affect_v and_o stir_v but_o when_o they_o hear_v the_o severity_n of_o god_n justice_n against_o sin_n oh_o then_o god_n forbid_v that_o there_o shall_v be_v such_o hard_a thing_n god_n forbid_v these_o thing_n shall_v be_v true_a certain_o brethren_n you_o can_v have_v any_o true_a melt_n of_o spirit_n wrought_v in_o you_o nor_o work_v of_o god_n sanctify_a spirit_n unless_o you_o find_v such_o a_o principle_n in_o your_o heart_n as_o shall_v cause_v you_o to_o fall_v down_o and_o tremble_v and_o yield_v unto_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n and_o the_o severity_n of_o the_o word_n against_o sin_n except_o you_o find_v a_o willingness_n to_o justify_v god_n and_o his_o word_n in_o all_o the_o severity_n that_o he_o do_v reveal_v against_o you_o in_o your_o own_o sin_n i_o his_o be_v the_o five_o chap._n lvii_o use_v 6._o if_o there_o be_v so_o much_o evil_n in_o sin_n it_o show_v the_o miserable_a condition_n of_o those_o who_o heart_n and_o life_n be_v fill_v with_o sin_n use_v vi_o another_o use_n be_v this_o if_o there_o be_v so_o much_o evil_n in_o sin_n then_o what_o a_o miserable_a condition_n be_v those_o in_o that_o be_v full_a of_o sin_n whose_o heart_n and_o life_n be_v fill_v up_o to_o the_o brim_n to_o the_o very_a top_n exceed_v full_a of_o sin_n be_v there_o all_o this_o evil_a that_o i_o have_v speak_v of_o in_o the_o nature_n of_o sin_n in_o one_o sin_n as_o you_o have_v hear_v such_o dreadful_a evil_n in_o the_o least_o sin_n oh_o lord_n what_o a_o condition_n be_v those_o in_o i_o say_v that_o be_v guilty_a of_o a_o infinite_a number_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v say_v eccles_n 9_o 3._o the_o heart_n of_o man_n be_v full_a of_o evil_n full_a of_o sin_n it_o be_v true_a of_o all_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o man_n in_o the_o world_n that_o their_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n a_o toad_n be_v not_o so_o full_a of_o poison_n as_o the_o heart_n of_o every_o man_n and_o woman_n in_o the_o world_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n and_o that_o which_o thou_o be_v full_a of_o be_v such_o a_o abominable_a thing_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n as_o you_o have_v hear_v yea_o and_o as_o their_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n so_o they_o be_v full_o set_v to_o do_v evil_a eccles_n 8._o 11._o because_o sentence_n against_o a_o evil_a work_n be_v not_o speedy_o execute_v therefore_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n be_v full_o set_v in_o they_o to_o do_v evil_a this_o be_v true_a of_o all_o in_o their_o natural_a condition_n their_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o evil_n and_o their_o heart_n be_v full_o set_v in_o they_o to_o do_v evil_a all_o the_o action_n that_o ever_o thou_o do_v do_v all_o the_o thought_n of_o thy_o mind_n and_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o mouth_n all_o the_o action_n of_o thy_o life_n ever_o since_o thou_o be_v bear_v have_v be_v nothing_o else_o but_o sin_n if_o thou_o be_v in_o thy_o natural_a estate_n this_o we_o dare_v avow_v and_o speak_v as_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n that_o every_o man_n and_o woman_n not_o yet_o convert_v have_v never_o any_o thought_n never_o speak_v word_n never_o do_v any_o action_n in_o all_o their_o life_n but_o they_o sin_v against_o god_n and_o if_o sin_n be_v to_o evil_a what_o a_o evil_a case_n be_v those_o man_n in_o who_o be_v so_o full_a of_o sin_n in_o all_o that_o ever_o they_o do_v in_o all_o their_o