unlesse therefore the holy Ghost apply what Christ hath done the conscience will not be satisfied The best men in the estate of Grace would be in darkenesse and call their state into question if the holy Ghost did not convince them and answer all cavills for them and therefore we must not onely be convinced at the first by the Spirit but in our continued course of Christianity This therefore should make us to come to Gods Ordinances with a holy devotion Oh Lord vouch safe the Spirit of Revelation and take the scales from mine eyes that as these are truths so they may be truths to me doe thou sway my soule that I may cast my selfe upon thy mercy in Christ. Spirituall convincing is not totall in this life but alwayes leaves in the heart some dregges of doubting though the soule be safe for the maine as a shippe that rides at anchor is tossed and troubled but the anchor holds it so it is with the soule that is convinced weakely it is sure of the maine yet it is tossed with many doubts and feares but the anchor is in heaven The Spirit of God doth so farre convince every Christian of the Righteousnesse of Christ as preserves in him such a power of Grace as to cast himselfe upon the mercy of God God will send his Spirit so farre into the heart as it shall not betray it selfe to despaire he will let such a beame into the soule as all the powers of hell shall not quench When we neglect prayer and set upon duties in our owne strength and in confidence of our owne parts if we belong to God we shall be sure to miscarrie though another man perhappes may prosper and therefore wee should be continually dependant upon God for his direction and for his blessing in whatsoever wee goe about As many women because they will not endure the paine of childbirth doe kill their children in the wombe so many men who will not be troubled with holy actions doe stifle holy motions therefore let us take hee de of murdering the motions of the holy Spirit but let us entertaine them that when they are kindled they may turne to resolution and resolution into practise This is a common Rule that wee cannot converse with company that are not spirituall but if they vexe us not they will taint us unlesse we be put upon them in our callings wee should therefore make speciall choise of our company and walke in a continuall watchfulnesse It is rebellion against God for a man to make away himselfe the very Heathens could say that we must not goe out of our station till wee be called It is the voyce of Satan Cast thy self down but what saith S. Paul to the Iaylor Do thy self no harme for we are all here Wee should so carry our selves that wee may be content to stay here till God hath done that worke he hath to doe in us and by us and then he will call us hence in the best time He is a valiant man that can command himselfe to be miserable and hee that cannot command himselfe to endure some bondage and disgrace in the world it argues weakenesse Christ could have come downe from the Crosse but he shewed his strength and power by enduring their reproaches and torments The reason why many Christians stagger and are so full of doubts is because they are idle and labour not to grow in grace therefore we should labour to grow in knowledge and mortification for in that way wee come to assurance Whatsoever good is in a naturall man is depraved by a selfe-end selfe-love rules all his actions hee keepes within himselfe and makes for himselfe he is a god to himselfe God is but his Idoll This is true of all naturall men in the world they make themselves their last end and where the end is depraved the whole course is corrupted The sense of assured hope cannot be maintained without a great deale of paines diligence and watchfulnesse 2 Pet. 1. 10. Give all diligence to make your calling election sure Insinuating that it will not be had without it it is the diligent and watchfull Christian that hath this assurance otherwise the holy Ghost will suffer us to be in a dampe and under a cloud if wee stirre not up the Graces of the Spirit It is grace in the Exercise and love in the Exercise that 's an earnest and so Faith and Hope in the Exercise is an earnest Iâ— Grace be asleepe you may have Grace and not know it therefore wee should labour to put our graces into exercise Those that have assurance of their salvation have oftentimes troublesome distractions because they doe not alwayes stand upon their guard sometimes they are lifted up to heaven and sometimes cast downe even to hell yet alwayes in the worst condition there is something left in the soule that suggests to it that it is not utterly cast off He to whom this pilgrimage is over-sweete loves not his country yet the pleasures of this life are so sutable to our nature that we should sit by them but that God followes us with severall crosses therefore let us take in good part any crosse because it is out of heavenly love that we are exercised least we should surfet upon things here below In melancholy distempers especially when there goes guilt of Spirit with it we can see nothing but darkenesse in wife children friends estate c. Here is a pittifull darkenesse when body and soule and conscience and all are distempered now let a Christian see God in his Nature and Promises and though he cannot live by sight in such a distemper yet let him then live by Faith Though God doe personate an enemy yet faith sees a Fatherly nature in him it apprehends some beames of comfort Though there be no sense and feeling yet the Spirit workes a power in the heart whereby the soule is able to claspe with God and to alledge his Word and Nature against himselfe The reason why the world seeth not the happy condition of Gods children is because their bodies are subject to the same infirmities with the worst of men nor are they exempted from troubles they are also subject to fall into grosse sinnes and therefore worldly men thinke Are these the men that are happier than wee They see their crosses but not their crownes they see their infirmities but not their graces they see their miseries but not their inward joy and peace of conscience To walke by Faith is to be active in our walking not to doe as wee list but it is a stirring by rule Since the fall we have lost our hold of God and wee must be brought againe to God by the same way wee fell from him wee fell by infidelity and we must be brought againe by Faith and lead our lives upon such grounds as Faith affords We must walke by Faith looking upon Gods Promise and Gods Call and Gods Commandements and not live by
soules that God is our God when riches and treasures and men our lives faile yet God is ours we are now Gods Davids and Gods Pauls and Gods Abrahams wee have an everlasting being in him A speciall cause of too much dejection is want of resolution in good things when wee hault in Religion for as haulting is a deformed and troublesome gesture so in Religion haulting is alwayes joyned with trouble and disquiet God hath made the poorest man that is a governour of himselfe and hath set judgement to rule against passion and conscience against sinne therefore Reason should not be a slave to Passion It is the peculiar wisedome of a Christian to picke Arguments out of his worst condition to make him thankefull and if hee be thankefull hee will be joyfull and so long as he is joyfull he cannot be miserable God hath made himselfe ours and therefore it is no presumption to challenge him to be our God when once wee have interest in God he thinkes nothing too good for us hee is not satisfied in giving us the blessings of this life but he gives himselfe unto us As wee receive all from God so wee should lay all at his feete and fay I will not live in a course of sinne that will not stand with the favour of my God for hee will not lodge in the heart that hath a purpose to sinne Gods people have sweete intercourse with God in their callings when wee looke for comfort we shall finde it either in Hearing Reading or Praying c. or else in our Callings We glorifie God when we exalt him in our soules above all creatures in the world when we give him the highest place in our love and in our joy when all our affections are set upon him as the chiefest good This is seene also by opposition when wee will not offend God for any creature When wee can aske our affections Whom have I in heaven but thee There is no true zeale to Gods glory but it is joyned with true love to men therefore let men that are violent injurious and insolent never talke of glorifying God so long as they despise poore men If wee doe not finde our selves the people of Gods delight let us attend upon the meanes of salvation and waite Gods good time and stand not disputing perhappes God hath not a purpose to save mee but fall to obedience casting thy selfe into the Armes of Christ and say if I perish I will perish here The love of God in CHRIST is not barren kindnesse it is a love that reaches from everlasting to everlasting from love in choosing us unto love in glorifying of us In all the miseries of the world one beame of this loving kindnesse of the Lord will scatter all Our desires are holy if they be exercised about spirituall things David desires not to be great to be rich in the world or to have power to be revenged upon his enemies but that hee may dwell in the House of the Lord and enjoy his Ordinances Psal. 27. 4. Desires shew the frame of the soule more than any thing as where there is a Spring it discovers it selfe by vapours that arise so the breathing of these desires shew that there is a Spring of Grace in the heart Desires spring from the will and the will being as the whole man it moves all other powers to doe their dutie and to see for the accomplishing of that it desires Those therefore that pretend they have good desires and yet neglect all meanes and live scandalously this is but a sluggish desire An Hypocrite will not pray alwayes but a child of God never gives over because hee sees an excellencie a necessitie and a possibilitie of obtaining that hee desires hee hath a promise for it The Lord will fulfill the desires of them that feare him Psal. 145. 19. Prayer doth exercise all the graces of the Spirit wee cannot pray but our faith is exercised our love our patience which makes us set a high price upon that wee seeke after and to use it well God takes it unkindly if we weepe too much and over-grieve for losse of wife child or friend or for any crosse in the things of this life for it is a signe wee fetch not that comfort from him which we should and may doe Nay though our weeping be for our sinnes we must keepe a moderation in that wee must with one eye looke upon our sinnes and with the other eye looke upon Gods mercy in Christ and therefore if the best griefe must be moderated what must the other The religious affections of Gods people are mixed for they mingle their joy with weeping and their weeping with joy whereas a carnall man is all simple if hee joy hee is mad if hee be sorrowfull unlesse it be restrained it sinks him but grace alwayes tempers the joy and sorrow of a Christian because hee hath alwayes something to joy in and something to grieve for Wee are members of two worlds now whilest wee live here wee must use this world for how many things doth this poore life of ours neede wee are passing away and in this passage of ours we must have necessaries but yet we must use the world as if wee used it not for there is a danger least our affections cleave to the things of this life It is a poorenesse of spirit in a Christian to be over-joyfull or over-grieved for things worse than our selves if a man hath any Grace all the world is inferiour to him and therefore what a poorenesse of spirit is it to be over-joyfull or overmuch grieved when all things are fading vanish away Let us therefore beare continually in our mindes that all things here below are subordinate A sincere heart that is burdened with sinne desires not heaven so much as the place where he shall be free from sinne and to have the Image of God and Christ perfected in his soule and therefore a sincere spirit comes to heare the Word not so much because an eloquent man preacheth as to heare divine truths because the evidence of Spirit goes with it to worke those graces You cannot still a child with any thing but the Breast so you cannot still the desires of a Christian but with divine Truths as Esay 26. 8. The desires of our soules is to thy name and to the remembrance of thee There is a thousand things that may hinder good successe in our affaires What man can apply all things to a fit issue and remove all things that may hinder Who can observe Persons Times Places Advantages and Disadvantages and when wee see these things there is naturally a passion that it robbes us of our knowledge as when a man sees any danger there is such a feare or anger that hee is in a mist. So that unlesse God give a particular successe there is none As it is in the frame of a mans body it stands upon many joynts if any of these be out of
