Glory Yet this is the end of our Creation and our hope is at last to bear them company O how this life is poor and miserable where all is vanity and vexation of Spirit The view of my own weakness making me sensible that all I do for God is as nothing what shall I say at the sight of my sins and unworthiness I have nothing to say dear Lord but that I merit Eternal Confusion which must needs fall upon me unless your goodness have pity on me according to the greatness of your Mercies Can we imagine we can do any thing too much for God 'T is for the glory of his Bounty and Goodness that he is pleas'd to accept of our small service and endeavours and reward them eternally O how great a Truth is it that Grace and Glory are the effects of his pure Goodness and Mercy vouchsafed to us Blessed be his Name to all Eternity Third Day IN my first Prayer of this day I consider'd that the three Divine Persons were Happy in Contemplation of themselves from all Eternity When they created the World the Preservation and Government thereof does not at disturb their repose and Felicity The Father is the center of the Son and the Father and the Son is the center of the Holy Ghost Three in One and one in Three Infinitely Happy in each other before all Time and shall be to all Eternity O what ravishing Beauties do they behold in each other and what unspeakable Delights do they take in ther Infinite Perfections Nothing without them can interrupt their Joys or add to their Happiness Tho true Solitaries who live the Life of God in like manner repose only in him and being dead to themselves and all Creatures live only in him to him and for him O Divine Life of Solitude Thou art here begun on Earth and canst not be perfected but in Heaven A true Hermits life is not a Sensual but Divine Life God calling me to Contemplation I will repare to Church as to a Hermitage where I may live this Divine Life The Psalmody there much rejoyces my heart and lifts up my Soul to Contemplation Through Natural Considerations I have condescended to please others against my own inclination but now I have the Happiness to converse with the three Divine Persons I can no more relish the Company of my Friends and Relations except rarely to maintain Peace and Union or for some great necessity and if they be displeas'd I must not value it My second Prayer was an amorous attention upon what past Eternally among the three Divine Persons How the Father knowing his Divine Perfections did beget his Son and how the Father and the Son by an Infinite Love did produce the Holy Ghost The Father is an Infinite Ocean of Perfections by an Infinite Fecundity begetting his Son and they being absorpt in each other produce the Holy Spirit by an everlasting flux and reflux of Love This I did contemplate with great repose of Soul and yielded up the Intellectual Powers thereof to the obedience of Faith to receive some Rayes of Divine Light about such great and Incomprehensible Mysteries God then working in my Soul I became passive contenting my self to behold simply and sweetly the Infinite operations of the Sacred Trinity and said within my self Blessed Trinity know your selves for I can do nothing towards it 't is enough for me to contemplate that mutual Love which is among you which I believe and admire with adoration It seems to me that no other Mystery of our Faith can so take up and content my Soul nothing being more Divine than the Divinity No other practice is so charming to me we being created to know that Knowledge and to love that Love which God has to himself to all Eternity In my third Prayer I consider'd the Souls of Just Men and Blessed Spirits are as so many Sacred Vessels into whom God infuses his love and knowledge by a continual emanation Which love and knowledge returns to God its source as the water of a running Fountain rises as high as the Spring from whence it had its Origen This love and knowledge does establish God in us and also does firmly establish us in God So that God takes a delight and repose in the Soul and the Soul finds her center and rest in him Thereby faintly representing how the Divine Persons have a mutual repose in each other Empty Vessels are most capable to be fill'd And by how much the more our Souls are empty of Self-love and Nature by so much the more are they capable of Divine Love and Knowledge A Soul in such a state delights in Solitude and cares not to live in the thoughts and affections of men What most saddens our Spirits and retards us in the ways of God is a natural aversion we have from a hidden life For man naturally desires to be known and lov'd and thinks life is as nothing without repute And as long as we are full of this liquor we are not vessels proper to receive the influences of Divine Love and Knowledge Let us O my Soul empty our selves of Self-love that Divine Love may take place in us In my fourth Prayer I found an amorous complacency in my Soul in that God being but One doth subsist in three Persons knowing and loving themselves
The poorer we are in Spirit the richer we are in Grace the more a Soul is nothing in her self the more God is all in her and is pleased to work great things for her Jesus presented himself to my spirit in my second Prayer discovering to me in general the different states of his life passive in his Sufferings active in Virtues and how he is the Origen and Source of all purity to which we aspire by a spiritual life I conceiv'd first That there 's a purity of suffering which is great indeed when we suffer without seeking relief carrying this Cross for God's sake as long as he pleases There is a purity of action when we act not whether interiourly or exteriourly but by the motion of God's spirit with pure intentions Here arguments of humane reason are cut off and we stir not without some impressions of Grace working only for God by his working in us We must labour hard and be perfectly dead to the world before we can come to this state of purity There 's a purity of intention when we have only an eye to the will of God to do what pleases him without acting upon other Motives though good and laudable wherein seems to be some self-interest as fear to offend to be faithful to God's