it_o so_o that_o it_o enter_v into_o self_n it_o must_v therefore_o continue_v close_a to_o resign_v humilith_a as_o a_o well_o do_v to_o its_o fountain_n &_o must_v suck_v and_o drink_v of_o god_n fountain_n and_o not_o depart_v from_o the_o way_n of_o god_n at_o all_o 27._o for_o as_o soon_o as_o the_o soul_n eat_v of_o self_n and_o of_o the_o light_n of_o outward_a reason_n it_o go_v on_o in_o its_o own_o opinion_n and_o then_o its_o do_n which_o it_o set_v forth_o for_o divine_a be_v but_o from_o the_o outward_a constellation_n which_o present_o then_o lay_v hold_v on_o the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o dry_a and_o then_o the_o soul_n go_v on_o in_o error_n till_o it_o yield_v itself_o up_o again_o into_o resignation_n and_o acknowledge_v itself_o anew_o to_o be_v a_o defile_a child_n resist_v reason_n and_o so_o get_v the_o love_n of_o god_n again_o which_o be_v hard_a to_o do_v now_o than_o it_o be_v at_o first_o for_o the_o devil_n brînge_v in_o strong_a doubt_n he_o will_v not_o easy_o leave_v his_o fort_n of_o prey_n 28._o this_o may_v be_v see_v clear_o in_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n that_o many_o who_o have_v be_v drive_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v yet_o oftentimes_o depart_v from_o resignation_n into_o self_n viz._n into_o their_o own_o reason_n and_o will_n in_o which_o satan_n have_v cast_v they_o into_o sin_n and_o into_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n as_o appear_v by_o david_n &_o solomon_n also_o by_o the_o patriarch_n prophet_n and_o apostle_n who_o have_v oftentimes_o commit_v great_a error_n when_o they_o have_v depart_v from_o resignation_n into_o self_n viz._n into_o their_o own_o reason_n and_o lust_n 29._o therefore_o it_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o child_n of_o god_n to_o know_v how_o to_o behave_v themselves_o when_o they_o will_v learn_v the_o way_n of_o god_n they_o must_v beat_v down_o &_o cast_v away_o their_o very_a thought_n and_o desire_v nothing_o nor_o have_v the_o least_o will_n to_o learn_v any_o thing_n unless_o they_o find_v themselves_o to_o be_v in_o true_a resignation_n so_o that_o god_n spirit_n lead_v teach_v and_o guide_v man_n spirit_n and_o that_o the_o humane_a will_n which_o be_v addict_v to_o itself_o be_v whole_o break_v off_o from_o its_o own_o lust_n and_o resign_v in_o god_n 30._o all_o speculation_n in_o the_o wonder_n of_o god_n be_v very_o dangerous_a for_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o will_n may_v soon_o be_v captivate_v therewith_o unless_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o will_n go_v or_o walk_v after_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o then_o it_o have_v power_n in_o the_o resign_v humility_n to_o behold_v the_o wonder_n of_o god_n 31_o i_o do_v not_o say_v that_o a_o man_n shall_v search_v and_o learn_v nothing_o in_o natural_a art_n and_o science_n no_o for_o it_o be_v profitable_a for_o he_o but_o a_o man_n must_v not_o begin_v with_o his_o own_o reason_n man_n ought_v not_o only_o to_o govern_v his_o life_n by_o the_o light_n of_o outward_a reason_n which_o be_v good_a in_o itself_o but_o he_o must_v sink_v with_o that_o light_n into_o the_o deep_a humility_n before_o god_n and_o set_v the_o spirit_n and_o will_n of_o god_n first_o in_o all_o his_o search_n so_o that_o the_o light_n of_o reason_n may_v see_v through_o the_o light_n of_o god_n and_o though_o reason_n do_v know_v much_o it_o must_v not_o arrogate_v to_o itself_o as_o if_o it_o be_v in_o its_o own_o possession_n but_o give_v glory_n to_o god_n to_o who_o alone_a wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n do_v belong_v 32._o for_o the_o more_o reason_n sink_v itself_o down_o into_o simple_a humility_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o the_o more_o unworthy_a it_o account_v itself_o in_o its_o sight_n the_o more_o it_o die_v from_o self-desire_n and_o the_o more_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n pierce_v through_o it_o and_o bring_v it_o into_o the_o high_a knowledge_n so_o that_o it_o may_v behold_v the_o great_a wonder_n of_o god_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n work_v only_o in_o resign_v humility_n in_o that_o which_o neither_o seek_v nor_o desire_v itself_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n take_v hold_v of_o whatsoever_o desire_v to_o be_v simple_a and_o lowly_a before_o he_o and_o bring_v it_o forth_o in_o his_o wonder_n he_o have_v pleasure_n only_o in_o those_o that_o fear_n and_o bow_v themselves_o before_o he_o 33._o for_o god_n have_v not_o create_v we_o for_o ourselves_o only_o but_o to_o be_v instrument_n of_o his_o wonder_n by_o which_o he_o desire_v to_o manifest_v his_o wonder_n the_o resign_v will_n trust_v god_n and_o expect_v all_o good_a from_o he_o but_o self-will_n rule_v itself_o for_o it_o be_v break_v off_o from_o god_n all_o that_o self-will_n do_v be_v sin_n and_o against_o god_n for_o it_o be_v go_v out_o of_o that_o order_n wherein_o god_n create_v it_o into_o disobedience_n and_o desire_v to_o be_v its_o own_o lord_n and_o master_n 34._o when_o its_o own_o will_n die_v from_o itself_o than_o it_o be_v free_a from_o sin_n for_o it_o desire_v nothing_o but_o that_o which_o god_n desire_v of_o his_o creature_n it_o desire_v only_o to_o do_v that_o for_o which_o god_n have_v create_v it_o and_o that_o which_o god_n will_v do_v by_o it_o and_o though_o it_o be_v and_o