life_n yea_o their_o best_a action_n how_o full_a of_o sin_n be_v those_o and_o how_o miserable_a be_v their_o condition_n in_o that_o regard_n who_o have_v give_v up_o themselves_o to_o follow_v sin_n with_o greediness_n be_v there_o not_o some_o of_o you_o before_o the_o lord_n who_o conscience_n can_v but_o â—el_a you_o that_o you_o have_v give_v up_o yourselves_o to_o follow_v the_o lust_n of_o your_o own_o heart_n with_o greediness_n to_o satisfy_v they_o to_o the_o full_a and_o all_o your_o grief_n have_v be_v that_o you_o can_v satisfy_v they_o no_o more_o this_o have_v be_v the_o condition_n of_o many_o who_o have_v live_v in_o a_o course_n of_o sin_n all_o their_o day_n yea_o and_o it_o may_v be_v against_o conscience_n also_o who_o have_v be_v guilty_a not_o only_o of_o multitude_n of_o sin_n but_o guilty_a of_o such_o multitude_n with_o woeful_a aggravation_n as_o against_o light_n against_o mean_n against_o vow_n certain_o if_o sin_n be_v such_o a_o evil_n in_o its_o own_o nature_n though_o but_o any_o one_o if_o god_n shall_v set_v but_o the_o least_o sin_n but_o of_o thought_n upon_o a_o man_n heart_n as_o he_o may_v do_v he_o will_v â—ink_v the_o stoutest-heart_n down_o to_o the_o bottomless_a gulf_n of_o despair_n then_o what_o will_v become_v of_o thou_o if_o god_n come_v to_o settle_v all_o thy_o abomination_n upon_o thy_o heart_n altogether_o the_o flood_n of_o ungodly_a man_n say_v david_n psal_n 18._o 14._o have_v make_v i_o afraid_a the_o word_n man_n there_o be_v not_o in_o the_o original_a but_o translate_v by_o some_o the_o flood_n of_o wickedness_n have_v make_v i_o afraid_a certain_o if_o god_n discover_v the_o flood_n of_o those_o wickedness_n that_o your_o conscience_n may_v tell_v you_o you_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o it_o can_v but_o make_v you_o afraid_a if_o god_n come_v and_o set_v all_o those_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o thy_o face_n it_o will_v be_v a_o most_o dreadful_a object_n and_o spectacle_n let_v i_o make_v use_n of_o that_o phrase_n job_n 6._o 12._o be_v my_o strength_n the_o strength_n of_o stone_n and_o my_o flesh_n of_o brass_n so_o may_v i_o say_v unto_o those_o who_o have_v such_o woeful_a guilt_n of_o sin_n upon_o they_o what_o be_v thy_o strength_n the_o strength_n of_o stone_n and_o thy_o flesh_n of_o brass_n that_o thou_o can_v bear_v the_o weight_n and_o burden_n of_o so_o many_o and_o such_o horrible_a transgression_n as_o thou_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o when_o thou_o hear_v that_o there_o be_v so_o much_o evil_n in_o one_o sin_n and_o that_o in_o the_o least_o sin_n we_o read_v leviticus_n 16._o 22_o 24._o of_o the_o escape_v goat_n that_o when_o aaron_n and_o his_o son_n the_o priest_n shall_v come_v and_o lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o it_o and_o put_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n upon_o he_o he_o be_v to_o go_v into_o the_o wilderness_n into_o a_o desolate_a place_n among_o the_o wild_a beast_n there_o to_o note_v the_o woeful_a condition_n of_o a_o sinner_n that_o have_v the_o guilt_n of_o multitude_n of_o sin_n upon_o he_o when_o he_o be_v like_a that_o escape_v goat_n to_o go_v into_o the_o wilderness_n among_o wild_a beast_n ready_a to_o tear_v he_o thy_o condition_n be_v worse_a except_o thou_o be_v deliver_v from_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n i_o speak_v of_o one_o under_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v like_a to_o be_v worse_o with_o thou_o thou_o be_v in_o a_o worse_a condition_n