call to be more loved and rewarded A Soul in this state has no regard to her self but solely to the will of God her End and Object There 's a purity of imployment when a Soul will not divert her thoughts from God but by Order from God himself by some motion of his holy Spirit Hence we shun unnecessary visits unprofitable words superfluous occupations and that is superfluous to one Soul which is not to another by reason of the different degrees of Grace imparted to them We must suffer many mortifications to attain this purity and such a Soul must fear nothing more than Infidelity This is but a branch of the purity of action There 's a purity of Virtue when we practice only what God will have us to do There 's a purity of spiritual delight when the superiour part of the Soul receives no consolations willingly from any Creature or sensual things but stands upon her guard to keep them out And there 's a purity of Prayer when the Soul elevated above her self by the workings of God in her is in extasie of spirit and united to God alone by contemplation A Soul that once has had a feeling of God in her sees an infinite difference between Him and the holiest Creatures and entring into a great interiour solitude converses with God alone All these sorts of purity appeared to me in the Interiour of Jesus as in their Source In my third Prayer I came to know that the mysteries or states of Jesus Christ are not only the exemplar but also the efficient of our states so that we suffer not only to imitate Jesus in his sufferings but because Jesus by his sufferings imprints on us the virtue of his spirit to give us the grace to suffer for him When we pray 't is not only to imitate Jesus in contemplation but because he infuses into our hearts the gift of Prayer by his holy Spirit And if a Soul arrive to that heighth as to possess Jesus Christ in an extraordinary manner he then does all in her and for her she being only pliable to his Divine Operations We cannot continue in this state without wonderful purity the least sally of immortified Nature will much endamage it How often has God been pleas'd to give me experience of this when Jesus uniting himself unto me in the holy Communion annihilates all my thoughts words and affections to become to me all things in me He is my Thankfulness my Offering my Humility my Charity my Prayers and I do nothing but remain united to him who works all for my Soul as it were annihilated in his presence Words as well as thoughts fail us in the presence of the WORD who pleads to his Fathers for those Souls he possesses in such a mysterious manner What marvels are there hidden beyond expression In my fourth Prayer I consider'd that being a Christian I had a strict obligation to follow Christ but besides that general tie I had a special vocation to imitate Jesus in his humiliations To follow him in this way with purity I must forsake all grandeur and be content with poverty and objection and labour stoutly for a perfect abnegation of my self Since God has given me a generous resolution to sacrifice my self wholly to his service I will follow his call though I die for 't Methinks I am enabl'd to do it with great peace and liberty of Spirit What evil can happen to me if I die for God who died for Me Those who choose to be poor out of desire to follow Jesus are peculiar Objects of God's care and providence which extends it self to all men but especially to those who are the lively Images of his Son He is their Father in a peculiar manner and sets a watch about them more than others For is it possible he should not give Bread to them who leave all their Temporals to serve him better and love him purer Let us stifle all humane reasonings on this subject let us go whither Grace calls us and fear nothing If we die in the service 't will be happy for us 'T is a great favour from God when we breath out our Souls in the flames of Divine Love Fifth Day Jesus Zelator of Souls IN my first Prayer I apply'd my self to Jesus as Zelator of Souls for whom he gave his most precious Blood I beheld what I could not comprehend that this Zeal of Jesus for the good of Souls was infinite It seemed to me that my Soul receiv'd some small portion of this holy Zeal and I was powerfully inclin'd to lay out my self for my Neighbours good offering my self to God to do and suffer what he pleased But I perceiv'd this Zeal for Souls must be infused into us we must not run before we be sent otherwise we shall neither do good for others nor our selves but disturb our Interiour and commit many disorders When this Zeal is kindled in our Souls by the breathing of God's holy Spirit it puts nothing out of order but we go in Perfection and advance in Prayer However all must be regulated by Prudence lest we out-run our call and hurt our selves while we would do good to others For our care must be to procure the good of others according to the grace conferred upon us Some in an active life by Preaching and Instructing some by works of corporal Charity others by offering up to God their contemplative life their Solitudes their Austerities their Sufferings their Prayers There are many ways to be instrumental for the good of others Let every one imploy his proper talent Our blessed Saviour being near his Passion left us as a Legacy this divine Commandment Love ye one