must_v be_v the_o do_v yet_o it_o be_v but_o the_o instrument_n of_o the_o do_v by_o which_o god_n do_v what_o he_o will_n 35._o for_o this_o be_v the_o true_a faith_n in_o be_v man_n viz._n to_o die_v from_o himself_o viz._n from_o his_o own_o desire_n and_o in_o all_o his_o beginning_n and_o design_n to_o bring_v his_o desire_n into_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o arrogate_v the_o do_n of_o nothing_o to_o himself_o but_o esteem_v himself_o in_o all_o his_o do_n to_o be_v but_o a_o servant_n or_o minister_n of_o god_n and_o to_o think_v that_o all_o he_o do_v or_o go_v about_o be_v for_o god_n for_o in_o such_o a_o intention_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n lead_v he_o into_o true_a uprightness_n and_o faithfulness_n towards_o his_o neighbour_n for_o he_o think_v thus_o with_o himself_o i_o do_v my_o work_n not_o for_o myself_o but_o for_o god_n who_o have_v call_v and_o ordain_v i_o to_o do_v it_o as_o a_o servant_n in_o his_o vineyard_n he_o listen_v continual_o after_o the_o voice_n of_o his_o master_n who_o within_o he_o command_v he_o what_o he_o shall_v do_v the_o lord_n speak_v in_o he_o and_o bid_v he_o do_v it_o 36._o but_o self_n do_v what_o outward_a reason_n from_o the_o star_n command_v into_o which_o reason_n the_o devil_n bring_v himself_o fly_v in_o with_o his_o desire_n all_o what_o ever_o self_n do_v î_v without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o it_o be_v do_v altogether_o in_o the_o fantasy_n that_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n may_v accomplish_v its_o pastime_n therewith_o 37._o no_o work_n which_o be_v do_v without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n can_v reach_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n it_o be_v all_o but_o a_o unprofitable_a work_n imagery_n in_o this_o great_a turmoyl_a of_o mankind_n for_o nothing_o be_v please_v to_o god_n but_o what_o he_o himself_o do_v by_o the_o will_n as_o his_o instrument_n for_o there_o be_v but_o one_o only_a god_n in_o the_o essence_n of_o all_o essence_n and_o all_o that_o which_o work_v with_o he_o in_o that_o essence_n be_v one_o spirit_n with_o he_o but_o that_o which_o work_v in_o itself_o in_o its_o own_o will_n be_v in_o itself_o without_o be_v under_o his_o dominion_n it_o be_v indeed_o under_o or_o in_o that_o dominion_n wherewith_o he_o rule_v every_o life_n but_o not_o in_o or_o under_o that_o holy_a divine_a government_n in_o himself_o but_o in_o the_o dominion_n of_o nature_n wherewith_o he_o govern_v evil_a and_o good_a nothing_o be_v divine_a which_o walk_v and_o work_v not_o in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n 38_o christ_n say_v every_o plant_n which_o my_o heavenly_a father_n have_v not_o plant_v shall_v be_v root_v out_o and_o burn_v in_o the_o fire_n all_o the_o work_n of_o man_n which_o he_o have_v wrought_v without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v burn_v up_o in_o the_o last_o fire_n of_o god_n and_o give_v to_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n viz._n to_o the_o pit_n of_o darkness_n to_o recreate_v itself_o withal_o for_o christ_n say_v he_o that_o be_v not_o with_o i_o be_v against_o i_o and_o he_o that_o gather_v not_o with_o i_o scatter_v whosoever_o work_v and_o do_v it_o not_o in_o a_o resign_v will_n with_o confidence_n in_o god_n he_o do_v but_o make_v desolate_a and_o scatter_v it_o be_v not_o acceptable_a to_o god_n nothing_o be_v please_v to_o he_o but_o that_o which_o himself_o will_v with_o his_o spirit_n and_o do_v himself_o by_o his_o own_o instrument_n 39_o therefore_o
letter_n of_o the_o word_n proceed_v from_o and_o stand_v all_o in_o one_o root_n which_o be_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n as_o the_o many_o flower_n stand_v all_o in_o the_o earth_n and_o grow_v by_o one_o another_o none_o of_o they_o fight_v with_o the_o other_o about_o their_o colour_n smell_v and_o taste_v they_o suffer_v the_o earth_n the_o sun_n the_o rain_n the_o wind_n the_o heat_n &_o cold_a to_o do_v with_o they_o as_o they_o please_v and_o yet_o every_o one_o of_o they_o grow_v in_o their_o own_o essence_n and_o property_n 167._o and_o so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o child_n of_o god_n they_o have_v various_a gift_n and_o knowledge_n yet_o all_o from_o one_o spirit_n they_o all_o rejoice_v at_o the_o great_a wonder_n of_o god_n and_o give_v thanks_n to_o the_o most_o high_a in_o his_o wisdom_n why_o shall_v they_o long_o contend_v about_o he_o in_o who_o they_o live_v and_o have_v their_o be_v and_o of_o who_o substance_n they_o themselves_o be_v 168._o it_o be_v the_o great_a folly_n that_o be_v in_o babel_n for_o people_n to_o strive_v about_o religion_n as_o the_o devil_n have_v make_v the_o world_n to_o do_v so_o that_o they_o contend_v about_o opinion_n of_o their_o own_o forge_n viz._n about_o the_o letter_n though_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n consist_v in_o no_o opinion_n but_o in_o power_n and_o love_n 169._o as_o christ_n say_v to_o his_o disciple_n and_o leave_v it_o to_o they_o at_o the_o last_o say_v love_v one_o another_o as_o i_o have_v love_v you_o for_o thereby_o man_n shall_v know_v that_o you_o be_v my_o disciple_n if_o man_n will_v as_o fervent_o seek_v after_o love_n and_o righteousness_n as_o after_o opinion_n there_o will_v be_v no_o strife_n on_o earth_n and_o we_o shall_v live_v as_o child_n in_o our_o father_n and_o shall_v need_v