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the_o apprehension_n of_o his_o wrath_n continue_v for_o a_o season_n and_o here_o i_o know_v i_o enter_v upon_o a_o thing_n whereof_o we_o can_v have_v a_o certain_a and_o a_o comprehensive_a knowledge_n for_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n and_o great_a and_o long_o and_o severe_a trial_n be_v too_o deep_a for_o we_o easy_o to_o fathom_n or_o to_o tell_v particular_o what_o be_v god_n design_n in_o this_o or_o that_o the_o arcana_n of_o his_o government_n be_v not_o obvious_a to_o every_o one_o that_o desire_v to_o pry_v into_o they_o and_o there_o be_v abundance_n of_o very_a dark_a and_o mysterious_a providence_n in_o this_o world_n the_o reason_n of_o which_o we_o shall_v never_o know_v till_o the_o great_a day_n who_o can_v tell_v the_o very_a cause_n why_o god_n suffer_v one_o religious_a man_n to_o suffer_v affliction_n for_o several_a year_n and_o another_o that_o be_v perhaps_o no_o better_a than_o he_o scarce_o know_v what_o affliction_n mean_v one_o shall_v be_v cross_v and_o 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