Comformity to all his States This Divine Light discovered to me a great many Verities very important for my direction and conduct 1. That we are never to be without Sufferings For the Spirit of Christianity is the Spirit of the Cross The Grace that feeds and supports it is the Fruit of the Cross and the adorable Bread so full of Delights inspires no other Sentiments then those of the Cross Venite mittamus lignum in Panem ejus 2. That as Jesus manifests the Purity of the Love he bears us by dying for us upon the Cross so ought we to prove the Sincerity of ours by nailing it to the Cross 3 That he worked our Salvation by the only means of Suffering Therefore it is a manifest deceit to hope that we can co-operate towards our Salvation by any other means than that of Suffering 4. That we must attend and harken very diligently to the Spirit of Jesus within us which of it self sometimes furnisheth us with Crosses of Providence or else inspires us to seek them of our selves We must embrace them all cheerfully or search them amorously 5. That no other Soul but what is in Love with Crosses can tast the ways of the Spirit and its Heavenly Sweetness For God who mixes the Pleasures of Worldlings with wormwood and Gall does often sweeten our Sufferings after an admirable manner Moreover I was taught in the Holy Communion that Jesus is a Sun which was Eclipsed during this transitory Life but now shines in Heaven full of Lustre and Glory And according to the measure Souls partake of his Eclipse and Darkness they shall proportionably share of his Splendours in Glory Why then flee we Poverty Contempt and the Cross For that which Eclipseth a Soul with Jesus Christ is the Seed of an Immense Glory in Heaven What is the reason that we see nothing but Crosses in Churches All the Altars are adorned with the Cross the Priest going to Celebrate weares the Cross in his Vestments while he is saying Mass while he is saying Mass he makes a great many Signs of the Cross when he is about to Communicate to us he first gives us his Benediction with the Sign of the Cross even the last Action he does holding the Blessed Sacrament in his Hand and ready to present it to us is forming the Sign of the Cross with the Sacred Host We are told also that in Antient times when Christians received it in their Hands they placed them in form of a Cross laying the Right Hand a Cross over the Left What can we learn from all this but that the Christian who Communicates ought to be Crucified and that as he receives his God among Crosses so he should take delight in passing his Life amongst Sufferings My Soul when shall I begin the practice of a Life wholly Crucified a throughly Christian and Supernatural Life When shall I love Poverty Contempt Affronts Injuries O my God that I might begin this very day to serve you and trample upon all the Sentiments of Nature which ought to be continually upon the Cross And therefore I ought not to be troubled at such things as impoverish and ruine me The more poor the more dead one is to the World I ought even exteriourly if People would believe me to live poorly and become vile and contemptible in the eyes of men following the example of Jesus Christ who lived thirty years in a Shop like a Servant Therefore it is my Duty to tend contrary to all that which the World with its Wisdom of the Flesh esteemeth And that suddenly for I am already grown Old and have not yet begun In becoming wretched according to the opinion of the World I shall answer the Grace of my Vocation who am called to Poverty and a Solitary Life I shall obtain Peace and become a man of Prayer Assist me with your Powerful Graces O Jesus and grant me Perseverance Let us follow Jesus O my Soul He from the very first instant of his Life walked like a Gyant in the ways of Humiliations and Sufferings the ways that his Father appointed him All his concern was to co-operate with his Fathers Eternal purposes which regarded himself Let us walk couragiously in the rough and Holy Paths which Jesus has traced out Let us not fear our Natural Weakness since he did not fear his Humanity but shew'd himself obedient even to Death and to the Death of the Cross Let us count every thing Folly that is contrary to this Wisdom and let us quit one for all every thing else to follow none but him CHAP. IX The second Effect of Communion is to Transform us THe following consideration after Communion entertained me long and continued a whole Morning That the principal Effect of Communion is to produce in us an intimate Union with Jesus This Union is a perfect Assimulation to his States and Mysteries And this Assimulation is the same thing which they call a Transformation into God and renders a person wholly Divine and devoted to the Interests of God insomuch that by Grace he becomes Divine as having no other Inclinations then those of God living by the Life of God and desiring nothing but the Love and Glory of God In this sight which appeared to me very clear I beheld the lowness and imperfections of such Sentiments and Actions as are meerly Natural I wondered at the blindness of men who set such a value upon an operation of Nature though it be of it self so infinitely vile and contemptible It seems they never understood the importance of advancing towards Perfection with all their sorce nor the miserable condition of an imperfect Soul This Light wonderfully separated me from Imperfection and I am now as full of Horror of it as I was formerly full of Sin It seemed to me that Jesus who so prodigiously debaseth himself in the Blessed Sacrament by a Miracle of Love of Mercy and of incomparable bounty did thus excite me to rise from Nature to Grace and and from a Humane to a Super-natural Life Towards which I felt in my self such strong Inclinations and such powerful Obligations by my frequent Communions that I had rather have died than have passed one moment of my Life in the state of Nature We ought to tend incessantly to the Purity of Jesus and if to enter into it more readily and more perfectly one must quit Honours Goods and Friends let us quit them my Soul and take in their places Poverty Contempts and Pains The Purity of Virtue charms me and animates me to pursue it I do not find any Creatures that I do not willingly abandon nor any difficulty that I do not easily conquer O my God separate me by your Holy Grace from every thing which hinders this Divine Transformation and grant that I may cease to be what I am according to Nature that I may become what you are by the power of Grace When shall I be wholly united and transformed into you When shall