no_o law_n or_o ordinance_n 170._o for_o god_n be_v not_o serve_v by_o any_o law_n but_o only_o by_o obedience_n law_n be_v for_o the_o wicked_a which_o will_v not_o embrace_v love_n and_o righteousness_n they_o be_v compel_v and_o force_v by_o law_n 171._o we_o all_o have_v but_o one_o only_a ordinance_n order_n which_o be_v to_o stand_v still_o to_o the_o lord_n of_o all_o being_n &_o resign_v our_o will_n up_o to_o he_o and_o suffer_v his_o spirit_n to_o play_v what_o music_n he_o will_v and_o work_n and_o make_v in_o we_o what_o he_o will_v and_o we_o give_v to_o he_o again_o as_o his_o own_o fruit_n that_o which_o he_o work_v and_o manifest_v in_o we_o 172._o now_o if_o we_o do_v not_o contend_v about_o the_o various_a fruit_n gift_n and_o knowledge_n but_o do_v acknowledge_v they_o in_o one_o another_o like_o child_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n what_o can_v judge_v we_o for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n consist_v not_o in_o our_o know_v and_o suppose_v but_o in_o power_n 173._o if_o we_o do_v not_o know_v half_a so_o much_o and_o be_v more_o like_a child_n and_o have_v but_o a_o brotherly_o mind_n or_o good_a will_v towards_o one_o another_o and_o do_v live_v like_o child_n of_o one_o and_o the_o same_o mother_n and_o as_o branch_n of_o one_o tree_n take_v our_o sap_n all_o from_o one_o root_n we_o shall_v be_v far_o more_o holy_a than_o we_o be_v 174._o knowledge_n serve_v only_o to_o this_o end_n to_o learn_v to_o know_v we_o have_v lose_v the_o divine_a power_n in_o adam_n and_o so_o now_o be_v incline_v to_o evil_a that_o we_o have_v evil_a property_n in_o we_o and_o that_o do_v of_o evil_a please_v not_o god_n so_o that_o with_o our_o knowledge_n we_o may_v learn_v to_o do_v right_a now_o if_o we_o have_v the_o power_n of_o god_n in_o we_o and_o desire_v with_o all_o our_o power_n to_o do_v and_o to_o live_v aright_o than_o our_o knowledge_n be_v but_o our_o sport_n wherein_o we_o rejoice_v 175._o for_o true_a knowledge_n be_v the_o manifestation_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n through_o the_o eternal_a wisdom_n he_o know_v what_o he_o will_v in_o his_o child_n he_o pour_v forth_o his_o wisdom_n and_o wonder_n by_o his_o child_n as_o the_o earth_n produce_v its_o various_a flower_n 176._o now_o if_o we_o dwell_v one_o with_o another_o like_o humble_a child_n in_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n one_o rejoice_v at_o the_o gift_n and_o knowledge_n of_o another_o who_o will_v judge_v or_o condemn_v we_o who_o judge_v or_o condemn_v the_o bird_n in_o the_o wood_n that_o praise_v the_o lord_n of_o all_o being_n with_o various_a voice_n every_o one_o in_o its_o own_o essence_n do_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n reprove_v they_o for_o not_o bring_v their_o voice_n into_o one_o harmony_n do_v not_o the_o sound_n of_o they_o all_o proceed_v from_o his_o power_n and_o they_o sport_n before_o he_o 177._o those_o man_n therefore_o that_o strive_v and_o wrangle_v about_o knowledge_n and_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o despise_v one_o another_o for_o that_o be_v more_o foolish_a than_o the_o bird_n in_o the_o wood_n and_o the_o wild_a beast_n that_o have_v no_o true_a understanding_n they_o be_v more_o unprofitable_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o holy_a god_n than_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n which_o stand_v still_o quiet_o submit_v to_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o suffer_v he_o to_o manifest_v the_o divine_a wisdom_n and_o power_n through_o they_o yes_o those_o man_n be_v worse_o than_o thistle_n and_o thorn_n that_o grow_v among_o fair_a flower_n for_o they_o stand_v still_o indeed_o those_o man_n be_v like_o the_o ravenous_a beast_n and_o bird_n of_o prey_n which_o fright_v the_o other_o bird_n from_o sing_v and_o praise_v god_n 178._o in_o sum_n they_o be_v sprout_v the_o growth_n of_o the_o devil_n in_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n which_o must_v by_o their_o pain_n yet_o serve_v the_o lord_n for_o by_o their_o plague_a and_o persecute_v they_o press_v out_o the_o sap_n through_o the_o essence_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n so_o that_o they_o move_v and_o stir_v themselves_o in_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n with_o pray_v and_o continual_a sigh_v in_o which_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n move_v himself_o in_o they_o 179._o for_o thereby_o the_o desire_n be_v exercise_v and_o so_o the_o child_n of_o god_n grow_v green_a flourish_n and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n for_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v manifest_v in_o tribulation_n as_o the_o scripture_n say_v when_o thou_o chastiâ—est_v they_o they_o cry_v fervent_o to_o thou_o chap._n viii_o wherein_o christian_a religion_n consist_v and_o how_o man_n shall_v serve_v god_n and_o their_o brethren_n 180._o all_z christian_a religion_n whole_o consist_v in_o this_o to_o learn_v to_o know_v ourselves_o first_o what_o we_o be_v and_o whence_o we_o be_v come_v how_o we_o be_v go_v forth_o from_o the_o unity_n into_o dissension_n wickedness_n and_o unrighteousness_n how_o we_o have_v awaken_v and_o stir_v up_o these_o thing_n in_o we_o 181._o second_o how_o we_o be_v in_o the_o unity_n when_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o adam_n before_o he_o fall_v three_o how_o we_o be_v now_o in_o