good in Books and to heare good of men that are dead but they cannot indure good in the lives of others to be in their eyes especially when they come to compare themselves with them they love not to be out-sh ined As the Sunne goes his course though we cannot see it goe and as plants and herbes grow though we cannot perceive them even so it followes not that a Christian growes not because hee cannot see himselfe grow but if they decay in their first love or in some other grace it is that some other grace may grow and increase as their humilitie their broken heartednesse sometimes they grow not in extention that they may grow at the roote upon a checke grace breakes out more as wee say after a hard Winter usually there followes a glorious Spring Gods children never hate corruption more than when they have bin overcome by corruption the best men living have some corruptions which they see not till they breake out by temptations Now when corruptioÌ„s are made knowne to us it stirres up our hatred and hatred stirs up endeavour and endeavour revenge so that Gods children should not be discouraged for their falls When the truth of grace is wrought in a Christian his desires goe beyond his strength and his prayers are answerable to his desires Whereupon it is that young Christians often times call their estate in question because they cannot bring heaven upon earth because they cannot be perfect but God will have us depend upon him for increase of Grace in a daily expectation Christ is our Patterne whom wee must strive to imitate its necessary that our Patterne should be exact that so wee might see our imperfections and be humbled for them and live by faith in our sanctification Consider Christ upon the Crosse as a publique person that when he was crucified and when hee died hee died for my sins and this knowledge of Christ will be a crucifying knowledge this will stirre up my heart â—o use my corruptions as my sinnes used Christ as hee hated my sinne so it will worke the same disposition in mee to hate this body of death and to use it as it used Christ answerably as we see this clearely it will transforme us With our Contemplation let us joyne this kind of reasoning God so hated pride that hee became humble to the death of the Crosse to redeeme mee from it and shall I be proud and when wee are stirred up to revenge consider that Christ prayed for his enemies when we are tempted to disobedience thinke God in my nature was obedient to the death and shall I stand upon termes and when wee grow hard hearted consider Christ became man that he might shew bowels of his mercy let us reason thus when we are tempted to any sinne and it will be a meanes to transforme us from our owne cursed likenesse into the likenesse of Christ. When wee see God blasphemed or the like let us thinke how would Christ stand affected if he were here when hee was here upon earth how zealous was hee against prophanenesse and shall I be so cold when hee saw the multitude wander as sheepe without a Shepheard his bowells yearned and shall wee see so many poore soules live in darkenesse and our bowells not yearne Wee must looke upon Christ not onely for healing but as a perfect patterne to imitate for wherefore else did hee live so long upon the earth but to shew us an example And let us know that wee shall be countable for those good examples which we have from others there is not an example of an humble holy and industrious life but shall be laid to our charge for God doth purposely let them shine in our eyes that we might take example by them As the spirits in the arteries quickens the blood in the veines so the Spirit of God goes along with the Word and makes it worke Saint Paul speakes to Lydia but the Spirit speakes to her heart As it was with Christ himselfe so it is with his members Hee was conceived by the Spirit anointed by the Spirit sealed by the Spirit hee was led into the Wildernesse by the Spirit he offered up himselfe by the Spirit and by the Spirit hee was raised from the dead even so the members of Christ doe answer unto Christ himselfe all is by the Spirit we are conceived by the Spirit the same Spirit that sanctified him sanctifies us but first wee receive the Spirit by way of Vnion and then Vnction followes after when we are knit to Christ by the Spirit then it workes the same in us as it did in him When a proud wit and supernaturall truths meete together such a man will have some thing of his owne therefore in reading and studying of heavenly Truths especially the Gospell wee must come to God for his Spirit and not venture upon conceits of our owne parts for God will curse such proud attempts Many men thinke that the knowledge of divine Truths will make them divine whereas it is the holy Ghost onely that gives a taste and rellish for without the Spirit their hearts will rise when the Word comes to them in particular and tells them you must denie your selfe and venture your life for his truth When men understand the Scriptures and yet are proud and malicious wee must not take scandall at it for their hearts were never subdued they understand supernaturall things by humane reason and not by divine light Those that measure lands are very exact in every thing but the poore man whose it is knowes the use of the ground better and delights in it more because it is his owne so it is with those Ministers that can exactly speake of heavenly truths yet have no share in them but the poore soule that heares them rejoyceth and saith these things are mine This life is a life of Faith for God will trie the truth of our faith that the world may see that God hath such servants as will depend upon his bare Word it were nothing to be a Christian if wee should see all here but God will have his children to live by Faith and take the promises upon his Word The nature of Hope is to expect that which Faith beleeves what could the joyes of heaven availe us if it were not for our Hope it is the Anchor of the soule which being cast in heaven it stills the soule in all troubles combustions and confusions that we daily meete withall It is too much curiositie to search into particulars as what shall be the glory of the soule and what shall be the glory of the body rather study to make a gracious use of them and in humility say Lord what is sinfull man that thou should'st so advance him The consideration of this should make us abase our selves and in humilitie give thankes afore hand as Peter did 1 Pet. 1. 1. when hee thought of an inheritance immortall and undefiled and that fadeth not hee gives
God in all things whereas a carnall man sees reason onely in all that hee doth but a Christian sees God in crosses to humble him and every thing hee makes spirituall yet because there is a double principle in him there will be some stirring of the flesh in his actions and sometimes the worser part will appeare most but here is the excellencie of a Christians estate that the Spirit will worke it out at the last it will never let his heart and conscience alone till it be wrought out by little and little The Spirit of God may be knowne to be in weake Christians as the soule is knowne to be in the body by the pulses even so the Spirit discovers it selfe in them by pulses by groaning sighing complaining that it is so with them and that they are no better so that they are out of love with themselves this is a good signe that the Spirit is there in some measure Where the Spirit dwells largely in any man there is boldnesse in Gods cause a contempt of the world Hee can doe all things through Christ that strengthens him his minde is content and setled he can beare with the infirmities of others and not be offended for it is the weake in the Spirit that are offended he is ready in his desires to say Come Lord Iesus come quickly but where corruption beares sway there is O stay a little that I may recover my strength that is stay awhile that I may repent For the soule is not fit to appeare before God but where the Spirit dwells in Grace and comfort When wee are young carnall delights lead us and when wee are old covetousnesse drownes us so that if our knowledge be not spirituall wee shall never hold out the reason why at the houre of death so many despaire is because they had knowledge without the Spirit God gives comforts in the exercise and practise of Grace wee must not therefore snatch comforts before we be fit for them when wee performe precepts then God performes comforts If wee will make it good indeed that wee love God wee must keepe his Commandements wee must not keepe one but all it must be universall obedience fetched from the heart roote and that out of love It is a true rule in Divinitie that God never takes away any blessing from his people but he gives them a better when Eliah was taken from Elisha into heaven God doubled his Spirit upon Elisha if God take away wife or children hee gives better things for them the Disciples parted with Christ bodily presence but hee sent them the Holy Ghost God will be knowne of us in those things wherein it is our comfort to know him In all our devotions the whole counsells of heaven comforts us joyntly the second Person prayes to the Father and he sends the third and as they have severall titles so they all agree in their love and care to comfort In trouble we are prone to forget all that we have heard and read that makes for our comfort Now what is the reason that a man comes to thinke of that which otherwise hee should never have called to minde the holy Ghost brings it to his remembrance he is a Comforter bringing to minde usefull things at such times when we have most need of the. Those that care not for the Word of God reject their comfort all comfort must be drawne out of the Scriptures which are the breasts of consolation many are bred up by education that they know the truth and are able to discourse of it but they want the Spirit of Truth that is the reason why all their knowledge vanisheth away in time of triall and temptation No man is a true Divine but the child of God hee onely knowes holy things by a holy light and life other men though they speake of these things yet they know them not Take the mysticallest points in religion as Iustification Adoption peace of Conscience Ioy in the holy Ghost the sweet benefit of Communion of Saints the excellent estate of a Christian in extremity to know what is to be done upon all occasions inward sight and sorrow for sinne they know not what those things meane for howsoever they may discourse of them yet the things themselves are Mysteries Repentance is a Mystery Ioy in the holy Ghost is a Mystery no naturall man though hee be never so great a Scholler knowes these things experimentally but he knowes them as Physitians know Physicke by their Bookes but not as a sicke man by experience It is a great scandall to Religion that men of great learning and parts are wicked men hereupon the world comes to thinke that Religion is nothing