little or no Service but I rest contented herein seeing God hereby does magnify his Goodness and Mercy to me I doubt not but there are many Souls in Heaven who have in the eyes of the World done little Service for God as Solitares in the Deserts and many Persons without Talents and yet have high Places in the Mansions of Eternity They spent all their Time to purify their Interiour by being faithful to the Graces they have received from the infinite Bounty of God and the Service they rendred him to the Glory of his Name is only written in his Omniscience but will be laid open to the World at the great Day of Manifestation CHAP. V. Of the Impediments of Prayer I Clearly see and know by Experience that the temporal Affairs of our Oeconomy does not a little take us off from God We do ill in it yea it being our Obligation 't is pleasing to God to manage our Temporals with a good Intention though it would be better if we can to lay aside these Worldly Distractions to spend our time only in God's Service And those who have a Call from God to attend on him alone in a state of Prayer and Contemplation cannot without being unfaithful to his Grace continue in the solicitous Distractions of worldly Affairs I must needs say that Worldly Business darkens and hinders my Soul in her Spiritual Exercises and I would never spend time therein upon Humane Considerations but purely because God has so order'd it However it must be our care not to spend more time therein than necessity requires Too delicate Dyet though it may strengthen Nature yet it weakens Grace When the Body is brought down by Abstinence the Soul is more vigorous in her Elevations to God I find this true in me by Experience A Soul must be very well grounded in Grace that among temporal Imployments and worldly Cares can keep her self up in Fervour and Purity She meets with a thousand Occasions to move her to Anger Impatience Sadness and vain Joy and though she do not give way to them yet she is sensible of them and this must needs more or less disturb her Interiour Peace whereby she is united to God her Happiness A little thing will hinder a Soul from raising her self to Contemplation and a less matter will somewhat darken her when elevated because the least emotion of Spirit will indispose her to receive Divine Impressions Therefore a man of Prayer must be a man dead and mortified for that is not pure Prayer which does not work in us a victory over our Passions and Vicious Inclinations and bring us to the practice of all Christian Virtues I see now more clearly than ever that the Spirit of Prayer does not persevere and gather strength but in those who are dead to Sensuality austere to themselves Penitent and disengaged from whatsoever is not God 'T is true as for Corporal Austerities a tender Complexion must follow the Councel of a Director But commonly we are too indulgent to our selves and far from the practice of great Penitents who were very severe to themselves and also great Contemplatives We deceive our selves if we think to enter into a state of Prayer and take delight in Worldly things Though in rigour this may in some sort be permitted to Candidates of Devotion yet not to Proficients in whom the Spirit of Prayer and Conformity to Jesus Christ Crucified ought to be wholly predominant For 't is our Duty to live Conformably to that state where God has put us Gerson says very well If we refuse Exteriour Consolations we shall receive Interiour The reason hereof seems to me to be this because Interiour Consolations participate of the Purity of their source which is the union of God with the Soul and will not permit any mixture with Impurity and Imperfection For sensual Joyes and Consolations are Earthly Impure and Imperfect and consequently are contrary to the Spirit of Grace which makes the Soul pure and Penitent and Mortified to the things of this Life Moreover Interiour Consolations are slender participations of those Infinite Delights which God has in himself of himself and he is jealous of such favours not communicating them but to a Soul entirely beloved that takes no delight but in him alone But when earthly consolations enter into a Soul they draw her partly from God and so God withdraws his favours from her For this reason the Saints who would be wholly for God mortified themselves without reserve as much as humane weakness would permit that no sensual or Worldly Pleasures might have any part in their Affections but God alone Take courage O my Soul let us embrace the Cross and follow Jesus Christ who will conduct us through the garden of his Delights Let us not trouble our selves with Worldly Affairs unless we know 't is the Will of God for otherwise we shall find affliction of Spirit and decay in Spirituality Thrice happy is he who shuns multiplicity for this will dispose him to pure Love Many things seem to us necessary which serve but to entertain the corruption of Nature still working in us If God should severely examine all our Actions perhaps he would hardly find one in all respects well pleasing to him We too much follow Nature and our Humane Inclinations if Grace sets us a working we hardly go through with it but Nature creeps in some way or other to sully our Actions What is purely Natural cannot be Meritorious all merit proceeding from a Principle of Grace and therefore no Actions but what have an influence from Grace can dispose us to a union with God O how rare a thing is pure Virtue That which seems best is not for the most part without some blemish Those who have Illustrations from Heaven discover these Impurities others in the dark see nothing but grosser Faults and Imperfections From all this we may conclude that there are principally four great Obstacles which hinder for the most part the exercise of Prayer 1. To engage our selves in Worldly Affairs more than the order of God requires 2. To be too delicate and use very little Corporal Austerity 3. To practice little either Interiour or Exteriour Retreats and to have no Love for Recollection and for Solitude 4. Want of zeal and Courage in the ways of God and so living a Life meerly Humane by following our Naetural Inclinations But he shall never be a Man of Prayer who does not live a Super-natural Life and practice all Christian Virtues with a Faithful and Generou Resolution And Blessed is he who by his constancy in Spiritual Exercises has brought his Soul to such a temper that 't is in a manner as easie for him to Pray as breath Hic accipiet Benedictionem à Domino Misericordiam à Deo Salutari suo quia haec est generatio quaerentium Dominum He that thus seeks God while he may be found shall enjoy him there where he can never be lost CHAP.