dissension_n and_o disunion_n in_o strife_n &_o contrariety_n four_o whither_o we_o go_v when_o we_o pass_v out_o of_o this_o corruptible_a be_v whither_o we_o go_v with_o the_o immortal_a and_o whither_o with_o the_o mortal_a part_n 182._o in_o these_o four_o point_n our_o whole_a religion_n consist_v viz._n to_o learn_v to_o come_v forth_o from_o disunion_n &_o vanity_n and_o to_o enter_v again_o into_o that_o one_o tree_n christ_n in_o we_o out_o of_o which_o we_o be_v all_o spring_v in_o adam_n 183._o we_o need_v not_o strive_v about_o any_o thing_n we_o have_v no_o contention_n let_v every_o one_o exercise_v himself_o in_o learning_n how_o he_o may_v enter_v again_o into_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o his_o brother_n 184._o the_o testament_n of_o christ_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o love_a boâ—d_n or_o he_o brotherly_a covenant_n wherewith_o god_n in_o christ_n bind_v himself_o to_o we_o and_o *_o we_o to_o he_o all_o teach_v willing_a live_a and_o do_v must_v aim_v at_o that_o all_o teach_n and_o do_v otherwise_o whatsoever_o be_v 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and_o strengthen_v his_o weak_a faith_n also_o that_o in_o his_o divine_a hunger_n he_o shall_v get_v the_o flesh_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n for_o food_n and_o drink_n in_o the_o desire_n of_o his_o soul_n which_o continual_o hunger_v and_o thirst_v after_o nutriment_n it_o and_o with_o the_o thirst_n of_o the_o soul_n drink_v the_o water_n of_o eternal_a life_n out_o of_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o jesus_n christ_n as_o christ_n most_o true_a and_o steadfast_a promise_n be_v he_o must_v also_o whole_o and_o firm_o himself_o imagine_v to_o himself_o the_o great_a love_n of_o god_n that_o god_n will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o that_o he_o repent_v and_o live_v that_o
and_o enter_v with_o the_o desire_n into_o he_o and_o he_o will_v not_o cast_v out_o they_o that_o come_v unto_o he_o he_o have_v give_v to_o the_o will_v a_o open_a gate_n in_o christ_n say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v heavy_a lade_v with_o sin_n i_o will_v refresh_v you_o take_v my_o yoke_n upon_o you_o that_o be_v the_o cross_n of_o the_o enmity_n in_o the_o flesh_n which_o be_v the_o yoke_n of_o christ_n who_o must_v bear_v it_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n this_o cross_n the_o resign_v will_n must_v take_v upon_o it_o in_o the_o evil_a earthly_a sinful_a flesh_n and_o bear_v it_o after_o christ_n in_o patience_n in_o hope_n of_o deliverance_n and_o always_o break_v it_o he_o head_v of_o the_o serpent_n with_o the_o resign_v will_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o christ_n will_n and_o spirit_n and_o kill_v and_o destroy_v the_o earthly_a will_n in_o god_n anger_n and_o not_o let_v it_o rest_v on_o a_o soft_a bed_n when_o sin_n be_v commit_v think_v i_o will_v repent_v one_o time_n or_o other_o 26._o no_o no_o the_o earthly_a will_n grow_v strong_a fat_a and_o wanton_a upon_o this_o soft_a bed_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o the_o breath_n of_o god_n shine_v in_o thou_o and_o sheweth_z sin_n to_o thou_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v sink_v itself_o down_o into_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n &_o wrap_v itself_o up_o close_o in_o it_o and_o take_v the_o passion_n of_o christ_n into_o its_o possession_n and_o be_v a_o lord_n over_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n and_o kill_v it_o and_o destroy_v it_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n 27._o it_o must_v die_v though_o it_o be_v never_o so_o unwilling_a be_v at_o enmity_n with_o the_o voluptuous_a earthly_a flesh_n give_v it_o not_o what_o it_o will_v have_v let_v it_o fast_o and_o suffer_v hunger_n till_o its_o tickle_a cease_v account_v the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n thy_o enemy_n and_o do_v not_o what_o the_o desire_n in_o the_o flesh_n will_v and_o then_o thou_o shall_v bring_v a_o death_n into_o the_o death_n in_o the_o flesh_n 28._o regard_v not_o any_o scorn_n of_o the_o world_n think_v they_o do_v but_o scorn_v thy_o enemy_n and_o that_o it_o be_v become_v a_o fool_n to_o they_o nay_o do_v thou_o thyself_o account_v it_o thy_o fool_n which_o adam_n cause_v thou_o to_o have_v in_o thou_o and_o suffer_v to_o be_v thy_o false_a heir_n cast_v the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n out_o of_o the_o house_n that_o strange_a child_n which_o god_n do_v not_o give_v to_o be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o life_n in_o adam_n at_o the_o beginning_n for_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n must_v not_o inherit_v with_o the_o son_n of_o the_o freewoman_n 29._o the_o earthly_a will_n be_v but_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n for_o the_o four_o element_n shall_v have_v be_v man_n servant_n but_o adam_n have_v bring_v they_o into_o childship_n filiation_n therefore_o god_n say_v to_o abraham_n when_o he_o have_v open_v the_o covenant_n of_o the_o promise_n in_o he_o cast_v out_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n for_o he_o shall_v not_o inherit_v with_o the_o son_n of_o the_o free_a this_o son_n of_o the_o free_n be_v christ_n which_o god_n of_o his_o grace_n have_v bring_v again_o into_o the_o flesh_n for_o we_o viz._n a_o mind_n new_a mind_n wherein_o the_o will_n viz._n the_o