than_o if_o thou_o be_v to_o live_v among_o tiger_n and_o bear_n and_o dragon_n ready_a to_o tear_v thou_o certain_o thy_o estate_n be_v far_o worse_o if_o thy_o body_n be_v full_a of_o sore_n thou_o will_v think_v thy_o condition_n very_o sad_a it_o will_v cause_v much_o dejection_n of_o spirit_n but_o for_o thy_o soul_n to_o be_v full_a of_o sin_n to_o have_v so_o much_o sin_n be_v worse_a than_o if_o thou_o have_v plague_v sore_n upon_o thy_o body_n from_o head_n to_o foot_n if_o you_o shall_v see_v a_o man_n all_z over_z from_o the_o crown_n of_o the_o head_n to_o the_o sole_n of_o the_o foot_n full_a of_o plague_n sore_n you_o will_v think_v that_o man_n in_o a_o sad_a condition_n certain_o the_o state_n of_o every_o man_n unconvert_v be_v far_o worse_a because_o he_o be_v all_o over_o full_a of_o sin_n that_o have_v so_o much_o evil_n in_o it_o as_o for_o that_o doctrine_n of_o the_o fullness_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o heart_n and_o life_n of_o man_n that_o will_v require_v another_o and_o large_a treatise_n by_o itself_o therefore_o i_o do_v not_o intend_v to_o fall_v upon_o that_o doctrine_n how_o man_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n in_o his_o heart_n and_o life_n that_o may_v be_v do_v hereafter_o but_o only_o for_o the_o present_a to_o present_v this_o meditation_n before_o you_o if_o so_o much_o evil_a be_v in_o every_o sin_n than_o the_o fullness_n of_o sin_n must_v needs_o put_v a_o man_n or_o woman_n in_o a_o evil_a and_o sad_a condition_n psal_n 73._o 10._o god_n say_v he_o will_v wring_v out_o to_o the_o wicked_a a_o full_a cup_n of_o wrath_n to_o those_o full_a of_o sin_n job_n 20._o 11._o there_o it_o be_v speak_v of_o the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a that_o their_o bone_n be_v full_a of_o the_o sin_n of_o their_o youth_n thy_o life_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n thy_o bone_n may_v be_v full_a of_o the_o
text_n say_v christ_n speak_v it_o because_o they_o say_v he_o have_v a_o unclean_a spirit_n mark_v christ_n cast_v out_o devil_n the_o scribe_n and_o the_o pharisee_n attribute_v this_o to_o a_o unclean_a spirit_n and_o therefore_o they_o sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n mere_o because_o they_o attribute_v that_o which_o christ_n do_v by_o the_o finger_n of_o god_n to_o a_o unclean_a spirit_n and_o therefore_o christ_n tell_v they_o they_o sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o they_o shall_v never_o be_v forgive_v now_o brethren_n see_v how_o near_o you_o come_v to_o this_o sin_n for_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n see_v christ_n cast_v out_o devil_n they_o do_v it_o out_o of_o malice_n they_o can_v not_o but_o know_v and_o yet_o they_o say_v it_o be_v by_o the_o devil_n you_o see_v one_o trouble_v in_o conscience_n which_o be_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o you_o say_v it_o be_v a_o foolish_a and_o a_o mad_a spirit_n and_o sometime_o it_o be_v a_o unclean_a spirit_n but_o it_o be_v worse_o when_o you_o say_v it_o be_v a_o foolish_a and_o melancholy_a spirit_n you_o do_v more_o blaspheme_v the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o come_v near_o this_o sin_n oh_o take_v heed_n and_o be_v humble_v your_o condition_n be_v dangerous_a that_o have_v have_v or_o have_v any_o such_o low_a thought_n about_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n for_o sin_n object_n but_o we_o see_v by_o experience_n man_n and_o woman_n trouble_v for_o sin_n be_v very_o melancholy_a and_o heavy_a answ_n to_o