understand the Spirit of the Book by the Spirit of the Author I have describ'd as much of the Qualifications of that Excellent Person as I could collect from the French Preface the perusal whereof I assure thee good Reader is worth thy pains and consideration THE Author's Life Extracted out of the French PREFACE THE worthy Author of this Excellent Treatise was a Person whose Life was answerable to his Writings a true Interiour Christian elevated by God's Holy Spirit to Sublime Contemplation making it his Business to have his Conversation in Heaven while he was upon Earth 'T is said of Moses that after he had Conversed familiarly with God and descended from the Mount that his Face did shine with an extraordinary Glory So this excellent Christian came from his Prayers as it were from Heaven all enflamed with Divine Love raising a holy Fire in their Breasts who enjoy'd the Happiness of his Conversation But his Goodness was more Diffusive for many of his absent Friends received wonderful Benefit and Advancement in a Spiritual Life by his Heavenly Instructions and Divine Letters Which were so many as that from those Writings was extracted this Interiour Christian not long after he had left men to live with Angels by a Person of Worth and Quality who was so touched to the heart by reading some of his Letters that he thought himself oblig'd in Charity to make them Publick for the Common Good Especially in this Corrupt Age wherein alas we find more Formal than Interiour Christians And doubtless it was the Will of Heaven this Treatise should not lie hid but be expos'd to the View of the World having in a short time enriched the Hearts of many with inestimable Good who entertain it with great Joy and Satisfaction He was in the right who said Loquere ut te videam If once I hear you speak I shall know what you are For 't is impossible to read this Book without some Knowledge of the eminent Perfection of the Authour for what Soul unless irradiated with extraordinary Beams of Heavenly Light could make such Discoveries or give such Directions in Spirituality It was from hence that the Humiliations and Dolorous Bloody Sufferings of Jesus Christ so terrible to Nature did appear to him with a Ravishing Beauty being taken with nothing more in his Devotions than Jesus Suffering For he had a singular Devotion to the Humiliations of Jesus and thought himself a Person cull'd out by Providence to honour his Sufferings He did much affect to lead his Life in Abjections and yet notwithstanding his profound Humility he was much esteemed and admired by all who had the Happiness to know his Virtues Though he lookt upon himself as an unprofitable Servant yet God was pleas'd to treat him as a faithful Friend Though he desir'd the Bitterness and Rigour of the Cross yet God did oftentimes so visit his Soul with extraordinary Consolations that sometimes he would cry out When then good Jesus shall I suffer for you Though he desired to follow Jesus on Mount Calvary yet God was pleased to lead him to Mount Tabor and vouchsafe him the Glimmerings of Glory on this side Heaven Though too many make it their Business to find out wayes to please their Sensuality he made his Body a Continual Victime of Mortification hardly abstaining from Austerities when his Weakness required a Relaxation He earnestly desired that after the Example of Jesus he might finish his Life on the Cross and on the day the Church celebrates the Invention of the Cross God was pleased to rob the World secretly of so great a Treasure lest if his Sickness had been known publickly the holy Importunity of many Prayers might have prevailed with Heaven to defer his Happiness He wanted no long Preparation for his Death by a Languishing Disease but being Fruit-ripe for the Harvest of Glory by the constant Dews of Heaven and Fervour of Charity upon short warning with wonderful Content commending his Soul into the hands of his Saviour he joyfully embraced Death to live Eternaly This shew'd the extraordinary Triumph he had made over the World and Himself by the Power of Grace For though some even Great Saints who had left the World for Christ's sake to avoid it's Contagion seem'd timorous at their Deaths yet He with an invincible Generosity contemning the World without forsaking it did conquer Satan in the midst of Temptations and smile on Death as a Friend to his Happiness Though he chang'd not his Secular Habit yet he had fully banisht the World from his heart and without engaging in any other Profession than that of a perfect Christian he spent his dayes in the Exercise of the most Austere Religious And this was more admirable in him than in those Fountains which conserve their Sweetness in the midst of Salt Waters because he did not only keep the Purity of the Spirit of Christianity among the Infections of a Corrupt Age but without any great noise he made notable Conquests over the Powers of Darkness seeing by his Pious Endeavours he chang'd many Carnal Men into Spiritual Christians We may say without Vanity that the World never had a more Dangerous Enemy He stay'd in it the better to discover its Designs and convert Worldlings exposing himself to combate its Allurements that their Weakness might be known and to testify to the World that one may be a Perfect Christian in despite of this great Enemy of God and Godliness His Example hath made it manifest to all Persons of Quality that one may live like a Hermit in the midst of a City and may love Evangelical Poverty though not practise it in the Possession of Riches and that true Self-contempt is not impossible to such whose Birth or Imployments have advanced them to Honour and that without being an Apostle or Preacher one may be an Evangelist And lastly that throughly to establish the Maxims of Christianity solid Practice is more efficacious than thundring Eloquence And though the Graces which beautifyed his Soul did most incline him to deep Retirements and Contemplation yet he was so wonderfully dexterous in the affairs of God's Service abroad that his Eyes fix'd on Heaven did not hinder him from affording a Helping hand to the good of his Neighbour neither was his Zeal herein confin'd to one onely Kingdom His Piety was so ingenious that he found out wayes to be at the same time one of the greatest Solitaries and yet much ingaged in the Labours of them who endeavour'd the enlargement of Christs Kingdom His way of expressing himself is conform to his Thoughts and both of them to the Gospel where such who chiefly hunt after Eloquence and vain Curiosities will find nothing that will please their Palate But a Soul which relishes Evangelical Truths cannot but find a Gust in the Expressions of this Book which breaths forth nothing but the Spirit of Christianity And God grant that they who take it into their hands may find it working