eternal_a will_n of_o the_o soul_n may_v draw_v and_o drink_v the_o water_n of_o life_n of_o which_o christ_n speak_v say_v whosoever_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n that_o he_o will_v give_v we_o it_o shall_v spring_v up_o in_o he_o and_o be_v a_o fountain_n of_o eternal_a life_n this_o fountain_n be_v the_o renovation_n of_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o soul_n viz._n the_o eternal_a astrum_n or_o constellation_n of_o the_o eternal_a nature_n viz._n of_o the_o creature_o property_n of_o the_o soul._n 30._o therefore_o i_o say_v that_o all_o fiction_n and_o device_n to_o come_v to_o god_n by_o let_v they_o have_v what_o name_n soever_o they_o will_v which_o man_n contrive_v and_o invent_v for_o way_n to_o god_n be_v lose_v labour_n and_o unprofitable_a without_o a_o new_a mind_n there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n to_o god_n but_o a_o new_a mind_n which_o turn_v from_o wickedness_n and_o enter_v into_o repentance_n for_o the_o sin_n it_o have_v commit_v and_o go_v forth_o from_o its_o iniquity_n and_o will_v it_o no_o more_o but_o wrap_v its_o will_n up_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n and_o with_o all_o earnestness_n die_v from_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n so_o that_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o soul_n will_v sin_n no_o more_o 31._o and_o although_o all_o the_o devil_n do_v follow_v he_o hard_o and_o do_v go_v with_o their_o desire_n into_o the_o flesh_n yet_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n shall_v stand_v still_o and_o hide_v itself_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n willing_a and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 32._o no_o hypocritical_a flattery_n or_o outward_a comfort_a one_o self_n avail_v at_o all_o as_o when_o man_n will_v cover_v sin_n and_o iniquity_n in_o the_o flesh_n with_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o christ_n and_o remain_v in_o self_n still_o christ_n say_v except_o you_o turn_v and_o become_v as_o child_n you_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n the_o mind_n must_v become_v as_o whole_o new_a as_o in_o a_o child_n that_o know_v nothing_o of_o sin_n christ_n say_v also_o you_o must_v be_v bear_v anew_o or_o else_o you_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n there_o must_v arise_v a_o will_n whole_o new_a in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n it_o must_v be_v bring_v forth_o out_o of_o christ_n intarnation_n enter_v into_o the_o humanity_n and_o rise_v in_o christ_n resurrection_n 33._o now_o before_o this_o can_v be_v do_v the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v die_v in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n first_o for_o in_o adam_n it_o receive_v the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n viz._n sin_n into_o it_o this_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v first_o cast_v out_o and_o the_o poor_a captive_a soul_n must_v wrap_v itself_o up_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n earnest_o with_o all_o the_o power_n it_o have_v so_o that_o the_o son_n of_o the_o bondwoman_n viz._n sin_n in_o itself_o may_v die_v in_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n 34._o true_o sin_n must_v die_v in_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o else_o there_o can_v be_v no_o vision_n of_o god_n for_o the_o earthly_a will_n in_o sin_n and_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o see_v god_n but_o christ_n that_o come_v into_o the_o flesh_n the_o soul_n must_v put_v on_o the_o spirit_n and_o flesh_n of_o christ_n it_o can_v inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n in_o this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o sin_n hang_v to_o it_o outward_o which_o must_v putrify_v in_o the_o earth_n and_o rise_v again_o in_o new_a power_n 35._o hypocrifie_n flattery_n and_o verbal_a forgiveness_n avail_v nothing_o we_o must_v be_v child_n not_o by_o outward_a 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be_v account_v a_o child_n of_o god_n by_o imputation_n or_o external_a application_n be_v false_a and_o vain_a the_o work_n do_v in_o the_o outward_a flesh_n only_o do_v not_o make_v the_o child_n of_o god_n but_o the_o work_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o spirit_n make_v and_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n which_o work_v be_v so_o powerful_a in_o the_o outward_a work_n that_o it_o shine_v forth_o as_o a_o new_a light_n and_o manifest_v itself_o to_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o the_o outward_a work_n of_o the_o flesh_n 39_o for_o if_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v light_n than_o the_o whole_a body_n be_v