speak_v to_o this_o true_a sometime_o god_n may_v be_v please_v to_o sanctify_v even_o that_o humour_n of_o melancholliness_n so_o as_o to_o further_a such_o a_o work_n as_o this_o yea_o god_n may_v cause_v a_o work_n on_o conscience_n to_o be_v further_v by_o melancholy_a and_o yet_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o difference_n between_o melancholy_a and_o this_o 1_o as_o first_o god_n may_v make_v use_n of_o melancholy_a to_o bring_v in_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n as_o thus_o if_o it_o be_v not_o too_o prevail_v to_o besot_v man_n and_o woman_n as_o sometime_o it_o do_v but_o if_o it_o be_v no_o more_o prevail_v but_o thus_o to_o make_v man_n serious_o consider_v and_o ponder_v and_o weigh_v thing_n than_o god_n make_v use_v of_o a_o degree_n of_o melancholy_a to_o make_v man_n and_o woman_n to_o know_v themselves_o and_o sin_n and_o the_o thing_n of_o their_o eternal_a estate_n and_o such_o a_o melancholy_n be_v a_o bless_a melancholy_n and_o you_o have_v cause_n to_o bless_v god_n for_o it_o melancholy_n in_o some_o inferior_a thing_n be_v very_o useful_a and_o the_o philosopher_n say_v that_o the_o most_o eminent_a man_n in_o the_o world_n for_o great_a matter_n be_v melancholy_a because_o they_o be_v serious_a in_o their_o thought_n whereas_o otherman_n be_v of_o slight_a vain_a frothy_a spirit_n many_o that_o never_o have_v melancholy_a they_o conceive_v of_o thing_n and_o it_o pass_v and_o they_o never_o â—ay_v any_o thing_n to_o heart_n they_o never_o know_v what_o it_o be_v for_o one_o half_a hour_n to_o be_v serious_a in_o their_o thought_n all_o their_o life_n many_o that_o be_v sanguine_a be_v of_o a_o light_n vain_a spirit_n and_o it_o be_v a_o heavy_a judgement_n of_o god_n to_o be_v give_v over_o to_o a_o light_n vain_a spirit_n that_o consider_v nothing_o now_o when_o god_n make_v use_v of_o this_o particular_a degree_n of_o melancholy_a to_o make_v man_n and_o woman_n serious_a to_o consider_v what_o shall_v become_v of_o they_o another_o day_n what_o the_o term_n between_o god_n and_o they_o be_v what_o if_o i_o be_v now_o to_o die_v and_o what_o if_o i_o be_v now_o to_o stand_v before_o god_n then_o it_o be_v a_o good_a help_n to_o this_o work_n but_o yet_o because_o this_o work_n be_v a_o work_n beyond_o any_o melancholy_a conceit_n we_o shall_v give_v you_o in_o the_o difference_n but_o yet_o further_o it_o must_v be_v acknowledge_v when_o god_n come_v with_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n it_o may_v be_v so_o mighty_a and_o strong_a that_o it_o may_v alter_v the_o body_n and_o consume_v the_o very_a spirit_n in_o the_o body_n of_o man_n and_o woman_n and_o alter_v the_o temper_n of_o blood_n it_o may_v be_v so_o strong_a and_o powerful_a and_o so_o there_o may_v come_v melancholy_a in_o afterward_o but_o yet_o there_o be_v abundance_n of_o difference_n between_o melancholy_a and_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n and_o that_o will_v appear_v in_o these_o six_o particular_n chap._n lii_o six_o difference_n between_o melancholy_a and_o trouble_v of_o conscience_n diff._n 1._o melancholy_a may_v be_v in_o those_o that_o be_v most_o gross_o ignorant_a but_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n come_v with_o some_o enlighten_v work_n diff._n 2._o melancholy_n prevail_v on_o man_n by_o degree_n but_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n many_o time_n come_v sudden_o as_o lightning_n diff._n 3_o melancholy_a trouble_n be_v exceed_v confuse_v but_o trouble_v of_o conscience_n be_v more_o