but an emptie name so that without this inward anointing they never see spirituall things experimentally but though they know these things in the braine yet secretly intheir hearts they make a scorn e of conversion mortification and though for his calling hee may speake of these things excellently and with admiration yet in particular he hath no power of thē in his heart It is good and comfortable to compare our condition with the condition of the men of the world for howsoever they may excell in riches and learning yet we have cause to blesse God as Christ saith in the 11. of Saint Matthew 25. I thanke thee O Father Lord of heaven and earth because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent and hast revealed them unto babes It is good in all outward discouragements when things goe not well with us thus to reason with our selves wilt thou change thy estate with the men of the world God hath advanced thee to a higher Order Let them have their greatnesse alas they are miserable creatures notwithstanding all that they doe enjoy If wee desire to have the Spirit wee must waite in doing good as the Apostles waited many dayes before the Comforter came we must also emptie our soules of selfe-love and the love of the things of the world and willingly entertaine those crosses that bring our soules out of love with them The children of Israel in the Wildernesse had no Manna till they had spent their Onyons and Garlicke so this world must be out of request with us before we can be spirituall let us therefore labour to see the excellency of spirituall things and how cheape and poore all the glory of the world is to those these things thought and considered on will make us more and more spirituall The holy Ghost would not come till Christ by his Death had reconciled his Father and after that as an argument of full satisfaction had risen againe because the holy Ghost is the best gift of God and whatsoever grace or comfort was received before was by vertue of this so that the sending of the holy Ghost is the best fruit of Gods reconciliation Let a particular judgement come upon any man presently his conscience recalls backe what sinnes have beene
and have a care to sanctifie the Lords Day Revel 1. 10. Iohn was ravished in the Spirit on the Lords Day God takes nothing away from his children but instead thereof hee gives them that which is better happy is that selfe-deniall that is made up with joy in God Happy is that povertie that is made up with Grace and comfort Therefore let us not feare any thing that God shall call us unto in this world It is hard to perswade flesh and bloud hereunto but those that finde the experience of this as Christians doe finde withall perticular comforts flowing from the presence of Christs Spirit Saint Paul would not have wanted his whippings to have missed his comforts Christ doth chiefely manifest himselfe unto the Christian soule in times of affliction because then the soule unites it selfe most to Christ for the soule in time of prosperitie scatters and looseth it selfe in the creature but there is an uniting power in afflictions to make the soule gather it selfe to God Christ tooke upon him our nature and in that nature suffered hunger and was subject to all infirmities therefore when wee are put to paines in our callings to troubles for a good conscience or to any hardshippe in the world wee must labour for contentment because we are hardly made conformable unto Christ. There is not any thing or any condition that befalls a Christian in this life but there is a generall Rule in the Scripture for it and this Rule is quickned by Example because it is a practicall knowledge God doth not onely write his Law in naked Commandements but hee enlivens these with the practise of some one or other of his servants who can read Davids Psalmes but hee shall read himselfe in them He cannot be in any trouble but David is in the same c. As children in the wombe have eyes and eares not for that place but for a civill life afterwards among men where they shall have use of all members even so our life here is not for this world onely but for another we have large capacities large memories large affections large expectations God doth not give us large capacities and large affections for this world but for heaven and heavenly things Take a Christian that hath studied mortification you shall see the life of Iesus in his sicknesse in a great deale of patience and heavenly mindednesse when his condition is above his power his strength above his condition As men doe cherish young plants at first and doe fence them about with hedges and other things to keepe them from hurt but when they are growne they remove them and then leave them to the winde and weather so God be sets his children first with proppes of inward comforts but afterwards he exposes them to stormes and windes because they are better able to beare it Therefore let no man thinke himselfe the better because hee is free from troubles it is because God sees him not fit to beare greater When wee read the Scriptures we should read to take out some thing for our selves as when wee read any Promise this is mine when wee read any Prerogative this is mine it was written for me as the Apostle saith What soever was written aforetime was written for our learning c. As the Spirit is necessary to worke faith at the first so is it necessary also to every act of Faith for Faith cannot act upon occasion but by the Spirit and therefore wee should not attempt to doe or to suffer any thing rashly but begge the Spirit of God and waite for the assistance because according to the increase of our troubles must our Faith be increased for the life of a Christian is not onely to have the Spirit worke Faith at first but upon all occasions to raise up our former graces for Faith stirres up all other graces and holds every grace to the Word and so long as Faith continues we keepe all other graces in exercise There is no true Christian but hath a publike spirit to seeke the good of others because as soone as he is a Christian hee labours for selfe deniall he knowes hee must give up himselfe and all to God so that his spirit is inlarged in measure unto God and to the Church and therefore the greater portion a man hath of the Spirit of Christ the more he seekes the good of others If we would have hearts to praise God we must labour to see every thing we receive from God to be of Grace and abundance of Grace answerable to the degrees of good whatsoever wee have more than nature is abundant Grace whatsoever wee have as Christians though poore and distressed in our passage to heaven is abundant Grace There are three maine parts of our salvation first a true knowledge of our misery and secondly the knowledge of our deliverance and then to live a life answerable The holy Ghost can onely worke these he onely convinceth of sinne and where hee truly convinceth of sinne there also of righteousnesse and then of judgements That wee may be convinced of sinne the Spirit must worke a cleare and commanding demonstration of our conditionin nature It takes away therefore all cavills turnings and windings even as when wee see the Sunne shine wee know it is day the Spirit not onely convinceth in generalls that wee are all sinners but in particulars and that strongly Thou art the man this convincing is also vniversall of sinnes of nature of sinnes of life sinnes of the Vnderstanding of the Will and of the Affections of the misery of sinne of the danger of sinne of the solly and madnesse of sinne of sinnes against so many motives so many favours proud Nature armes it selfe with deftnesse strong translations strong mitigations It s necessary therefore that the holy Ghost should joyne with mens consciences to make them confesse I am the man The convincing of the Spirit may be knowne from common conviction of conscience by this that naturall conviction is weake like a little Sparke and convinceth onely of breaches of the second Table and not of Evangelicall sinnes Againe common conviction is against a mans will it makes him not the better man onely he is tortured and tormented but a man that is convinced by the Spirit hee joynes with the Spirit against himselfe hee accuseth himselfe hee takes Gods part against himselfe hee is willing to be laid open that hee may finde the greater mercie It is not enough to know that there is a righteousnesse of Christ but the Spirit must open the eyes of the soule to see else we shall have a naturall knowledge of supernaturall things It s necessary to have a supernaturall sight to see supernaturall things so as to change the soule and therefore the Spirit onely workes Faith to see Christ is mine Further onely the Spirit can worke the conscience to be quiet because he is greater than the conscience and can answer all inward objections and cavills of flesh and blood
the greatest wisedome and sobrietie Iohn the Baptist was accused to have a devill and Christ to be besides himselfe and the Apostles to be full of new wine and Paul to be madde and the reason of this is because as Religion is a mysticall and spirituall thing so the Tenents of it seeme Paradoxes to carnall men as first that a Christian is the onely Free-man and other men are slaves that hee is the onely Rich-man though never so meane in the world that he is the onely Beautifull man though outwardly never so deformed that hee is the onely happy man in the middest of all his miseries Now these things though never so true in themselves seeme strange to naturall men and then again when they see men earnest against sinne or making conscience of sinne they wonder at this commotion for trifles as if we made Tragadies of toyes but these men goe on in a course of their owne and make that the measure of all those that are below them are prophane and those that are above them are indiscreete by fancies and affections they create excellencies and then cry downe spirituall things as folly they have principles of their owne to love themselves and to love others onely for themselves and to hold on the strongest side and by no meanes to expose a mans selfe to danger But now when men beginne to be religious they deny all their owne aimes and that makes their course seeme madnesse to the world and therefore they labour to breed an ill conceit of them as if they were mad men and fooles Gods children are neither mad men nor fooles as they are accounted it is but a scandall cast upon them by the mad men of the world They are the onely wise men if it be well considered for first they make the highest end their aime which is to be a Childe of God here and a Saint hereafter in heaven secondly they aime to be found wise men at their death and therefore are alwayes making their accounts ready thirdly they labour to live answerable to their rules they observe the rule of the Word to bee governed according to the same fourthly they improve all advantages to advance their end they labour to grow better by blessings and crosses and to make a sanctified use of every thing fiftly they swimme against the streame of the times and though they eate and drinke and sleepe as others doe yet like the Starres they have a secret course and carriage of their owne which the world cannot discerne and therefore a man must be changed and set in a higher ranke before he can have a sanctified judgement of the wayes of God Those that lay the imputation of folly and madnesse on Gods children will be found to be fooles and madde men themselves Is not he a foole that cannot make a right choice of things and how doe carnall men make their choice when they imbrace perishing things for the best secondly a carnall man hath not parts to apprehend spirituall things aright hee cannot see things invisible thirdly in his heart he accounts it a vaine thing to serve the Lord fourthly he judges his enemies to be his best friends and his best friends to be his worst enemies fiftly the principles of all his actions are