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preach_v word_n and_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n in_o the_o sacrament_n and_o his_o absolution_n in_o a_o brotherly_a reconciliation_n one_o to_o another_o 139._o but_o what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o a_o beast_n to_o stand_v and_o listen_v and_o yet_o have_v no_o hear_n to_o receive_v the_o inward_a live_a word_n nor_o any_o ground_n vessel_n wherein_o to_o lay_v the_o word_n that_o it_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o who_o christ_n say_v the_o devil_n pluck_v the_o word_n out_o of_o their_o heart_n lest_o they_o believe_v and_o be_v save_v but_o how_o can_v he_o do_v so_o yes_o be_v the_o word_n find_v no_o place_n in_o the_o hear_n to_o stick_v fast_o in_o 140._o and_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o absolution_n what_o good_a do_v it_o i_o for_o one_o to_o say_v i_o pronounce_v or_o declare_v to_o thou_o the_o absolution_n of_o thy_o sin_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v whole_o shut_v up_o in_o sin_n whosoever_o say_v thus_o to_o a_o sinner_n so_o shut_v up_o err_v and_o he_o that_o receive_v 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a_o severe_a judge_n but_o the_o saint_n shall_v behold_v he_o as_o a_o love_a immanuel_n 145._o god_n anger_n stand_v open_a in_o his_o testament_n towards_o the_o wicked_a but_o towards_o the_o saint_n the_o heavenly_a love_a kindness_n and_o in_o it_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o holy_a name_n jesus_n stand_v open_a what_o good_a do_v the_o holy_a thing_n do_v to_o the_o wicked_a that_o can_v enjoy_v it_o and_o what_o then_o be_v it_o that_o can_v take_v away_o his_o sin_n when_o his_o sin_n be_v but_o stir_v and_o make_v manifest_a by_o it_o 146._o the_o sacrament_n do_v not_o take_v away_o sin_n neither_o be_v sin_n forgive_v
thereby_o but_o it_o be_v thus_o when_o christ_n arise_v than_o adam_n die_v in_o the_o the_o essence_n of_o the_o serpent_n when_o the_o sun_n rise_v the_o night_n be_v swallow_v up_o in_o the_o day_n and_o the_o night_n be_v no_o more_o so_o sin_n be_v forgive_v 147._o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n eat_v of_o his_o holy_a substance_n the_o inward_a man_n be_v the_o receiver_n of_o the_o holy_a substance_n he_o receive_v what_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n bring_v into_o he_o viz._n the_o temple_n of_o god_n christ_n flesh_n and_o blood_n but_o what_o do_v this_o concern_v a_o beast_n or_o what_o do_v it_o concern_v the_o devil_n or_o the_o soul_n that_o be_v in_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n these_o eat_v of_o the_o heavenly_a body_n that_o be_v in_o the_o heaven_n they_o dwell_v in_o which_o be_v the_o abyss_n or_o bottomless_a pit_n 148._o and_o thus_o it_o be_v in_o the_o ministry_n office_n of_o preach_v the_o ungodly_a hear_v what_o the_o outward_a soul_n of_o the_o outward_a world_n preach_v that_o he_o receive_v viz._n the_o history_n and_o if_o there_o be_v straw_n or_o stubble_n in_o that_o which_o be_v teach_v he_o suck_v the_o vanity_n out_o of_o that_o and_o the_o soul_n suck_v the_o venomous_a poison_n and_o the_o murder_a cruelty_n of_o the_o devil_n from_o it_o wherewith_o that_o soul_n tickle_v itself_o in_o hear_v how_o to_o judge_v and_o condemn_v other_o 149._o and_o if_o the_o preacher_n be_v one_o that_o be_v dead_a an_o have_v no_o true_a life_n in_o he_o but_o sow_v venom_n and_o reproach_n proceed_v out_o of_o his_o affection_n than_o it_o be_v the_o devil_n that_o teach_v and_o the_o devil_n that_o hear_v such_o teach_n be_v receive_v into_o a_o wicked_a heart_n and_o bring_v forth_o wicked_a fruit_n by_o which_o the_o world_n be_v become_v a_o murder_v den_n of_o devil_n so_o that_o if_o you_o look_v among_o the_o teacher_n and_o hearer_n there_o be_v nothing_o to_o be_v find_v but_o revile_n slander_n and_o reproaching_n also_o contention_n 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babel_n and_o no_o forgive_n of_o sin_n 155._o a_o holy_a man_n do_v holy_a work_n from_o the_o holy_a strength_n of_o his_o mind_n the_o work_n be_v not_o the_o expiation_n or_o reconciliation_n satisfaction_n but_o it_o be_v the_o building_n which_o the_o true_a spirit_n build_v in_o his_o substance_n it_o be_v his_o habitation_n but_o the_o fiction_n and_o fancy_n be_v the_o habitation_n of_o the_o false_a christian_a into_o which_o his_o soul_n enter_v with_o dissimulation_n the_o outward_a hear_n reach_v but_o to_o the_o outward_a and_o work_v in_o the_o outward_a only_a but_o the_o inward_a hear_n go_v into_o the_o inward_a and_o work_v in_o the_o inward_a 156._o dissemble_v roar_v cry_v sing_v preach_v and_o teach_v as_o much_o as_o thou_o will_v if_o thy_o inward_a teacher_n and_o hearer_n be_v not_o open_a than_o all_o be_v nothing_o but_o babel_n a_o fiction_n and_o a_o grave_a image_n whereby_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o outward_a world_n do_v model_n and_o make_v a_o grave_a 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blood_n he_o continual_o think_v that_o he_o be_v a_o great_a sinner_n he_o be_v afraid_a of_o god_n but_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n pierce_v through_o and_o expel_v that_o fear_n as_o the_o day_n swallow_v up_o the_o night_n 159._o but_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o ungodly_a man_n rest_n in_o the_o sleep_n of_o death_n and_o bud_v forth_o in_o the_o pit_n and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n in_o hell_n 160._o the_o christendom_n that_o be_v in_o babel_n strive_v about_o knowledge_n how_o man_n ought_v to_o serve_v god_n and_o glorify_v he_o also_o how_o to_o know_v god_n and_o what_o he_o be_v in_o his_o essence_n and_o will_n and_o they_o preach_v peremptory_o that_o whosoever_o be_v not_o one_o and_o the_o same_o in_o every_o particular_a with_o they_o for_o knowledge_n and_o opinion_n be_v no_o christian_a but_o a_o heretic_n 161._o now_o i_o will_v fain_o see_v how_o any_o can_v bring_v all_o their_o sect_n so_o to_o agree_v in_o that_o one_o which_o may_v be_v call_v a_o true_a christian_a 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the_o devil_n which_o be_v in_o vanity_n 164._o his_o faith_n be_v a_o desire_n to_o god_n and_o goodness_n which_o he_o wrap_v up_o into_o a_o sure_a hope_n and_o therefore_o venture_v it_o upon_o the_o word_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o live_v and_o die_v therein_o though_o as_o to_o the_o true_a man_n he_o never_o die_v 165._o for_o christ_n tell_v we_o say_v whosoever_o believe_v in_o i_o shall_v never_o die_v but_o have_v pierce_v through_o from_o death_n to_o life_n and_o river_n of_o live_a water_n shall_v flow_v from_o he_o viz._n good_a doctrine_n and_o work_n 166._o therefore_o i_o say_v that_o whatsoever_o fight_v and_o contend_v about_o the_o letter_n be_v all_o babel_n the_o