distinct_a diff._n 4._o the_o more_o melancholy_a any_o have_v the_o less_o able_a be_v they_o to_o bear_v outward_a affliction_n but_o the_o more_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n the_o more_o able_a to_o bear_v outward_a affliction_n diff._n 5._o melancholy_n put_v a_o dulness_n upon_o the_o spirit_n of_o man_n but_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n for_o sin_n put_v a_o mighty_a activity_n upon_o man_n spirit_n diff._n 6._o trouble_v of_o conscience_n can_v be_v cure_v the_o way_n melancholy_a may_v first_o melancholy_a it_o be_v many_o time_n in_o man_n and_o woman_n where_o there_o be_v most_o gross_a ignorance_n of_o god_n and_o of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o thing_n of_o their_o eternal_a estate_n it_o may_v consist_v with_o gross_a ignorance_n many_o melancholy_a people_n be_v most_o ignorant_a and_o sottish_a and_o know_v nothing_o of_o the_o principle_n of_o religion_n but_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n can_v never_o come_v without_o some_o new_a light_n of_o god_n dart_v in_o and_o settle_v upon_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n and_o woman_n it_o come_v always_o with_o some_o enlighten_v work_n of_o the_o spirit_n melancholy_n be_v many_o time_n with_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o darkness_n within_o the_o mind_n be_v dark_a where_o melancholy_a prevail_v and_o many_o time_n gross_a ignorance_n but_o never_o any_o true_a trouble_n of_o conscience_n but_o god_n come_v in_o with_o some_o light_n and_o therefore_o if_o any_o man_n or_o woman_n be_v trouble_v and_o say_v it_o be_v for_o sin_n i_o put_v this_o to_o you_o what_o have_v god_n discover_v to_o you_o now_o more_o than_o before_o what_o truth_n of_o god_n have_v god_n settle_v upon_o their_o heart_n more_o than_o before_o if_o they_o can_v give_v no_o further_o account_v of_o no_o other_o light_n let_v into_o they_o than_o before_o or_o further_a truth_n let_v in_o upon_o their_o heart_n than_o before_o then_o indeed_o it_o may_v be_v suspect_v not_o to_o be_v trouble_n for_o sin_n as_o many_o melancholy_a people_n have_v the_o name_n of_o be_v trouble_v for_o sin_n and_o they_o have_v fear_n of_o hell_n because_o of_o dark_a thought_n but_o it_o be_v not_o the_o true_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n upon_o the_o soul_n except_o it_o be_v with_o convincement_n of_o some_o new_a light_n or_o settle_v some_o truth_n more_o upon_o the_o soul_n than_o before_o second_o melancholliness_n come_v by_o degree_n upon_o man_n and_o woman_n alteration_n of_o the_o body_n be_v not_o sudden_a thing_n the_o temper_n of_o man_n and_o woman_n body_n can_v sudden_o be_v alter_v to_o any_o extremity_n but_o gradual_o from_o one_o degree_n to_o another_o but_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n come_v many_o time_n as_o a_o flash_n of_o lightning_n from_o heaven_n many_o man_n and_o woman_n have_v come_v to_o the_o congregation_n with_o scornful_a spirit_n profane_a wicked_a and_o ungodly_a never_o know_v what_o sin_n mean_v nor_o trouble_v for_o sin_n mean_v and_o god_n have_v meet_v with_o they_o in_o the_o word_n and_o fasten_v some_o sentence_n upon_o their_o heart_n so_o that_o they_o 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breed_v such_o a_o worm_n that_o will_v gnaw_v upon_o conscience_n to_o all_o eternity_n chap._n xxix_o six_o sin_n be_v more_o opposite_a to_o man_n good_a than_o affliction_n because_o sin_n be_v the_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n