rotten because they are not directed to the right object therfore all his affections are madde as his joy his love his delight his love is but lust his anger vexation for his confidence hee calls Gods love into question but if a false suggestion comes from the devill that hee imbraces and therefore is hee not now a mad man And this is the condition of all naturall men in the world True freedome is when the heart is inlarged and made subordinate to God in Christ. A man is then in a sweete frame of soule when his heart is made subject to God for he being larger than the soule sets it at libertie God will have us make his glory our aime that hee may bestow himselfe upon us When the love of Christ is manifested to mee and my love againe to Christ is wrought by the Spirit this causes an admiration to the soule when it considers what wonderfull love is in Christ and the Spirit shall witnesse that this love of Christ is set upon me from hence it begins to admire Lord where fore wilt thou shew thy selfe to us and not to the world what is the reason thou lovest mee and not others when the soule hath beene with God in the Mount and when it is turned from earthly things then it sees nothing but love and mercie and this constraines us to doe all things out of love to God and men When Ioshua cursed the man that should build the walles of Iericho hee was not in commotion and fury but in a peaceabletemper So that when cursing comes from such a one he is a declaratory instrumēt and the conveigher of Gods curse Therefore every man must not take upon him to curse for men oftentimes curse where they should blesse which is an arrow shot upright that falls downe upon his owne head but those that come in the name of the Lord and are qualified for that purpose their cursings or blessings are to be esteemed for they are a meanes oftentimes to conveigh Gods blessings or his cursings upon us It is over-curious to exact the first beginnings of Grace because it falls by degrees like the dew undiscernably and further there is a great deale of wisedome as well as power in the working of Grace God offers no violence to the soule but workes sweetely yet strongly and strongly yet sweetely he goes so farre with our nature that wee shall freely delight in Grace so that now he sees great reason why hee should alter his course God doth not overthrow Nature the streame is but changed the man is the same Where the soule desires the forgivenesse of sinne and not Grace to lead a new life that desire is hypocriticall for a true Christian desires power against sinne as well as pardon for it if we have not sanctifying Grace wee have not pardoning Grace Christ came as well by water to Regenerate as by blood to Iustifie It should therefore be our continuall care and indeavour to grow and increase in Grace because without it wee shall never come to heaven without this endeavour our sacrifices are not accepted without this wee cannot withstand our enemies or beare any crosse withou◠it we cannot goe on comfortably in our course without this wee cannot doe any thing acceptable and pleasing to God God will be as the dew unto Israel and hee shall grow as the Lilly and cast forth his rootes as Lebanon Hos. 14. 5. These are not words wastfully spent for wee have great need of such promises especially in a distressed estate for then our spirits are apt to sinke and our hearts to faint and therefore wee have neede to have the same comforts often repeated Prophane hearts thinke
DIVINE MEDITATIONS AND HOLY CONTEMPLATIONS BY That reverend Divine R. Sibbes D. D. Master of Catherine Hall in Cambridge and sometimes Preacher of Grayes Inne LONDON LONDON Printed for Iohn Crooke and Richard Sergier in Pauâ— Churâ— yard 1638 DIVINE MEDITATIONS AND HOLY CONTEMPLATIONS BY That reverend Divine R. Sibbes D. D. Master of Catherine Hall in Cambridge and sometimes Preacher of Grayes Inne in LONDON LONDON Printed by Tho. Cotes for Iohn Crooke and Richard Sergier and are to be sold at the signe of the Gray-hound in Pauls Church-yard 1638. TO THE CHRISTIAN READER COurteous Reader thou hast here Meditation upon Meditation offered to thy consideration as a helpe to thee when thou art privately alone As sweete spices yeeld small savour untill they are beaten to powder so the wonderfull workes of God are either not at all or very slightly smelt in the nostrils of man who is of a dull sense unlesse they be rubbed and chased in the minde through a fervent affection and singled out with a particuler view like them which tell money who looke not confusedly at the whole heape but at the valew of every parcell So then a true Christian must endeavour himselfe to deliver not in grosse but by retaile the millions of Gods mercy to his soule in secret thoughts chewing the cud of every Circumstance with continuall Contemplation And as a thriftie Gardi ner which is loath to see one Rose leafe to fall from the stalke without stilling so the Christian soule is unwilling to passe or to stifle the beds of spices in the Garden of Christ without gathering some fruit Cant. 6. which containe a mystery and hidden vertue and our Champhire clusters in the Vineyards of Engedie Cant. 1. must bere solved into droppes by the Still of Meditation or else they may be noted for weedes in the Herball of men which hath his full of all kindes but some are slightly passed over as the watery herbes of vanity which grow on every wall of carnall mens hearts and yeeldbut a slight taste how good the Lord is or should be to their soules It therefore behoveth us first to mind the tokens of his mercy and love and afterwards for the helping os our weake digestion to champe and chew by an often revolution every part and parcell thereof before we let it downe into our stomackes that by that meanes it may effectually nourish every veine and living artery of our soule and fill them full with the pure blood of Christs body the least drop wherof refresheth chereth the soule and body of him which is in a swound through his sinne and maketh him apt to walke and talke as one who is now living in Christ. By this sweete Meditation the soule taketh the key where all her evidences lie and peruses the bills and articles of Covenant agreed and condescended unto betweene God and man there shee seeth the great grant and pardon of her sins subscribed unto by God himselfe and sealed with the blood of Christ. There hee beholdeth his unspeakable mercy to a prisoner condemned to die without which at the last in a desperate case he is led and haled unto execution by the cursed crue of hellish furies Here she learneth how the holy land is intailed and retaileth by discourse the descent from Adam unto Abraham his son Isaac and so forward unto all the seede of the faithfull by Meditation the soule prieth into the soule and wit ha reciprocall judgement examineth her selfe and every faculty thereof what she hath what shee wanteth where she dwelleth where she removeth and where shee shall be By this shee feeleth the pulses of Gods Spirit beating in her the suggestions of Sathan the corruptions of her owne affections who like a cruell steppe-Dame mingleth poysons and pestilent things to murther the Spirit to repell every good motion and to be in the end the lamentable ruine of the whole man Here she standeth as it were with Saul upon the mountaines beholding the combat betweene David and Goliah botweene the Spirit and the uncircumcised raging of the Flesh the stratagems of Sathan the bootlesse attempts of the world Here appeare her owne infirmities her relapses into sinne her selfe astoned by the buffets of Sathan her Fort shrewdly battered by carnall and fleshly lusts her Colours and prosession darkened and dimmed through the smoke of affliction her faith hidden because of such massacres and and treasons her hope banished with her mistrust her selfe ho vering ready to take flight from the sinceritie of her profession Here she may discerne as from the toppe of a Mast an armie comming whose Captaine is the Spirit garded with all his graces the bloody armes of Christ by him displaied the Trum. pets sound Sathan vanquished the world conquered the flesh subdued the soule recvived profession bettered and each thing restored to his former integritie The consideration hereof made Isaac goe meditating in the evening Gen. 24. This caused Hezekiah to mourne like a Dove and chatter like a Pye in his heart in deepe silence Esa. 58. This forced David to meditate in the morning nay all the day long Psal. 63. and 119. 148. ver as also by night in secret thoughts Psal. 16. This caused Paul to give Timothy this lesson to meditate 1 Tim. 4. And God himselfe commanded Ioshua when hee was elected Governor that hee should meditate upon the Law of Moses both day and night to the end hee might performe the things written therein Ioshu 1. And Moses addeth this clause teaching the whole Law from God himselfe These words must remaine in thy heart thou must meditate upon them both at home and abroad when thou goest to bed and when thou risest in the morning Deut. 6. This meditation is not a passion of melancholy nor a fit of fiery love nor covetous care nor senselesse dumps but a serious act of the Spirit in the inwards of the soule whose object is spirituall whose affection is a provoked appetite to practise holy things a kindling in us of the love of God a zeale towards his truth a healing our benummed hearts according to that speech of the Prophet My heart did waxe hot within me and fire did kindle in my meditations Psal. 39. Tho want whereof caused Adam to fall yea and all the earth into utter desolation for there is no man considereth deepely in his heart Ier. 12. If Caine had considered the curse of God and his heavie hand against that grievous and crying sinne he would not have slaine his owne brother if Pharaoh would have set his heart to ponder of the mighty hand of God by the plagves already past hee should have prevented those which followed and have foreslowed his haste in making pursuite with the destruction of himselfe and his whole Army If Nadad and Abihu had regarded the fire they put in their Censers they might have beene safe from the fire of heaven To conclude the want of meditation hath beene the cause of so many fearefull