in their hearrs to engage them efficaciously in his Love and Service So be it Amen The Contents BOOK I. OF the Love of Humiliations which is the solid Foundation of all Christian Perfection Chap. 1. That we ought to endeavour to attain Christian Perfection with the spirit of Humility Pag. 1. Chap. 2. The foundation of Christian Humility 5 Chap. 3. That the Centre of the Creature is his own Nothing 8 Chap. 4. That the greatest Saints have attain'd to Perfection by a singular Love of Self-contempt and Abjection 11 Chap. 5. That we have only so much of the true Spirit of Jesus Christ as we have an inclination to abjection 14 Chap. 6. That the sight of our own Nothing inspire us with Self-contempt and the love of God 17 Chap. 7. That God is glorified by our annihilation 20 Chap. 8. That the Soul is rich when she possesses the Love of Self-contempt 23 Chap. 9. What profit we draw from Humiliations 26 Chap. 10. The way how to arrive to perfect Humiliation 29 Chap. 11. That we ought to leave our selves wholly to God to become annihilated 32 Chap. 12. That we must renounce our sense and humane reason to love humiliations 34 Chap. 13. That the experience of God's goodness to us does annihilate us powerfully 44 Chap. 14. That a Soul espousing Jesus Christ espouses his Cross and Sufferings 41 Chap. 15. That the experience of Gods goodness to us does annihilate us powerfully 44 Chap. 16. To be content with abjection after our faults repairs the injury to God and makes up our ruins 46 Chap. 17. Considerations upon tho vileness of this corruptible body 51 Chap. 18. Considerations upon the natural inclinations we have to evil 54 BOOK II. Of the Supernatural Life which is the Life of all true Christians Chap. 1. The Idaea or description of the Supernatural Life 75 Chap. 2. Of the high esteem we ought to have of the Christian Life 60 Chap. 3. That we ought with St. Paul to convert our selves wholly to God 63 Chap. 4. Of the Alliance we must make with the holy Folly of the Cross 67 Chap. 5. How we ought to conform our Interiour to that of Jesus Christ. 70 Chap. 6. The sublimity of the Christian Life 74 Chap. 7. There are divers degrees of this supertural Life 77 Chap. 8. The practice of a Supernatural Life 80 Chap. 9. Of the Liberty we enjoy by the exercise of the supernatural life 81 Chap. 10. Our greatest happiness on earth is to profess the way of Christianity 87 Chap. 11. That Truth is only found in the Spirit of Christianity the rest is Vanity 91 Chap. 12. There are many wayes in Christianity all which are according to the Life of Jesus Christ 94 Chap. 13 Some Maxims concerning a supernatural life 98 Chap. 14. What content a soul receives in a supernatural life 101 Chap. 15. That it 's impossible to live this supernatural life by humane prudence 105 Chap. 16. The Conclusion That we ought to apply our selves to the practice of a Supernatural Life 108 BOOK III. Of the Presence of God and giving our selves up to Divine Providence Chap. 1. Our first thought in the morning ought to be That God is present 111 Chap. 2. The presence of God in the soul makes us little value the absence of the Creatures 114 Chap. 3. That we can and ought to conserve the presence of God in occasions of Extroversions 118 Chap. 4. That the presence of God is clearly seen in a purified interiour 121 Chap. 5. That our union with the Presence of God ought to be the Rule of our Actions 125 Chap. 6. That the presence of God in us puts us in a state of suffering and enjoying 128 Chap. 7. That the Divine Presence makes us to love Prayer or Action as best pleases God 132 Chap. 8. The Presence of God brings us into a disesteem of other things 136 Chap. 9. Where we may best find the Presence of God 139 Chap. 10. That we ought to give our selves up with Divine Providence 143 Chap. 11. To be indifferent to all things but Gods good Pleasure 146 Chap. 12. We ought to comport our selves with a respectful reverence in God's presence 149 Chap. 13. To give our selves up to the conduct of Gods Spirit 153 Chap. 14. How the perfect abandon of our selves to God makes us find a Paradice upon Earth 157 Chap 15. How the Beauty that is in the Order of God contents a Soul 161 Chap. 16. The practice of the Presence of God for the seven days of the Week 163 The first Day The Beeing of God 164 The second Day The Omnipotency of God 166 The third Day Of the Wisdom of God 167 The fourth Day The Patience of God 169 The fifth Day Of the Love of God 174 The sixth Day The Justice of God 172 The seventh Day The Mercy of God 173 BOOK IV. Of Solitude and the Practice of two excellent Retreats of ten Days Chap. 1. Of the Beauty of Christian Solitude 175 Chap. 2. Of the necessity of Solitude 179 Chap. 3. The difficulties of Solitude 182 Chap. 4. The Occupations of Solitude 186 Chap. 5. How we may put our Soul and Senses into a Solitude 189 Chap. 6. A Solitude or Retreat of ten days upon the infallible Mystery of the Sacred Trinity 192 First Day 195 Second Day 199 Third Day 203 Fourth Day 207 Fifth Day 211 Sixth Day 215 Seventh Day 219 Eighth Day 224 Ninth Day 228 Tenth Day 232 Chap. 6. Another Retreat of ten Days upon the Adorable Person of Jesus Christ 236 First Day Of the Mystery of the Incarnation Ibid. Second Day Jesus an Infant 241 Third Day Jesus Poor and Abject 245 Fourth Day Jesus the Fountain of Grace and Piety 249 Fifth Day Jesus Zealator of souls 253 Sixth Day Jesus contemplating and enjoying 257 Seventh Day Jesus our Exemplar and Guide 262 Eighth Day Jesus our Light 266 Ninth Day Jesus suffering and dying 280 Tenth Day Jesus risen from Death and Gloririous 285 BOOK V. Of Communion and its Effects Chap. 1. Of Preparation before Communion 291 Chap. 2. To Communicate worthily we must put our selves in a state conformable to that of Jesus Christ in the Blessed Sacrament 294 Chap 3. To receive the Communion Worthily we must imitate those Actions which Jesus Christ practised when he Instituted it 298 Chap. 4. Interiour Entertainments during Communion 303 Chap. 5. Other Entertainments to give Thanks after Communion 306 Chap. 6. Another Method of Thanksgiving after Communion 309 Chap. 7. The first Effects of Communion is to beget in us the Love of Crosses and Humiliations 313 Chap. 8. Continuation of the same subject 316 Chap. 9. The second Effect of Communion is to Transform us 319 Chap. 10. The third Effect of Communion which is the perfect and consummate Vnion 323 Chap. 11. The fourth Effect of Communion is to confer the highest Love 327 Chap. 12. The fifth Effect of Communion is to give strength and perseverance in the service