be_v set_v apart_o and_o choose_v by_o the_o child_n of_o man_n who_o do_v but_o flatter_v he_o and_o for_o favour_n have_v ordain_v he_o thereunto_o 186._o christ_n say_v whosoever_o eter_v not_o by_o the_o door_n into_o the_o sheepfold_n that_o be_v through_o i_o but_o climb_v up_o some_o other_o way_n the_o same_o be_v a_o thief_n and_o a_o murderer_n and_o the_o sheep_n follow_v he_o not_o 187._o for_o they_o know_v not_o his_o voice_n he_o have_v not_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n but_o the_o voice_n of_o his_o own_o art_n and_o learning_n only_o himself_o teach_v and_o not_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n but_o christ_n say_v every_o plant_n which_o my_o heavenly_a father_n have_v not_o plant_v shall_v be_v pluck_v up_o by_o the_o root_n 188._o how_o then_o will_v he_o that_o be_v ungodly_a plant_n heavenly_a plant_n that_o have_v no_o seed_n alive_a in_o its_o power_n in_o himself_o christ_n say_v express_o the_o sheep_n hear_v not_o his_o voice_n they_o follow_v he_o not_o 189._o the_o write_a word_n be_v but_o a_o instrument_n whereby_o the_o spirit_n lead_v we_o to_o itself_o within_o we_o that_o word_n which_o will_v teach_v must_v be_v live_v in_o the_o literal_a word_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n must_v be_v in_o the_o literal_a sound_n or_o else_o none_o be_v a_o teacher_n of_o god_n but_o a_o mere_a teacher_n of_o the_o letter_n a_o knower_n of_o the_o history_n and_o not_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n in_o christ._n 190._o all_o that_o man_n will_v serve_v god_n with_o must_v be_v do_v in_o faith_n viz._n in_o the_o spirit_n the_o spirit_n make_v the_o work_n perfect_a and_o acceptable_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n all_o that_o a_o man_n begin_v and_o do_v in_o faith_n he_o do_v that_o in_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o spirit_n of_o god_n do_v cooperate_v in_o the_o workâ—_n and_o that_o be_v acceptable_a to_o god_n for_o he_o have_v do_v it_o himself_o and_o his_o power_n and_o virtue_n be_v in_o it_o it_o be_v holy_a 191._o but_o whatsoever_o be_v do_v in_o self_n without_o faith_n be_v but_o a_o figure_n and_o husk_n shell_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a work_n 192._o if_o thou_o serve_v thy_o brother_n and_o do_v it_o but_o in_o hypocrisy_n and_o give_v he_o unwilling_o than_o thou_o serve_v not_o god_n for_o thy_o faith_n proceed_v not_o from_o love_n nor_o enter_v into_o hope_n into_o thy_o gift_n indeed_o thou_o serve_v thy_o brother_n and_o he_o for_o his_o part_n thank_v god_n and_o he_o for_o his_o part_n also_o bless_v thou_o but_o thou_o bless_v not_o he_o for_o thou_o give_v he_o a_o churlish_a grudge_a spirit_n in_o thy_o gift_n which_o enter_v not_o into_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n into_o the_o hope_n of_o faith_n therefore_o thy_o gift_n be_v but_o half_o give_v and_o thou_o have_v but_o half_o thy_o reward_n for_o it_o 193._o the_o same_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o receive_v a_o gift_n if_o any_o give_v in_o faith_n in_o divine_a hope_n he_o bless_v his_o gift_n in_o his_o faith_n but_o he_o that_o receive_v it_o unthankful_o and_o murmure_v in_o his_o spirit_n he_o curse_v it_o in_o the_o use_n or_o enjoyment_n of_o it_o thus_o every_o one_o shall_v have_v his_o own_o whatsoever_o he_o sow_v that_o he_o shall_v also_o reap_v 194._o and_o so_o it_o be_v in_o the_o office_n of_o teach_v what_o ever_o a_o man_n sow_v that_o also_o he_o reap_v for_o if_o any_o man_n sow_v good_a seed_n from_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n it_o stick_v in_o the_o good_a heart_n and_o bring_v forth_o good_a fruit_n but_o in_o the_o wicked_a that_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o it_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n be_v stir_v 195._o if_o any_o sow_v contention_n reproach_n misconstruction_n all_o ungodly_a people_n receive_v it_o into_o they_o it_o stick_v in_o they_o also_o and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n according_o so_o that_o man_n despise_v revile_v slander_n and_o misconstrue_v one_o another_o out_o of_o which_o root_n the_o great_a babel_n be_v spring_v and_o grow_v where_o man_n out_o of_o mere_a pride_n and_o strife_n contend_v about_o the_o history_n and_o the_o justification_n of_o a_o poor_a sinner_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o thereby_o make_v the_o simple_a err_v and_o blaspheme_v insomuch_o that_o one_o brother_n despise_v and_o curse_v the_o other_o an_o excommunicate_v or_o cast_v he_o to_o the_o devil_n for_o the_o history_n and_o the_o letter_n sake_n 196._o such_o