events strange massacres and tragicall deaths which have from time to time pursued the drowsie heart and carelesse minde and in these our dayes is the butchery of all the mischiefes which have already chanced unto our Countrimen for whilst Gods judgements are masked and not presented to the view of the minde by the serious worke of the same though they are keene and sharpe it being sheathed they seeme dull and of no edge unto us which causeth us to pricke up the feathers of pride and insolency and to make no reckoning of the fearefull and finall rekoning which most assu redly must be made will wee nill wee before Gods Tribunall Hence it commeth to passe that our English Gentlewomen doe brave it with such out-landish manners as though they could dash God out of countenance or roist it in heaven as they carve it here so that thousands are carried to hell out of their sweete perfumed chambers where they thought to have lived and are snatched presently from their pleasant and odoriferous Arbours daintie dishes and silken company to take up their roome in the dungeon and lake of hell which burneth perpetually with fire and brimstone And for the want of this Gods children goe limping in their knowledge and carrie the fire of zeale in a flintie heart which unlesse it be hammered will not yeeld a sparke to warme and cheere their benummed and frozen affections towards the worship and service of God and the heartie embracing of his truth By this Gods Workes of Creation are slipped over even from the Cedar to the Hyssope that groweth on the wall The Sunne the Moone the Starres shine without admiration the sea and the earth the foules fishes beasts and man himselfe are all esteemed as common matters in Nature thus God worketh those strange creatures without that glory performed which is due and his children receive not that comfort by the secret meditation of Gods creation as they might Hence it proceedeth that they are often in their dumps fearing as though they enjoyed not the light whereas if they would meditate and judge aright of their estates they might finde theey are the Sons of God heires of that rich kingdome most apparantly knowne and established in heaven and shall suddenly possesse the same even then most likely when their flesh thinketh it farthest off as the Heire being within a moneth of his age maketh such a reckoning of his lands that no carefull distresse can trouble him but this consideration being partly through Sathans and partly through their owne dulnesse and over-stupidnesse they fare like men in aswound and as it were bereaved of the very life of the Spirit staggering under the burthen of affliction stammering in their godly profession and cleaving sometimes unto the world through this they carry Christs promises like comforts in a boxe or as the Chirurgion his salves in his bosome Meditation applieth Meditation healeth Medditation instructeth if thou lovest wisedome and blessednesse meditate in the Law of the Lord day and night and so make use of these meditations to quicken thee up to duty and to sweeten thy heart in thy way to the heavenly Ierusalem Farewell E. C. DIVINE Meditations THat man hath made a good progressein Religion that hath a high esteeme of the Ordinances of God and though perhappes he find himselfe dead and dull yet the best things have left such a taste and rellish in his soule that hee cannot be long without them This is a signe of a good temper A Wife when shee marries a Husband gives up her will to him So doth every Christian when hee is married to Christ hee gives up his will and all that hee hath to him and saith Lord I have nothing but if thou callest for it thou shalt have it againe When wee come to Religion wee loose not our sweetnesse but translate it perhapps before wee fed upon prophane Authors now wee feede upon holy truths A Christian never knowes what comfort is in Religion till hee come to bee downe-right as Austin saith Lord I have wanted of thy sweetnesse over long all my former life was nothing but huskes God takes care of poore weake Christians that are strugling with temptations and corruptions Christ carries them in his armes All Christs sheepe are diseased and therefore hee will have a tender care of them Esay 40. 11. Whatsoever is good for Gods Children they shall have it for all is theirs to further them to heaven therefore if poverty be good they shall have it if disgrace be good they shall have it if crosses be good they shall have them if misery be good they shall have it for all is ours to serve for our maine good Gods Children have these outward things with God himselfe they are as Conduits to convey his favour to us and the same love that moved God to give us heaven and happinesse the same love moves him to give us daily bread The whole life of a Christian should bee nothing but praises and thankes to God we should neither eate nor drinke nor sleepe but eate to God and sleepe to God and worke to God and talke to God doe all to his glory and praise Though God deliver not out of trouble yet hee delivers from the ill in trouble from despaire in trouble by supporting the Spirit Nay he delivers by trouble for hee sanctifies the trouble to cure the soule and by lesse troubles hee delivers from greater What are we but a Modell of Gods favours what doe wee see or what doe wee taste but matter of the mercyes of God the miseries of others should bee matter of praise to us the sinnes of others should make us praise God and say Lord it might have beene my case it might have befallen me God pitties our weakenesse in all our troubles and afflictions he will not stay too long least wee out of weakenesse put our hands to some shifts hee will not suffer the rodde of the wicked to rest upon the lot of the righteous Psal. 125. 3. Is it not an unreasonable speech for a man at midnight to say it will never be day and so it is an unreasonable thing for a man that is in trouble to say O Lord I shall never get out of this it will alwayes be thus with me Doe the wicked thinke to shame or feare good men No a Spirit of grace and glory shall rest upon them they shall not onely have a Spirit of Grace rest upon them but a Spirit of Glory So that their countenances shall shine as Stephens did when hee was stoned Act. 6. 15. If God hides his face from us what shall become of our foules wee are like the poore flower that opens and shuts with the Sunne If God shines upon the heart of a man it opens but if hee withdrawes himselfe we hang downe our heads Thou turn ' dst away thy face and I was troubled Psal. 30. 7. When wee have given up our selves to God let us comfort our
Promise good or to disappoint us and he will be sure to make it good in our forgivenesse of sinne proceeding in Grace and strength against temptations in time of trouble Man is naturally of a short spirit so that if hee have not what hee would and when he would hee gives up and shakes off all there is not a greater difference betweene a child of God and one that wants faith then to be hastie such men though they may be civill yet they are of this minde they will labour to be sure of some thing here they must have present pleasures and present profits if God will save them in that way so if not they will put it to a venture There be many things to hinder this Grace of waiting there is a great deale oftedious time and many crosses wee meete with as the scorne and reproach of this world and many other trialls God seemes also to doe nothing lesse than to performe his promise but le ts comfort our selves with this that hee waites to doe them good that waite on him Wee should labour to agree mutually in love for that wherein any Christian differs from another it is but in petty things grace knowes no differeÌ„ce the Wormes know no difference the day of judgement knowes no difference In the worst things wee are all alike base and in the best things wee are all alike happy onely in this world God will have distinctions for order sake but else there is no difference Christians are like to many men of great meanes that know not how to make use of them we live not like our selves bring large Faith and wee shall have large Grace and comfort wee are scanted in our owne bowells therefore labour to have a large Faith answerable to our largeâ— Riches And though Christians be low enough in outward things and often times poorer than other men yet they are rich for Christ is rich unto them in their crosses and abasements that which they want in this world shall be made up in grace and glory hereafter Wee ought daily to imitate Christ in our places to be good to all as the Apostle saith be abundant alwayes in the workes of the Lord le ts labour to have large hearts that we may doe it seasonably and abundantly and unweariably the love of Christ will breede in us the same impression that was in him None come to God without Christ none come to Christ without Faith none come to Faith without the meanes none enjoy the meanes but where God hath sent it therefore where there was no meanes of salvation before the comming of Christ there was no visible intendment of God ordinarily to save them Preventing mercy is the greatest how many favours doth God prevent us with Wee never asked for our being nor for that tender love which our Parents bore towards us in our tender yeares we never asked for our Baptisme and ingrafting into Christ What a motive therefore is that to stirre us up that when we come to yeares wee may pleade with the Lord and say Thou hadst a care of mee before I had a being and therefore much more wilt thou now have a care of mee whom thou hast reconciled unto thy selfe and remember me in mercie for time to come If Gods mercy might be overcome with our sinnes wee should overcome it every day it must be a rich mercy that must satisfie and therefore the Apostle never speakes of it without the extensions of love the height and depth wee want words we want thoughts to conceive of it wee should therefore labour to frame our soules to have rich and large conceits and apprehensions of so large mercie God is rich in mercy not onely to our soules but in providing all wee stand in neede of Hee keepes us from ill and so hee is called a Buckler He gives us all good things and so he is called a Sunne Hee keepes us in good estate and advanceth us higher so farre as our nature shall be capable The Sunne shines on the Moone and Starres and they shine upon the earth so doth God shine in goodnesse upon us that we might shine in our extentions of goodnesse unto others especially unto them of the houshold of Faith Wee are stiled in Scripture to be good and righteous because our understandings our wills and affections are our owne but so farre as they are holy they are the holy Ghosts we are the principle in our actions as they are actions but the holy Ghost is principle of the holinesse of the action the gracious governement of the new creature is from the Spirit if the holy Ghost take away his Governement and doe not guide and assist us in every holy action wee are at a stand and can goe no further Every man naturally is a God unto himselfe not onely in reflecting all upon himselfe but in setting upon divine things in his owne strength as if hee were principall in his owne actions comming to them in the strength of his owne wit and in the strength of his owne reason this seed is in all men by nature untill God have turned a man out of himselfe by the power of the holy Ghost Those that care not for the Word they are strangers from the Spirit and those that care not for the Spirit never make right use of the word the word is nothing without the Spirit it is animated and quickned by the Spirit the Spirit and the Word are like the veines and arteries in the body that give quickning and life to the whole body and therefore where the Word is most revealed there is most Spirit but where Christ is not opened in the Gospell there the Spirit is not at all visible When Christ comes into the soule by the Spirit then hee carrieâ— himselfe famiâ—iarly discovering the secrets of God the Father and shewing what love there is in God towards us it teacheth us how to carry our selves in all neglects and when we are at a losse it opens a way for us it resolves our doubts it comforts us in our discouragements and makes us goe boldly to God in all our wants As wee may know who dwells in a house by observing who goes in and them that come out so we may know that the Spirit dwells in us by observing what sanctified speeches hee sends forth and what delight hee hath wrought in us to things that are speciall and what price wee set upon them whereas a carnall man pulls downe the price of spirituall things because his soule cleaves to some thing that hee joyes in more and this is the cause why hee slights the directions and comforts of the Word but those in whom the Spirit dwells they will consult with it and not regard what flesh and blood saith but will follow the directions of the Word and Spirit A Christian will not doe common things but first hee sanctifies them and dedicates himselfe his person and his actions to God and so sees