eminent ways but judging our selves unworthy thereof and content with little our Saviour shall please to give us we must co-operate humbly and faithfully with that small portion of Grace we have already and not grow idle wishing for those eminent Graces wherewith perhaps our Souls shall never be beautified This is one of the chiefest points of humility to be content with that little portion we have in the state of Grace and judge our selves unworthy of God's favour 'T is true there 's nothing we ought so highly esteem as Grace and its increase in us and desire it of God with incessant prayers but this must be with perfect submission to his Divine will and pleasure that we may not disturb the peace of our Souls On one side I behold my extreme misery and I find my self so depressed that all my natural strength and endeavours do what they can to the utmost can never bring me out of my self On the other side I burn with desire to be wholly for God by living a supernatural and spiritual life It is to you O Divine Spirit I address my sighs the infinite source of all Graces you know I have a longing to live this spiritual life in the exercise whereof I shall find the true practice of Divine Love by which I shall satisfie my ardent desires to be wholly for Jesus and shall live no more after my natural inclinations and the Maxims of human Prudence But I see how impossible it is for me to attain this unless you vouchsafe to assist me with your illuminations against my darkness with your strength against my weakness with your continual supplies against my relapses For how often O Divine Spirit have I begun this supernatural life and fallen from it conquer'd by my Nature and worldly temptations Draw me after you so powerfully and continually that I may no more return into my self but may follow your attracts with perseverance I will follow you dear Jesus in the states of your mortal life in annihilations contempts poverty and sufferings And if I lose the sight of you in those obscurities which sometimes cloud my Soul yet let me not lose courage Provided I continue in your ways that is in the esteem and love of the true Christian Life you will not be far from me it being impossible that Jesus annihilated and suffering should not be near to a Soul suffering and annihilated Well then though we may lose the sight of Jesus the light we have in Prayer leaving us though we feel him not by sensible influences yet we are assured that he is near us if we be in his ways by self-denial and a love of humiliations for his sake O how happy is a Soul to be content to follow the annihilations of Jesus without the feeling of his persumes and sweetnesses She does practice the purity of love in this condition For to be deprived of light and consolations which is very harsh to Nature and suffer it contentedly is one of the most excellent acts of a spiritual life which consists chiefly in a perfect resignation to suffer as well inwardly as outwardly when God pleases I am very sensible by experience that there 's a vast difference between thinking and doing talking and living this true Christian life When we meet with no repugnance we find it not difficult to practice Virtue whereof the Idaea's are as sweet as the Acts are bitter of such as consist in privations and sufferings I am in a state wherein I feel repugnances and am resolved thereby to humble my self the more and keep the peace of my Soul by an entire confidence of the succours which the Grace of God will vouchsafe unto me I consider that nothing was more seeble than the Apostles before Pentecost They hid themselves abandon'd their Master in his sufferings and Peter deny'd him but after they had received the Holy Ghost he infus'd such strength into their Souls that they became powerful and couragious to admiration CHAP. XV. That 't is impossible to live this Supernatural Life by Human Prudence THe supernatural Life is a continual mortification of depraved Nature 1. For 't is certain First That we cannot live this excellent life but by annihilating our sense and reason 2. Secondly That this life is wholly according to the Spirit which cannot be but the Spirit of God which inspires the Soul with his influences and sacred motions 3. Thirdly That the Soul which lives this life must be elevated above sense und reason whether it be in Prayer or the practice of Virtue which cannot be done but by offering up her self to God as a continual Sacrifice That though oftentimes w must do things sensual as to eat and drink yet these must be done as Grace directs us And other things according to reason as to love our Relations and Friends yet this must be only in God and as his Oracles do dictate to us O life of Grace how art thou a continual death and mortification Who lives Christianly lives a Martyrdom Tota vita Christiana Crux est Martyrium However 't is a joyful Martyrdom for solid joy cannot but make glad the Soul where Grace inhabits O that this fundamental truth of our Salvation did once well sink into our hearts The Son of God and eternal King of Glory leaves the bosom of his Father and becomes man to live and die in infinite humiliations Jesus gives us life by his death He puts us in a state of Grace by ruining himself according to Nature He purchases Eternity for us by yielding up his temporal life And the Evangelist expressing his death doth on set purpose use these words Emisit Spiritum He sent forth his Spirit Without doubt he sent it into the hearts of his faithful Servants to the end they may learn to live by his Spirit to him who died for them So says St. Paul Misit Deus Spiritum Filii sui in corda nostra ut qui vivunt jam non sibi vivant sed ei qui pro ipsis mortuus est What remains then but that we banish our carnal Spirit which carries us on to sensual delights although sometimes not sinful Let us love the Spirit of penance of suffering of self-denial and humiliations Gerson hath an excellent saying By how much the more Nature is mortified by so much the more Grace is infused We must often call to mind that the Grain of Wheat cast into the Earth except it die cannot bring forth fruit If we do not die to our selves and the World and the Spirit of Nature we can never become perfect Christians nor bring forth the fruits of Divine Love We must be as nothing before men that we may be something in the sight of God Why should the Disciple be above his Master The Spirit of Grace and the Spirit of Nature do continually jar and war one against the other The exercise of the spiritual life will afford us light to discern their different motions but when