railer_n and_o reviler_n fear_v not_o god_n but_o to_o raise_v the_o great_a building_n of_o dissension_n and_o see_v corrupt_a lust_n lie_v in_o all_o man_n in_o the_o earthly_a flesh_n still_o therefore_o they_o raise_v and_o awaken_v abomination_n even_o in_o the_o simple_a child_n of_o god_n and_o make_v the_o people_n of_o god_n as_o well_o as_o the_o child_n of_o iniquity_n to_o blaspheme_v and_o so_o be_v master-builder_n of_o the_o great_a babel_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v as_o useful_a as_o a_o five_o wheel_n in_o a_o wagon_n and_o beside_o that_o they_o erect_v the_o hellish_a building_n 197._o therefore_o it_o be_v high_o necessary_a for_o the_o child_n of_o god_n to_o pray_v earnest_o that_o they_o may_v learn_v to_o know_v this_o false_a building_n and_o go_v forth_o from_o it_o with_o their_o mind_n and_o not_o help_v to_o build_v it_o up_o and_o so_o themselves_o to_o persecute_v their_o fellow-children_n of_o god_n whereby_o they_o keep_v themselves_o back_o from_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o be_v seduce_v 198._o according_a to_o they_o say_v of_o christ_n to_o the_o pharisee_n woe_n unto_o you_o pharisees_n for_o you_o compass_v sea_n and_o land_n to_o make_v one_o proselyte_n and_o when_o he_o be_v one_o you_o make_v he_o twofold_a more_o the_o child_n of_o hell_n then_o your_o self_n which_o true_o come_v to_o pass_v after_o the_o same_o manner_n in_o these_o modern_a faction_n and_o sect_n among_o these_o crier_n and_o teacher_n of_o strife_n 199._o i_o desire_v therefore_o out_o of_o my_o gift_n which_o be_v reveal_v to_o i_o from_o god_n that_o all_o the_o child_n of_o god_n that_o intend_v to_o be_v the_o member_n of_o christ_n faithful_o be_v warn_v to_o depart_v from_o such_o abominable_a contention_n and_o bloody_a firebrand_n and_o to_o go_v forth_o from_o all_o strife_n with_o their_o brethren_n and_o to_o strive_v only_o after_o love_n and_o righteousness_n towards_o all_o man_n 200._o for_o he_o that_o be_v a_o good_a tree_n must_v bring_v forth_o good_a fruit_n and_o must_v sometime_o suffer_v swine_n to_o devour_v his_o fruit_n and_o yet_o must_v continue_v a_o good_a tree_n still_o and_o be_v always_o willing_a to_o work_v with_o god_n and_o not_o suffer_v any_o evil_a to_o master_v he_o and_o then_o he_o stand_v and_o grow_v in_o the_o field_n of_o god_n and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n to_o be_v set_v upon_o god_n table_n which_o he_o shall_v enjoy_v for_o ever_o amen_n all_o that_o have_v breath_n praise_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n ha_o le_fw-fr lu_o jah_n finish_v by_o jacob_n behmen_n 24._o junii_fw-la 1622._o a_o table_n of_o the_o content_n of_o the_o chapter_n chap._n 1._o how_o man_n ought_v to_o consider_v himself_o from_o verse_n 1._o to_o 29._o ch._n 2._o how_o man_n be_v create_v from_o 30._o to_o 66._o ch._n 3._o of_o the_o miserable_a fall_n of_o man_n &_o how_o he_o be_v deliver_v again_o from_o 67._o to_o 86._o ch._n 4._o how_o we_o be_v bear_v anew_o and_o also_o how_o we_o fall_v into_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n again_o from_o 87._o to_o 113._o ch._n 5._o how_o a_o man_n may_v call_v himself_o a_o christian_n how_o not_o from_o 114._o to_o to_o 132._o ch._n 6._o of_o right_a and_o wrong_n go_v to_o church_n receive_v of_o sacrament_n &_o absolution_n from_o 133._o to_o 157._o ch_z 7._o of_o unprofitable_a opinion_n and_o contention_n about_o the_o letter_n from_o 158._o to_o 179._o ch._n 8._o wherein_o christian_a religion_n consist_v and_o how_o man_n must_v serve_v god_n &_o their_o brethren_n from_o 180._o to_o 200._o the_o author_n letter_n to_o his_o faithful_a friend_n dr_n balthasar_n walter_n 1._o my_o writing_n to_o you_o be_v to_o exhort_v you_o from_o a_o deep_a christian_a consideration_n and_o good_a will_n not_o to_o commit_v my_o write_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o every_o one_o for_o they_o belong_v not_o to_o every_o one_o 2._o also_o none_o shall_v cast_v the_o pearl_n into_o the_o way_n to_o be_v tread_v under_o foot_n whereby_o the_o high_o precious_a name_n of_o god_n may_v be_v blaspheme_v for_o i_o know_v very_o well_o what_o satan_n intend_v to_o do_v but_o it_o be_v signify_v to_o i_o that_o his_o purpose_n shall_v be_v bring_v to_o nought_o 3._o yet_o there_o be_v a_o thick_a darkness_n to_o be_v fear_v in_o the_o
thou_o he_o hear_v thou_o not_o leave_v off_o wherefore_o will_v thou_o thus_o needless_o torment_v and_o vex_v thyself_o thou_o have_v time_n enough_o to_o repent_v at_o leisure_n will_v thou_o be_v mad_a do_v but_o look_v upon_o the_o world_n i_o pray_v thou_o a_o little_a do_v it_o not_o live_v in_o jollity_n &_o mirth_n yet_o it_o will_v be_v save_v well_o enough_o for_o all_o that_o have_v not_o christ_n pay_v the_o ransom_n and_o satisfy_v for_o all_o man_n thou_o need_v do_v no_o more_o but_o persuade_v and_o comfort_v thyself_o that_o it_o be_v do_v for_o thou_o and_o then_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v thou_o can_v not_o possible_o in_o this_o world_n come_v to_o have_v any_o feel_n of_o god_n therefore_o leave_v off_o and_o take_v care_n for_o thy_o body_n and_o look_v after_o temporal_a glory_n what_o do_v thou_o suppose_v will_v become_v of_o thou_o if_o thou_o turn_v to_o be_v so_o melancholy_a and_o senseless_a thou_o will_v be_v the_o scorn_n of_o every_o body_n and_o 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