committed by him so that this wakeing of conscience shewes that wee are sinnefull creatures Every man by nature though the wisest till hee be in Christ is a slave to the devill who abuses his wits and parts and makes him worke out his owne damnation this is not the condition of a few fooles but the greatest and wisest in the world Satan leades them to honours and voluptuousnesse as a sheepe is led by a greene bough he goes with the streame of mans nature and so is never discerned As a man that is called before a Iudgement Seat being guiltie of many crimes yet the Iudge offers him his Booke as meaning to save him by that meanes but hee cannot read now hee is condemned partly for his former faults but especially because he cannot read and therefore cannot have the benefit of the Law So a wicked man not beleeving in Christ because the remedy is prepared and hee takes no hold of it In this sense as some Divines speake no finne but infidelity condemnes a man for if a man could beleeve and repent no sinne should be prejudiciall to his salvation wee had neede therefore to looke to our faith when want of beleefe seales a man up under sinne a man is imprisoned in his conscience untill he come to Christ and his conscience is his Iaylor his conscience enlightened by the Law tells him that hee is guiltie of such and such sinnes and hereupon keepes him to further judgement There is a miserable cousenage in finne naturally men will deny sinne or else mince it as Adam did and as Saul when Samuel came to convince him I have saith he done the Commandement of the Lord and when hee was driven from that then he did but spare them for sacrifice but when nothing could satisfie then I pray thee honour mee before the people things that we cannot justifie yet wee will excuse them unlesse God come by his Spirit we are ready to shift them off but when the Spirit comes and takes away all these figge-leaves then it convinces him of his miserable condition not onely in generall but the Spirit working together with the Word brings him to confesse I am the man The affections of griefe and sorrow follow upon the discovery of sinne by the Ministery of the Word where the judgement is convinced the affections are stirred up with hatred against that sinne and where this is not there is no convincing when a man cries for mercy as for life this is an argument of sound condition Hee that is truely convinced will be as glad of a Pardon as a Malefactor that stands at the Barre condemned It is the policie of the devill to labour to make us sleight the gracious worke of conviction for hee knowes that whatsoever is built upon a false foundation will come to nothing and therefore hee makes us sleight the work of selfe examining and searching of our selves but sleight this and sleight all for if thou beest sleight in searching and examining thy selfe though wilt also be sleight in thy repentance and obedience Naturally men labour to put out all checks of cōscience by sensuality men are loath to know themselves to be as they are they are of the devills minde they would not be tormented before their time such men when they are alone are afraid of themselves as the Elephant will not come neare the waters because hee hath an ill shape hee would not see himselfe So men by nature will not come neere the light least they should see their ill deformities for nature is so foule that when a man sees himselfe unlesse hee be set in a better condition it will drive him to despaire We ought to have especiall high conceits of the Lordship of Christ as Lord Paramount over all our enemies the feare of death and wrath of God yea whatsoever is terrible indeede hee hath freed us from the feare of it No sinne is so great but the satisfaction of Christ and his mercy is greater it s beyond comparison of Father or Mother they are but beames and traines to lead us up to the mercy of God in Christ. The greatest spite of a carnall man is that he cannot goe to heaven with his full swinge that he cannot enjoy his full libertie and therefore hee labours to suppresse all the Ordinances of God as much as hee can The quintessence and the spirits of the things wee aske in prayer are in God as joy and peace and contentednesse for without this joy and peace what are all the things in the world and in the want of these outward things if wee have him wee have all because the spirits of all is in him Prayer is a venting of our desires to God from the sense of our owne wants and hee that is sensible of his owne wants is emptie a poore man speakes supplications It is not so easie a matter to pray as men thinke and that in regard of the unspiritualnesse of our nature compared with the dutie it selfe which is to draw neere to a holy God wee cannot indure to sever our selves from our lusts there is also a great rebellion in our hearts against any thing that is good Satan also is a speciall enemy for when we goe to God by prayer he knowes wee goe to fetch helpe and strength against him and therefore hee opposeth all hee can but though many men doe mumble over a few prayers yet indeed no man can pray as he ought but he that is within the covenant of Grace A child of God may pray and not be heard because at that time hee may be a child of anger if any sinne lie unrepented of we are not in a case fit to pray will a King regard the petition of a Traytor that purposeth to goe on in his rebellion Therefore when wee come to God we should renew our purposes of better pleasing him and then remember the Scripture and search all the Promises as part of our best riches and when wee have them we should challenge God with his promise and this will make us strong and faithfull in our prayers when we know we never pray to him in vaine When we pray God oftentimes refuseth to give us comfort because we are not in good termes with him therefore wee should still looke backe to our life past perhappes God sees thee running to this or that sinne and before hee will heare thee thou must renew thy repentance for that sinne for our nature is such that it will knocke at every doore and seeke every corner before wee will come to God as the woman in the Gospell shee sold all before shee came to Christ. So that God will not heare before wee forsake all helpes and all false dependance upon the creature and then he get the greatest glory and we have the greatest sweetnesse to our soules th◠water that comes from the Fountaine is the sweetest and so divine comforts are the sweetest when we see nothing in the creature and
hee is the best discerner of the fittest time when to give us comfort When God meanes to bestow any blessing on his Church or children hee will power upon them the Spirit of Prayer and as all pray for every one so every one prayes for all this is a great comfort to weake Christians when they cannot pray the prayers of others shall prevaile for them A fooles eye is in every corner and fooles afflictions are scattered The onely object of the soule Is that one thing needfull and this will fill all the corners of it when a man hath sucked out the pleasure of worldly contentments they are then but dead things but grace is ever fresh alwaies yeelds fresh and full satisfaction Desires are the spirituall pulse of the soule alwayes beating to and fro and shewing the temper of it they are therefore the Characters of a Christian and shew more truly what he is than his actions doe In the Arke there was Manna which was a Type of our Sacraments and the Testament which was a Type of the Word preached and the rod of Aaron was a Type of governement wheresoever therefore there is spirituall Manna and the Word preached and the rod of Aaron in the governement there is a true Church though there bee manie personall corruptions The bitterest things in Religion are sweete there is a sweetnesse in reproofes when God meetes with our corruptions and whispers to us that those and those things are dangerous and that if we cherish them they will bring us to hell the Word of God is sweete to a Christian that hath his heart touched Is not Pardon sweete to a condemned man and riches sweete to a poore man and favour sweete to a man in disgrace and liberty sweete to a man in captivitie so all that comes from God is sweete to a Christian that hath his heart touched with the sense of sinne It is not happinesse to see but sight with enjoyment and interest there are but two powers of the soule Vnderstanding and Will when both these have their perfection that is happinesse when the Vnderstanding sees and the Will drawes the Affections so there are these things concurre to make up our everlasting happinesse the excellencie of the thing with the sight of it and interest in it Wee see by experience that there is a succession of love Hee that loves for beauty will despise when hee sees a better so it is in the soule betweene heavenly and earthly things when the soule sees more excellencie and more fruitfulnesse in heavenly things then the love of earthly things falls downe in his heart as Saint Paul saith Phil. 3. I account all things arosse and dung in comparison of Christ. In prayer wee tempt God if wee aske that which we labour not for our endeavor must second our devotion for to aske maintenance and not put our hands to the work it is as to knocke at the doore and yet pull the doore unto us that it open not in this case if wee pray for Grace and neglect the Spring from whence it comes how can we speed It was a rule in the ancient time Lay thy hand on the Plough and then pray No man should pray without ploughing nor plough without praying Wisedome is gotten by experience in varietie of estates hee that is carried on in one condition hee hath no wisedome to judge of anothers estate or how to carry himselfe to a Christian in another condition because he was never abased himselfe hee lookes very bigge at him And therefore that wee may carry our selves as Christians meekely lovingly and tenderly to others God will have us goe to heaven in variety not in one uniforme condition in regard of outward things There is no condition but a Christian picks good matter out of it as a good Arts-man sometimes will make a good peece of worke of an ill peece of matter to shew his skill a gracious man is not dejected over-much with abasement nor lifted up over-much with abundance but hee carries himselfe in an uniforme manner becomming a Christian in all conditions where as those that have not beene brought up in Christs Schoole nor trained up in variety of conditions they learne to doe nothing if they abound they are proud if they be cast downe they murmure and fret and are dejected as if there were no providence to rule the world There is a venome and a vanitie in every thing without Grace wherewith we are tainted but when Grace comes it takes out the sting of all ill and then it finds a good in the worst Christianity is a busie trade if wee looke up to God what a world of things are required in a Christian to carry himselfe as hee should doe a spirit of faith a spirit of love a spirit of joy and delight in him above all and if wee looke to men there are duties for a Christian to his Superiors a spirit of subjection to Equalls he must carry a spirit of love and to Inferiors a spirit of pitty and bounty if wee looke to Satan we have a commandement to resist him and to watch against the Tempter if we looke to the World it is full of snares there must be a great deale of spirituall watchfulnesse that wee be not surprised if wee looke to our selves there are required many duties to carrie our vessells in honour and to walke within the compasse of the holy Ghost to preserve the peace of our consciences to walke answerable to our worth as being the sonnes of God and coheires with Christ hee must dispense with himselfe in no sinne hee must be a vessell prepared for every good worke he must baulke in no service that God calls him unto and therefore the life of a Christian is a busie trade Sincerity is the perfecti on of Christians Let not Satan therefore abuse us we do all things when we endevour to do all things purpose to do all things are grieved whē we cannot do better than in some measure we doe all things A Christian is able to doe great matters but it is in Christ that strengthens him the Vnderstanding is ours the Affections are ours the will is ours but the sanctifying of these and the carrying of these supernaturally to doe them spiritually that is not ours but it is Christs We have not onely the life of Grace from Christ at the first and then a spirituall power answerable to that againe whereby our powers are renewed so as wee are able to doe something in our will but we have the Deed it selfe the doing is from Christ hee strengtheneth us for the performance of all good God preserves his owne Worke by his Spirit first he moves ' us to doe and then hee preserves us in doing and armes us against the impediments Though Christ be a Head of influence that flowes into every member yet he is a voluntary Head according to his owne good pleasure and the exigents of his members sometimes we