but_o god_n hate_v not_o any_o for_o affliction_n sixth_o sin_n be_v the_o only_a object_n of_o the_o hatred_n of_o god_n nothing_o be_v the_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n but_o sin_n god_n do_v not_o hate_v a_o man_n or_o a_o woman_n because_o they_o be_v poor_a god_n may_v love_v they_o as_o well_o as_o any_o monarch_n or_o prince_n in_o the_o world_n though_o they_o be_v poor_a god_n hate_v not_o a_o man_n because_o he_o be_v sick_a you_o hate_v not_o your_o child_n because_o they_o be_v sick_a or_o weak_a all_o the_o affliction_n in_o the_o world_n make_v not_o a_o man_n a_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n but_o sin_n do_v mark_v that_o expression_n in_o scripture_n psalm_n 5._o 5._o the_o fool_n shall_v not_o stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n thou_o hate_v all_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n so_o that_o sin_n make_v the_o creature_n the_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n god_n say_v not_o mark_n he_o hate_v the_o work_n of_o iniquity_n only_o but_o the_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n god_n hate_v not_o the_o creature_n as_o he_o make_v they_o but_o through_o sin_n the_o creature_n comeâ—_n to_o be_v hate_v even_o the_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n now_o observe_v the_o strength_n of_o the_o reason_n that_o which_o make_v a_o man_n the_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n must_v needs_o be_v a_o great_a evil_n than_o that_o which_o can_v stand_v with_o god_n everlasting_a love_n for_o affliction_n in_o the_o strength_n of_o they_o and_o bitterness_n of_o they_o may_v stand_v with_o god_n eternal_a love_n nay_o observe_v they_o may_v stand_v with_o the_o same_o love_n wherwithal_o god_n the_o father_n love_v his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n for_o so_o in_o the_o 17._o of_o john_n latter_a end_n there_o christ_n pray_v to_o the_o father_n that_o thou_o may_v love_v they_o with_o the_o very_a same_o love_n with_o which_o thou_o love_v i_o now_o god_n the_o father_n love_v christ_n and_o yet_o god_n the_o father_n afflict_v christ_n and_o christ_n be_v under_o sore_a affliction_n and_o yet_o at_o that_o very_a time_n god_n the_o father_n love_v he_o so_o a_o man_n or_o a_o woman_n afflict_v notwithstanding_o all_o their_o affliction_n they_o may_v have_v the_o very_a same_o love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n that_o jesus_n christ_n himself_o have_v in_o a_o manner_n the_o very_a same_o and_o my_o think_v this_o may_v be_v a_o mighty_a encouragement_n to_o afflict_a soul_n be_v you_o afflict_v with_o poverty_n bodily_a sickness_n persecution_n any_o thing_n know_v for_o all_o this_o affliction_n god_n may_v love_v you_o with_o the_o same_o love_n he_o love_v his_o son_n but_o sin_n make_v the_o creature_n the_o object_n of_o the_o hatred_n of_o god_n but_o you_o will_v say_v god_n child_n have_v sin_n of_o its_o own_o nature_n it_o will_v make_v they_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n but_o there_o come_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o purchase_n of_o his_o blood_n procure_v peace_n between_o god_n and_o man_n but_o i_o speak_v of_o it_o in_o its_o own_o nature_n and_o those_o that_o god_n look_v upon_o in_o a_o sinful_a condition_n he_o can_v look_v upon_o they_o but_o he_o hate_v they_o now_o that_o which_o make_v a_o man_n the_o object_n of_o god_n hatred_n must_v needs_o be_v very_o evil_a as_o thus_o when_o any_o affection_n run_v in_o one_o current_n