discerned it requires great courage to be faithful to the motions of Grace To yield to Nature weakens and darkens the Soul to follow Grace gives life and vigour It concerns us therefore to take part with God against our selves This practice is clear and efficacious to conquer our passions and carry us on to the purity of Virtue when this light is infus'd into us after the manifestation of God's goodness to us Reason may be serviceable to conquer our passions but this light must give place when the beams of Grace display their splendors For we ought as much as we can to stifle the Maxims of reason that we may become more capable of Divine Illuminations which elevate us above human reason In a word as no man can come unto the Son unless the Father draw him by preventing Grace so no man can come unto the Father but by the Son following his Maxims and Example and obeying the motions of his Spirit This is the order and way of Grace and 't is in vain for us to look for any other in a spiritual life CHAP. XVI The Conclusion That we ought to apply our selves to the practice of a Supernatural Life WE must have a special care that we place not Perfection amiss for this will much retard us in the way of Virtue Hence it will do well not to have too great an esteem of the Vnitive and Mystick way Not but 't is good yea excellent for a Soul to be so elevated by God's gracious conduct However we must acknowledge that the unitive way brought to practice is more excellent and necessary seeing this is the Christian life in action and the other is a mystick life consisting in extraordinary elevations of the Soul and wonderful unions with God in Prayer and Contemplation I observe that our blessed Saviour says Whosoever will be my Disciple must take up his Cross and follow me He does not say that he must be elevated in Prayer but that he must take up his Cross that is he must practice the Maxims of the Gospel Happy then are they who are crucified to the world though they be not elevated in Spirit and those elevated Souls are but happy in that they are conformable to Jesus crucified and by their unions more disposed to the Cross and Sufferings The crucified Life is as it were the end of the mystick life whose illuminations and sweet influences do much conduce to fortifie the Soul to bear the Cross S. Teresa observes That one of the best signs of a Divine Extasie is when it works in the Soul an extraordinary desire of suffering and that a Soul cannot return to her self from such holy communications with God but well instructed which must needs be that the perfection of love consists in suffering for Jesus and not in enjoying him Enjoyment in this life is not of so much worth as suffering This more than That advances our Glory Let us not then complain that we have not our part in the mystick life so that we be but crucified Christians and let us be content to feel our Spirit in Prayer among Thorns of aridities coldness and desolation as well as among the sweet perfumes of a sensible Devotion We must take up our Cross to follow Christ as well when we suffer in Soul as Body For 't is the property of a true Christian to glory in the Cross of Jesus Christ But this did extend as well to his Soul as to his body The Divine Soul of Jesus was left without sensible influences and succours from the superiour part and from his Father for some time We must love to be conformable to him herein and rest there with resignation and contentment Let our affections be more inflamed with the love of her sufferings here than of enjoyments And if we complain of any thing let it be when we do not suffer something for Jesus Christ The End of the Second BOOK BOOK III. Of the presence of God and giving our selves up to Divine Providence CHAP. I. Our first thought in the morning ought to be That God is present AS soon as I awake I ought to consider that I am in the bosom of God for in Him we live move and have our being We live and are indeed in his presence and yet hardly think of him I am surrounded with his Grandeurs his Mercies his Riches his Divine Perfections and yet am taken up with petty matters O what blindness what darkness is this I fall from one sleep into another my Soul being no more awake by day than by night my interiour senses being then bound up as before the exteriour I am like a blind man asleep doubly blind for sleep takes away his sight a second time When he awakes he sees not the light of the Sun nor the beauty of the Universe nor the variety of Creatures that are before him He walks in the world but beholds not the different parts thereof when he is asleep his blindness increases In like manner when we sleep we are in a profound forgetfulness of God But what is lamentable we continue this Oblivion when we are awake by reason we seldom think on God and his Perfections our Souls are so wholly taken up with worldly business Alas how dangerous is this sleep and forgetfulness We have no excuse seeing Nature does teach us better manners Tempus est de somno surgere When the Sun rises 't is time to walk as Children of light When natural sleep leaves me let me not dear Saviour lose my self in the crowd of Creatures but take up my thoughts with your Perfection with your Love with your Mercies that I may not sleep all day long by being unmindful of your presence Dear Jesus 't is not in my power to hinder this spiritual drowzyness and my misery will not permit me to think on you continually but be pleased to watch for me that I may be conversant with God by your divine and holy Occupations that I may know him by your knowledge that I may have an eye to him by your regards that I may love him by your loves and by this means I shall be strengthened in my weakness If we do not awake with Jesus Christ we sleep with the men of this world who sleep their sleep being wholly taken up with worldly matters To be awake with Jesus Christ is to be exercised in the operations of this life to do as he did and be content to take up our Cross and suffer with him Pains sufferings reproaches ought to be dear to us seeing they make us to be awake with Jesus Christ and live his life a life of sufferings On the contrary we must look on HOnours Pleasures and Worldly advantages with a suspicious eye because they are apt to make us forgetful of God When we see with the eye of Faith that God is every-where and is the first Mover we take delight therein and look upon God as the Soul of the world and