that rather than wee should be condemned with the world hee will take this course with us Though our salvation be sure and that wee shall not be condemned with the world yet the knowledge of this doth not make us secure for though God doth not damne us with the world yet hee will sharpely correct us here and by a carefull sober life we might obtaine many blessings and prevent many judgements and make our pilgrimage more comfortable therefore it argues neither grace nor wit that because God will save mee therefore I will take libertie no though God will save thee yet he will take such a course with thee thou shalt indure such sharpenesse for thy sinne that it shall be more bitter than the sweetest of it was pleasant Gracious persons in times of peace and quiet doe often underprize themselves and the graces of God in them thinking that they want faith patience and love who yet when God calleth them out to the crosse shine forth in the eyes of others in the example of a meeke and quiet subjection God oftentimes maketh wicked men friends to his children without changing their disposition by putting into their hearts some conceit for the time which inclineth them to favour as Nehemiah 2. 8. God put it into the Kings heart to favour his people so Gen. 33. 4. Esau was not changed onely God for the time changed his affe ctions to favour Iacob so God puts into the hearts of many groundedly naught to favour the best persons Vsually in what measure we in the times of our peace and liberty inordinately let loose our affections in that measure are we cast downe or more deepely in discomfort when our adulterous hearts cleaves to things more than become chaste hearts it makes the crosse more sharpe and extreame A man indeede is never overcome let him be never so vexed in the world by any till his conscience be crackt If his conscience and his cause stand upright he doth conquer and is more than a conquerer Partiall obedience is no obedience at all to single out casie things that doe not oppose our lusts which are not against our reputation therein some will doe more than they neede but our obedience must be universall to all Gods Commandements and that because he commands us In every evill worke that we are tempted unto wee neede delivering grace as to every good worke assisting grace That Christian who is privie to his owne soule of good intentions to abstaine from all ill hee may presume that God will assist him against all ill workes for the time to come Wee should watch and labour daily to continue in prayer strengthening and backing them with arguments from the Word and Promises and marking how our prayers speede when wee shoote an Arrow wee looke to the fall of it when wee send a shippe to sea wee looke for the returne of it and when wee sow seede wee looke for a harvest and so when we sow our prayers into Gods bosome shall wee not looke for an answer and observe how we speed it is a seede of Atheisme to pray and not to looke how we speed but a sincere Christian will pray and waite and strengthen his heart with promises out of the Word and never leave till God doe give him a gracious answer Take a Christian and whatsoever hee doth hee doth it in feare if hee call God Father it is in feare hee eates and drinkes in feare as Saint Iudc speakes of them that eate without feare the true servant of God hath feare accompanying him in all his actions in his speeches and recreations in his meate and drinke but hee that hath not this feare how bold is he in wicked courses and loose in all his carriages But marke a true Christian and you shall alwayes see in him some expressions of an holy feare The relation of servant is of great consequence to put us in minde of our dutie if wee will be Gods Servants wee must make it good by obedience wee must resolve to come under his governement and be at his command or else hee will say to us as to them in the 10. of Iudges Goe to the gods whom you have served Therefore emptie relations are nothing to purpose if wee professe our selves Gods servants and not shew it by our obedience it s but an emptie title therefore let us make our relations good at least in our affections that wee may be able to say I desire to feare thy name In reading of the Scriptures let us compare Experiments with Rules Nehemiah 1. 8 9. If you sin you shall be scattered and if you returne againe I will be mercifull wee should practise this in our lives to see how God hath made good his threatnings in our corrections and his Promises in our comforts Those that have had a sweete communion with God when they have lost it doe count every day tenne thousand till they have recovered it againe and when Christ leaves his Spouse he forsakes her not altogether but leaves something on the heart that maketh her to long after him He absents himselfe that hee may enlarge the desires of the soule and after the soule hath him againe it will not let him goe hee comes for our good and leaves us for our good wee should therefore judge rightly of our estates and not thinke wee are forsaken of God when we are in a desertion When men can finde no comfort yet when they set themselves to teach weaker Christians by way of reflection they receive comfort themselves so doth God reward the conscionable performance of this dutie of discourse that those things wee did not so sweetly understand before by discourse wee understand them better this should teach us to be in love with holy conference for besides the good wee doe to others we are much bettered our selves We may use Gods creatures but not scrupulously nor superstitiously singling out one creature from another nor yet may wee use them as wee list there is a difference betweene right and the use of right the Magistrate may restraine the use of our right and so may our weake brother in case of scandall so that all things be ours yet in the use of them wee must be sober not eating nor drinking immoderately nor using any thing uncharitably whereby others may take offence for albeit wee have a right to Gods bountie yet our right and use must be sanctified by the Word and Prayer Many men fall to questioning Oh that I had assurance of my salvation Oh that I were the childe of God why man fall to obedience I but I cannot for it is the Spirit that enables but yet come to holy Exercises though wee have not the Spirit for many times in the middest of holy Exercises God gives the Spirit and therefore attend upon the meanes untill wee have strength to obey waite upon Gods Ordinances till hee stirres in thy soule all that love your soules attend upon the meanes
all and therefore oftentimes God in justice to them suffers good men to fall that such men may take scandall at them to their ruine A man may know that the Word hath wrought upon his conscience when hee comes to it that hee may heare and learne and reforme A man that hath a heart without guile is glad to heare the sharpest reproofes because he knowes that sinne is his greatest enemy but if we live in a course that wee are loath should be touched it is a signe our hearts are full of guile corrupt men they mould their Teachers and fashion them to their lusts but a good and upright heart is willing that Divine truths should have their full authoritie in the soule giving way to our dutie though never so contrary to flesh and blood It is the duty of Ministers to labour to prevent objections that may arise in the hearts of the people so as to hinder the passage of their Doctrine and that truths may more readily come into the heart wee should labour to rellish the person for secret surmises are stones to stumble at therefore both Ministers and people should be carefull to remove them A man ought not to commend himselfe but in some speciall cases first because pride and envie in others will not indure it secondly it toucheth upon Gods glory and therefore we should take heed thirdly it deprives us of comfort and hinders the Apologie of others The Heathens could say that the praising of a mans selfe is a burdensome hearing Le ts take heede therefore that wee snatch not our right out of Gods hand but now on the contrary in some cases wee may praise and commend our selves as when we have a just calling to make an A pologie in way of defence and for the conviction of them that unjustly speake evill of us secondly wee may speake well of our selves in way of example to others as Parents to their children and this doth well become them because it is not out of pride or vaine-glory because the end is discovered to be out of love unto them It s the dutie of those that are Gods children when they have just occasion to take the defence of others upon them and thus did the blind man Iohn 6. He defended Christ against the Pharisees and Ionathan spoke to his Father in the behalfe of David though hee was called the sonne of a rebellious woman yet he knew that hee ought this unto the truth God hath a cause in the world that must be owned and therefore when the cause of Religion is brought upon the stage then God seemes to say as Iehu did Who is on my side who God commends his cause and his children to us And therefore curse yee Meroz said the Angell of the Lord curse yee bitterly the Inhabitants thereof because they came not to the helpe of the Lord to the helpe of the Lord against the mightie so a curse lies upon those that when the truth suffers have not a word to defend it Vsually the defamers of others are proud vaine-glorious persons if a man will search for the spirit of the devill in men let him looke for it amongst vaine-glorious Teachers Heriticks and superstitious persons the ground of it is from the neerenesse of two contraries there the opposition is the strongest as fire and water when they are neere make the strongest opposition and who are so neere Gods children as vaine-glorious Teachers that are of the same profession Pilat a Heathen shewed more favour to Christ than the Pharisees and this use we should make of it not to take scandall when we see one Divine deprave another for it hath beene so and will be so to the end of the world All things out of God are but grasse when wee joy in any thing out of God it is a childish joy as if wee joyed in Flowers that after we have drawne out the sweetnesse we cast them away all outward things are cōmon to Castawayes as well as to us and without Grace they will provesnares at the houre of death what comfort can wee have in them further than we have had humilitie and love to use them well Therefore if wee would have our hearts seasoned with true joy le ts labour to be faithfull in our places and endeavour according to the gifts wee have to glorifie God To glorie in any thing whatsoever is Idolatry because the minde sets up a thing to glory in which is not God secondly its spirituall adultery to cleave to any thing more than God thirdly its false witnesse bearing to ascribe excellency where there is none wee have a prohibition Let not the wise man glory in his wisedome nor the strong man in his strength nor the rich man in his riches God will not give his glorie to another and therefore when men will be medling with glory which belongs to God alone he blasts them and sets them afide as broken vessells and disdaines to use them A Christian joyes aright when it proceedes from right principles from Iudgement and Conscience not from Fancie and Imagination when Iudgement and Conscience will beare him out when there is good termes betweene God and him for our joy must spring from peace Rom. 5. Being justified by Faith wee have peace towards God The Apostles beginne their Epistles with Mercy Grace and Peace Mercy in forgivenesse Grace to renew our natures and Peace of conscience here these are things to be gloried in if wee finde our sinnes pardoned our persons accepted and our natures altered then we may comfort our selves in any thing in health in wealth in wife in children in any thing because all come from the favour of God we may joy in afflictions because there is a blessing in the worst things to further our eternall happinesse and though we cannot joy in affliction it self as being a contrary to our nature yet wee may joy in the issue so that we may joyaright when having interest in God wee glory in the testimony of a good conscience when looking inward we finde all at peace when wee can say upon good grounds that God is mine and therefore all is mine both life and death and all things so farre as they may serve for good The hearts of men yea of good men are apt to be taken up with outward things when the weake Disciples had cast out devils they were ready to be proud but Christ quickly spies it and admonishes them not to rejoyce that the devils were subject to them but that their names were written in the Booke of life Therefore when wee finde the least stirrings to glory in any thing wee must checke our selves and consider what Grace wee have to temper them what love wee have to turne these things to the common good for whatsoever a man hath if hee have not withall humilitie and love to use it aright it will turne to his bane It hath beene an old imputation to lay distractednesse upon men of