it_o must_v needs_o run_v very_o strong_o as_o in_o the_o sea_n suppose_v there_o be_v many_o arm_n and_o river_n to_o break_v the_o strength_n of_o the_o current_n it_o will_v not_o run_v so_o powerful_o but_o when_o there_o be_v but_o one_o current_n the_o current_n of_o the_o ocean_n there_o run_v very_o strong_o so_o in_o the_o affection_n when_o the_o affection_n be_v only_o set_v upon_o one_o object_n than_o they_o be_v strong_a when_o love_n be_v scatter_v upon_o this_o and_o the_o other_o thing_n then_o it_o be_v not_o strong_a but_o when_o it_o be_v upon_o one_o than_o it_o be_v strong_a when_o parent_n have_v many_o child_n and_o they_o love_v this_o and_o this_o than_o it_o may_v be_v they_o love_v not_o any_o so_o strong_o but_o when_o they_o have_v but_o one_o there_o be_v great_a love_n so_o in_o hatred_n where_o there_o be_v a_o hatred_n of_o many_o there_o be_v not_o so_o much_o hatred_n against_o one_o but_o where_o it_o run_v in_o one_o current_n only_o there_o it_o be_v strong_a so_o here_o there_o be_v no_o object_n that_o god_n hatred_n run_v out_o against_o but_o only_a sin_n therefore_o the_o hatred_n mustnee_v be_v very_o powerful_a oh_o for_o a_o man_n or_o woman_n to_o live_v to_o be_v the_o object_n of_o the_o hatred_n of_o the_o eternal_a god_n how_o dreadful_a a_o evil_n be_v this_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v belove_v where_o we_o be_v of_o every_o one_o what_o a_o sad_a thing_n be_v it_o to_o live_v in_o a_o family_n or_o a_o town_n and_o no_o body_n love_v they_o man_n desire_v to_o be_v belove_v though_o it_o be_v of_o a_o dog_n and_o they_o will_v boast_v sometime_o such_o a_o dog_n or_o a_o horse_n love_v such_o a_o one_o love_v his_o master_n when_o he_o do_v but_o come_v home_n they_o will_v leap_v and_o skip_v and_o faun_n on_o he_o do_v we_o take_v delight_n to_o have_v our_o neighbour_n or_o the_o family_n love_v we_o nay_o for_o the_o dog_n to_o love_v we_o oh_o what_o be_v the_o love_n of_o a_o infinite_a eternal_a glorious_a god_n a_o man_n account_v it_o a_o evil_n if_o the_o dog_n only_o snarl_v and_o bark_v at_o he_o this_o we_o account_v a_o evil_a oh_o what_o a_o evil_a be_v it_o then_o to_o have_v the_o infinite_a eternal_a only_o wise_a god_n to_o be_v a_o enemy_n and_o i_o the_o object_n of_o his_o hatred_n oh_o think_v of_o these_o thing_n and_o brethren_n in_o these_o time_n it_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v you_o contract_v abundance_n of_o sin_n you_o will_v have_v more_o to_o answer_v for_o before_o these_o january_n twelve_o day_n be_v go_v than_o you_o have_v before_o oh_o let_v this_o stop_v the_o course_n of_o some_o sin_n that_o otherwise_o may_v be_v commit_v in_o these_o time_n of_o sensuality_n therefore_o when_o you_o see_v some_o go_v on_o in_o sinful_a way_n do_v you_o stop_v and_o say_v god_n forbid_v i_o shall_v do_v as_o they_o do_v i_o have_v be_v in_o such_o a_o place_n and_o hear_v what_o sin_n be_v hear_v how_o it_o be_v against_o god_n and_o this_o may_v stop_v i_o but_o this_o day_n i_o have_v hear_v how_o it_o be_v against_o i_o and_o my_o own_o soul_n and_o how_o it_o destroy_v my_o own_o soul_n therefore_o i_o will_v hate_v sin_n everlasting_o chap._n xxx_o seven_o sin_n be_v more_o opposite_a to_o man_n good_a than_o affliction_n because_o sin_n bring_v guilt_n upon_o the_o soul_n seventhly_o there_o be_v more_o evil_a in_o sin_n than_o in_o affliction_n because_o sin_n be_v more_o opposite_a against_o our_o own_o good_a than_o affliction_n 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