humility and for this purpose God hath furnished us with the Spirit of all Grace Let us therefore remember when we have any dutie to doe to pray unto Christ to blow upon us with his Spirit God doth not so much looke at our infirmities as at our uprightnesse and sinceritie and therefore when we are out of temptations wee should consider and examine what God hath wrought in us and then though there be infirmities and failings yet if our hearts be upright God will pardon them as wee finde that David and others were accounted upright and yet had many imperfections Watching is an exercising of all the graces of the soule and these are given to keepe our soules awake we have enemies about us that are not asleepe and our worst enemy is within us and so much the worse because so neere we live also in a world full of temptations and wicked men are full of malice wee are passing through our enemies Countrey and therefore had neede to have our wits about us the devill also is at one end of every good action and therefore we had neede to keepe all our graces in perpetuall exercise we should watch in feare of jealousie taking heede of a spirit of drowsinesse labouring also to keepe our selve unspotted of the world It may be asked how we shall know the Scripture to be the Word of God For answer Doe but grant first that there is a God it will follow then that he must be worshipped and served and that this service must be discovered to us that wee may know what hee doth require and then let it be compared what Word of God can come neare to be the same with this Besides God hath blessed the superstition of the Iewes who were very strickt this way to preserve it for us and the Heretickes since the Primitive Church have so observed one another that there can be no other to this Word But now wee must further know that we must have some thing in our soules suitable to the truthes contained in it before we can truely and savingly beleeve it to be the Word of God as that we finde it to have a power in working upon our hearts and affections Luke 24. 32. Did not our hearts burne within us when he opened to us the Scriptures Againe it hath a divine operation to warme and pacifie the soule and a power to make a Felix tremble it hath a searching quality to divide betweene the marrow and the bone we doe not therefore onely beleeve the Scriptures to be the word of God because any man saith so or because the Church saith so but also and principally because I finde it by experience working the same effects in me that it speakes of it selfe and therefore let us never rest till when we heare a promise wee may have some thing in us by the sanctifying Spirit that may be suitable to it and so assuring of us that it is that Word alone that informes us of the good pleasure of God to us and our duty to him There is in God a fatherly anger after conversion he retaines that and this Fatherly anger is also turned away when in sinceritie we humble our selves There is one saith well A child of anger and a child under anger Gods children are not children of wrath but sometimes they are under wrath when they doe not carry themselves as sonnes when they venture on sinnes against conscience c. but if they humble themselves and reforme and flie to God for mercie then they come into favour againe and recover the right of sonnes Wee may know that God loves us when by his Spirit he speakes friendly to our soules and wee by prayer speake friendly to him againe when wee have communion and familiaritie with him whom God loves to them hee discovers his secrets even such secrets as the soule never knew before Hee reveales them to us when our hearts are wrought to an ingenuous confession of sinne and when we have no comfort but from heaven even as a father discovers his bowells most to his child when it is sicke so God reserves the discoverie of his love especially untill such a time when wee renounce all carnall confidence therefore if wee can assure our soules that God loves us let us then be at a point for any thing that shall happen to us in this world whether it be disgrace or contempt or whatsoever because we may fetch patience and contentednesse from hence that Gods love supplies all wants whatsoever After a gracious pardon for sinne there are two things remaining in us Infirmities and Weakenesses Infirmities are corruptions stirred up which hinders us from good and puts us forward to evill but yet they are so farre resisted and subdued that they breake not forth into action Weakenesse is when we suffer an infirmitie to breake out for want of watchfulnesse as if a man be subject to passion when this is working disturbance in the minde it is infirmitie but when for want of watchfulnesse it breakes forth into action then it is weakenesse and these diseases are suffered in us to put us in minde of the bitter roote of sinne for if we should not sometimes breake forth into sinne wee should thinke that our nature were cured Who would have thought that Moses so meeke a man could have so broken out into passion we see it also in David and Peter and others and this is to shew that the corruption of nature in them was not fully healed but there is this difference betweene the slippes and falls of Gods children and of other men when other men fall it setles them in their dregges but when Gods children falls they see their weakenesses they see the bitter roote of sinne and hate it the more and are never at quiet till it be cast out by the strength of Grace and Repentance Therefore let no man be too much cast downe by his infirmities so long as they are resisted for from hence comes a fresh hatred of corruption and God lookes not upon any sinne but sinne ungrieved for unresisted otherwise God hath a holy end in suffering sinne to be in us to keepe us from worse things There is none that out of sinceritie doe give themselves to holy conference but are gainers by it Many men aske questions and are inquisitive to know but not that they might put in practise this is but a proud desire to taste of the tree of knowledge but the desire of true affected Christians is to know that they might seeke Christ we gaine oftentimes by discourse with those that are punies in Religion Saint Paul desires to meete with the Romanes though they were his converts that he might be strengthened by their mutuall faith Rom. 1. 12. When once the Spirit doth fasten the wrath of God upon the conscience of one whom he meanes to save then there followes these afflicting affections of griefe and shame and from hence comes a dislike and hate of
sinne hence beginnes a divorce betweene the soule and the beloved sinne so that whereas there was before a Scepter of sinne in the soule now God beginnes to dispossesse that strong man and then followes a strong desire to be better and a holy deseparation that if God in Christ benot mercifull then the soule saith what shall become of me and as the Spirit lets in some terrours so he lets in also some hopes as What shall I doe to be saved implying are signation of the will totake any course so he may be saved and then all the world for one droppe of mercy Christ never comes into any heart but where hee is valued and esteemed yet he delights not to hide himselfe from his poore creature but when we are fit when wee truely judge our selves unworthy of any savour then hee receives us Here is comfort therefore for the worst of men if they will come in and submit to Gods Ordinances they will be effectuall to subdue our corruptions and when once God hath taken up the heart of man for his Temple hee will then bring into it all his Treasures there will be a mutuall fellowship betweene God and the soule when we are once subdued God is so powerfull an Agent that hee can overthrow all hee can overthrow the carnall principles of reason which everie naturall man hath in the Fort of his soule He presents to men the condition they are in by nature and le ts in a taste of his vengeance when God in his Ordinances shewes grea ter reasons for goodnesse than Sathan can in his carnall courses then all falls downe Those therefore that are not fully subdued yet let them come to the Ordicances for then they are within Gods reach when the Word of God discovers the basenesse vilenesse and danger of sinne then the soule stoopes therefore let none despaire for though thy heart be stone yet God can worke powerfully nothing is difficult to infirmities but it s a divine worke to pull downe a wicked sinner However we take paines in our callings yet the abitie and blessing comes from God Wee pray for daily Bread and yet hee gives it though we labour for it there is a gift of successe which unlesse it be given us from above wee shall with the Disciples catch nothing Gifts are for Grace and Grace for Glory Gifts are peculier to some men but Grace is common to all Christians Gifts are peculier to many and com mon to such as are not good Gifts are joyned with great sinnes but Grace hath love and humilitie to take downe the soule the devill hath lost little of his accutenesse but yet hee remaines mischeivous so many men have great parts but they have also a divellish spirit Grace comes from more speciall love and yet men had rather be accounted devills than fooles account them men of parts and then count them what you will It is a hard matter to finde out the least measure of Grace and the greatest degree of formalitie for as Painting oftentimes exceedes the thing so doth an Hypocrite oftentimes make a greater shew but the least measure of saving Grace is from desires and these are knowne to be saving if they proceede from a taste of the thing and not meerely from the Object and therefore we must distinguish betweene affections stirred up and the inward frame for those that are suddenly stirred up doe presently returne the waters in the Bath have a naturall hotnesse but water when it is heated will returne to its former coldnesse Though wee be sure of victory over our spirituall enemies yet we must fight The conquered Kings must be fought with all Christ that fights for us fights with us and in us and crownes us when all is done and the time will come ere long when wee shall say of our enemies as Moses said of the Egyptians Those enemies that wee now see wee shall see them no more for ever Be strong therefore in the Lord and in the power of his might Ephe. 6. FINIS Iudg. 5. 23.